#AND I FIND IT RN AND IM KINDA HAPPY!!!!
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Another lovely message
I just want to let all of you know how greateful (grateful? thnaksful. WIRHBGHRBGWR) i am at how much all of you guys are super into the Space Riders AU, like it brings me absolutely great joy and glee seeing all of you just go absolutely apeshit with your own creations. The fact i was able to create an open world and seeing you guys find your way to contribute in your own way makes me extremely happy!
I look forward to more interactions and losing braincells with you guys! (or we can always bully Gilded simps/j/j/j/j/j/j/j/ platonic pats qxuru)
#LIKE I KNOW THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH YA'LL MEAN TO ME#BUT LISTEN#IVE BEEN IN THE INTERNET SINCE 2016 TRYING TO CULTIVATE MY OWN COMMUNITY#AND I FIND IT RN AND IM KINDA HAPPY!!!!#TO THINK I WOULD KNOW SO MANY TALENTED FOLKS!!!#Ramblings
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One of my favorite throwaway things in gravity falls is when Mabel and Stan both put their index fingers together when thinking in 'The Love God'.
"Hopeless case, eh?"
"So young people are into hot air balloons, eh?"
Wish I had the frames, lol
#gravity falls#idk it just makes me happy#disney is rude and won't let me screenshot it. if i try to find it i will get distracted for two hours#):<#i actually like this episode the whole mabel drugging them is just kinda like sure but im a bit aro so idk how that works anyway#i dont mind the conclusion. its like yeah i gave them drug. time to fix it with more drugs#was doodling and was like O: this is a perfect pose for Stan rn
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blood loss edition
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#colloquially. like gesturing towards a signifier of a signifier of a story told long before. youre not getting more out of me than that#ft. tố linh (and them in yuutoverse for a hot second)#if u wonder what a dirt historian is. stay tuned <3#that thing reki does in the first page is a real thing everyone here's convinced of btw#like. free hangin from a bar by ur arms will make u taller#also I literally did not mean to design amy and linh Like That. I did Not mean for them to be. Like That#but I am happy that I did. bc I love their design and they play well with yuuto#the last page is. some extremely disorganized Thoughts from a thing I kinda wanna write#maybe not right now. but eventually#I guess it's also mostly like. one more love letter to the siblings out there. it has to do with reki getting#underground basically illegal T shots at S lmao#shakes u by the collar we're not going anywhere! I love you!! everything will find its place!!!!#anyways. there are also a number of muppet type creatures in this one. idk whats up with that#I dont have much blood in me rn Im not lucid. have fun be urself ok?#thats also why the inks been taking a break btw. and the fact that my new pot of ink just arrived today#while Im being deprived of my appropriate volume of intravenous fluid#man. may be another day. before I can stop screaming at my wall and punching things off shelves. and draw properly#meanwhile. u know whats up#I go lay down now. have fun ok? be kind to ur tall friends knee them only gently#also just realized future!langa kinda has a bit of haruka vibes. that is literally so awesome
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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the beautiful cottage house i spent the entire day building on sims just got deleted so to celebrate I will now be committing suicide !
#no but actually i am crying a little bit :(((#its just the sims I KNOW but finding things that make me happy or at least not shitty is kinda hard rn#so i was excited to actually learn how to build in the sims bc im obsessed with yt building videos#and it looked so good too! much better than expected !!#but yeah... lol. should have been saving continuously since i know the sims has a tendency to lag :(#diary entries
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happy(?) otousan day to this talented longleg who’s able to sign a consent form in perfect penmanship without any form of support for that flimsy sheet of paper
#also was scrolling through the movie to look for this scene and was very amused to find that the longleg’s license plate is lxl’s birthday#awwwwwwwwww you secretly have at least some love your stepson don’t you lmaooooooooooo#even though you treat him poorly most of the time. longleg’s gotta longleg ig#but hm. now that i think about it. the hair colours of the longleg+shortleg are a lot duller in the movie than the [redacted] anime#they were very green there. kinda like a tree#though tbh i think the lxl movie could’ve been a lot better if it was longer + better paced. the timeskips were horrendous#it seriously had the potential to be much better if it was set in lxl’s 2nd year of middle school instead…#it’d work out better timeline-wise too…#(shoutout to the lxl in universe fast food advertisements from the hina movie that was shown at a time before lxl even debuted)#anyway happy(?) otousan day to anyone who may celebrate it ig…#though. hm. that reminds me. i wonder if my father is even alive rn. last i heard he had a stroke i think#oh welllllllll. maybe im better off not knowing lmaooo
