#AND THEY MADE THEM BRUNETTE WHICH ISNT THAT DEEP

[teddyreblogslotf]

tad bit upset because from what i’ve seen, simon and roger don’t look like poc in the graphic novel. most of the scenes where they are shown, they have dark lighting and they look white in shadows so if they’re not poc that’s actually really disappointing for me because that would be like the millionth time that anyone in charge of a lotf adaptation refuses to acknowledge this

[mikka-minns]

Thank you for adding this cuz i was realy thinking about all the colors on the characters lately!

I think this is all correct

I also must add, i made a mistake. Touga's eyes are blue, not purple. In most of the pictures i saw when i wrote this his eyes looked very much purple.

I do think the blue changed from the light blue like Miki's to darker blue like Kozue's in different scenes. Which could symbolize his naivity in wanting to play prince, like Utena, and seeing everyone as some blank pictures rather than people, like Miki, while Also symbolizing how he is very similar to Anthy in many ways. So even if he is "completely opposite cuz he is a prince, therefore closer to Utena and the guys", he is actualy way more like the rose bride than it seems.

Another thing that i dont know if its realy as important is that Anthy has green eyes. They are the rarest of the natural eye colors(red and purple can be natural but it isnt pigment). So she is both "rare" and "special" while still being very real. (this is probably just me looking too deep into things)

Also, Nanami is the only one whose hair isnt a crazy color while Also being a main character. The only others being the "best friend/mean girl's minion" characters. And they are all brunettes too. Nanami is very normal if not for her eyes (that can Also be purple in real life if she has less pigment in them so that when blue and red in her eyes combine it seems purple).

But Ikuhara defenetly put a lot of important details. This while show is a detail.

Hey, Someone gonna point out how anthy and saionji have the opposite hair and eye color?

Saionji : purple eyes, green hair

Anthy: green eyes, purple hair

Also! Touga has red hair and purple eyes. What are the two most noticable colors of the rose bride(anthy)? Purple(hair) and red(dress).

I have a lot more of this to say but i have no motivation now

[idjitlili]

Hi its me! Could you write something for the cinnamon roll known as Lindir?

I'm gonna put some dirt in your eye

Lindir x elf!reader

Summary:growing up as Gandalf's adopted daughter ,being apart of the company only to pass through Rivendell,only to joke about doing your best friend,Lindir.

Word count:1200+

It was no secret that Gandalf wasnt your real father, you both looked nothing a like. However this didnt stop him loving you like you were his actual child,you werent sure if wizard could have children. You wondered if he ever got horny,it disturbed you but you did wonder. Anyways you didnt know your parents ,they were killed by orcs ,Gandalf found you crying as babe ,and thats all you know. You were an elf ,mostly Thorin didnt like that very much when he found out.

So how you ended up in the company of Thorin Oakenshield was; simply because Gandalf didnt want to leave you with the elves again ,or leave you at home where you could be in more danger.

You were more than capable of defending yourself,due to your many vists with Elrond they had trained you very well. You also became best friends with Lindir since he was responsible for most of your training ,plus being your tutor. Lindir was also abandoned as a child but was taken in by Elrond. He grew to become a marchwaden.

Lindir was a kind soul,nothing like the elf which lived in greenwood ,suck up assbutt's in your opinion. Don't get me started on Thranduil with those slug eyebrows,his son looks older than him,he has a stick shoved right up his anus.

Lindir didnt really like having to talk to strangers or infront of large crowds,he was shy,but he wouldn't let anyone know thing. However you did know,you felt exactly the same. Lindir was pretty much your only friend growning up,you weren't social compared to the other elves.

Oh god the first time you had gotten a little drunk with Lindir was at feast wherethey were handing out wine ,keep in mind Gandalf was out of town ,and you had stolen a bottle ans dragged Lindir to your balcony to drink it. Of course the elvish stuff it doesnt take alot for you to get drunk.

 After that you had both snuck out to a river and with that Lindir just wanted to splash his feet in the side. However you had a different idea,whilst he wasnt looking you had stripped yourself from dress  before jumping in.  He was too busy looking at his bare feet ,when he had looked up and seen you swimming about in just your underclothes.

"y/n! Get out now,thats dangerous." he had scolded you ,pulling his shoes back on.

"ppft. g-gonna put some dirt in your eye." you sassed the ellon,swimming closer to him only for him to pull you out with ease,onto your feet.

"damn ,you are so strong,I would like to see whatelse you can do..be the scissors to my dwayne johnson..lin I-" You began to admit some feelings only to fall dizzy in Lindir's arms ,not surprising though,before hand you had jumped on your bed ,parkour. Parkour! you must have been shattered, with that he had carried your wet body in his coat to your room. Setting the fireplace a light,placing you in bed with like a million blankets because you were soaking but he didnt want to undress you. In hopes you would warm up.

Aways he was gentleman,and the bestfriend you could ever ask for. Back to now you were in Rivendell with the company of thorin oakenshield.You had been greeted  by Lindir ,who simply sent a nod your way not wanting to anger the dwarves ,if they knew of your close friendship,and soon enough elrond arrived and was like who's hungry.

In which ended up with you sat next to kili ,who sat next to Bofur ,Kili seemed to admire the elves. You picked at the salad ,wheres the lembas bread or chips ,you could do with some potatoes right about now.

"Cant say I fancy myself an elf too thin,high cheekbones not enough facial hair." he spoken up to avoid Dwalins and Thorin killer gazes. "Though that one isnt bad." he gestured to Feren an male ellon,you had giggled ,Bofur nudged him "that is not an elf maiden." Dwalin smirked ,causing the company to burst out with laughter. Kili's cheeks boomed red from embarassment,you patted his back as the laughter died down.

"if it helps ,I know which ellon ,I would rough," you spoke smirking eyeing Lindir who looked back at you confused,you know he heard , you just hope Gandalf didn't ,you look at him and hes still in deep conversation with Elrond ,thank valar. "and who is that miss y/n?" fili had piped up from down the table.

 "the brunette elf next to elrond," you had faced away when you finished ,blushing a little pretending to look at the trees.

Yes it was no lie that you had deep feels for the ellon for many ,many years,but you did not know he felt exactly the same. The whole company had turned to lindir ,some in disgust mostly thorin ,dwalin,others smirking,some blank. Lindir had just smirked knowing you were up to something seeing your posture and gesture  when avoiding his gaze.

"I bet you five coins lass,you wont do anything about it," Bofur had suggested ,the dwarves knew you were shy,and soon enough kili,fili,ori many others had bet on this too,bilbo just watched the scene unfold like that star trek meme ,you know the shocked face. Thorin didnt bet ,not wanting incourage you.

"okay,I accepted." and with that you smirked at the company then looking at Lindir who looked back you with farrowed brows ,as you stood from your seat. Slowly you made your way over to your bestfriend.

"w-what a-" before he could finish you had cupped his cheeks pressing your lips to his soft ones. His face and yours red,knowing your ada had just watched that. "I've wanted to do that for so long." the dwarves look on in shock,not really bilbo or balinbut most of them.

"as have I" he spoke ,you just sent him a wide grin before returning to your seat. "pay up lads." you held your hands out gesturing your pay. "you knew him before this,right?" bilbo questioned you cheekily. "yeah,he was my only friend growning up,i guess he's more now..." your face still red ,your legs shaking you couldnt believe you had just done that. "well lads pay up ,shes got more balls than you gave her credit for." Th0rin commanded ,it was no lie that you had made him hate elves that little bit less.

IN which finally confessing your feelings ,got you a pay check. Yeah you are so bodaciously epic you say Thorin and kili and fili and have a date. You are totally excellent. You meet up with Lindir not very long after the battle of the five armies,and not that many years later you get married in which the whole company come,Bilbo is your maid of honour. Of course Gandalf excepts Lindir as his son in law ,seeing you both grow up together plus he's an angel.

[josy1986]

Pitch Perfect: Till Death do us Part: Part 4

Beca woke up from her coma and makes a new friend during her recovery. Slowly she comes to terms with what happened with her and meets someone she never thought she'd see again..

@pitchslapped @rejection-isnt-failure 

Happiness, that’s what Chloe felt when Beca opened her eyes. Her heart ready to burst when the love of her life came back to her after being in a coma for 6 excruciating long weeks. Tears of joy were shed, both from Chloe and Beca alike. 

Chloe’s joy increased tenfold when Beca whispered that she loved Chloe back. Unable to comprehend how exactly Beca had known about her confession in the first place. Chloe decided that that question could wait for another day.

Nurses and doctors alike had eventually come pouring into Beca’s room, checking her status, her parameters the whole lot. The redhead watched from the sideline while they did test after test, watching with growing amusement how Beca slowly grew more and more frustrated and annoyed.

Finally, many hours and what felt like a million tests later, they were once again left alone in the room.

Chloe had texted Theo in the meanwhile to let him know that Beca had finally woken up. He had been over the moon with the good news and made Chloe promise to keep him updated.

She also let the girls from their Bella whatsapp group know, it immediately blew up with questions which Chloe promised to answer when the time was right.

She looked up from her phone and smiled when Beca’s eyes locked with her own. She moved from the wall where she had been patiently waiting, watching, and sat down on the edge of Beca’s bed.

Beca wasted no time and immediately slipped her hand into Chloe’s, entwining their fingers. “Alone, at last..” She whispered, her voice still slightly strained but stronger than before. She sat up straight but leaned backwards against the mountain of pillows.

Chloe smiled, a slight pink decorating her cheeks as she gave Beca’s hand a soft squeeze. “Alone indeed..” She looked at her friend and noticed how tired she looked. The testing, questions and everything else that happened the last few hours had taken its toll on the petite brunette. “You look tired, Bec.”

To that, Beca scoffed but smiled faintly. “You’d think after 6 weeks of being in a coma I’d be full of energy.” She said, grinning but unable to stop a yawn. “Oh, woops.” Both women chuckled softly.

Chloe was about to say something when Beca interrupted. “You look tired too, Chlo.” 

The redhead swallowed hard, thinking back to the nights she woke up screaming. Which were, in this case, every night ever since the accident. Chloe’s dreams were dominated by nightmares in which Beca died. She relived the moment where Beca went into cardiac arrest, only the brunette's heart would never restart and the line on the machine would remain flat. Chloe would wake up alone, crying and realizing that she would be in the hospital instead if Beca hadn’t come to warn her.

How had Beca known about it in the first place..?

There were so many questions floating around inside Chloe’s head, questions that she so desperately wanted to ask but she wasn’t sure if she’d like the answers..

