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It's 10PM. Do You Know Where Your Childer Are?
Made some snazzy profile sheets for our 1982 Melbourne VtM Chronicle in preparation for ArtFight, since three of us are participating this year.
Come find us if you wanna!
Victoria Errant belongs to LeftHandBlu (@bludoods) Javier Peña belongs to TheVioletFox (me!) Astrid Falkenburg belongs to CerberusKnight (and drawn by LeftHandBlu) Archie & Ratthew belongs to noicknoick
See you on the battlefield!
#artfight#vampire the masquerade#vtm oc#vampire oc#vtm v5#All The Saints Are Sleeping#Victoria Errant#Ventrue#Javier Peña#Toreador#Astrid Falkenburg#Brujah#Archie and Ratthew#Nosferatu
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@satteredhunter how could you leave this in the tags I'm wheezing
mutuals???
#THE OL LONG TERLET#I KNOW Victoria would want to stuff Javi in there if he wasnt so dang tall#But lbr it's the perfect size for Archie#It can be there new bunk bed#vampire the masquerade#All The Saints Are Sleeping#...in toilets apparently
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does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do
#i have shit to do but i'm so bad at both going to sleep and staying asleep that it's been fucking up my life for years at this point#yes this about accidentally sleeping through class this morning but in my defense i had an atomic tummy moment at like 6 am :( which is#kind of my point? an reason for missing sleep shouldn't stop me from participating in my own life and i'm tired of rationing my waking hours#if sleep was optional i would be unstoppable essentially but alas. alack even. specifically a lack of sleep.#girl all the saints have it out for me today for skipping church on a holy day of obligation i guess. well fuck those guys.#a post
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'tis the guy
my guy hyoga💕💕💕
#cygnus hyoga#saint seiya#apollo_kyler#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my saint seiya art#saint seiya fanart#doodle#survived the school week time to work on three projects and do all the homework in advance- *sleeps the rest of the day*
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The yj subreddit is a cesspool of bad takes most of the time but I just saw someone make the connection between the strawberry lube and the fact that Shauna is shown eating "strawberries" when she's eating Jackie and I'm vibrating
#again it is just wild to me how people dont see the queer narrative between shaunajackie just bc it isnt explicitly spelled out for them#and even wilder that some people truly believe those of us that DO see it are engaging in a 'fantasy'#especially when things like this exist#or like every scene involving jackie and men but esp in doomcoming where she all but admits shes sleeping with Travis bc she loves shauna#how many people in that sub are like 'i saw queer vibes in the pilot but they dropped it the rest of the season' huh???#did yall not see the dollhouse#did you not see saints#did you not see doomcoming#anyway rant aside#idk how ive never seen anyone point out the strawberry thing before#i love it#i wanna look for more jackie/strawberry parallels#yellowjackets
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So it was established in the last episode that Taylor still believes in Santa (tbh I wouldn't be surprised if it's come up prior to this ep too but anyways-) so... Do you think (saint) Nicky been has portalling in every year since the betrayal to sneak in a gift for his son amongst the pile? That Cassandra doesn't even notice because it's just one among the many many presents she herself has bought and wrapped? But every year without fail... Taylor gets one gift that simply says "from: Nick" and well, obviously that has to mean it's from Santa (a conclusion which Nicky expects him to come to, and why he can sign his name at all, though he misses when he could just write "dad"). And one year when he's still quite young, a sleepy little Taylor actually catches Nicky in the act, and Nicky wishes more than anything that he could just *stay*, but instead he only softly tells Taylor to go back to bed, and Taylor thinks that Santa is a lot younger and a bit sadder than he expected, but what's he gonna do- not listen to Santa Claus? So he smiles meekly at the man he does not know to be his father, and hurriedly heads back to his room.
Also yes of course Nicky eats the fucking cookies left out of course he's not gonna pass up on free cookies (which are home-baked to top it off) come on that's a given.
