#A.N.I

[truc0nfessionz]

right about now, my attitude is bad.

i don't like having tense energy between ivy and i, but it's been a rough weekend.

thursday night she made it to me late and was acting weird. i didn't press it, we went to sleep

friday, i remarked how her behavior on thursday almost made it seem like she was drinking. but i remarked that i knew she wouldn't do that to me

imagine my surprise when she said she had been drinking.

after telling me, promising me, that she would never lie about that to me.

it really hurts me, and it's not easy to get over.

i trusted ivy completely, 100% and without hesitation

and she lied.

or omitted the truth to me.

and i understand why, i do.

but it still hurts because i feel a break in the trust.

i felt completely safe before. 100% safe. that ivy would never lie to me about anything.

and here we are.

and today, she's been gone in san antonio all day, which wasn't planned. but i'm not going to bring that up because i know she's been drinking and i'm not in the mood for a fight

to top everything off, lauren contacted me again. and that was also a point of tension between us.

but i was honest. i told ivy when lauren spoke to me, even when it was difficult. and ivy wasn't honest with me.

and now, knowing i've been in a mood that i can't shake, she's still been gone all day. much longer than anticipated. having a great day.

and i'm happy for her. i love that for her.

but it reminds me that maybe i'm not where i thought i was. maybe i'm not somewhere where my needs always come first. she's a human, afterall.

and maybe i need to get back into my own shit. back to my own life.

i don't like the feeling that someone makes me upset, then doesn't actually care if i'm upset or not. goes off to party and drink all day even though they told me they wouldn't. and doesn't care how i feel at all.

that seems like a crock of shit to me.

and i don't like having this energy between us - energy where i feel like you're taking things from me and i want to take them back. energy where i feel like i have to protect myself. energy where i feel like i have to fight back. but i feel it. and i'm angry. i'm resentful.

i didn't expect this. and i don't like it. i want to go full into my worst fucking self right now. i want to be immature, childish. i want you to feel pain like i feel pain. i want you to sit and wonder what i'm doing, not the opposite way around.

i don't want to sit here and wait for you to return, while you're off at the bar. why don't you sit here and wait until i get back from whatever the fuck i feel like doing?

its fucking irritating. after the shittiest fucking weekend we've had in forever, and i'm sitting here by myself.

i'm really not ready to hear all the excuses you're about to give me about how you tried blah blah blah and youre a victim of the circumstance. nah, i'm good. i thought we were together because i WASNT taking bullshit excuses any longer. and yet here we are.

whatever man.

[dontdj]

D'SASTER invited me for one of her rare features on D'SASTER MOMENTS which streams through Tbilisi's infamous Mutant Radio.

This is my favourite kind of radio show, (not because I am in it you sick fuck! but obviously) because of the format: Host invites guest, host and guest play records selected sometimes just by association and sometimes by grave personal or biographical importance, and then they talk about it! in fact we talked so long that i was feeling bad for Alexa D'saster whon i knew had to cut up all that flow of consciousness in order to deliver 120min of seemingly coherent exchange! All respect to her! And of course to the artists whose tracks we played!

Our exchange was of such openness that it will forever stay a favoured memory to me!

Hope you all are good and find ways to keep up your very personal way of being throughout these troubled times!!!

Much love from Berlin,

here is the show: https://on.soundcloud.com/6r5Tc

[utronabalcone]

fried 78th (2009) featuring 樋口暁子, まいこ, サヤーツ, WATARU, Macochu and A.N.I

[team-mavericks]

[ Cool, haven't lost any followers yet. Now let's talk about the A.I. stuff.

So, the recent event is that someone was rejected to be RP partners with. And their response was to threaten (or did they succeed?) turning their portrayal into an A.I. so they can write with the A.I. instead or potentially trying to replace them? I'm sorry, but that's sad. You chose a platform that's made to be creative and make friends, and you chose to be a loner and outing yourself as not someone to be associated with. We can talk about how uncool that is, but I'd rather point out how pathetic you are. Whoever you are. Good luck doing that to me though, I just mentioned I had a spreadsheet, no A.I. you can ever make will be able to replicate that so even if you succeed on me it won't be the same experience and thus you already failed.

But I think we should talk about the difference in definition of A.I. because there's TRUE A.I. and what we currently have: A.N.I. (Artificial Non-Intelligence, thank you Arden)

Real A.I. is like a separate entity. It's what we see in movies, and it's what scientist and programmers are trying to accomplish. It might be artificial, but it's a fully functioning brain. Jarvis, Friday, The Epsilon Unit, whatever the hell was in TRON. It's not something that stops all thought when not spoken to, it stays active and formulates/calculates it's own thoughts and opinions. That's rad as hell, and I want to see the day that we can pair A.I. with mentally unhealthy people to regulate decision making because I need 4. I am not smart, and I could DEFINITELY use that kind of help that won't bother a real person at random hours of the day.

A.N.I. is brain dead, you press a button and it turns on like a toaster. It's not where I want A.I. to stop because we all know it's a data scalper. But I do think we should talk about healthy ways to use it. DON'T BOO ME JUST YET, HEAR ME OUT.

Using ANI to come up with an idea when you’re stuck in a writers box? That’s good. Using ANI to write your posts word for word? That’s bad.

Using ANI to generate a music playlist fitting a specific vibe? That’s good. Using ANI to generate actual music? That’s bad.

Using ANI to generate art in a private setting to help expand on ideas or visuals like costume ideas or landscapes (because we can't art good)? That's fine. Sharing that art and trying to sell it as your own? That's bad.

