#AAAAAAA IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS

[crouteann]

curse of strahd is insane i cant believe we rewrote the timeline in a way that uriels entire order is still alive ON ACCIDENT… AND THE PLAYER CHARACTERS WHO HAD THEIR LIVES CHANGE DONT REMEMBER THEIR PREVIOUS TRUTHS, ITS INSANE. THE OTHER PC WHOSE MEMORIES HAVE CHANGED IS KASIMIR. ITS BIG CRAZY DUDE. i made picrews of the order of the forgotten flower a while ago just kind of assuming theyd always be dead bc WHY WOULDNT I so ill put them under the cut along with just so much rambling info about uriel and his order i feel crazy. i never thought we would visit the monastery or GET TO TALK TO THEM AGAIN BUT HERE WE ARE

davey and i basically made up an elf monastery to corellon thats pretty reclusive that uriel was a part of. he was a founding member of the order, which was basically a relic finding task force. originally they went to berez to find the sun sword but it was a trap, all of them died except for uriel who was turned by strahd and excommunicated when he came back (its a big no no to run from a fight in the eyes of followers of corellon, and though he really didnt run he was the only member to come back and boy did he come back wrong)

uriels lover mikhail is someone who one could easily compare to sergei von zarovich and strahd had fun killing him personally but unbeknownst to uriel mishka also came back wrong when the dark powers gave him a second shot at life in the wreckage of the bergomasters manor in berez. uriel didnt find out til 10 years later after he ended his self flagellating isolation + joined the party and was reunited with Mikhail who admitted he had been working with strahd to keep him safe. basically thanks to the deal with the dark powers and manner of his death the mikhail that the party came to know was covered in burn scars, physically cold as ice, and completely unable to emote. it took his warmth. WE WERE PANICKING BC IT SEEMED LIKE HED BEEN CAPTURED BY STRAHD AND WAS IN TROUBLE AND THEN…. WE FINISHED THE INTERACTIVE TOME OF STRAHD AND HISTORY WAS REWRITTEN AND HE AND THE ORDER ARE FINE AND MIKHAIL IS HIS OLD SELF………………. unrecognizable to the party sans uriel and this also means uriel has something to lose again in a major way. IM SO SCARED.

uriel is still strahds spawn it just went down differently and was much more personal. its insane. i feel CRAZY

anyway heres my elf priests via picrew (strahd set the bergomasters manor on fire with them in it, listen, the bg was just impossible not to use)

in order: raphael, gavril aka “gav”, uriel, and mikhail, the oldest OG members of the order. raphael, uriel, and mikhail are straight up elf nuns married to corellon. theyre all very tightly knit and love eachother more than words could say.

then— iehudiel aka “salt”, barakhil, and selafiyel, the youngest and newest members. the twins are half elf/half orcs born from a barovian elf and an outsider, and salt just straight up was an adventurer who became trapped in barovia. the OG 4 are very protective of them and losing the order made uriels brain snap in half.

mishka got the most art from me on account of still being alive but ive doodled all of the OG members of the order!!! the dark power of cold gave him glowy eyes post-revival.

[sixerstanley]

STRAWPAGE TIME!!

CUTEEEEE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. smooches on the hands....

ME AND WHO!!! ME AND WHO!!!!!!

AAA THANK YOU???? I hope to keep working on it today! If my calculations are correct (🤓) this should be my longest Stancest fic

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST. THIS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS WORK OF ART??? HELLO?? YOURE SO TALENTED??? IM GOING CRAZY THE PASTELS AND HOW SOFT IT IS??? AAAAAAA??

MOVE OVER MONA LISA ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[sapphirestones09]

AAAAAAA FINALLY! I'm done playing @oneknightstand-if. As part of the celebration, here is Rosie's colored sketch (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ Lol, this looks like an anime title card And thus! The Stats!

Blobbed: Yep (We are what now?)

