#AND i didnt get burnt out!!
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Day 31: LOOP (...close enough!)
(psst-some of the drawings "interact" with each other! follow the spiral for help)
#chonny jash#angelo tag#jashtober 2024#IM FREEEE#this was so so fun to make#i wanted to have some type of end goal with this#because i knew that i wouldve given up on jashtober if i wasnt motivated with something#hopefully the spiral isnt too hard to see!#and yes thats why the borders on all the drawings this past month looked weird#luckily no one noticed!#very happy and surprised to say that mr jash liked the majority of these too!#this was a fun month#AND i didnt get burnt out!!#if anything im actually more motivated to draw lmao so maybe expect something soon#okay bye byeeee
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Barbara Ann Minerva and Diana Prince in Wonder Woman (2023) #10 (+ chappell roan, just because!)
these images are saved on my laptop as "toxic yuri.psd"
#barbara ann minerva#cheetah#diana prince#diana of themyscira#wonder woman#wonder woman 2023#dc comics#women in comics#tbedits#tbanimation#flashing gifs //#I JUST WANT TO GET TO KNOOOW YA ! CUZ I DIDNT QUITE THINK IT THRU#FELL IN LOVE WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU NOW IM CHOKED UP FACE DOWN BURNT OUT
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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punch out hc dump because yeah
sorry for dissapearing yall i was busy burning under the sun and having headaches, go go gadget autism beam
Glass Joe used to work at a Cafe that was run by his aunt, he usually worked there during the summer break when he was in highschool, whenever he goes back to france he gives the Cafe a visit and occassionally has some pastries.
Aran Ryan got sent to a wilderness camp by his dad once because he didn't "behave properly", he stayed there for a few months before the staff let him out, he hated it there.
Bear Hugger knows how ants taste thanks to a dare he got while playing truth or dare, he would not eat them again.
Piston Hondo has a tiny little garden he grows flowers & fruit in, he sometimes meditates there when he feels like it.
Bald Bull used to get into fights at least give times a day when he was in school, always got jumped or jumped someone himself.
Little Mac used to wear really bulky glasses when he was little because of his bad eyesight, he doesn't really enjoy looking at his childhood pictures because of this.
Great Tiger likes going on little sidequests out of the ring, you could call him asking for something only to find out he's sailing across the ocean or fighting someone in a denny's parking lot, you cannot catch this man doing anything normal when not working.
Von kaiser wanted to be a mortician as a kid because he thought it would be cool, he now despises the idea of working with dead bodies.
Disco Kid got his name from a inside joke between his parents, he refuses to tell anyone the joke but he insists its hilarious.
King Hippo really likes swimming, he finds it peaceful, he especially enjoys scuba diving & looking at all the pretty fish.
Don Flamenco has a bald spot on the back of his head that he covers up with another very tiny toupe, he got it during middle school because he kept picking at it from stress.
