#Again ...The 'Steven Universe' tags in the tag list is what really gets me .. l o l ....

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

Well, maybe, if some of you actually went out and tried connecting with actual people instead of giving so many fucks about fictional characters on the internet fucking each other enough to call shipping "erasure", you'd finally shut the fuck up and see our point about how annoying y'all are, for once.

Like, I guess no one can eroticize Barbie as a concept anymore in any capacity because Margot Robbie said she's aroace because she's plastic as if merely being plastic isn't a part of Barbie's eroticism for a lot of (already sexy hot queer) people... Oh NO!

Yeah, the only reason I didn't reblog directly and cropped out the username is because OP had no readable age visible in their bio and this post sounds like it was written by a minor....

And the turbo nerd who wrote this better not block evade me to try to clarify that ether.

[seashellrosekitty]

The Last Dance | Prologue

Author’s Note: Here’s my entry to @spxderbarnes Em’s 21st Birthday Writing Challenge! I’m so excited because this is my first Bucky fic (or Marvel fic, rather)! Hope you enjoy this, Em! Happy Birthday, darling!

Plot: 1940s post-war era. Steve and Bucky are brothers and are teenagers, and they never served in the army because they were too young to join during the war. You find out you’re pregnant with Steve’s baby. Both Steve’s and your parents arrange for you and Steve to get married, but Steve declines. Ultimately, his father offers his other son, James (later known as Bucky), to marry you in Steve’s place.

Prompt: 10. “Are you flirting with me?”

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader, Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader (eventually)

Warnings: 18+ content! Teenage pregnancy, arranged marriage, religious theme, sexist theme, music theme, fluff, smut (of course), angst, Steve being a cold jerk (oops), characters coming from the comics (i.e. Bucky’s family)

Word count: 1.7k

Y/N, Y/L/N = Your Name, Your Last Name

P.S. Story starts under the cut.

P.S.S. Tag list is open for this series! For tag requests, send me an Ask!

Summer 1939. Red House, New York.

Y/N Y/L/N was selling lemonade in the park for 15 cents a glass. Every other kid was playing with a loose water hose. At the corner of her eyes, she noticed a young boy her age, seated on a bench alone. He wasn’t sulking or anything, just watching the other kids play. Then she grabbed a fresh glass of lemonade and walked up to him.

“Hi. Do you want some lemonade? This one’s on the house.” The 10-year old girl offered the brunet-haired boy. 

He glanced at her judgingly when he muttered, “Are you flirting with me?”

“No. Why?” she asked, expressing confusion on her face.

“My brother told me that if a girl gives me something, it means she’s flirting with me.”

The little girl laughed and placed the glass of lemonade beside the boy. “It’s just a glass’o lemonade. I’m selling these so I could buy the new Frank Sinatra record,” she stated with sparkling eyes. The boy accepted the glass of lemonade, his face still a questioning look.

“If you’re sellin’ lemonade, then why are you givin’ this to me?”

She shrugged. “I’ve made more than enough for the day. Don’t you want it?” The boy glared at her under the scorching sun, then drank the glass of lemonade.

“It’s good,” he remarked. “Thanks...er,” he trailed off to catch her name. The lemonade girl proudly announced her name. Then he responded with his.

“Bucky.”

“If you want more, I’m just at my lemonade stand. But no more freebies this time, Bucky,” she said with smiling eyes and mouth. 

“I thought you said you’ve made enough money?”

“I’m runnin’ a business here, pal. Oh! And tell your brother,” she said as she started stepping away. “He knows nothing about girls.”

Summer. Eight years later.

You couldn’t believe your ears. You had yourself checked by a gynecologist. You were only eighteen, and already three weeks pregnant. The world in your head felt like it was narrowing as you tried to digest the fact that a fetus has formed in your belly. How are you going to tell Steve? Your mother? Oh god, your father? What would your siblings think?

You’re the eldest of two children, spawns of a retired military man. Your mother, a devout Christian. You were born into an ideal family, really, but what happened to you wasn’t ideal. Especially not in 1946. You frowned in shame in front of your doctor, but she assured you that you’re not the only one in this predicament. With that thought, you came home, bothered in your head as you tried to contemplate on how to tell your parents about your unborn baby. And of course, your boyfriend and the father of your child, Steve. 

Steven Grant Barnes.

The two of you have been together for a year. After he smoothed his way into your heart for three months, you finally gave in. Steve was the promising son in his family. The top student in school. He worked hard in being accepted at the University of Oxford. Both of you were upcoming seniors that year. Steve was no ordinary scholar. He practically didn’t need to finish his senior year. You, on the other hand, still had a year to go before graduation. At this rate, you don’t know if finishing high school was still an option.

You knew Steve had so much to lose if your father was going to force him to marry you. But you don’t know yet for sure. Steve loves you. He’s proven that lots of times already.

You called him at home and asked him to pick you up. He was more than happy to oblige and he arrived in your lawn in under twenty minutes. You told your mom that you were going to have dinner with Steve.

He drove a blue Ford pickup truck where you spent most of your steamy makeout sessions. You didn’t wait for him to honk in your street so you rushed downstairs. He kissed you as soon as you hopped in.

“Hey, beautiful. I was surprised you invited me out today. I thought you were busy?” He hit the gas when you smiled at him.

“Well, I thought I just,” you muttered, keeping your gaze at your blonde boyfriend. “Needed to get out. Can we go to that nice little cafe we went to last time?”

“Sure darling,” Steve said then held your hand. “Is everything alright? I thought you sounded...off on the phone.” Your heart started pounding, slowly, however. You scooted across the seat and clung to him, resting your head on his shoulder.

“I’m ok, sweetie. Just glad you’re here,” you whispered. Steve’s grip on your hand tightened, assuring you that everything will turn out okay. He’ll be a good father. You said in your head with a smile.

Moments later, you arrived at the cafe and order your dinner. The cafe had a small dance floor, where Steve invited you to dance on with him. The two of you enjoyed the night, having danced to a series of upbeat and spontaneous big band songs. When you finally got tired dancing, Steve took you back to his truck and drove to your favorite after-date spot, where you either made out or just cuddled together.

That night, you were doing both. It started with a cuddle in the center of the seat. You talked about random things and recalled how fun the dance you just had moments ago. His lips reached yours in no time when you both fell into silence just after laughing about a couple who danced silly at the cafe. His lips were warm on yours, feeling velvety in their every move. They left your lips to make their way to your neck. The sensation was getting overwhelming, your insides started to clench, aching for more friction in them. And then you remembered it.

“Steve? Sweetie?” He didn’t stop kissing your weak spot on your neck but whispered, “What is it darling? Talk to me.” His hands slid on your thighs and under your skirt. One of them was already reaching the warmest spot of your body. A finger, maybe two, started fiddling with your center, making you distracted from what you just remembered. You huffed a moan and mentally shook your head. You practiced saying it in front of the mirror as soon as you got home. You tried coming up with different ways, different phrases, perhaps, to soften the blow.

But there was only one way to say it.

“I’m pregnant.” His touches halted. It hasn’t been a full second since you’ve finally uttered the sentence you’ve been practicing to say in your head, but the silence was already feeling too long.

