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Kneel.
#lokius#loki laufeyson#loki odinson#mobius m mobius#loki series#loki#just because :)#something something a god doesn't kneel#something something you sure about that pussycat?#this has been rotting in my drafts for too long#i'm sure this had been done already#but i'm kinda new here#and i would like to offer you my lokius trash#mobius with his hands on his hips#loki's heavy breathing#god fuckin bless#we've all read the time collar fics#and the fucking in the time cell fics#they sustain me#also i would like to say they're both switches tyvm#they're also both power bottoms but that's a post for another day#mine: gifs
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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices
#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later#this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress#i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense#HOWEVER#i do not care#i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au#the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok#anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG#it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel#because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care#plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah#and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring#also very much not fitting#you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons#in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but#in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3#(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway#that's it for my rambles#i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails#so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart
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That's enough! I can't stand you being this drunk. Fuck. Chen Yiā Get up.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#nat chen#chen bowen#userspring#uservid#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#chen yi is sleepy and just wants to be loved#while ai di is suffering more than jesus on the cross.#also having seen the rehearsals for this scene i just wanna say. nat chen what the fuck. he popped off in this scene#with the amount of mouth-breathing and face-touching and loose heavy movements#like. stellar job sir. my heart is breaking even harder for ai di and its your fault#okay and a few things im pointing frazzledly at about ai di's microexpressions/body language here#1. his hand coming up in the fourth gif and the way hes pressing himself away from chen yi like he cant figure out how to draw back#2. eyebrows and nostril flare in the 6th gif the wanting it vs the hating how its happening#3. tears in his eyes already in the 8th gif#4. 'you said you would always look at me' AI DI'S HAND CLENCHING IN THE SHEETS#5. the tiny tiny nod after saying 'you asked for it yourself' like hes talking to & convincing himself. what the fuck @ chiang tien as well
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Tissue sample from my procedure results came back! I have no cancer, but I DO have complex hyperplasia with atypia and Google is telling me that it's considered "pre-cancerous" (still a giant L!!!) and the only treatments are hormonal birth control to reverse it or Taking It All Out. Guess which one I will be fighting for...
#personal#My doctor is a really cool guy and he knows I'm 1. Sterilized already and 2. Already don't want kids. I HOPE he suggests it.#Did I mention I have been on multiple forms of hormonal BC and I don't do good on them? It fucks up my emotions BAD.#It says the IUD is the best form of it for hyperplasia and the only time I had one inserted expelled on me in two weeks...#And that's because my periods are so fucking HEAVY. They didn't warn me when they put it in it's not great for people with heavy periods.#Also getting an IUD inserted is still top 5 most painful things I experienced! Shit HURTS.#Also if he doesn't suggest the hysto it would require more procedures/biopsies to monitor it... Take the fucking thing OUT.
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omfg . radio play version of much ado with david as benedick from 2001
#this version of benedick is a lottttt more serious and restrained than the 2011 version#definitely due to the medium and bc it matches the energy of this version of beatrice way better#it's not david and catherine's insane comedic chemistry but it's still really good imo..#like it's obviously not as endlessly fucking funny as the 2011 version but it's still really solid#and i'm impressed with how they did the humor in a 100% audio format#and i actually really love this interpretation of benedick as more cynical and leaning into his Hater side#ironically david's benedick here generally comes off as older and more mature than his benedick 10 years later#'the prince's fool... hAhH???' is obviously extremely funny but also 'the prince's fool... [uppity hmph]' is Inspired#and his outraged 'oh!'s and gasps and sighs when he listens to don pedro/claudio/leonato talking abt beatrice being in love with him#also funnily enough i think benedick's whole monologue after this is SO good. if not better than the 2011 version#cuz it's more restrained you have benedick's haterism actively fighting and losing against his satisfaction and giddy laughter#and the bit where benedick challenges claudio is so ohhhghhgouhgghg#the way his voice deepens with 'and her death shall fall heavy on you' just FLOORS me it's fucking perfect#but also equally as fun are the line readings where they have evidently remained the same (or similar)#my dearrrrr ladyyyy disdaiiiiinnnn#and the 'she misused me past the endurance of a block' rant#and when he's bitching about claudio falling in love w hero#but the vibes are so different this feels like a whole separate guy and that's really cool#i'm not sure how much i would love this production overall if i wasn't as familiar w the play tho#much ado#shakespeare#essentially trying to say in the least embarrassing way possible that david tennant is now both my first and second favorite benedick
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Bitch, why does Robert Mitchum look so fine in Pursued 1947?
