#ANYWAY THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES YOU'RE SO LOVELY HEHEHE

[cozylittleartblog]

As someone who is a fan of old Hollywood musicals from the 1930s and 1940s, I love your James and Clara pieces. This adorable OC couple gives off major Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers vibes.

I was wondering, will we ever get to see some full fledged web comics with these two? With the backstory you described, I can kind of picture a 42nd Street-style story that shows how James and Clara met and ended up starring together in their movie musical “Swingin’ Sweetheart”.

Also, if you were to draw Clara in one of the dresses that Ginger Rogers wore on screen, which one would you pick?

(On a related note, I think James would totally look great in a white tie and tailcoat.)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! :D fred and ginger were a huge inspiration for them, I saw the famous scene from swing time where they dance together in the school and instantly fell in love with them both, i've seen all the movies they made together. the characters had already existed, but i had to incorporate more of their charm and dynamic after that. the more old musicals i watched, the more i wanted to tell a story like them!

I'd like to do more short comics with them! though ideally if i magically stumbled into some $50 million dollars, I'd want to make a 2D animated film in the styles of singin' in the rain and cats dont dance. i have a rough plot in mind, it's just a matter of ironing it all out and making the thing, which... will not be for a long time, if ever. i refuse to sell them off to some studio that will make too many changes in the name of appeasing demographics and algorithms, and probably use it as a tax write-off right before release anyway, so it'd be indie or bust. i feel like with as integral as song and dance is to the story, doing it fully in comic form wouldn't do it justice, but there are shorter little moments and scenes i want to do with them in the meantime. maybe in ten years i can reblog this post with a trailer, if i am very lucky :') you're right though that that's what the movie would be about! and if i ever feel like a film absolutely wont happen then i'd find a way to make it work as a comic instead.

as for your last two comments... ginger has a lot of really good outfits, and i've drawn clara in a couple of them, but i suggest you look at my newest post :)c thank you for the inspiration hehehe

[waterfallofspace]

hey!! i don't usually send anon asks cos i get rly nervous but i literally just need to tell u how much i love ur writing omfg 😭 ur writing style has me up reading for HOURS you are by far my favourite snz writer i just?!?!?? i cannot even describe it like thank u for the joy u bring me bc holy shit?!?! kind of embarrassing but ur fics have me like rolling around smiling just AHHH so many emotions!! anyway so sorry for rambling but are u still taking requests? i'd rly like to request a fic :))

Oh my god- thANK YOU?!?!! AHHH~~ <33 I'm literally- without words?? this is so SWEET?!!? That's absolutely not embarrassing, I completely get the same way with authors I enjoy!! GAHH- Now I'm the one smiling, you have me blushing over here- you're so kind!!! I'm thrilled you enjoy them, that means more then you can know!!!

No need for ANY apologies, I'm quite the rambler myself~~ ask anyone I talk to on here, I'm a words person (if you can't tell by this LONG reply hahaha~), it's almost a problem- And yes, I'm absolutely still taking requests!! I have a few to get through first, but it makes me incredibly happy to get new ones!! I'm having a blast filling them, and it's still so shocking that people not only like what I post, but want to request more!! Thank you a million times over for such a sweet message!!! hehehe~~ I really appreciate it!!!!

[inkykeiji]

hi friend! I was hoping it would be okay if I send you a few more asks every now and then 🥺 I saw that you said you’re making bmb into a full novel— I am so so so happy for you and so insanely excited to see that! I was telling my friend how reading your writing is like taking a breath of fresh air because it just felt so real and immersive and it made me feel like it was already a book. So I’m just so happy for you and so excited to see that happen! I know an authors writing style is so unique to them, but parts of bmb and the touya nii series just felt like you had written them exactly the way I wanted to read them, if that makes sense. Anyways, I’m so excited for the todoroki twins stuff you’re writing as well! I think I’m gonna start the show to understand a little bit more, but I feel like I don’t have to because your characterization makes perfect sense to me. I hope you have an amazing day! PS. Your naoya fic was the first thing i read by you and I hadn’t seen the show, but I was literally in love with that fic as well! <3

hehehe hello hello!!!! oh my gosh bb of course it’s okay!! absolutely!!! come chat as much or as little as you’d like!!

