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Love Just Happens

A New Chapter - Part 9

Characters: The future's Bill Skarsgård and others close to him. The rest is my own characters.

Setting: This story is set in the future but because it's hard to say how the world is then (and it isn't that important for the story) the future is similar to our time now, even with fashion and so on.

Warnings: 18+, age difference, smut, alcohol, ageism, intoxikation, pregnancy, family problems, jealousy, mentions of underaged sex, mention of miscarriage. Fluff, fluff, fluff as usual.

Notes: This is the epilogue, it just has a new name! Must say thanks to @b-afterhours again, I wouldn't be able to post without her help with the language 🩷

The music was loud in the house, Swedish hip hop Aurora didn't understand much of it. It went too fast and there were phrases she never heard before. She took off her chunky heeled boots and rolled her eyes when she heard the noises from men and how she could almost smell the testosterone. She walked into the dinning room where the sounds came from and on her way fixed her updo and her dress that was probably a bit too short. A puffy emerald green dress her belly had space in.

"Looou!" Said one of Bill's friends when she came in and met the sight of five men around the table. The table was full of glass cups and bottles and all of the men looked like she had caught them but the worst was Bill's face. He tried to smile so sweetly but he looked nervous. He stretched his arms out towards her while the other men said hello to her like she was his mother who had come home early. Aurora just gave Bill an irritated look and didn't walk up to him.

"Sorry babe… It just happened…" he said and covered his mouth with a hand to cover up a burp.

"Our bump? Our bump? So can I also just "let it happen" then?" She said annoyed but there was a hint of humor in her voice. Bill smiled shamefully and looked at his friends who smirked.

"But you won’t because you.. Are much more disciplined than me… Much better than me…" he still waved his arms towards her where she stood by the entrance with crossed arms. Two of his friends laughed when they saw how desperate he was.

Aurora rolled her eyes towards her drunk husband.

"Have you smoked too? Because it smells here. Cigar?"

Bill sighed and looked down at his lap. He should have known he wouldn't be able to hide it from her, even if they did it outside. Her nose was insane under the pregnancy.

"Babe…" He whined like a five year old and stood up. He walked towards her with a lowered head. He really tried to look sweet and watched her with big eyes and pouty lips. Aurora looked just as unfazed and gave his friends a look as if she mocked him. They looked at the couple amused because they knew it was mostly playful.

"I'm really really sorry… I won’t do that again?" Bill said and tried to reach for her hand but didn't dare take it when she gave him a condescending look.

"There’s eight weeks left of the pregnancy, of course you can promise that." She rolled her eyes. Bill licked his lips and looked at his friends for help but they lowered their heads with smirks. He missed the times he could buy himself forgiveness from his partner, with jewelry or a fancy dinner, he couldn't do that with Aurora, she had more money than him.

"Say you're sorry," Aurora said with her hand on her belly. Bill gave her a confused look and furrowed his brows.

"I did?"

"Not to me, to her." Aurora patted her belly.

He smiled a little and nodded.

"I can do that later. In bed."

"No, now. With the voice. The regular way."

Bill wasn't the embarrassed type, but this was private.

"I'm going to change clothes but then you can do it. You know, she is kicking wildly right now." She dragged her hand over her belly and by reflex Bill reached for the belly to feel the sweet movements. It was the only way for him to really feel like a part of the pregnancy but Aurora moved away.

"I think right now it's my bump. Right?" She said and then walked towards the stairs. Bill sighed and threw his head back. His hands rested on his hips. He closed his eyes but then the world spun so he opened them again.

"Why did you even drink? I mean, was it worth it?" Said one of his friends still with a smirk on his lips. Bill gave him an annoyed look.

"It was you guys that forced me!"

"You weren't hard to persuade," said another friend.

Aurora came down in pink satin pajamas and her hair in tight braids.