#cherry says#ill log pursued in later but 4 stars it would be 4.2-4.3 but i cant go to 4.5 simply bc im not a western fan#but I DO LOVE ME SOME FILM NOIR and think this film isnt just the first with the cinematic and storytelling influences that film noir would#have in film on tv in writing stories in general not posing as a neo noir but rather a western with noir heavy influences#GREAT PLOT TWIST WOW so worth all that wait i loved the costuming the hair the acting#sets are quite standard for a western but JAMES WONG HOOOWEE slapped. he fucking slapped with the lighting and photography#fuck#also robert mitchum why almost every scene they went OPEN THAT SHIRT NO MORE MORE THERE U GO NOW LETS ROLL#thank you though thank you roaul Walsh........#but like WHY HE LOOK SO FINE FUCKK#pursued#1947#1940s#film#film noir#robert mitchum#teresa wright#judith anderson#raoul walsh#oh i misspelled his name before idc
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lmao what the FUCK is this
#i'd almost get it if the captions said '[chanting]' or something#but y'all they literally say 'VERITAS'#as aaravos casts a spell REVEALING THE TRUTH of something hidden using the latin word for TRUTH#so the fucking mental gymnastics it takes to get here like#a) pretty fucking sure exactly NOTHING in latin ends with a double s so jot that down#b) to get 'veritos' meaning something resembling 'fearless' is like#you're literally taking 'vereor' ('revere'/'respect'/'fear') and using *checks notes*... the masculine accusative perfect past participle#which yeah watered down to english would mean 'had feared' which carries the implication of fear no longer being there i guess#but at WHAT FUCKING COST#tdp wiki goes WAY beyond pissing on the poor is what i'm saying#also if you're wondering what kind of heavy lifting that citation may be doing: it's literally for s6e8
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Moe's last braincell aka Mani (it/its)
Inspo post:
#i'm like. REALLY thinking about why this resonated w me so much. as a mani post.#bc idealogically my first thought is i don't think mani actually believes this. i think its opposed to the idea.#which is fascinating. why would you say that? at first i wanted to joke about it just being the world's angriest 19 year old#which. it is. a reflection of one anyway.#an extremely funny development in mani's character is that it also desperately wants to be The Thing that Fucking Gets You#in like. a horror game. it wants to be some sort of Thing that GETS YOU sooooo bad#but i think. there's more happening in between the lines here. like i thought i was shitposting but#it kind of goes insane. put in this context. being brought up the way it was. struggling w the things it does.#i feel like. there are several things going on here. but maybe i should just let it speak for itself.#but i will say that last line is soooo funny to me like. tendency to jump to really extreme and ultimately useless solutions.#heavy air quotes on 'solutions' there LMFAOOO#mani tag#my art#my comics
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I hate how my Kikaider brain rot has actually worsened since watching the sequels because I thought it would put it at bay since itās been putting me off from doing other stuff but I just keep ROTATING all the stuff about 01 funnily enough.
01 is just so *weird* because itās not like Iām having a relationship where I hate it and I think it ruined the original but then become obsessed with wanting to fix it-I have had rewrite ideas but it would come with their own problems nor are they really striking me-no, I donāt actually feel super negative towards it, even if itās objectively so flawed for multilayered reasons but I keep hyperfixating on WHY itās so flawed because the OG show and even the crossover are not nearly as flawed in comparison. They do have their issues but they serve their purpose.
The original show having a recap ep was a odd decision and unfortunately the ending feels rushed/unsatisfying due to they had to make a up a ending since they couldnāt do 01s yet, but also as a self contained story itās still incredibly solid and works for 12/13 episodes. Where as crossover despite being a single episode works for its runtime since it ties perfectly back to both the OG show and 01 + gives Jiro a ending thatās the closest thing to closure heāll ever get, itās biggest flaw is just the Inazuman characters are something you wonāt have full context on if you donāt read the manga because they sadly didnāt get a anime-which yes I am also reading the manga, didnāt get far but I like what I have read-but that also does not actually effect the Kikaider side of the crossover.
But then you have 01 which absolutely FAILS at using the 4 episodes itās given in almost every way: It doesnāt tie back to the original despite the originals ending being the way it was for 01, with plot holes being caused from it and itās tonally different as it leans more on action than story which is not in its favor as it takes up most of its short runtime leading to the new characters and the story not being as developed as the original despite having incredibly interesting plot points, just the execution is not there.
