#Alis like: im going on vacation

[franksoceanwrld]

ABOUT A GIRL

modern!aegon targaryen x fem!reader

notes: based on the song about a girl by nirvana. i don’t know what else to say, but enjoy!! also if you have a request i can do it! and should i do a part two?

summary: you were helaena’s best friend, ever since you guys were little. you were basically apart of the family. but then her brother aegon knocks on your door crying.

warning (s): sad boy aegon, alicent is a bad mother in this, reader is in college, so is aegon & helaena. parent issues, it’s pretty wholesome.

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You heard banging on your front door, you sat up groggy looking at your phone to see what time it was.

2:23am

you we’re currently home alone, your parents had taken their much needed vacation, away from you? you didn’t know.

you got out of bed, putting on some shorts and walked downstairs as the frantic knocks on the door began louder and louder. you looked into the peep hole and saw a crying aegon, that was odd.

you were his sister’s best friend, helaena ever since elementary school. the targaryens were a very wealthy family, everyone knew that. you used to have a massive crush on aegon until he began not caring about anyone, throwing himself into smoking, girls, and etc.

you were now in college with helaena, you were majoring in music, something you’d loved since you were little.

aegon had majored in business something his mother had forced him into, following in the targaryen family ways.

helaena’s other brother, aemond was a freshman in college, he mostly kept to himself and you didn’t really see much of him. though you’d seen him bring only one girl home, alys rivers. he had lost one of his eyes due to an accident with his nephew which caused that side of the family distance themselves away.

daeron the youngest brother, was still in highschool. you didn’t know much of him as alicent had sent him oldtown with her side of the family.

you didn’t really have a problem with alicent, you knew she was trying her hardest, especially with aegon. she’d constantly yell at aegon for him for slacking off at school, when he should have been focusing on school.

then their father viserys, like daeron you didn’t really know much of him. he’d been sick and isolated for as long as you’d remember, you’d only see him in events or parties the family hosted, but he seemed to look worse each time.

you wouldn’t say you were distant from aegon, yes you tried to distance yourself from him but he seemed to pop up everywhere. the two of you would bond over music, mostly nirvana as that was his favorite band.

you opened the door, “aegon? what are you doing here? are you okay?” you asked him, seeing his tears and how he struggled to breath.

“can i come in?” aegon gasped out, sobbing even more that he saw your face.

“uh-y-yea..” you nodded, you were still half asleep. you let him in, the man nodded.

aegon walked in and shut the door behind him, wiping the tears from his eyes. he was breathing heavily, almost to the point of having a panic attack.

he walked himself to your kitchen, sitting on one of the stools and putting his head into his hands, he was a wreck. you knew it was probably alicent fault, per usual but it was never this bad.

you let out an exhale and followed him to the kitchen, leaning against the counter, staring at him cry into his hands.

“i-im sorry for coming here…i-didn’t know where else to go.” he spoke between sobs, his voice was shaky.

you let out a silent yawn, “no, it’s fine..”

after a few seconds aegon’s sobs quieted down, into sniffs. he looked up at you, his eyes were bloodshot and their were visible signs of tears on his cheeks.

“what happened…” i slowly walked into him, hugging yourself, you hadn’t even realized that you were in a tank top and shorts.

aegon let out an exhale, looking down at his hands, which were picked at: a habit he had gained from alicent, helaena had told you. “i-it’s alicent..she found out…i failed first semester of one of my classes….i-she got mad-and yelled at me..and called me a disappointment to the f-family and i was u-useless..that was i was n-no so-son of her-” he stopped mid sentence, sounding as if he was about to cry again.

“aeg….” you whispered, stepping closer to him.

“it-its….she’s just so fucking mean…” aegon let out a sob again, burying his hands in his face again.

you looked at aegon sobbing again. you were almost going to call helaena but she’d probably be sleeping. you’d never see aegon like this ever. you’d normally want to distance yourself away from him, but you couldn’t: not that he was like this.

you stepped to him, putting a hand on his shoulder. “it’s okay….” you rubbed his back, trying to give him comfort that he seemed to long for.

aegon didn’t lift his head up, but his sobs got more louder, he was not used to this comfort, his siblings would try and comfort him but that was different.

the comfort with you, he felt a actual comfort with you, he never admit it but…..he liked it. he didn’t want to go back home, he felt safe with you.

“it’s okay…” you whispered again, this time aegon didn’t care if he overstepped it with you, he hugged you, loosely wrapping his arms around your waist.

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aegon had stayed with you that night, slept in your bed. he’d asked to sleep on the couch, but you denied, you felt bad for him and the both of you slept in your king sized bed. you felt guilty almost, helaena was your best friend but you shared a bed with her troubled brother, whom she’d lost many friends because of him.

you opened your eyes, feeling your phone going off. you picked up your phone and saw helaena calling you, you were looked at the screen before you answered her, you knew that aegon hadn’t come home last night, and they probably were asking around.

“hello?” you asked, your voice filled with sleep.

“hey, mom and aegon had a bad fight last night. he left and isn’t back home..do you know where he is?” helaena’s soft voice spoke out, her voice filled with distress, worried for her sibling.

you stayed silent, helaena knew your silence was her answer, you’d been best friends with her for too many years to count. “he came crying to my door last night…” you told her, you couldn’t lie to your best friend, especially not helaena.

there was a sigh of relief, “he’s there? he’s okay?”

“yea…he’s okay.” you sat up, looking at the man on the bed beside you, his eyes were slightly puffy and red around them.

“mom is worried. she thinks he’s dead in a ditch somewhere….can i talk to him?” helaena asked, her soft softer and less distressed.

“he’s asleep, maybe you should come to my house.” you spoke, getting off the bed, and leaving your bedroom.

“i’ll be there in a few.” helaena spoke and ended the call.

you were left in silence again, walking to the living room and sat on the couch.

after a few minutes there was a knock on the door and it opening, helaena had a key to your house. you stood up and walked to her and hugged her.

“i was worried something bad happened to him.” helaena spoke, her face buried in your morning hair.

“i was worried last night, i’d never seen him so upset.” you pulled back from the hug, looking at her.

“yeah…can we go see him? i assume he’s asleep.” helaena spoke, already walking upstairs to where she assumed he was.

you followed her, the stairs creaking as they walked up it. helaena opened your door and saw aegon still asleep, a little drool falling on your bed.

helaena let out a sigh of relief as she saw him and walked to the side of the bed, she shook his shoulder, “aeg?”

aegon groaned in his sleep, and opened his eyes, his eyes slightly red but better than last night, “hel? why are you here?”

“we were worried, we thought something bad happened to you…” helaena sat on the bed.

“i was fine..” aegon sat up, his shirt twisted from sleeping.

“we called you, texted you, even emailed you!” helaena raised her voice, angry and annoyed at him. you stood from the doorway looking at the both of them.

aegon glanced at you, before looking back at his sister. “my phone was dead.”

helaena let out a huff, before hugging her brother. “don’t you ever run away like that again!”

aegon was a little startled by her hug but, hugged her back, closing his eyes.

you watched the siblings hug, you were happy, helaena was the most caring out of all the siblings. you were just worried about what alicent would do or say to him.

[russolaw]

Had a dumb idea for a fic but i dont wanna write it so here it is if anyone wnats it

Johnny and daniel have been together for a year and Johnny told him he'd make all the plans for their anniversary but never tells Daniel what it is.