“What?” You were about to repeat what you said but Steve interrupted you. “Are you sure?” You nodded your head and said, “I went to the doctor today. My period was delayed.” His previously lust-blown face dropped. His hands slowly moved away from you as he shifted in his seat, looking anywhere else now but your eyes. Why did he have to stop holding me? You thought.

“I’m three weeks pregnant, Steve. I don’t feel a thing yet, but darling, we’re having a baby,” you cooed, reaching for his hands again, but he flinched.

“No, no, no. This can’t happen, Y/N.” He ran a hand through his blonde hair, worries painted in his face.

“What do you mean, Steve? Of course it can. We’ve been going at it like rabbits,” you remarked. It took you a second to remember how often you and Steve have stolen moments to fool around with each other.

His brows were drawn together when he stepped out of the truck. Your head hung over your shoulders. All of the assurance you had earlier was now gone. “Darling, please come back inside.” He paced back and forth and when he heard you call for him, he stepped inside the truck and turned on the ignition and drove away to take you back home.

“Aren’t you going to say anything all?”

He drew a sharp breath and without taking his eyes off the road, he said, “Just let me think.” The rest of the drive remained quiet. His hand no longer searching for yours. They remained on the gear shift or the wheel. The gap between you two in the truck felt bigger than it looked. You don’t like the silence you had now, so you turned on the radio, only to be shut quickly by him.

“I told you, I need to think, Y/N.” You turned away. He has never been this cold to you. Whenever you had fights, you always made up before the night ended. Of course, all of those were nothing compared to this. You didn’t fight, but the distance between you two suddenly appeared. This hurt you more having him argue with you.

The cold, silent treatment has never been something that Steve had given you before. He was always the one vocal and expressive of his thoughts. And it always bothered him when you argued until you got home. He would call you to apologize and sweep you off your feet before you went to bed. Sometimes he would drive in just to see you. One of those times even led to spontaneous make-up sex in his truck.

When he pulled over to your lawn, his gaze remained forward even though it’s evident that you were looking at him and waiting for him to return your gaze. But he didn’t. You suddenly felt like you don’t know Steve anymore. This was not like him at all. His jaws clenched before finally uttering a word to you after being silent forever.

“Do your parents know?”

“No. You’re the first one I told.”

“When are you gonna tell ‘em?”

“Tomorrow.” He nodded. You couldn’t read his face, but it’s not how it was like when he picked you up earlier. You pulled the knob open, remembering that you didn’t kiss Steve goodnight, so you leaned towards him to give him a peck, but he turned his head to you and whispered, “Good night, Y/N.”

Something pointy stabbed your heart with the coldness of his ‘good night’. It was impossible that he didn’t see it in your eyes, but you saw what was in those perfectly bright blue eyes of his. Something unfamiliar to you. Something you’ve never seen in him before, or never noticed.

You barely had any energy to make a big deal of his behavior since he found out you were pregnant. All you had left to say was, “I want to keep the baby.” Then you hopped out of the truck. You remained standing on the sidewalk as you watched his truck drive away. You have never been more uncertain in your life than you were that night. Not just with how you’re going to keep the baby, how you’re going to tell your parents - but if Steve is still with you in all this.

You waited for Steve to call and swoon you over like he always did, but tonight, he broke that record. You didn’t want your family to hear you crying, so you played an Ella Fitzgerald record on your phonograph as you cried yourself to sleep.

To be continued in:

Chapter One - The Dinner

I forgot to tag these beautiful people who want to be tagged in all of my fics:

@bojabee @jurrasicpork @thejourneyofabrokenheart @sav625 @seninjakitey

[agent-anna]

The Super Life P6

Avengers x Supernatural ~ Marvel Cinematic Universe, Supernatural

Prompt: You are the child of America’s Golden boy, but the two of you couldn’t be more different, you don’t save the world like your father, you do it much better.

Warnings: Swearing here and there || This bitch short

Requested by: Everyone I Guess

A/N: Hello, requests are open || Tag list is also open so just let me know if you’d like to be added || This is also turning into a series, so brace yourselves || Oml I’m not dead I promise!

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four  Part Five

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A few hours later you woke up in your room alone. You couldn’t hear anything but the distinct sounds of Dean’s screams and you knew that Sam had begun the process of getting him back to normal. 

You groan and push yourself to your feet, your head pounding with every breath. You bite your lip and use the wall to carry you into the hall. No one is there to greet you, which you were grateful for, and no one stopped you when you stepped into the elevator. 

“Take me to where everyone else is, Friday.” You call to the ceiling. Immediately, you feel the elevator rise towards wherever Friday was taking you. You use the wall as support until the doors open to reveal the main living area of the Avengers. 

Everyone was gathered there and many were surprised to see that you were actually up and functioning. You look at Cas and Jack to see that they both wore expressions that they’d normally wear during an argument. 

“Jesus, did one of you forget how to work the oven again?” You joke, though it stops when you go into a small coughing fit. Jack immediately rushes to your side and helps you sit down on the couch despite you waving him off. 

“Dean slipped something into your system during the fight.” Castiel explains while shaking his head. “I was able to get most of it but there was still a little left that even Jack couldn’t reach.”

“It’s going to make you feel sick for a while.” Bruce quickly jumps in. “But the effects will eventually wear off.”

“I’ve dealt with worse.” You chuckle while running a hand through your H/L H/C hair. “Where’s Sam?”

“Trying to fix Dean.” Jack mumbles.

“Are we going to talk about this?!” Steve shouts while standing up from the couch, ultimately scaring the shit out of everyone. “You’ve been living with them for how many years? How is this stuff...normal to you, Y/N? How could you lie to us...to me like that?!”

“Because you never cared to ask.” You reply, your voice dangerously low. 

“Um, Mr. Rogers...sir...” Jack states while putting his hands up. “I know that you’re her father and all but..I wouldn’t...when she gets like this-”

You hold up your hand and he immediately stops talking. Both guys sensing that you were already on the edge. “No, he wants to see what it’s like and who I am. Let him see it. Let one more person piss me off.”

“Is that a threat?” Tony scoffs. “Because I really need to see this, you’re you Y/N.” 

“Do you want to challenge me, Stark?” You demand while standing up. You sway slightly but manage to stay upright on your own. “Because I will kick your tin can ass-”

“Okay! That’s enough!” Steve interrupts. “Both of you!”

“What? Afraid the old man’s going to get his ass kicked? Come on, Steven!” A voice cackles from the corner of the room. Immediately everyone swivels around to look at the source. You end up turning a little slower, but eventually you see the one and only King Of Hell standing there with a smirk. “Look at us, all in one place, finally.” 

“Crowley.” You hiss.

“Hello, Love, how are you lately? Got your worlds crossing?” He inquires.

“Crowley, what are you doing here?” Cas questions with an annoyed tone. 

“Just dropping in, I want to see how things are going with the Winchesters and their bitch.” He smiles.

“I’m going to kill him.” You seethe as you step forward, only to fall into Steve’s arms. Thankfully your father was there to catch you before you made an even bigger fool of yourself. 

“Now now, love, how are you doing to do that when you can’t even stand?” Crowley chuckles.

“I’ve done it in worse conditions, Crowley, I can do it now.” You reply.