The bump wasn't really a bump any more, it was big and round which caused gaps between the buttons of the shirt, even if it was made for pregnant women. Bill just wanted to hug and kiss his sweet girl, drag his hands over the belly. Their baby girl was often awake late at night so she probably was having a party. Aurora held her hands over the belly in that way and Bill gave her a pained look and sat down on his knees in front of her. He was still so tall he was forced to lean down to be in the same height as her belly. He looked up at her with puppy eyes and with slow careful hands he unbuttoned the lower buttons of the shirt so her round belly was out. His friends looked at the show with interested eyes especially when Bill pressed his eye against her navel, pretending to look inside, even if her navel wasn't even a hole anymore.

"Bebis, bebis, är du där? Pappis, pappis är ju här? Hur är livet där inne? Vi väntar ju på dig, min lilla tjej." (Baby, baby are you there? Daddy, daddy is here? How's the life inside there? We are waiting for you, my little girl.)

He sang it with a high pitched voice while he shifted between looking in Aurora's navel and pressing his ear against her belly like it was a little dance. Aurora couldn't stop herself from smiling with love and amusement. That little song he had written by himself and sang almost every night. His friends applauded and cheered when he had finished. Bill gave them a fast smirk but then turned to the belly again where he could feel his daughter move. He looked up at Aurora.

"Can't you join us? I can make you a virgin pink paloma?" She smiled and dragged her hands through his hair. His friends looked at each other with mixed feelings. They really liked Aurora but of course the dynamic would change if a wife was with them.

"I think I should let you boys be alone, now when you have your first and last drunken night under the pregnancy," said Aurora and buttoned her shirt. Bill smiled a little and stood up. He could be with Aurora all the time but it was wise to be with just his friends sometimes. He nodded and let her go after she had said good night to them all.

"It's almost scary watching you with her. Or at least when you think about how you were pre-Aurora Lou," said one of his friends. Scary wasn't the word his other friends would use but Bill with Aurora was different. He was the same when he was only with them but he had a glittery sparkle in his eyes that hadn't been there before and together with Aurora that glitter was thrown on everyone around. Everyone could feel their chemistry.

Bill smiled and shrugged his shoulders while sitting down with them again. He didn't feel a need to say anything.

×××

He wouldn’t call himself hungover. Tired, yes, but not hungover. But it was what he was. He would never confess it to Aurora, who sat in front of him by the kitchen table drinking a smoothie he had made for her. He had stood in pain while the mixer whirred loudly and now felt like his head had exploded. She sat silent but looked at him amused while he put in a large spoon of multivitamin powder in his smoothie.

"So when will the girls be here?" She asked and took out one of her hair ties and tied up her braid. Bill looked at her tiredly. He hadn't forgotten they would come, he had just forgotten while drinking that he would become hungover.

"In two hours…" he said with a tired, raspy voice.

"Will you clean the dining room? It looks like a frat house in there."

Bill looked at her with furrowed brows. He was dark under his eyes and his lips were so dry Aurora could see patterns on them.

"But the cleaning lady… Lotta, she will be here in an hour?"

Aurora smirked because she knew what she would say would make his hangover worse.

"She just works Mondays and Thursdays, it's Saturday today."

Bill looked at Aurora tiredly and scratched his neck.

"You mean I must clean? Now?"

"Yes, if you don't want the girls to see it. Who is it that has drawn cocks on like every bottle sticker?"

Bill dragged a hand through his hair and made a pained groan.

"Can't you..?" He said with puppy eyes but Aurora stopped him.

"Not my party. And it smells so much alcohol I can't be there. Maybe the baby will get drunk."

Bill sighed another loud pained groan and threw his head back.

Aurora drank up her smoothie and stood up. She loved Bill most in the entire world but sitting opposite him when he was hungover and whiny she didn't have energy for. So after she had made herself ready for the day she went down to the studio to do some recordings.

Bill collected glasses when his phone rang. He looked at it and saw his ex's name and hoped she wouldn't say they would come early. He really needed to clean but also take a shower.

"She doesn't say why. She just refuses to go to you."