The day of when the sun starts to set (idk what time that is) Johnny drives Daniel to the beach, telling a confused Daniel they have to get up early tomorrow for a class so it cant be late at night. He hands daniel a red a hoodie and tells him to put it on and gets out of the car and Daniel does and when he gets out walks on the sand he sees Johnny standing with dutch bobby and Jimmy and all the miyagi-fang kids and Amanda in a blonde wig and when he asks her why she is there she just says "ali is on vacation with her new boyfriend and Johnny asked me to fill in" and Daniel has no fucking idea what shes talking about. Then sam comes over and gives him a soccer ball and thats when he notices all the kids are dressed in 80s outfits

Johnny comes over and leads him to a certain spot and ignores Daniel's questions

Then Johnny goes over to amanda and he picks up her radio and they start loudly arguing and even though their acting is bad daniel realizes whats going on and goes over to them and tells Johnny to leave her alone, then Johnny turns ro him and for a second Daniel gets really worried cause of what actually happened that night but Johnny puts the radio down and just syas "im Johnny" and daniel is like "what" and Johnny just repeats himself and Daniel, still confused, says, "I'm Daniel" then Johnny takes a step forward and daniel asks qtf is going on and Johnny says "im doing what i wish i did the night we met"

[lucabyte]

HOWDY! *slams pile of papers on the desk* i have Inquiries. OKAY SO-

1.) i know the bridge between infurno and purrgatorio is Ali realizing they cant leave, so like, whats pawradisio???

2.) wtf happens ta Ali durin the 'age ???' section of their design timeline. what type cult stuff do they get involved w and how. its haunting me i needa know

3.) whats with the 3 year memory erasing thing in that one ali purrgatorio relationship chart. Really funny chart ive shared it w a few friends but also im staring intently at it like Huh What O_O

4.) what is mymk's final form? is it gonna be written, a comic, etc?

5.) got any music you associate w any mymk characters/ali? besides like, in canon reasons like Chrome more like any songs/artists/lyrics that remind u of anya em :0??

anyway yeah huge fan! also hope ur vacation's fun!

Hehe hi :)

1. We shall get there when we get there <3 my lips are sealed. Though I will say, there are further books by Dante one can animal-pun the titles of... Though they aren't part of the divine comedy..... (Alludes vaguely to plans that will inevitably take me years)

2. Okay so spoilers for Creature Feature, Ali's home setting (and @samhainian's thing) (because this is all a bit of an open secret) but Ali is, as I've alluded to previously, an Antagonist.

Creature Feature is a real world adjacent setting, set in our modern day, only with all manner of monsters and cryptids living secretly alongside humans. Ali lives in Wraithbrook, a hidden town populated primarily by monsters (albeit, most everyone still upholds a disguise, just in case). Being a (very) small town with an effectively captive population.... The post-high-school ennui tends to set in bad for people. Hope you enjoy the family businesses, kids.

So... This leaves the listless vulnerable. And boy is Ali a bit malleable. A trusted figure in their life takes advantage of this, part of an accellerationist group looking to break these confines, having singled them out as candidate for their most recent attempt to mold a magic user into a weapon to shatter the veil. And, well, if you've got a self-hating isolated guy who is predisposed to a bit of Catholicism already... Why not utilise the concept of the antichrist? They will be bringing a world together, in a way... And when you've been around as long as some immortal librarians have, doing a little bit of time dilation in the later stages of indoctrination isn't thaaaaat hard... Sooooo....

(But don't worry. They get better. Eventually. At least they look it. Everything is A-OK!!!)

(as for if purrgatorio is canon to this timeline....? Yes! But in a fucked up way! Can't make it too easy for the little guy....)

3. Okay so I was coy literally a sentence ago but yeah purrgatorio is set dead on like.. at the exact same time MYMK proper *should* start. Thus, it cannot exist at the same time as the main story... Ali's narrative powers keep them from being subsumed by the universe and just becoming a funny animal themselves.

But should a time come where Ali is *gone*, and the world is similar enough to the moments before they arrived? Well, the narrative can just pretend the time hasn't passed! Just, don't think too hard about your count of how many Halloweens and Christmasses you've had doesn't really line up....

(A normal person would simply name Purrgatorio noncanon, but hey, if Ali's whole thing is that they manipulate reality like a Narrative... Well. May as well use it! So once canon is over for both parties, things can start creeping back in. It's needlessly overcomplicated but I'm having fun)

4. Written with illustrations! An Online picture book, I suppose. I was initially damning myself to a comic, but after playing in the space with Purrgatorio, I realised I prefer prose. I'll probably write the thing in whole and then release it bit by bit as I work on the illustrations? I have a working outline as of right now and it's not a super long story lol. But its likely going to come after some practice with smaller projects like my reworking of Hazeclan and maybe Damonquest (name pending) (the latter featuring a cut main character of mymk lol)

So! ETA: a while. But we stay silly

5. OKAY.... so I can't link character playlists sadly since they don't exist (..... Yet.) and I'll stick primarily to our at present Purrgatorio cast.

I am like. Famously bad with identifying songs (<- usb stick full of songs on shuffle in the car as a kid) but I have been trying to put thought into this recently (my gold standard for this being my friend @teddymedley who's so good with character songs I did ask him for some vibe checks for this even)

So these are messy and some are like, inherited from earlier drafts of the characters so can be a bit off but I'll give a handful and their reasonings. (No links or embeds though I'm on mobile and Tumblr might eat my visibility if I do. I'll reply with some though)

[Ali Alighieri]

1. "Here comes the flood" by the Divine Comedy (self explanatory really, that animatic will exist someday I promise. This is THE big one to me, but @samhainian may have a different top spot opinion lol) Bonus: it has a demo version that also fucks supremely

2. "All the angels (demo)" by MCR. (Ali is not the MCR sibling, they're the P!ATD sibling. But I don't listen to panic lol)

3. "If you could save yourself you'd save us all" by Ween (peak "sorry what was that line just there?" song)

4. "In the meantime" by Spacehog (I like Spacehog. Everyone gets a spacehog song yaaay)

5. "Here comes the sun" cover by Ghost (not their style of music at ALL and you KNOW they're contrarian about the Beatles, but grim irony is such a vibe here)

[Chromium Mono]

1. "Manicure" by Lady Gaga (this is such a flippant "because I said so" choice lol)

2. "Let it grow" by Renaissance (this is such a nice cheesy song. I like to think of this as speaking to the actual nice loving guy chrome can be when he's not being a prickly bitch)

3. Kissing Ancaps by Patricia Taxxon (... GOD this song is way too cool or smart for chrome lol. It's a chrometab song to me because of the big words and cynicism. It's too modern and online for them but I'm attached to it... Also it contains a sample from let it grow)

4. "Run away with me" by Carly Rae Jepsen (more vibes based! Love some ms jepsen. But at least has a coherent theme wrt to eloping lol)

Bonus: oh god I really have to finish the voiceclaim video I was making. Premiere kept melting on me but I should probably let the world know chrome sounds like Donald Glover huh. The marshall lee to live action Simba pipeline.....

Bonus 2: @teddymedley suggested "Ratchet" by Bloc Party, with the phrasing "subject matter younger chrome sound older chrome" which I like!

