#ANONNNNN

[slowd1ving]

hehehehehe I'm making fanart for ouroboros soon...

*rubs hand together like a scheming villain*

sneak peek of me figuring out how to draw Ratio statue

OH MY GOODNESSS????????? HELLOO?????

this is cool as HELLL AHHHHH!!!!! you don't understand how much this means to me bro this is the first fanart i've received of any work; absolutely honoured and bowled over by this piece-also this looks so good already 😭😭🙏🙏!!!!

*rubbing my hands like the fly on your wall* bro this made my whole year (and next one too)

will be printing this out and just gazing at it while i write the ending lmao

no but seriously this is so sweet and awesome tysm!!!

[evildilf2]

just wanted you to know, and I mean this as a compliment, that your blog makes my gender dysphoria flare up

You can just say I’m masc it’s ok

[oldscoutblog]

Hi Scout!! How are you? I hope you're doing good.

-🍓

Hey!! I’m doing alright yeah and thanks!

And how you doin??

Been awhile!!

[inkykeiji]

How different do you think the power dynamic would be between a reader, Chuuya and Dazai? Because even though chuuya might openly challenge Dazai i feel like he is still the one in control and that he has chuuya under his thumb. Which is sad because chuuya is such a loyal man and even though i think dazai has a certain fondness over chuuya, he also wouldnt hesitate to discard him if things came to it :(

oh anon this question!!!!!!!!! this question!!!! i have so much to say omg okay let’s dig into it under the cut! <3

honestly, it would basically be bmb HAHAHA like i don’t see chuuya as a sub or even a switch tbh but he very clearly respects dazai even if he doesn’t particularly like him all the time.

ultimately i agree with you on all accounts; dazai is, at his core, an extremely selfish person, and he is more than willing to do what he must to secure the best outcome for himself/what HE wants, irregardless of who he has to hurt or step on to do it. i don’t think that that makes his feelings any less genuine—like you, i think he truly does care for chuuya and has a sincere soft spot for him—i just think it’s more a case of his selfishness outweighs pretty much anything else. like sure, he’s fond of chuuya, but that doesn’t mean he’ll keep him around if he becomes a threat—that fondness isn’t strong enough to counteract his selfishness. if chuuya begins causing problems or threatening whatever it is dazai wants, he’s gone in an instant, personal feelings set aside for whatever dazai’s ultimate goal is.

if you start siding with chuuya too often, he’s gone. if you start to favour chuuya instead of dazai, he’s gone. if you start disobeying and listening to chuuya’s demands and orders over dazai’s, he’s gone. if chuuya starts to push back too hard, and dazai decides it’s too much work to keep him around and keep reigning him in and stomping him down back into some unstable state of ‘submission’, he’s gone.

however, i think chuuya knows dazai really well—perhaps even better than dazai believes he does (although dazai is so fucking perceptive i’m not sure this would even be possible ahaha)—and he’d know which buttons to press and when to keep himself ultimately safe and a part of the relationship, irregardless of the fact that dazai knows just how to get under his skin and chuuya is quick to anger/react. if chuuya really loves you, and he knows his only chance at being in your life and having any part of you at all means he has to share with dazai, means he has to play dazai’s game, then he’ll grit his teeth and fucking do it. for you, and only for you.

i think that as long as chuuya is willing to submit to dazai in some way and allow him to have and own that ‘leader’ or boss title, the relationship works fairly well. i don’t think chuuya necessarily has an issue with authority or being given orders, but i do think he pushes back and challenges things he doesn’t agree with, so that’s where most of their fights or clashes would stem from (aside from the obvious of dazai provoking him simply to get a reaction + entertain himself). it would mostly be concerning matters surrounding you—dazai thinks one thing is best for you, chuuya disagrees and pushes back as hard as he can while still keeping that delicate power balance and enabling himself to stay a part of this relationship. dazai isn’t exactly a tyrant though; not when it comes to chuuya, anyway. he values his opinion and he’ll hear him and his opposing argument out before he makes a final decision. there will be times where chuuya will have to swallow his pride and let dazai do what he wants even if he doesn’t agree with it, and there will be moments where dazai’s impeccable manipulation gets to chuuya and he’s tricked into believing dazai’s in the right and it was him in the wrong all along. ultimately, though, chuuya has enough of a sense of self preservation to know when to back the fuck down.