Bold : 205 (Is this high lol?) Sweet : 46 Sassy : 159 Optimist : 76

Health : 85 Mark Status : Healed Merlin Healing : 2 Merlin Forced Healing : 0

Caution : 9 Will : 7 Cloudcuckoolanderness : 42 (Not enough, we gotta go full cray cray) Silent : 7 Curse Level : 4 Fear Level : 6 Corruption : -5 (Is this low enough?) Mute : false Mindcontrol : false

Downtime : Had Breakfast | Snarfed Sweets | Shower Accident |

Route : Went into Store & Fought | (What I gotta use the hunting knives as soon as possible in some way right?)

New Inventory : Hairdryer | Sweets | Shower Mat | Everclear Alcohol (Molotov! Molotov! Molotov!) They Know : false | It Sees : Masked | You Replied False Some stats are missing when I scroll from the past posts in the forum. Such as Crazy Theory, Crazy Theory Level, Pottymouth, Serenades, Interpretative Dance, and a deep dive into the Adrian and Merlin's relationship stats (I WANT TO SEE HOW MANY TIMES I FLIRTED GODAMMIT!). I wonder if I can access it (╥ω╥) About Rosie!

You are currently known as Rosaline (Rosie) Bane a seemingly normal female wildlife biologist. You have red eyes, very long flowing icy blond hair, and a short and petite figure clad in a red cape with an amaranth face mask. People tend to take particular notice of your hair. At first glance, people tend to find you not very intimidating.

You excel at sword fighting, gardening, and having a magnetic personality. Meanwhile, you've got a weakness for prescription medications and enclosed spaces, as well as having anger management issues.

You have an ear piercing. You also have a couple of scars along your neck and wrist.

A tragic accident that claimed your whole family lies in your past and the fate of your future remains murky with the apocalypse ever looming in the background. At least no one has suspected that you are actually a serial killer.

Your final words were "And now for a final word from our sponsor—"

Note! I didnt know I could play something as chaotic and as fun as this game provided me. Its super fun and enjoyable and yet amidst the chaos I loved the characters that was shown and grown to get attached to them to a degree. Both Merlin and Adrian are mysterious and enigmatic in their own ways that makes me look forward to the story and how it progresses towards their character. Also seeing Adrian being exasperated over Cloudcuckolander MC's antics tickles my funny bones more than I can admit. I admit I was reluctant to get into the game seeing as its such a huge one, but after playing all I can say is MOAR! I NEED MOAARRRR! AND PLEASE AUTHOR TELL ME HOW TO SUCCESSFULLY PASS THE STAT CHECK FOR MOONWALKING ON THE FENCING ROUTE! I NEED TO MOONWALK! I NEED THESE PEOPLE TO CLAP FOR ME! And please can we apologize to Adrian for punching him? (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ I know in the grand scheme of things, Adrian forgives us already but we still wanna apologize (ಡ‸ಡ) And oh boy, I think Im gonna draw lots and lots of fanarts now... Skill Stats!

Personality Stats!

Can we still claim to be a newbie after Merlin's extensive lore dump on us? Relationship Stats!

Inventory!

Your ultimate weapon is unknown.

You are currently armed with... nothing, at least as far as you know.

Cold Steel SRK survival knife

You also have on hand...

E-phone 7XL

several small bottles of prescription medications

photo of your family

Killer McKiller Face's favorite stuffed animal (Rip our micro pig (ಥ﹏ಥ))

well-worn Bible (To ward off evil of course!)

mystical Magic 8-Ball (Another holy item! I sure hope it does not contain anything otherworldly that will potentially endanger us and others ha.ha.ha (→_→)

small herb garden of eclectic plants including a mutant Venus Flytrap (The only queen Rosie will ever potentially bow to!)

collection of various survival & hunting knives

small bag of iridescent pearls

bottle of 95% alcohol Everclear (Molotov! Molotov! Molotov ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝)

slightly squished pastry (I KNOW MY PRIORITIES! AND ITS SWEETS!)

[s3xdollboy]

AAAAAAA

Not me thinking about the day my boyfriend can get his hands on me for real...

Totally not obsessing over the thought of him absolutely terrifying me and being so sickly sweet and uh "predatory"??