I AM!!! aw ehehe thank you very much!!! <333 i am very excited about it, too!! like i said, it’s a very important story to me and one of my favourite things i’ve ever written, so!! of course, it’ll need to be edited and revised before it can be published, and there are already a few things i know i’ll be adding that aren’t in the fanfic (aka first draft) version hehehe simply for length sake. but WAAAAAAH STOP PLEASE I’M GONNA CRYYYYY THAT’S SO CUTE N SWEET???????? AAAAAAAAAAH PLEASE <33333333

i’m actually so so so glad to hear that you feel that way!! i know that i have a very distinct style of writing and it definitely isn’t for everyone (which is totally okay, of course!!!) but i’m always super giddy and warm to hear that (as a style) it resonates with people <3333 so thank you for sharing that with me, i really appreciate it!!!

EEEEEEEEEE ME TOO LIKE I CAN’T EVEN TELL YOU HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THE TWINS STUFF OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHH the more i develop the story the more i absolutely LOVE it and i can’t wait to finally share it with everyone!!!! hehehe good luck with the show, i hope you enjoy it!!! <33 dabi really isn’t in the show too much just yet, but tomura’s fairly prominent and a lot of fun <3 his character development + growth is really interesting to watch!!!! he’s just aaaaah a super intriguing character i could go on forever about him tbh!!

aaaaah i still don’t know how i feel about the naoya piece!!! like i definitely don’t hate it; far from that actually!! it’s more that i worked so, SO hard on it and read through it a million and one times and then posted it and i haven’t had a chance to re-read it, so i’m sure it needs a teeny tiny bit more tweaking and editing for sure, but i’m overjoyed to hear that you enjoyed it!!!

aw my sweet friend thank you!!!! i hope you have an amazing day as well <333

[catcze]

*the letter arrived today attached to a small box. Within the box you found a large fleece blanket, dark purple in color with a rose insignia emblazened in a violet hue into the center, and smelling faintly of lavender, a scent your mind immediately associated with Lisa*

Darling I'm sorry for the delay in my response, I've just been so busy lately! I've had half a dozen books go missing in the last 2 days, and rounding them up has been a nightmare.. And to top it off, apparently Klee, bless her heart, one of her treasures caused a small shockwave within the Knights' headquarters, knocking an entire bookshelf over. Jean forced her to help clean it up as repentance, but it still took the three of us a few hours I've hardly had any "me" time today...

That being said, while I was running those errands from work I had this wonderful idea. I know you said that you slept better when we were together, so I asked Albedo for some help. This is one of my blankets from home, that I use daily, so my scent was already on it. Albedo was able to enchant it with his alchemy to make it so the scent will never fade out! I know it's still a far cry from being wrapped up in your girlfriend's embrace, but I hope it will make you happy. I can just imagine your smile as you read this letter, and it makes me so so happy 💜

Venting about having to do actual work aside, life has been so good lately. I'm always in such a good mood, especially since we write so frequently these days. I do still miss you, and I wish you were here. If I started crying, would you come back sooner? I'm just teasing, don't worry. I made sure Sucrose knew that too, otherwise you know that girl would worry about me forever. She's sweet like that, but still nowhere near as sweet as you 💜

Jean and Klee both asked me to tell you they miss you(well those were Jean's words. Klee wants you to know she has a new "treasure" to show you). We all miss you.

I hope you're well when you read this letter, and that the blanket will help. If I'm lucky, it'll tempt you to come return it to me in person in exchange for the real deal, hehehe~💜 I'm going to give you so many kisses when you come back to me, probably more than there are stars in the sky. I think that would be fitting, don't you starlight~? Have you ever thought about that actually; how many things we do infrequently, but if you think about it you've probably done them millions of times in your life? It's so fascinating to me honestly. How many times do you think you've inhaled and exhaled in your life? That number must be in the trillions! Hehe... I'm sleepy rambling again. Time to get sappy.