Itās the one Kikaider show that needed to be longer, either the episodes needed a 45 minute runtime or it needed to be 6-7 episodes which is at least half the length of the original if it also couldnāt get the 12/13 episodes treatment. It just baffles me how 01 was given such little time especially as a OVA yet was still made likely due to the first show doing decently, yet they didnāt use their time wisely at all to make it actually tie to the original.
But I still canāt find myself to actually hate it or deem it as bad because maybe I appreciate the fact it existed just so the crossover could happen and we could also see the 01 characters animated, or just again, it doesnāt ruin the original so you could honestly pretend it doesnāt exist even if I donāt because I like the crossover and itās important there. Itās something I donāt feel strongly for and I will always just advise the first show to people, since it being so flawed for so many reasons thatās itās baffling at least makes it interesting to think about rather than boring or god awful.
#meg text#android kikaider the animation#kikaider 01 the animation#literally I havenāt been able to get this thought out of my head even if I HOPE I didnāt come off cynical#because I again donāt think itās bad itās at worst mid but thereās still enjoyable aspects of it#and I can at least see why people would like it more then the crossover even if Iāll always think that has a purpose#I just canāt see anyone thinking this is better then the original show unless they actually do not care for story#but Iām also not gonna be a dick to them cause maybe the story didnāt resonate with you and you want action#plus 01 does HAVE substance the entire ending is RICH with themes- but itās just not like the original#it still feels more like a action heavy show that wants to have a interesting story but doesnāt prioritize the story#because the reason next to being slightly longer why the first Kikaider worked is because it didnāt focus on the action#and some people may see it as a flaw but it was too the stories benefit#01 explicitly feels like they just said āfuck it we ballā and it didnāt turn out to be a trainwreck but itās still messy#also I looked up that each iteration had a different director which is 100% a factor into this tonal whiplash#but also the crossover feels PERFECTLY like the original with added stuff so youād think the staff would tell the 01 director to do the sam#I wanna say 01 was just really rushed especially because it did came out not long after the OG ended#and ep 3 had the most god awful animation so sadly I canāt say it entirely has better animation the the original#but ALSO even if it was rushed it would not be that hard to send some time to tie to the original#literally just TWO flashbacks are needed to describe how jiro met Rieko and Akira and why gill is fucking alive#the latter being more dire since thatās just going to be the animeās biggest plot hole#Iām so tempted to read the manga to compare if 01 was always this flawed or if the anime did it worse#even though I know the first arc is way better in the anime and also I need to read more of Inazuman first#just this hyperfixation feels more inclined to compare and contrast JUST 01
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06-07-23 Why Patagonia helped Samsung redesign the washing machine
Samsung is releasing a wash cycle and a new filter, which will dramatically shrink microfiber pollution.
Eight years ago, Patagonia started to study a little-known environmental problem: With every load of laundry, thousands (even millions) of microfibers, each less than 5 millimeters long, wash down the drain. Some are filtered out at water treatment plants, but others end up in the ocean, where fibers from synthetic fabric make up a surprisingly large amount of plastic pollutionā35%, by one estimate. Fragments of your favorite sweatshirt might now be floating in the Arctic Ocean. In a collaboration that began two years ago, the company helped inspire Samsung to tackle the problem by rethinking its washing machines. Today, Samsung unveiled its solution: A new filter that can be added to existing washers and used along with a āLess Microfiberā cycle that Samsung also designed. The combination makes it possible to shrink microfiber pollution by as much as 98%.
