#ANOTHER family member just died
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#ANOTHER family member just died#again bro#i hate everything#batty shit#rambling:#I have NOT been sleeping or eating well#I've been worried about school and consistently posting and my mental health#I wanted to post this week but I just had no energy#everybody's fuckin dying in my family and im scared that I'll be next#so I'm trying to uh get better#so I'll be off for a while#sorry if you wanted more stuff#you probably didnt but watever#see ya soon I suppose#I hope I get better I don't wanna disappoint anyone#bye guys#.......why did like. 8 of my mutals unfollow me. is a question I have.#okay bye pray for me if you even do that
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Something I always wondered about was Akashi's extended family. Because there was that one scene in KNB where, as Masaomi is talking, you see the mantelpiece in the house and there's photos of not just Akashi and his parents, but plenty of other men and women we don't know or get to see outside of those pictures. Did either of Akashi's parents have siblings? Are they older or younger? And if not, what about his grandparents? How many of them are still alive? Does Akashi's family keep in touch with them still, or did they lose contact after Shiori passed away? And for anyone on Masaomi's side, do they all share his cold, strict nature? Does Akashi have ANYONE in his bloodline he can turn to for emotional support, or is he truly all alone? It drives me crazy just thinking about it. What do y'all think?
#cuz im always in touch woth both sides of my extended family#if akashi had any aunties or uncles then it would be pretty shocking that they don't pay visits to akashi and his father even present day#maybe if he had another family member like that he wouldn't have felt so abandoned after his mom died idk#the way it seems it's like everyone in akashi's family is like his dad which really sucks#his family life just intrigues me so much#kuroko no basket#knb analysis#akashi seijuro
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//Honestly, I need someone walking in on Lambda trying to bring back someone from the dead Frankenstein style.
#//IN YET ANOTHER BIT OF INFO I DON'T DO MUCH WITH#//he only really does that for people that have been dead for a while/people who have died out of motor city's range#//usually a close family member that someone might ask him to bring back#//it's a tad more complicated to bring them back because he can't just log them into the respawn machine and they're back up again#//he has to make sure they're alive for them to do that#//and sometimes that means having to bust out the frog sinew and neck bolts to do it!#//and or having to smack them with a shovel until they're dead again because it's a very shaky process#//ANYWAYS hi again lol#backup log {ooc}
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Ok I'm thinking about kabuto backstory again and thinking about how unfair and fucked up it all is like
> be Danzo
> threaten local orphanage mother into returning to being a spy (by threatening the kids there)
> force them to send One Kid too because he "lost a man" while obtaining the intel he's threatening her to spy over (the kid is Kabuto, who volunteered bc he overheard them threatening the mother over this) (Danzo knows he overheard)
> train kabuto to be a spy while orphanage mother is off on her long spy job as well
> bait spy mom with the promise of keeping kabuto safe to keep her agreeing to work with you
> decide they both are too good at their jobs (????) Of being spies (that work for you?????)(they've been loyal this whole time????) So they're too dangerous and both need to die
> keep mom and kid away from each other as kid grows up
> literally DOCTOR FAKE PHOTOS of the kid growing up to make it seem like he looks totally different now???? So she won't recognize him?????
> give her the assassination assignment of killing the Real Kabuto (who she won't recognize) so they'll kill each other
> whoops, Kabuto survived and killed her instead, oh well at least Orochimaru's watching him now
I'm just like. How fucked up is it to threaten these people into working as spies for you "for the good of Konoha", and then decide that these people (who have given NO INDICATION of intending to betray Konoha) are too good at being spies and thus Too Dangerous and should be killed for it. But no he can't just kill them in a normal way. He had to manufacture an entire scenario so that they'd kill EACH OTHER while making the mom not recognize him (with the express purpose of breaking the kid's spirit) like BROOOOOO I know you ordered the whole Uchiha clan to be massacred (conducting genocide for the sake of 'peace') actually now that I think about it he ordered this of itachi. Ordered him to kill his own family. Of course Danzo would get off on making a mother and son kill each other "for the good of Konoha" he's almost fucking cartoon villain level of horrible past the point of logic EXCEPT there really are people this awful that have existed. Plenty of them. And they have also justified it as being "for the good of [nation]" like that's the Thing, he's a war hungry nationalist that has decided He Knows Best so he's going to fuck up SO many people's lives, up to and including his own damn citizens!!!! And this bitch thinks he deserves to be kage?!?!?! Fucking Hiruzen letting him run wild like this. He knew Danzo was stealing children and indoctrinating them into a murder cult (where, keep in mind, he purposefully raises kids in pairs so they view each other as family AND THEN ORDERS THEM TO KILL EACH OTHER)(AGAIN!!!! with the family killing, what is his PROBLEM) but Hiruzen just let it fucking happen. Spineless fucking piece of shit. He fucked Naruto up he fucked Orochimaru up he fucked up Royally with Danzo like come ONNNNNNNNNN
Rattling the bars of my cage rn at how awful Danzo is and how he was able to just. DO THIS???? I know the bitch is dead but he's not dead enough. Give me the glock.
