#AND I SAID NO
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Hey chat. If it's 40 degrees F and windy out and I consistently feel like I'm dying of heat stroke in a tshirt, shorts, and no shoes, should I be worried about a possible medical problem.
#the doctor once asked#in relation to a SERIOUS brain problem questionaire#if I have trouble regulating my body tempurate when it comes to heat#and I said no#vent#actual post
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I, again, couldn't find this gif. So made it myself.
#helluva boss#helluva boss ozzie#helluva boss asmodeus#helluva boss gif#helluva boss fizz#helluva boss fizzarolli#AND I SAID NO#Mmmm-HMM!
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I’m craving someone that would love me, I would bite my teeth into their neck and wrap my arms around them so they could always love me
#pls#I am actually in tears#because I just don’t have a person#this is very personal sorry you don’t have to read#I want to love someone!!#I want to be loved by someone#Loved by someone who actually wants to love me#I am so sad#I am so lonely#I need it so bad#I can never meet people because I am always at home#I am so lonely and touchstarved#my therapis asked if she could hug me#and I said no#because I was afraid that once I feel someone close to me again#I won’t be able to live without it
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My coworker does not like rise of red XD
#i found out shes a descendants fan like 2 years ago#just got on break and she was like#have u watched it yet?#and i said no#and she said#okay well talk about it layer#in the most 'dear god it was awful and i need to rant about it'#tone#lol
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Welp. It's official now.
I locked all of my fics on AO3.
If you don't have an AO3 account and enjoyed my writing as an anonymous guest, I'm very sorry. It's not a step I wanted to take. All I can say is that one too many AI related projects have been scraping the archive.
I share my writing out of joy and passion for stories and characters, hoping that it may spark joy and passion in others too or make their days a little brighter, not for some third party to steal my work and feed it into their shitty AI to make money by using other people's work without their consent.
I will also take this opportunity to remind you that if you put my writing into an AI to, idk, train a chat bot or get more "content", you are also feeding the AI with my work against my explicit wishes and consent. "It's just for me" or "it's only for private use" makes no difference here. It doesn't matter how the AI gets access to the work of others, it matters that it does when it shouldn't.
Let's not pretend that the people behind AI won't use the data you give it while using it privately as well; it's basically more free training data for them. These people were willing to steal once, they won't shy away from taking whatever else they can get.
I hope that I will soon feel comfortable unlocking my fics again because, again, that's how I prefer it.
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is it normal to have crushes as a little kid??? i never did and i cant possibly imagine being any younger than at least fourteen and looking at someone and thinking they're "cute" or whatever thats so weird to me
#just thoughts idk#my little brother has a crush on a girl#like sir you are in elementary school#and when i was a kid every time someone asked me if i had a crush#or even my mom asked#and i said no#they wouldn't believe me??#like no i dont???#im eight years old????#and im reading bttm rn#its good dont get me wrong#but youre telling me she had a crush on this kid#since they were that young????#it just makes no sense to me#eunoia annoys '♡'
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Being asexual sometimes really does feel like being completely detached from a part of the world
#day musings#asexuality#sex repulsed asexual#Like the allos really don't get it#But I don't get them either#my friend asked if I would fuck her#and I said no#and she seemed a lil shock#dont get me wrong it was funny#But just. I don't experience that#I'd say I don't get why she assumed I would#But I know. Allo experience#Or like.#i was talking to a friend#and they mentioned sexuality is weird#and like#They're right#But mine is so. Not existent? Like it is defined by not being there#That I dont really think about it that way#At least not until recently#I dont mind tho#rather be ace than anything else
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okay y'all idk if it's the eclipse or what but i just like. lost it today at work. i snapped. told the department manager to set a meeting in person if she wants to talk to me and i hung up the phone. then i emailed a long letter to our boss basically saying she's abusing everyone on the team + breaking the law and not following procedure and told me to shut up when i brought it up. so who knows what monday will be but fuck it
#like you don't get it we literally went back and forth.#she ordered me to do something#and i said no#and then she repeatedly ordered me again#and again i say no#and she keeps going like it's gonna change
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saw a good looking man today... effervescent...