[ā¦] Patagoniaās team connected Samsung with Ocean Wise, a nonprofit that tests fiber shedding among its mission to protect and restore our oceans. Samsung shipped some of its machines to Ocean Wiseās lab in Vancouver, where researchers started to study how various parameters change the results. Cold water and less agitation helpedābut both of those things can also make it harder to get clothing clean. āThere are maybe two ways of increasing the performance of your washing machine,ā says Moohyung Lee, executive vice president and head of R&D at Samsung, through an interpreter. āNumber one is to use heated water. That will obviously increase your energy consumption, which is a problem. The second way to increase the performance of your washing machine is to basically create stronger friction between your clothes . . . and this friction and abrasion of the fibers is what results in the output of microplastics.ā Samsung had already developed a technology called āEcoBubbleā to improve the performance of cold-water cycles to help save energy, and it tweaked the technology to specifically tackle microfiber pollution. āIt helps the detergent dissolve more easily in water so that it foams better, which means that you donāt need to heat up your water as much, and you donāt need as much mechanical friction, but you still have a high level of performance,ā Lee says. The new āLess Microfiberā cycle, which anyone with a Samsung washer can download as an update for their machine, can reduce microfiber pollution by as much as 54%. To tackle the remainder, the company designed a filter that can be added to existing washers at the drain pipe, with pores tiny enough to capture fibers. They had to balance two conflicting needs: They wanted to make it as simple as possible to use, so consumers didnāt have to continually empty the filter, but it was also critical that the filter wouldnāt get clogged, potentially making water back up and the machine stop working. The final design compresses the microfibers, so it only has to be emptied once a month, and sends an alert via an app when it needs to be changed. Eventually, in theory, the fibers that are collected could potentially be recycled into new material rather than put in the trash. (Fittingly, the filter itself is also made from recycled plastic.) When OceanWise tested the cycle and filter together, they confirmed that it nearly eliminated microfiber pollution. Now, Samsungās challenge is to get consumers to use it. The filter, which is designed to be easily installed on existing machines, is launching now in Korea and will launch in the U.S. and Europe later this year. The cost will vary by market, but will be around $150 in the U.S. The cycle, which began to roll out last year, can be automatically installed on WiFi-connected machines.
#microplastics#textiles#laundry#environmental#science#patagonia#samsung#i'm. so excited.#also i HAD been silently judging patagonia a little for their heavy use of synthetics but. they ARE walking the walk actually.#(will say that ime the feel of natural fibers is just. better.)#(like. wool has an astonishing ability to keep you warm-but-not-sweaty at a bizarrely wide range of temps)#(whereas like. the synthetic fleece tops i still have are like. immediately cozyāĀ sureā but you WILL get sweaty if you get warm)#(like being inā you knowā a plastic bag!)#(so like. even if they Fix the Microplastics Problem i have no regrets abt switching my allegiance to woolens)#(but. still fucking THRILLED they might fix the microplastics problem.)#does make you feel like. i'm unavoidably a humanities person but. what are humanities ppl doing that matters this much.#like fundamentally if you really want to do good in the world you probably SHOULD become a scientist of some kind.#that saidā science would almost certainly not be improved by my participating in itāĀ so like. what can you do.#really hugely awed by & appreciative of scientists tho.#anyway. obvs this is really just a press release and we gotta see how this plays out but.#!
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Imagine if these incarnations of Archangel Michael met š¤£


(My girl would throw that insufferable boy character off the nearest cliff, and by the way, same)
#good omens michael is a psychopathic war criminal but golden boy points weapons at children too#archangel michael#good omens#good omens michael#superbook#diary pages#it's actually a shame i don't have a youtube channel because reviewing both shows would be hilarious esp as a satanist#i mean... i'd rage at go and mock superbook to no end#āpestilence what are you doing watching superbook?ā er... guilty pleasure?#both michael and satan are hot... yeah weird thing to say for a girl who has heavy suspicions she's a lesbian#also yeah satan's devil form in earlier seasons is more cute than hot but his angel form is smoking in later seasons#THEY'RE HUMANOID ADULTS ALRIGHT NOT... RADIOACTIVE HORSES#someone tell golden boy he should grow out his hair he needs a cape and the cloth on his loins should be white not fucking orange#good omens fandom
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This absolutely belongs on my personal blog but idgaf HEY šļøš„ GANG GUESS WHO FINALLY FINISHED THEIR WAR AND PEACE CHARACTERISATION TABLE

It's such an ugly uneven mess and my handwriting is shit but I'm beyond caring genuinely
#I'm not even joking when I say I nearly kms over this#well. mostly over general feelings of being a useless POS disappointment#but this played a huge part#if my teacher hates it or gives me anything other than an A. well. who wants to be left what in my will?#up for grabs:#magnificent century merch. Kyoshi novels. 50 soviet propaganda posters. musketeers + gardemarines books. soviet actor shrine. Honeybun.#I'm joking but I'm also not this fucking killed me#it doesn't look that hard. just a bajillion quotes#but it was long and tedious and just made me despise this book even more than I already did#in the table I say that Marya Bolkonskaya is my favourite character and that Elen Kuragina disgusts me. but..#honestly? Elen killed herself and didn't have to deal with any of those people anymore. which I respect and understand#you know what? we stan our aromantic cold and manipulative tocophobic queen#Tolstoy hates her for being incapable of love and not wanting to have children#she's just like me fr#*deep sigh*#it's three a.m and yet I'm way too would up to sleep#can someone hit me over the head with something particularly heavy so I'd pass out? please??#I'm too chronically exhausted to keep dealing with this shit#personal
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Today I Got Yelled At For:
Cleaning the terrace.