She just smiled faintly and brought up their joined hands to kiss Beca’s knuckles. “Vet school is kicking my ass.” She said, partly telling the truth about her lack of sleep. The last thing she’d want to do is make Beca feel guilty. Chloe felt guilty about what happened already, blaming herself for it every day. “It’ll pass.” She assured her friend with a wink.

Beca’s gaze never left hers, only narrowed slightly in suspicion. “You’ll be an amazing vet, Chlo.” She stated, letting out a deep sigh. She was beyond exhausted but fought against the temptation of sleep as hard as she possibly could. She swallowed thickly and moved her gaze to their joined hands that once again laid on the covers of her bed.

“I.. don’t know how, but I heard what you said..” She started, slowly she looked back up and two pairs of blue eyes locked. “I heard you say it, heard you say you loved me.” Her voice wavered slightly and it had nothing to do with how tired she felt.

“Bec..-” Chloe started but Beca shook her head, a silent plea to allow her to continue.

“I was stuck.. Somewhere and I couldn’t get out.” She continued, her voice still soft, vulnerable. “Then.. I heard your voice, I heard you talk about music and how we could listen to it together. I heard the words.. I couldn’t answer, but I heard them..” She felt a familiar sting behind her eyes, tears slowly began to blur her vision. “And.. all I wanted to do… I w-wanted to t-tell you I feel the same way.” She covered her face with both hands, sobbing. Reality of what had actually happened finally caught up with the brunette.

She saved Chloe but nearly died in the process and even though she didn’t regret saving Chloe one bit, it was all still a lot to process for the younger woman. This was her breaking point, actually talking about it and reliving the feelings of everything that happened.

Fear of losing Chloe and the terror she felt when she heard the screeching tires. The pain after she woke up the first and second time. The pleading in Chloe’s voice right before everything turned black. The moment she died and  brought back in what felt only a few seconds later.

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[ererokii]

Birthday Kisses || Ochako Uraraka

Ochako Uraraka x Fem! Reader

Warnings: none!

Word Count: 4745

Synopsis: Your birthday has arrived and Uraraka has a sweet surprise for you on your special day.

This is for the @bnhabookclub bingo event!

Prompt: Suprise Birthday Party

Bingo Masterlist

Taglist (DM me to be apart): @shoutodoki @shoutosplaything @lady-bakuhoe @stupidbuttwaifu @sugacookiies @kingtamakimurder

Once again this is for my girl Tima except... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO @saltie !!! I KNOW TODAY ISNT YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT I COULDNT WAIT ANY LONGER!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND EVEN THOUGH WE ONLY KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR LITTLE TIME I TRUST YOU SO SO MUCH, HAVE AN AMAZING DAY WHEN YOUR BIRTHDAY ARRIVES BB💘💘

Uraraka was fond of birthdays. Whether it was her own or someone else’s. She always wanted to know the details about it. She had a bad case of ruining surprises, but she promised Mina that she would stay quiet since she did ruin the surprise when it was Denki’s birthday.

You were ecstatic about your birthday. Your birthday was something that you always loved to celebrate with people. This one however was more special because you had your now girlfriend with you, Ochako Uraraka.

Both of you have been dating for a little over a year. You remembered being the stuttering mess as you handed her flowers as you concentrated on asking her on a date. Panicked at your outburst it led to her crying, leading up to your nervous breakdown, which she comforted you right after. Needless to say, a beautiful relationship blossomed.

Uraraka slowly opened your door, peeking her head through the open slit as her eyes focused on the lump of your body on your bed, covered in blankets. At the sight of you, her mouth tugged in a smile as she fully opened the door to let her body in, making her way towards the curtains.

“Up up Y/N!” She cheered and swung them open, the shining light of the sun immediately hitting your face. Your whine resonated throughout the room as you buried your face in your pillow, nuzzling into it. “No..”

“No?! Why not?!”

“Early..” you mumbled and felt yourself drift back into your deep slumber that she awakened you from.

“Eh?!” She pouted and walked over to your bed, letting herself sit beside your curled up body in the cocoon of blankets. “But Y/N it’s your birthday!” She said, hopefully, it would snap you out of your daze.

You froze before shifting your body, turning your back to face her. “Early.”

A groan left her lips as she came behind you, placing her hands on your side as she started shaking you. “Why am I more excited than you?! Come on baby get up!!” She dragged her words in a whine as she felt you squirm underneath her until you finally looked up to face her.

“Because you weren’t up late last night” you yawned, a hand covering your mouth. You stretched your legs and let out a groan, feeling the sleep wash away from you. “What time is it anyway?”

“It’s about 10 AM.”

Oh. Guess it wasn’t early as you thought it was.

“Fine fine” you grumble as you sat up, her body moving to allow her to sit on her knees. A hand came and cradled your cheek as her lips kissed the tip of your nose. “I’ll be downstairs waiting for you okay?”

“But you just came here and now I don’t want you to leave me Ocha” you quickly wrapped your arms around her, bringing the brunette close to your body as she let out a surprised squeak at your motions.

She quickly shook herself out of her shock as she copied your motion, wrapping her arms around your body, her head resting on top of yours that was on her chest.

It was a peaceful silence between the two of you. It was never awkward. As you had your head on her chest, you were listening to the beat of her heart. It put on a smile on your face knowing she was here with you, in the now.

One of her fingers dragged themselves on the bare skin of your lower back, her pads rubbing small circles.

“I feel like I can fall asleep again…” you whispered against her clothing, your eyes getting heavier by the second.

“No!” She suddenly pushed you off and stood up quickly. “You get up and get ready while I’ll be downstairs okay?”

A pout formed at your lips as you nodded. “Fine. I’ll get up in a bit”

A goofy smile appeared on her face as she made her way to the door. “Don’t take long... Even though you will!” She teased and slipped out, shutting the door behind her.

After watching her leave, a happy sigh escaped your lips as you fell back against the bed, arms lifted in the air with raised fists. “Eighteen..” you whispered to yourself. A grin broke out on your face as you let out a squeal of happiness, immediately jumping out of bed and rushing over to your drawer to get yourself some clothes.

☽✧ ✦ ��☾

You walked down the stairs into the common room where the rest of class 3-A was at.

“Y/N Happy Birthday babe!!” Mina yelled out in excitement as she threw herself at you, immediately latching onto you. “You’re so old now!! Welcome to the club!”

A laugh left your lips as you shook your head, squeezing the girl back in a hug. “Thank you, Mina! Happy to be an old lady beside you now!”

“Hey, you can’t just hog her up for yourself Mina!” A pouty Denki said from behind her, his arms crossed over his chest as he tapped his foot against the ground impatiently. “We want to give her hugs too!”

Mina let out a dramatic sigh as she pulled away from you. “Don’t mess her up you got that?”

“How can I when you already did?! Come here!” He grabbed you by your wrist and brought you to his chest, lifting you off the ground in a warm welcoming hug. “Happy Birthday Y/N! How do you feel?!”

“The same as yesterday!” You placed your hands on his shoulders for stability. “Maybe a bit better today!”

“Now that’s what I like to hear!”

“Not very manly to hold another person’s girl like that Kaminari!”

“Oh please!” He brushed it off with an eye roll and turned to Ochako, you still in his arms. “You don’t mind me holding her like this right?!”

“I don’t because I know she wouldn’t like someone like you,” she replied, a smile on her lips.

He gasped in feigned hurt, putting you back down on the floor as he placed a hand on his chest in an offended way. “What’s that supposed to mean?! Any girl wants me!”

“Then where’s your fucking girlfriend hah?! I don’t see one!!” Bakugo yelled from the table, his forefinger pointing in accusation.

“I don’t remember seeing you with one either!! You’re too scary for girls!!”

“What did you say?! Did you lose your brain already or are you just that stupid?! I’ll kill you!!”

“Kaminari! Bakugo! No yelling at this hour! It will awaken everyone else here!”

Everyone was already in the room but let Iida talk on.

An invisible hand wrapped around your wrist as you got tugged away, stumbling as you had no chance but to follow. “H-Hey!”

“Happy Birthday! We made you breakfast! Now sit down and eat!!”

“Happy Birthday Y/N-Chan,” Asui said from across the table beside Jirou and Momo.

You were pushed into a chair rather abruptly as you stared down at the plate filled with your favorite things for breakfast. “No way!!” You gasped and looked up excitedly at your friends. “You did this for me?!”

“Course we did Y/N-San!” Momo’s eyes glimmered in glee, hands locked together, and brought up to the side of her face. “It was Ochako’s idea and we wanted to help!”

As on cue, the brunette made her way over and placed her hands on your shoulders from behind, leaning over and placed a gentle kiss on your cheek. “Eat up Y/N. You wouldn’t want it to go bad would you?”

Your neck heated up as it reached the front of your face to the tips of your ears. “N-No. Thank you, guys. Thank you Ochako” you whispered the last part and kissed her softly, placing a hand on the swell of her cheek. She immediately kissed back and deepened it, her hand bringing your head closer.

“Woah woah!” Jirou shook her head as her hands waved in front of her in attempts to stop you both. “We get you guys are in love but let the birthday girl eat! Get a room later but not now!”

Ochako pulled away, a small smirk at the corner of her lips at the sight of your disheveled face, panting softly as she fully stood up.

“Sorry guys!” She said sweetly and clapped her hands together. “Can’t help it sometimes! Can you blame a girl?”

“Yes, we can pink cheeks!!”

“Can it Bakubro!! It’s super manly in my opinion! But for girls!” Kirishima yelled and shook his head in disapproval at Bakugo’s words. “It’s amazing! You just can’t see it. Don’t let him get you down Uraraka!” He said in reassurance, sending a peace sign her way as she sent him on back.

“So Y/N” Todoroki started as he leaned against the wall, watching you eat your breakfast. “What did you want to do today?”

You looked up at him and swallowed, wiping your mouth with a napkin. “I’m not sure yet. Ochako said she wanted to go out and do some things then come back. She didn’t tell me what though”

He nodded, shoving his hands into his front pockets as his posture had a slight hunch. “I’m sure whatever she has in store will be fun.”

You smiled faintly and nodded. “Yeah me too.”

Before he could open his mouth Mineta let out a sob. “Why can’t I?! Come on let me touch them!!”

“Mineta chill dude! You aren’t touching Y/N!”

“Why?! She’s a total babe! Just once! I can say I touched a hot lady!!”

“You are so gross, man!” Sero gagged and taped Mineta’s mouth shut. The purple balled boy screamed into the tape as he tried his best to take it off.

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“You guys got it right?” Ochako whispered lowly to Deku as she eyed you by the door, watching you put your shoes on. “We shouldn’t be back for maybe another 6 hours or so. You guys can get it done in time?”