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#sorry im just losing my mind over this. this changes EVERYTHING with kabuto#and you know i already hated danzo so much. but i just now realized his fucking obsession with making family members kill each other#it's probably for the sake of 'killing their emotions' which he sees as necessary to become a good ninja (*cough* a good tool for the state)#im kicking danzo's head in as we speak. the skull. or whatever was left after he exploded. probably nothing much actually.#it's not good enough I NEED TO KILL HIM SO BADDDDD HE NEEDS TO BE DOUBLE DEAD TRIPLE DEAD#QUADRUPLE OR PERHAPS EVEN INFINITY DEAD.#sets up an infinite time loop of me killing Danzo just to make sure hes super super super super dead#YELLING SCREAMING I HATE DANZO SO MUCHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#honestly as much as i loved sasuke killing danzo i wish itd happened later.#bc danzo's stinky fingers were in so many pies. he was set up as this horrible mastermind#and then he dies... what... 2/5ths into shippuden?? and what do we have now. cringefail sadboy decided to kill the world for his fantasies?#weird alien goddess?? bc all the world's struggles were clearly bc of an alien instead of any human fault???? or something?????#idk i havent gotten that far yet. but thats what ive gathered from online.#for as wonderful of characters as kishimoto writes he really isnt that great at overall plot.#compelling world. fascinating interactions. cool fights and mechanics.#unfortunately he set up a guy to be a big bad and he died before even halfway through and now we have to watch several hundred episodes#of the most Ninjas One Upping Each Other In Make Believe plotlines ever#like the 'i hit you' 'well i have a shield that blocks hits' 'well i hit you with a sword that cuts through anything'#'well i cast a spell before you hit me that makes me invulnerable to attacks' etc etc COME ON MAN it gets so BORING.#i miss the good old days of sakura fighting sasori. now shes sidelined to the medic tents bc shes a poor vulnerable medic or w/e#idk some parts of this is cool. but so much of it is unsatisfying. like the bijuu battle??? come on.#naruto making friends with kurama was great. the fight with all the jinchuuriki was pretty boring.#like come on this is supposed to be a Big Deal. aaaand what do we have now? another fucking bijuu bomb.#oh wait theyre all casting the bijuu bomb together!!! no worries naruto is making a bijuu bomb of the same exact size#so they counteract and shoot into the stratosphere and theres a Big Boom! wow! so original!#yawn. yawn especially at the madara vs kages fight. at least im enjoying the uchiha bros vs kabuto fight.
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Could you possibly write a story about Adam’s childhood? Kinda like what you did with Robin but for him
Of course, Lovely! It’s not very good, motivation is dead rn, sorry about that!
Prim and Proper
Adam Jones had appeared in his father’s living room when he was still just a small child. A child with a partner, his best friend, Robin.
Adam Jones had a simple first few weeks, learning how to appear human, growing relations with his parents and the Cities that were his siblings. They got him a dog he named Todd, because he was young and they couldn’t always be around. They were older personifications, and while they tried-- they couldn’t stay at home without a reason the humans would accept.
But it was upon their return from their most recent meeting that they discover the nature of young Governments.
Todd barking and pushing frantically against their legs, the frantic tugging of the Call from young Robin, demanding they hurry up and check before she shows up and checks herself.
The house is full of yelling when they open the door, from the cities they know had arrived mere hours before and themselves at the scene they had stumbled in on.
Adam, the child they took in as their own, on the floor- shaking and convulsing as he coughes and gags on his own blood and sick.
