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I'm so behind on redacted stuff it's not even funny anymore :'<
#so' speaks#it's not even a lack of want I just CANNOT find the time to sit down and do nothing for 20 to 30 minutes :/#I used to listen right before I went to sleep but lately i'm so tired I just pass out the second I put my head on my pillow#All the new videos seem SO COOL#I saw the new Hush one and I'm foaming at the mouth but I wanna catch up on the ones before listening to that one :'<#Anyways I'm just rambling#I'm saving all the interested posts on here about the new videos so i can read them later hehe
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I've got too many games I want to play and not enough free time 😭 I still need to finish my BG3 playthrough but since Endless Ocean: Luminous came out I've been playing a lot of that instead. Also just got back into Wizard101 last night. Started playing House Flipper again last weekend. Still need to finish BOTW so I can start a TOTK playthrough and finish Pokemon Shield so I can start on Pokemon Violet. I've been fighting off the urge to start up a new Skyrim playthrough for weeks. My brother just told me that Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door is getting ported to the Switch. And now I'm suddenly feeling inspired to replay DAI... And throughout all of this I'm also playing the hell out of DragonVale on my phone. Someone just pay me to play video games all day please
#and before anyone suggests it: no i cant try to get into streaming#the way i play video games is extremely frustrating for other people to watch ahdjsksl#no one is going to give me money for producing a video where i spend two hours checking every barrel in the map while juggling my inventory#and then immediately give up on a puzzle and just sit in silence for 30 minutes while i look up a walkthrough instead#i need a situation that pays me $200 a day just to be autistic at the screen alone in the comfort of my own home#rambling#a few years ago i made it a mission to play all of the dragon age games and dlcs in order and i did not complete it#i got all the way to inquisition before i quit#i had already played it on ps3 but i wanted to replay on my new gaming laptop and unfortunately my computer decided it was too complicated#and also i just wanted to play as an elf again and i was resisting that urge bc i played as an elf the first time and wanted something new#so i didnt connect to my character as much#BUT ive learned a lot about optimizing my games from getting bg3 to run on my computer#so i think i could get it to handle dai now. especially if i upgrade to ssd like ive been wanting#and i just saw a dai post on my dash that made me daydream about possible characters and i was struck with inspiration#when i first played through on ps3 i didnt know anything about da lore. it was my first dragon age game#i was just doing whatever i thought seemed coolest#so i basically modeled my inquisitor after my dnd oc and then just picked a vallaslin i thought was pretty#and then when it came time to pick a specialization i was just like 'i mean my hand has rift magic right? seems obvious enough'#but now i know the LORE. and the dalish really interest me. and i want to make an inquisitor thats their own character#i didnt want to replay another elf mage bc i thought it would be too similar#but at the same time i wanted to re-experience dai (and experience trespasser for the first time) now that i knew more about the dalish#(with mods that fix the annoying bits where your character seems to not know about their own religion of course lol...)#i was thinking about that and i just got hit with some inspiration#instead of 'my dnd character but with a cool tattoo and rift magic and they kinda roll with the inquisitor stuff bc idk whats going on'#what if i made a more intentional character with a much different personality and their own backstory#theyre still the first of their clan but i know what that means now so theyre not really into the herald of andraste stuff#theyre a devotee of falon'din with his vallaslin and fittingly choose necromancy specialization (tho theyre annoyed by all the maker talk)#they can look cool and goth and maybe they even make some different choices about the well of sorrows 👀#i could keep rambling but im running out of tags gah#anyways ive got lots of ideas now and i think the playthrough would be unique enough to be worth it
