#All My Fault

[hidden-in-the-grass]

[Des reaches for zim despite his injuries.]

[A few hours after Des falls asleep on Outis, he starts shaking. The only noise is a shaky inhale, but silent tears roll down his face. He squeezes his eyes shut more than they were.]

"No..."

-@hidden-in-the-grass

[Zis ears perk at the noise, but they don't wake up yet. They just instinctively hold him tighter]

[risingtwinflame]

It hurts so much.

[evilhorse]

I screwed up and a world died.

[robinlost]

All my fault

You say

All my fault?

All my time

All my tears

All my love

All my care

All my kindness

All of that is gone

Used up

Used by you

All my fault.

[sanjisblackasswife]

How did you injure your back and knee??

Hope you are not in to much pain, get better soon!❤️

i been remodeling my bedroom all day and i was lifting stuff like my frige, desk, i was building stuff etcetc and i dont bend my knees n when i bent my back again i literally felt

pain.🧍🏾‍♀️

[keepyoursalvation]

opening up any any any sort of conversation with my husband about how i'm feeling always leaves me feeling worthless

[engulfedbymaleficsaturn]

I'm a asshole because I spoke back...

On the clear and obvious.

It’s all my fault

I should of Stayed silent

INSTEAD I confronted you.

With each dish you served

I would serve you back a greater one.

And you hated that.

Thinking you could belittle me

Without a reaction or come back.

Grabbing up whatever it was you pleased…

Demanding me of all that and some.

The world is full of assholes

Last I checked there was no entitlement

Saying it's okay

To choke one to death..

[viktorpartner]

if i had a nickel for every time Viktor died i would have 2 nickels... WHICH IS WAY MORE THAN I'D LIKE PLEASE STOP KILLING HIM

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

[gmanwhore]

I think I need to disappear into the void now.

[patron-saint-of-stupid-thoughts]

Why does my dad switch up so easily though

It's like, one minute he's calling me a bloody idiot, the next one he's talking to me pleasantly, and expects me to be all fine

Then again, I'm getting better at not crying and shit

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

[demigods-posts]

headcanon that percy stays ready to clock the minotaur. this man would pause his lunch break to give this bull it's horn a third time. this man would dehydrate for two days if it meant he could murk this bull at the end of it. this man's beef with this walking beef is so grandeur. it was the first monster he killed the moment the battle of mamhattan began. this is one of percy's consistent bloodlust moments and no one will ever fault him for it.

[hinamie]

spins him around trying to understand the pink mop he calls hair

[pterribledinosaurdrawings]

Toothpaste companies must really hate people who are allergic to mint toothpaste, which a lot of people are! Apparently it's NOT supposed to burn like minty hellfire? (I'm fine with mint candy, it's only mint toothpaste that hurts)

I've been using Tom's fennel for years, but am now trying to find one with fluoride in it, and finding a toothpaste that is no mint and yes fluoride should not be such a huge and infuriating quest. still got some more grocery stores to search, but not even the children's toothpaste in the nearest one had any that were suitable.

Edit: Hey you don't need to keep copying out the tags, I wrote all the Minty Hellfire lyrics here. And then someone recorded them here.

Also, I think it might technically be a sensitivity rather than an allergy, but whatever it is, toothpaste is not supposed to hurt! If it's burning then that's bad and you should try to find a new one if possible!

[maxgicalgirl]

Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(