“Right right, I remember you stabbing me a year or two ago during the apocalypse.” He dreamily sighs. “But that’s actually not why I’m here.”

“Then what are you doing here?” Jack inquires.

“Because of your father, Jack.” Crowley shakes his head. “Why do you think Dean went demon again? Just out of spite? No, he’s trying to send a message to you bloody idiots!” 

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[stevenrogers5-blog]

University S.L.U.T 1

Summary: Steve isn’t usually the one to hate or judge people. But when it came to you, he just wanted to rip his hair out. So his dismay, you two are partnered for a class project. Can you change his mind in time to get a good grade? Or will his feelings get the best of him? 

Warnings: Bad words.

A/N: i decided to say screw it! I want to write a Steve Series and i will. I was up very late writing up to 8 parts of it in one night. So please appreciate my hard work. The TAG LIST FOR IT IS OPEN AS OF RIGHT NOW! 

Steve sighed as he hits his alarm clock to stop pounding it’s beep into his head. He hated mornings more than you would like to think. But he hated his morning class more than anything. Not just because of the class or mornings, he hated his classmates. James was the only friend he had in there which sorta made it better. But there was this girl. Y/N. You are the most popular girl and Steve still couldn’t figure out why. You always seemed too stuck up and like you were the most amazing thing to ever walk this earth. Even James had been under your spell. But not Steve. He saw right through you every step you took. At least that is what he likes to think. He’s heard the rumors about you. That played a big factor in why he hated you so much.

Steve shoves his legs into a pair of skinny jeans. He yawns, stretching his arms out. He scoops up one his soccer sweatshirts and soon grabs his backpack. He opens the fridge under his bed scanning it’s contents. He grabs two waters and a container of fruit. He opens the door to his dorm and walks out. He turns, locks it and moves down the hall to the stairs. He jogs lightly down a flight and opens the door to the girls dorms. He walks past a few of the girls and their rooms, earnings a few looks from a couple.

Steve always got looks from the other girls. It would be a lie if someone called him ugly but he didn’t want his looks to be what got him a girl. There was once girl l in particular that personally caught his attention. Emma Frost. To him, she was perfect. But he didn’t want to seem too creepy. She was also in his morning class. So he took that as a personal plus when motivating himself to get up everyday.

Once at the end of the hall, Steve bangs on the door. He hears a little stumbling before he is greeted by his favorite redhead.

“Good morning Steven.” Natasha says as he wraps her up in his arms. She hugs him back and soon pulls him into the room.

“Hello Super sir!” Bucky yells tiredly as he pulled his sweatshirt over his head. Steve laughs slightly as he shakes his head at a clearly hung over Bucky.

“Sir James here got wasted last night with Vision. Luckily he and Wanda don’t have a morning class. Unlucky for Bucky, he does. I packed him breakfast and gave him advil. He is all yours now.” Natasha explains as she hands Steve a box of some breakfast foods.

“Thanks mom…” Bucky huffs as he finishes tying his shoes. Steve and Natasha just shake their heads at him. Bucky pulls his backpack over his shoulders and moves tiredly towards Steve.

“Don’t forget you two. Group dinner tonight! Steve i think i might have a girl you would get along with. I will keep you updated on where we pick to eat, okay?” Natasha says as she moves towards the door with the guys.

“Sounds good Nat.”

“Good! Have fun at class.” Wanda Calls from the bathroom. The small group laughs as a obviously hungover Vision tiredly moves back to Wanda’s bed. Bucky takes one of the waters from Steve’s hands and takes a big swig of it. He starts moving past Steve and out into the hallway.

“Shall we?” Steve says as he moves out of Bucky’s way. Bucky just grunt as he moves past him. “Bye Wanda! See you later dude.” Steve calls out to the couple trying to nurse Vision’s pain. Steve smiles, hugs Nat and follows soon behind Bucky.

“I’m just saying. I don’t get why she is so worried if i’m dating someone or not? I’m not really looking anyways.” Steve whines as he and Bucky walk towards the hall that held their class.

“Nat just worries because you never come out with us anymore. You just stay locked up in the dorm.” Bucky tries to explain. “Besides, what about that little blonde? Emma Frost?”

“I just don’t like to drink, okay? Besides, i would rather focus on my studies and graduating.” Steve tries to say with as little sass as possible. “Besides, that little blonde would never date me.”

“Look. Just give it a try. You may end up really getting along with her. And if not, you will at least have a new friend. You could use one after all.” Bucky laughs as he opens the door for the building.

“Yeah. Maybe you’re right.”

“I am always right!”

“Okay James.” Steve replies, rolling his eyes. They walk towards their class, Steve already mentally preparing himself.

Steve and Bucky liked to sit towards the back of the class. It gave Steve a chance to text Nat back. And it gave Bucky a chance to drool over your beauty without it being creepy. Well at least to him. Steve always found him creepy and stupid for drooling over you. Steve would just roll his eyes everytime your hand went up or you and your group of girls would get too loud. HE could never figure out why Emma sat with your group of girls.

Steve continued to type out some notes as his phone started buzzing. He pulled out his phone and smiled as Natasha’s name appeared.

N: Chipotle is what we decided. Please send in orders by the end of your last class or you’re the one who will be made to pick it up!!

S: Sounds good. I will get Bucky’s order in between classes, okay?

The three little dots appeared just as Steve hears a loud cough come from the front of the class.

“Not that i bet your mom texting you is important, Mr. Rogers. But i would like your attention so you at least know who your project partner is.” The Professor calls through the class. Everyone starts to snicker lightly as Steve turned bright red. Except you. You and Steve made eye contact and he found that really weird. Usually you would laugh at anyone else being yelled at. But why not him?

“Sorry sir. Won’t happen again.” Steve says as he moves down in his chair.

“As i was saying. This project is very important for everyone’s grade. So if your partner is not working, lemme know. I will gladly fail them instantly. Now, onto the partners. SInce Mr. Rogers like the attention. He will go first. Your partner is Y/N, Mr. Rogers. James Barnes, yours is Emma.” And on and on he went. Steve’s heart instantly fell the moment he heard your name paired with his. The one person he would rather never have to talk too.

The rest of the class was spent with the professor explaining the whole project and Steve trying to find every excuse to exchange partners. But he kept coming up blank with any excuse the professor would take into consideration. Simply hating someone was not going to get him out of having to see you every night now.

As class came to and end, You stood up and moved effortlessly towards Steve. He clenched his jaw once he noticed your presents getting closer.

“Hey. So i know that i’m last person most people want to work with. Most people think i’m not reliable. But here is my email, number, and skype name so we can get to work instantly. I can research tonight and send ideas if you’re okay with that?” You ask. He was surprisingly taken aback from your wanting to work.

“Yeah. I mean, i’m going to be with friends tonight soo i probably won’t answer you at all.” Steve says as he takes the piece of paper from you.

“It’s cool. Just wanting to let you know. I’m looking forward to working with you.” You say as you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. Bucky stands there in awe on how Steve didn’t even think to invite you.

“Yeah. Same i guess. Well we must go. Bye” Steve says, fake smiling and turning around. He grabs Bucky by his arm and drags him along towards the classroom door. Bucky waves bye to you before turning and following him.

[aheartchanges]

Questions Tag!