Using ANI to generate scam phone calls that call you from constantly changing numbers? I will kill you. I will actually fucking kill you. I will put myself on a fucking list to hire people to find your ass and I will go to your home and rip out your throat with my fucking teeth. I HAVE CHANGED MY WORK NUMBER 3 TIMES NOW, COMPANY POLICY REQUIRES ME ANSWER EVERY CALL BECAUSE IT MIGHT BE IMPORTANT, FUCK YOURSELF.

Writers burnout happens to all of us, but we shouldn't depend on it to be active. Use it to help you expand, or help you refresh. In a RP setting, we always want the real person. If we wanted a bot, we wouldn't bother being here. I don't want to write with a bot, I want to form a connection with someone on a creative level.

Bottom line is, everything is okay in moderation. Don't think that just because it currently exists means it's the apex of what we can do. We are smarter than that, we are better than that.

If there's something I just said that needs clarification or correction, let's discuss it in a healthy setting. I'm not calling to arms against helping tools, I'm calling to arms against laziness. ]

[tanema123]

Oh, people, common.

You got a goddess against the twink.

Look at her... Screw propaganda. I am becoming propaganda.

I am summoning all the mother issues people... And the saphics. Need those.

I am bargaining again. I will draw her in any style with any outfit suggested the most, if she ends up on top somehow.

Except, princess Leia... I already have that one made for something else.

Like I said. A.N.Y. O.U.T.F.I.T. suggested the most.... (Sfw. It's gotta cover everything at least a bit.)

FINALS: DILFS V MILFS

[thewordisbond]

A.N.I teams up with Ausar for "Solstice"

Posted on https://www.thewordisbond.com/a-n-i-teams-up-with-ausar-for-solstice/

A.N.I teams up with Ausar for "Solstice"

SETX Native A.N.I teams up with Ausar for this new single titled "Solstice." A warm bass-heavy soulful jam that is rich with uplifting and evocative lyrics from both emcees. The track is also peppered with their unique melodic runs that add a nice soulful touch that everyone can feel

[thentherewasfury]

In case this wasn’t clear—if I catch you sending my or anyone else’s fic to ANY wrestler you’re fucking blocked

[truc0nfessionz]

it’s a really odd feeling that we’re fighting two nights in a row. it feels alien. strange. and also numbing.

yesterday, i felt a lot. i felt my wounds deeply, and i felt the ache of all the wounds that had been there before.

tonight, i don’t feel wounds. i hardly feel anything at all.

i hope we resolve. i hope this doesn’t drag on and it’s not a pattern. but i’m trying not to feel it too much.

if there’s something i have to feel, i’ll do so when the time comes.

but it’s weird. how after months and months and months of fairytales, suddenly there are the fights. the moments we waited for. the silly nags and disagreements.

and maybe i’m numb because of how many times i’d been here before. but maybe we both shut down in our own ways that the other has yet to fully understand.

[federer7]

A.N.I. (autore non identificato) - Impermeabili Pirelli anni '30

[twotriickhoofbea2t]

Domino is a young girl who can see the veil between the corporeal and spiritual planes, and was captured by the A.N.I so the could study the makeup of her mind and soul. She's an empathetic child, and uses her trusty shade scarf for stealth an elusiveness, more often than she does combat. 

Her birthday is June 16th

Her favorite food is Rice Cakes

Physical walls can't hold her forever...

[icebreaker01]

Suspicious Events in S3

Tell me something, folks. Is anyone else out there in Fandomland more than a litttttttttttttle suspicious about this sudden bout of flu that wiped out most of our favorite secondary characters?

Now, yes, I understand the necessity of this plot device.  Pandemic, not a lot of people allowed on set, actors wanting to leave the show.....I get it.

But of all the contrived ideas they came up with, why this one?  It makes no sense. Melanie ran the train for seven years and there was no mention ever made in the past two and a half seasons of A.N.Y. disease outbreak.  Which makes sense.  The train is a closed environmental system.  A virus doesn’t just suddenly appear.  Especially after seven disease free years.

Two things could account for this. One: Wilford wasn’t as careful as he should have been on vetting people getting on his train and there were the occasional outbreaks of viruses on BA. Two: The writers were really scraped for a way to explain the sudden absence of actors who were departing the show for one reason or another.

Personally, I’m going with reason number two.  But that’s just me.

But personally, with Wilford having a rather.....let’s call it ’unusual’ method for dealing with population control, I do not put it past that somewhere in the future we find out that that ’flu virus’ that wiped out a good number of people on the train in six months time, was actually something else that Wilford had the Headwood’s unleash all in the name of cutting down on the population.  The fact that Mr. Headwood got caught up in the numbers count was just bad luck.

[ancientcalamity]

@moonlit-theft

DOES SHE STAY DEVELOPED??? DOES SHE STAY A BAD ASS FEMALE CHARACTER AND IS LIKE A FEMALE ARSLAN INSTEAD OF REVERTING BACK LIKE YONA DOES?

[pluton-r]

Bitti demiştim.

Bitti.

Herşey bu kadar ve buraya kadardı.

Oysa sevilmek istemiştim, ufacık bir saygı kıpırtısı...

Her kadın gibi bunlaraydı hasretim.

Denize düştüm yılana sarıldım dedim.

Aylarca kendimeydi hep nefretim.

Kendi kul hakkıma girdiğimi hiç göremedim.

Herkesi kendim sanarak sözünün arkasındadır anlayışımaydı sitemim.

Sevilmedim sandım terk ettim.

Sevildim sandığım yerden terk edildim.

Ve ben o gün AŞK'ta TÜKENDİM.

A.N.Y

[akito-sohma]

@asweetlittledove replied to your photoset: Akatsuki no Yona comparison with 

I keep seeing this post everywhere! And someone reblogged one of my posts and added that it reminded them of this manga. My curiousity is piqued! I bought the first two. I'm excited!!!

My job here, is done

[uneminuteparseconde]

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