His ex had dropped the bomb that his middle daughter didn't want to go to him, that she would stay at her mother's.

"Can I talk to her?" Bill asked, annoyed but worried. The hangover made his feelings too intense and he felt his patience bob around in his belly, like a cork on a stormy sea.

"She doesn't want to talk to you. What happened last week?"

"Nothing! We just took it slow? Aurora and I worked on the nursery and I think all of the girls had quite a lot of school work."

Bill sat down and looked at the glasses and bottles in front of him.

"And the baby doesn't take all your time?" His ex said carefully.

"No. But of course we have stuff to do and that doesn't disappear because they are here and… It's their sister. She will be a big part of their lives. If that's the problem she must get used to it."

His ex was quiet because Bill was right but even she had a hard time taking in that her daughters would get a new sister. She had accepted that Bill would have one more child but how close the child would be to her kids was harder to take in.

"Have you said anything about it? I mean… You haven't been so positive towards Aurora."

She was still quiet even if she hadn't said anything to her daughter about Aurora but it was embarrassing knowing how obvious her feelings towards Aurora were. She didn't want to be that ex, who seemed jealous and petty because she didn't see it like that. She was just a caring mother.

"Have you?" Asked Bill again. Her silence made him think she had and he sighed irritated.

"No, I haven't. Nothing at all."

Bill continued to clean up after the phone call even if his chest was heavy. He never thought he would be in this situation. He saw himself as a good father. A caring involved father even if he had a lot work outside of Sweden. He really thought all of his girls loved the idea of a little baby but his ex insinuated that it was the baby that made her not want to visit him anymore.

After cleaning up he laid down on the couch to rest his head and tired body but also think about everything with his daughter. He had seen signs but had just thought it was the teenage years starting. The sour mood, the more time alone and the attitude.

"Hey, is it that bad?" Asked Aurora when she came into the living room where Bill was lying. She meant the hangover but he just thought about his daughter. He looked up at Aurora when she patted his cheek softly and felt a need to talk to her. He knew she would get sad, really sad, not just because of her sensitive nature but also because of the hormones. He sat up on the couch and pulled her down carefully and then told her what his ex had said. He looked at Aurora's face showing the feelings he felt. Sadness, guilt, bewildered.

"Is it my fault? Should I maybe tone down? I know it's much about the baby…" She looked down while tears started to run down her cheeks.

"No, no, no. This is not your fault. If it's someone's fault it's mine. This is your first child, of course it's a big deal. Of course you should be able to embrace that."

He laid her hair over her shoulder and caressed her neck.

Aurora looked at her husband who didn't just look hungover now but also broken. She moved closer to him to pat his chest.

"I'm sorry… This can't be easy for you and… I really want to help you, but I don't know how," Aurora said carefully while looking at Bill's face. He smiled sadly and laid his hand over her hand that laid on his chest.

"You can't. I must fix this. I must go to her and talk with her. Even if she doesn't want to."

Aurora nodded a bit and patted her belly, the baby moved around and made her feel hungry. Bill looked at her belly too where he could see how his daughter danced around. He laid a big hand over Aurora's navel and made a circle to calm down the little one.

"What will happen if she can't accept the baby?" Aurora looked at the belly when she asked and thought for a second about the possibility that Bill would leave her and their child. It was too painful to think about, still the thoughts were there now and it made her chest hurt.

Bill looked at Aurora's face. She looked worried and small, like something little could break her completely.

"She must accept her sister."

"But if she doesn't? Maybe she doesn't even see the baby as her sister?"

"She must. There is nothing else."

Bill sounded determined but he was also scared. He didn't want to think about what such a thing could lead to.

×××

He had sent a text to his ex to say that he would come and they could stay at home for a while. It was noticeable in her text that she wasn't that positive to him forcing their middle daughter to talk but didn't feel she could stop him either, it was his daughter too.

Bill took off his jacket and boots after he had come in through the cold autumn winds and hugged his youngest daughter who had come running towards him.