I was tagged by @curledlife thank you again lovely <3 <3 

1. What color reminds you of home? or of a safe space?

Green !!! Only because it’s my favourite colour, and Tom Jones wasn’t high when he sang about the green green grass of home, Wales is a hella green place. 

2. What’s your favourite season and why?

Probably Autumn or Spring, the seasons where things change. And the colours in both are fabulous, and in Spring I get bebe things. 

3. What’s the first thing you look at when you meet a person?

Clothes maybe? I dunno really, hair? 

4. What type of songs do you like?

Beside from K-pop I really like folk/indie type of music. Laura Marling, Regina Spektor, Damien Rice, Emmy the Great and so on 

5. What are you afraid of at the moment?

I’m moving to Japan to teach English in May and this is something I really want to do, but I am very very scared of going! I know that at points I’m going to get really homesick, because I love home, and my partner. And my living space is going to be tiny :L going to miss all my stuff!

6. what is one trait you wish people would appreciate about you more?

Maybe that I’m actually a person that would do a lot for others? I don’t like being taken for granted and I used to get walked all over a lot in University, I wish people would just be like “thank you for doing that for me it meant a lot” or something. 

7. What is your favorite au?

Harry Potter AU’s

8. What’s your favourite mv concept?

I don’t have a clue, I like a variety tbh! I like colours, colourful MV’s

9. Name a song you want to dedicate to your ultimate bias and why?

I don’t really have an ultimate bias, but I will dedicate “Comet” from Steven Universe to BTS for the hell of it. 

10. What languages do you speak?

English, a little Welsh, a (very) little Mandarin and I’m learning Japanese (which is probably better than my Welsh which is kinda bad since I’m Welsh....) 

11. Favourite Line From a Song

I have lots of songs I really like because of lyrics, Regina Spektor is honestly a queen go and listen to her music.  But I heard this song playing just now from my mother’s room and was reminded of another queen Kate Bush:

I know you've got a little life in you yet I know you've got a lot of strength left I know you've got a little life in you yet I know you've got a lot of strength left

I should be crying, but I just can't let it show I should be hoping, but I can't stop thinking 

Of all the things I should've said

That I never said All the things we should've done Though we never did All the things I should've given But I didn't Oh, darling, make it go Make it go away 

Give me these moments back

Give them back to me Give me that little kiss Give me your hand - This Woman’s Work, Kate Bush 

1. favourite book series/book

Honestly I love reading so this is hard, I find choosing my favourite anything hard to be honest. But The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle- Haruki Murakami is honestly wonderful. Murakami is my favourite author so do go out and read some of his novels because they are all bizarre and wonderful!

2. favourite movie

Ghibli films are great, Wes Anderson films are bloody good but I love House of The Flying Daggers !

3. what is your philosophy

I don’t know but I have a lot of values that I really stand by but they’re kinda ingrained into me so I couldn’t even list them if you asked. They are just how I live... I think just try not to take things too seriously (which I do.... -_-) and live like a child. Key to happiness, just enjoy life I suppose and never be intentionally cruel to another person. 

4. who is your bias and why

I don’t really have any bias’s :/ Sorry guys worse K-pop fan ever. I feel bad on the others when I start really liking one person, then have to give someone else some Ailish love.

5. are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? if so, why

Ummm.... Maybe? I’m annoying as hell, but I will try and make you happy?

6. when you’re in a bad mood, do you prefer to be alone or with people

Depends on the mood, often on my own. But, I do sometimes force myself to be around others so I don’t do anything daft. 

7. if you could start over, what would you do differently

Stop worrying and just do the things that I wanted to do. Don’t wait for someone to do things you want to do with you, it won’t always happen and then you’ll regret it. Just go on your own. 

8. favourite thing about your favourite band

Future Islands or Counting Crows are probably both my favourite bands. The lyrics are always really poetic and I love them. 

9. what’s your favorite thing about yourself? why?

My hair is pretty cool. 

10. what do you think is at the edge of the universe

Not a lot. Stars and stuff. 

11. when you don’t like yourself, how do you make yourself feel better

Still working on that one!

Tags: @christina-rz @sugakookieislife @mybiasforsure @gimmesuga @thedhomn @jiminahkookie @arabecouture @pinkxarmie @catie-cat-cosplay you guys don’t have to do it if you don’t want to <3 I am self absorbed so like answering questions about my self -_- <3 

[sports-and-fandoms]

Dark interruptions {James T Kirk x reader}

 Hey guys! Sorry for the lack of update on this story, I’ve been extremely busy. Anyway, here’s the third part of “Not Mine To Hold”. If you have no clue as to what I’m talking about, please read the previous parts. Btw, I watched Wonder Woman today. Finally! I LOVED Gal Gadot. The movie was so good. I might be biased, but I think Steve Trevor is the most precious person in the world. Like, Chris did a fabulous job as Steve. Also, I think that anyone named Steve should be kept away from planes that contain bombs. I can’t deal with similar incidents! ONE TIME WAS ENOUGH! 

Warning: A few curse words, like shit and ass, nothing major… angst maybe? 

Words: 1135 words

Part 1 Part 2

Back to the reader’s point of view. Happy reading!! Btw, so many references! Kudos if you can find all of them. Some aren't obvious. Some are. Good luck!

Words had such power. When ever someone got hurt, they would blame the situation or a person, never the words that were uttered. Some words could wreck lives some could break a person’s spirit. 

Today, words had almost broken you. Words said three years ago were long forgotten but left a bitter aftertaste. Words could be poisonous and destructive. 

People always forgot the power of words until they were addressed towards them. Until they actually sank in.

All day, today, you kept telling yourself that things couldn’t possible be any worse. The man that had been your best friend for over two decades, the man you were madly in love with, was ignoring you and marrying another woman. Worst of all, you were given a front row seat as you watched everything you ever wanted being handed to another. And let’s not forget the smile you had to plaster on your face so that people wouldn’t get suspicious. 

Yet again, the Universe hated you. Karma was a piece of shit and your life was the pièce de résistance in a world of utter despair. You were sure that someone, somewhere was looking down upon you and laughing their ass off over the misery that was your life. And so, to make it more miserable, the message had come through.

The only possible thing that could have made this whole situation all the more shitty. 

As you sat in a shuttle heading back to San Francisco, the words kept ringing in your mind. Over and over again.

Now see, someone like you only had a couple of things that made you happy. Friends (mainly your best friend), family, your job and your dog, Merlin. You called him Merl or Merli for short. He was a beautiful black Labrador that had befriended your neighbour’s golden retriever, that reminded you eerily of Arthur Pendragon. And so, the name. It was ADORABLE!  

{I REST MY CASE!}

From these limited amount of things, you could check off best friend, Merlin was at your neighbour’s place playing chase my tail with Arty, and all your family was off planet. So the only thing you really had left was your job. 

…

Until now.

The words “Explosion in lab, experiment compromised” were the last words you EVER wanted to hear or read in your entire life. An experiment that you had spent 3 years on, was gone. Woosh! Into thin air!

While for most, it wouldn’t have been a big issue, mishaps happened. For you, it was the end. This experiment had taken meticulous planning, preparation and a huge amount of money. It would save lives in the near future, and it was gone. 