But like in a gentle yet threatening way the first time????

As in like- he's being gentle and saying such sweet things but it's all slightly threatening and and like he could like tear me apart whenever he wants too..

Like like im trembling despite being treated sweetly??

Like idk what's going on with me rn I feel like im going crazy- im crazy idfk I should stop thinking so much-

[xanyiaz]

the balance worlds apart spoilers‼️

all i have to say is:

- brachium is pookie and i'm SO glad he was in it for so long 🙏🙏

- i'm also so happy he's back on elegy and is gonna go after the baddies with scorpius 🤭‼️ok icons doing god's work frfr 🙏

- ELLIOTT AND SUNSHINE REUNION FINALLY MY GODDD WE'VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG FOR THIS AAAAAAA

- i know it was needed but it still fucking HURTTTT when brachium erased all their memories so sunshine and everyone no longer remembers him :((((( it's like vega all over again bro WHY DOES HE KEEP HURTING ALL THE D(A)EMONS, THEY'RE MY FAVES STOPPP 😭 and it's not just that- what is with the serenity daemons in general 😭 like first cam having to take on ivan and baby's memories and having to sort through them and then being worried that it wasn't enough and NOW WITH BRACHIUM TOO- having to go through all the shit elliott and sunshine were put through and dealing with it and also LOSING HIS DEAR FRIENDS IN THE PROCESS BC HE HAS TO REMOVE ALL MEMORIES OF HIMSELF TO DO IT PROPERLY IF HE WANTS THEM TO BE HAPPY AGAIN UGH MY HEARTTT :((((((((( ERIK WHYYYY but also do it again frfr keep doing it ill eat it up every time

- the VOICE ACTING ??? THE THUMBNAIL ???? that one part where brachium said "inversion" and then his symbol and the background became inverted for a second ?? ERIK YOU FUCKING MANIAC I LOVE YOU

- THE DUALITY OF MAN (blake). BC HOW DID HE GO FROM SHOUTING AND BEING ANGRY TO WHISPERING WITHIN SECONDS. THE VOICE ACTING UGFHFH WHY ISN'T ERIK VOICE-ACTING IN SHOWS ALREADY I CANTTT

- also ig i just didn't realise how insane bestie (blake's listener/partner is) until now ?? bc before i always thought: ok it's just blake's manipulation getting to them, it's not their fault he's such a gaslighting lil rat but then now im like 😃 bro they- they now know EVERYTHING. they saw EVERYTHING that blake did for them, including KILLING HIMSELF AND THEN BECOMING A VESSEL FOR SKY GODS. and you're telling me THEY STILL WANNA BE WITH HIM AFTER ALL THAT ?????? i could excuse it before but this is a whole new level of crazy. like wdym you're still gonna make out with him after all that ?? 💀💀 honestly it just proves that they're just as insane as he is for still wanting him after all the insane shit he's done. they're just as bad as each other so at this point, i'm okay with them being together 😭 with that being said i don't blame them, i still kinda want him too 💀😔😔 it's complicated- i want him but i also wanna mop the floor with him 😍😈🙏‼️

- it was just so amazing i cant- it was a surprisingly good ending although brachium making everyone forget him and saying goodbye and having to leave them- OUCH my feelings 😭💔💔 but in the end that was the right thing to do and im SO glad elliott and sunshine are FINALLY happy and at peace for once, with his brother and his partner too :))

[merakiui]

out of curiosity i listened to steampianists ‘the botanist’ that you talked about in the tags of my last ask…it really is perfect for rollo. my god. i can imagine him going to great lengths to ensure his love blooms with his darling. if you ever write that fic ill print it out and tape it to my walls. rollo and the two? fics youve written live rent free in my brain and im composing a playlist for him now. i am. in deep.