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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I called it, Ruan Mei is deranged and shady as hell
#I love her#I also said that she the light cone and the light cone description and her last eidolon and some other things#made her feel almost nonexistent or barely there‚ but not in a Herta and Xueyi kind of way#And it seems I was right too? That line‚ 'Life is so colourful‚ but... it has nothing to do with me' reads to me like that for now#Really digging the way Dr. Ratio contrasts or parallels her. How she talks about keeping a serene mask until the situation is ascertained#and talking about emotions and feelings being able to be analysed and dissected‚ the root of which found#In the promotional video immediately after she says the thing about masks‚ Ratio appears talking precisely about the same thing#It's so cool how both also take advantage in their fighting style of the weaknesses of the enemies#Ruan Mei with the weakness break effect and Ratio with the debuffs#Ruan Mei didn't seem as scornful of Ratio and the Guild as Herta seemed but Ruan Mei is also less open#The leaked line of Ratio about her (I can't recall exactly but it wasn't anything we haven't seen in the new Ruan Mei short‚#something about how the true intentions of her research are not what she stated and that she is actually the most ambitious member#of the Genius Society)‚ while not truly negative‚ doesn't seem positive either. But he perhaps isn't as callous#as he is when he talks about Herta and Screwllum. Or perhaps he is being even more so#I'm looking forwards to their interactions and the development of the relationship between the Guild and the Society as a whole#But also the dynamics and problems inside the Genius Society itself#They all seem to have their all personal and selfish agenda which could be source of clash‚ whereas the Guild seems more people driven#Even if they have at times pretty ugly methods. Not they the Genius Society doesn't#Ajfjsjd anyway I wonder if the Ratio and Ruan Mei parallels and contrasts will be truly explored or if it will be left in the air#just to sell either character more#But it seems sooo intriguing and so shady and I'm so into how two faces or representation of the same Aeon or under the same drive#could approach a similarish issue. Or how could one view the other. And how in general all that will develop#I've been looking forwards to more insight on the Guild/Genius Society confrontation since very early on haha#I am loving Ruan Mei *sighs* deranged#I talk too much
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I might get some (unreasonable) hate for this and I will block people who are gonna be shitty but I have to say I really like Noah from Smosh. Like he's cool, he's funny, I really enjoy him in videos and tbh most if not all of the reasons I've seen from people about why he sucks is just pure antisemitism. Noah is great!!!
#it genuinely makes me sad how at least here on tumblr he seems to be hated by Everyone#like i don't think i've seen one positive post about him#and i really looked into it and tried to read people's opinions#but no joke it's all antisemitism#so yeah#i really enjoy seeing him and if other people don't like him then i guess they're just gonna have to miss out on some amazing videos#the new beopardy is great btw#can very much recommend#also i really don't want to start a fight on here i'm generally also not involved in this fandom#but i sometimes go into the tags and then i see people purposefully crop him out of pictures or say the meanest things about him for no#reason#and i just kinda felt like making this post cause idk from what i've seen he's really a cool guy#lea's random thoughts#idk i might delete this if this gets many shitty comments or whatever cause mental health and all but yeah#crazy how i have to be scared of getting a bunch of mean and shitty comments just for saying that i like a guy from an youtube channel#just because he's jewish#noah grossman
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Happy STS! Your question this week is a check-in. How are you? How are things? What are you writing or daydreaming about lately? Any particular WIP that's in your brain a lot these days?
Happy STS, Kate!
I am a nervous wreck bundled up in human skin, stumbling along in hell this thing called life, thanks for asking! lol
My brain has not been cooperative with writing recently, sadly. It's barely been cooperative for reading. I think finishing edits on Shattered Dreams kicked my butt and burned me out a bit, tbh.