I love you so much. I wasn't even exaggerating about how many kisses I plan to give you. I miss so much about you; the taste of your lips, that look you give me when I press my finger against your lip(you know what I'm talking about~), your hair, your scent... I'm enamored, infatuated... In love with you. Completely and utterly. I just wish you were here with me now. I'm sorry to get all whiny, I just... I miss you, my rose.

Also because I know you'll worry about it, I have plenty of other blankets, so don't think you've stolen my best one(I have two others identical to the one I've sent you). I want you to have this. I care so so deeply about you and I want you to sleep as wonderfully as you can while you can't be wrapped up in bed with me.

Won't you tell me more also about the adventures you're having? What have you been up to? What things have you seen? I hear they sell cameras in Liyue, if you've been you should definitely get one and start sending me pictures! I want to know more about what my babygirl has been doing~ Anyways, I'll call my letter to a close here, before I run onto another sheet of paper, hehe~💜

I love you princess. So so so much~

Yours Always,

- Lisa 🌺💜

[The envelope that arrives this time is bigger by a few inches, and it seems that it’s been spritzed with vanilla perfume. Opening it shows that there’s more than just the letter in there–– there are several glossy photographs as well. They’re a little amateur, with a few being blurred slightly, but the enthusiasm to take the photos and send them back home is evident. They consist of mundane things like the clouds against the blue sky, the lights of a beautiful city at night reflected on a river, or a picture of some sort of foreign dish, still steaming hot. One picture in particular is simple: a figure contrasted by the light of the setting sun in the background, hands curved together to form a heart shape with their palms and fingers. On the back of this particular photo is written ‘Miss you very much. I promise to come back home soon <3′ and a pretty pink lipstick mark.] 

⠀I hope these photos will suffice, dearest. I’ve picked up a camera as you’ve suggested, but I’m unfortunately still getting used to it. Still, I’ve taken some photographs of some of the everyday things that i see here. Everywhere I look, I can’t help but wish you were accompanying me where I went. But! When I come back, I’ll be sure to bring the camera with me, and we can take plenty of pictures together in Mondstadt. 

⠀Honestly, my day was going rather well. A bit slow, and there was a lack of things to do at one point, but I’m grateful for the rest. I’ve actually stopped at Sumeru, and I’ve settled down here for a bit before I go on my way again. I managed to talk my way into observing several lectures at the Sumeru Academy for a bit, since I got curious about how it was for you when you still attended here. I don’t plan to stay for very long, but one of the scholars who agreed to let me watch has a class tomorrow, and rather bright and early as well. Ah, I do hope I manage to wake up on time, I’d hate to take their hospitality for granted. 

⠀Aside from that, the gift you sent me definitely made my day! The blanket you’ve sent is such a comfort–– much better than the ones I’ve been using. It was a lovely surprise, and it brings back so many memories of my home with you. It’s a wonderful gift, one that I’ll keep by me at all times. Send my thanks to Albedo, as well please, and tell everyone back home that I miss them very much as well (But shhh, don’t let them know that I miss you most of all 💞)

⠀You’ve had a busy day, please rest if you’re tired! As much as I adore you when you’re sappy, I’m sure it wasn’t easy dealing with those missing books and the mess in the library. Promise me you’ll get some rest and dream of me, alright? Dearest, I don’t mind if your letters come a little late, as long as I know you’re well-rested and safe. I hope no one got hurt in the little shockwave and in the fall–– promise me you’re all okay? Much like you would come to me the moment I ask, know that I would also do my best to come back sooner if I hear that you’re sad or hurt. I can’t have your smile disappearing now, can I?