[Tabitha Boss]

1. "Cable Rat King" by Gem Milsom (this one genuinely feels like a solid choice to me. It's polite and tentative and about depressive spirals, and is from the same album as the Number One Main Labyrinthine song, Pipes. That animatic will exist someday too I promise)

2. "This too shall pass" by OK GO (Preferably the brass band version. I think Tabitha would adore their videos, he'd be delighted by the moving parts and generally light tone. Also, Labyrinthine has a different "this too shall pass", being by Danny Schmidt)

3. "When will you die?" By TMBG (goofy song. But you get it.)

4. "Zeroes" by Spacehog (Spacehog again 👍)

Bonus: Jimmy buffet discography. He is living on island time baby

Bonus 2: @teddymedley assigned "Happy Hour" by Eels and I think the strange upbeat lethargic energy fits

[Lavender Wafeu]

Lavender is really funny because I honest to god don't think she listens to much music. This means I barely associate music with her apparently.

However @teddymedley did suggest "Black Rainbows" from Hawaii: Part 2, and I think that's better than any of my previous notes. Those previous notes being entirely the words "Little shop of horrors". She, Knives and Mafioso do also share an association with "Panda Hero" by Hachi but that's more visual to me?

I have however begun associating some Zelda OST tracks with her though... Hmmm....!

[Markus Felidae]

This poor bastard has shed and gained characterisation recently enough to have shook the MCR out of their system.... I don't have all that much for them.

Now. Hm. I think I'd have to go with some very on the nose musical tracks? My mind immediately goes to the opening track to Disney's Notre Dame, and maybe like, Mungojerrie and Rumpleteazer from Cats? These are such dreadful picks lol. Sorry buddy, characterisation overhaul syndrome. They probably also would listen to P!ATD same as Ali though so do with that what you will.

Bonus: in Markus' earliest iteration over 10 years ago..hrm. long story short, 121 guns is so fucking unfitting but it's lodged there forever lol

[Lupus Felidae]

Lupus is associated in my head with the kind of dub anime opening best codified by 4kids era Pokémon. Like the ideal song here is that one from Yugioh. "No matter what"? That kind of cheese and boyish power of friendship. "OK!!" From the JP endings of anipoke goes here too it's cute to me.

"I can go the distance" from Disney's Hercules is also up there for the same vibes. She's just silly and having fun!

Bonus: "Don't let's start" by TMBG is a Miao song to me, but in relation to her family. So it's also Lupus and Markus' by association.

[Ess Somil]

The idea of an ess playlist is hysterical to me. I feel like it's a Mother 3 battle theme in that man's head all the time. What's your time signature boy.

Anyway, "Numbers" by Neil Cicierega. Since it is overwhelming enough of a soundscape. Or just "Doctor Worm" by TMBG. For that they live in the soil.

.... And that's probably enough!!! This ask is very long now! Sorry it took a while to answer lmaooo. I've been very busy but it's been nice to chip away at during my downtime! Thank you so much for the questions :)

[thereexists]

Yeah it’s charchar

and it’s twizzle t

Women in stem

BOY PUSSY PRIEST

Where’s the beat?

[Twizzle]

Yeah me and charchar, april’s sober and celibate

your girl was in my dms so i had to celebrate

my med schedule, irregular

she told me to stop

yeah we didn’t get vulnerable

but she still gave me top.

[Charchar]

Bitches be flexing a high body count but

I’m a math major and I highly doubt

The prevalence of sexy women in your vector spaces

You got navy sheets and you’re not pulling aces

[Twizzle]

you keep saying you fuck

i don’t think you do.

you can talk up the chicks,

you can’t handle the coop,

all the bitches leave the room

when you cock-a-doodle-doo

your dms all loose sediment,

yeah we call that a dune.

[CHORUS]

Women in the kitchen be cooking and eating

Women in the bathroom be pissing and peeing

Women in the living room sucking my cock

Women in the workforce they got it on lock (EQUAL PAY)

[Charchar]

I would give head to a woman, that’s not gay

If you keep your socks on and leave straight away

My verses confessional but I eat professional

F in sucking dick but I’ll gobble vegetable

[Twizzle]

intimacy issues, only fuck with linkedin,

forbes 30 under 30, you cannot get in

yeah my references neat

my skillset complete

they gave me this verse on a plate

i said it’s time to eat.

[Charchar]

I really want children but I’m so petrified

Of giving birth creating earth

Of being dilated ten centimeters Yo

I can’t see me go

Through pain that big or life so long

THANK GOD IM NOT A HOE (celibate)

Oh I wanna go

To bush city

Austin said I should try to suck on some tiddies

[CHORUS]

Women in the kitchen be cooking and eating

Women in the bathroom be pissing and peeing

Women in the living room sucking my cock

Women in the workforce they got it on lock (EQUAL PAY)

[Twizzle]

Lowkey I struggle

with compulsive heterosexuality

Want a husband for fun

but not in reality

yeah i talk then i block

don’t wanna suck cock

kinda wanna bite his shoulder

then like migos, take off.

[Charchar]

April sober and celibate

Mental state is so delicate

They call me Taylor Swift cuz I have gay allegations

Cruel man summer on my belt I’m on fishing vacation

I’m casting my rod and fucking some wasians

Who wants to eat this confessional box

I can be your priest if you serve me some lox

Put that cum on a bagel and give me that fish

this pussy ain’t cheap, you can’t get it off wish MAYBE SHEIN

[Twizzle]

Yeah me and char,

we smokin ali express edibles

eating this weed,

and dodging these federals

yeah that priest pussy good,

i say thank you venerable,

drake put me on this beat

said it’s ass, no genitals

[pinkseas]

Nooooooo Aly I'm so sorry angel, covid *sucks*

On the bright side, at least if you do have it you get to have a little vacation from work? Its been sounding like thats been stressing you out lately from your posts

IT WAS STRESSING ME OUT BUT ITS LIKE FINE NOW THAT THANKSGIVING IS OVER im more stressed that im supposed to be on 5 days this week for more than half the day and now my coworkers are gonna have to pick up the slack and theyll be in more and itll be harder for them and and and 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AND thats however many days of christmas gift money that i simply will not be getting god. GOD. i need to explode right now. its not even like "oh i can write/sew/knit/game now" bc i am going to be asleep at least half the day and all the night 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 explodes and dies

[gothamgirlgayngs]

Mick: *gestures proudly* This is My Daughter, Lita.

Nate, Mona, Centurnarian Amaya Jiwe, and Leonard Snart from 3 different universes:

[brightengale]

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[skindyedblue]

One 12 hour drive later and we are finally home. This is just... this was such a bad Christmas. We are never doing this again. Ever. If the in-laws want to have the holidays together again they'll have to either fly or drive up here and get a hotel room. Fuck.

[queerian]

a roundup of things i have screamed at my friends on discord about CH Cherryh’s Invader

this is the second book in the Foreigner series, some mild spoilers may be contained within, but honestly, the whole series is just one long Bren Cameron and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

also forgive me for misspelling anything, i read Foreigner last year but i’m listening to Invader on audiobook so the spellings are not in my recent memory buffer

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It’s so funny how Bren is always focusing on the wrong things I love it so much He understands so much and so little

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Jago, banichi, tano, algini, ilisidi, cenedi, and the lady damiri’s entire household staff: my poor little meow meow the paidhi Bren: what a shame that the atevi have no word or concept of friend or love Also Bren: you have to understand, nadiin, that humans don’t have the biological imperative of association or manchi.