Deku nodded and clenched his fist in determination. “We do! You can count on us! Just make sure if you end early to just keep her occupied!”

Ochako nodded in agreement as she grabbed her bag, putting her arms through the straps. She fixed the sleeves of her white t-shirt and flattened out her plaid skirt. “Alright then. I trust you guys, don’t mess it up! Or else!”

“Or else what?” Deku asked but immediately regretted, tensing up at the glare she sent his way. “There will be no what else” she said then smiled, rubbing the back of her head. “Anyway, we gotta get going!”

She made her over to you, fixing the straps of her backpack. “All ready to go?”

You nodded in enthusiasm.

You were wearing a denim overall dress with an off the shoulder white long sleeve underneath. A simple outfit that had Ochako swooning for you.

“Let’s go! What do we have planned for today!”

Ochako let out a small breath and shrugged, a playful smile on her lips. “I don’t have anything! We’ll just see where fate takes us!”

“Eh?! Thought you had things planned for us!”

“Only way you would get up! We’ll be back!” She pushed you out the door quickly, turning around as she faced the rest of your class. “Don’t mess up! I’m counting on you guys!”

“Go go shoo!” Mina waved her off with both hands. “You got me and the rest of us! We know what our girl likes!”

“Good! Bye!” Ochako’s head disappeared from behind the door as it slammed shut.

A sigh of relief fell from Mina’s lips as she turned a full three-sixty to face everyone. “We probably have at least 5 hours or more! That gives us enough time to get everything done if we don’t slack off!” She said, a tone of authority evident in her voice.

“Sero, Kaminari, and Kirishima are on decoration duty! The girls will be focusing on the food except for Jirou and Asui!! We don’t trust you guys with the stove plus if there’s a fire Momo can make fire extinguishers! Oijirou, Sato, Tokoyami along with Jirou and Asui, you guys will be buying her the gifts! We all pitched in so it should be enough for more than one present!” She yelled, hands on her hips.

“Bakugo, Deku, Todoroki, and Iida will be for the drinks! Along with watch duty!”

“Hah?! I got paired with icy-hot?!”

“And Mineta!” She ignored Bakugo and stared down at the little pervert who stared up at her with the utmost glee displayed in his eyes. She cringed and backed up. “Don’t get in the way and help. Let’s get started, people!”

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You and Ochako walked down the busy streets of Musutafu, swinging your conjoined hands. You expected Ochako to have a plan for the both of you, considering she was the one who always came up with places you guys should go.

“So..” you spoke up and looked over at her. “You have nothing planned?”

She swiftly shook her head and turned a corner, a fountain coming into view with benches surrounding it. “Nope! This is just an adventure without a plan. We’re gonna do what you want even though you might not know yourself. But first, let me get some photos of you.”

“M-me?!” you gasped, your cheeks a darker tone than your natural pigment. “Why?!”

“To celebrate and keep these photos for memory.” She said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world and sat you down in front of the fountain. “Now just sit there and be your pretty self.” You twiddled your fingers as you lowered your head in embarrassment. “I-in the middle of the city?! Can’t this wait Ocha?”

“Now is the best time Y/N. This is a big destination for photos.”

She was right. It was smack dab in the middle of the city, benches, and trees surrounding the area to give it a delicate but beautiful background, plus the stores brought out the busy view. Perfect for a photoshoot in her eyes.

“How many photos then?”

She thought about it then shrugged. “As many as I want. Plus I’m going to ask someone random to take a couple of both of us.”

Oh, she was going all out for it.

You nodded and fixed your hair, and posed however she wanted you.

A small smile appeared on her face as she snapped yet another photo of you. No other girl could compare to you in her eyes. In her eyes, you were the only girl that mattered to her. She would do anything for you and would do anything to protect you from any harm. As she held up a finger indicating that she was looking, she swiped through each photo, her love for you growing stronger at the sight of your smile that was meant for her eyes only.

“Beautiful as always huh Y/N?!” She laughed and approached a young couple. “Do you think you could take a picture or two of us?” she motioned to you sitting by yourself on the bench as you played with the pocket of your overall.

The girl smiled and nodded excitedly. “I would love too!” she followed Uraraka and took the given phone to her as Ochako sat beside you, wrapping an arm around your shoulder, squeezing the bare skin.

You shivered at the skin on skin contact and ignored the goosebumps that formed. “Plus this will make a great home screen! Don’t you think Y/N-Chan?”

You meekly nodded and looked up before the photos started to be taken.

After a couple of poses which consisted of squishing your face against Ochako’s, her placing a kiss on your cheek and vice versa, and a final one of the both of you sharing a sweet kiss.

“Thanks again!” Ochako waved at the couple in which the girl returned the wave before walking off with her boyfriend.

“Do they look good?” You asked and peeked over her shoulder to look at her phone. “Course they look good! You’re in them after all!”

You fumbled over your words as you scratched the back of your head, cheeks flaring up. “Y-yeah well so are you!”

“Aww Y/N you’re so cute!” She laughed and placed a quick kiss on your cheek before grabbing your hand. “Are you getting thirsty?”

“Mm… yeah a little bit but not to ba-“

She let out a noise that stopped you from finishing and nodded her head, pointing in the direction of a bakery. “Then let’s go! I’m sure they have your favorite!”

☽✧ ✦ ✧☾

You quietly sipped on your strawberry milk as you watched Ochako speak on the phone with whoever it was.

“Is it going fine then?” She whispered, placing a hand over the phone so you wouldn’t hear who was on the other end.

“Yes! At least I’d say so! I sent Todoroki, Bakugo, Deku, and Iida to get drinks! They’ve been gone for quite some time so I’m hoping they didn’t kill each other just yet!” Mina said on the other line.

In the background, you could hear Momo’s yelling at Sero and Kaminari for popping balloons with Sero’s tape. “Now is not the time to mess around!!”

Mina let out a nervous chuckle as she rubbed the back of her neck. “Don’t worry everything is fine! Do you guys plan on going to the mall by any chance?”

“Uh-huh. I told Y/N we could buy her some new clothes.”

“Uh oh ..”

Ochako narrowed her eyes as she began to pace back and forth. “What do you mean uh oh? What’s the uh oh?”

“Well, you see I sent Jirou, Asui, Oijirou, Sato, and Tokoyami to go buy her gifts at the mall… so there is a high chance you’ll possibly bump into them”

“For real?”

“Yes for real”

Ochako let out a frustrated groan and rubbed the bridge of her nose. “I already told Y/N we’re going. Can you at least give them a heads up that we’re gonna be there too?”

“Yeah of course! Plus you can always hide in the girls bathroom and maybe make out!”

Ochako’s pink cheeks darkened as she kicked at the cement. “Don’t say things like that! Just let them know okay?!”

Mina let out a cheeky laugh. “Yup! Bye!”

Ochako hung up and held the phone to her cheek letting out a breath she didn’t know she was holding. “Just avoiding people is easy right..yeah totally easy” she mumbled and put her phone in her bag.

“Ocha? Is something wrong?” You asked, your eyebrows furrowed as you stood up.

“Yeah, everything is okay. Did you still want to go to the mall?”

You nodded excitedly. “I do! Unless you wanted to do something else?”

“No, we’re going to the mall. And we’re taking the train that is leaving soon so we best make a move on” she reached for your hand and immediately began to drag you in the direction of the train which you hopelessly followed her.

Eventually, the both of you were cramped up in the train, her body pushed up against yours from behind. Her hands placed themselves on her hips as your head laid against her collarbone.

The soft light of the afternoon sun beamed on the both of you, flooding on your skin in a soft yellow haze. Her hand made its way up the supple skin of your arm until she reached your collarbone, tracing it with her fingernail. “I almost didn’t see you wearing this” she spoke quietly, a rose gold chain resting in between her fingers that had an open locket.

“Course I did. You gave it to me and I adore it” a smile made its way to your lips as her chin rested on your shoulder. “I think it looks beautiful on you, after all, I do have a beautiful girlfriend.”

You hummed in acknowledgment and leaned over, giving her a gentle kiss.

☽✧ ✦ ✧☾

“Okay balloons check! The cake is good! Drinks are all here! You got her presents! Oh by the way did you see them?! Oh well who cares, it doesn't matter!” Mina yelled at the top of her lungs, checking off everything to make sure it was ready.

It was at about 6 PM. You and Ochako left at 10:30 so you were bound to show up at any minute.

“Alright Sero you’re in charge of turning the light off!”

Sero stared at the pink-haired girl and scratched the back of his head, the other hand lifting in a questioning manner. “Does it matter who does it? It’s as long as it’s dark right?”

“I don’t care! You do it and that’s it! This is Y/N we’re talking about!”

She glanced over by the window where Midoryia and Iida stood, staring at the arrival of both of you.

“Anything yet Midoryia?”

He shook his head quickly. “No sign of them yet! Uraraka messaged me no longer than 5 minutes that they’re almost he- HERE!” He yelled and pointed at the door. “They’re coming up now!!”

Her eyes widened as everyone scrambled to their designated places— which was just to hide.

“Sero get th-“

“I know!” The black-haired boy yelled interrupting her mid-sentence and turned the lights off, leaving everyone in pitch-black darkness.

“Ow! Who is there?! I’ll kill you!!” Bakugo yelled, small explosions forming in the palm of his hands.

“That’s dangerous!” Kaminari yelled and backed away from Bakugo, bumping into another body in the process.

“Shut up!!” Mina yelled and pressed her ear against the door. “I can hear them! Okay, everyone be quiet!”

Bakugo opened his mouth to retort something but got tape slapped across his face again. His screams came out muffled.

“I really can’t thank you enough Ocha! I had an amazing time with you today” you said, your hand wrapped around her bicep as your head was resting against her shoulder.

She kissed the crown of your head as you guys approached the doors to 3-A Dorms. “It’s even better when it’s just the two of us” you added on.

“Yeah? I’m glad. I had fun with you too. Hopefully, we can have more dates like this again in the future!” Her hand reached out and bit her lip.

‘Please tell me it’s ready’ she thought, having a mental panic.

“Babe? The door? What’s wrong is it locked?” You stepped closer and placed your hand on top of hers.

“N-no!” She yelled, startling you in the process. “It’s not locked see?!” She twisted the knob that allowed the door to open slightly. “It’s open! Haha, let's go in! Yeah!” She said quickly and swung the door open, grabbing you by your wrist and quickly covered your eyes with her hands.

“H-Hey I can’t see now! Take your hands off!”

