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my goal for today is no instagram reels & read 20 pages of my book. no consequences if i don’t do that because you cannot hate yourself into becoming who you are

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don’t understand where people get the energy to be an active participant in their own lives. the days just happen to me for real

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ok work

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“What is desire? Desire is a restaurant. Desire is watching you eat. Desire is pouring wine for you. Desire is looking at the menu and wondering what it would be like to kiss you. Desire is the surprise of your skin. Look - in between us now are the props of ordinary life - glasses, knives, cloths, Time has been here before. History has had you - and me too. My hand has brushed against yours for centuries. The props change, but not this. Not this single naked wanting you.”

— Jeanette Winterson, from The White Room 

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pov you met the murder husbands

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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Didi Jackson, from "Poem With the Last Line as the First"

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jesper just - circuits (interpassivities), 2018

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Day 1/30

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donating my heavily annotated copy of house of leaves to the local library so that the person reading it gets a 5th layer of narrative to be confused by

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Brad Phillips Major Depressive Episode 2011

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i made an 8-page zine using electric zine maker. it's on itch.io and it's an eyesore. i put all my heart in it and i'm hoping you get some back

tw for references to suicidal ideation.

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wait wait wait mutuals rb this with a description of ur voice

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Day 0/30

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Waiting for a change

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always waiting