#at my conspiracy board like ''he sees you when you're sleeping... he knows when you're awake- just like Nicky watching Taylor from Hell!''#dndads#dungeons and daddies#nick foster#I'm sure I mustn't be the only person who's proposed a headcanon to this effect but anyways in light of recent events!#and Taylor asks Nicky what kind of cookies he likes and Nicky says ''oatmeal raisin'' and Taylor says ''gross''#but insists on putting those ones out next year and every year after that#nicky freeman#taylor swift dndads#highkey knowing Nicky and the dumbass shenanigans he gets wrapped up in he would do something to accidentally become the real santa claus#like he shows up to the wrong house one year and gets spotted#so then in his mind he has to show up to *both* houses next year#but then the kid from the other house tells all their friends#and what is he gonna do- not get gifts for all of them too? that wouldn't be fair.#you see where I'm going with this?#dndads holiday special starring Nicky in the tale of how he became saint nick#I won't lie to you folks the Closes and Swifts are basically the only reason I care at all about this holiday haha#(though happy holidays to all of you celebrating- whatever you're celebrating!)#''but you're hosting a holiday event!'' YEAH AND LOOK WHO IT'S FOR LOL#(back at my conspiracy board) santa... is just an anagram for satan... it all makes sense!
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glad they implemented the ‘skipping the scenes you already got’ option. don’t have to speed run hahaha
#fgo#Saint Valentino! Chaldea Bitter Valentine 2023#fgo cu chulainn#just trying to light up all 5 of his cigs with a shaking hand#reasons why ritsuka doesn't get much sleep#fgo kid gil#fgo amor (caren)#fgo angra mainyu#wish this guy showed up but maybe he really was our sleep paralysis demon#fgo jason#nice jason = cursed#poor cu was stressed the entire time and it was great :)#i cannot remember his body suit and i cannot be bothered for a decent ref atm#arguably baby caren was very cute but i have to agree with cu#just like emiya - we're servants first! morals and ethics second!#cu pointing at caren: i DO NOT like this sassy little lass.#valentine's in march? no you don't see that
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LOOK AT THESE BLOBS! I 💜LOVE💜 THEM!
(Just in time for their next chronicle!)
Today we venture out of the Galaxy Far Far Away and descend into the World of Darkness. Thank you @violetfoxsketches for the opportunity to blob your Javier and @bludoods' Victoria!
#vtm ocs#vampire the masquerade#Victoria Errant#Ventrue#Javier Peña#Toreador#All The Saints Are Sleeping
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DEATH LEIGONS DISCORD SERVER! LINK IN COMMENTS! OR dm me! <3
this is a server dedicated to alternative music, gaming, streaming, and gaming. If your interested in joining! join via the link in the comments or send me a DM!
WE LOVE NEW PEOPLE AND WE LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC. country though is a bit questionable but hope you have a good day!
#emo#metalhead#metalcore#emokids#2000s#heavymetal#scene#screamo#badomens#bringmethehorizon#noah sebastian#olisykes#falling in reverse#ice nine kills#set it off#my chemical romance#three days grace#saint asonia#sleeping with sirens#paramore#a day to remember#blessthefall#black veil brides#all time low#bad omens#discord server
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I wonder if Merlin convinced/asked King uther to adopt Arthur
Than she set up Excalibur so Arthur could be king
Why is Merlin going to these lens for Arthur of all people considering there have been other chaos users and as long as Merlin's been around I'm sure there have been other humans she could have given Excalibur to and help them become a great ruler a king in order to use chaos why does she have to
pick Arthur pacifically I wonder I know it goes with the Arthurien Legends and all but why is it in this story Merlin shows Arthur that's just one of the many things that was never really cleared up like there's a bit more about their past we don't know and then there is the stuff that happened in between the end of seven deadly sins till what we're looking at currently I've been trying to piece the timeline together
From what I can tell it goes in this order
First we have the end of the seven deadly sins after the god-awful chaos ark
Then we have the safe by light movie which I'm still convinced a large majority of this fandom has not watched including myself I got the screenshots I have with Arthur and Merlin in it off of a YouTube clip
Then there's the next part from the night from the beginning of the manga who the age the characters when they've got to the Crystal caves I can't remember his name right now
And he showed how Arthur recruited him and it seems this happened right after the demon King's my asthma was affecting the southern Britannia and our large amount of people in it right after the attack the when the demon King finally was defeated or whatever around this time so could Arthur's personality have begun to split and he not know it at the time where chaos was in control and then he would go back to normal and then at some point it was just completely chaos and control