Follow that up with holidays and birthdays (they all fall around the holidays in my family 😭) and I completely burned out. And then I'm starting a new job in a couple weeks and I'm super nervous about that and how it will change my current routine and *splat*
Anyways, I've been burying my worries in video games 😅
Writing wise, I did manage to squeak out a couple new chapters for Hidden Depths, which I'm waiting to post until I squeak out a couple more, bc I'd really like to have the promise of getting out of the bandit camp as an apology for taking so fucking long between updates 🥺
#starlit asks#little-peril-stories#i should probably start wip hopping tbh#i know i really want to finish up hidden depths but perhaps that isn't what's calling me right now#but all that seems to be calling me is the video games so maybe i just need a break XD#plus i got a new toy so im having fun with that (a handheld console - the steam deck - its so fucking cool)#thanks for the ask!#sts#sts ask
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#Newjeans#뉴진스#genuinely what the fuck is happening. I JUST found out that Min Hee Jin left ador#and there seems to be some conflict between the new ppl in the company and mv director#it’s so foolish of ador…. also I was really looking forward to seeing the directors cut of all the mvs he directed (Ditto/OMG/Cool with you)#like. they removed two MAJOR people that have made newjeans what it is… I hope they meet other good people to join their team#literally protect newjeans at all costs… just want them to be happy with their music and to continue to enjoy performing… s#not me being stressed as if I work there hahahah. I know they’ll be fine but this is so stupid to me. this drama.#enough of the power play and money race. let’s keep making BANGERS and iconic music videos and appreciate the art UGH
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so because im insane i tried to find that sweatshirt harry anderson was wearing in that friday night videos thing and found out it was a reversible disney sweatshirt, with one side being mickey mouse comics, and the other side being a huge image of minnie mouse
#the insane part should go without saying these days but in case you forgot#its more like i have the time on my hands at work to do silly research like this and ignore other things i could be doing#never forget that i somehow actually tracked down the 13 different colors sweater of spars lore... but anyway#the interesting thing abt the sweater ive found through looking at listings online#is that the print of the mickey mouse comics is different on every single sweatshirt#like its the same panels its just that the print lines up in different spots if that makes sense#when i first saw a listing online and compared it to the video i was like huh why is it different....#and thought they like pinned his sweatshirt in a way that the words mickey mouse wouldnt show so they wouldn't get sued or something LOL#but no the design was just like that. so every one is unique! which is cool#im debating abt getting one myself. i don't knowwwwwww. they do seem to be very cozy sweaters#we'll see if i simply must make another purchase#i mean its probably better than getting a new one when i go to disneyland soon? but i can justify a lot for my whims#all that aside swag sweater. hes so
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#things i am excited about at my new job#it's nice to SEE AND INTERACT WITH PEOPLE EVERY DAY#jesus between covid and working from home that was getting seriously hard for me to achieve#i find the subject matter interesting (it's medical stuff and helping patients which is way more interesting to me than the finance shit#i was doing at my last job where i just like helped financial advisors get richer)#my bosses are kinda young and cool which is nice because mostly i have worked for boomer men older than my dad#i get to people watch and learn new things and it's challenging but not TOO overwhelmingly difficult#it's admin stuff which i kinda enjoy in a dorky sim management job sort of way (i do that kind of shit for fun in video games all the time)#the one thing im worried about rn is that the person who's training me that im filling in for is leaving soon and they're my fave part#of coming to work right now because i just like hanging out with them and they have like this hypnotically soothing aura#and sweet kind personality so im afraid once theyre gone (a) i will suck at doing it all without them and#(b) it just wont be nearly as nice but#i must think positive thoughts and hopefully i can use their mentorship as inspiration too#i spent all last year failing at being a self directed online student and juggling random part time shit so i am SO GLAD#to have full time work and work that isnt horribly boring and lonely like the finance work from home one before it#ps the person who is training me worked for 12 years as a 911 emergency phone operator if you want a picture of how calm and nice they are#like they can make anything seem ok and fine and remain calm no matter what and their voice is the gentlest thing on earth lol#i get free asmr all day basically#p