Both of you shuffled inside the pitch-black room as both of you stood with what seemed like the middle of the room. The pressure of her hands relieved, her head lowering and you could feel the small puffs of hot air near your ear.

“Happy Birthday Y/N”

The lights suddenly flickered on as your classmates jumped out of their hiding spots, all popping the party poppers and canned streamers.

“SURPRISE!!”

Your eyes widened as you took a step back, placing a hand on your chest. “Y-you guys did this for me?!”

“We did! Are you surprised?!” Hagakure said from the further end of the room, standing next to the table that was full of assortments.

“Hah! I bet she almost pissed herself!” Bakugo laughed mockingly, the party popper that was in his hand was long gone, resting against the floor.

“Whatever! All that matters is that we show Y/N how much we appreciate her! Would be a waste if all our hard work went to waste right?!” Kirishima yelled, hitting his knuckles together as he activated his quirk to prove his point.

Everyone cheered in unison. You were dragged to the kitchen as you were bombarded by many gifts and treats.

“Turns out we can’t bake!” Momo said sheepishly, rubbing the nape of her neck in embarrassment as her cheeks were tinted. “But Sato here helped us instead!”

Sato brushed it off with a laugh. “It was nothing! I would have helped regardless!”

☽✧ ✦ ✧☾

The night ended with your friends singing you happy birthday in the most off-key voice. If you were honest you would of flat out told them that it sucked but at the moment you were too busy enjoying yourself to say anything.

“Oh thank you Todoroki! You didn’t have to help me bring them!”

“Nonsense” with a shake of his head he placed your gifts by your desk. “There was a lot and you would have kept going back and forth. I don’t mind”

With an exchange of small talk, Todoroki left your room with a quick stiff hug and a wave.

You hummed softly and took the gifts out of their boxes or bags and began to neatly line them up on your work desk, debating on whether to fully put them away in the morning.

The squeak of your door caught your attention as  Ochako walked in, closing the door behind her. She was currently in her night gear, holding a plush animal in her arms.

“Not bothering you right?” She asked and sat down on your bed, watching as you moved quicker to finish taking everything out. “You never do Ocha. That’s a cute stuffie, is it new?”

“Yeah guess you can say that. It’s for you anyway”

“For me?” You turned on your heel and walked over to her as she nodded, lifting it for you to grab. “I made sure for them to buy you it specifically with my money. Do you like it?”

It was a tan and white Shiba Inu stuffed animal. It looked like a pillow more than anything with it being so big.

“I love it!” You cried out and took it from her, holding it close to your chest as you squished it, letting out little noises of excitement. “More to add to my collection!”

“And that’s exactly why I got it for you.”

She stuck her hand out for you to grab. “Come on. Lets lay down yeah? It’s been a long day and I’m kinda beat”

You pouted but took her hand. “But I’m not ready for my birthday to be over yet.”

Her gaze softened as the both of you went under the covers of your bed. “Not yet? What did you want to do?”

A shrug of your shoulders, you reached over your side and turned the lamp off, letting the room be filled with complete darkness. You reached for her hand, interlocking your fingers together. With a squeeze, you looked back up at the outline of her face. “Not sure. But I want to stay awake for a bit more at this moment. If that’s okay with you of course”

“Course I don’t mind baby. You know I’ll do anything for you.”

A smile crossed your lips as your legs tangled together with hers under the heavy blankets, an arm wrapping around your body to bring her closer to you. “I know. Thank you”

“You’re welcome but what for?”

“For being here with me. I appreciate you in ways that I can’t express with words...I just love you so much Ocha.”

Her heart ached at your confession as she quickly reciprocated your motion. “And I love you just as much or if not, even more.”

She buried her head into your hair, a whiff of your lavender shampoo hitting her nose and giving her a sense of satisfaction. She let out a small hum as her fingers wandered on the small of your back, your body shivering from her touch.

Part of her still couldn’t believe that you were hers. That you were the one who saw her at her most vulnerable state. That you were the one who saw all parts of her, inside and out. You were the one she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. You were her rock, her home, her angel. And she didn’t plan on letting go any time soon.

She closed her eyes for a second and let out a small sigh of happiness. It may have been your birthday, but having you in her arms was the only gift she could ever ask for.

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If you’re accepting, an AU of Zadison I would love to see: zadison in harry potter, where madison’s a slytherin and zoe’s the hufflepuff or gryffindor she knows she shouldn’t hit on out of rivalry but divination says they’re meant to be :D Your fics on AO3 about them were FANTASTIC, by the way! Thank you for those.

who’s to fight it? (it’s your future)

words: 3,017

(this truly got longer than i expected but…here it is! also check out madison and zoe’s hogwarts moodboards i made)

When Professor Day pairs her students up for her activity of the day, Madison is pleasantly surprised when she finds herself working with Gryffindor Zoe Benson.

Madison wasn’t really listening to any of Professor Day’s lecture, but she’s pretty sure it has something to do with killing a plant and then reviving it or something dumb like that. Either way, Zoe’s smart and was probably hanging onto their professor’s every instruction.

She adjusts her silver and green tie as Zoe approaches.

“Were you even listening at all?” Zoe lightly teases.

Madison rolls her eyes. “We’ll be fine.”

She and Zoe aren’t friends - Madison would really rather not call a Gryffindor a friend - but they’re friendly enough towards each other. Madison has a reputation of being a bitch, which she proudly encourages and lives up to, but Zoe has never once seemed afraid of her or judgemental of her.

Of course, Zoe isn’t excused from Madison’s jabs, but she always takes them in stride, either rolling her eyes or shrugging it off. Madison kind of admires that, really.

Actually, Madison’s always thought Zoe’s cute. She’s kind of hot too, like when she’s kind of pissed or when she wears that proud smirk when someone tries to correct her in class only for them to be incorrect and Zoe to be completely right and follow through with an execution of whatever spell they’re learning.

However, Madison would be caught dead before she ever hit on a Gryffindor. She’s a Slytherin for crying out loud; she can’t go around fraternizing with the likes of Zoe just because she’s cute and Madison’s bored.

(And yes, it might be because Madison is a little competitive and their two houses have a rivalry that runs deep.

So what?)

“Are you going to get us started or should I just do it all myself?”

Madison quirks an eyebrow at Zoe’s slight hint of sass, clearly impressed. Zoe only looks at her expectantly, so after a moment Madison lets out a scoff.

“Fine,” she says before she’s waving her hand over the plant and murmuring a few words in latin.

The plant wilts on command, looking very much dead, and Madison turns to Zoe with a smirk.

“See? Easy.”

Zoe simply rolls her eyes at Madison, now placing her hand over the plant and reciting a few different words in latin.

Madison can’t help but be slightly entranced; Zoe recites spells with such conviction and focus. She turns her head when Zoe finishes, watching as the plant comes back to life effortlessly, like it’s been meant to do that all along.

“Miss Montgomery, Miss Benson,” Professor Day says with a smile. “Excellent execution.”

Zoe beams. “Thank you, Professor.”

Madison snorts when Professor Day passes. “See? I told you.”

Zoe rolls her eyes and laughs, and Madison tries not to be so affected by the pure sound.

And Madison wants to add something else, something that she knows can get Zoe’s cheeks to match the red on her own tie, but she stops herself.

She can’t do that, not with Zoe.

//

Madison knows she’s a powerful witch.

She’s known it for as long as she can remember, both of her parents coming from a magical line of wizards and witches tracing all the way back as far as Madison’s concerned.

However, the one thing she doesn’t seem to be mastering any time soon is divination. She just kind of thinks it’s ridiculous, who even needs divination  that seriously anyway? Madison’s a firm believer of creating your own future - or whatever bullshit people spew out these days.

This particular frustration, however, comes to her in divination class because Madison sucks at every kind of divination. What’s even more annoying though is she sits next to Nan, a Ravenclaw who somehow knows things most people don’t, and she’s really fucking good at this.

“It’s not hard,” Nan shrugs when they study Tessomancy.

Madison’s gaze snaps up from her stupid tea leaves to glare at her classmate.

“We get it bitch, you’re some prophet or some shit,” she sneers.

Nan is unbothered by her jab though, and goes back to her tea leaves. Madison peers at her own just to see nothing more than soggy tea leaves that should probably be thrown out.

Madison is honestly ready to give up on the class - who cares if Professor Goode borderline fails her, really it’s just stupid divination - when they get around to crystal gazing.

“You want me to look at this dumb crystal ball and see my future?” Madison scoffs. “This class is so dumb.”

Professor Goode gives Madison a look. “Will you just try it, Madison? Nan will help you.”

Nan smiles at her, but Madison only rolls her eyes and lets out another scoff. Professor Goode sighs and moves on to another set of students, clearly just as exasperated with Madison as the girl is with her class.

And it takes some push and pull from both of them, but Madison finally gives in, relaxing completely and the fog finally decides to change.

What she sees confuses her and intrigues her all at the same time, and when Nan asks what she sees, she’s back to her normal self.

“None of your goddamn business.”

(She thinks about it the rest of the day, the rest of the week.)

//

Madison refuses to talk to anyone - especially Nan, who somehow looks like she knows exactly what Madison saw - about what she saw in that stupid crystal ball.

She doesn’t tell anyone because it’s stupid and dumb, and how accurate is this shit anyway?

Yet it feels like she can’t escape it, no matter how hard she tries because she’s in the library - thank you Professor Goode for being an ultimate pain in the ass - when she sees none other than Gryffindor Zoe Benson.

It wouldn’t be such a problem seeing Zoe - besides the fact, you know, most Gryffindors are the biggest pain her ass - but when she sees the brunette she’s immediately brought back to divination and what she saw and really, she’s still trying to wrap her mind around it.

That stupid crystal ball made one thing very clear: she and Zoe are supposed to end up together.

Madison almost scoffs out loud in the library when the thought appears in her mind again because just look at Zoe. She’s got her nose buried in a book and looks actually pleased to be spending an afternoon in the library of all places reading a book. Her eyes are lit up with wonder and she’s so lost in her reading and - okay, she actually looks kind of cute like this.

But the point is, how the fuck is Madison even supposed to end up with someone like Zoe Benson?

Zoe’s, like, a complete nerd even if she is friends with Mallory, who’s one of those popular Quidditch players. And more importantly Zoe’s a Gryffindor. Madison knows better than to date someone like that; she’s a goddamn Slytherin for crying out loud.

//

Zoe Benson is starting to pop up everywhere.

They’re in the same year so seeing each other around isn’t much of a surprise, but Madison swears the universe is out to get her.

