#725am

[heartfucksmouth]

Takes some getting used to, but 6/7am walks are the only way I get any peace anymore.

Just me, Zaiyah, nature and the birds singing.

[salahfarag]

#flying #sas #scandinavian #airlines #umea #umeå #stockholm #sweden #sverige #sk025 #725am #morning #flight #sasplus #travel #lifestyle #photography #salahfarag @salah.farag.i (at Umeå Airport) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnrPC-9hPsX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1itwv8fq2m6ck

[loudthunderxheavyrain]

January 2020? End of December 2019? 1.

When we met, it didn’t go very well.. and I’m sorry for that. I thought you were so handsome and literally was like why do you hate me already?! You still to this day blame me and I tease you but I accept it. I was rude to you. And. I heard you were rude too. Long before we met. I didn’t know personally. I’d definitely come to find out though.. Then- I felt you were being disrespectful to me. You called me condescending. I asked you if “you knew what that meant” but you laid into me- with your eyes judging and looking down on me and your words piercing. I got so upset I went to the back room walk-in fridge before I started to cry. Boss made me apologize to you actually he made us apologize to each other pretty much.. that night was pretty much over. We really didn’t talk much. But you kept coming in on my shift. So I knew that you must have wanted be around or maybe to get to know me, or maybe it was just a “your bar” and you really thought I was a bitch... but eventually, I get you to talk to me. And I asked you random questions till you noticed how interested in you I was. In the beginning, we definitely weren’t on good terms. I think that was the second time I saw you when I told you I wouldn’t cut you a bad lime..... we really had more mean words and now you get fresh limes cut for you every time you’re at the bar.. you’re that important for me to please.. You look at me sometimes and it makes me consider all things. Its in the way you look at me but you never let anybody know.. you’re going to keep in that little secret… That you hated me at first but you really like me now. I feel it sometimes. You and I were tough for a few more weeks. I slowly started to compliment you. Talk to you more. Asked you personal stuff. I heard you talking about baby B. I asked about him. I got to know you through the conversations you were having around you. I saw how you talked to people and responded so I was always trying to learn you. By watching you. I literally wanted to know everything about you. Right away. And it’s crazy cause of what I had heard of you before. I heard you were harsh. And a different kind of man. I LOVE this about you though. It’s such a magnet for me. Your personality demeanor voice all gets me. Your “” ways are sexy to me too. You are a different breed and I want all of it. The intelligence, the humor, the debates. You open parts of my mind I NEVER KNEW existed. You seriously make me happy by just being you and the person you are with others. Strange as shit but true. I liked you. Even with your attitude, really liked you. You hate me still sometimes cause I’m annoying but you call me randomly. It’s a line.

March 25, 2020

I woke up at around 348am to your FaceTime call but told you i was asleep you let me go and i went back to sleep.. my alarm was set for 615am and at 608am or something like that to the phone ringing it was you again and you wanted me to come over to homies house. I had work. I was getting ready for work so I got ready quicker than usual and got there by like 725am and ended up going inside the house with the homies gf and him “sleeping” and she got super mad at me for being there. You were being kinda loud and she yelled at us so you called her a psychopath.. 🙄 l laid down on their love seat couch with you both our feet hanging off the end and cuddling.. first with my back toward you but I was shaking so you were making fun of me asking if you made me nervous you said something like “are you nervous why are you nervous? What’s wrong with you?!” but you do make me nervous every single time I see you and because my legs wouldn’t stop shaking. You told me to face you and after that it was super intense.. we talked a little.. you asked me over and over if you made me nervous so I final said yes I guess you do.. so you started getting a little closer pulling on me closer and telling me I was something else.. you told me more.. you told me with your eyes how much you liked me but were scared... but then slowly you came closer and closer to give me soft tender intense small kisses and probably the best teasing kiss I’ve ever had in such a long time... I am not just saying that to be cute.. you breathed on my face and my neck.. came close but you didn’t touch kept teasing me played with my nose and my lips got me to stop shaking as much.. I couldn’t stop smiling at your perfection. So much so.. that I had to close my eyes to stop staring at you.. you have a perfect face perfect skin I love your teeth and your nose is the cutest. you smell good your facial expressions just make me want to love you forever because I feel your pains.. I just really want to spend all my time with you and see you and have you look at me the way you do and laugh at me I don’t even care if you’re laughing at me actually i love that it makes me know that you like me.. I know you do now. You told me to shut up when i said it but you do. You don’t want to. It’s exactly how i feel.. i dont want to want you. I don’t want to even like you.. but we do. The biggest opposites attraction I’ve ever had. You teach me a lot. Debate and argue constantly but it makes me wonder and try to keep up with your cool. But you make me think. You push my limits. And my buttons. I know i do to you also. But we flirt it out. About 12 hours later, I text you, “damn just wanted to say hi..” you then text back... 🖤- “You were wasted and it probably shouldnt have happened”. I was pissed at first but immediately let it go. Why should i care? Youve been scared this whole time. I must intimidate you or you must have taken me as a threat when you met me at the bar. But like I said, you get fresh cut fruit just for you every time O see you now. You legit are babied and taken care of by me now because i cant stop considering you.. Every time.