Things couldn’t possibly have gone worse. And that was the last straw that broke the dam. 

So here you were, on a damn shuttle, crying at the mess your life was. You didn’t even know if someone had been injured or killed. Everything was a mess. 

Two hours later.

San Francisco was a beautiful city. Even though it had been almost a decade since Khan’s attack, some of the damage was still being repaired. People were still reeling from the trauma brought from the entire incident.

Some people would never forget. 

As you walked trough the streets leading to the Starfleet labs, you remembered. Because as much as you tried, you could never forget that day.  

How could you forget the day when some of your closest friends were slaughtered by the hands of a psychopath? {A.N: Or High-functioning sociopath… sorry, couldn’t resist :/ } How could you forget the moment you received the news of Pike’s death? 

How you wished to forget. To forget the broken look in Jim’s eyes. The tears shed by the man you loved in grief of losing a second father. The dark night where neither of you slept, seeking comfort in each others arms. The night that was spent in silence, in memory of a dear friend. 

You wished you could forget the unseeing blue eyes that sometimes still haunted your nightmares. You wished you could, one day, walk by the the warp core chamber without flinching or feeling dizzy. 

The walk to the labs was spent in a daze, and then you saw it. Your precious lab. The lab that contained the antidotes to many illnesses. As you walked towards it, you saw them. Dead bodies laid on the ground, waiting to be brought to the hospital. 

Oh God, you thought. So many lives lost. As you walked towards the security guard standing near the main door, your comm beeped. 

“Y/L/N“

“Y/N, its Jemma.“

Jemma was one of the scientists that worked for you.

“Hey. I just got here. Are you okay? Where are you?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m near the water fountain, at the main entrance.“

“On my way. Y/L/N out.“

You sped walked until you reached Jemma.

“Oh my God, Jem, are you okay? What happened? Did you get checked by the EMTs?“

“Hey, Y/N. Calm down, I’m fine. Oh God, I was so close to the explosion. I don’t-I don’t know what happened. I just don’t know.”

You were about to reply when you saw Admiral Baker walk towards you. 

“Commander Y/L/N, Lieutenant Simmons.“

“Admiral“, you both replied.

You spoke first.

“Sir, do you know what happened here?“

“You tell me Doctor.“

“Pardon me, but what exactly are you implying, Sir?”

“Dr. Y/L/N, it is clear to me that this explosion was a lab mistake.“

“I assure you Admiral, none of my people broke protocol. My lab is like my house, I spend days and night here, working and so does every single person that works for me. I have full faith in my scientists, they will never endanger the lives of others, and above all, they would never compromise our years worth of hard work.“

“Doctor, I mean no disrespect but-“

“Pardon me Admiral, but I do not think we should jump to any conclusions until we get a full report from forensics.“

“Very well. Doctors.“

With a nod and a slight glare in your direction, the Admiral turned around and left. 

One hour later.

7:20 pm.

You were approached by the lead forensic scientist assigned to the incident.

“Are you Doctor Y/L/N?“

“Yes.“

“My name is Melanie Stabler. I’m here to brief you on our conclusion. The Admirals have been briefed already so now it is your turn. We believe that this incident was no accident. According to our findings, an explosive device was set to detonate in the L-25 wing, your lab. We believe that the device was most likely placed in room L-102, meani-“

Your comm beeped again, interrupting her mid sentence.

You gestured for her to hold on a second.

“Y/L/N.“

“Y/N, its Jim. I-“

Another explosion rang out, and everything went black.

To be continued. 

I feel like such a Steven Moffat right now. Damn cliffhangers, I can’t stop! Sorry, this part didn’t turn out the way I wanted it to. I hope you guys liked it. I LOVE reading the comments and reblog tags. So please comment and write funny stuff so that it gives me motivation to write more. Until next week, folks!

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[triforcebones]

About Me Tag Pt. 2

I was tagged by @jincrocsmeup​, If there is a third part my dude...

The Last…

1. Drink: waterrrrr

2. Phone Call: The last phone call I answered was the phone at work.

3. Text message: was to my boss about a applicant for our store

4. Song you listened too: Landing in London – 3 Doors Down aka a fuckin jam

5. Time you cried: I cried last night because I was sad. I cry a lot though.

6. Dated someone twice: Pfff, absolutely not thank you very much.

7. Been cheated on: Uh, my last ex was in love with some other girl when I broke up with him. He probably would have cheated if I had stayed with him tbh.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Literally every person I have ever kissed???

9. Lost someone special: Like it sounds pretentious, but Chester Bennington was like one of my childhood heros and I still cry when I think about him.

10. Been depressed: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I want to fucking die.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: The worst alchohol poisoning I ever got resulted in me throwing up for thirteen straight hours, like I actually couldn’t even keep water in my stomache and I thought I was actually going to die. It was horrific honestly, but like I still drink soooooooooooooo

List 3 Favorite colors: Like pastel pink and mint green are so pretty, but also I love black.

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: In the last year? Like not really, I mean there are new coworkers that are cool but I don’t hang out with them outside of work…

16. Fallen out of love: I honestly don’t think I’m fully capable of love like not even in a depressing woe is me kind of way, but a for real I don’t really feel very deeply about anything because of being majorly depressed for literally my whole life and growing up in a very isolated environment where I wasn’t really shown affection until later in life??

17. Laughed until you cried: Last time I laughed that hard was new year’s so I don’t know if that counts tbh.

18: Found out someone was talking about you: not really

19. Met someone who changed you: nope

20. Found out who your true friends are: Already knew who they were.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: They aren’t on my list anymore so, no.

General:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Every single one of them.

23. Do you have any pets: My sister who I live with has a cat, does that count?

24. Do you want to change your name: Yes, but I haven’t come out to everybody so only like two people know.

25: What did you do for your last birthday: I can’t remember even though it was only a few months ago tbh.

26: What time did you wake up: I’m off today so I woke up at like 9am.

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Passed tf out.

28: Name something you cannot wait for: Atomic Blonde HOLY HELL I WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE

29: When was the last time you saw your mother: June for her house warming party.

30: What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to live with Dylyn. L

31. What are you listening to right now: Hanging by a Moment – Lifehouse I’ve been on an early 2000’s alt rock kick recently.

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don’t know the names of all the customers I talk to on a daily bases so who tf knows dude.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Nothing at the moment.

34: Most visited website: Tumblr or youtube

35: Elementary: wtf that was sooooooooooo long ago dude.

36: Highschool: Also more years ago then I usually remember it as…

37: College/University: Honestly biggest mistake of my life, thank God I graduated.

38: Hair color: Naturally I’m a red head but right now I’m growing out the gold blonde I bleached it and I want to dye it black.

39: Long or short hair: My hair is way too thick and curly to grow out long, like It’s so heavy and hot, fuck that noise.

40: Do you have a crush on someone: nope, unless you want to count celebrity crushes, because then I love Kim Seokjin and fucking Keanu Reeves man.

41: What do you like about yourself: I got some nice hips, and I’m super low maintenance.

42: Piercings: My ears are closed up, but I’m going to get them re pierced soon.

43: Blood type: I have no idea and no plans to ever find out, keep your needles away from me thank you very much.