⠀When I come home, I’ll be sure to return every kiss and ounce of affection you give me, sweets. Ah, I miss hearing you call me ‘Starlight’ in person. It always used to send butterflies in my stomach, and even now I get a rush just from reading it. I’m very much in love with you too, dearest. I always will be. I miss you more and more each day that we’re apart, but I suppose that distance makes the heart grow fonder? You make me so happy, and merely thinking about you is enough to lift my spirits. Look at that–– even when we’re apart, you’re still affecting me in such good ways.

⠀Haha, and it makes me glad that you’ve still got blankets to spare. I’d hate to have stolen your best one, after all, though it is sooo comfortable. Your gift means the world to me, dear. Thank you again 💞 I have to stop here as well–– I would hate to make you read so much if you haven’t rested yet. I love you so much as well, and know that I dream of you, Lisa. 

⠀––Catte 💞

[lunatens]

HI LUNA I'M SO SORRY I'VE BEEN MIA BUT IM BACK NOW EHEHEHE lksjdflksd i love spelling it's just so interesting how words,,, come together?? like what? who ever thought? why not add those extra u's in there? THANK YOU I WROTE ONE ESSAY PER DAY SO NOT THE MOST PRODUCTIVE BUT LIKE I GOT THEM DONE AND THEY'RE PRETTY OKAY IMO SO YAY!!! slkdjfkds i read that as "you're too young" and i was like '??? okey dokey' but it's true!! i could never art haha i mean obv practice but,,, i'll stick to ++

NO WORRIES AT ALL BB IT IS A-OKAY 😎😎 BUT WELCOME BACK HEHE 💖💘💘💓💓

woAH an essay a day :o listen that sounds pretty productive to me and u know what doing something every day is better than nothing!!! 😌😌😌 which is what i did oops haha the new semester starts monday and i haven’t finished my final film backgrounds yet aaaaa i’m pROUD !! u wrote those essays!!!!!! best writer ever i think 🤩🤩

SLFKDKSJ YES ITS SO TRUE like ah yes,, gotta,,, study their personalities and stuff mhm yes homework it’s important 😌 aND YES TBZ = WOWOWOWOW 🥺🥺 such amazing boys (or..boyz hehe)

AND YES UR ASKS LITERALLT MAKE ME SO HAPPYYYYYY 😭😭😭 i love them so much ok it’s always so fuN to come on here and be like ohohoho what does 🌻 have to say today!!!! you’re always so sweet and so funny i 😭💖💘💘💘💓

oh yes it’s bang chan lol!!! too many chans 😳 but yeah idk why he just gave me chan vibes so i was like i dub thee chan and that was like two years ago i think? so then i was like well gotta name them all after idols now ig 🥴 but yeah it’s not something i like go out and tell people really so we good 😌😌

LOL as you can see it was not on anon but yes that’s ok!!! i’ve seen u in my notifs hehehe and now i know it’s you!! 🤩🤩 now we can be moots hehe alsO UR NAME IS STORM THATS SO COOL :O

ALSO OKAY Y/N IS 🧠🤏SMALL BRAIN OK don’t ask me why in sm!aus i always gotta make y/n be ✨extremely stoopid✨ at least to some degree glsksk but grrRRR tbh girl needs to have some sense knocked back into her 😤😤dw dw it’ll all be ok in the end or will it?👀

OFMGKSK HOME RUN ON THE LATE LATE SHOW 😭😭😭😭 THEY DID SUCH A GOOD JOB i loved the concept omg 🥺 also dw it’s okay i’ve watched the performance on youtube like a million times (my dad walked in and was like they have a lot of backup dancers and i was like No That’s Just Them)

i’m glad you’ve been doing well!! i’m so sorry things there have been so bad though, i hope you’re doing ok with all that pls you can always talk to me as much as you want about it!!!!!! gosh what a week indeed, i hope things will start to get better soon even if it’s just a little bit at a time 🥺💖 it will be okay!