She feels like everywhere she turns, Zoe is somehow also in the same place at the same time. Madison’s passed her in the hallways between classes and to and from meals more times than she can count. When she has to go to the library, Zoe is in there either by herself or with a friend or two studying or reading.

(Which, Madison will admit sometimes she plans her trips because she knows a certain Gryffindor will be in there.

Sue her.)

It’s getting ridiculous actually, how all she can think about is Zoe and her dumb smile and how smart she is and how she doesn’t take anyone’s shit and -

God dammit, Madison. Get a grip.

“You’re thinking too loud.”

Madison whips her head to look at Nan. The girl is writing her notes in her notebook, not even bothering to meet Madison’s gaze.

“What are you talking about?”

“If this is about whatever you saw when were crystal-gazing, it’s obviously going to happen,” Nan states in a matter-of-fact tone as she finishes writing the last of her sentence before dipping her quill into the ink while Madison gapes at her. “So you might as well stop fighting it.”

It’s now that Madison wonders if it’s even possible for the likes of wizards and witches to be clairvoyant because she’s pretty sure Nan is. It’s like she’s in Madison’s head.

“I didn’t see anything,” she snaps, trying to brush off the conversation as she turns her attention back to her half-written notes. “And even if I did, I wouldn’t care. This shit is stupid.”

Nan simply says, “I think we both know I’m right.”

A scoff drops from Madison’s lips as she turns and looks at Nan again, expecting the smaller girl to at least elaborate. When Nan doesn’t, Madison rolls her eyes and grabs her quill pen from the ink bottle, trying to block out all and any thoughts of the crystal ball and Zoe Benson.

//

When Madison walks into Professor Goode’s classroom well after classes have finished, she’s greeted by a slightly confused look.

“Miss Montgomery,” she greets with slight confusion, but a smile nonetheless. “What can I do for you?”

“I was wondering if I could practice my crystal-gazing,” Madison tells her a little too simply. “Nan has been trying to work with me outside of class, but, you know, kind of hard to actually practice without a crystal ball.”

Professor Goode is surprised by her answer, but she lights up at the prospect of Madison actually putting in effort to succeed in her class. The Slytherin resists the urge to roll her eyes at the expression.

“Of course,” Professor Goode nods, standing from her chair and making her way to the back of the classroom.

Madison follows her slowly, arms crossed and fingers tapping against her robe.

Professor Goode retrieves one of her crystal balls and hands it over to Madison.

“You can use it in here,” she informs the young witch. “Just make sure you put it back after.”

Madison offers the tiniest of smiles. “Thank you, Professor.”

Professor Goode gives her one last nod before she returns to her desk in the front of the classroom.

Madison slips into the first row of desks she sees and places the crystal ball in front of her. She exhales slowly, letting herself relax before she focuses her attention on the crystal ball before her. It takes a few moments, but the fog is beginning to clear.

The first scene she sees is herself and Zoe in an empty corridor, this Madison pulling Zoe by her collar and kissing her senseless. She watches as Zoe giggles against Madison’s lips and Madison smiles against her lips.

The next scene must be a few years later, Madison guesses they might even be graduated from Hogwarts by then, but they walk down a street, holding hands. This Madison looks happy and her eyes shine when they look at this older Zoe, who is pulling her along and into a bookstore.

The following scene brings Madison to what looks like a flat. She recognizes herself and Zoe, a few years older than they were in the last scene. Zoe is curled up on the couch reading a book. Older Madison enters the scene, wearing an oversized sweater and probably not much else, and she walks behind the couch before she’s leaning over to wrap her arms around Zoe’s shoulders from behind.

Zoe shifts back comfortably against her, and Madison lets out a content sigh before she’s leaving kisses all over Zoe until Zoe cannot focus on her book anymore. Zoe tugs Madison over the couch with a yelp from the blonde, and they’re laughing and kissing and saying “I love you.” This Madison is wearing a ring.

The final scene Madison sees is much farther in the future. She and Zoe are white-haired and old and everything Madison somewhat dreads about aging, but they are in a kitchen where Zoe cooks dinner and Madison is perched at the counter watching. Zoe lets Madison taste whatever she has cooking and Madison beams at her before Zoe is kissing her sweetly. This Madison’s eyes are full of love and appreciation and something Madison has always been longing for.

When the fog fully returns, Madison blinks a few times before pulling herself away from the crystal ball. She’s quiet after, mulling over the scenes she’s seen again and the thoughts running through her mind.

She returns the crystal ball and quietly thanks Professor Goode before walks out, trying to truly process what she’s known for weeks.

She and Zoe are meant to be.

//

It’s the weekend trip into Hogsmeade and Madison decides at the last minute to go. The weather is nice outside; it’s evident by the sheer increase of people on the train this time around and how excited they are once they arrive, practically flying out of the train as soon as the doors open.

Madison takes her time and strolls around; it reminds her often of when she was much younger and her parents would talk of taking a trip to Hogsmeade back during their days at Hogwarts, telling Madison that she’d long for her weekend trips there.

She’s passing by Honeydukes when she recognizes a certain brunette wandering the street by herself. For a moment, Madison hesitates. She chews her bottom lip, almost stopping in her tracks.

The rivalry inside of her won’t just quit it - this much she knows - but she thinks about what her future’s supposed to be like. She reminds herself how the Madison she’d seen in the crystal ball had everything that she’s felt like she’s missing and has been longing for.

She quickens her pace, falling into step with the other girl.

“What, did all your friends ditch you?”

Zoe looks at Madison and shakes her head, a smile appearing on her features. “Hello to you too, Madison.”

Madison gives her an amused look. “Let me guess, you told them you were going to Tomes and Scrolls and they  all decided they have better things to do.”

“And what’s wrong with Tomes and Scrolls?” Zoe asks, mildly offended.

“God Benson, you’re such a nerd,” Madison tells her.

“Some of us actually enjoy learning, you know.”

Madison smirks. “I know; you’re kind of hot when you’re all concentrated in the library.”

Initially, Zoe’s cheeks flush. She ducks her head, attempting to let her face hide the way she’s been affected by Madison’s words. Madison resists lighting up at the reaction.

“I…Are you spying on me in the library, Montgomery?”

Madison shrugs, tossing her hair behind her shoulder. “I know how to appreciate a view when I see one, that’s all.”

She notices how Zoe bites her lip, but not before a smile starts to spread. Her cheeks are still flushed, and she’s left somewhat stuttering because Madison is completely catching her by surprise.

Madison knows she’s got Zoe right where she wants her.

“Come on nerd,” she says suddenly, beginning to walk ahead of Zoe.

“Where are we going?”

“Did you not want to go to Tomes and Scrolls?”

Zoe frowns. “You just…”

Madison rolls her eyes, reaching out and pulling Zoe’s hand to tug her forward. “Let’s go before I change my mind.”

Zoe looks from their hands to Madison’s expectant expression. She manages a nod, letting Madison hold her hand until the blonde lets go.

And Madison may complain about books and how boring it is the whole time, but she sure has fun making Zoe blush and stutter with every other comment.

//

“Madison, I’m trying to study,” Zoe huffs. “You should be too, you know.”

“I’m tired of studying,” Madison tells her. “Can’t we like, do anything else?”

“And what would you like to do?”

Madison’s eyes light up, she smirks.

Right where she wants her, yet again.

“I could think of a few things I’d do to you.”

Zoe blushes furiously, Madison’s name coming off as a hiss on her lips before she’s turning back to her books and pointedly not looking at the blonde.

Madison grins wide, leaning back in her chair comfortably.

//

Hogsmeade becomes a regular activity for Madison and Zoe, as in going together.

This time when they go, Madison slips her hand into Zoe’s like it’s the most natural thing in the world. There’s slight surprise on Zoe’s face, but she doesn’t say a word.

Madison holds her hand for basically the whole trip, with exceptions of entering stores and eventually the pub.

Zoe doesn’t mind, she likes when Madison intertwines their fingers, how someone who outwardly seems so cold feels so warm in her grasp. She doesn’t pull away even when Madison has her flushed and stuttering, like always.

(And sure, maybe Zoe’s friends raise their eyebrows, and she owes them an explanation later.

But Madison’s threatening look is enough for them to mind their own business for now.)

//

Madison swears she’s waiting for Zoe to finally make a move.

She is, but Zoe is just so adorably cautious, so afraid for pulling the trigger and going in.

So Madison gives in.

Zoe is in the middle of explanation some spell or another to Madison when Madison tugs the front of her sweater and pulls her in. Their lips meet and it’s clear Zoe wasn’t expecting this at all, but she melts when Madison kisses her and it’s enough for Madison to know this is exactly where she needs to be.

“Oh,” Zoe says when Madison pulls away.

She looks dazed and utterly adorable and it’s hard enough for Madison not to pin her up against the wall immediately.

“What?” Madison asks playfully, an amused expression on her face. “You didn’t think I was flirting with you just for fun now, did you?”

It makes Zoe laugh before she replies, “You’re such a smart ass” and pulls Madison in for another kiss.

[chxronica]

Weeds are flowers too (once you get to know them) - 6

Word count:

Summary: PRIDE PRIDE PRIIIIIIDDDEEEE

a/n : dont attack me just be happy i got off my ass and wrote the chapter okay,,, also i feel like there isnt a lot of dialogue in this chapte but when there is its important 

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After a silent car ride that felt like it had taken forever the quirky group of girls finally arrived at their first destination of the day, McDonalds. Originally this was nowhere near in the plan for pride, but neither was being hungover or the fact that Toni and Cheryl had a moment when they were making pancakes. Actually none of their plans had even accounted for Toni being there first thing in the morning because they weren’t actually supposed to get drunk the night before.

They made their way into the, unsurprisingly, busy fast food chain. All the noise was only making the two girl’s migraines worse, but they would be damned if they missed this day. What was fun without a little bit of pain anyway. It wasn’t going to kill them to be proud of their sexualities, or in Cheryl’s case just “supporting her friends”, just their heads. But the other two girls were as happy as they could be, holding hand and talking about something or the other.

Even though the restaurant was busy there still wasn’t much of a wait because of where they were. It only took a few minutes before they were situating themselves in one of the booths and waiting for their number to be called. On the way there was a lot of advils that were taken so the headaches that were there before were slowly starting to go away. This meant that they were able to actually hold a conversation for a moment.

Shortly after the first sentence had left one of the girl’s mouth their food was being called. For some reason both Cheryl found herself going up with Toni to collect the shitty food mumbling something or the other about the tattoo artist not getting enough syrup.

They both walk in completely awkward silence as they head to the tray and back to the table. Setting the pancakes on the table the two younger girls wasted no time digging into the pancakes they had. With a roll of her caramel eyes at their grubbiness, Cheryl turned to give Toni a look. But that’s when she realized how awkward things were between them as the brunette looked in a different direction.