44. Nickname: No one has done the honor of denoting me an actual nick name. C’mon guys get it together!

45. Relationship status: Single for life thank you very much.

46: Zodiac sign: Cancer

47: Pronouns: Pretty much anything I really don’t have a concept of personal gender so I don’t give a fuck dude.

48: Favorite TV show: Bob’s Burgers or Steven Universe

49: Tattoos: None yet, but I want some.

50. Right or Left: For what??

First…

51: Surgery: Does getting my wisdom teeth removed count?

52: Piercing: I got my ears pierced when I was like … 7?

53: Sport: Like does learning about a sport in gym class count, because I have never done a sport in my free time.

54: Vacation: My grandma took me and my sisters to Disney land when I was like… 5?

55. Eating: Nothing atm.

56: Drink: I left my glass of water in my bedroom and don’t feel like getting up to get it.

57: I’m about to: Write some???

58: Listening to: Wherever You Will Go – The Calling

59: Waiting for: My hair to dry??

60: Want: A hamburger.

61: Career: I don’t really care as long as it isn’t at a call center again.

Which is better…

62: Hugs or kisses: Hugs

63: Lips or eyes: Eyes

64: Shorter or Taller: Their both fucking great tbh.

65: Older or Younger: same age or a little older like 3 or 4 years max.

66: Nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t really care, but if they can carry me I will swoon.

67: Sensitive or loud: sensitive, I get overwhelmed if there is no break from loudness.

68: Hook up or relationship: Neither tbh.

69: Troublemaker or Hesitant: I’m hesitant around trouble makers, but them being hesitant makes me want to be a trouble maker.

Have you ever…

70: Kissed a stranger? Nope

71: Drank hard liquor? LOL Whiskey is my favvvvvvvvv

72: Lost glasses contact/lenses? Never had either

73: Turned someone down? Guys hit n me every day at work and it’s so annoying tbh.

74. Sex on first date? Brah, I’m asexual so no fucking way.

75: Broken someone’s heart? Yup

76: Had your heart broken? Unfortunately more than once

77: Been arrested?  Not yet tbh

78: Cried when someone died? I am still crying over Chester Bennington.

79: Fallen for a friend? Nope?? Not yet??

Do you believe in…

80: Yourself? Like how????

81: Miracles? No

82: Love at first sight? I believe in a spark at first sight, but love takes work.

83: Santa Claus? Pfffffffff, for real?

84: Kiss on the first date? Maybe, depends on how it goes.

85: Angels? Nope

Other…

86: Current best friends name: DYLYN!!

87: Eye color: Green

88: Favorite movie: August Rush is fucking amazing and I also love Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close and Whale Rider and the entire Lord of the Rings/Hobbit series. I watch a lot of movies dude.

Can I get uhhhhhhhhhhh @jin-kook @aestaetically @prongsjames @t-adash-iand @littlexpunk

[diabeticjimlake]

Tag Game

I was tagged by @llttledipper​! :D

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST

1. Drink: Diet Pepsi 2. Phone call: my friend Julia 3. Text message: a wrong number texted me. Besides that, it was my crush/my Boy Aaron 4. Song you listen to: Weak by AJR 5. Time you cried: I believe it was a couple weeks ago when I learned my uncle died, and the next day I had to say goodbye to my friend Allison, so those couple days

(rest is under the cut)

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Ahahaha, no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no!! only kissed once and no regrets at all!!! 8. Been cheated on: yes 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: yeah it’s called that Clinical Depression™ 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: green, purple, red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: tons!! 16. Fallen out of love: yes 17. Laughed until you cried: a l o t 18. Found out someone was talking about you: ahaha, yeah 19. Met someone who changed you: a lot of people!!! 20. Found out who your friends are: less so than the year before but yeah 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes ;)

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all but 3 I believe 23. Do you have any pets: 3 dogs 24. Do you want to change your name: nope!! i love annie 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i...actually can’t remember. i remember being really underwhelmed because i barely saw anybody. 26. What time do you wake up: 8:00 for classes, 9:30 - 11:30 with no alarm 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: flirting with The Boy on snapchat while watching my brother play BotW 28. Name something you can’t wait for: july 28!! that’s when we go down to Oregon to see The Boy’s play and we’re gonna hang out and make out and it’s gonna be good 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: last night 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i didn’t have diabetes and depression my dude 31. What are you listening to right now: Weak by AJR :P 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my older brother atm 34. Most visited website: probably tumblr lol

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: I have one just above my left eyebrow, and just to the side of my right boob 36. Mark/s: there’s this mark on the top of my right thigh 37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a famous singer 38. Hair color: dark brown 39. Long or short hair: Loooooong 40. Do you have a crush on someone: yeah, and he has a crush on me too ;) 41. What do you like about yourself: people always tell me i have strong conviction and recently i was told “you have a voice. lots of people are too scared to use theirs but yours is too important. don’t lose it.” 42. Piercings: none 43. Blood type: i wish i knew but i don’t 44. Nickname: annie, snoozer, “two brooms/bats/beers” depending on the day (very convoluted) 45. Relationship status: it’s complicated 46. Zodiac: cancer 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: Gravity Falls, Trollhunters, Friends, Steven Universe 

49. Tattoos: none. if i were to ever get one, it’d be some diabetic tattoo on my wrist 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: tonsils & wisdom teeth 52. Hair dyed in different color: sigh. i used temporary black hair dye when i was a junior and i’m not sure it ever fully washed out 53. Sport: i played basketball and volleyball in high school, and this last spring i was on a softball team 55. Vacation: love the mountains and forests. basically anywhere i have free reign to explore. 56. Pair of trainers: ???

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: goldfish crackers and an apple 58. Drinking: diet pepsi 59. I’m about to: edit the play i wrote. i pulled it up but something tells me today it isn’t gonna happen 61. Waiting for: J U L Y  2 8 62. Want: god i’m so sappy, my brain just said “Him.” I also want my dog to stop being a little monster for tWO SECONDS 63. Get married: hopefully someday 64. Career: actor

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, but kisses are pretty gr9 too 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller but no super preference 68. Older or younger: again, not a huge preference, but for boys? older seems to be what i do 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: all tummies are nice tummies. I love forearms tho 71. Sensitive or loud: Both? I don’t think those two things are opposites. 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, always  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: i mean, i’m not super into “hesitant” types, but “bad boy troublemakers” are also p dumb haha

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: not yet, but as an actor it’ll probably happen at some point 75. Drank hard liquor: no!1 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: god yes 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: N O O O 79. Broken someone’s heart: i think so but i never learned for sure 80. Had your heart broken: ahahahaha. yes. 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: all save one of the boys I’ve ever fallen for have been my friend first

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i’m getting there 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: in a way, yes 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss on the first date: uhhhh. i don’t know. if i was dating a friend who i’d known for a while (which is the current situation), yeah. if it was a rando tho i don’t think so

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Kayla, Karli, Allison, Andreya 91. Eye color: Brown 92. Favorite movie: Your Name, Tangled, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

TAGGING

any trollhunters blog that wants to!!

[dragonheart-swtor]

Author Interview

I was tagged by @sleepswithvillains​, thanks!!

Name: Dragonheart, Dragon for short. (Also responds to Rani.) I don’t remember why I picked up the name at first, to be honest; I’ve been using it since my roleplay forum days back in middle school when I started representing and associating myself primarily with dragons online. (It did end up being hilariously ironic years later, ha.)