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very rushed muni drawing.. i love her i hope she explodes
#nyxnco.txt#nyxnco.png#art#art !!#muni ohnaruto#ohnaruto muni#happy around#happy around!#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#i was watching first mix performances and woa...#autism be damned my girl can work a lightstick#also I'm supposed to be asleep rn oops#im just like her fr#(staying up to draw(#also rhis ks VERY VERY rushed not a full piece just kinda shaded#please ignore any mistakes you find thank you amen#ok thats enough rambling from me
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i need to find another pmd project to love on relentlessly to make up for that. i almost feel bad hating on a fan project like that
#echoed voice#devs just know if you somehow find my posts: i respect the work that you do and its very impressive you made the first full length romhack#for this game#thats a great feat and im glad you did it and its this good technologically. the mind stuff was great and parallel timelines were fun#and pls take the fact that this won hack of the year a sign that im just one guy and i am clearly in the minority and that is ok#it just. sadly wasnt my thing and i was more frustrated than happy most of the time#we were talking abt this in discord but also in light of jelloapocalypse being kinda a hot topic rn-#i know im just one guy with a tumblr blog but pls know that whenever i bitch about something- i dont get pissed if you disagree#i dont think im like ''enlightened'' and everyone should just accept my opinions. im just an old man complaining on my lawn basically#if you adored this romhack then good for you! im glad you enjoyed it more than i did!#at the end of the day its still eos and eos is fun and exciting and feels good to play#if youre considering getting this romhack then dont let me convince you not to give it a chance. you may enjoy it more than i did!#maybe youll see stuff that i didnt! maybe itll resonate a lot more with you!#idk where im going with this. but i feel bad being mean to a fan project for too long jsdklfjdsf
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I JUST READ A FIC WHERE MY FAVORITE SHIP WAS KINDA IMPLIED I'M OVER THE MOON
#the dog barks#it came completly out of nowhere so Im so incredibly happy about it#it could maybe end in heartbreak for me because that ship/two of the characters were nowhere in the tags?#yup!!!#but who cares Im so happy rn!!!!!#ALSO YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND THE ONLY GOOD FICS WHERE THIS SHIP EVEN EXISTS ITS WHEN ITS BARELY IMPLIED#(romantically)#(i can kinda find it more easily when its platonic)#but its so rare specially now a days#*cough cough*#p*** d***#*cough*
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as lonely as being aro can be I honestly wouldn't have it any other way because as a kid I felt like my life would be over in my 20s once I married and started having kids but the first time I realized I didn't have to do that shit was akin to a bird getting released from its cage
#like idk. i remember watching my mom growing up. no time to read or paint or sing or do anything she wanted to do#because she was always doing chores and housework and taking care of the kids#and she said she chose that life and was happy with it but it felt like a cage to me every time i thought about it#and in the ''religion'' i grew up in anyone with ovaries was supposed to get married and have lots of babies as soon as they could#so yk. 20s.#and as a kid growing up in that environment i Literally thought i would only get to live for 20/25 years#and then i'd be miserable and locked inside the house for the rest of my life#and all my friends growing up Wanted that !! they wanted marriage and a million kids and all the things we were told we needed to have#and im sure a lot of this was just the culture we grew up in. even now after leaving years ago im still struggling to unlearn things#and as kids ?? we didnt know Anything.#but idk. i remember watching brave and connecting with merida so much because i didnt want to get married either !!!#but i thought i had to !!! literally that movie made me cry so many times fr#but finding out what aromanticism was was literally so insane it was like. i dont have to do any of this bullshit actually.#it was literally the most radical thought i'd ever encountered at the time#it felt like i was defying everything i've been taught and it took me a long time to separate myself from the mindsets i grew up with#and then longer still to eventually separate myself from that environment completely#but idk. im a little lonely sometimes and my siblings and friends are all getting married and paired off#but i dont have to. my life isnt over and i can live it however i want.#idkkkkkkkk im feeling kinda emotional rn. being aro is incredible fr#winter speaks#queer#personal
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can i be honest for a second...
we not staying silly :(
we seriously sad and sopping...