With a deep sigh, the florist ran a hand through her curly, red hair before taking a seat in the booth. Toni followed after and God, were these booths always so small? Their thighs are basically touching as the tattoo artist rummage through the debri for the food that was actually there’s. She finds it with a small, cute “aha” before handing Cheryl her’s.

“Didn’t anyone teach you how to eat, Danielle?” The redhead scolded the girl that was like a little sister to her, even going as far as to give her a glare. For the most part, she had gotten away from her rich roots, but there was still little parts of it that shown through with the money. It wasn’t like she was living a rich lifestyle or anything, but she was. There was actually a bit of surprise on her part when Toni didn’t seem that interested in it.

Once the words had registered with the table of girls, the youngest girl only rolls her eyes and throws an unused butter at the redhead. Cheryl only gasps before throwing it back at her, and before they know it the others had joined in. Unused packets were thrown back and forth an group of laughing people.

All their fun had to stop though, after they nailed some grouchy person in the back with one of the sauce packers, which prompted the old man to turn around an lecture the four girls. Once he decided that he had enough of lecturing them he brought his attention back to whatever he was eating and all of them burst out laughing. It wasn’t the most respectful thing to do but it was also ridiculously funny to them all.

After that they fell into a comfortable conversation as they finished their food in no rush. The event didn’t actually start for a while so they had some times, although a lot of people had already begin to start the parade early. Still no one actually wanted to rush into the event, no matter how excited the two younger girls were for their first pride, so that meant that could take all the time they wanted on eating and getting over hangovers.

Eventually they all finished and made their way over to the actual event, Dani and he girlfriend skipping was ahead of the two older girls. But that was okay because they had already talked about what would happen if one of them got lost or kidnapped. So they weren’t entirely worried for the two teenagers, they had proven to Cheryl they could fend for themselves many times in the past.

That left the tattoo artist and the florist walking next to each other in what Cheryl hoped was a comfortable silence. Yeah, this was a comfortable for sure. Was it? No, it was. There was no reason why it would be awkward, right? Well besides the fact that they almost kissed while making pancakes that morning but that didn’t mean anything. That wouldn’t make anything awkward because friend almost kissed all the time. Yeah, that made some kind of sense.

It was like Toni could sense the internal panic that was happening in the redhead’s head because she slipped her hand into hers and gave her a soft smile. That was probably supposed to calm her down but that only seemed to make her more nervous. And oh god was her hand sweating? Was she getting hand sweat all over the other girls hand. What if she didn’t like that and they never held hands again, because Cheryl couldn’t control her hand sweat!

“Relax, flower girl, I know it’s a lot of rainbows for a straight person to take it but we can ease you into it slowly.” There’s a teasing tone in Toni’s words that makes her relax a little bit, the hand squeeze that was sent her way also helped her calm down a little bit. Something about the pinknette had an aura to her that pulled Cheryl in but also terrified her while simultaneously making her nervous and calm. It was the most confused the redhead had been in a while.

Without actually thinking about it the florist tugged her new found friend closer to her body, blushing lightly as she did. They both had their eyes one Dani up ahead so it was more leisure than fun for the two girls who were watching them. Not that they weren’t having fun, but there also a sense of responsibility to it.

“It’s not the rainbows I just think I’m gay. Maybe. Possibly. I think. I think that I’m gay. Yeah. No maybes, just, I think that I’m gay.” She was rambled nervously because she wasn’t sure, even if a part of her had known it for her whole life she was just now coming the realization. Her free hands run through her red curls the nerves getting to her. She had no idea what Toni would say to that but at least she knew that is wasn’t going to be mean.

Actually it was far from mean. It started off in a light teasing tone but it wasn’t mean because it was coming to the tattooed girl to always tease Cheryl and she really liked it. Not in a weird way of course.

The two of them stopped in the middle of the bustling crowd, Toni turning so that her body faced the redhead’s. Reaching out she took her other hand in her’s, rubbing her knuckles softly and giving her a kind look. Years ago, she was in the exact same situation that he new friend was in so the least she could do was help her out with figuring herself out. After all that’s what she had when she started out, well she had her best friends but they had no idea on how they even starting dating each other so they were useless.

“Most straight girls don’t almost kiss their friend after a night of cuddling.” Her tone is light as she teased the redhead, but her expression quickly turned to a more serious expression. “But if you’re gay then that’s great or if bi or pan or queer or maybe just questioning that’s all great because love is important. So it doesn’t matter if you fall in love with a girl or a guy or even a pal, just that you find someone who loves you as much as you love them.”

She paused and looked down at her feet, trying to decide what to say next. The crowd around them seemed to have just disappeared, like in the movies, and it feels like it’s just the two of them in the moment. “So yeah, if you’re gay there are plenty of pretty girls surrounding us if you decide you want to experiment today or not, or even flirt with someone so you can experiment in the future.”

In reality Cheryl was nervous just around one girl that she’s friends with she had no idea what she’d turn into if she was trying to flirt with pretty girls… or even kissing them. The whole time would be filled with panic and yeah, it wouldn’t be good for the redhead at all. Well kissing a girl sounds pretty girl sounds pretty good in the long run, just not right there were Cheryl would probably panic and run away.

Without really thinking for once she pulled her new friend in a tight hug, ignoring the tears that was ruining her makeup but she didn’t care. The last time she had voiced anything about being gay was when she was in middle school and that didn’t end up well for her or the girl she was caught with. After that she completely ignored any feelings for girls that could be considered more than friendly.

“Thank you.” She whispered as she hid her face in the tattoo artists neck with as she attempted to stop crying. This was the first time she actually felt validated for all the way that she felt. For being the way that she was, she didn’t know what that was yes but she had time to figure it out. Ot at least she thinks that she does, it feels like she does but she could be wrong.

After a few minutes of hugging Cheryl pulled away from Toni and wiped at the tears. “I need to put rainbow or something on my face so you can’t tell my mascara is running.” She joked lightly as she wiped away the rest of the tears, giving the tattoo artist a small smile. Lacing their fingers back together she dragged her away from the spot, successfully merging back into the crowd in search of Dani and her girlfriend.

It only took them a few minutes to catch up to the two younger girls and come up with a game plane. Once they had decided on a time and a place to meet they went their separate ways ready to enjoy the parade at its fullest. The two older girls were partnered up and the two younger ones were partners because that only made the most sense. Couples stayed together. Not that Toni and Cheryl were a couple, like a couple of people. Yeah, that’s exactly what it was. Just a couple of people partnering off so the real couple could have fun.

Hours passed in what felt like no time at all. It was getting dark, late, and Cheryl promised that he would have Dani and Riley home by eleven and it was getting extremely close to that time. The tattoo artist and florist, who were now covered in confetti and beads and a lot of other things, made their way over to the meetup spot they had decided on.

When they got there the other two were already there, Dani half asleep on top of her girlfriend. The redhead didn’t really blame them because she spent all day on her feet for work and even she was exhausted. Once Riley spotted them she woke her girlfriend up and walked over to them.

“Hey girls! Have fun?” Cheryl asked them once they were over to them, which only got a tired replies of yes and something else that she couldn’t quite figure out. That’s when they made it clear that they were too tired to have a conversation and just wanted to go home. Which is why Toni’s was leading their way through the lessening crowd and ordering an uber for the group.

Almost all of the car ride was spent in silence as the redhead rested her head on the tattoo artist, her red curls sprawling over her shoulder. The shorter girl didn’t mind as she ran a hand through the curls, humming softly to the music playing on the stereo. Meanwhile the other two girls fought sleep as they got closer and closer to the house they were staying at for the night.

Once Dani and Riley were dropped off the comfortable silence remained, the two of them getting out when they got back to Cheryl’s place. Both of them stood outside of her door, waiting for the other to say something. It was the awkward, flustered redhead that was the first one to speak up. “Thank you for today, I had a lot of fun.”

Pink haired moved as the shorter girl nodded at her words, leaning up to take the stray hair behind the florist’s ear. “You’re very welcome, flower girl.” She replied and gave her a soft look. Something about it made the redhead’s impulse control go out the window as she leaned down and connected their lips, kissing Toni.

Instantly the other girl was kissing back as her arms went up to wrap around Cheryl’s neck, supporting herself a little as she pushed up on the tip of her toes. There was just enough of a height difference for her to need to do that, which would probably get her teased later on. It didn’t take long before the redheads hands were on Toni’s hips as she pulled her together.

The kiss felt like mix of perfection and like it was never going to end, but the redhead was the first one to pull away. A deep blush had taken over her features as she stared at her, quickly disconnecting their bodies from each other. “Yup! Not gay! See you on Monday!” It was definitely the panic talking as she chirped out her words.

With that statement she made her way into her house leavine a stunned  Toni staring at the maple wood door in utter confusion.

[thisselflovecamebacktome]

Kurt felt his feet scraping across the ground as he forced himself down the hallway. The last few weeks had left him feeling so small. Dave and Santana being outted, Dave’s suicide attempt, losing out on both class presidency and the main role in A West Side Story; every bit of life seemed to be weighing him down recently. And then there was Blaine.

 Ever since Blaine had enrolled at McKinley, the two of them seemed to be parting ways more as each day went past. Of course Sebastian’s arrival hadn’t helped the situation, but deep down Kurt knew those same issues had been festering for a while. At times, Kurt found himself wondering if he was mismatched with Blaine; if Blaine would be happier with someone like Sebastian, someone more… spontaneous. Or at least someone who would answer his calls. Since that night, the sheer sound of Blaine’s voice was off-putting to Kurt. All that would come to mind was his hands spreading out and grabbing at Kurt, taking as much as he could like a kid with a candy bowl. The memory left a bad taste in Kurt’s mouth; almost as bad as remembering he had apologised for rejecting Blaine’s advances. At the time, Kurt had convinced himself that Blaine was right, that he had just been spoiling the fun, but the bad taste remained nonetheless.

 The one positive that had come out of the last few weeks was that the New Directions had reunited. To the surprise of everybody, Rachel had suggested giving others a chance to sing at Nationals, as long as she got her solo of course. It did mean, however, that all choreography the group had begun to work on prior to the girls coming back now had to be changed. And with Rachel’s two left feet and Tina’s quieter nature, Kurt was called in by Quinn to help choreograph and teach the new routine.

 On better days, Kurt didn’t mind helping out. Today was not one of those days. After the hypocritical mess Blaine pulled singing It’s Not Right But It’s Okay, Kurt was in no mood to see the glee club. Regardless, both Rachel and Quinn had insisted that with Nationals coming up, every chance they can get to practice had to be used.