Cuz looking back at it Arthur's outfit is the exact same as it was from the movie unless Merlin just made him multiple copies of the same outfit cuz they were working on just rebuilding Camelot at the time so focusing on appearance and what they look like wasn't probably a top priority which is understandable so Arthur just has multiple of the same outfits in different colors because even in color we see that this outfit is the same one from the movie just in Black
Or maybe the my asthma was just so bad that it had a longer lasting effect on Britannia I'm wondering and this takes a place a bit later this could be a year later from when the movie was set because if I'm correct from what people have told me king and Diane were getting married in the
movie so I'm guessing it took place a few weeks maybe a few months to maybe several months later cuz that's how long it takes to plan a wedding or whatever so this could be several months later and Arthur started to turn at that point and maybe at
first Merlin didn't notice it because around her even though he was still with seemingly seems to be depressed about everything that happened with Camelot and trying to rebuild it he was still trying to maintain his own personality but glimpses of chaos would come through
I'm trying to piece together the timeline and what's happening with Arthur's personality because it's clear like we all been saying from the beginning it's been chaos and control not Arthur and personal having Spirit magic I think will be a driving Factor helping bringing the real Arthur back there was also the theory and I mentioned in another post before that I saw from Reddit where someone had
mentioned that Arthur could have been being controlled by the spirits and Excalibur but I think it's pretty clear especially when looking at the anime and color and you see Arthur's eyes change you see more white in his eyes than his own color of his eyes which are purple meaning that chaos truly is slowly taking over Arthur
(sorry I don't have a visual for this right now Tumblr won't let me post any more pictures in this post )
I'm assuming Arthur is Chaos's first true host it's had full length too I
believe before maybe at some point on chaos was creating humans it puts larger parts of itself in certain humans so that way maybe one day it could have a host and maybe Excalibur was always the key to that but it got corrupted over time and at
some point the Lady of the lake meant Merlin and told her about the key to chaos and maybe that's why she used Excalibur to wake and Arthur since Excalibur seems to just be a chaos key I don't think it was meant to hold the spirits of the heroes but for some reason it did and now that chaos is more free and had gained more control over time I'm
guessing within a year or maybe even a couple years it fully consumed Arthur and about 10 years ago from what pellegard said that's when Arthur's fully started to change because it was around part two after the time skipping for nights and and Donnie met pellegard he mentioned he hadn't been able to fully understand Arthur's motives and almost 10 years something major had had to change where Arthur was willing to fully let chaos consume him
In Merlin disappeared or maybe chaos trapped her away or something but we can tell that Merlin has been active there have been hints that she's possibly hiding in lions , and then there's gwaian who I believe isn't like a clone or hybrid or anything I believe she's just like a normal baby that Merlin saw had magic potential maybe like she did with Vivian and Arthur so she left the granny golem with her to train her to use magic and sunshine is something Merlin enchanted on to her as it's next host so Sunshine could be active again and possibly used to defeat Arthur or at least stop chaos at some point the same can be sailed the Lady of the lake who I believe still had some magic left over from one Merlin had the seven deadly sins send their magic towards the leg during their battle with the demon king and there was some residue magic left over and the lady of the late gave it to Lance a lot which is why he's so overpowered and people say he's on the same level as the seven deadly sins is because he has some of their magic in him
#七つの大罪#黙示録の四騎士#FourKnightsofTheApocalypse#MokushirokunoYonkishi#NanatsuNoTaizai#SevenDeadlySins#king Arthur#blog#king Arthur blog#arthurpendragon#nnt#4kota#Arthur#I mean it would be on track to the original King Arthur story where Merlin helped uther sleep with the queen from my believer neighboring#Kingdom that he liked and he ended up using magic to disguise himself as her late husband I believe and then#she ended up having Arthur and after finding out the truth some stuff happened in#uther Saint Arthur into hiding on a farm I believe I can't remember#Arthur truly is being manipulated it's all what is Maryland doing something#even right now he's being manipulated by chaos#I hope that Arthur gets to the least have some freedom at the end of this manga and actually make his own choices that weren't set up 4 him#you just feels like a puppet at this point#arthurian literature#ladt of the lake#gwaian#Lancelot
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Put On Your Warpaint
Birthday art for my buddy Blu because she is a wonderful being 💖 Our VtM game is starting back up soon too with a brand new chronicle!