i think they’d even be able to cooperate at times tbh! and i think they’d both be able to find enjoyment in like, coming up with sexual punishments with you together or coming up with fun surprise outing ideas for you etc <3 because while they both heavily clash in the anime, they also fight like they’re pieces of the same puzzle and can, when they want to, fit perfectly together <3

[prettyboykatsuki]

tokoyami would write you love letters, I KNOW he would, he gives off the vibe that he’s quiet but super well-spoken when he has time to put his thoughts into words

i will literally collapse fjkfdkjldslk stop this madness this would KILL ME. oh thats sooo fucking romantic. him sitting at his desk with like an ink pen and nice paper bc hes so classical pouring his heart out about how much he likes you. all those metaphors.

he cant work up the nerve to give it to u but dark shadow does it for him n thats how he confessed anon im going to die

[redlegend-a]

i just got done iconing the growlithe....

[gaystan]

i am on the FLOOR

i definitely think kyle is bi/gay but i want to entertain the possibility of straight kyle for a moment because i think it’d be REALLY fucking funny

[buwheal]

We can't hear it Spam, but it's real to you. I get auditory hallucinations a lot, and usually what helps me is a distraction. Maybe... name 5 things you can see? Or make paper airplanes with old messages, or draw some pictures. Otherwise, I'm sure someone has a crossword or story they can send you to help you out!

[ireallylikedmc]

Sooonnヽ( ᐖゞ)

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Personally, I don't see the appeal of Shoko.

Please convince me why I should. I'm curious.

ANONNNNN YOU’RE MISSING OUTTTT WHAT THE HELL 😔😔😔😔 okay i’ll give you a pass because her character writing is very subtle. but she’s just…… so interesting!!!!!!

honestly i have a Lot of things i like abt shoko…… getting the obvious out of the way; she’s Gorgeous. most beautiful woman in the whole wide world. look at her!!!!!!!!!! :((((((((((

bUT THAT ASIDE . to me, the most interesting thing about shoko is her grief. and her connection to satosugu, obviously, but those go hand in hand!! i’ll die on the hill that she’s extremely similar to the both of them. she was also born with the burden of an ability she didn’t ask for, and she also became a weapon for the jujutsu society to wield. the irony is that she’s a weapon who Heals as opposed to satoru and suguru, but that’s arguably a worse thing to go through. in one of her phanpara voicelines, she mentions that it might be better to be out on the front lines than to stay back not knowing if the others will return in one piece…..

she’s just . stuck in such an awful situation. i think she’s seen far more death and suffering than either satoru or suguru . there’s a good chance she’s had to dissect her dying friends since she was fifteen. no wonder she comes across as so detached!!!!! no wonder she covers everything up with apathy or humour. she’s lost so many friends throughout the years. and she’s had to touch their corpses. i can’t imagine how much that messes you up.

but. yeah . her grief is just so, so silent. it’s almost always either subtextual or shown through visual imagery (usually her cigarettes)… it’s hard to tell what she’s thinking but it’s so obvious she’s suffering when you look at that subtext. her calling suguru childish for thinking nobody would understand him (implying she did), walking out of the room during jjk 0 when yaga declares war on him. picking up smoking again after gojo gets sealed, and she finds out that kenjaku had taken over geto’s body. (which is partially her fault!!! she was supposed to have disposed of it, but gojo tried to show compassion by not forcing her to. and that’s why kenjaku could take over.) the amount of cigarettes she’s smoking when she’s watching gojo fight sukuna….. etc etc . it’s all there. her grief is very silent and compliant and sad. but it’s so obvious that she loved them both.

