#AND i didnt get burnt out!!
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Day 31: LOOP (...close enough!)
(psst-some of the drawings "interact" with each other! follow the spiral for help)
#chonny jash#angelo tag#jashtober 2024#IM FREEEE#this was so so fun to make#i wanted to have some type of end goal with this#because i knew that i wouldve given up on jashtober if i wasnt motivated with something#hopefully the spiral isnt too hard to see!#and yes thats why the borders on all the drawings this past month looked weird#luckily no one noticed!#very happy and surprised to say that mr jash liked the majority of these too!#this was a fun month#AND i didnt get burnt out!!#if anything im actually more motivated to draw lmao so maybe expect something soon#okay bye byeeee
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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punch out hc dump because yeah
sorry for dissapearing yall i was busy burning under the sun and having headaches, go go gadget autism beam
Glass Joe used to work at a Cafe that was run by his aunt, he usually worked there during the summer break when he was in highschool, whenever he goes back to france he gives the Cafe a visit and occassionally has some pastries.
Aran Ryan got sent to a wilderness camp by his dad once because he didn't "behave properly", he stayed there for a few months before the staff let him out, he hated it there.
Bear Hugger knows how ants taste thanks to a dare he got while playing truth or dare, he would not eat them again.
Piston Hondo has a tiny little garden he grows flowers & fruit in, he sometimes meditates there when he feels like it.
Bald Bull used to get into fights at least give times a day when he was in school, always got jumped or jumped someone himself.
Little Mac used to wear really bulky glasses when he was little because of his bad eyesight, he doesn't really enjoy looking at his childhood pictures because of this.
Great Tiger likes going on little sidequests out of the ring, you could call him asking for something only to find out he's sailing across the ocean or fighting someone in a denny's parking lot, you cannot catch this man doing anything normal when not working.
Von kaiser wanted to be a mortician as a kid because he thought it would be cool, he now despises the idea of working with dead bodies.
Disco Kid got his name from a inside joke between his parents, he refuses to tell anyone the joke but he insists its hilarious.
King Hippo really likes swimming, he finds it peaceful, he especially enjoys scuba diving & looking at all the pretty fish.
Don Flamenco has a bald spot on the back of his head that he covers up with another very tiny toupe, he got it during middle school because he kept picking at it from stress.
#punch out#headcanon#punch out headcanons#punch out wii#aran ryan#bald bull#glass joe#piston hondo#great tiger#don flamenco#missed me?? :DD#i was on vacay sorry for dissapearing yall 😔😔 my insta stories went hard though#thankfully i didnt get burnt too much but i still have some family over + schools starting soon so yeah
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I GOT INTO GRAD SCHOOL GUYS I AM CRYING AT WORK RIGHT NOW
This whole thing has been so difficult and I got my first acceptance today I'm so grateful I'm literally crying in this art gallery right now
#izzy speaks#grad school#i didnt get in the first year i applied and I've been so burnt out and i finally did it!!!#im going to get a degree in classics!!!#classics#academia#guys im so happy
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hmm! super duper interesting how OCD is actually not super heritable, that its pretty directly tied to stressful events, the environment in which you're raised, and just a general feeling of loss of control at a young age. super duper interesting how its closely linked with impulse control disorders, anxiety disorders, and particularly avoidant behaviour as a means of harm reduction. really makes dick's sisyphean dedication to tearing his life apart brick by brick and isolating himself from everyone around him make a tonne of sense
#hes just so consistently like this the way he gets caught in these cycles#not even necessarily 'they would be better off without me' though thats there#but ocd can come with a heap of hypervigilance#and always being prepared and thinking of every single locus#and its just so fucking exhausting#to not just be in a room with a group of people#but scanning to see every possible outcome of every possible interaction in that room#like how could that not take a toll#but also how could you be in a team situation and NOT lead#because no one else is thinking 12d chess the way you are#so yeah bruce probably noticed the obsessive behaviour but didnt see it as a problem#until the impulse control and the oppositional defiance started#probably right around the age of 18 when he would have been getting really frayed and burnt out#hmmmmm#i have ocd
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GOLLY…/positive
ONE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT FOR ME…
I HAVE *ALL* MY WORK SO FAR..HEIVGHWR OMG
SO SOONNNNNN I get to work on my projects when school’s done!! [like my aus, I like yall like em BAHWAHW-
I CAN *WRITE*!!! [im usually a dry writer </33
EEEE I FEEL THE HYOE IOMG
#I was so tired and burnt out for so long I didnt realize how grateful I am to have it done#DONE#CUZ NOW ITS FINALS#AND THEN#poof#nothing more#YAYAYAY#knizuu is well…knizuu#i also get to celebrate birthdays and have fun oh wow
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the little jrue is Traumatized by the Horrors of working fast food