#punch out#headcanon#punch out headcanons#punch out wii#aran ryan#bald bull#glass joe#piston hondo#great tiger#don flamenco#missed me?? :DD#i was on vacay sorry for dissapearing yall 😔😔 my insta stories went hard though#thankfully i didnt get burnt too much but i still have some family over + schools starting soon so yeah
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im supposed to be studying
#resident evil#resident evil 4#ada wong#I ACCIDENTALLY MADE THIS CANVAS SO SMALL SO I HAD TO RESIZE AND NOW ITS BLURRY AHHHHHHHH#its fine but ITS NOT FINE IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH LOL#i had to switch mice for this. the other one was so slippery. i dunno if its because its wireless or whatever. that boy go NYOOM#changing the settings didnt help.#anyway. last week i finished the mercenaries and got leons rpd outfit. it was hell. it wasnt but i was in a rush so it was#i think after everything my favorite is still ada cause that grapple gun is everything. the hardest for me was krauser#krauser should have been the easiest cause you just knife everything but i kept slashing dynamite and had to redo the village like 10 times#it was absolute ass. he's the most broken character why would they do that to me#and then immediately after i started on my separate ways professional S+#its funny someone said the S+ was harder than base game. base game's pro S+ burnt me out so bad#i didnt touch the game for months afterward. separate ways S+ was a cake walk after. you dont even have to fight krauser ovo)b#the most difficult parts are probably the double garradors and the countdown to get to leon at the end#immediately after i got all my achievements I was plunged into a depression like no other. plus i had a discrete math midterm on friday#i am SO SAD. WHO WAS I BEFORE SEPARATE WAYS#i did the same silly thing i did when i drew Link. the shine in her hair says 'Ada' because i have to derive joy from somewhere
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hmm! super duper interesting how OCD is actually not super heritable, that its pretty directly tied to stressful events, the environment in which you're raised, and just a general feeling of loss of control at a young age. super duper interesting how its closely linked with impulse control disorders, anxiety disorders, and particularly avoidant behaviour as a means of harm reduction. really makes dick's sisyphean dedication to tearing his life apart brick by brick and isolating himself from everyone around him make a tonne of sense
#hes just so consistently like this the way he gets caught in these cycles#not even necessarily 'they would be better off without me' though thats there#but ocd can come with a heap of hypervigilance#and always being prepared and thinking of every single locus#and its just so fucking exhausting#to not just be in a room with a group of people#but scanning to see every possible outcome of every possible interaction in that room#like how could that not take a toll#but also how could you be in a team situation and NOT lead#because no one else is thinking 12d chess the way you are#so yeah bruce probably noticed the obsessive behaviour but didnt see it as a problem#until the impulse control and the oppositional defiance started#probably right around the age of 18 when he would have been getting really frayed and burnt out#hmmmmm#i have ocd
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GOLLY…/positive
ONE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT FOR ME…
I HAVE *ALL* MY WORK SO FAR..HEIVGHWR OMG
SO SOONNNNNN I get to work on my projects when school’s done!! [like my aus, I like yall like em BAHWAHW-
I CAN *WRITE*!!! [im usually a dry writer </33
EEEE I FEEL THE HYOE IOMG
#I was so tired and burnt out for so long I didnt realize how grateful I am to have it done#DONE#CUZ NOW ITS FINALS#AND THEN#poof#nothing more#YAYAYAY#knizuu is well…knizuu#i also get to celebrate birthdays and have fun oh wow
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the little jrue is Traumatized by the Horrors of working fast food
#me receiving surgeon of the yr award for a job i literally just started and consider part time nd dont consider myself that job title#i used to volunteer my help around the rlly Rlly bad traumas of chicago and was begged employment#management is weird af of course bcs it's basically one burnt out bitch with a bunch of other burnt out bitches (everyone else) and very#VERY understaffed. hence my last second 16hr i survived#i cant even go in depth anywhere on what i do vs what i get billed for cus yea. does not even compare#but yea it's str8 up pitiful this job economy and it always will be#at least struggle in smthing u like or struggle on the side while u work a real one or watever idc#OH a funny thing to note i drive past a sign of demar in a bulls uni cus they didnt take it down yet#and it's riddled with Gun Shot Wounds like it's hilarious#id take a photo but it's on a busy road where u get yelled at not for going over 50mph#why is his hat shaped like the butt of a bread loaf lol
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well at least i have side order to look forward to
#splatfest#smithyarts#splatoon#ngl i have been burnt out on this game for months but even then i used to get excited for splatfests#now i only ever play during splatfest but i didnt even play that much this fest because it felt like there wasnt much of a point#guess i was right