DLGKJS YOURE SO SWEET I CANT—i’m feeling good though and eating and drinking water and sleeping and all that jazz!! i’m..not being as productive as i should but it’s so hard to motivate myself to do school stuff when i’m at home on break 😔 i’m going back up north tomorrow though! which i’m a lil not looking forward too skfjdjsj mostly because i don’t wanna go back to school where i have like basically no free time at all 😭😭 oh well in 4 months i’ll be done forever 😼😼

ANYWAYS that was so sweet of u like my heart is 💗💗💗💗 omg 🥺🥺 also all those questions back at you how are yOU are you taking care of yourself??? getting outside and stuff?? 🔫 i hope you’ve had a lovely day/night too!!!! forever sending u all the love 😌💖💝💝💕💞💗💓💘💖

[auroaddict]

Liebestraum.

"We're bound to break but my hands are tied."

When you read this, that means I already decided to completely disappear from your sight, and life. Can I say this is the very last letter from me to you? I'm being real this time. I'm tired. I'm so tired that this feeling keep haunting me. And I know you're the most tired one here. So let's make it easier for both of us.

This will be a really long ass letter, you can decide to stop here or continue on.

I was so happy, I was really am. We were, probably. Until these problems come, and I keep messing up everything. Truthfully, when I decided to leave on March, I really decided to. But I don't know, I can't hold myself whenever it comes to you. When I heard something bad happened to you, I wanted to be there to hold your hand, or supported your back. I wanted to be the shoulder you can lean on and the reason behind your smiles. I wanted to stay beside you when you need a hug, or person to talk to and cry with.

And as the time went on, I only thought that I just need to be there for you but forgot about myself whom needed you too. The conclusion in my mind was you'll stay there for me too like I did, and will keep accepted all of my flaws and we'll be fine. Such a fucking toxic thought, I know. I hurted you so much because of that. Without knowingly, I took advantage of it while thinking that everything we did was for our sake. Sounds like a cliche excuse, of course. But you know, I was just like living another person's live these days. It's not really me, I know. The part of me that needed you still screaming inside asked myself to comeback to you. But just as you said, let's end this and live our lives separately.

I'm not asking for your forgiveness, at all. That's fully your right to hate me, as long as that makes you feel better. And I know you'll hate me since I decided to end everything this way. I was planning to completely disappear without a word but I know that wasn't so me. So here I am. I don't know if you read this through Kean's or your personal initiative but if you end up hate me more because of this, I won't complain. Since I definitely not your best choice. But I'm not lying when I told you that you are my best choice.

That was the best step that I've made to sent those menfesses -almost- 2 years ago. That was the best step that I've made when I confessed my feeling in 4 a.m in the morning. You were the only one that can make me lost my mind this bad. But still, I won't regretted the fate led me to you.

Anyway, I want to thank you for ever intended to make a story about us. I haven't read the one you told me to, and I think I'll never be able to. I'd love to read it but, our story is always buried inside my mind and heart for a long time. The story about a heartless beast and beautiful princess.

And I heard you just learned to be a Potterhead? Such a poor, I really wanted to talk a lot about it with you. But I know this is too late. Or another time will come? I don't know. But I'm fully sure everything will be different until then. Oh, I'm sorry for still asking about you secretly. I'll stop by the time being. Process is what matters, right? Hehehe.

Okay. Back to the topic.

I deeply apologize, if whatever happened between us or while you were with me makes a big scar in your heart. I'm so sorry that being with me makes you regretted so much good things that could happened to you. I messed your friendship (eventhough that time we both knew how toxic the situation was). I messed up your relationship. I messed up your life here. I'm sorry for my existence in your life, to be honest. If only I can make you choose, I'll chose you to didn't greet me with that no mention tweet. That was the best choice for me, but I know it wasn't to you. So, I want to apologize to you for that.

And, the last, I want to thank you. Thank you for being my best choice. Thank you for all the sacrifices you've made for us, for me. Thank you for being such a strong girl for me. Thank you for the love and care you've showered me. Thank you for teached me how to love and loved by someone, to care and cared by someone, to be someone's. And, thank you for being you. The girl that was once mine. That was own my heart and body completely. The girl that was being the most precious and loveliest companion I've ever had in this world. My one in million that I'll never found ever again, Liana.