 As he entered the room, Kurt could all but feel the atmosphere change. Quiet whispers stopped as Finn stood up. Giving signal to the others, Kurt watched as they followed him, each one of them approaching him as Puck closed the door.

 “Why are you all acting like you’re about to give an interve… oh my god, this is an intervention, isn’t it? Look I know Blaine gave a messed up image of us but it’s not going to affect the tea…”

 “We just want to talk,” Finn interrupted, gesturing Kurt a seat.

 Kurt bit his lip before shuffling his feet over to the seat. The awkward silence continued. Filled with uncertainty, Finn’s eyes shuffled between the boys’ and Rachel’s before she sighed and spoke up.

 “What’s going on with you Kurt?”

 The others scolded the brunette’s bluntness before being reminded that no one else was willing to ask. As they begun to quarrel, Quinn shut them down.

 “What Rachel meant was is everything okay? You’ve had a tough year, not to mention everything you’re still dealing with from last year and we just wanted to check in. If our conversation after Karofsky taught me anything, it’s that none of us should assume that people are coping when they’re in strife.”

 “I’m fine.”

 The words sped out of Kurt’s mouth like a horse belting toward the finish line. Kurt could feel how untrue the statement was as he spoke the words, yet he still found himself faking a smile in hopes to convince the others. It didn’t work. As he looked over at Mercedes, her disappointment hit him, forcing him to look at the ground.

 “Honey,” she started, “the truth is you haven’t been yourself for a long time now. And it’s clear that Blaine going behind your back for the West Side Story role has made things worse, especially after his performance today. We got to hear his side, now it’s only fair we hear yours.”

 Kurt stuttered for a moment before falling silent. His head went back and forth arguing over what to say next. On one hand, this was his relationship. It wasn’t any concern, or business for that matter, of the others. Not to mention Blaine was already upset with him, why make things worse? But at the same time, they were his friends and they were there trying to help. Even Santana and Puck had shown up. Regardless, Kurt couldn’t find the words.

 “It’s nothing, I’ll fix things up with Blaine later on,” He lied before sighing, “Thank you though Mercedes, for setting this up.”

 “It wasn’t me,” Mercedes smiled, looking over at Finn.

 Kurt blinked before staring at Finn.

 “I’m your brother Kurt. I’m worried about you. Nothing you say is going to change that. I, I just couldn’t find the words to say that, so I called in these guys.”

 Silence filled the room again. Kurt find his eyes shuffling back to the ground. Mike moved next to Kurt, placing his hand on Kurt’s shoulder and assuring him it’d be alright.

 “You’re wrong about the show being the issue,” Kurt started, “Around the time the role was allocated, Sebastian came into the picture…”

 “The jerk from Daltons who was trying to get onto Blaine?” Tina enquired.

 “Yeah him,” Kurt muttered, “except it wasn’t just him trying to get Blaine. Blaine was responding and meeting up with him behind my back. The night before the opening day of the show, Sebastian invited us to some bar. Blaine spent the whole night getting drunk and dancing with him until it was time to leave. I got him to the car and he wouldn’t stop touching me. I yelled for him to stop, but he, he just wouldn’t. Eventually I shoved him off and he yelled at me before leaving, but things just haven’t been the same since.”

 “That hobbit tried to rape you?” Santana shouted.

 Kurt shook his head as he began to stutter. Being barely comprehensible, he started saying it was his fault and how he had apologised the next day. As the eyes of those around him widened, Quinn interrupted.

 “You shouldn’t have.”

 “Quinn’s right,” Puck jumped in before looking at Quinn in guilt, “It’s not your fault he tried to take advantage of you after knowing you had drunken.”

 “Actually, I was the designated driver, so I was sober.” Kurt explained.

 “Dude it doesn’t matter,” Finn said, “He doesn’t get to treat you like that.”

 Unable to find the words, Kurt fell silent. Deep down he knew Finn was right and that once upon a time, there would be no way Kurt would let himself be treated like this, but things were different now. The realisation of dying alone had plagued his mind. He didn’t expect Finn or Rachel or any of the other straight members to understand. Finding a partner for them was like finding a penny. The opportunity was always there. Hell, even Santana and Brittany didn’t have to worry because they found the love of their lives already. But he hadn’t. The two gay men Kurt knew were Blaine and Karofsky, a boy who physically assaulted him for years. The thought that he may never find love crushed Kurt, but at least Blaine was something.

 Before anyone spoke, a phone began to blare. Reaching in his pocket, Kurt noticed the number straight off, leading him to sigh.

 “That’s him now,” he started, “I should probably get going.”

 The group went to speak out, but Finn just shook his head at them. As Kurt gathered his things and started to walk out of the room, he heard Brittany’s voice come from behind him.

 “Don’t forget we love you Kurt.”

 Closing the door behind him, Kurt walked away. Once out of the building, he looked down at his phone, sighing as he pressed the number of the missed call. Before he was able to say anything, a voice cut in.

 “Where are you Kurt? I called your dad when you didn’t answer and he said Finn told him you were at a glee meeting which clearly isn’t where you are. Are you with Chandler? Is that why you refused to answer my calls? I knew Finn was threatened by my talent but to help you do this is next level petty and you dragging him into it is just as bad.”

 The voice continued rambling, cutting Kurt off as he tried to answer. Moments of incoherent rambling passed, lowering Kurt’s patience until all at once, it disappeared.

 “Blaine, stop,” Kurt started, “I’m not with Chandler. The fact that you think so little of me as to not only accuse me of that but bring the glee club into it with your performance today shows just what you think of me.”

 Stutters from the other end of the phone fell silent as Kurt pushed the red button. Stopping in his tracks, Kurt felt a sigh leave his chest. Confusion and guilt begun to set in as Kurt realised that despite his frustration, the sigh had been in relief, not despair. As the phone in his hand begun to vibrate again, he found himself clenching harder as he walked away. After minutes of nonstop ringing, Kurt hung up one final time before clicking the messaging button.

 ‘I’m sorry okay. Just give me time.’

 Disgust hit Kurt as he pressed send. He continued walking as he thought about how things had gotten so bad between him and Blaine that the person he could tell everything to had become the person he felt he had to lie most to. The phone continued to buzz as several messages came through. With his patience falling, Kurt placed his phone in his bag, making sure to do so in a way where it would not noticeably vibrate off anything else.

 As he reached his house, Kurt went straight into his bedroom, closing the door and grabbing out his phone. Upon seeing the endless stream of messages, Kurt ran his fingers through his hair, grasping then slightly yanking at it. His fingers began typing at the phone before deleting and typing again for several minutes before stopping and deleting it once more. He typed one final message.

 ‘We need to talk to someone Blaine. Meet me in Emma’s office tomorrow.’

 Before Blaine could respond, Kurt heard his door twist. Placing the phone back in his bag, Kurt stood up. The door opened, leading Kurt to relax.

 “Don’t come in unexpectedly Finn. You startled me.”

 Finn stared at Kurt in silence for a moment before speaking.

 “I just wanted to check that we’re cool after what happened. Look, I know I should have spoken to you privately before bringing in the others like that. I just didn’t know what to say. I think you need to tell Burt and my mum though, you know, about what Blaine did.”

 Kurt felt his throat tighten with each word that came out of Finn’s mouth. His eyes began scanning the room, looking for anything else to talk about. Maybe an unclean surface to attend to or homework to do. But nothing came to mind. With an awkward expression on his face, Kurt looked back at Finn.

 “We can’t tell dad. You heard about what he did to Karofsky and that was just some bully. Blaine’s my partner. He’d put him in hospital.”

 “Maybe he should.”

 Finn’s words came off louder and more abrasive than he had meant them, causing Kurt to flinch. In response, Kurt let out a sigh whilst saying Finn’s name. Another silence came over the room before Finn spoke.

 “Kurt, we’ve gotta tell someone who can help you.”

 “I don’t need help Finn. I’m fine.” Kurt lied.

 “So you’d still be calling it fine if I did that to Rachel then? Or what about if Sam did it to Mercedes? Because that definitely wasn’t the case when you were telling me that what happened to Quinn was Puck’s fault and his alone.”

 “Blaine didn’t get me drunk Finn. Plus, after what happened with Puck and Quinn, I know you’d never do that to Rachel, nor would the other guys with their girlfriends.”

 “We never thought Blaine would do that to you Kurt.”

 Finn’s words hit hard. Kurt tried to find words, but none came to him. Silence began to consume the room only to be broken by the vibrating sound coming from Kurt’s bag. Nothing was said, but the sympathetic look in Finn’s eyes made Kurt just uncomfortable enough to look away. Finn considered reaching out for Kurt’s arm before another vibrating noise from Kurt’s bad stopped him. Instead, he clenched his fist and sighed.

 “At least tell mum.”

 “You say that as if she wouldn’t just tell my dad.” Kurt said.

 “She wouldn’t,” Finn started, “She’s been here before Kurt. I mean not sexually from what I know, but when I was little she had a relationship that really messed her up, the same way Blaine is messing you up right now. She’ll be able to help… Just think about it, yeah?”

 With that, Finn walked away. Kurt sat back down on his bed, grabbing out his phone. Blaine had sent several messages stating why they didn’t need Emma involved and how everything was going to be okay. Kurt stared at the final message, a simple ‘I love you’, for several moments before placing the phone face down on the bed. Pulling himself up from the bed, Kurt walked over to the door, checking down the hallways for Finn before closing it. As the door clicked shut, Kurt felt his body slide down to the ground as began to cry.

[low-budget-mulan]

ALL OF THEM

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

A baby probably

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

depends who I am with and where I am 

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Mo

4. Are you easy to get along with?

yee

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

I sure hope he would. But yea he would. 

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

catholic, baby loving, sarcastic

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Yes

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

mo

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

depends on context and with who 

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Mo

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

...........

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Your Love by WAL 

Taste of Eternity by Bellarive

that’s it 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Yes. It is calming 

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Miracles

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I got to go to World Youth Day! I SAW THE POPE!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

never kissed anyone 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

no

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

HAHAHAHAHAHA no 

19. Do you like bubble baths?

yes.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

depends on the neighbor 

21. What are you bad habits?

laziness

22. Where would you like to travel?

Europe, Japan 

23. Do you have trust issues?

Is the Pope Catholic?

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Sleeping 

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

Yes 

26. What do you do when you wake up?

wish I was sleeping 

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Neither.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

Renee and Kelsey 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Yea, but like an hour after it happened.I told him no. He was a douche 

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Hell to the yea 

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yes

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

the father the son and the holy spirit 

33. Spell your name with your chin.

no

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Used to play Water Polo

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

music 

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yes. 