basically; shoko is flawed, traumatized, desensitized, and kind despite that. just like satoru and suguru. she isn’t able to open her heart to anyone, isn’t able to be honest about how she feels, and she’s resigned herself to her role as a weapon. but she cares. she sticks around and keeps healing and never complains. i think she cares so much that she has to force herself into a state of apathy. she wouldn’t be able to keep going otherwise.

all of this is just my own take on her, but . imo it’s a take that the manga supports!!! we haven’t gotten any glimpses into her headspace aside from chapter 220, but we have more than enough subtext and interactions to analyze her character…. overall, i just think shoko is interesting. and wellwritten, in a subtle way. i hope akutami gives her the spotlight she deserves in future chapters because she has such a silent and unique role in the story…. it’s really hard not to fall in love with her!!!!! :’3 she’s just so cool…

anyway i said i had three reasons for loving shoko and her gorgeous gorgeous face + character writing are two of them . so i’ll end this by mentioning the final thing!!!!!! ….. which is that she’s super funny .

like. she’s a healer . but the first time we see her in the morgue she’s cutting curses open with a chainsaw. she’s disappointed when yuji turns out to be alive because she won’t get to dissect him. the students hesitate calling her for help with their injuries at night because they never know if she’s sober or not. in the light novel she takes gojo to a bar and calls him a big kid. in phanpara she complains when you put her on your team because she doesn’t want to do any work. she cheated her way through med school. she wore sunglasses during her best friend’s unsealing party. she made nanami and haibara give her a shoulder massage after they lost against her and gojo at an arcade game. she then forced a very grumpy suguru into taking a selfie with her. she’s so fucking funny and i love her <333333

[nastyc2nt]

what’s your main account?

Not telling!! It’s a secret for a reason. But for a hint, it’s a account that isn’t that well known and only posted like three times a year😂✌️!!

[sunlaire]

https://www.tumblr.com/sunlaire/765440306778947584/discovered-your-maid-au-literally-moments-before-i

He’s being lifted gently, his legs held just under the knees and raised up and to the side, and then he’s being laid back down on something soft and warm. The ringing in his ears makes it hard to hear clearly, but as it fades he’s able to make out someone calling his name. They sound almost frantic.

“—ohn, John? John? Can you—oh, thank God.” John cracks open his eyes and squints at the unfocused face of what must be Solomon Tozer, hovering above him. Lord, he feels absolutely wretched. “Are you alright? Can you hear me?”

“I fainted,” John croaks. The hand stroking his hair—there is a hand stroking his hair, he realises—moves to his forehead, palm up against his brow. It’s rough and cool, and feels wonderful against his fevered skin.

“You did,” Tozer echoes, and then under his breath, as though speaking to himself, “frightened the bloody life out of me.” Then he catches himself, and adds hastily, “Beg pardon for me language, sir.” The hand removes itself. John almost whines at the loss of it. “You’re burning up,” Tozer says softly. “No wonder. Here, I’ll go and get Mr. Jopson—“

“Don’t go,” John rasps desperately, quick enough to cut off the end of Tozer’s last syllable. “Don’t—don't leave.“

AAAAAAAHHHH SCREEEEEEAMMM YES YES oh my gosh, Tozer calls him John!!!! This would definitely be the first time he calls him John. And "beg pardon for my language, sir" oh my gosh he's so respectful. He shouldn't use such rough language around the other man. Anon yes, I love this 🙏!!!!

Tozer doesn't get any work done that day. He stays to look over Irving. Getting him food and water from the kitchen. Making sure his fever stays down. And hodge is like "poor dear," standing in the doorway a safe distance away, with a handkerchief covering his mouth. He's looking to where Irving lay pink faced and pitiful. To Tozer he says "Jopson has gone to call on the doctor in town. He'll be back within the hour. I hope it isn't anything too serious."