I wish you the best in your life, family, friends and school or job. Please, please be happy. I beg you to never cry, especially for me. Stop wasting your tears for a jerk like me. There was no happy ending for us, like the one we always imagined. I'm sorry I couldn't make it for you. Take care of yourself well, and don't skip your meals. Don't eat too late so often, it will makes me worry. Don't worry about me (I know you wouldn't) because I'll live my life happily just like when we were together. Remember that yourself is so loved, and precious as a person. As who you truly are. When things get hard, just remember how strong you are to pass this one. Thank you for all the memories. This is not the end, once again, this is our new beginning. Stop reading the same book and write the new chapter instead. I know you can, we will be able to pass through this.

Until we meet again.

From the man who lost,

Aaron / Joon.

[looselucy]

I KNOW you must have answered this before but I've been searching and I can't find it, but I was wondering what your favorite chapter or scene is from each of your stories- in terms of writing? You're such an amazing writer and I'm curious to know what you think are your best written moments. LOVE YOU❤❤❤

OOOOOOOOOH THANK YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE QUESTIONS LIKE THIS! I think I may have answered for individual fics, but not all my fics so LETS FUCKING GO!I’m gunna do this under the cut because I have a lot of fics, so this is bound to get lengthy.

SO, my personal favourite parts from each of my stories!

Butterfly BoySo I do have a few personal stand out moments in BB. From when he helps her throw up, to their first kiss, to when she tells him she loves him, when they listen to Songbird together, every second of Mike Jokes, but I think when he finally admited he loves her… kills me. It genuinely feels like we wait so long for it and then to hear that he’s felt that way for so much longer than she has, and how he thinks she deserves better. It hurts.

“I am in love with you, Pippa. I have been in love with you for longer thanI’ve even liked you. I… I remember the exactmoment I fell in love with you.” “No you’re not.” I gasped, no idea what else to say.“Last November. I hadn’t even lived with you a month. Me and Zayn… We wentdrinking, and then we got back and you started drinking with us. You-you dranktoo much and you threw up. I walked into your room and… and I found you likethat and… I helped you. I sat on your bathroom floor with you, and helped youthrow up. You were barely dressed, slumped between my legs… sitting against melike you belonged there. You wereabsolutely fucked, but you were still so witty. You were so funny and so sharp…How could I not fall in love with you?”

This is why I love the scene where she first tells him so much, because he reacts so badly because he’d tried so fucking hard to get over her, and he was finally getting somewhere. It’s fine. I’m fine.

The Faux AffairAs you all know… this fic is the one I’m most proud of by miles. I don’t know if there are as many like… stand out moments in the story as there are in like BB, but I think as a piece it’s much better, and the imagery is stronger and the was I planned it and the hints dropped, it was all very precise. So I personally like scenes like the break up scenes, the nightmares, any mention of sunflowers and just generally the journey that Ren goes, y’know?HOWEVER, when they have sex. I’d never written anything quite like it before and it scared the shit out of me and when I posted it I went offline for hours just avoiding what people were saying because I was so nervous, but I still feel very proud of it.

In every possible timeframe, in every universe and every past-life, every dreamand every possible continuum, he had fallen in love with Florence DaisyValentine. Time and time again.

And I think as well… it’s just what that moment means for both of those characters. How substantial it is for both of them just being in that moment and feeling what they’re feeling. My ultimate couple.

The Lamb and The LionI love those little bastards so much. The chemistry and the history they have became this like thing that was almost out of my control. That’s why it went from being a one-shot to being this full fic like I had to keep writing them. I like that they’re far from perfect. They never have a stage where everything is sweet, it’s always messy and it’s always up in the air but they just can’t turn away from each other. That was fun to write!SO AGAIN, A FEW MOMENTS I LIKE! I like in the last chapter when he see’s George and you can just feel him being gutted and confused and kinda hurt and just… urgh. I also love the NYE when they’re not together anymore, but still very soft and painful. I love when he turns up after they’ve kinda ended things and says he’s falling in love with her.BUT, I actually really love when he turns up late to her part and she goes mad at him.

