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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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froody · 9 months

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yes. it’s official. my new Adderall extended release tablets do not allow me to sleep at night. 😔

#I took my adderall at 7:30 this morning and took my anxiety meds (make me pass out usually) at 9 pm and it’s 1 am #so sleepy. cannot sleep.

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meme-loving-stuck · 8 months

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flipped a coin and decided im not leaving the house today. unrelated but I've been waking up with splitting headaches regardless of how well i slept and food&water&caffeine intake, every single day for the past week

#BLOGGING LOUDLY #i certainly NEED to there are things i NEED to do #but i got a rude awakening re: my body falling apart from stress so #im forcing myself to rest and reduce my immediate stress!!! im RESTING damnit!!#i will still clean whatever i can. and shower if i can manage #lately my ears have been ringing really really bad and i realized its because im ignoring like 7-8 level pain in other places #and i kinda stopped digesting food properly the other day #sooooooo.... i am in fact listening to my body. im trying. im not doing the stressful things. I'm reducing thoughts about work. taking meds #etc #man i really only went about about 10 days before the 'headaches so bad they WAKE ME UP in the morning' came back #those started in january

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altruistic-meme · 1 month

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BEING SICK SUCKS!!!

#i can't even take the night meds bc i took the day meds at 7 which means i would have to wait until like #1am to take more meds #which i will hopefully not be awake during #and even if i was i have to wake up at 5am for work #assuming im not Genuinely Dying when i wake up in the morning of course and can actually GO to work #this is the WORST i hate being sick sm #shh ac

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sharkdays · 3 months

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gibeon is so fucking ugly bro

#sorry. i had to say it #its 7 in the morning and i havent taken my meds yet. i am horizons brainrotting #shark speaks

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oldfarmwitch · 6 months

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Thinking about the time I went to the allergist because I have a lot of allergies and their note on my test results was:

“Results show you have a lot of allergies.”

🫠 🤧

#i’m suffering y’all #people at work were talking about what they do for allergies #one was like ‘i take a a zyrtec a day and never have allergies anymore’#another was like ‘i run the air purifier every morning!’#meanwhile i’m on 2 rx allergy meds #run 2 air purifiers 24/7 #and barely go outside when the pollen is bad #and i still end up having to put ice packs on my face #because it’s so swollen and itchy #allergy season #allergies #doctors

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year

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it's pretty annoying that I can accidentally fall asleep on the couch for 5 hours and feel pretty okay in terms of energy, while when I go to bed and sleep for like 10-12 hours I'm still tired (some of that is because of the antidepressant I take to sleep, and it's getting better now that I've reduced my dose. and the energy I have now won't last the whole day so I'll definitely need a nap later. but still, it feels so unfair!)

#I just wish I could sleep a normal amount without any meds and feel rested in the morning #it's been years since that happened #I think before my dad died actually. so like 7 years at least #I either can't fall asleep/stay asleep. have tons of horrible nightmares and/or sleep paralysis. sleep way too much. or just generally #don't feel rested at all when I wake up #I mean the way I feel with the meds is a million times better than literally taking 2+ hours to fall asleep every night only to wake up at #least three times a night #it was literally hell.#personal

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thatpunnyperson · 2 years

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#something something dawn of the final day #its 7:48am right now and the at-home vet is coming between 9am and 12pm #the cat is in good spirits as usual and appears to have eaten a single treat over night #he also went potty so at least his bowels will be more or less empty because he's not eating enough to actually create poop #my sibling's trying to get him to sit on their lap for morning snuggles lile they used to have before he got sick #we're trying to decide whether to give him his pain meds this morning because he hates getting them #also he doesnt ever look to be in pain so it would just be pissing him off and making him scared on his final morning #but maybe it would make him easier for the vet to wrangle?#im still unsure of how the vet plans to administer the drugs because it usually requires placing a catheter in one of the legs #we'll see what happens and keep petting and smooching the boy in his final hours #punny speaks #tw death mention

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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years

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#goooood #its only 12:40 but i feel like im going to collapse #im so tireddd ughh god #and i slept like 8 hours last night wtf #time to shove more pills down my throath lmao 🙃#ill get a coffee at some point but if i do that now im just gonna be worse some hours later #......maybe i didnt take my meds this morning actually??? but i feel like i did #last time i was so tired at this hour was bc i forgot them #....did i just look at how many pills there were without taking them tf #i also actually ate last night more than usual and even had something for breakfast which i never do so. whats up #love how at first i was scared of seizures but now i pop 2 of these a day barely hours apart and im like. fuck it lmaoo #kinda addictive but also. these things have made me not exhausted 24/7 for the first time in literal years its insane #wait maybe i didnt take them. bc im hungry?? i can't feel hunger when i take them #i feel like that's a pretty good sign i havent felt even 2% hunger no matter how little ive eaten these weeks

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the-starlight-papers · 2 years

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Every September: surely my allergy symptoms from the year before such as shortness of breath were simply just my anxiety causing me to stress myself out while running. With this knowledge, this upcoming fall will be different.