Also, this is what happens when the Ventrue and the Toreador have to share a single bathroom mirror.
Victoria belongs to the lovely @bludoods
#vtm oc#vampire the masquerade#Ventrue#Victoria Errant#Toreador#Javier Peña#All The Saints Are Sleeping
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*crawls out from under her rock to post a meme thing*
I had a whole thing written for this, but then I made the fatal mistake of hitting CTRL + Z and it literally deleted the whole thing so...
...now you get tired 4am version:
Javier Peña - All The Saints Are Sleeping (VtM) Punk edgelord Toreador who brokered a deal with an Anarch Baron and shipped himself to Melbourne, Australia to escape his blood bond to the cruel woman who turned him into a vampire in the first place.
Emerald Acero - Welcome to Los Angeles (VtM) Wannabee musician turned Toreador vampire who's just trying to find his place in a world he's probably far too kind for, but he refuses to let go of his Humanity or hope that there's still a good person deep, deep down inside the man who turned him.
"Raven" - Tyranny of Dragons (D&D) Phantom Rogue/Undead Warlock who made a deal with a ghost dragon to return to the world of the living under the pseudonym "Raven" to exact revenge and clean up some unfinished business, but is beginning to learn that perhaps this second chance at life is better spent living for the future than chasing the past.
Immeral Ethanasath - Don't Stack Your Dice (D&D) Scout Rogue/Fighter who was a criminal serving time conscripted to the military for four decades, that is, until a certain cutthroat Paladin took interest and recruited him. However, after his boss has a sudden change of heart, the rogue is finding it hard to keep up with this new code of ethics and worries he will be left in the Paladin's moral dust.
Hey, look! A new dollmaker!
Here’s Yuki (Fallout New Vegas), Abby (Mass Effect Andromeda), Arianna (FFXIV) and Tanit (D&D)! <3
Tagged by @orime-stories, tagging: all of you, especially @siliethstuff, @whispering-jabberwocky, @tallbluelady and @terendelev <3
#picrew game#Javier Peña#Emerald Acero#Raven#Immeral Ethanasath#Toreador#vtm oc#d&d oc#Welcome to Los Angeles#All The Saints Are Sleeping#Tyranny of Dragons#Don't Stack Your Dice#Apparently recently I only play snarky goths or redheaded disasters
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im sorry
#apologizing for 2 things#first is that i promised to upload requests but honestly im truly in survival mode (killer combo: physically sick and really depressed)#also apologizing to all the good palestinian people in my inbox. i really want to share your gofundmes and donate but im just#so overwhelmed rn#my profboss is a saint and let me off on friday so ill go back home and hug my mom and hopefully itll be ok#i still intend to share augusts patreon earnings with different fundraisers so dont worry about that#i just need to get my shit together and sleep for more than two hours at a time#ty for understanding hopefully
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do you think leonardo or comte is older? i can’t remember it being specified but i’m not sure. i mean we have leonardo’s age but how old is comte??? i haven’t played comte’s route so idk if cybird mentioned it or made one up but his real historical birthday/place was pretty much unknown i think??? thoughts?
I always thought Comte was the older of the two? But to be honest I was never sure if that was just my bias talking or it was actually the case. So naturally, because I am So Normal, I did a little digging through all the stories I've read up to this point to see if there were any concrete indicators. The most promising lead I was able to find was from the "Tell Me Your Story" collection event.
Meta under the cut, since I was left unsupervised and it got long:
The contents that are most pertinent to what I have to say are as follows:
In this story, Comte speaks a little bit about his childhood because MC found him playing the violin. He talks about how he originally trained as a young boy on an instrument called "a rebec." Mind you, Comte says that he still has the first one he ever bought--he remembers because he acquired it the day he was told he would stop aging forever. In due course he takes it out to show her--and later plays for her, at her request.