Jago, extremely offended that barb dumped Bren: that bitch Bren: I could never think that Jago considers me a friend. She’s atevi Bren, describing jago and banichi in such loving language but they could never love me back

This is the funniest take on pining

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@darling-child-tisarwat  here’s my favorite bren line ever tho i think it’s from book 1: “we have to like somebody, we’re bound to like somebody, or we die,  banichi, we outright die.” not dramatic at all

Me: He’s so dramatic and has NO IDEA he’s so obsessed with conveying the right micro nuances He had NO CLUE

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bren: gets injured, yeeted to mospheira and back in 24h, deals with pain and planetary and personal and professional crises, doesnt sleep or take meds, absolutely gluts himself on information overload and stress banichi: i will lay down my life to protect this delicate and dramatic little thing

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@sylvanauctor jago: i'll never betray you nand'paidhi bren: she's just saying that to be nice

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God I just realized he must be in his twenties He’s a baby!!! (i say this with all the creaky age of a 31 year old) Apparently he’s 27 in inheritor

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Shannon:  Can’t stop imagining Banichi and Jago as the confused but loving coparents of a very excitable little dog. Something fluffy and yappy

Me:  fhsdfhgfd gotta make sure his little outfits and hair ribbons are all just so brencameron frisé banichi and jago to other atevi who dont know the paidhi: he's temperamental but he's very darling once he gets used to you. and so terribly loyal!

Shannon:  He’s not committing a terrible faux pas on purpose, he’s just  a little puppy!

Me:  paidhi bren cameron: god. i'm so sorry. i pissed on the carpet. i'm SO sorry

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bren: jago what is going on. where's banichi jago: *crickets* banichi: *shows up 45 minutes late with starbucks* gaslight girlboss gatekeep

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bren: god. im so sorry. i'm such an idiot. god. you must all think me SUCH a clumsy fool tano: literally everyone here is pulling for you what the fuck bren: i cant fail at this terribly important job. i MUST say the right words. it's terribly important that i dont fuck this up tano: you've received two proposals of marriage and several bags of mail from school children

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bren: they have no concept of friendship every atevi except jago, banichi, and tabini: i shouldnt be telling you this but-

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@cassyblue/Erin: im still mad that bren is straight like that man is at least bi

me: i have not gotten to any point that confirms or denies this please let me live in blissful ignorance sure he's only mentioned dating a woman but he's clearly in love with both jago and banichi this is another reason he is hilariously adjacent to ivan vorpatril in my head (the other reason is how they think about/mentally categorize the overload of incoming mail)

Erin: Hes like Ivan if ivan didnt grow up in a toxic masculinity world

Me: bren: at home on mospheira no one gives a fuck about politics as long as their vacations arent affected ivan: literally everything about my life is dominated by politics Erin: i dont think Bren could survive alys hed just got mowed over

Me: ALYS. ILISIDI.

[agent-sarahwalker]

If ali is being honest about being friends for “a long time” then they met/flirted in Cancun and then hooked up at the next camp. If she’s lying then they def went for it in Cancun! Either way yeah I think they did more than kiss and it was at camp so they don’t want to discuss it. Also im thinking they may have hooked up on one of their roommates’ beds or something and don’t want to disclose that 😂

friends who kiss and have feeling for each other like who hasnt done that before lol but yeah like i always felt like things moved really fast for them between meeting and going on vacation in december

[wildpokemon]

ML Season 3 Rewatch: Gamer 2.0

Production No. 316

Man it feels like this episode aired a while ago lol. I vaguely remember people being upset because there wasn’t a lot of “plot” in this one? Which, 1. I beg to differ - all the episodes are important, otherwise they wouldn’t make them, and 2. with this episode coming immediately after Feast in production order, it sort of makes sense to have a lighter episode next.

Anyway, let’s watch the cat boy and bug girl play some video games!!

who decided to put a submarine as one of the cars on the merry go round lollll. the kid sitting in it looks so funny

i will never get over how huge tom’s hands are. seriously how does he press the buttons on the controller when his fingers are the size of like the whole thing

marinette’s resolve not to play video games cause she’s too busy. my girl is so strong willed lol

also her dad being like “s-stop..playing?” tom does not understand lol. bc game is life

omggg theyre both so serious with their baking metaphors

and tom and sabine are so cuuuute. competing to see who does the laundry?? theyre so pure

l m a o tikki quizzing her about paid vacations while marinette overworks herself. nice

she looks so crazed omfggg girl get some SLEEP

aaand the rainbow fantasy about video games. girl i feel you so hard

lila is onscreen for all of five second and im already mad lol. just tell max you dont wanna play. dont lie about going on a yacht with prince ali. no one cares lila

lmao adrien could just go on and on about all his extra curriculars. love that he still makes a point to tell max that the game sounds amazing though. hes so supportive

marc and nathaniel still working on their comic together??? <33 we barely see them and i love them okayy

hahahaaa max is like “...game?” and marinette is like “NOOOOOOO!!!”

the way she yells it is so goooood

“and i hAvE to rESIST” goddamn christina v’s voice acting for determined/angry marinette is so good omfg.

damn markov too busy becoming even more sentient to help max with his game :( rip

enter hawkmoth

“no. i smell evil.” aldkjals adrien so serious lmao

everyone just got blipped thanos style

love that they just have little ear pieces to use in their weapons. super convenient and cool

everything is triangles

i love the idea of this episode. its so fun to see previously akumatized victims come back in like a fighting game, and see how their powers would hypothetically work against each other. and theres the added bonus of getting a better idea where this episodes stands chronologically too which i like

LB is having none of the sass today. or she’s having ALL the sass depending on how you think about it. basically chat is having fun and shes mad lol.

oooo the little animations next to chats head while he thinks about who to choose are so good!!

ahahahhaa chat choosing mr pigeon, and then there only being ONE pigeon in the stadium is so fucking funny. and then he WINS?? amazing

chat is so excited to play omg hes so cute

the western style shots and music between reflekta and roger cop???? SO GOOD i love this show omggg

“they see me cat walkin.................................................................... ............................................................................................they hatin”

aldahkajdhadjhadhja

LB: there IS something i’ve always wanted to do!!

LB: punches Volpina off a cliff

lmaoo

theyre both so sad to have to fight each other :(

but then chat just takes the fall aaaahh

oooo LB loves to use the cataclysm lol

how much focus does it take for her to keep track of moving all those illusions at once?? i mean not as complicated as Kwamibuster but still, wow

aaaaaahhhhh the way chat is just smirking when he comes back cause he KNEW she’d solve it omgshhh hes so in love i

chat saying he loves his time with ladybug the most and that he’d give up everything to just be with her :’’’’’’’’’)) excuse me while i go sob

i love that marinette just has max come to her house to play with her parents and not her lol (even though she ends up joining) she’s such a good friend

Okay that was a GOOD episode and anyone who thinks otherwise can fight me. It was a lot of fun, but still had it’s sweet and bittersweet moments AND gave a bit of foreshadowing with how stressed Marinette already is in her daily civilian life. Good good stuff.

[geeky-roleplayer]

My friend @ruinvevo wrote a Voltron fic.

She was having some problems with Tumblr and asked that I just post it onto my account, crediting her, of course.

So here it is! - Kay.

