#AS IF ITS MY FAULT

[infintyonhigh]

2004 // 2023

[souporsaladnatural]

Fan: “Hi I’m Tessa, and my question is ‘Were there any moments, like scenes or episodes, in Supernatural where you were especially proud of your acting because you had done something and you felt you did it really good or you, like, had to portray a really hard emotion?”

Misha Collins: [...] Uhm, there was a scene, um, gosh I don’t remember what season it was, I want to say maybe season eight? It’s when Sam is possessed by… Gadreel?”

Other Fan: “Season nine!”

Misha: “Season nine, I was really close. Um, and, Bob Singer was directing, you [points at Jensen] were back- uh- behind the monitors, and in this scene, uh, Sam, who’s now possessed as Gadreel, is coming up toward me, and Bob Singer- um, he- he was was a big fan of like 1970s cinema, and there was this one shot that he really wanted to get which was just me punching directly into the camera. Uhm, and then Sam as Gadreel was gonna pass out. And this was like kind of just a cool moment of just being like in tune with the choreography of the moment.

And so I threw the punch, directly into the lens, and um, and everyone behind, uh, video village, which is where they’re watching on the monitors, where Jensen was and Bob Singer was, um, started laughing. An, um, Jensen came out into- We were in the kitchen, we were shooting on location in the kitchen, [laughing] and Jensen came out and said, ‘Misha that was fucking hilarious!... Oh, you weren’t kidding.’ Cause he registered the look on my face and then he said ‘Come here.’ and we went back to the monitors and they did the playback, and the idea was the fist goes right into the lens on the camera. And I did this. [Weird arm swing motion]”

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Context! This was right before Jensen gave his answer to this question, where instead of talking about a scene he was proud of himself for, he talked about how incredible Misha's acting was in the confession scene and how proud he was of him.

Misha: (tries to be silly and self-deprecating)

Jackles: So You Have Chosen Soliloquy

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MASSIVE VEILGUARD SPOILERS ENDGAME SPOILERS

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really do want to like the Varric twist I think giving Rook an unconfronted regret in that moment is worthwhile and interesting and a good way to distinguish them from Solas (acceptance vs reliving). I also think its such an intensely personal betrayal by Solas in a way that can fuel a lot of interesting character decisions. I just really think the whole thing is stronger if the ENTIRE TEAM is under the impression he's alive. The Lighthouse is Solas' backyard, weaving that kind of illusion is absolutely within his powers. It removes the problem of everyone acting like a goddamn alien about it and also makes for some much more juicy interpersonal drama when you get back, as the entire team has to have it sink in all at once that they've been caught in a lie this whole time. I also think it could lead to some interesting ongoing threads with Neve and Harding. Harding would be doubling down on her protectiveness of Varric in the wake of a failure to protect him from Solas, not to mention likely confiding in him as (at least one of) the only other dwarf on base about her experiences with the Titans. In contrast, Neve is suspicious immediately, but playing her cards close to her chest. If Solas IS casting an illusion then who's to say if anything around the Lighthouse is real? Rook can notice her insisting on staging most important conversations away from the Lighthouse and locking off from Varric, resulting in possible interpersonal tension if Rook interprets her as resenting him for dragging her in here, or an alternative means of figuring this out through careful conversational management. I think there was a lot left on the table for this one idk!!!

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fuck i thought about sol bufo too hard again. did anyone tell him he hibernates when its cold or did he have to learn it all by himself. makes me sick to my stomach because i KNOW its not a reading of his character that was intended but T_T growing up alone where theres nobody else like you, or at least nobody who knows more about you than you. you have a history but no one to tell it to you. does he know the bullywugs are a family oriented people with really nice teeth. this is so stupid but im crying forever and ever. this city frog can hold so much cultural displacement and estrangement in him

[llycaons]

in hindsight one of my more insane responses to finishing jane eyre was being like hmm I didn't like this rochester fella. not my kind of love interest. kind of wild he was presented like such a great dude. you know who WOULDN'T lock a wife in an attic? lan wangji. that's right. #notlanwangji. but was I wrong tho

[jessaerys]

why is m/f mpreg unheard of in fandom. it's the only ship configuration that could make me take it seriously. when are you gonna turn your bisexual man into a seahorse

[mail-me-a-snail]

thought about him again .

[newtzii]

i have a big fat crush on the key from guilty gear strive

[itsjustlikefallingsnow]

sorry for having tired eyes and a confusing amount of overlapping animal motifs. as if it’s my fault

[manie-sans-delire-x]

Baby face demon mind 😈💕

[eltehdork]

How can i be burnout when i dont do anything? Im so tired and im so unmotived but things are finally looking up i should be happy

The plumbing is almost fixed after damn near 2 months without it

I finally FINALLY have a job offer after 6 near 7 months unemployed

Ive reconnected with my neice and babysit and TRY to care for the house even though im not great with kids and i cant keep this house clean its disgusting and i dont even know where or how to start im so tired.

But things are supposed to be getting better. And yet...i cant do art.. I'd rather do anything than focus on art. Play fortnite, read a book, go outside and STAND there, hell i keep getting stuck scrolling YouTube shorts and i HATE youtube shorts they're BRAINLESS and YET

Like what the hell is wrong with me? I cant focus on my god damn PASSIONS. I've not updated my minecraft blog in like 2 months because i just cant focus on art and its tearing me apart inside. What the fuck happened????

[communist-hatsunemiku]

i just dont think about characters and shipping and headcanons, i don't think about my 'blorbos' or whatever stupid word tumblr is using.

and before you call me out. Miku transcends all that stupid fandom bullshit, she is not my 'blorbo'. She is divine and I'll not see her brought down to fandom level bs

[brothfan1997]

much less aesthetically appealing than the last photoset but this is the first closeup i’ve gotten of this sea star’s symbiotic scaleworm (left photo)! it lives on the surface of the star and snacks on whatever it’s eating :) you can see how well it has specifically evolved to mimic the underside of the star’s tube feet!

mottled sea star (Evasterias troschelii) and its commensal worm (Arctonoe fragilis)

[sideblogdotjpeg]

i dont think ive ever related to sol more than in this episode.... a warm weather frog who steps into a cold climate for the first time and immediately wants to hibernate... yeah ....

[rigginsstreet]

i know we're not allowed to sexualize cops anymore or whatever but imma need some cop!steve harringrove smut im sorry it has to be said

[allgremlinart]

I KNOW she’s a fictional cop. I KNOW. but she’s also a milf with shredded back muscles and mommy issues and I only have so much strength