April 18-19, 2020

Twice now, after a long night of partying, you’ve text and ended up FaceTiming me. You invited me to homies gmas house... late. I got there at 12:45am. You called and asked me to come 30 mins after I told you I would and changed my mind.. of course I went because you asked me to. Twice you asked. The second time i definitely understood you wanted me there. You sat next to me a lot of the night. Kept offering things to me. Lines. Almost making sure I was good.. I loved that. You sat on the floor near me. A lot. You let me touch you a little bit and showed me the movie Tombstone. You told The Homie how awesome he is. He is. But I want to experience you once. Just once.

We fell asleep together. You texting me after leaving a night of partying and FaceTiming me had been a three times thing now... which i love and seem to now look forward to. You FaceTime me and you’re tired. The entire two and a half hours all I said was “go to sleep and sleep” while you kept fighting sleep like you had to. You told me to stop eye raping you. I covered my eyes with my sweatshirt good and tried to peek at you under it. It helped you sleep. You are beautiful. You’re a bad sleeper. But i stared at you. I stayed on FaceTime and eventually fell asleep too. You woke up and hung up after awhile and you don’t text me at all unless you’re faded or beyond bored. But seem interested in me and “my toxicity”. I love talking with you and being near you. Somethings different here. You’re not going to change my mind about what i think of you. You may change my feeling toward you. But that’s about it. I know you’re a genuine person. Whether you want to show me that side of you or not.

[kingsofkings]

#rockstarchallenge #stoneredition I’m too laid back to be #hype #fypシ #trending #dababyrockstar #725am #likestoned https://www.instagram.com/p/CBA2NIhDiBr/?igshid=1gtfueq1mevn1

[pdjen]

first week of fieldwork

fieldwork started this past week! we’ve been serving at excel academy in the mornings and doing various campus outreach, teambuilding, and fellowship events in the evenings. some thoughts i’ve had, events that have happened, lessons i’ve learned in the meantime

1. excel academy (what is it?)

excel academy is essentially a combination of vacation bible school (VBS) and an english summer camp program. the students are mainly immigrant children from korea and japan or the children of immigrants from korea or japan. our CSMP team puts on a daily puppet show meant to be a fun way for the students to engage with Bible stories, children’s worship time, snack time, arts and crafts, and game times. we also help out with the times of english lessons/classroom activities, although these are mainly managed by other teachers and volunteers. excel is currently the main focus or our ministry here in ann arbor (or at least what we spend the most time on), between our time actually at excel and the various times we spend in the afternoons and the evenings preparing for what we’re going to do the next day.

2. tiredness

for those who don’t know, the typical rough schedule for a day looks like: (530am) shower, (620am) walk to tcenter for morning prayer, (630am) morning prayer, (700am) morning devos, (725am) breakfast, (745am) travel to excel academy, (800am) prepare for excel activities for the day, (830am) excel starts for the day, (1230pm) excel finishes, debrief for the day, (200pm) cook/eat lunch, (300pm) ministry prep for excel the next day, (500pm) cook/eat dinner, (700pm) outreach or lifegroup or prayer night, etc., (900pm) more ministry prep, (1200am) sleep. i’ve been struggling a lot to just stay awake and feel present for everything, and our team has been napping every chance we get (and some of the times we probably shouldn’t be). 