#me receiving surgeon of the yr award for a job i literally just started and consider part time nd dont consider myself that job title#i used to volunteer my help around the rlly Rlly bad traumas of chicago and was begged employment#management is weird af of course bcs it's basically one burnt out bitch with a bunch of other burnt out bitches (everyone else) and very#VERY understaffed. hence my last second 16hr i survived#i cant even go in depth anywhere on what i do vs what i get billed for cus yea. does not even compare#but yea it's str8 up pitiful this job economy and it always will be#at least struggle in smthing u like or struggle on the side while u work a real one or watever idc#OH a funny thing to note i drive past a sign of demar in a bulls uni cus they didnt take it down yet#and it's riddled with Gun Shot Wounds like it's hilarious#id take a photo but it's on a busy road where u get yelled at not for going over 50mph#why is his hat shaped like the butt of a bread loaf lol
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well at least i have side order to look forward to
#splatfest#smithyarts#splatoon#ngl i have been burnt out on this game for months but even then i used to get excited for splatfests#now i only ever play during splatfest but i didnt even play that much this fest because it felt like there wasnt much of a point#guess i was right
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//i know I’ve been pretty dead on here this past month and a half, but I’m resurrecting from the grave to say….. *smashes through ur wall* AHSHDJDJ ¡VAMOS ESPAÑA CAMPEONES VAMOSSSS! *throws confetti in the air*
Also, as proof that I’m still alive, here’s a cheeky wee munday foto below. Looking better than ever no? 🌚
#ooc;the gremlin behind the curtain#//ISTG THE ONE TIME I DECIDED NOT TO WATCH THE UEFA THIS YEAR//#//AND OFCCCC I DIDNT BRING MY SPANISH FOOTBALL JERSEY WITH ME -SOBS-//#//anyways I’m still so proud 🫶🫶🫶//#//also there’s a lot going on in this post but this is just assurance that I promise I’m alive despite being MIA for the past month//#//and a half 🙇♂️ i was just emotionally burnt out in June but//#//I’ll slowly try to get back into things 💕//
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I've been actually talking to my irls a lot more consistently recently and it's been?? Really nice??
I'm horrible at texting irls like absolutely Horrible but I've been really trying hard lately to keep contact even though it terrifies the shit outta me--(idk why, I just. Do not have the same confidence level with irls that I do with online friends. I used to be confident w irls in irl situations but lately even that's been horrribleee like gen I am so awkward/self conscious irl rn 😭😭 it's painful)--and!! It's been getting easier!!
I'm honestly really happy and I think it's really helping with my mental health shdkdks
#foxie rambles#to the one irl who has me on tumbl r uhm i totally forgot u were on here HELPSJFJF i mean i did and didnt i typed one word before rememberin#but fuck it we ball#the chances of u seeing this r probably very low anywats#but yeah . its been uhm. nice#talking more often with u<3#i am way too tired rn i had a way more structured post laid out in my head and then. brain went Blank the minute i tried typing this out#i also tend to type easier in tags than in actual posts HAHAHA#but yeah idk i hope it goes well!! im still nervous about forming super close friendships (✨ abandonment issues ✨)#but im trying to not let the fear rule me#lifes been a lot lately ����#trying to not get burnt out
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people will really see a post with good, healthy mental health suggestions and immediately fill the comments with negativity.
what the fuck.
this isn't a one time thing. the first comment of nearly every post i've seen related to doing actually healthy stuff is always like 'erm actually i do x instead of y and y has NEVER EVER helped me get ANYTHING done, EVER, so therefore it is BAD and does NOT work' (i'm exaggerating obviously but you get it).
like. just let people be happy and healthy? unless it is literal misinformation, just stop. you don't need to look at a well researched, well thought out, and logical post and go 'well actually i'm unable to do that so it clearly doesn't work for anyone'. holy jesus christ on a cracker.
for the record, i'm not ableist. i'm disabled myself. i understand that there is ableist 'get well by doing this' content out there and yeah, not everything works for everyone, but ffs, if you don't like it, just move on. you do not have to interact with and hate on every single person who has a differing opinion than you, or a different (healthy) coping mechanism, or a different get well method. just scroll past. it is not that hard.
(i rarely post negatively themed stuff like this, but i'm genuinely pissed right now. this isn't at anyone in particular, it's just me getting my feelings on the matter out.)
#was gonna add the last two paragraphs in the tags but didnt want anyone reblogging and cancelling me for being rude or whatever#sigh#i might delete this in the morning who knows#i should really start listening to those get well posts#and put my phone away and go to sleep#buttttttt i get some of my best ideas when its like midnight :(#im so percy weasley core#burnt out and sick of this xoxo#aj rambles#personal#not fandom just aj
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You know how I've been "working" on a Ling Picrew, well, it's been several months and I have had no motivation to continue it.