His ex looked at him with a questioning look and crossed her arms.

"You look tired…"

"Yeah…" Bill didn't say anything more because he didn't want to say he was hungover the day his girls would come to him.

"She's in her bedroom…" said his ex and moved away so Bill could release his youngest and walk to their middle daughter. Bill took a deep breath and walked to the closed door. He knew it would probably be emotional and that his daughter would probably be angry but mustered the courage to knock on her door.

"Yeah?" She said with attitude but did answer. She probably thought it was her mother. Bill opened the door carefully and gave his daughter a look who sat leaned against the headboard in her bed, playing with her phone.

"What are you doing here?! Leave me alone!" She screamed to her father that just took some steps into her room.

"I said leave!" Her dad didn't move so she stood up to try to push him out. It was useless because he didn't even move an inch. His daughter made a sound of frustration and laid down in bed with her face in her pillow. She tried to grab her earphones but her father took them quickly.

"Honey, we need to talk. I don't understand."

"Of course you don't…" she said bitterly.

Bill sat down on the edge of her bed and sighed.

"I don't want you to feel like this. And I got so sad when your mother said to me you didn't want to come to us."

She was quiet because she really hated hearing that her dad was sad but one word made her continue to pout: us. He and his little happy family.

"Is it because of the baby?" Asked Bill with a heavy chest.

"No!" She said even if it was partly about that. She also knew it was stupid to blame a little baby, not even born.

"So what is it then? I really don't understand." Bill was on his way to lay a hand on her back but paused. She would probably be even more irritated than she was if he touched her. She laid quietly a while thinking about what to say, thinking about what she actually felt. She sat up with a jerk and gave her dad a killer look.

"You're so gross!"

Bill looked at her shocked, both by the movement and her words.

"Sorry?" He said with furrowed brows.

"You're gross and pathetic and… embarrassing. I wish you weren't my dad."

Bill looked at her hurt and looked down at the floor. His daughter was close to stopping her words by seeing her father's hurt face but chose to continue.

"Your movies are pathetic. You and Aurora are gross and you're just embarrassing. And everyone is talking about you."

Bill sighed and dragged his hands over his jean clad thighs. His hands became more and more sweaty.

"I didn't know you felt like this… I've been an actor all your life…"

He looked at her while she looked out the window. She didn't want to look at him. Her words were mean. Especially the comment about her not wanting to have him as a father. She didn't feel like that and worried he would now give up on her and give his new baby more attention instead. They sat quietly until she started to cry. Bill looked at her with glassy eyes and touched her shoulder carefully. She threw herself into his arms and cried violently against his chest. Bill hushed her soothingly and hugged her. He pressed his lips against her temple and she breathed in her dad's scent.

"Don't leave us…"

"Hm?” Bill looked down at her by her words. She took a deep breath and looked up at him.

"Don't leave us for your perfect family."

Bill looked at her confused. It seemed like this was about other things than she had said earlier.

"But you're a part of my perfect family?" He looked down at her and laid his hand on her cheek. She still hugged his waist hard.

"But… Aurora and your child will be so cute… Probably perfect. And you already give her everything. Things we have never got."

"I'm sorry honey… I know it's different but… Me and your mother had another econom-"

"I didn't even have a nursery! I slept in your room!" She interrupted him with an upset voice and let her father go.

"But we didn't live in a house with nine bedrooms. We lived in an apartment with two bedrooms. And…" he looked towards the door to know her mother wouldn’t hear.

"Your mom didn’t have much of an income while Aurora… She has much more money and she wants the baby to have some things. It's her first child. She has you three, of course. But this is her baby. And it will be different from when you were a baby because it is a different time and you have different mothers."

"But you gave her the round room!" She whined and Bill gave her a crooked smile.

"Is that still a thing? I thought you were pleased with your room?"

She sighed and looked down at her hands embarrassed.

"Yes."