-pot roast brain anon from a couple days ago

Pot roast anon, hello!!!!!! >w< omg I'm so happy you listened to the song and agree that it suits Rollo!!! The story is so eerily visceral. I love it so much. "The Detective" is the sequel to "The Botanist" and it involves the singer (the detective) trying to solve the murders committed by the botanist, but in the process he's interrupted by the scientist from "Black Hole" after she brings on the end of the world with her experiment! I adore Steam's work. Every song is so good. orz

I love these lyrics from "The Botanist":

A lady who is allergic to flowers and a botanist who is allergic to humans,,, waaaa it's such a yummy concept!!! Rollo who is allergic to humans (magic) falling for a darling who is so in tune with their magic...... and the way the gloves go from green to red over the course of the song, indicating that something dire happened to the lady (it's revealed in "The Detective" that the botanist would remove the hearts of the women he kidnapped). The symbolism in making someone or something bloom. Rollo whose talent is literally gardening. Rollo who cared for and grew the Crimson Lotus........ I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. OTL he really does feel like the botanist character in the song.

ALSO!!!! The way the lyrics transition from "passionate for flowers" to "passionate for a flower." Going from plural to singular as this flower (the lady) fills the botanist's heart with some sort of crooked adoration. A darling couldn't fix Rollo. In fact, you would just make him worse (more obsessed) unintentionally. >_< I really want to write a fic inspired by this song for Rollo!!! It suits him so well. I'm happy you would want to read a fic like that!! <3

I've only written three fics for Rollo so far (The Diary of Rollo Flamme, Eden, and Crow & Goat in Courtship), but it's not nearly enough. He was so crazy during his confrontation with Malleus, Idia, and Azul in Glomas. The way he actively tried to strike Malleus down????? AAAAAAA. Unfortunately, Rollo will indeed strike him down in the dead dove fic I have planned. ;;;; he's scary,,,,

I think "The Botanist" could also suit Jade if I'm writing him as the clinically detached type (like in Monops's Reflection), but I need to get the eels out of my brain. T^T

[archivist-the-knight]

xiv's cute little "well it couldnt hurt :-]" before getting exploded AAAAAAA literally prime xiv moment. also stick your head innit also xiv freshly being out of the tower makes this moment a little cuter i think. xiv's out and the first thing they're being encouraged to do is to make a reckless decision thats actually THEIR decision for a change and tals cheering them on. its so... its so silly its so goofy. comfort in the comedy or whatever.

"I see this all the time back on the farm" "what kinda farm do you work on..."

"think of all the thoughts its probably thinking it could probably think us a way out of here" yeah since we got two academic minds one taxpayer one tal and zero braincells in this group. rai had the braincell for once and look where that got him.

THE NECRONOMICON RAI'S EATING IS TITLED MAGIC FOR DUMMIES IM GIGLGING. AND IT SWITCHES FROM EIGHT TO NINE AS HE EATS IT PLEASE...

"it says that it hunts smart creatures. ok so we adopted the brain-"

also xiv's cursive handwriting is so so cute.... very contrasting to the FAMILY GUY CLIP. why is XIV LOIS.

the "fighting cheeks and balls out" is so insane. put those AWAY. rai also is the one to get to the helm first!!

also i was going to say on my last liveblog post that xiv's father looked like he had a tentacle beard but deleted it but!!! now i know why i was going to!! xiv calls the ilithid they see papa + sees the grandmaster i think hes called as a father figure. :-3 thats why!!

im sorry tal. i dont give a shit. also xiv's outfit in the 3d recreation segments being a bard fit is really funny but also as a bard-main the bard fit is attrocious. get it off them

xiv killing the mind flayer immeaditly even though tal was talking to it because it tried begging for its life despite what it had done ^_^ verse 1 of father by the front bottoms not the rest of the song just that verse

rai vc hey babygirl do you. come.[persuasion failed] HERE OFTEN HERE OFTEN

xiv's first casualty is pushing someone off the ledge + unintentionally nearly kiling tal with that stone thing. btw i know act 1's intro area is like that to teach the general rules of the game but i love how that thng isjust. there. no context. its just a stone on a fucking rope dangling pecariously over a kinda broken hole. thats really funny to me

"no. i dont think it was the fall <3 anyway im sure hes fine" HORROR MOVIE TRILL

XIV'S LITTLE SHOCKED SPRITE AT THE TRAPPED SACROFOGAPHS. i dontk now how to spell that ROOM ITS SO CUUUTE AAHH

tal with his ass out talking to withers. tal thats an ancient god... tal....

tal saying "well i think every life is of infinite value <333" foreshadowing...