Their Government is new and young, full of flaws and not yet something solid or unyielding.
Their child, as it’s Personficiation, is new and young. He’s sick and frail and it shows in his feverish state that wanes, but never fully disappears.
It doesn’t stop Adam from sneaking out to cause mischief with Robin, merely gives his parents and uncles a good reason not to believe anything someone says about him being a menace.
Todd was a spectacular help for Adam’s situation, the foxhound always seeming to know when the boy would fall into another feverish fit and alerting the Personifications nearby.
It gets better as Adam gets older, though his body’s reaction towards any illness forcing him into a bedridden fever never changes. One parent always with him on his bad nights, keeping watch of the rackety rise and fall of their child’s chest as he breathes.
But even so, their son had always been prim and proper-- even if he had to learn how to eat and chew his food. Always knowing what to say, always with the childish smile on his face as he talks the overzealous law enforcement in circles, always gleefully showing off the hats he nabbed from the passing British Soldiers with Robin.
Adam Jones is always prim, always proper, no matter what happens.
#welcome to the table#wttt#welcome to the table au#family ties au#wttt gov#Congress was a menace just like Robin#their parents will hear no word of their wrongdoings#”my son? my son who is sick in bed-- his health only made worse by your horrid presence?”#“he would NEVER burn down your city. how cruel of you to accuse him.”#Adam likes dogs but he doesn’t get one often because of how short their lives are#Todd the Foxhound is a reference to Fox and The Hound btw#Robin has her birds and Adam has his dogs#not very long#idk what to write anymore#or what to draw#requests welcome!#if you blame Adam of any sort of wrong his parents may flay you alive#Robin’s parents know she’d mischievous but they will also tel you you’re wrong#when Todd and Robins first birds died the funeral was extravagent#I think the only time you’ll see either of them grieve that way again is if another family member dies#or one of them dies#they literally cannot live without one another THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER#rambling in the tags
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dad asking me about the manx gp earlier got me thinking about the body misidentification and incorrect death announcement which took days to correct back in 2022. i'd always wondered whether the inquest would figure out how on earth race and medical officials mixed up the severely injured surviving driver and the deceased sidecar passenger. i now know that, sure enough, it did. i but it has brought host to a whole slew of other questions.
#its not a very safe race. usually theres multiple deaths a year. and for 100 straight years it always had a fatal incident#be it driver audience member or marshall.#so i dont understand why on earth you would risk body misidentification by carrying your co-drivers indentifying tags#when theyre just as likely to die with you should an accident occur.#and because of the nature of ttt. usually violently enough to necessitate identifying items on your body.#they carried both of their dog tags in their uniforms. and because of the injuries to both the living and deceased could not be identified#by photo (which is fucking insanely awful). its such an absurd line of coincidences. and it lead to awful repercussions#a family informed their loved one had died and begin grieving only to learn he had survived#and another being lead to believe their family member had survived a fatal horror crash only to be told no. they'd got it he'd passed.#its so odd. its just so strange and i really hope they introduce measurez (or reinforce existing measures) to make sure#that nothing as horrible as this event ever takes place again
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Long story short, he ate a 1'20m/4ft (it's 4ft, I just noticed the typo on the image) long string while my mother wasn't looking (took him just a few seconds and he's obsessed with strings/ropes/anything wormy looking), we took him to the emergency vet, they made him puke and he's seeing dragons right now.
He's fine, only cost us about 90€ (compared to whatever we should've had to spend in an intestinal surgery this is very little), and he got the record of longest piece of string ever taken out of an animal in that centre, the vets were calling each other so they could see how long it was.
His sister Sofi was sleeping on my bed while this whole thing happened and was still sleeping when we got back
#avinox's cats#felipe#I'm only mad because my father refused to get him to the vet cause he didn't think it was important#he got mad at my mother because ''i won't be getting my new office chair then'' (Felipe's supposed to be his favourite family member#but he's not worth an office chair i guess)#the vet told us he could've died from that#and at least he drove us there cause i would've had to drive to another city and i really shouldn't be doing that#cause I've started meds for my ocd and it's what it says in the prospect and i had just taken it#also it was the same emergency vet as when my dog died so we weren't feeling too well going there#like something bad was going to happen#cause that's not our normal vet
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Late Night Thoughts With Achi: Consider- the reason humans yearn for sapient life out amongst the stars is because after evolving alongside other sapient species from our genus they've all been gone for like 40k years and we're lonely.