Now, looking at all the facts. The violin was said to be introduced between 1540 and 1560, roughly speaking (I'm not a historian, this is all based on rudimentary research). This doesn't tell us too much though, as Comte does say the instrument he trained on and first purchased was much older. Many sources show the rebec dating back as early as the 10th century (meaning anywhere from 900-1000) in Spanish courts, a supposed mashup of the Arabic rebab and the Eastern European lira. The clearest written records (the few that exist) begin from the early 12th century and on, though it was at the height of its popularity towards the 15th/16th century.
Aside from the fact that that's fuckin crazy, that would place Comte as being born anywhere from 900-1100 (1200-1500 at the very latest). Now I know what you may be thinking. How the hell does that narrow anything down, Minnie?
Given the cultural implications surrounding the rebec's emergence, the context actually does allow certain tentative conclusions to be drawn. I've seen indications that musical talent with a rebec was considered a big deal as an indicator of wealth/higher status in the earlier years of that time frame. Taking Comte's childhood into account--that he was raised to effuse aristocratic breeding and poise--I think that makes it highly unlikely he was learning when it was most associated with street performers (during the latter portion of my posited time frame). Everything about Comte's family pretty much screams old money (aka wealth they were born into, not curated during the rise of the mercantile class trying to be posers), so I really can't see them raising their son to play commoner music.
Another very telling bit lies in the phrasing of how he found the instrument: "he discovered the old rebec among other goods from a foreign trader." Remember that in the latter end of the time frame, it was so commonplace it could probably be found among local vendors/craftsmen--there would be no need for them to be imported from foreigners. I imagine his family only had access to the instruments in accordance with their social standing; naturally the rich would have their connections, but not just anybody would have the money or means to get their hands on one.
If my beginner's dive isn't too far off the mark, that would make Comte anywhere between approximately 400-1000 years old. I get this hunch that he's probably somewhere in the middle, I just don't know where exactly. I wish I had a better estimation since that's a pretty huge range, but considering the lifespan of the rebec it's hard to tell.
The only great anachronism in all this is the existence of Comte's pocket watch which was gifted to him by his tutor (I believe that's what she was, I know it was one of the human people in his house when he was young). The first pocket watch is said to have been created in Germany in 1510 (and shortly after distributed in Italy), but honestly it feels a bit out of place compared to all of the other evidence available to us. If that's the case, then Comte could have been born in the 1490s (since he received it when he was like 12, somewhere around there). Honestly I do feel the game suggests that he's older than that, so there's some dissonance there. But I leave that up to personal interpretation, since I'm not 100% sure about it either.
Lowkey, I feel like they might have gone so hard with the timepiece imagery for Comte that they forgot the historical practicalities attached to them, so that's half the reason I don't know what to do with this information. I get that vibe of like something something rich people cop out, unless purebloods have weirdly long childhoods--
Leonardo I don't have as many receipts because I'm just a poor Comte stan trying to live (his collection stories are pain), but if we go by the indication that his in-game life loosely follows the historical figure and simply continues on with his faked death, that means he was likely born somewhere around 1452. I can't remember super clearly, but for whatever reason my only memory of age indicators for Leonardo was around 400 or so (which tracks with that interpretation). That would actually make him potentially younger than Comte, younger than I initially anticipated. Or, if Comte was born on the latter end of my estimations, they are at the very least close in age.
Also please don't hesitate to let me know if I'm missing any receipts on Leonardo, I have only one brain cell and she is trying so hard, my friends
As to the place of Comte's birth I haven't the slightest clue about that. It's pretty obvious he's of European ancestry, but as to where he was born/raised exactly, it's difficult to tell. Given all the talk of the rebec there's a decent likelihood he originates from the Mediterranean area/Southern Europe, as it is an Arabic instrument by origin that was adapted into something new by Spain. (This could mean he was born anywhere between France, Spain, Italy, or even the countries a little further up or closer to the Middle East.)