Fandoms: For writing, I really only post stuff for SWTOR these days. I’ve published on ff.net (*shiver*) for Frozen, Disney’s Descendants, and... I think that’s it, actually. Privately, I’ve written, uh. a lot. *shoving piles of paper into comically overstuffed drawer* Steven Universe, Star Wars/SWTOR, Frozen, Descendants, PJO, Detroit: Become Human, Homestuck, and a smattering of others. Outside of writing, add The Adventure Zone, Fantasy High, and just a whole bunch of others.

Where do you post?: AO3, these days, as well as here.

Most popular one-shot: The problem is that most of them have gone in a compilation, which I’m realizing in hindsight was a mistake probably and I might stop doing that in the future, but going by comments technically Midnight Conversations (Chapter 2) has the most.

Most popular multi-chapter: bold of you to assume I have more than one, and the one is currently stalled (though not abandoned!), to be perfectly transparent. It’s an OCs fic of mine, unconnected to though technically compliant with my SWTOR ‘verse, basically an original story set in a pre-existing universe. It’s titled Love and Lose (and Love Again) and I love it very much even though most of it and its sequel is still languishing in my private files because I’m stuck on the part that needs to go up next chronologically speaking (and will ramble about it for quite literally as long as you’ll tolerate listening to me, should anyone be interested in asking).

Favorite story written: Barring L&L, because I’ve been hyperfixated on those characters for over a year and a half but it feels mean to answer something that has only like 20% of it posted, it’s probably tied between Trust and Welcome Home, the second one almost entirely because of one (1) paragraph, because I get great joy out of writing people in deep, deep love.

Fic nervous to post: The one (1) smutfic currently publicly posted, Missed You, because my brain is dumb and I’m awkward and have to keep reminding myself I’m An Adult This Is Legal Now despite it having been a couple years since I became an adult

How I choose titles: Good question, honestly. It varies. Usually I try to pick some short phrase that’s thematic to the piece, which is easier with one-shots than multi-chaps. It needs to give me some idea of what the story’s about. As far as my temporary file names on my flash-drive - I basically just list the character(s) being focused on first for organization’s sake, and then a few words that give me enough of a reminder which one is which. “Duserra torture.odt,” “Eris Reykal Spooky.odt,” and “Eris Reykal Ship AU.odt” are all files in my star wars folder at present.

Do I outline: *distant laughter* does building extremely detailed ideas for scenes at semi-random points in the timeline without ever writing it down count? (More seriously, no, I’ve never been good at outlining. You’re lucky if you get a full round of editing out of me and I don’t just throw my first draft down on paper and call it finished.)

Complete: Do one-shots count? The collection of those has been linked a few times up above.

Coming soon?: Muses only know. (In theory: a scene between Eris and Reykal that’s been in my drafts for too long already; a two-part one-shot between Zashiil, Duserra, and Garen that’s been in my head for too long but is just now getting down on paper; and some more of the Togruta gods and religion headcanons I’ve been working on. But who ever knows when I’ll actually finish anything? Not me, that’s for sure.)

In progress: The things I just said, plus about a half-dozen other Star Wars things I float between at any given time with no actual impetus to finish things. (A lot of my writing is just... writing for the sake of writing, not even really with any intent to publish, if you hadn’t gotten that vibe from me already xD)

Prompts: Literally anything, please always feel free to tag me in things I hunger to ramble about my characters and headcanons

Upcoming work: At some point I’d like to put together a masterpost of headcanons on various things, and I’d like to start posting more of my worldbuilding headcanons in general, I just. Feel weird talking about those completely unprompted, I guess? Also, maybe at some point I’ll actually do something multi-chapter with my KOTFE crew, but again. who knows when that’ll happen. I have a lot of scene ideas it’s just a matter of getting them down.

I’ll tag @sunsetofdoom, @swtorpadawan, and @swtorcompanionsgoofin if y’all have the time and energy and want to, and ofc anyone else who wants to!

[livelist]

Get to know me

Tagged by: @bloodied-fists-and-broken-dreams thanks love we have some similar responses I like u Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: I facetimed my friend Jordyn last week 3. Text Message: My dad 4. Song you listened to: Baby Blue - Tor Miller. Actually v good I listened to it over and over but it makes my heart hurt 5. Time you cried: A few days ago, packing for NY HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: No, but I wanted to date someone I had dated in 7th grade again for a while 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes! Every time! (twice) 8. Been cheated on: Nope 9. Lost someone special: Of course 10. Been depressed: Extremely 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nah LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14. Yellow, orange, grey IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes!!! 16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, lots 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I was gonna say no of course not but then remembered I actually did and it was awful 19. Found out who your friends are: Yeah, I mean, don't we all once school ends and we aren't required to see anyone anymore? 20. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nooo GENERAL: 21. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them. In fact, I unfriend people if they're not really in my life anymore because I like facebook to be filled with the people I care about 22. Do you have any pets: Yes, smol pup named Cali who just turned eight!! 23. Do you want to change your name: Yes, a lot, but I'm worried people will be confused and I don't know what I'd change it to yet 24. What did you do for your last birthday: Um...nothing 25. What time do you wake up: Usually around 9, but it depends 26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping! Usually I'm not asleep then, but I'm in New York with my mom and trying to avoid spending time with her 27. Name something you can’t wait for: Seeing my friends again 28. When was the last time you saw your mum: Half a second ago 29. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had more self-control 30. What are you listening to right now: Nothing 31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Once? 32. Something that is getting on your nerves: My mom's temper 33. Mole/s: Quite a few tiny ones down my arms 34. Mark/s: Birth mark on my left upper thigh/butt and scars on my hands and feet 35. Childhood dream: I wanted to be an actress and musician and performer and teacher and be happy happy happy forever 36. Hair colour: Natural brown but I reeeeeally wanna dye it! I can't decide what color! 37. Long or short hair: Short, but I want it shorter 38. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes very much so 39. What do you like about yourself: I! Am! A! Great! Friend! (shouting it might help me believe it) 40. Piercings: Double piercings on ears but the second holes have closed 41. Blood type: No idea!!! I'm sad about it cause I can't look into the personality meanings behind them (ridiculous, but fun) 42. Nicknames: No nicknames :( 43. Relationship status: Single and afraid of relationships yoooo 44. Zodiac: Aries 45. Pronouns: She/her or they/them (not that I've told anyone those pronouns would also be good) 46. Favourite TV show: Honestly huge fan of cartoons - my faves are Steven Universe and Adventure Time. I also love Brooklyn Nine-Nine 47. Right or left handed: Right 48. Surgery: No and it's one of my biggest fears 49. Hair dyed a different colour: I tried ombre years ago but decided I wanted it suuuper light on the ends and it was horrible so I cut it off that same day 50. Sport: No sports. 51. Vacation: ? What does this mean? I am currently on vacation in New York if that's what this question is asking but have mentioned this fact like three times already 52. Pair of trainers: Oh I love converse but also I've got these white ones with green detailing I love as well MORE GENERAL: 53. Eating: Nothing now but just came back from an Indian place that was yum 54. Drinking: Nothing 55. I’m about to: Respond to Jordyn's snapchat 56. Want: Hugs 57. Get married: Depends, but I'd be happy to never get married 58. Career: Student now, but would love to do theatre or teach voice lessons or something 59. Hugs or kisses: Hugs hugs hugs hugs (but also like please don't hug me unless we are best friends) 60. Lips or eyes: Eyes 61. Shorter or taller: ?? Who cares 62. Older or younger: Just close in age is enough for me 63. Nice arms or nice stomach: Uh? Idk I think those things are usually nice already 64. Sensitive or loud: More sensitive than loud. People who are too loud can make me nervous 65. Hook up or relationship: I'm partial to a relationship, especially since I'm asexual and hooking up isn't something I'm particularly drawn to... 66. Troublemaker or hesitant: Probably troublemaker since I'm hesitant and it could be difficult if we were the same HAVE YOU EVER: 67. Kissed a stranger: Yes. Would not recommend. 68. Drank hard liquor: No 69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I think I lost the glasses I was prescribed 2 years ago that didn't work and I stopped wearing 70. Turned someone down: Yes 71. Sex on the first date: No but I'm not against it generally. Just not for me for many reasons. 72. Broken someone’s heart: For sure 73. Had your heart broken: Oh yes 74. Been arrested: No 75. Cried when someone died: No? I think not 76. Fallen for a friend: SO MUCH mostly cause I don't understand how you can fall in love without being friends? DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. Yourself: Um? Mostly yes? 78. Miracles: Not really 79: Love at first sight: Not love per se, but I have experienced instant attraction 80. Santa Claus: Um. No. 81. Kiss on the fist date: Like why not but also I am AFRAID of that level of physicality but a l s o I'd probably only go on a date with someone I was already close to and trusted a lot so let's say it depends and move on OTHER: 82. Current best friend name: Jordyn and Khadija - my best friends tie for first unless they wanna fight over it 83: Eye colour: Blue 84: Favourite movie: Her Tagging: I AM TOO STRESSED IDK WHO TO TAG sorry if you see this though and wanna do it feel free! You can say I tagged you!