🌹🌹🌹

title: champion

fandom: voltron: legendary defender

word count: 3,421

notes: see bottom of page for that

song: champion - carrie underwood ft ludacris

two hands in the air, i will be the last one standing

i am a champion

Theodore Kai could recall almost anything you asked him about. Rather it be the first time he knew he loved his boyfriend Takashi Shirogane, or Shiro. Or maybe its the first time his hope was completely twisted out of his grip by the Galra, as they mercilessly attacked his sister and mother right infront of him, before taking him prisoner. He was no stranger to pain, no stranger to the battle scars that came from war, as most weren't now. Especially not anyone on the Atlas, the war ship from earth that was changing the world with the Paladins of Voltron on board. 

Even now, he recalled past memories. The quietness of the world was never able to echo louder then his thoughts, because he has been doing this ever since he was a child. Fighting, losing, winning. But this would be different. It had to be, the fate of everyone was depending on it. 

you'll be looking at me when its over. 

i live for the battle, im a soldier, yeah. 

Theo recalled back to the time he stood infront of the crowd, infront of the stage. Not even a mere month ago, before they were leaving. Everyone was cheering, screaming, urging the people on that stage to go and save lives like they have done countless times before. It was truly chilling, awe inspiring, and it reminded him just exactly what he had to lose. 

That day, he didn't want to stand on that stage. It wasn't his to stand on, not when he was no paladin. Nor was he a Garrison soldier. Looking over in this vision of the past, he could see his little sister at his side, chin high up in the air, proud to know that while they weren't standing up there, they were cheering for them as well. The scars of their past battles, almost losing Shiro twice, it never would truly leave Theodore. Not even as he glanced down to flex the muscles on his hand, pale pastel blue markings peeking out from underneath like a reminder of his pain. 

His attention was returning to Riley, and then he was looking up at the stage. Where Shiro stood, where the other paladins stood, the ones he considered family. And it reminded him of how he almost lost them. 

Im a fighter like rocky, Put you flat on your back like Ali,

Yeah im the greatest, im stronger, 

Paid my dues, cant lose, Imma own ya, ay

Theo could remember the screaming and echoing pain in his muscles that day. When they reclaimed earth so many months ago, and the lions were plummeting straight down back towards the blue and green planet, and the only thing you could see was the coloured streaks flying across the sky. 

It was likely the stress of that situation, that caused his marks to suddenly go into overdrive. And before he knew it, he was crying out in pain, unable to handle it. He could hear Shiro in his ear, in those comms that were built into his helmet, yelling at someone, or something. And then silence for a moment, before he was whispering words of encouragement, trying to soothe his pain though he was unable to get there, to see him. To help him. He couldn't lose his kids, not now. No, not after all that Theo had been through. 

And when he was flying straight for the ground, he was unsurprised. Unable to do anything, to fly, because his whole body was cramping, spasming, all of his muscles attacking him for simply existing and caring. 

and then it was quiet, except for the exploding noise of the engine blowing.

i've been working my whole life, and now its do or die. 

i am invincible, unbreakable, unstoppable, unshakeable.

they knock me down, i get up again. I am the champion

​​​​​

"Theo? Hello? Earth to Theo?"

Theodore was stirring from his little flash back of the past, as he found a hand waving infront of his face. It was his little sister, Riley Savannah, who was dressed and ready to impress even though they were heading into battle. A black suit version of what Griffin and the other MFE fighters wore. He could only offer a smile, and a murmur of apology for spacing out. 

"Are you alright?"

Theo was then nodding. 

"Yeah. Come on, lets go. The sooner we get home, the faster we can come back to Hunk's amazing cooking."

His words were followed up by a brighter smile of reassurance, though Riley clearly was still skeptical of him, given the way she furrowed her brows in confusion at the way he was acting. So spacy, so odd. 

Turning to the side before he began to climb into the back of Griffin's MFE who would be dropping him off, while Riley headed off towards Laith's, he saw Shiro standing in the door way. Watching to make sure he got in safely, and even now, Theo found his heart pounding at the sight of him. 

you're gonna know my name, you cant hurt me now, i cant feel the pain, i was made for this, yeah. 

yeah i was born to win, i am the champion. 

Adam was standing there, inbetween the pair. Looking down at his tablet, as he was the one to moniter this mission. He no longer payed any mind when people stared at him for the many scars upon his face, or really anything else. They no longer mattered, not when he had people to fight for, more information and stories to teach to those younger generations before he finally would retire from the mantle of teaching. Glancing up, he saw Theo standing there, unmoving, despite one hand on the step to get into the ship. 

Then he was following his gaze, towards the door way, where their captain leaned against it. One another watching each other, completely in love. 

While it bothered him, seeing it now, it no longer pained him as much as it used to. Shiro was happy, and that was all that mattered to him, though he still swore Theo was out to get him, threatening him in dark corners of the ship when it was only the pair. 

Not that it mattered now, of course. 

Theo was going off into battle. Risking himself just for the sake of the mission to finally create peace in the universe. 

"Can you two please stop staring so Theo can leave, before we get behind on schedule?" 

When they write my story, they are gonna say i did it for the glory, yeah. But dont think i did it for the fame, i did it for the love of the game, yeah. 

And this is my chance im taking, all those old records im breaking.

"Yeah yeah yeah, im going, Adam." 

Came the quiet rumble from Theo, before he had a sly smirk on his face, directed at his lover. Saluting casually, before he was stepping in and sitting down. Glass shutting over, as he began to prep himself. Griffin in the front was running last minute checks, as the rest of the crew began to vacate the hangar. 

Adam and Shiro included, who had a direct passage to the bridge, so that they could lead this battle. The Lions had left a few minutes prior, and now Riley and Theo had to do their part. 

Get in the Galra cruiser, get all the information they could, and get out of there. 

​​​​​​Without getting hurt, though missions like these, they never always go according to plan, do they? That was something Theo had began to expect, ever since he joined the Paladins all that long ago. As a Galra soldier, nothing more then a toy for the commander of that ship, a previous labor worker and prisoner. But had it not been for that moment, the others showing up, he wouldn't be here, so he could only count his blessings as they took off. 

All you people watching on the tv, go ahead and put your bets on me, ay. I've been waiting my whole life, to see my name in lights. I am invinsible, unshakable, unbreakable, unstoppable. They knock me down i get up again. I am the champion. 

"Comms check, Fighters." 

"Riley here! Comms are working in my helmet." 

"Theo checking in, blessing you all with my precious voice."

Theo could only scowl, when the pilot of this ship, Griffin, snorted in amusement at his words. Clearly there was disbelief there, when Theo's voice was precious. Maybe not to everyone, but certainly to Shiro, who only sighed in annoyance at the bright orange screen infront of him that showed the others. 

The comms would work like so. Adam would moniter them on his tablet, hearing them in his headset. And if it was extremely important, they would switch channels to communicate directly with the Atlas and its commander. 

"Please! Like anybody finds that voice nice." 

"Sounds just like your piloting skills. Dont kill me, please."

"Hell of a lot better then you, Kai." 

"Once we get back to the hangar, be prepared for me to kick your ass and make you eat your words, Griffin." 

Theodore could only laugh when he heard Shiro over the comms, sighing angrily, and even louder then previously. It sounded like Adam and him were arguing about something, though what he couldn't quite tell. It didn't seem to matter however, as it was time for him to be dropped off, along with Riley. 

"This is your stop."

"Riley, Theo. Make sure you come home safe." 

Shiro's words were not to be taken in vain, because they were said with every ounce of caring in his body he could muster because it was true. If Theo didn't come home safe, he didn't know what he would do. 

"We will." 