#she waited until i was done (naturally)#and had also finished moving the heavy planters she asked me to move#(i say asked but it was more of a I Canāt Do It#me: want me to do it?#mom: well i fucking canāt#me: so you want me to do it?#mom: if you can fit it in your busy schedule)#once upon a time my uncle once told my mother not to put cold water onto hot tiles#which she thinks to mean cool tiles in the late evening and luke warm water#and when i tell her i did nothing wrong there was no temperature shock#and just generally try to defend myself#she shuts me out with a Good Night Iām Busy#(watching tv)#and an I Never I terrupt You When Youāre Watching TV For Hour and Hours#(ya because youāre asleep mom)#ANYWAY#i just wanted dinner#and instead did as i was asked#and thought to water the plants#and thought mom would yell at me for the dirty twrrace from watering the plants and moving the planter#but apparently this goal post is on a fucking roomba#randomness#today i got yelled at for#and i still havenāt had dinner
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Oh yeah. Update on my back.
Rib-pain is mostly receded, side-pain pops up in sparks. Still can't sleep at all during the night (2h blocks), but I can get back out of bed with minimal pain (improvement).
Started noticing my spine complaining a lot more (probably because it's not being shouted down by my ribs).
Talked to the physiotherapist and he basically went "oh, you adjusted your chair and the rib-problem mostly went away? interesting. let's see if we can ignore that and let it heal. and let's instead focus on your spine."
So now I have a single stretching-exercise that I should be doing morning and evening (until I'm comfortable enough with it that I can do it a few times per day), and some possible-adjustments to my sleeping-position.
#i'm pretty sure that i've done this sleep-adjustment before. bcs it's basically a variant of ''stomach heavy - add pillow underneath''#and it obviously didn't work back then. but in conjunction with a bunch of stretches that i would never have done back then?#and without the constant inflammation-suffering that i was dealing with back then? definitely worth trying.#he also told me to sit down with a straighter back. and like... that's a reasonable thing to say. but i can't do that.#it's a bit like saying ''you should walk on your hands when going to the bathroom''#it SOUNDS like a vaguely reasonable thing to ask for. but it isn't. it really fucking isn't. my chair isn't built like that.#and trying to use a different chair? that's just a recipe for my ass trying to reach up through my lungs in order to rip out my tonsils#it's not a viable sitting-position. is what i'm saying. i need to sit like this. i get that it's bad. and i'll try to mitigate it#but i can't sit like a normal person. i'll die.#but yeah - no more painful exercises that'll take me hours to work up to and over an hour to complete.#just... a stretching-regime that should only be needed for a month-or-so#love that for me. let's hope that it works.#personal stuff
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higson likes to write some kids age regressing a little bit as they die and its so fucking evil and i think we shoukd kill him for it
#when i say things like this abt the 2009 book series it sounds fake but i swear thats what fucking happens.#newer term but its been happening forever#and also ofc they would in the series with heavy emphasis on the characters lost childhood and longing for the past#evil evil author#idk how to make it not sound like im lying or form fitting the concept onto something that doesnt apply. its the closest term i got for it.#enemy posting#I need to go to godamn bed but im haunted#seeing them fully drop all their defenses. asking for comfort from those closeby. using simpler language. okay. killing myse#the Theme of the Books
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the catharsis of finishing my fucking 85k~ word fic. i am crazy but i am free.
#chatter#ghostlight#now i can post chapters daily to get my serotonin blasts#cannot fucking believe it happened this way#do you ever go like āhaha im going to write this thingā#and then you write it. and you say āok but i kinda wanna turn this into a seriesā#and you say āok so if i want to make this a series i should make the first one in the series first to establish thingsā#so you go write that first fic#and not only does it end up at fixing 85k#but you also now need to do heavy edits or entirely rewrite that first fic you wrote#dios mio. oh well!#how did we fucking get here. don't look at me.#if you played in stars and time you would understand me#fucking* 85k.
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