"JESUS I SAID LONG REST NOT SCHLONG REST PUT THAT WEAPON AWAY!!!"

that was a ganon event....

"youre gonna wake them up with your shitty fucking song!!"

[ID: screenshot of xiv walking into the scene when you enter the druid grove in bg3. they're smirking a little. end id]

clearly you dont own an air fryer <333

"some other stuff happened here. i ended racism!!"

I THINK ITS IN ONE OF YOUR INVENTORIES HELPPP. this happened while tal was still in his damn underwear.

also the xiv scaring kids so they call the law thing is really really funny im not gonna lie. it makes sense they were sheltered blah blah blah but also ngl it is really funny

he was to able to intimidate the goblins into running away. and now for an act of heroism!! be free <3333 ...... too free.

SUPPLEX HIM INTO A CONVERSATION...

xiv saying "having no friends myself!!" GIRL YOU'RE ABOUT TO HAVE EM. sorry they handed you a leash and said you have to deal with three crazy ass dogs

sorcerer's guide to jelquing. no not that one

[z5mbiegrlz]

hiiii i wanted to get to know more of my moots so here’s so fun questions! :)

favorite song at the moment

obsession at the moment

celebrity crush

favorite food and drink

place where i would like to live

style

hobby

hellooooo!!! thank you so much for asking me :))

favorite song at the moment

obsession at the moment

@meerkatzthings (my girlfriend !!!!!!!!)

60s-80s fashion

classic rock

mlm films

my silly kitty cats :3

celebrity crush

evan peters

paul mccartney

stevie nicks

favorite food and drink

idrkkk 😭😭

place where i would like to live

london (im half british but sadly my mom moved before i was even born so i don’t have the cute fucking accent or have even visited ‼️🙁)

style

it’s chaotic butttt ig its a mixed of 60s-80s style & like loser coded idek 😭

hobby

going crazy on da internet

making jewelry

crying

reading

LOSING MY FUCKING MIND AAAAAAA

[sugarpuptard]

still trying to not be emotional over finally having the last mimzy because omfg i finally have her?!????! AAAAAAA!!! ＞▽＜ she's pretty rare too!! i can't believe i actually got it because these go for like $500 o3o crazy

／(=╹x╹=)＼꩜ perfect alien bunny ♡

my mom's bf feels bad the box is a bit messed up but i really don't mind at all, i wanna have her out of the box mainly anyways and its not even that bad, just a lil banged around and had tape peeling off the paint a lil from storage but mimzy is in perfect condition!! only thing that doesn't work is her voice box, but this plush is from like 2007-2008 so im not surprised the battery is dead xD

still doesn't feel real honestly having her finally, i loved this movie since i was a kid and grew to love it even more as i got older, the sci-fi and especially all the spiritual themes in it make me so happy, im just so aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[quillkiller]

[giggling, kicking my feet, twirling my hair]

Ok, ok, so, the first one is name Annalise and the general outline is her older brother is kinda like a psychopath. Its giving like the gray man’s (from trc) brother if that makes sense. But also that one ethel cain line thats like ‘white trash dick but hes nice to me. Yeah hes nice to me and no one else’ but hes also kinda mean to her as well. Anyways hes getting married (hes like 21) and his 17 yo sister both hates him and loves him,, resents him for being older and being the mothers favorite and hates him for treating her like he did. She wants to fuck him but refuses to stoop down to his level. But hes still her brother so she loves him. Anyways it culminates in her fucking his fiancee at her bachelorette party as kinda a way to get back at him while also the fiancee being almost him but being just removed enough that its not actual incest.