Came the chorus of reply from Theo and Riley both, before they were dropping in. 

You are going to know my name, you can't hurt me now, i cant feel the pain, i was made for this, yeah i was born to win. I am the champion.

When they dropped into that Galra cruiser, it didn't take long for them to infiltrate it, finding a weak spot on the outside. Riley was the one to speak out, to inform Adam of their progress update since they were no longer on the main channel connected to the Atlas Command room, or Bridge as it was commonly called. 

They had a few moments of peace, as Theo stepped out from the vents they had just crawled out of. 

"It is oddly quiet.. something is wrong." 

It turns out they weren't wrong about that, or atleast Theo wasn't, because moments later he was being shot at by dozens of Sentries. A quick cry escaped his mouth, as he pulled Riley back into the vent, hurrying her along. Taking many twists and turns that almost made him dizzy and sick. And almost lost, as well. But then they were dropping out only a few halls away from the command room's doors, and Theo let out a sigh of relief. 

And then it began again. 

Sentries, soldiers, coming up to shoot at them. He and Riley pressed themselves against the wall for a few moments, before they began to attack. Theo was pulling his twin axes out from his waist, just as Riley pulled her large sword from its sheith on her back. 

Turning to each other with a nod, before they attacked. 

Running forward with war cries and to their credit, they did manage to fight their way through until they reached the command room. But that was as far as their luck went, because Riley let out a sharp cry. Sword almost being dropped, as one of their bullets grazed her side. Energy burning away the suit that was left there, leaving exposed and burning flesh, bleeding and terrible pain. 

Theo was not happy in the slightest at this. And he took the others out, before noticing the command room doors shutting. 

And he barely managed to slide through with one last look at Riley, before he was leaving her alone in the dark hallway. 

Born champion, Luda. The C is for the courage i possess through the drama. H is for the hurt but its all for the honor. A is for my attitude, working through the patience, Money comes and goes, so M is for the motivation. Gotta stay consistent, the P is for the persevere. I is for the integrity, for the innovative career. The O is for optimistic, open and never shut. The N is necessary cause im never giving up.

When Theo reemerged with the information required to fully end this mission, he was staggering forward. Command doors opening, and he was left forward to walk towards his sister. Taking her sword to place it back in its holder on her back, before he was using his shoulders to support her weight. 

She was tired, that much was evident by the way her weight pressed against him. In pain, losing blood. And it hurt him to see. The adrenaline of the situation was causing him to ignore the pain in his side, where you might not see it at first glance due to the black fabric, but he was heavily bleeding with a wound to his side. A sharp one at that, a cut due to a blade. Sticky from the blood in the suit, and he thought it felt terrible, but he ignored it. 

Instead switching his comm channels to the Atlas. Instead of Adam's little monitering chat.

"Wounded soldier, we need pick up now. Get your asses in gear and get over here." 

His tone left no room for argument, as he carried Riley to the hangar. When they got there, he was left to stare angrily at the sentries waiting for him and her, before gently setting her down. 

Whispering words of encouragement to stay awake. She just had too, he could not lose her. 

And then he was attacking, growing weaker by the moment. When the others arrived, he rushed over to Riley, before opening the hangar doors. Sucking both of them into space, where both MFE's were waiting to grab them, glass tops open. 

See, they ask me how i did it, i just did it from the heart. Crushing the competition, been doing it from the start. 

they say every champion is about their principles, Carrie!

When they arrived back at the Atlas, no one payed Theodore any mind, simply because they did not know he was hurt. Or how heavily he was actually bleeding, or anything. Instead, everyone flocked to his sister, who needed more medical attention then he did anyway. 

Taking a step out of the ship, to stand on the ground, it felt nice. When they rushed out, everyone in the hangar followed. Shiro was nowhere to be found, though that was expected, much like Adam still being gone. 

The Lions also required their attention, with their mission as well. 

And so, he was left to sway for a few moments, before he turned away from the hanger doors, and the ship he was leaning against unknowningly. Leaving behind a red bloody print. Glancing around the room, until he could stumble over to a pile of crates. 

Then he was dropping beside them, out of sight from the whole room where he could close his eyes and rest. Helmet abandoned off by the ship, though his orange phone was on him. 

That was ultimately how they found him. 

I am invinsible, unshakeable, unbreakable, unstoppable. They knock me down, i get up again. I am the champion. You're gonna know my name, You cant hurt me now, cant feel the pain. Yeah, i was made for this, i was born to win. I am the champion.

Theodore was far gone betime Shiro was able to leave the bridge. Having to stay for the lions, but assuming that Theo would join them not long after arriving, as he couldn't stay with his sisters for a few hours. And besides, once the lions would arrive, Lance would arrive like a hell storm and Theo would be set in his sights for letting his girlfriend get hurt.

Griffin had said he was in the hangar, before they took Riley away. That echoed in Shiro's mind, before he entered the hangar, glancing around. Most crew members were still away, doing their own things. 

And at first glance, he didn't notice the red bloody print upon the white and orange design of the MFE that belonged to Griffin. 

His phone was being pulled from his pocket, so that he could dial Theo's phone. 

And he froze when it began to ring, inside the hangar. He could only follow the sound, and it sounded so loud compared to anything else. Even his heart beating loudly in his ears, or the footsteps he was loudly making, or the slight buzzing from his arm. And it was like ice water was running through Shiro's veins, being chilled to the core as he made it around the corner to look into the pile of crates. 

And his heart broke. 

"Someone! Please, please get help! Anyone, please!"

Shiro was crying out loudly into the empty hangar, and it took a few moments for anyone to appear to see the commotion. Shiro lifting up his boyfriend, holding him close to his chest as he stumbled forward with him in his arms bridal style. Blood was soaking Shiro's outfit, and Theo looked deathly pale, and in a way he was. 

And Shiro never thought he would forget that sight, as someone took Theo from his arms. 

i'm the champion, yeah. Surpassed all the rivals, its all about who wants it the most. Fight for what we believe in, thats what champions are made of. 

When Theodore woke up the next day, his throat was dry. Scratchy, and he felt the pain in his side, along with a tightness there. Bandages wrapped up tightly, when he managed to lift his head far enough up to peak underneath the blanket. Weak, certainly. 

And when he glanced to his side, his heart broke because there sat his boyfriend, laying with his head down against the bed. Black circles already in his eyes, no doubt he stayed awake this whole time hoping Theo would pull through. Hand gripping Theo's, and he found himself smiling at that. 

And so, gently, he poked him. In the head, where all of his newly found grey hairs sat. 

Shiro was springing up a moment later, glancing around quickly in a panic, before Theodore caught his attention. He could only stare at him, in shock. Fear was in his eyes, terror. Happiness, sadness, so many mixed emotions, and he didn't know what to say or think. Only he could stare. When Theo made a motion for some water, only then did Shiro stir from his staring, getting up to hand him a glass before he was sitting back down. 

Tears were in his eyes, as he watched Theo take a drink. 

"How could you do that? Be so reckless? I almost lost you, Theo. I.. i dont know what i would have done without you."

Theo didn't know what to say at first, as he watched Shiro sob as he finally was able to release his emotions out from the whole event, because Theo was awake. His Theo. His lover, his boyfriend, his partner, his best friend. Space dad number two. 

And really, Theo didn't say anything. Instead pulling Shiro up with the little bit of strength he had, using his hand to pull Shiro's. Though he didn't fight it, so it was easier for him anyhow. Not aggravating the stitches on his side, wrapped in bandages. 