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#ok. so the guy from school i visited emailed me today like: good news! we unanimously voted to extend u an offer here#so expect the formal offer in the next week. and im like uuuugh i wanna say yes so bad#bc in the us i would have more flexibility in the program than i would in the uk#and my options in the us r either to b a big fish in a small pond at this schoolor a little fish in a big pond at the other#bc this school is underfunded and a bit isolated out in the mountains but the staff r pretty great and big egos dont seem like a big issue#but if i go to the other school its like a big well funded school. the application was like 75 dollars. fuck u and really annoying#and i mean id have to live in new jersey. so in the city with city driving and prob a more high pressure school environment#and more of a chance of dealing with big egos. but like career wise im sure it would b good. assuming i don't mentally collapse#but i mean that doesnt seem as fun as spending 5 years out in the rocky mountains#like thry have fucking moose and bears! there were deer and turkeys in town!#and my dad just sent me a video of all the spring peepers singing back home and im like 😭 bc froggies and he was like i bet u could find#frogs out in [redacted city] and im like 😭 ur right. it just seems like the better choice for my poor overtaxed brain and the project is#so cool too. i want to get the cyano species as my computer background asap. and the guy is nice and apparently super supportive#and i could probably walk to hiking trails. god. i mean i have to say yes to that. i wanna say yes so bad. send me the formal offer bro#ill fucking take it before i even hear back from the other schools lol. ugh. i hate making choices#oof i am so excited to kno where im going and plan my departure. its gonna b such a pain moving tho i pray that my mum or dad can drive#with me bc otherwise the 20hr drive by myself might kill me. thats almost as bad as my initial move out here lol. the us is so big#ugh. again choices. is this the right choice? probably one of the biggest decisions of my life. the project feels so right. cyanobacteria#my algal group of choice. and hot springs. how tf do u say to no to that? i mean. id b doing that in new jersey too but with red algae#ugh. put me out of this misery lol. also as an aside. shout out to my fucking disaster brain for not being able to focus on a single thing#my boss in a meeting: so glad to have students and staff so excited to b working on this project!! me: lady i hate that im on this project#bc im just sitting in until they can get an actual student. i just do what im told but appreciate the enthusiasm lol#ay. im so tired. i wanna see the snow and mountains. and fix my head. and get outta the desert. and listen to frogs 🐸 😌#unrelated
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i want hollow knight. but spend money....... :(
#like its weird i never usually play games but hollow knight seems so cool and its not that expensive but also. hnnn#video game :(#but i just changed up my steam profile which is cool!!!#i hadnt used it in a while so it was kinda old stuff#and i want to pick a new username for all my online stuff that isnt here or my name maybe? cause i dont like my old one anymore but now all#my stuff is either here (fandom related) or like. instagram (old username but also more related to my Human Face)#so anyways my steam name is baller-cookie now !!!! like from the adventure zone my best friend the adventure zone :D#also its like. vague enough to not be immediately clocked as fandom and its cute <3#god woag. thats a lotta tags
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#tag talk#I went in blind to Outer Wilds a few months back and couldn't figure out what I was doing#but I started a lore explained video about it and got halfway through before deciding I should give it another shot#spoilers make it so much easier to get into a piece of media. I just hate not knowing how things go#and I'll stop partway through spoilers once I decide I know enough. so I'm not spoiling completely everything#but like.. several movies I've only watched after the Wikipedia article seemed interesting.#with games it's more that I need to see someone else play it so I know how to approach.#I can't work with a blank canvas. I need to see someone else do it first.#it's like me and art. I can't do purely generative stuff. I'm good with editing images and coloring already drawn art#writing poetry about things I've already felt. singing songs someone else composed#and playing games once I've seen someone else play it first.#I need a template to work from. I need a guide to go back to it I need.#I can depart from it when I'm comfortable. I can change things to be more my own style.#but I can't start from nothing. I have a hard time going into games blind because I just don't know what I'm doing at all#so spoilers are cool#and they never detract from my overall experience.#I'll avoid spoilers if I deliberately seek out the new experience. once I know I'll like something.#but I can't go in totally blind. I hate it too much.#so anyway I'm playing outer wilds again and I'm enjoying it way more this time
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Ive started learning Japanese from an android