Bill held back a laugh while he played with a strand of her hair.

"It's because of the sun. You know, babies shouldn't lay in sunlight, there have been many accidents with babies getting too warm and that's the room that doesn't have morning sun."

His daughter looked up at him. It was actually a logical explanation and it made her sigh. She was stupid and childish.

"But must you and Aurora be so… clingy with each other? You're 45 years old!"

Bill still smiled.

"That doesn't mean I stop being in love."

His daughter gave him a grossed out look and Bill laughed a little.

"But okay, we should think about that. Do you want to come with me? Home to me and Aurora?"

She looked down at her hands again.

"Can I come tomorrow? I just want to…" she couldn't find a word but took a deep breath and Bill could still understand what she meant.

"Take the time you need. But honey, I love you and your sisters the most in the whole world. That I have two more people I feel those emotions for doesn't make me love you any less."

Bill patted her cheek fatherly and once again his daughter hugged him.

"I love you too… And I want you as my dad. And… I love the baby too."

×××

Aurora laid in bed against the mountain of decorative pillows, lifting her belly up to get some relief. The belly was big and heavy and when she felt like that Bill stood behind her and lifted it up with strong soft hands. It was already so big and both she and Bill wondered if she would be able to carry the child for eight more weeks. Bill still worried he may have had too many tall genes for her petite body so she couldn't handle his big baby. He himself wasn't such a big baby but his older brothers had been and also his youngest daughter.

Next to Aurora sat Bill's oldest daughter and looked worried at her dad's wife. She had gone to Aurora as soon as she got to know her father would leave and talk to her younger sister. She took the opportunity to be alone with Aurora and talk with her about it all.

"Are you okay?" She asked Aurora while she looked at the big belly. Aurora's body had changed a lot but she was still so small compared to the Skarsgårds.

"Yeah… Your dad must help me carry it a bit when he comes home." Aurora gave her a crooked smile and his daughter made a similar face.

"I don't know if it is a good idea for you to do that in front of my sister…"

Aurora was quiet because she really wanted to make Bill's child feel comfortable but she wasn't comfortable for the moment. She needed her husband helping her in the pregnancy and everyday it became harder and harder for her body.

"She has just realized you two…" his daughter got pink in the cheeks and Aurora gave her a wondering look.

"That you two… What you like to do when you're alone in here."

Aurora looked at her confused first but then realized what she meant.

"Oh! Oh… Oh god…" she laid her hands over her face embarrassed. All of it was embarrassing, that this actually was something both Bill's oldest and middle daughter had thought about and that his oldest now told her that.

"It's okay. It's… Okay. I get it. You know me and Ahmen do it too."

Aurora gave her an uncomfortable smile.

"Have you talked with your parents about that?"

"Mom knows. You will not tell dad, right?" His daughter suddenly looked worried. Aurora sighed deeply.

"I've said to you that you shouldn't tell me things you don't want your dad to know. I don't want to lie to him."

If she had been the girl's mother it would be different, then she should have wanted to know everything but even if she loved his kids she wasn't their mother and didn't need to get in conflicts with Bill because of them.

"But Lou!" The girl said frustrated.

"No, I've said this to you several times. I am your dad's wife first and foremost."

The girl crossed her arms but after a while sighed.

"Tell him then but… Tell him that I don't want to talk about it."

Aurora nodded once.

"Sure." She looked carefully at Bill's daughter who laid with her arm crossed but Aurora's eyes made her turn towards her and she smiled a little towards Aurora. Their relationship was great and the girl was mature and smart. Since the first weekend together their bond grew and it made everything much more simple. His oldest daughter could accept the songs about her dad, Aurora's revealing photo shoots and her constant snuggling with her father.

"So what do I need to change to make your sister more comfortable?" Aurora asked as she tried to massage her own back. The girl looked at her and her belly.

"Sit up," said she determinedly and moved closer to Aurora. Aurora gave her a strange look.

"I've seen dad do it, move so I can sit behind you."