A kiss was placed on Shiro's lips, holding him there, hands coming up to be placed on his cheeks, to wipe away those tears that were breaking Theo's heart. 

When he pulled away, he pressed his forehead against Shiro's. 

"I am so sorry, my love. I have no intentions of going anywhere. I can't leave you with all those kids and recruits, now can i?" 

Shiro's only reply was a mix of a sob of terror, and a choking of laughter as he brought Theo in for another grateful kiss. 

I am the champion. okay yeah so here are the notes. 

originally this was just an idea, but then i thought of Theo sliding underneath a door, with Riley looking at him in terror and realized i needed to expsnd further on this. 

The champion song by Carrie Underwood has reminded me of all of the Paladins, and that is why i used it here. 

lmao despite knowing that none of them will see it, i do hope that josh keaton, bex taylor, kimberly brooks, steven yeun, jeremy shada, all of them know just what these characters mean to me. and what they inspire me to do. 

so yeah. 

hope you liked it. ~ @ruinvevo

[sternbagel]

I know I’m like a whole 2 days late but kept forgetting to do this when I have my laptop open, but thanks so much for tagging me, ali ( @quicksiluers )!!!

1. name: Jena! 

2. nickname/s: Sometimes people call me J for short but it’s been a while. My aunt and cousins call me “Ninna” and variations of my first and middle name mashed together. You can call me whatever you feel like, though, I ain’t picky

3. zodiac: Sagittarius 

4. favourite musicians/bands: God this answer is like always changing lmao. And my music taste is all over the place, as you’re about to see. I’ve always loved The Offspring, Daughtry, Tim McGraw, INXS, The Black Keys, Hans Zimmer, and a few others. Recently, I’ve been really into everything from Zayde Wolf, Vo Williams, Lizzo, The Score, The Midnight, THEY., and composers like Ludwig Goransson, Bear McCreary, Henry Jackman, etc. I like a lot of stuff lol

5. favourite sports team: Florida Gators baby! Also a fan of Auburn (familial bias lol). And the Mets, Rays, & Lightning. I don’t follow the NBA or NHL very much, and I kinda hate the NFL lmao. I like certain players and passively root for the Buccaneers but that’s it.

6. other blogs: I used to run a couple fyeah blogs, but now I just have this one and the two ones I’ve linked in my bio (though I’m terrible at actually keeping up with posting stuff I wrote on my stories blog lmao WHICH REMINDS ME I NEED TO POST SOMETHING THAT’S 2 MONTHS LATE ON AO3 whoops)

7. do you get asks? a few. Mostly people playing the ask games I reblog. I have an anon message sitting in my inbox from YEARS ago but I have no idea what they’re asking about so it just... sits there lol. 

8. how many blogs do you follow? ..... 800.... Pretty sure like at least 600 of them are completely inactive. I’ll clean it out eventually

9. tumblr crushes? no like romantic crushes, if that’s what you mean. There are a few that I admire and have like a friend crush on, if that makes sense? Like “god i wanna be friends but too shy to really ever say anything because you’re too cool” sorta thing. (if you’re reading this and I don’t regularly talk to you on here but kinda passively interact, this definitely means you lol)

10. lucky numbers: 8! I always wore it when playing sports

11. what are you wearing right now?  Big comfy sweater that says “Yawn” and Gators men’s boxers that function as shorts

12. dream vacation: Might be kinda basic but Hawai’i, Japan (specifically with my bestie who’s been twice; I don’t wanna go alone), and any of the Nordic countries. And several places in Greece and Italy. Wouldn’t mind going back to Mexico too

13. dream car: uh......... don’t kill me but a Tesla. Specifically for the self-driving feature. If another company comes out with a really good one, I’ll want it too. Market’s kinda bare on self-driving cars so.

14. favourite food: Mac & cheese and alfredo!!!!! And god I’m such a weak bitch for sweet Hawaiian rolls.

15. drink of choice: Southern style sweet tea and a tons of juices, can’t pick just one. Pretty sure my body is like 60% sweet tea at this point.

16. instruments: I used to play clarinet and bass clarinet in middle and high school. I wasn’t fantastic or anything but it was fun.

17. languages: English. Some rudimentary French and ASL, but I’m like no more than level 2 in those lol.

18. celebrity crush: just go through my “pretty people” tag. Y’all should know all of them by now lol (Chris Pine is still a solid #1 though)

19. random fact: I cannot ride a bike. Yes, you read that correctly. And I’ve broken my right ankle once, and twisted it at least 6 times (I stopped counting after about 5, but I think it’s 6 or 7 in total). Twisted my left one 4 times I think. I have BAD ankles.

20. favourite ecosystem: This is a very strange question but I terrestrial. Lotic is really cool too

21: favourite cat species: Maine Coons are fantastic, but I’m definitely not picky with cats in the least. Love ‘em all!

And I’m gonna tag @queer-piccolo, @trust-me-im-cooler-than-this, @princesszorldo, @dratij, @olivebenson, & @1863-project but don’t feel obligated to do it if you don’t want to. 

[aaronhart93-archive]

discord II text Landon & Aaron

Discord thread featuring: Aaron and @davieslandon

Mentions: @alison-haynes @theharrykingston

Where: Aaron in Paris and Landon in Chamonix 

When: June 15th

Description: Aaron tells Landon that Alison wants to have another baby with Aaron

Trigger Warnings: none 

Aaron.

two things

who is watching Elle while you're gone?

LANDON

Harry

and before you get all protective, if I'm going to give him a chance this is a good first step no?

Aaron.

ahfldj leaving her with him while you're half way across the world though?

I'd call babysitting for one night a good first step....maybe a moving night with the 3 of you

LANDON

i know i know but the first meeting went well then we had movie night and he looked after her one day when I was called in to work unexpectedly

you try explaining to a kid who knows her  dad's around right now that she can't stay with him him even though her other dad's leaving for a few days

Aaron.

i mean literally anyone in Kingsboro would've taken her while you were gone

but im not trying to tell you how to parents bc i fckn hate when people do that to me

i don't think anything bad is going to happen anyway

im just being too protective i guess

i need to tell you the other thing though

are you sitting down

LANDON

trust me i've been texting him since the second i landed and i kind of put Avery and Monroe up to keeping an eye on things just in case

i'm worried but i'm trying to stay positive

oh shit

what did you do??

yeah i'm fucking sitting down what is it???

Aaron.

good we trust avery and monroe

I didn't do anything

Ali wants to have another baby

she's single

and wants me to donate sperm

aka she wants to have another baby with me

LANDON

and obviously you said no

Aaron.

aka i'd have two kids

i told her i'd think about it

LANDON

but you're going to say no

right???

Aaron.

she asked me and i vomitted

i dont know!!!

so many things are going through my head

LANDON

what do you mean you don't know???

Aaron.

i mean it'd be great for Des to have a sibling that shared both parents with her...

and I love Ali...we're already great co-parents...and I don't want her having another baby alone...i know she could do it and i'd still be there with her

but i hadn't thought about having another kid

like at all

LANDON

have you completely lost your mind????

i mean good for you that you want another kid and that you want Des to have a sibling with the same parents

but now???

Aaron.

