#900days

[yungnitsch]

Recently, I watched 900 Days, a documentary by Jessica Gorter about the Blockade of Leningrad during World War II. Lasting from September 1941 to January 1944, the siege claimed 800.000 lives, mainly through cold and hunger.

The documentary presents an emotional picture of the struggle of some survivors. One woman tells the story of how, during the siege, as a child, she was driven to eating her long-lost pet cat and little sister, whom her family kept frozen in a window sill. She recounts how she would plead to her pastor that she could not go to hell for those atrocities, since they were not sins. Rather, she viewed them as acts born from love.

The personal memories of the survivors tend to be overshadowed by the heroic myth held up by the authorities. Namely, people from this generation are still celebrated as the defenders of Leningrad by the Russian government, even though, at the time, they were only children who had fallen victim to the ineffectiveness of the Russian defense against the German-Finnish army.

Documentary: 900 Days by Jessica Gorter.

Freeze-frame from documentary: woman with self-made painting of her slaughtering her long-lost pet cat with her aunt as a child during wartime.

Poem: the Leningrad Blockade by me.

[yther]

was gonna try to see Dune but I’ve read it, being a ham for Denis V. isn’t reason enough.

a very hearty thank you to the self-awarewolves/cult creatures who made me cancel my card and lose membership to watch super special preview with Secrets of Dune and just fucking with any small amount of joy in my life and language learning and everything I every said or created

you fish are to fucking die for

I know how Oppenheimer ends, too. So ty cinema gods for not giving me any fucking reason or means of escape from the hells I suffer and enticing me to endure just for the sake of keepin’ on.

fuck that

tags to iterate: #may you bear the whole sum of human suffering upon your heart until music is debauchery of NoiZe empty dead 

#may you live to only ever hear the sound of your flesh burning slow in a blinding light ETERNAL :’3c #may no peace be found may no purpose be served #may rest forsake your soul and heart #may you anguish in every universe #may you lose the memory of comforts all #may water drown you #may fire burn you endlessly #may touch cause dagger pain #may words die in your mouth and may your screams remain forever inaudible

[fyeahweeekly]

[#조아] Weeekly 900days 🥳

[shybunnys]

#BBIBBI 900DAYS IU GIF BY SHYBUNNY OR IMHEARTBUNNY SO HAPPY 900 DAYS BBIBBI IMBBIBBIIU

[dikxxxxarii]

900日

いや、もう900日？早くない？体感3ヶ月？なんて二人で笑ってお迎えしました。あ、ちょっと前にね。回顧録、って言ったらアレだけど、ツアー中ですし、色々お祝い事は続く物で2年5ヶ月もツアー真っ最中にお迎えしておりました。そんでもって900日。この間、そんな中ですげー可愛い事言われてキュンとした事もあって、相変わらず山田はギュンギュンに俺を離さないんですよね。もう、900日経ってもよ、すげぇやつだ、山田は本当すげーの。こういう時ぐらい自慢したいじゃないですか、たまにはさ。秘密主義…でもないんだけど、隠しておきたい時もあって、でもこう、たまには自慢もしたいって言う…我ながら面倒くせぇなって思考持ってたりしてて、それの発散がここだったりもする。俺が悩んでたり悲しんでたり、そういう時に山田から貰う言葉が欠けた部分足してくれたりして、出来上がってきてるのよ。現時点の俺。本人にも言ったけど、自分に対して色々と反省とか後悔とか少なからずあって、人間そうやって成長していくんだとは解っては居るんだけど、山田と居る時の自分はすげー好きだって思えて。これって凄いなって。山田を目一杯好きだって感情のままに居られるその時の自分は、多分凄くフラットで優しい時間を過ごせてて、そんな全部の要素が凄く好きだなと。そう自分自身を好きと思わせてくれる程、それを作り出してくれた山田がすげぇんだぞ、と。俺は語彙力も無けりゃアホだし、感情のまま突っ走る事もあるし、綺麗な言葉で優しく包めてる気もしないんだけど、そんな俺でも山田は好きって言ってくれててさ。こんなに幸せ貰えてんだから俺も返したいって思うじゃん？等価交換、二人で半分こ、分け合いたいって。例えば過去に傷付いた事とか、癒せるなら俺はどんだけでも癒して俺で埋めたいって思うし、俺で塗り替えたいって思ったり。んでも俺も悲しませる事もあったりして、だったら尚更それを俺で埋めたいじゃんか、プラスで。と、思ってる今。明日からはもっとこう深く想って行くんだろうな。そんだけ好きで好きで今日もすげー好き。取り巻く環境だったり、時間は900日で色々変わったけど、あそこ行きたいな、ってさくっとその場で決めて楽しんだり、少し仕事が忙しくて会えない時間があっても、会える日を待ち侘びて励みにして日々をこなしていけたり。そ��そろクリスマスじゃん？何欲しい？なんて聞き合って、楽しく笑えたり。一緒に眠れる時を大事に大事に、そんな900日のラブレターは如何でしょうか、山田さん。相変わらず纏まりねーけど！色々伝わってくれるかな、伝わってますように。なんかもう、好きって言葉だけで胸が熱くなって少し苦しくなるのも変わらずに。今日も君に恋しています、俺でした。

[voliyu]

Yatta!! Today is my 900Days!🎉

[fyeah-april]

castlechel_0824: 머야머야 파인에플 900일이야~? 👀 항상 너무 고맙고 사랑하고 고마워.. 그리고 사랑해💜#900 #끝까지 #함께가자 #😘 #에이프릴 #레이첼

[tk30-xxx-blog]

900日もかずと一緒に 過ごしてきた そう考えるとすごい どんだけ仲良いんだよってね 今でもラブラブな俺ら これからもずっとそうでありたい いつも幸せをありがとう 好き、大好き、愛してる

[day6pilielove-blog]

Happy 900 Days with DAY6 ❤💙💚💛💜 Let's stay together for another 900000000000000000 days, for a very very long time until we're all old and gray 😊 I'm so proud of everything that you've done. Thank you for being born, for debuting, for making music, for singing, for holding on, for always trying your best, for coming into our lives, for painting our lives with more colors, for making our lives brighter and happier. I'm so thankful to be your fan. You're forever my pride and my happiness. Love, Hana 🙆 ©pilackhole (on twitter)

[fytheboyz]

@WE_THE_BOYZ: [ERIC] HE B, congratulations on your 900th day 🥳 I love you ❤️ happy 900days the b 💗 #THE_STEALER #D_3 (trans) (1, 2)

[dailykoreanpop]

[210410] ATEEZ’s official twitter update:

[#홍중] 900days with ATINY ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you 🎊

#ATEEZ #에이티즈

Credit: ATEEZofficial 

[fyp-ateez]

900days with ATINY❤️❤️❤️

Thank you🎊

[wearemadtown]

Happy 900 days with Madtown 💖

[conspiracy-mlm]

wikihow to make 13,000usd in 900days without a job.

:')

[lucky-field7]

Sojourner 888days #Sojourner #900days #ingress #滞在900日間 #イングレス #キリ番 #Japan

[girlgroupinsta]

190428 / momoland_official: [#아인] 오늘 아인이 사진 짱많이 올라가네😛 솔직히 좋죠 여러분?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ메리들 900일 축하해요💛 ⠀⠀⠀ Today our members uploaded a lot of pictures of me😛 Be honest, you guys are happy about that right? Heehee Happy 900days Merries💛 ⠀⠀⠀ #모모랜드 #MOMOLAND #AHIN