#we had other close members of homo around for so long#most of our evolution#and then they all just died off#and the closest thing we've got is the fuckers over in pan#and it's just not the same#i propose humanity yearns to have another sapient species around because we lost the ones we had before#i mean picture it from the perspective of ancient humans#you grow up around these fuckers and you start seeing less and less of them#and they're just- they've always been there you've been undergoing cultural exchanges and your cousin's grandma was one and so on#but there's fewer of them when you're young#and fewer when your kids are#your great-grandkids never see one#but they're still remembered they're still talked about#they become a remnant in the memory of a species#and even though nobody ever sees one of them again they know they should be out there somewhere#and even millennia later- when we've trawled the world and know for a fact that we're all that's left#we look to the sky and go 'there has to be someone out there somewhere'#there just has to be#because we didn't used to be alone#they were *family* they were *there*#there has to be someone#....damn that got emotional there...
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Hnnnnghgghg after a good bit of struggle I managed to fall asleep for two hours In This Heat (~27°c I would guess) and I have already had a nightmare what is this bullshsit
Now I am simply sitting in my bed in the sweltering heat at 3 in the morning and I need a piss and I'm covered in sweat and I'm too shook to do anything about my discomfort
#hey who wants to hear about my nightmare#k so all o really remember was watching this PSA#but the PSA was roughly 3 different PSAs in one#and all of it was happening to one person#we watched her parents die in a driving accident then her brother died from the police being roo aggressive at the scene of the accident#and she had another sibling who died from smth else cant remember what tho#and at the end she was told by a paramedic and you just got to hear her screams of anguish get louder and louder#as the paramedic listen off every member of her family one by one#and as a person who also has a family who she loves oh fucking god it was haunting#i just grabbed my head in a vagua attemp to stifle it and shield myself
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#huh. jason should have another family member soon 🤔 i mean i guess tyson to percy is the same as like. hercules to jason?#whatever. i just hope my fave wins :) i dont vote until i see 10 ppl#jason grace#percy jackson#nico di angelo#hazel levesque#thalia grace#tyson pjo#bianca di angelo#estelle blofis
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Not to be too personal or too much of a sad bastard but
Happy Father’s Day to Professor Layton, Miles Edgeworth, and Kyle Hyde.
These characters were the ones that were there for me when my real father wasn’t. I know they’re not real, and Kyle especially would HATE that I’m including him in this, but when I was a little kid peering around the curtain to see if my father was at my recital and always seeing an empty chair next to my mom, I always knew that those three would always be there for me, if I just turned on my DS.
They never let me down and if I am a kind, considerate person, if I am a true gentleman, if I believe in justice and that standing up for others is important but not as important as standing with others, if I believe in second chances and forgiveness and the infinite nuance in people and their ability to change and be better… it is because of the example set by these characters. They’re not perfect but they’re actively trying and they make me believe that I can, too. That even when I’m not being the kind of person they’d be proud of, that I can still try a little harder and it’s never too late to start anew.
So yeah. Happy Father’s Day to Professor Layton, Edgeworth, and Kyle. 🤎🩷🖤 And especially to my biological father, I wish him a Father’s Day. I hope wherever he is, he’s having a day. ❤️
#not going to tag because this is personal#but my followers get to see it#yeah I have daddy issues what of it#you would too if you knew you were gay in the second grade and your father owns more than one red hat#you would too if your younger brother died when you were six and when you were eight your father told you he ‘wanted another son#and got you instead’ thereby making you an elementary schooler with survivors guilt who actively daydreamed about a world#where your brother lived and you died so your dad was finally happy#you would too if your father actually accused you of personally being involved with stealing the 2020 election#you would too if you told him he was the reason that you felt like god couldn’t love you the way you were and he responded ‘and I stand byit#you would too if when you told him you were gay his first response was no you’re not#and his second was ‘if you marry a woman you won’t be welcome in my home anymore’#you would too if you grew up in a house where the idea that family is forever#felt more like a threat than a comfort even though one of your nuclear family members had died#so yeah wherever he is having not heard from his kids today I hope he feels even just a fraction#of as shitty as he made me feel just for having the nerve to exist#and thank you to the characters I loved when I was a child for helping me believe there were still good men out there
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HOWEVER !!!!!!!!!!