3. lsat

i got my lsat score back this week. i did decently well/okay, but i can’t say i wasn’t disappointed by how i did. even one or two points higher (e.g. one or two more questions right on the ~120 question test) and i probably could’ve been happy with the score but, unfortunately, as of right now my plan is to take the test again late september. i’m trying to focus on not getting dragged down with wishful thinking about what could’ve happened in the past or thinking about how long and tedious the study process will be. currently just trying not to think about it at all so that i can focus on CSMP and being present where i’m at right now

4. conflict

our team is currently struggling through a lot of different conflicts right now, especially with learning what it looks like to love and support each other in a meaningful way. (4a. ann arbor/austin) when our teams merged, there was also a merging of the cultures of our teams, and the end result ended up being much more like our original ann arbor culture in terms of being more loud and goofy rather than the austin culture of being more quiet and serious. along with the fact that our team of 20 is around 15 ann arbor people vs. 5 austin people, and some extenuating personal circumstances for many members of the austin as well as ann arbor teams, as members of the ann arbor team, there has been some struggle for some austin members to acclimate as well as struggle on our end to best learn how to best support specific members of the austin team. (4b. guy/girl) not to get too much into this, but overall there has been a definite dynamics issue between the guys and the girls on the team, with the guys being very loud and obnoxious at times, and the girls being a bit mean at times. i think in terms of the guys were trying to learn how to love even when it’s difficult and what it looks like to be patient and encouraging in all things, and you can ask the girls how they’re doing lol

5. directionless

i think it’s difficult to get a grasp on where i should be going in life or where i feel like i’m being called as i look forward to the post-CSMP future. at times it’s felt like God wants me to be really present here in ann arbor to stay and love on people in the church, at times those outside of the church, at times it’s felt like God wants me to leave, at times that God wants me to go home, at times to go to a new place, at times to pursue career callings, at times to pursue ministry, etc. not really sure where i should be going or what i should be pursuing and a lot of times right now it feels like nothing is really working super well or as intended in life and so i just feel generally unsure

6. lots of other things but in the interest of actually sending out an update each week and finishing this, i’ll call it here

prayer requests (with some verses to pray through):

1. loving team members even when it’s hard, especially when it’s hard (1 corinthians 13, matthew 5:44-48, romans 5:6-8, 1 john 4:7-12)

2. greater team unity (ephesians 4:1-16)

please send me your prayer requests too! until next time

[staying-sober-journey]

Review - Friday - 14th Jan 2022

Day v2.07

Nothing eventful happened.

I did some cool training course online. That kept me really engaged for the day :). Recently I’ve started to be quite focused and stick to a routine. Not sure if it’s helping me but the routine thing is quite good.

Gonna try and keep it on the weekends also.

630am wake up

635am take el doggo for a walk

715am wash up

725am watch my TV shows

8am have caffeine

9am exfoliate, moisturize, shave 🪒

930am ready to start the day

Mentioned this yesterday but check out Talk Sober on YouTube

Adios

🤘✌️

[bizarro-seattle]

2018-08-31 725am Hing Hay Park

[jogja-trip]

I had been told twice to look out for the fantastic view of Mount Merapi on my return flight - and still managed to forget once i got on the plane (didn’t help that i only had a few hours sleep before the 725am flight). So I was in deep sleep soon after getting on the plane. Then for some reason i woke up, looked to my left, and BOOM THERE IT WAS. Smack in front of my face. Quite moving - both the spectacular view and that i woke up just at the right time to catch it. The view lasted for about 5 mins. As we got further away, i could see this zigzag path of clouds that looked as if you could walk on it to get to the mountain at the end.

[iru-street-i-am]

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[gudangers-blog]

725AM keaga aga hahaha ito na naman po siya at kinukwentuhan ako about sa pamilya niya hahahaha ung prang kapamilya ko din sila kastress ☹

[cnpperformance]

The man and his beauty in #thegreatwhitenorth @Regrann from @celinet2fit - Early early posing and Q&A Saturday! T2 Training Systems The Gym at 645am till 725am please share and comment below if you re coming ! Everyone is invited , all categories, anyone thinking of competing, come on in! Show season is around the corner, Sudbury Classic Championship is early this year! @t2thegym #championinthemaking #SCC @aroundtheopa #opa #compete #posing #posingpractice #Regrann

[joshuaemersonbarnhart]

This will take some getting used to. #725am