“I don’t need to beany more conscious of your schedule than I already am, Harry, and the fact thatyou can’t see that kills me.”“I see it now, I’m sorry!”“It’s toolate now! You shouldn’t needme yelling at you to realise what’s beengoing on with us for the past year! You should have known anyway! I am not justa fucking side character in your life, Harry. I’m toobusy being the lead of my own.”

I love Lulu. She loves him but she’s not gunna sacrifice herself for him, and he kinda does want her to, and I just love how she handles him and airs her feelings. I remember I’d been really looking forward to writing that scene! (I love a break up / argument hehehe)

AM GirlTwo moments for me here that really stand out. The first letter is always the one for me. It’s years old now but I’m still very very proud of it. The way it reads and stuff. I was dead chuffed with that.And then of course, the moment you realise that the letters are not from Harry the story is going to take this complete new turn and it happens in just a few words and the whole story feels and read completely differently after that. I love that twist. Die for a twist.

To WarThis story was written and alive in my head before I’d even really thought about actually writing a fic, and I very nearly didn’t, I just thought it was something that would stick in my head (there are a million stories in my head) but I’m glad I did decide to write it. I think the little bond between the two of them, and writing in that era was fun and different.And throughout, I was so excited to write the end. Everyone was ready for Alex to be hurt, or not come back, and I think it was good to write the other side of war, one that’s brushed over or forgotten a lot of the time, and that’s the people (women especially) who do the work at home. I loved writing that, and the way it’s not even a question to Alex that they’ll be together regardless.

“I don’t wantyou to feel guilty, for not wanting me anymore, Alex. I do understand. And I didn’t want you to feel… obligedto-”“Eve, stop.” He hushed her words to a halt, placing his hand steadilyon her leg. “You think… Do you really think this bothers me?Do you really think this would keep me from you?”“I don’t-”“I am in love with you, Evelyn. That hasn’t changed!” The more he spoke, the more comfortable she became gazingback to him. “This doesn’t change anything for me! It doesn’t change my feelings for you! I stilllove you, I… I still want a life withyou!” 

Vitae & MortemI knew this story wouldn’t land with the majority of my readers. I stopped and started writing it numerous times because, as much as I knew it was going to happen, but it was a story I wanted to tell and I was writing it for me, it’s still hard receiving a small amount of feedback, which I did throughout this story. But I just had this idea that I needed to share. So I’m chuffed I finished it.And I think my personal favourite moment for me as the author, is this moment, when Harry loses his shit and almost attacks the Krows when he hears them talking about Jax.

“You let go of me!” Hescowled, pushing forward, but I only pushed back harder.“I can’t letyou do that! They will kill you!”“I’llfucking scream if you don’t move!”“Harry, I can’t watch you die!” Ihissed back at him, worrying over our tones but needing to be clear with him. “If you go over there, he will shootyou before you’ve even got near to them.”“Letme go!”“I am with you, Harry. I will fightwith you and I will help you, but I am not letting you do this. We have to runaway from this. Now.”“I want to fucking kill them.”“Think about what ya doing.” I instructed, feeling that he was nolonger pushing back against me, easing a little. “Juststop for a second, and think. Please.”His nostrils flared as he forced himself to calm down, tears bubbling in hiseyes but I knew he wouldn’t letthem fall. I knew they’d beenspurred by anger more than anything else, and they blurred his vision as heconcentrated on my face in order to calm down.

That for me is a genuine moment from a character we don’t see too many genuine moments from. I think that was his real, initial reaction, and he truly wanted to protect her then. He forgot what he was there to do, and he acted on instinct, and his instinct was to keep her safe. It hurts me because V&M Harry is the worst and the best all at once and IT ALL HURTS!THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS I’M SORRY IT’S SO LONG!