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

So this one time I made a woman priest joke to the cardinal of my archdiocese.

or

I once made my priest think I was pregnant

or 

so this is awkward, but would you like me to make it more awkward?

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Catholic 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

grocery 

40. What do you want to do after high school?

I graduated already. Become a Paramedic, get married, and have babies. In no particular order 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

depends on the person 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

you’re* 

I’m probably pissed 

43. Do you smile at strangers?

depends 

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

SPAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCEEEEEEE

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

food

46. What are you paranoid about?

nothing 

47. Have you ever been high?

no high like the most high. CAN I GET AN AMEN! 

48. Have you ever been drunk?

once 

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

no?

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

black like my soul 

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

all the time 

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

everything 

53. Favourite makeup brand?

dont wear makeup 

54. Favourite store?

grocery 

55. Favourite blog?

already answered 

56. Favourite colour?

purple 

57. Favourite food? 

Jesus

58. Last thing you ate?

nachos

59. First thing you ate this morning?

water?

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

no I suck. 

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

no 

62. Been arrested? For what?

no i’m a good noodle 

63. Ever been in love? 

yes 

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

I’ll tell you when it happens 

65. Are you hungry right now?

no 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

currently liking the tumblr friends more 

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter but only for @prudecatholic 

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr 

69. Are you watching tv right now?

no 

70. Names of your bestfriends?

@thecatholicnugget @captainvatican @thebashfulhound renee kelly 

  71. Craving something? What?

babies 

72. What colour are your towels?

i have many. 

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

one 

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

i mean theyre on my bed, but like falling through the cracks 

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

a couple?

75. Favourite animal?

octopus and dog 

76. What colour is your underwear?

pink 

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

not chocolate 

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

white

80. What colour pants?

jeans 

81. Favourite tv show?

sherlock, sirens, bobs burgers 

82. Favourite movie?

Totoro, Home 

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

1

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls 

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

damien 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

the im obnoxious kid 

87. First person you talked to today?

my sisters school nurse 

88. Last person you talked to today?

digicatholit squad 

89. Name a person you hate?

n

90. Name a person you love?

jesus 

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

always 

92. In a fight with someone?

no 

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

too many 

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

too many 

95. Last movie you watched?

idk?

96. Favourite actress?

idk?

97. Favourite actor?

idk?

98. Do you tan a lot?

i get tan often. but only if I go outside. which isnt common 

99. Have any pets?

theyre all dead 

100. How are you feeling?

i have a headache 

101. Do you type fast?

yee 

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

everything 

103. Can you spell well?

yee 

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

no 

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

ye 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

idk?

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

ye

108. What should you be doing?

sleeping 

109. Is something irritating you right now?

ye

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

ye

111. Do you have trust issues?

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

idk?

113. What was your childhood nickname?

from my family? Fatty. I didn’t have nicknames from anyone else (and no i did not like the nickname) 

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

ye

115. Do you play the Wii?

ye 

116. Are you listening to music right now?

no 

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

ye 

118. Do you like Chinese food?

ye 

119. Favourite book?

bible 

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

no 

121. Are you mean?

i can be 

122. Is cheating ever okay?

no 

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

depends 

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no 

125. Do you believe in true love?

ye 

126. Are you currently bored?

ye 

127. What makes you happy?

sleep 

128. Would you change your name?

ye when I get married 

129. What your sign?

sign language 

130. Do you like subway?

it’s ok 

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

marry him ( if I am dating him then he is my best friend of the opposite sex soooooooo) 

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

didnt i answer this already?

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

your love 

134. Can you count to one million?

why would i do that 

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

i love you 

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

i don’t have a door to my room... 

137. How tall are you?

5 ft 6 in 

138. Curly or Straight hair?

straight 

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunnette 

140. Summer or Winter?

winter 

141. Night or Day?

night 

142. Favourite month?

christmas 

143. Are you a vegetarian?

no i dont hate myself 

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

dark 

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee

146. Was today a good day?

i mean I was basically fired. but yea it was ok 

147. Mars or Snickers?

neither 

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“let the blood flow.” - Ali (tumblingducks) 

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

ye but god is stronger 

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

requires too much effort 

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1. Who was the last person you held hands with? i actually think its haley XD if not her then sam2. Are you outgoing or shy? im in between. new people make me shy, but i can be outgoing with people im comfortable with3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? meh4. Are you easy to get along with? i think so5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? i can take care of myself thanks6. What kind of people are you attracted to? the wrong kind7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? who knows8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? nope9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not at all10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probs emily11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? thank you 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 

Clairvoyant, you used to say, dead bird, how does it feel, i think your nose is bleeding.13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? i LOVE IT14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes 15. What good thing happened this summer? i camped my life away16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? isnt that what a boyfriend is?17. Do you think there is life on other planets? obv.18. Do you still talk to your first crush? nope19. Do you like bubble baths? nope20. Do you like your neighbors? yeah my neighbor is my grandma, we have tea every morning

21. What are your bad habits? seeing the good in people after they have fucked me up. Always trying to help people.22. Where would you like to travel? all over canada, and greece, and thailand23. Do you have trust issues? yup24. Favorite part of your daily routine? lmao blazing? idk i dont have much of a routine25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my stomach26. What do you do when you wake up? hate my life27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darker28. Who are you most comfortable around? sam29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? ummm not really, kyle said we could of worked through our shit when we first broke up but i believe we were made to be friends30. Do you ever want to get married? yes i do, i want my papa to walk me down the isle31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? soooo long32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Any and all Avengers. JS33. Spell your name with your chin. hnaqy7l4eyu34. Do you play sports? What sports? LMFAO 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yee37. What do you say during awkward silences? well this is fun38. Describe your dream girl/guy? someone willing to go the extra mile just like i am39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? second hand stores40. What do you want to do after high school? die41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes i do42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im v sad and anxiety43. Do you smile at strangers? yes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? bottom of the ocean45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? my animals46. What are you paranoid about? people hating me and driving with weed47. Have you ever been high? all day er day48. Have you ever been drunk? YUP XD49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? not really, i wish people would actually find out about some things...50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black lol51. Ever wished you were someone else? every second52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? lol everything on the outside53. Favourite makeup brand? urban decay54. Favourite store? i dont have one55. Favourite blog? not anymore56. Favourite colour? pink57. Favourite food? sushi58. Last thing you ate? some chippies59. First thing you ate this morning? People eat in the morning????60. Ever won a competition? For what? LOL NO61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? nope62. Been arrested? For what? nope63. Ever been in love? is this love?64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? jon browne, caught on video. Was not expecting it65. Are you hungry right now? no66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i dont have tumblr friends anymore :’(67. Facebook or Twitter? twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr? twitter69. Are you watching tv right now? nope70. Names of your bestfriends?kyle  haley suzie emily71. Craving something? What? ugh72. What colour are your towels? grey72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 273. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no real animals74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? too many for a adult75. Favourite animal? tigers76. What colour is your underwear? leopard print XD whoda guess77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour? ????? something fun79. What colour shirt are you wearing?light blue night with cats 80. What colour pants? i never wear pants when im home81. Favourite tv show? supernatural 82. Favourite movie? fuck too many, something avengers83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 21 jump street85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? janice86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? the turtles maybe87. First person you talked to today? my Dog and yes hes a person88. Last person you talked to today? ive only talked to my dog XD89. Name a person you hate? My uncle90. Name a person you love? my Aunt Mary91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? YEEE 92. In a fight with someone? Like maybe? ask them, theyre the ones sending anon hate93. How many sweatpants do you have? 2 pairs, need more for work94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 595. Last movie you watched? ant man and the wasp96. Favourite actress? honestly no clue. i dont pay attention to that stuff97. Favourite actor? if i have a favourite its not for their acting skills so98. Do you tan a lot? nope and nope99. Have any pets? i have a zoo. And honestly im so proud of my family i wish i could introduce everyone i care for to them100. How are you feeling? honestly tumblr, not great. Ive been down the last couple months and i keep trying to get back where i was mentally but i having a hard time. Many things are getting me down and i want to fix them but somethings are out of my control. And i never taught myself how to cope with that101. Do you type fast? pretty fucking fast i work on the computer A LOT

102. Do you regret anything from your past? I regret little things, like not speaking up and telling people how i feel from the start. Its fucked up a lot in my life. But without going through and doing what i did i wouldnt be the compassionate person i am today.103. Can you spell well? sometimes when i dont overthink it104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes105. Ever been to a bonfire party? YES AND I WANT TO GO TO ANOTHER106. Ever broken someone’s heart? honestly, i have a couple times. Im not proud of it and i wish it could of been different but life happens107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes i love horseys108. What should you be doing? moving on and letting go109. Is something irritating you right now? yeah thats one way of putting it110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? lmao yes111. Do you have trust issues? so many112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Sam, always sam113. What was your childhood nickname? bird114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes i wanna go back to alberta115. Do you play the Wii? not anymore116. Are you listening to music right now? i was117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yes118. Do you like Chinese food? YES119. Favourite book? acheron or Fahrenheit 451120. Are you afraid of the dark? not anymore121. Are you mean? people perceive me as mean sometimes because i like to be honest these days122. Is cheating ever okay? no its not.123. Can you keep white shoes clean? bitch i dont buy white shoes124. Do you believe in love at first sight? hahaha i belive in lust in first site 125. Do you believe in true love? yes126. Are you currently bored? umm not the word i would use so no127. What makes you happy? when my animals are healthy128. Would you change your name? i wanted to when i was young but nah129. What your zodiac sign? gemini130. Do you like subway? yes131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? tell him to cool his jets. Been there done that. Did not work. We are happy as friends and get a long way better132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? honestly probably emily133. Favourite lyrics right now? i love this question

This is your life, there's no way to run from itThe doubt in your brain, or the pain in your stomachI only have the one complaint at the momentDon't paint me black when I used to be golden. 

 134. Can you count to one million? nope, dont have an attention span that long135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i work for telus136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? open for the cats137. How tall are you? 5′5 and a half138. Curly or Straight hair? wavy139. Brunette or Blonde? blonde140. Summer or Winter? summer141. Night or Day? night142. Favourite month? june143. Are you a vegetarian? nope144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk chocolate145. Tea or Coffee? tea146. Was today a good day? i just woke up, no147. Mars or Snickers? mars148. What’s your favourite quote? its on my wall

The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift. 

 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yup150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  the books close to me are all notebooks. page 42 is blank