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//i know I’ve been pretty dead on here this past month and a half, but I’m resurrecting from the grave to say….. *smashes through ur wall* AHSHDJDJ ¡VAMOS ESPAÑA CAMPEONES VAMOSSSS! *throws confetti in the air*
Also, as proof that I’m still alive, here’s a cheeky wee munday foto below. Looking better than ever no? 🌚
#ooc;the gremlin behind the curtain#//ISTG THE ONE TIME I DECIDED NOT TO WATCH THE UEFA THIS YEAR//#//AND OFCCCC I DIDNT BRING MY SPANISH FOOTBALL JERSEY WITH ME -SOBS-//#//anyways I’m still so proud 🫶🫶🫶//#//also there’s a lot going on in this post but this is just assurance that I promise I’m alive despite being MIA for the past month//#//and a half 🙇♂️ i was just emotionally burnt out in June but//#//I’ll slowly try to get back into things 💕//
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Multiclassed wyll into a warlock/ranger. Best decision I've ever made, live your Disney princess with a gun truth man
#he gains heavy armour proficieny and can handle martial weapons greatly increasing the damage he can do while still keeping the magic from#his pact#he finally has a chance of fully becoming rhe blade of frontiers#him and my tav can both be magical living weapons together qwq#wyll ravengard#but seriously the ranger knight tirle was made for him#theres also a mage breaker ranger title if yall knew i CHOKED#my tav is a sorcerer and i thought picking that would make for one too many jokess and coughs jsbdnsbdvdhej#too obvious too easily funny skbsdjbd#then i think my second option was ro make him beast master i think to summon scratch?#i thought of giving him sleight of hand but we hsve astarion for that and#he need to put his back into working and stealung for the team to make up for his anti gnoming and general evil doings#pet peeve i hate calling being anti orc anti goblin etc racism thwy are NOT different races they are different beings entirely!#each being has their own races within them im sick! everyones using the incorrect term!!#and i have to use the blasted inaccurate terms with them to get my points across! hate it!#lmao guess which background my tav has from this spiel sondkdjkdm#back to wyll take your gun your crossbow you4 axe your l9ngsword whatever you want#now youve multiclassed#you truly can have it all#yES he got his ass beat right after (we had just solved racism and hadnt healed then being nice to glut backfired)#ge got knocked out for a bit from an opportunity attack i didnt see whoop#s#glut got big hands#he coulda used them for something else if he wasnt such a bitch#burnt his corpse jic#back to wyll again truly a defender of the people now and not solely relying on mizsnoreahs magic#maybe hell stop missing so much!#still i actually remenbered to play wyll as a warlock in the ending slavery fight and it paid off#him killing off 2 people with a bolt spell was so cool i got draw him finger gun blasting people
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my biggest piece of mental health advice is that it's ok to both see the real world for what it is, and be delusional about your life. it's also important to starve your anxiety, do not allow it to fester. do not allow yourself to spiral, your depression is lying to you. once you start feeling that building, put it down. LITERALLY stop it by any means necessary. go on a walk, listen to music, smoke a cigarette, play with your pet, go outside and look at the stars and talk to them like they're your therapist. you will not look crazy because there's no such thing as crazy, you are merely a human being that has had the chance to be alive out of the thousands and millions of years humanity has been alive. you are alive during your favorite series, your best friend, cat pictures online, and most importantly anything that's made you laugh lately. you have to continue with your one chance at this, you are still alive which means you have NOT fucked up your life yet. change comes. it hurts, it's fun, it takes forever, but with you working towards your love and goals and just continuing walking, the only way through is forward and baby your only stop still continues, you can not quit.
#this is all stuff ive done and continue to do#i stayed alive for the Tokyo ghoul manga when i was a teenager.#i stayed alive so my cat doesnt suffer or die or be forced into a shelter#i talked to the sky multiple nights a week when i worked at dairy queen because i was so severely burnt out and realized the only way#it was getting better was if i worked towards what i needed#and that was making Real Life friends. and getting a better job that wasnt sensory hell.#and continuing my art. and honestly? talking to a therapist but we didnt even start the program. i would not consider myself someone who had#therapy. we talked about my mental health to try diagnosing my problems and i realized she would never know me the way i do#i am high as fuck post nut clarity eating delicious leftovers and living my Best fucking life
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I've been actually talking to my irls a lot more consistently recently and it's been?? Really nice??
I'm horrible at texting irls like absolutely Horrible but I've been really trying hard lately to keep contact even though it terrifies the shit outta me--(idk why, I just. Do not have the same confidence level with irls that I do with online friends. I used to be confident w irls in irl situations but lately even that's been horrribleee like gen I am so awkward/self conscious irl rn 😭😭 it's painful)--and!! It's been getting easier!!