#i recognize that not everyone we're soulmates with are meant to be in our lives forever#sometimes it's a couple years. sometimes a lifetime. sometimes it's days. regardless i'm doing better than i was then#in so many ways#but i have a lot more growing to do of course. as we all do. i've been trying to reflect. i constantly feel drained and i haven't had a job#idk what's wrong with me or what to do with myself or my life man#it feels like i'm a chrysalis#i'm in this cocoon barely existing while i think and grow#but i hardly feel human or like i exist and i haven't since my dad died#and i lost rae and my home and my friends and their cats and all their family members at once#i feel like i took a ride on the wings of another only to come crashing back down. but with way more knowledge and experience than before#because i'm in the same spot. living with my mom again. it's not that big of a deal ik it's almost impossible to get your own place now#but i'm not spending so much on food and eating way too much anymore#and i'm not as stressed daily as i was living there#i can't say it was better than here. but i miss it#i don't think i'd trade it though. i'm content here in comparison. i just wish some days that she had stuck by me#but it's okay. she wasn't in love anymore and knew our differences#i'm a lot better now it's just hard to look at it all in the mirror#personal#words
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all my family does is die man
#tuna.txt#i think another family member died my mom is on the phone w her aunt and she said ‘we only just found out that he was sick’ and started cryi#family death
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Trying to write a fic but the people on twt keep vaguely tweeting about the latest one piece chapter (#1088) and it’s giving me a heart attack.
#one piece#monkey d luffy#monkey d. garp#aokiji one piece#one piece chapter 1087#spoilers#one piece chapter 1088#spoilers lol#I just need my man garp to be ok#cannot deal with the thought of Luffy losing another family member#if garp dies I will Kms#just so we’re aware#also the fic I am working on is the soulmate asl fic#so you can blame Oda and his love of giving me heart attacks for the delay on this fic coming out#and not my laziness
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arguably one of the worst feelings is doing everything u can to not cry in front of someone but knowing they know ur trying not to cry
#i feel like the whole 'dont be afraid to cry' sentiment is reserved for men when like a family member dies or something#not for when im overwhelmed by something so stupid and small thatll stop affecting me in 5 minutes#i also hate putting people in the position of dealing with it because i hate when ppl cry around me#bc idk what to do#esp bc everyones comfort needs r different#which is another reason i hate crying like in front of my mum or whatever#she immediately tries to hug me and it makes it 100x worse and feels so suffocating#and ive told her that#but she just doesnt get it#last thing i wanna do is harm someone more when theyre in that position#i wish it was normal for ppl to just leave the room/let me leave the room as soon as it starts tbh#bugblock
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Etbit be known this is a robot voice type of night
#gamer txt.#making late dinner#i vasically had dinner while i was out with my gran but i had bteakfast for lunch so im craving that 3rd meal#had a thought bc of the robot coice though#imagine like your memories and personality get made into a digital copy and 6ears after yoitre gone your conscious is used to make an ai#and then you wake up. immoblie but seemingly able to move around tge entire conplex at the sane time and you come to realise whats happened#youre an ai in control of everythuing and the crew needs you so you act as though youre nothing but that#youre not about to risk the lives and jobs of a Lot of peiople just bevause youve been made into an ai#but then they throw a party and soneone gets the bright idea that you should be abke to drink too#or at least get drunk#so they drop a couple magnets in your server room and you forget for a little bit that youre not suppossed to be a person#you ask for food you mention havinf missed drinking you bring up anecdotes about family members that are too intricate to be made up#your crew is xonfused. yeah they expected the magnets to scramble you a little but they were expecting computer drunk not. person drunk#and you mentioned names when you talked about family so someone looks them yp and theyre all real with the exact relation you mentioned#and they keep throwing partyies they keep messing with your servos and inhibitions so you can join the fun#and its becoming exceedingly clear that youre just as human as they all are. or at least you were#they ask and you dont have an explanation. you woke up like this and figured that.. well.. this was your life now#you died and now you were being given another shot. who were you to turn it down? even if it meant pretending to be nothing more than an ai#and thats all ive got for now but ill prrobsbly keep thinking about it
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