(Considering making her a lesbian and this being her sexual awakening but idk if that would fit)

and the second is comparatively, a lot less deprived. Andy is 19, a high school dropout working two jobs to support his younger brother who hes taking care of. His neighbor is mrs. Williams, a lonely housewife whos husbands barely there and barely cares. All of her sons are grownup and have no kids so its just her. But then she starts talking to her neighbor, this young man who reminds her of her first husband when he was young and is so charming. And as they spend more time together andy becomes more and more enamored with his older neighbor. Hes watching her garden in a little sun dress on his day off, licking his lip before going up to her and offering to help, sneaking looks down the front of her dress. They have an affair and its truly the only time either of them have felt happy, but it can never last, it only lasts one summer etc; etc; and they have to go back to their lives, pretty soon andy and his brother move away and thats the end of it all. One summer of love an all that, one story that they both take to the grave.

AAAAAAA THANK YOU

THE GRAY MANS BROTHER FROM TRC YOU KNOOOOOOW ME……. i am hooked. and the ethel cain song. god that song makes me fucking insane on God. he’s nice to me and no one else makes me CRAZY…….. (rosier twins<3). but also the mean thing. its sort of giving effie and tony from skins…. like the way he cares so deeply for effie and is so protective of her, but he’s also so mean and cruel to her sometimes (like he is to other people, too). but its that THING…….. where yeah he scream at you that he hates you but you also know that he would kill for you. its DIFFERENT… save me toxic sibling codependancy. THE EXCESS OF LOVE AND HATE TURNING INTO A WEIRD DISGUSTING PERVESE SORT OF LUST……. FUCKING THE FIANCÉ…… honestly i think you could pull off the lesbian awakening (as my pinned say, im a believer in lesbianism as salvation…)… and it could be what gets her away from his brothers chokehold on her, spreading her own wings and paving her own way without her brothers shadow looming over her and making her go crazy. anyway!!! or not !!!!!!! im obsessed with this concept either way and you’re a fucking genius. im eating this up

AAAAAAAANDY TAKING CARE OF HIS BROTHER. MY FAVORITE GENRE……. oh how i love him already. and lonely mrs williams with her sons all grown up and an empty house. oh she’s everything to me… and the detail that she was married before, and that he reminds her of her first husband. god thats so fucking romantic im going to throw myself off a cliff. im truly reading this as a midwestern indie film i can visualize it so clearly AAAAAA. a summer of love. a lovely passionate little fling… andy and his brother moving away. this is genuinely making me emotional….. oh its so sweet

THANK you for sharing this with me!!!!! i love all your oc’s so dearly im all giggly and smiley 🤍🤍🤍

[etherealspacejelly]

preface: unintelligible screaming about doctor who to follow (mum and i just finished watching the big bang and i am sooo normal about it trust me dude) AAAAS](£;=¥{AJDGJjs hmm h&g&-hF-g&°g&&-fghsfHsggHggshammhawhdhehjennd-(kshkwlmm WHat ThE FUCk was that aaaaaa that- i- aaaAaaaaa no i loved it. i love rory. that was so fucked up (also hehe crazy little yhing called lovbe was in it yeha :D) ROBIN i'm. akhdsgsfagwdkmfhakfjkskdjhdj. it was so good. i'm so fucked up over ythis..it's fuking midnight inneed to go to sleep but !!!!!!! the shots in the museum where you can see thw tardis through the window oHhhh my god qhat the fukx man. it's so good. also i love predicting plot points (i knew the painting was gonna be the tardis. and i knew he was gonna be in the box. was slightly wrong about both but yknow. neat) also the. the stars. the rewind. the ships, all of them at once thay shot was so cool. the whole thing was so insane WHAt are they doinf i am going crazy

YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THIS BIG BANG AND PANDORICA OPENS ARE MY FAVOURITE DW EPISODES!!!!! FOR A REASON!!!!