Every October: >holding my inhaler< by talos this can’t be happening

#me: yeah I’m just getting short of breath easily because I haven’t ran in a while #also me: gets winded making a sandwich #this is a reminder to make sure you start taking your allergy meds BEFORE your allergies start to get bad #I ran 7 miles on Saturday and could barely run 3 this morning I think something in nature is trying to kill me #>shakes fist< LEAF MOLD/DUST

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puppmeo · 2 months

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And the cycle begins anew . As it does every week

#vent continued in tags sorry gang #every fucking monday ma ends up pissed and yelling about SOMETHING #sorry that im taking the meds that actually help and im not miserable and in pain all the time and throwing up all the time and i didn't #hear the baby making a mess at four in the morning . shocker that the meds that knock me out would prevent me from waking up to hear that #and its not like i can even be upset that she's mad . i was mad . i am mad . i did my best to clean it up #and its not like he only got into her shit. he got into my shit too. he ruined and wasted my stuff too.#when he was able to get into my room and destroy things all the time it was always “dont act like that #he doesn't understand . you cant be mad at him #why would you leave it out if you didn't want it destroyed“ as if i had any other fucking option #maybe if i didn't have fuckin . 8 sheets of drywall (?)#two metal floor vents and a fucking DOOR just sitting in my room i'd have space fo put my stuff and i wouldn't bitch about it #he doesn't get into my room anymore because i have a lock that i have to carry the key for around 24/7 #but i do myfucking best to keep him from getting into shit but i CANT DO THAT ALL THE TIME #ESPECIALLY NOT AT FOUR IN THE MORNING WHEN HE IS ACTIVELY BEING SNEAKY AND IM SO KNOCKED OUT I COULD WOULD AND HAVE SLEPT THROUGH TORNADO #SIRENS . SHOCKER THAT HES ABLE TO DESTROY SHIT WHEN IM IN SUCH A STATE . WHO COULD'VE PREDICTED THIS .#im trapped here i can never fucking leave jesus christ #i can never leave. what the hell am i gonna do #i cant do this for the rest of my life . i want to move away so bad but i cant even do that #im too disabled to work like i need to to support myself i cant move to another state but its the only way i'd be able to escape this #unless i move to fuckin . chicago or some shit #god i hate it here i hate myself for not being able to handle it and being upset and being dramatic about it all #and i hate myself for being so tired of it because i dont have any excuse and i hate myself for being so upset that im not able to have #a social life and being jealous of my younger coworkers that talk about hanging out with their friends or like . goin to the fucking park #on a weekday and not being constantly messaged about how bad their baby brother is and how they need to come home asap and #how they aren't wrecked by the guilt of being out even on the weekends and i hate that im so jealous of them #and i hate how embarrassing it is that im the only one of my coworkers who doesn't get asked what they're doing on weekdays anymore because #everybody knows exactly what im doing. im staying at home watching the baby #and i hate how humiliated i am every time one of my friends cancels plans last minute and i hate that i lie to my ma about why plans change #god that got long and obnoxious . sorry gang (me rereading my tags later)#puppmeo misery

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anadorablekiwi · 2 months

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#head still hurts #meds have definitely kicked in but #the headache persists #i have work tomorrow and im anxious #because i start st 10am #even though i get off at 1pm which means i get #the benefits of both Having Work (gets me out of the house and feels productive)#and the benefits of having thr day off (time to myself snd to do whatever and not stress about leaving for work soon)#but #theres still gonna be anxiety because Mornings. (i have ti wake up at 8am. waking uo at 7:30 would be better so i have time ti play on my #phone as i wake up but i cant make myself willingly wake up thst esrly quite yet)#i dont wanna sleep #i need to sleeo #i dont even know if im tired #im in pain but csnt tske mote pain meds #im anxious #im mildly depressed as per usual

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ogdit · 2 months

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me, chanting: recovery is not linear, sometimes i will feel worse. recovery is not linear, sometimes i will feel worse. recovery is not linear, sometimes i will feel worse. recovery is not linear, sometimes i will feel worse. recovery is not linear, sometimes i will feel worse. recovery is not linear, som-

#raine thoughts #ive been on hypothyroid meds for over 6 months now #i no longer feel tired after taking a short 5 minute walk #i can wake up super early in the mornings too!#sometimes even before my 7:40 alarm!#its also because i stopped taking one of my psych meds #it was actually making me feel worse #but i have been feeling so good lately!#and then #earlier this month #my wrists started hurting and i couldnt draw at all and i felt miserable again #and today my whole body started hurting!#its not fucking fair!!#ugh whatever im going to the doctor on monday

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jimmystrudel · 3 months

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Am I meant to sit around all day waiting for one of my oral surgeons nurses to call me about whether or not I take my antidepressants tomorrow morning?

#me: i get my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow morning 7:30. can i take my meds?#receptionist who is probably also a nurse: let me see your file. huh. idk someone will call you later #like wtf #these are common medications how do you not have a pre written protocol

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deepfriedseagullfeet · 4 months

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just woke up......from a 16 HOUR NAP

#fell asleep around 2:30-3 pm yesterday after i got off work #just woke up at 7 AM THIS MORNING #what the fuck #no dinner no taking meds no waking up for a bathroom break nothing #just straight snoozin #am i dying. what is happening #life with seag

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daisyjohnsn · 7 months

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just realized i only slept four hours. getting so sleepy trying to read my book </3

#i was so anxious last night for some reason so it took foreverrrr to fall asleep and then the dudes putting in our new furnace came at 7:45 #i’m so tired #this reminds me tho of one time when my insomnia was really bad i didn’t sleep one night and the next morning i kept thinking it was like #5 in the evening & taylor was begging me to just go to sleep but i stayed awake bc if i fell asleep at 10 am my sleep cycle would be fucked #anyway thank god for my meds so that doesn’t happen anymore #ko.txt

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