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overwhelming urge to kiss my irls
#OKAY NOT ROMANTICALLY#todd’s diary#BUT LIKE#yesterday i was holding my itls hand and he was like r u gonna kiss it#and i said no#and he went why#and i said that’s weird and he went#why is it weird?#like don’t do this to me
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A handy primer
#co to aftg pipeline#tonight my mom said so theyre basically the same characters#about simon n baz and neil n andrew#and i said NO#anyway i think this will clear things up for her#aftg#snowbaz
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How God listening to me vent about this mf entitled child and his enabling mother while I’m driving home from work.
#bro today had me heated#so SO heated#and I’ve been working on my temper lately#trying not to cuss#but FUCK today was just one of those fucking days#this child is 9 years old and whenever he doesn’t get his way he walks out of the service so we have to go outside after him#because we can’t leave kids unattended#so now I have to spend like 15 minutes DAILY tryna talk this kid off the fucking ledge so he comes back inside#and he’s just fucking sulking over the most minor shit#he does bullshit and I’ll call him out on it then he sulks#I tell him to share — even enforce it by making him share#like today he had two balloons and another kid wanted one and he was like nah they’re mine he can get one that’s stuck on the wall#(cause we decorated the room with balloons and taped some to the wall)#and I said no#just give him one of yours#so it was a while fucking fight#and I get fed up then end up taking one from him to give to the other child#and he can’t have that so he sulks and fucks off out the door#even goes so far as to walk to the gate so I left the other staff to deal with him outside#THEN oh you’re gonna laugh at this one#I asked a girl to get me something cause I was drawing something for work#then he asks me ‘why didn’t you ask me to get it for you?’#and I said it’s because she’s (the girl) is responsible then he goes ‘what? I’m responsible’#then I give him a look like ‘yeah fuckin’ right boy’ and it was all hehe’s and giggles#then the girl goes how are you responsible? do you do chores? do you cook? you know just general questions#then he goes oh no my mom doesn’t make me do chores#so we asked him ‘then how are you responsible when you don’t do anything?’#and the convo kinda just went on like that for like 5-10 mins and then an iPad was mentioned and I said ‘is that what your mom does?’#referring to how parents just put their kids in front of iPads these days and when I turn I see this mf has tears in his eyes#and I’m immediately like oh shit I didn’t mean it like that (cause we were joking) but then he walks off and goes to sulk in the corner
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i am my own biggest obstacle in literally fucking everything
#slamming my head against the wall#the pretty girl i cannot speak to literally offered to give me poetry recs if i need inspiration#AND I SAID NO#bc my autistic ass was like “i've got plenty but the offer is appreciated” but now i know she probably wanted my number#god fucking dammit#i'm burying myself in sand and suffering to the end of time#legit gonna cry why am i so bad at this why can't i hold a normal converation
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doncha love it when your physical issues are so bad if you so much as sit up slightly straighter you almost fucking pass out?? isn't that so fun????????????
#::chronic brainrot::#::oof::#also funny thing my grandmother ask if i had a presentation to do at school today#and i do so i said yes#and she said is it hard#and i said no#and she said 'so why don't you just go get it over with'#and im like 'because i can't stand up without fainting. its not the presentation thats the problem its the everything else'
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A guy ik at uni who I have suspected to like me for like 3 years randomly asked me out today 😭
#it was actually sweet cuz a few weeks ago he swiped up on my story cuz I posted abt sharks#and today he texted me a link to our aquarium and asked if I had been#and I said no#and he said we could go next week and then get food after 🥹#tbh it’s really sweet cuz this guy has been dropping hints forever but never made a move#until today#but my FOOT IS BROKEN#so rip#tala.txt#it’s funny cuz I just deleted my hinge acc too lmao
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