Aurora laughed lovingly and sat up so she could sit behind her and massage her lower back.

"Thank you, it already feels better," she said with a giggle. "But your sister?"

"Oh, I don't think you can do so much, to be honest. Maybe don’t remind her what you do with dad when you're alone…"

Both of them became silent with embarrassment.

"Do you think she can accept the baby?"

"Of course! She even knits a hat for her in school!"

Aurora looked back at the teenage girl with a big smile.

"Really? That's so sweet!"

"Yeah but pretend you don't know anything, I think it should be a surprise."

When Bill came home with his youngest daughter they heard old music by Post Malone and the door to Aurora's closet room stood open. Bill didn't really think the music was that old until Aurora said she had partied to that album on her sweet sixteen party. He agreed with her that it was old after that but in reality he had just wondered if he was old too.

His eight year old daughter ran into the other girls quickly and Bill could hear her asking how Aurora and the baby were feeling, like a little doctor. He smiled to himself and didn't disturb them until she had taken her bag and gone up to her room.

When he looked in at Aurora and his oldest daughter the both of them sat on the floor looking through clothes Aurora mostly saved for sentimental reasons. Clothes from tours, videos and premieres. Everything so extra and fun. His daughter's eyes were so big while looking at the impressive clothes.

"I will never be able to wear these again…" said Aurora like it was funny but Bill could hear the sadness too. She wore a big pink sweater and leggings, she looked most often like that for the moment so he could understand she must miss her old clothes.

"This is awesome!" His daughter held up a little white skirt with a low waist. There wasn't much fabric at all.

"Oh, I haven't used that one for ages! I think I was like 19? Must be under the time I saw your dad for the first time."

Both Bill and his daughter looked at Aurora with big eyes.

"19?? Eww daaad!! And weren't you with mom then?" His daughter had turned to him and he looked horrified.

"No, no, no!" He just said as a reflex even if it in its context became the wrong answer.

Aurora looked at them a bit amused and dragged her hands over a pair of old pants with corset lacing over the legs.

"I said, saw. I was nineteen the first time I saw a movie with your dad."

Bill smiled a bit to himself and leaned against the door post. He liked hearing how she had thought he was hot long before they got together, even if she was so young then. He himself had started to hear about Aurora under the same time but then she was just a random pop girl, no one he really gave any attention to.

"It was that romantic one, you know when he kills like everyone, you know?" Said Aurora with an almost blushy smile. It was also the movie she had quoted the first time they had met. She looked at her husband and played with her hair.

"Cute, cute, cute. But this," said his daughter and pointed at them, "this is the shit you can't do when my sister comes. You must start acting like a married boring couple."

Bill looked at her and scratched his neck uncomfortably. It was a bit embarrassing being berated by his own daughter. Aurora looked down at her clothes again. It would be hard to act like his daughter wanted. She was clingy and needy as a person.

His daughter continued to look at the clothes. Under some other things she found several unused thongs with bunny tails. Bill smirked embarrassed and so did Aurora towards him. Both of them thought the same thing: hippity hop.

"Oh god…" said his daughter and laid her hands over her face.

"I had the same kind for a photoshoot! I just got some more with me!" Said Aurora and hid them but it wasn't the whole truth.

×××

Aurora sat on top of Bill while he patted her belly. They were in bed, taking the moment alone to be really close. Her hair had grown and laid in wild curls around her shoulders while Bill's hair stood up because she had dragged her hands so much through it. She had denied him sex because of his daughter's presence and he felt a bit frustrated. One week without sex. It was the new thing now. Every other week.

"You just say that they can't hear so you can get some, your oldest actually says they talk about us having sex!" She said with a low but upset voice.

"Of course we have?" He made a gesture to the belly.

"Yeah but they shouldn't think about it."

Bill sighed. It was an awkward situation that his daughters were so conscious of his sex life but at the same time, his wife was pregnant, it was obvious they slept with each other and also it’s completely natural for a grown up couple. They looked at each other seriously but it soon changed to something else, the erotism was floating around them.