I....don’t know if I want another kid though

I mean I’m thinking about it and maybe??? But I never thought about it beforeJune 16, 2020

LANDON

are you sure now’s the right time though? With everything else going on

Aaron.

no

even considering i don't know if ever will be the right time

I fucking threw up when she asked me

LANDON

yeah no shit

I would have probably had the same reaction

Aaron.

i feel like im letting her down if i say no but i also don't think this is what i want

LANDON

if you don’t think it’s what you want then you need to tell her

bringing a child into the world is a huge commitment

Aaron.

obviously i know that

LANDON

well I would hope you know that

Aaron.

sorry

I’m just stressed

my head’s been spinning for hours

LANDON

I get it

I just don’t want you to do something just because you’re scared of disappointing Ali

Aaron.

im just so confused

i feel like out little family would be threatened if she were to have someone else's kid

and i know that sounds co dependent af

and unhealthy af

LANDON

I think I get it

you and Ali might not be together like that but you’re a family and you don’t want anything to change that

Aaron.

exactly

I think it’s one of the reasons we’ve both been single for so long

LANDON

but isn’t it going to change anyways whenever she finds someone she loves?

like you did

Aaron.

yeah...but I honestly don’t even know how that’s going to go over with her. Regardless, I didn’t expect it to be this soon....I thought we had time

LANDON

why so sudden though?

I mean what’s wrong with waiting a little bit

Aaron.

she said Des asked her for a little sibling and i guess she feels rushed??? I told her she was only 26 and had plenty of time then said she didn’t want Des’ sibling to be significantly older than her

LANDON

do you know how many little kids ask for siblings? It doesn’t mean you have to give them on straight away

and did she say she’ll try woth someone else if you said no?

Aaron.

I know that’s what I said

and I told ali we can explain to Des how unique our family is

I thought she understood but maybe not

LANDON

this is definitely...a situation

Aaron.

lol mmmhmmm

so much for a relaxing vacation

LANDON

haha nothing relaxing about being told she wants another kid

what are you going to do?

Aaron.

I don’t know, Lan

obviously I’d be there every step of the way with her regardless if it was mine or not

it’ll just be different if it was mine

LANDON

why do i get the feeling you're going to end up doing this?

Aaron.

fuck

LANDON

fuck is right

Aaron.

I just need to think I guess

I put Des down tonight and thought about doing it for another kid

and i don’t know if I can love someone else like I love her

I don’t know if I want to

LANDON

yeah this is definitely something that requires a lot of thought

if you do this...i think you'll end up loving any child you have as much as you love Des

but no one can force you to have another child if it's not what you want

Aaron.

I never thought I’d have one kid at 26...much less 2...but Ali won’t force me regardless. I don’t know what she was thinking honestly

LANDON

honestly i kind of admire you for even thinking about it

I think i would answer straight away

Aaron.

ooooof you do not want to be in my position though. I’m thinking so hard bc I don’t want to make the wrong choice. It’s a big one.

LANDON

i really don't want to be

it is...i think you'll make the right choice though

Aaron.

I’m not too great at those

LANDON

maybe not when it comes to relationships

but you've always been a great father to Des

Aaron.

yeah...at least I try to be

LANDON

you are

Aaron.

yeah...

LANDON

i'm sorry you ended up in this situation

Aaron.

thanks for letting me vent

LANDON

what are friends for?

Aaron.

love you bro

LANDON

love you too mate

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november 2019

1. jyocho - 遠回りのアイデア 2. mouse on the keys - ドリフト・アンド・フォール 3. crck/lcks - ひかるまち 4. girlfriend - sky & blue 5. indigo la end - 小粋なバイバイ 6. group action - キューティクル 7. ichiko aoba - 鳥人間 8. mei ehara - 進行する闇 9. yutaka hirasaka - sleepwalk 10. daoko - bang! 11. mellow mellow - waning moon 12. chela - delivery 13. boa - wishing well 14. ricono - mirage (reflections ver) 15. iruheart - twilight heart 16. ymck - floor 99 (soichi terada house remix) 17. sanso nakamura - madowasetakute midnight 18. yunomi - semishigure 19. nyarons - don't stop my love 20. keisei - ステートマシン 21. kotonohouse - twilight 22. nyankobrq - snorkel 23. wavvy frog - sleep home 24. tk from ling tosite sigure - melt (with suis from yorushika) 25. babymetal - kagerou 26. oatmello - 4am 27. xjk. - in my feelings 28. wyl - private love joy 29. mt. fujitive - cottage 30. kuranes - countryside 31. eevee - im lost in a world that doesn't exist 32. yeule - pixel affection 33. qrion - text me back at 4 am 34. toro y moi - 9-19-17_b_blackhole_hifi_v3 35. izzamuzzic - just one 36. singto conley - grief seed 37. dreamgirl - weekend 4 the girls (harmless remix) 38. home - hold 39. lane 8 - sunday song 40. goldroom - yellow flowers 41. e1sbar - star world 42. drama - hold on 43. madeon - be fine 44. la felix - healing 45. the 1975 - frail state of mind 46. klp - heater 47. brooke candy - rim (feat. violet chachki & aquaria) 48. hoody - miro 49. blue hawaii - on a high 50. holiday sidewinder - holiday inn 51. chromatics - closer to grey 52. porches - rangerover 53. noble oak - evaporate 54. kero kero bonito - battle lines 55. night flowers - merry-go-round 56. no vacation - changes 57. turnover - much after feeling 58. bbhf - simple 59. spool - ghost 60. adoy - pool 61. diiv - between tides 62. barrie - drag 63. geowulf - i want you tonight 64. emmy curl - kept me in the storm 65. the leaf library - hissing waves (radio edit) 66. options - offering 67. so much light - king kindness 68. lisa prank - need too much 69. ali barter - big ones 70. upset - tried & true 71. fresh - cinema woes 72. beach bunny - dream boy 73. mourn - via 74. charly bliss - supermoon 75. potty mouth - favorite food 76. lagwagon - surviving california 77. tigers jaw - eyes shut 78. kitten - me 79. jimmy eat world - recommit 80. third eye blind - tropic scorpio 81. the menzingers - strangers forever 82. cursive - stranded satellite 83. pvris - nightmare 84. kim petras - close your eyes 85. silver sphere - waste my time 86. cray - idontwannatalkaboutlove 87. kllo - back to you 88. hayley kiyoko - demons 89. girl ray - girl 90. king princess - trust nobody 91. lizzo - good as hell 92. daniela andrade - gallo pinto 93. umi - love affair 94. victoria monét - ass like that 95. sabrina claudio - on my shoulders 96. rayana jay - somewhere up there 97. wafia - flowers & superpowers 98. boerd - before we drown 99. biig piig - roses and gold 100. wun two - mustard gas 101. r.lum.r - circles 102. frank ocean - dhl 103. vagabon - full moon in gemini 104. angel olsen - too easy 105. frances quinlan - rare thing 106. emily yacina - gleaming 107. hikes - been thinkin' 108. earth dad - video king 109. rocketship - what's the use of books 110. claud - online 111. palehound - autumn sweater 112. amy o - loose cassette 113. big thief - forgotten eyes 114. harmony woods - keep going 115. vetiver - the living end 116. merriment - oh boy 117. hovvdy - so brite 118. caroline says - ohio river 119. lemolo - south of sound 120. great grandpa - mostly here 121. mount eerie - belief pt. 2 122. mark kozelek - the power of love 123. lucy dacus - in the air tonight https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5n3P7l6Y99SIcuc6Qul0Cu?si=QBM675ROTUqT_ltgl3sNdw

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