Ahhh and later after doctor macdonald came and went, (it's just a nasty cold) Tozer asks Irving if he needs anything, he says "my uniform, it's too constructive 😞 and the skirts have twisted from all my turning." He sounds miserable.

Hesitantly, Tozer says "I could help you out of it. So you'd be more comfortable." And is surprised how quickly Irving nods. So he helps unbutton the front. His large hands slipping beneath, over his shoulders, to guide the fever warmed clothes down his arms. And when the dress is pushed away, he sees that John is wearing a thin white top, the kind he's seen on women.

The action of divesting a women of her dress is very familiar to the ex marine and he suddenly can't help thinking of it now. Those darkened rooms port side, a woman sighing in his ear. How hed touch them, just like this. He puts the thought aside, helping get the skirts down and off him as well. John is slumped forward, weak with fever, cheek resting on sol's shoulder.

"there you go, sir. lay back now." and internally Tozer is just like 😵‍💫 Aah,h hh haa fjjskskfds

[andiv3r]

hello andys followers

GO AWAY

[edgeray]

i'm so glad to have found a blogger like you !! i am in love with arle so much AND I AM ABSOLUTELY fulfilled with all the nsfw contents i have seen/read. WHO DOESN'T LIKE SFW BLOGS, NOT ME. 🏃‍♀️

please continue writing and letting out your ideas, i am a big fan !!! (of course if you're well enough and stable for writing, pressure is NOT welcome here).

(you can just read this, i simply just wanna say how i enjoy this blog page of yours. keep it up !! 💘)

HI OMG TY SM ANON!!! I'm glad you're enjoying my content :3333 You don't know how much this means to me, especially when I've been feeling down from not being able to write/ post on here. I will continue writing, actually, I have multiple drafts and ideas in the works (I just need the time to write it, which I do now :)).

I will use this ask to announce I am officially not dead anymore. I am very sorry for the lack of activity prior to this but I'm kinda back!! I won't be as active as I was during the summer but I think I'll be active enough to post every few weekends, and if not, every week (and pretty frequently during school breaks). I have lots of ideas my grubby axolotl hands want to write.

I also hope to get to asks soon, slowly but surely. When I do, I won't open up requests (because I have like 19, exactly, I believe). To those who have been waiting since the summer for my requests 😭, I really apologize. I am a very tired axolotl.

On another note, I think I'll also start shitposting. I wasn't really a fan of it in the beginning, but I miss having activity on here, so I will :3

[asksamuellawrence]

The magician Anon appears in a small poof of smoke planning on showing Sammy a magic trick they just came up with, only to immediately suffocate and die from the ungodly amount of worms

-🪄

Lawrence is very concerned about the sudden fucking DEATH

R.I.P Magician Anon.

You will be missed. <3

[sttoru]

karina!!! imagine you and satoru have a really bad and messy breakup during college (or highschool) and after a few years pass and satoru is still inlove with you, you meet again somehow and makeup and get back together and get finally get married !! nd satoru told you that he wss deciding to propose after graduation but that never happened </3

in this au ow do you think reader and satoru would meet again in the future? and how do you think they broke up in the first place?

omg bae u should write this down somewhere, i’d definitely read it 🤭 !!

i think maybe they broke up because they had different priorities at the moment. i mean, it happens! i feel like satoru was probably too focused on making the best out of the present—perhaps dwelling on the past a little—and reader was already a bit ahead with planning out their future. they could’ve had a (petty but messy) fight about that, which could’ve led to their breakup

i think both reader and satoru regret their break up, but neither of them was ready to reach out to the other and make things up. so, destiny allowed the two to cross paths again & they meet at their favorite spot in like a park or something. the spot they used to go to as a couple :’) maybe they both wished to reminisce about those romantic moments and then BOOM! emotional reunion