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Clari I hope you're having a wonderful day!!! This is kinda a rambly message, so please don't feel like you need to respond to it if you don't want to!!

The medication I take gives me really vivid dreams and I had a dream about Dabi/Touya last night!  I think outwardly he went by Dabi, then Touya was for private use?

So me and him were dating, I don't remember us having any familial relation, but he definitely had the attributes of how you write Touya-Nii!

So in the dream, I can't remember what led up to it, but Dabi was hospitalised and I was there with him.

The doctor came in and told Dabi that he's going to have to take some time out to recover and lay off the drug use, he suggested activities or lifestyle changes, yknow that kinda stuff.

Dabi comes out saying he wants a change of scenery and wants to move to America (I'm from the UK) and live in the middle of nowhere on like a ranch or something to recover and maybe kick the drug habit (I think he just said that to keep me and the doc happy tbh).

Firstly living in the middle of nowhere is not an idea I vibe with, I'm quite happy having buildings and people around me.

Secondly, I was like, what about my family? What about your family? (I'm going to assume that his family was living wherever I was, and I don't think I could live without seeing Natsuo 😩)

So I remember not outright saying no but being like "Oh really? That's a new one, let's take some time to think about it before we make any decisions" Like I would never say no to Touya, but he definitely knew that I wasn't vibing with those ideas. I remember shaking my head at the doctor as like a "please don't encourage this" or just plain "help me" 😂

However, the doctor ignored me and said it's all a great idea and we should do it as soon as possible and all that business, so we did it.

So for whatever reason, when moving to America, we brought our cars with us (even though we drive on the other side of the road)

While still in the process of moving into the house, in quite literally the middle of nowhere, Touya demands that once we're all moved in, that he keeps a hold of my car keys.

In the dream, for whatever reason at the start of our relationship and living together, Touya always had my car keys, I guess so if I wanted to go somewhere I had to ask him? But after a while together, he would let me have them, or there'd be like the designated hook or whatever where they would go, so basically I guess I had the freedom to come and go as I wished?

So I was really confused because why did he want my keys? Where was I going to go in the middle of nowhere in a new country?

He never explained why he wanted them, but while we were still moving, I started sleeping with my car keys under my pillow. I don't know what it was meant to achieve, but it made me feel better 😂

I never finished the dream because I woke up, but like I said, his whole demeanor in my dream definitely reminded me of your Touya -Nii! Like I don't know if Touya-Nii would ever go to such extreme lengths of trying to isolate the reader, but the possessive behaviour definitely matched. Also, it might just be me, but he doesn't seem the type to seek medical attention when he needs it, nor try and kick his bad habit, so I don't know, I just thought it was a funny dream 😂

ANON BABIE i finally got a chance to sit down and read this thoroughly hehehe gosh i love vivid dream/dreams in general so much tbh i find them so intruiging!!!

okay first of all thank you for sharing this with me hehehe it’s magnificent omfg

the living on a ranch idea had me fucking SNORTING ahahahaha oh my god i love that so much

please don’t encourage this LMFAOOOOOOO AHAHA AWWWW also the i would never say no to touya is such a fuckin MOOD ugh this man i swear to god but anyway @ the doctor what a fuckin jackass LMAO but wait wait i love how you did it because the doctor said so/agreed!!! this is so funny anon i have endless giggles rn hehehe

OH SO HE’S LOWKEY A YANDERE HUH he totally took ur keys n wouldn’t give ‘em back until you earned his trust

tbh anon i could DEFINITELY see touya doing this if he thought it was best/necessary. like one million percent, it is SUCH touya-nii behaviour hahahah aaah this gave me such a good laugh anon bb thank you so much for sharing!!! <33333 sorry it took me a lil bit to get to!! i wanted to sit down to read through it fully and give it the attention it deserved!!!