I considered Northern Europe/England, but honestly the evidence doesn't really seem to lean in that direction. Comte mentioned that he once lived in England and made friends there, but the way he talks about makes it sound like he was a visitor/traveler, not a native. And frankly, Comte isn't insufferable enough to be English lmao, he has a conscience. There is actually some tentative evidence for Irish descent, as the vampy mind persuasion/compulsion is termed "geas" in the game, which is a word that stems from Irish gaelic/folklore. The only reason I don't think there's a real connection is that there's no further evidence tying Comte to Ireland; and I don't think the etymology necessarily guarantees ancestry (though there is something to be said about the Irish gothic and vampiric origins).
Admittedly it feels like the game makes his nationality vague on purpose, and I think this has a two-part intention. The first is that historically he was shrouded in a great deal of mystery, so it only makes sense they would be reluctant to name a singular place. The second is that--and I don't remember where the screenshot is, I saw it a while ago--the game describes him as belonging to no one place (that he belonged to all and none). Keeping his character construction in mind, I feel like this aligns with his general theme of contradiction. He's a greater vampire who prefers to keep company among humans, he's a powerful being with a fragile/sensitive heart, he has strong convictions but hesitates constantly, he's able to blend in almost everywhere he goes but never truly feels like he belongs. It would only make sense, narratively speaking, to keep with that motif/trend.
Also quick aside, because I can't help the music nerd in me. Rebecs are bitchin?????? Holy shit slay. Fun fact: they appear to have been primarily used for festivities, played for dancing. That gives a whole new impression to the fact that he bought one the moment he found out he would never age any further. I guess I just think about how that's a pretty joyous purpose for the music (beyond the pedigree aspect). That he clung to this specific artifact as a way to remind himself of his connection to humanity, that it was about people gathering and enjoying each other's company (and yet at the same time, all the political games that come with such leisure)...what a reflection of who he is today. I think it's fascinating how much people are at the heart of his personal motivations and feelings, considering how easy it is for purebloods to become lone wolves (power and secrecy would lend itself to that.) Instead, Comte chooses to hide in plain sight and actively works to stay engaged in the times and among the population. Then again, if I were hundreds of years old I would probably also beg for a distraction from the encroaching madness so like ajkhslgfkjhfslakjh it's very sweet but also mood...
In short:
Thank you for the ask, lovely!! 💛💛💛💛 I hope this answers your question? I love any excuse to talk about my one and only 👀💍
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp comte#ikevamp saint germain#ikevamp leonardo#ikevamp meta#honestly i went down a much deeper rabbit hole than I anticipated#but the game is so vague and my mans so sexy that i just had to see the timeline for myself#in short: i don't need sleep i need a n s w e r s#although man if im reading this all correctly that's insane#that would make him potentially twice as old as leonardo b r U H H H H H#explains comte's sense of like 'im old enough to be too mature for this' (chops the back of Leo's head the second MC isn't looking anyway)#i still die laughing whenever i read comtes second bday story and it deadass says 'but before leo could make a wisecrack'#their verbal jousts to establish class clown dominance are hilarious#i have half a mind to give them wiffle ball bats and watch them smack the shit out of each other#with only that feral instinct that wiffle ball bats evoke in pent up middle schoolers#comte be like 'take the professional deep breath' in every other situation#but then on sight just **decks leonardo with a folding chair**#literally the duality of man#fangdad propaganda#all right all it is 1am it is time for me to sleep#but i hope you enjoyed this installment of minnie's rambles
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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the ASS fandom makes too much cutesy stuff i need to see stuff that shows the fucked up aspects of these characters like Lynn and/or Niel absolutely willing to fucking sell Nick to an animal collector
#all saints street#niel bowman#lynn angel#nick hoult#like idk how to tell yall this but these guys are fucking horrible sometimes#except Damao he's literally done nothing wrong ever he just gets overworked and fanserviced#ok but seriously Lynn and Niel literally try to kill/sell/dispose of Nick on several ocations#and also Ira's morbid pranks like letting Nick summon him in his sleep to random places in public including accross the country
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