[milliyum]

I was tagged by no one but im bored keeek

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (not doing that bucko)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Black coffee with two sugars 2. Phone call: my mom yesterday 3. Text message: 4am to all my friends bc i’m boooored 4. Song you listened to: Carly Rae Jepsen - Cut to the feeling 5. Time you cried: idk? i forget

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: i’ve only dated one person 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone (if you meant by lips) 8. Been cheated on: i don’t think so? 9. Lost someone special: nah 10. Been depressed: tbh 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: i’ve gotten drunk but didn’t throw up

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: currently: Yellow, Marine blue and burgendy red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeah and tbh they’re amazing and supportive! 16. Fallen out of love: yup, again once. 17. Laughed until you cried: yupp 18. Found out someone was talking about you: positively and negatively ye 19. Met someone who changed you: a lot of my new friends have changed me for the better and i’m grateful tbh! 20. Found out who your friends are: well tbh it’s just correcting your mistakes and seeing who’s toxic and not? idk? 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: what?how?

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: a lot bc i don’t just follow anyone? 23. Do you have any pets: a Jack Russel named Iggy ! 24. Do you want to change your name: yupp, my dead name is Léa (i’ve always hated it) but i’d want to be called Eliott! 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: idk, probably eat cake 26. What time did you wake up: 3 am (k i l l    m e) 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sent my last message to my cousin before going to bed 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Daddy Simulator and the next Taz ep 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: now, we’re listening to Little Mix 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: be born a toll boy 31. What are you listening right now: Little Mix - Hair 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no? idk? does Thomas count?? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: fandoms 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr, Youtube and Tapas

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: i have a parallelogram on my left cheek lmao and i also have two lined up moles on my little toe and i love it 36. Mark/s: i have stretch marks on my hips and scars on my legs and a lump scar on my ring finger bc i don’t write correctly  37. Childhood dream: i always wanted to be a violinist?

38. Haircolor: my natural h/c is dark brown but rn it’s dark brown with a bleached denim ombre

39. Long or short hair: i have shoulder length hair, rn i’m growing it out 40. Do you have a crush on someone: fictional ye, irl? nah (i’ve only had 6 kek) 41. What do you like about yourself: the fact that i’m loyal and put others before myself 42. Piercings: 2 ear lobe and my left ear had a cartilage one! rn i’m thinking of having a lip one? 43. Bloodtype: idk? i think it’s AB? 44. Nickname: Lee, Father, Satan, Daddy, Nerd 45. Relationship status: Single and not seeking a relationship 46. Zodiac: Leooooooo 47. Pronouns: They/Them

48. Favorite TV Show: Mr.Robot, Bob’s burgers, Rick and Morty, Steven Universe 49. Tattoos: None but i have some in mind for my 25th 50. Right or left hand: right even tho i wish i was ambidextrous  51. Surgery: just had my foot surgery yesterday, aka my first 52. Hair dyed in different color: i dyed my hair 10+ different things and still going strong (not like my denim dye kek) 53. Sport: i used to do skiing but rn none 55. Vacation: dream vakay? Australia 56. Pair of trainers: i have black converse

MORE GENERAL: (( is this my favs?)) 57. Eating: MOCHI!!!! 58. Drinking: idk pepis? 59. I’m about to: P R E  DUDE 61. Waiting for: the grim reaper to take me away 62. Want: for my future to be good 63. Get married: maybe? if i find someone ofc! (keeping my surname tho) 64. Career: Animation maybe?

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs, mostly if i’m comfortable with you, i like long hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes are the window to the soul tbh 67. Shorter or taller: idk i like both and have had both friends in my life?  68. Older or younger: same, i had to redo a year so i was mostly with younger ppl, now i have both older and younger friends 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i think any body type is nice really? 71. Sensitive or loud: i’m a quiet person irl (mostly in groups) so the chattier the better (except when i’m emotionally drained) 72. Hook up or relationship: relationships, i personally think hook ups are bad? idk (i probs thin this bc im ace) 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: i’m a bit of both so both?

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nah (except on the cheek bc that’s how you say hi) 75. Drank hard liquor: ye 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: fuck dude i always loose my glasses 77. Turned someone down: turn down for what? (heh) 78. Sex in the first date: never had sex (*cough* ace *cough*) 79. Broken someone’s heart: maybe? idk? 80. Had your heart broken: ye tbh, but i’m a tough cookie now 81. Been arrested: YOU’LL NEVER CATCH ME ALIVE

82. Cried when someone died: my grandpa 5 years ago 83. Fallen for a friend:  6 times i think (i’m probably demi-romantic tbh)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: HAHHAHA good joke 85. Miracles: like destiny ye (but not romantic) 86. Love at first sight: nah (demi-romantics exist byo) 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss in the first date: nah 89. Angels: no but i won’t shit on someone who does

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: i don’t have one bc of trust issues (trauma) and i let the friend tell me we’re best friends 91. Eye color: brown 92. Favorite movie: Deadpool, Happy Feet + The Book Of Life

I’ll tag @nieloxychen @kittenbloodcoffee @lil-pizza-hoe @vega-and-altair @the-anaverse @transbian-ahsoka and others if you wanna (i’m curious)