they fucking slap dude im so glad you enjoyed

NEVER apologise for yelling about doctor who in my inbox it makes me so happy!!! its my special interest!!! aaaaaaa

keep me updated if you watch any more pls pls pls pls pls

[httpiastri]

ok he’s literally a racing driver so this is SO CLICHE AND SO like DUH?! but celebrating paul’s podiums and wins with him🥹 our boy has gotten 6 podiums in all 6 rounds so this had be said but like ITS SO FLUFFY AND CUTEEEEE!! im genuinely so proud of him cause seriously what an accomplishment. i just rewatched paul’s radio of him saying he was already crying cause he didnt think he made podium but he did and UGHHH it got me in my feels all over again. like him running up to you carrying his trophy and picking you up spinning you around with you telling him how proud you are. IDK HIM SAYING HE WON BC OF YOU?! (lets say him and y/n weren’t tgt last season but now they are) and everyone just staring at you guys all smiley cz ur so cute tgt but they can’t even cringe bc even they could feel how in love you are w e/o?!?!? im going insane. ITS GIVING “where’s the trophy? he just comes running over to me” -the alchemy tswift AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok thats all (pa17 first win in austria this week🤞🏼)

-🧸

aaaaaaa "him running up to you carrying his trophy and picking you up spinning you around" is literally what i have written in a fic for him 🥺 no but fr i think it would be so cozy to be there with him during a race, especially when he does well... i mean ive cried just at the thought of his first f2 win, so imagine being there when he actually gets it?? there would be rivers of tears 😭 and him saying he did it for you ??? h e l p...... and god everyone around would be so jealous bcs yes indeed you're in love 🥰

also aaaa your ask got me thinking about like what if you got together towards the end of the last season, so you've been with him through everything bad that's happened... getting dropped by merc, not getting a prema seat..... and so it's so emotional when he wins because !! "this is what we talked about baby, you're proving them all wrong!!" 🥲

but god dont even remind me of the radio from his first podium... its so crazy how audio works because i was listening to it the other day and instantly got thrown back to the moment when it happened? and how crazy proud i was and the tears i cried and just...

[ghostherlig]

hi I commented on a fic of urs one time you’re the reason I fully committed and got into mk it’s been a week and I’m going crazy over them. johnshi has me in a chokehold thank you for making such awesome content with them

aaaaaaa!! johnshi has so many ppl in a chokehold rn 😭😭 im glad you're enjoying my works!! i hope you continue to enjoy all of the cool content ppl are making <333

[kissmetwicekissmedeadly]

😍😘💕🌟🖋💞💗 Hello honey Can I have these for the OC game and please feel free to ask as many as you like for ikepri or ikevamp, else I will answer for both XD

Have a wonderful day 🥰🥰💟💟🤗

You mean for the self-ship game?? I WAS SO CLOSE TO BELIEVING I REBLOGGED THE WRONG THING KJHKJKJKJ ILY JULIE THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE

for me and napo ofc:

😍: Name your three favorite things about your f/o

only THREE I CANT DO THIS AAAAAAA let's see... Im going to say his compassion, his courage and his wit 🙈

😘: What’s your f/o’s favorite thing about YOU?

WHAT IS IT??? I DON'T KNOOOOW i guess i can cheat this one by looking at ikevamp mc in his route/story events and the ways we're similar and looking at what napo says he loves. hm. i guess he might find it adorable when im clumsy or when im trying to one-up him in expressing our love for each other ...........or when i share his values?? this is hard....

💕: Who’s the clingier one in the relationship?

him. no it's me. no it's him. no....

it has to be him!!! every time mc is swept away doing stuff for ppl he's all >:( - you know the expression, right? - and wants to drag her to his room and steal her attention all for himself.......i'd be clingy too but. he's equally as busy and i'd hate annoying him for attention....aaaaa.....

🌟: Who’s the tease in the relationship?

it's him. period. he's a bastard that has a good understanding of people and uses that to his advantage in his harmful, teasing little ways of driving you crazy and needy for him. he does it all, from simple things such as raising an object high over your head so you can't reach it to hitting you right in that one blind spot of your psyche that would make it feel so good to be honest with yourself when you refuse to say what you need out loud...