#NOT an ai#cure dolly’s videos make literally soooooo so much sense now that i have some basic grammar and vocab down#its just rlly cool to hear abt the language learning process from other (presumably sorry) ND ppl beyond just#‘if ur a savant you can just cram it all in’ like it just feels dehumanising (lmao)#when its rlly more like a magic ritual you have to do all the preparation and process to create a new brain spce#that can speak and think in another manner than ur usual one#and it seems like ppl usually have different personalities in different languages and i can see it
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Bro I'm losing my god damn mind and I haven't even messed around with the new gameplay shit like at all. Ive spent the past like 5 hours just reading and looking at shit I haven't even played the damn video game
#rat rambles#oni posting#and unfortunately playing the damn video game will have to wait til tomorrow because its late bug holy shitttttt#this isnt even all of the new content that will be in the full dlc like holy shit#now one bit of sad news for the gamers is that the mysterious machine does not appear to be the temporal bow but it still seems neat#its currently locked tho so I cant comment too much on its full deal#based on in game disriptions tho it appears to be a geothermal generator of sorts#which is actually super cool considering the environmental storytelling surrounding it#well what I assume to be I have only generated one world so it could be some wild coincidence#but Im pretty sure the magma biome is mostly obsidian with only bits and pieces of magma which combined with the geothermal generator#situations and said building being on the cold planet paints a cool pocture#also I wasnt able to 100% comfirm this but uh. erm. I think we Might be getting one extra new dupe once the dlc comes out proper#lets just say I have reason to believe that harold might not be the only moreson to have gotten his dna stolen#its so jover guys how the hell am I supposed to sleep tonight#and worst of all Ive seen like 2 ppl talk abt the beta and it's been minor stuff hello is anyone there can anyone hear me#Im losing my god damn mind someone at least make a video where they just talk abt the new plants and critters and such#like we might Finally have a new oxygen method even if its low key just a cold oxyfern#I forgive it tho because of the context of it using ice as fertilizer#like that doesnt mean a whole lot on this planet but on most other planetoids that provides a rly interested challenge#ultimately it's not That hard to make ice if you have access to any level of cooling but its still cool to imagine how one would go abt#automating the whole process and making it more applicable to late game oxygen demands#also this is a massive update for nosh bean enjoyers as we finally have a second way to get ethanol lol#also the deep fryer is a fun concept even if Im not sure how worth it it'll be to go for it
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when you follow jessica mason and phantomlndphan at the same time:
...when you follow them at the same time and see just how horrible jessica mason is:
#getting all the juicy tea! ;)#even though that tea doesn't taste very good... :/#jm is adding plp as a villain in her new book which is weird#and she claims they led a review bomb and reported ads which they didn't!#the bad reviews are from other people learning about the phantom saga's issues#and as a bonus jm is copying plp in videos which isn't cool :/#do your own thing as the number 2 phantom expert instead of chasing number 1!#all plp is doing is letting people know that the phantom saga's content is controversial#it's too late to stop the books but they could stop the rivalry#plp seems to have done so for the most part but jm is still provoking them :/#her writing is amazing but wow she's something else! :o#it shows in the problematic parts huh?#it's good being a not famous phantom author :)#my only problematic thing is saying that only guys use axe in a deleted video#then i learned about gender expression and that everyone can wear axe! :)#learning and moving on is something she could learn... ;)
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in my old man yells at cloud era for my hate for ai and filming at concerts
#like those are my most often criticized opinions at least offline#actually no i've bickered with people online about these two#most recently when some tiktoker was raving about their new method of filming artists with the front facing camera#shwocasing a close up video of dallon weekes having a camera shoved up in his face - making it seem like it was a cool experience for him??#having his own filmed reflection staring back?? idk bro i just dont vibe with it at all#mine#i commented that it might not always be cool with artists to do so and was called a hater lol#like yeah sure film for like 10-30 sec for yourself#but put your fucking phone down after that#i have memory problems too. just go to fucking youtube and watch one of the dozens of shaky cam videos identical to yours#especially when the artist is asking nicely to see anything but a crowd of cameras#i can't count the times i've had to view a concert through phone screens infront of me#because the screens block the view of the stage completely#lets have some self awareness 😍😍😍😍
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