I sincerely do wish to finish, but I haven't been "doing okay" for a while, so I will let you guys play with what I had done for the longest time.
https://picrew.me/secret_image_maker/oSWSmODJ2obebfnq
Please enjoy and, if anything, leave suggestions or share your little creature.
#i have sheets of hair sketches and bangs symmetrical and left and right#i wanna add different ears and tails and stuff but that seems like extra credit#i had a goal in mind but it got so bloated with having variety other picrews didnt have#and just how simple the lil creatures are i thought i could make it have millions of variations#and it intimidated me so much that i just stopped#i hope you enjoy what i have to share and maybe it will inspire me to work on it again#but right now. im...i guess literally burnt out...not artistically but just in life...in general#picrew#please leave a review or a suggestion or your own ling...it would make me happy...it really would...but if not thats okay...#ill get better someday. but ppease enjoy thiss#little creatures#lewling#wiwi#hoardling#meanie greenies
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Now that I'm over 12 hours after the fact. It's a little funny of the universe to take away my braincells and let me burn my fingers so badly I got to give my work a doctor's note saying I'll be out for the weekend. After I complained for the nth time that 5 day weeks aren't good for me and I can't wait til end of summer for it to stop
Blisters under the cut! It's not gorey I just wanted to show what I'm dealing with but it is blisters so
Big ones are circled with thicker lines. Small ones are w smaller lones. The docs note us mostly so I don't risk infection at all, cause he thinks the blisters Will pop (which sounds Awful)
#i didnt update tumblr earlier but in my defense i couldnt and also i went to my joyfriend to chill out with after getting home#i touched a hot pan today with both hands and burnt my fingertips so bad i was crying for like a half hour straight with them under water#my crying was so shocking to my mom (and separately my sister. she doesnt see me cry) that she took me to urgent care woth my fingers in a#cup of ice. cause it got too painful if they werent in water after about a minute and a half#the doc did say it was a really sensitive spot (my FINGERTIPS) so its very painful for mild blisters on four fingertips#that did make me feel better and less like i was being dramatic just to get neosporin and bandaids put on. that and the doctors note#anyway i cant do minecraft but i can draw mostly like normal so this is fine#artfight will go on as normal and actually be more productive since i cant use minecraft to ignore artfight
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(sending an ask instead of reblogging that post again)
Assigning you Just Evil. I feel like you'd be a discourse character.
oh bro you are so on the money its insane. like not to hashtag traumadump but i had a bit of an Unusual Disposition surrounding my abusive mother in my teenhood (read: i would hit her and actively wanted her dead and be very open about the fact that i never loved her)
this was legitimatley a contentious topic among various friendgroups ive had over the years. to this day i dont understand why (shes my mom not yours, at least im not a doormat unlike you people, she treats me like shit so why cant i treat her like shit back, etc) other than "violence and murder is scary so people have a knee jerk reaction to it"
but it was legit A Topic Of Discussion, so much so that once someone started a whole argument IN A PUBLIC SERVER about how since i had detailed fantasies about killing my mom, that i a) would 100% do it without a doubt and b) this was a bad thing. like bro i wish but unfortunatley the police exists
and that's just a) the historic stuff that b) anyone with sense will agree is a total banger move on my part. i feel like ive gotten even more contentious over the years. the stuff i do with soulbonds would curl toes (but most people dont think that shit is real or it matters so i get away with it 🎉)
all this to say that u are 100% right and i would be the kokichi 😔
#fr tho typing this all out its insane that so many people had such a problem with it#like? is it because violence is scary??#i can respect if it was just that#and that the graphicness was a bit much#on account of (and i didnt know this back then) i was Extremely Not Normal#but to treat my feelings like theyre a moral failing on MY part???#like. to reiterate.#i may be a violent psychopath#but at least i dont doormat myself for my abusers' sake!#uso janai ka?#o yea also no one has to like. Comfort Me abt this#i talk to none of these people anymore and i only#talk to my mom because i need her insurance#the SECOND im booted off it in 2026 that bridge is getting burnt#but unforch its like. really good insurance so i cant afford to lose it#she hates that im trans so i WILL be getting top surgery on it if i can
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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.
#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#vent#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin#I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it#or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again#I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY#that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back#that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha#No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel#safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#stuff
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It's finished!! I hope you all enjoy <3 I've been working on this for around a month now & I loved bringing it together hehe :D
#vynblr#vyn#nehrim#arkt#nehrim: at fates edge#narathzul#kim#narathzul arantheal#arktwend#zelara#did my best ! im proud of myself for completing such a big project but. wow. i should have planned better lol#also i know arkt didnt kill narathzul with the soul flayer but. i was afraid of getting burnt out by the project that i just#i blame it on it being arkt's dream okay maybe the boy wanted salvation#Youtube#animatic#vyn animatic#nehrim animatic#arktzulara#also i loved using arkt's font hehe
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