🖋: Who writes the other sappy poetry/cheesy love songs?

have you SEEN his stupid little self-insert love novel. he's cheesy!! he's all cheese!! have you seen his ingame LETTERS?? have you seen the scene where (well he lied but the intention is there) HE MAKES "PORTRAIT OF A SLEEPING NUNUCHE" ? he strikes me as a person who really wants to put his feelings into some creative form and gift it to his lover. which is good because, turns out im the same way *looks at my art and fics and playlists and*

💞: How do you both express affection?

acts of service and quality time are our mutual love languages!! in reality it would be hard for me to really express myself with my creative hobbies like i do now, so i imagine i'd rely on showing my love in other ways...such as doing things with him, paying attention to the things he loves doing and exploring new things with him, helping him out with whatever he needs help for if im capable, physical touch, giving him stuff that reminds me of him like song recs... as for him? i think pretty much the same, he's the type of person that wants to see you glow and meet your goals so he'll do his best to show you how much he wishes that for you and does his best to help you along the way!

💗: How do you two like to cuddle?

IN BED!! spooning so i can't escape unless he lets go.....

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[fresh-bed-old-sheets]

YOU 👁️👁️

HAVE YOU STARTED OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH?

IF NOT YOU SHOULD BECAUSE IM FUCKING GOING CRAZY OVER HERE

SEASON 2 JUST COME OUT TODAY (only 3 episodes so far!) AND ITS SO SAD AND SO GOOD AND SO CUTE AND OUGH GAY PIRATES

AAAAAH I CAN'T MY EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION AAAAAAA

[pondslime]

hi hello its anon from earlier, i just saw your post about a CARLY FIC?? AND IM INTRIGUED???

OMG HELLO MY LOVE

and yes aaaaaaa!! the carly fic!!! it's been my beloved brainworm since november and I've yet to really iron it out SMH!! bc I've been plagued by bingbong simpleton. BUT I DO REALLY LOVE IT sdfjhfdjhjdsf

I made an entire playlist for it dsjhjdfshjsdf mento-eel-ness

I literally mocked up a post in my drafts to BULLY and HARASS myself into finishing it bc I NEED TO ASAP:

^BIG SMH!! but it's like......angst and fluff. exploring the effects of trauma. hurt/comfort, figuring out sexuality. wlw nonsense. carly's out in new york working her internship and goin through it. coffee shop??? romcom?? bullshit???? in NYC??? there are trips to central park and the museum of natural history??? mutual pining??? idk it's a. fic jsdhjdfshjsdfh

these are the ao3 tags FOR WHEN I EVENTUALLY PUBLISH THIS SHIT SJDFHJFDSH

I've posted a couple lil snippets of it here n there if u are so inclined! this one has nick and carly banter and a lil snippet of smut. this one is just a lil excerpt from a very str8 convo

💛here's an extra lil one under the cut:

The man she pictures isn’t who was in the hall last night. Whatever. It might as well have been him.

If she’s being haunted, she wouldn’t put it past this being her specter.

He glances down the hallway, thrumming with manic excitement. The grin on his face distorts his features, twisting his face into something unnatural. There’s something wrong with him and she didn’t see it before. Stupid. This is what he’d always looked like and he’d just been wearing the idea of another person before. He couldn’t keep it on for very long—not around her, at least.

Remember being thirteen?

Family reunion, house full of people. All of her fingers are intact and she’s painted her nails a bright, brilliant blue. Some aunt nudges her mother, smiling.

“She’s gonna drive the boys crazy.” That’s strange to hear at thirteen. It sounds like an insult, but it’s a compliment. A threat, but a good one. You want to make boys go insane, don’t you? That makes you special. Her aunt says those words and paints the target on her forehead with sparkly pink gloss.

He’d been watching them since they showed up at the campsite. Maybe even before that. She scrubs her memory of the diner trying to piece together the faces. Was he there then, bumming a cigarette off of Blake, leaning on the hood of his truck? His eyes on them even then, blowing smoke out in the parking lot. When did he block the road off? If they would’ve stayed in the diner, would that have changed anything?

Dalton with his stupid camcorder, watching her over the fire. He would’ve liked New York. His head snapped off his neck.

Wrong place, wrong time.