I'm honestly really happy and I think it's really helping with my mental health shdkdks
#foxie rambles#to the one irl who has me on tumbl r uhm i totally forgot u were on here HELPSJFJF i mean i did and didnt i typed one word before rememberin#but fuck it we ball#the chances of u seeing this r probably very low anywats#but yeah . its been uhm. nice#talking more often with u<3#i am way too tired rn i had a way more structured post laid out in my head and then. brain went Blank the minute i tried typing this out#i also tend to type easier in tags than in actual posts HAHAHA#but yeah idk i hope it goes well!! im still nervous about forming super close friendships (✨ abandonment issues ✨)#but im trying to not let the fear rule me#lifes been a lot lately 😭#trying to not get burnt out
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people will really see a post with good, healthy mental health suggestions and immediately fill the comments with negativity.
what the fuck.
this isn't a one time thing. the first comment of nearly every post i've seen related to doing actually healthy stuff is always like 'erm actually i do x instead of y and y has NEVER EVER helped me get ANYTHING done, EVER, so therefore it is BAD and does NOT work' (i'm exaggerating obviously but you get it).
like. just let people be happy and healthy? unless it is literal misinformation, just stop. you don't need to look at a well researched, well thought out, and logical post and go 'well actually i'm unable to do that so it clearly doesn't work for anyone'. holy jesus christ on a cracker.
for the record, i'm not ableist. i'm disabled myself. i understand that there is ableist 'get well by doing this' content out there and yeah, not everything works for everyone, but ffs, if you don't like it, just move on. you do not have to interact with and hate on every single person who has a differing opinion than you, or a different (healthy) coping mechanism, or a different get well method. just scroll past. it is not that hard.
(i rarely post negatively themed stuff like this, but i'm genuinely pissed right now. this isn't at anyone in particular, it's just me getting my feelings on the matter out.)
#was gonna add the last two paragraphs in the tags but didnt want anyone reblogging and cancelling me for being rude or whatever#sigh#i might delete this in the morning who knows#i should really start listening to those get well posts#and put my phone away and go to sleep#buttttttt i get some of my best ideas when its like midnight :(#im so percy weasley core#burnt out and sick of this xoxo#aj rambles#personal#not fandom just aj
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You know how I've been "working" on a Ling Picrew, well, it's been several months and I have had no motivation to continue it.
I sincerely do wish to finish, but I haven't been "doing okay" for a while, so I will let you guys play with what I had done for the longest time.
https://picrew.me/secret_image_maker/oSWSmODJ2obebfnq
Please enjoy and, if anything, leave suggestions or share your little creature.
#i have sheets of hair sketches and bangs symmetrical and left and right#i wanna add different ears and tails and stuff but that seems like extra credit#i had a goal in mind but it got so bloated with having variety other picrews didnt have#and just how simple the lil creatures are i thought i could make it have millions of variations#and it intimidated me so much that i just stopped#i hope you enjoy what i have to share and maybe it will inspire me to work on it again#but right now. im...i guess literally burnt out...not artistically but just in life...in general#picrew#please leave a review or a suggestion or your own ling...it would make me happy...it really would...but if not thats okay...#ill get better someday. but ppease enjoy thiss#little creatures#lewling#wiwi#hoardling#meanie greenies
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"People say I look happy
Just because I got skinny
But the old me is still me and maybe the real me
And I think she's pretty"
Skinny - Billie Eillsh
#cw weight loss#ive lost over 50 pounds in the last year because of medication and stress and sometimes the compliments really get to me.#being told “you look great!” by people who are only telling me that because i weigh less feels bad#and like. ive been having a ROUGH TIME#ive been in the psych ward and separated from my spouse and dealing with the grief from losing my second grandmother and being burnt out...#like im not healthy. but all that matters is that i weigh less right?#but now none of my beloved clothes fit and i dont know this version of my body#i feel like im in the wrong skin#personal#(also i didnt actually get “skinny” i just now fit in straight sizing. but the song fits the feeling so)#cw body image#disordered eating cw
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