#Agghhhhhhh

[lv3buzzz]

if you just heard a silly teenager abosulutely scream ‘UGHHHHH I HATE MATHS AHHHH’

id luke to publicly apologise for my actions

[mono-red-menace]

i've not really talked about my new mindset on life but it's kinda like.

i hold a lot of fear and dread for the future and if i have one and all of that and like. i've decided to just like. live as though i do you know?

like regardless of if the end is nigh or not, how would being locked in dread at that help me? you know?

like if i had a confirmed end, a "on this date, you will die," i wouldn't live that locked in fear, you know?

i'd deserve to see all the joys in the world, and live my life with as much joy and love as possible.

it's the same if your end is unknown.

theres also a kind of spite to it, and kinda a joy in rebelling against it. like yeah, you would want me to live in dread and fear of when the end is, wouldn't you? you'd rather i'd be paralysed by fear, isolated, and passive.

but i refuse. you know? like fuck you, it's my life, and if you're going to take it from me, i'm going to live with all the joy i can muster.

and then after that comes the hope. you know?

it's hard to fight dread with just hope alone, but resolve and spite and joy and love can accompany the hope.

"what's the point? i don't have a future" Life is the point. joy is the point. love is the point. kindness is the point.

"why don't i just end it now?" because you don't want to die. you want security, and joy, and hope, and love.

"i can't do anything, i'm powerless," then stand up and use what little power you can. don't let that be taken from you too.

i believe in you. i know you still have fight in you. i know you still have your fangs and claws. i know how desperately you want to cling to joy.

i can't promise it'll be okay in the end, i can't promise you'll have the future you want. i can't promise any of that. and nor should i.

there is still joy and life and love in the world around you, and you deserve to feel it.

no matter what. no matter the future, no matter anything. you deserve that.

[entelodontidae]

Stede and Ed!

Goddamnit this show 😭 is devastating

Referenced from a screenshot

[redkrakens]

im very big on aemond regressing, i might share some of the little things ive written for it (sfw & not)

[heartz4shauna]

ARGHHHHHH RAAHHHHGH EHEKPE EMEMDMSM. BDUWUDUWGDBXSUIQBDCB CHEUWHBECB BSUWBXBEUIWBXC. €j!£.‘ann!&’nnj’’nn&m!bzjsmsn! 🤫👎🤫😊😂😄😧❌🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🤍⚰️⚰️☹️🙅🏽‍♀️☹️👎🍍❓🧍‍♂️❌🧍‍♂️❌⚰️🍍🍍🍍🚐🚨🚨🚖🚘🚒🚘🛞🛞🚨🚡

[peachjagiya]

https://www.tumblr.com/peachjagiya/749711491795697664/check-out-this-underrated-tkk-moment-from-bv4-jk

im sorry jo but this doesn't make sense at all. and narratives like these make me wonder where are all the jungkook biased tkkrs? because even if it is not your intention things like this get jungkook hate. you're implying that jk purposely "lied" (even if it is to protect tkk, although if he wanted to protect tkk, why would he say anything at all about who he hung out with then) and tae is the victim in this scenario. again this is something that i do not agree with. it paints a picture where tae talks about jungkook frequently but jungkook doesn't. even if it is not your intention, this results in jungkook getting hate from toxic tae biased tkkrs that tae is the bold one always putting himself on line of fire, rebelling against bighit but jk is the coward, a company puppet who always says things that gets tae hate.

and again i know this is not your intention at all, but this is just coming from the frustrations of a jungkook biased tkkr😓i really want you to look at this with jungkook in mind as well

The sigh I just sighed.

Why am I taking the weight of your frustration with other people? Look back over my blog. I double bias Jungkook and Tae, I defend him often.

You lot need to stop throwing words like lies around. You said that, I did not. Omission for safety and protection of his personal life is not lying.

Do you think they don't ALL omit truths that might not go over well? Tae included.

And do you not also think that you're giving toxic antis a free ride by focusing on people who do support JK?

I have deleted posts a couple of times when people pointed out that I'm inadvertently promoting a narrative used by toxic fans. I'm not opposed to being told. But I'm sorry, "JK bent the truth about something"? If a crazy person is going to pick that up and beat him with it, when every single celebrity on earth does it, I really can't control the depths they'll go to, can I? People who twist words will always find words to twist.

And finally, consider whether holding him up as a perfect human being, who couldn't possibly tell a white lie, contributes to a different kind of toxicity. Because if you make him perfect, he has no room to live a normal life. He'll always be beholden to that perfection. He can't swear in a song, he can't talk about sex, he can't smoke, he can't hang out with a female, he can't get tattoos, he can't just be a guy because you hold him to an unachievable standard. And the fans act entitled to perfection that he can absolutely never ever achieve. Then act aggressive when he doesn't meet those standards. That would be mental abuse if you did it to a partner or a family member and it's parasocially abusive to do it to him when you supposedly admire him.

I'm sorry this has come off defensive. But I get entirely too many asks expecting me to answer for a bunch of toxic fans that I do not associate with. They're not my children. Take it up with them.

[bashful-berry]

I am once again asking myself what I want to do in life - in the money-making department

[ableedingpromise]

Gonna kill myself hatw everyone in the whole world

[mixtpecas]

DEANS USING MICHAELS SWORD. BUT HE NEEDS HIS SHIELD TO WORK.

[loserassacenekid]

hello:3-vince

[an-internet-introvert]

OH MY GOD I CAN ACTUALLY SEE DAN AND PHIL ON TOUR

[plumspider]

Has a heart failure while looking at Stevie Nicks:

HER HAIR AHHHH

[acourtofquestions]

Me *currently ready* to shove Rowan & Aelin into a closet or have Aedion & Lysandra make a group circle & pass around a talking stick until the two of them JUST COMMUNICATE ALREADY🤦‍♀️🫠🫥

[woohooincoffin2]

This is like if my house wasn’t my house @staff please give me my blog back I wanna post my little guys

[phobiaexists]

The pain of seeing an artist I like being open for nitro commissions but I don’t have up-to-date ref sheets done on any of my characters that I want them to draw

[kotlcpuppetshow]

I h a t e h o w s h a n n o n p o r t r a y e d f i t z a n d k e e f e ' s v i e w o f s o p h i e . I f t h e r e ' s o n e o f t h e m p u t s h e r o n a p e d a s t a l , i t ' s k e e f e, n o t f i t z