He dragged his hands up to her naked chest while she moved her hips sensually over his. They moved against each other with their underwear on and craved even more intimacy. One week, one week, thought Bill to himself.

The next day they had agreed to have as little physical contact as they could, they wouldn't talk about their latest photoshoot and keep the door closed to the nursery. Both of them could see why the designer baby clothes and the perfectly decorated nursery could be provoking, even if the both of them knew Aurora mostly did it for herself. It wasn't like a baby would care about the pink walls with clouds or the Tiffany decorations. The daughter with Aurora would have a totally different upbringing than his older daughters.

Aurora was nervous. She mostly walked around, even if she had awful back pains. Bill laid on the couch in the living room playing with his phone. He was in a conversation with a guy about sponsoring a new restaurant and just tried to focus on that but it was hard when Aurora wobbled around. He looked at her walk from the kitchen, into the dinning room, through the living room out in the hallway and then back to the kitchen again. He sighed to himself, to stress like that wasn't good for her.

"Babe, come here," he shouted after her and laid his phone on the coffee table. They were alone on the first floor, his oldest was with her boyfriend in her bedroom while his youngest was in the TV room.

She looked extra nervous while walking towards him. It looked like she thought he was angry at her. She played with her long nails and the big football jersey she wore. Bill smiled to calm her down and sat up with a bit of a groan.

"It will be okay. She was okay yesterday. She just needed some time," he said and pulled her down on the couch so he could kiss her lips.

"I don't know, I have a bad feeling…" she said and continued to play with her nails with a low gaze. Bill sat up even more and looked at her with searching eyes. He didn't really believe her feeling but it was something with those extreme nerves that also made him nervous.

The both of them got a notice on their phones 15 minutes later that someone stood outside of the door. They could see his middle daughter and ex through the camera and Bill pressed the button to let them in. Aurora sat close to him and he gave her a final kiss before he stood up. They must be grown up now. A boring married couple. Aurora looked up at him but chose to stay on the couch. She was nervous she would say the wrong things in front of his ex.

When Bill came out, in the hallway stood his daughter and ex already there, no one of them had taken off their outerwear and looked like they would leave again.

"Hey?" He said a bit doubtfully and smiled towards his daughter. He walked up to her to give her a hug and she answered with open her arms.

"Aren't the others here?" Said his ex and looked around. It was too big to see anything else than the hallway by doing that but it came as a reflex for her.

"Of course," said Bill shortly with a smile. He tried to be as normal as possible. His ex looked down at the shoes standing by the door. A pair of Nike sneakers didn't fit in and she also recognized them but she didn't say anything.

"Aurora?" She asked instead and looked up at Bill. Bill glanced at his daughter quickly, he had seen in the corner of his eye that she looked away when Aurora's name was mentioned.

"She's in the living room. She has back pains."

His ex nodded and looked down at their daughter who stood with her eyes in the ground.

"Maybe we can have a coffee or something?" Said his ex carefully, she didn't want to sound impolite but she wanted to come in and talk.

"Sure, sure," said Bill with a nod and made a symbolic gesture to the kitchen. While they took off their outerwear he walked into Aurora in the living room. She stood leaned against the couch and dragged her hands over her belly.

"God, she just kicks my ribs over and over…" she said lowly. Bill smiled with mixed feelings. He couldn't really help and now he couldn't even pretend to help with pats and kisses.

"We will have a coffee in…" Aurora interrupted him with a loud groan and leaned forward. Bill walked up to her fast, if something was happening he must act.

"Hey, hey, are you okay?"

Aurora made a pained sound and leaned her forehead against his chest.

"I don't know…" She made the same pained sound again and pushed her face even harder against Bill. He held her in his arms when he noticed she couldn't hold herself up.

"Oh god… Bill!" She said with panic and then a loud cry. "It feels like last time! The miscarriage!"

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