#today has just been. the best it could be.#which sadly does not mean i'm doing good :)#i kinda wish i was drunk right now#sometimes i wish i wasnt a bipolar schizophrenic queer hobo. but then would i really be me? i have to be me. it's my curse.#i shouldnt complain though. i really shouldnt. im not dead. and im not set back in life.#im hovering just above rock bottom. this bird flies using sheer rage rn.#but please dont let me bring you down. just have a good day okay?#i dont want to make this all about me.#just know if you're having a hard time i am right there with you like the patron saint of hard times.#one must imagine sisyphus happy#because if he can find happiness. than anyone can.#if i can get through this. i believe you will too. whatever it is.#we're going to get through this. that's what she always said.#i wish she was here to tell me that right now. sometimes i think she is.#tommorow is another day...#we're going to get through this.#we will stay silly once again :3#hexacles.txt
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whats the point of simple talent if i cant create what i want to create
#its me who decides if im satisfied with my art#i like it but#it wont go up to my standards#and ive been on this before and#i find peoples creations beautiful i think its amazing what can be made#i love seeing it#and in a way for me too#but#when it comes down to it#only i can make my concepts alive#so when im not able to do that#hmmht#mhmr#well im kinda happy#just in general rn#AND ALSO#ITHINK I FOUND A AMTTY SONG#WHCI HIS VERY ILL OF ME!! BUT IT WAS O NMY ROEMCMEND RIGHT THERE#MSAUCIDSJCSJFQWJDQWRDQ#aughg i havetn eben talking abt ytdttdd and wh ltely but#the substories almost singelahdnnely got me into it again#THEYRE VERY GOOD#i cant say words about it BUT IT STRUCK ME#and wh#theres mroe wialrld?? i gotta check thtatout#i too am not immune to boys in coallrs
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@howgalling AGHHH I FINISHED IT, after many sketches and design confusion, I am actually very happy with the drawing ^^
#After many mental breakdowns too I finished it lmao#But I feel so accomplished#She’s so prettyyyy <3#I am pretty sure I am going to find so many mistakes in a few minutes#But rn I’ll bask in my happiness#Hope you like it!#I’ll try Sideswipe and Mirage and Hound later#I am very tired#I just finished work and then decided to finish this •~•#And I also v sad because I forgot to take a picture of the before sketch of the female anatomy which was actually my best#That I’ve ever done#So kinda sad bout that#But Im happy bout finishing this#Maybe I’ll make it digital later#But it is time to collapse in exhaustion onto my comfy bed#•-•#Sunstreaker#Humanformers#genderswap#I also can’t draw buff very well but whatever#Looks good anyways 👍
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KSJFJFKSKKS THE RE:VALE AND BANRI EXCHANGES AT THE END I'M 😭😭🥺🥺
#idolish7#i7#dust bunny#im in tears im emotional#ngl yuki and momo are kinda what you would get if you split me into two lol#where can i find someone who loves me as much as they love each other#also i love this ending theme so much im so happy#what a sweet ep#im so happy rn 🥺🥺#least stressful i7 ep in history maybe??
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ive noticed a pattern that right after artfight every year i end up drastically changing my artstyle and now im wondering if that’ll happen again this year
#Kinda hope not bc im happy with my artstyle rn😭#Idk why it’s happened the last 2 years#I kinda find it funny tho#Thanks artfight for making me improve my art ig /lhj#carl talks :]
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none of this writing has charming soap opera drama appeal i feel like im reading bad wattpad fanfic turned novel drama instead.
#im sorry to be a hater but absolutely nothing has primed me to like remotely any of this. i feel bad not even trying to find some worth#but i cant 😭 i just cant. i do think mike is fun though. some meaning there.#but i've been stuck in silver and bronze land and the last most recent run i reread was w.aid#i mean. i did just read some of so.ule's run. it was alright but i had to read a very select portion so. didnt help to build up with me#sadly. wasnt bad tho. but im like mannnn... i miss the current character voice im used to so i feel so Huh when im reading rn#bc those two matts feel quite different than the ones i am particularly fond of. which is like yes natural character development#but it also just feels So different. this is my own problem though#i have a very particular mix of matt character voice in my brain. silver/ very early bronze + n.ocen.ti + w.aid. this is my matt soup#so im still like. dumb as it sounds Adjusting! also b.en.dis resides in there too but is harder to remember#bc the last time i touched it really was in my freshman year of college.#so it's been a minute and is not quite within that soup but it's an underlying flavor. same w/ ann. though underlying in a different way#bc even tho i read this year it isnt the most Thorough sticking and super distinct to his voice (i have a very broad meaning when i say tha#but it is definitely an informative flavor. but soapy antics and happy matt are highly definitive of my current view#so im like huh. im not quite into grittier writings of matt yet. aside from like. be.nd.is. but i still dont find it the same brand of grit#ok rethinking even though i say it's not in there it is it's very much one of those things you dont realize is like something carrying#a lot of the flavor within the soup but if you took it away it would be mega lacking. ok. there#done with my soup metaphor. anyways. point is Im Still Trying To See How This Matt Works In My Mind#not bc im resistant (to s.oul.e. im highly resistant to z.da.rsk.y) to him. but it's like. it's not quite the best to work with all these#other variations and informative to my viewings. i know i said i was done with soup metaphor but i lied. it's like they arent. terrible. bu#and dont necessarily ruin the soup (im gonna be real and say this only applies to s.oul.e. the other guy is ruining the soup). but dont fit#the flavor profile of it very well. like it kinda works. but it throws it off. just a bit. NOW IM DONE.#static.soundz
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