#65-70% id say

[enniewritesathing]

*clears screenshot folder*

Now, there’s about 3 (?) major parts left that I have to do (which I am procrastinating on one of them because I’m still trying to figure out in my head how it’s going to go and! I have to do something extra for that part)

but I am gonna go ahead and knock these out and separate them/figure out the pacing from there.

[max--phillips]

I went to see what the feels like temperature topped out at today (103°F/39°C 🫠) and weather dot com gave me the worst advice ever. I would rather literally die than let it get up to NEARLY 80°F/27°C in my apartment

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Spellbound

you might be void of feelings i fear i haven’t felt for anyone

synopsis// by no means did you hate soulmates, you just hated that he was your soulmate. not like megumi was ecstatic that he was your soulmate either. but that’s fine, both of you found someone else to keep you company.

status// finished!

updates// everyday unless said otherwise

warning// dating app!au, soulmate!au, college!au, no curses!au, enemies(?) to lovers, profanity, megumi and y/n are edgy pieces of shit <3, kys jokes, crack humor? i’m going back to my cringe 2020 smau roots with reaction images id say i’m sorry but i’m not, if any characters or dynamics r ooc take that up with the universe not me !!

☆ this smau wasn’t inspired by a song but the title was!! ‘twas inspired by spell strike by provoker, so besides the title and lyrics on here the song holds little to no relevance :) ☆

you might be the only one

might be the only one for me

feeling 1. young and stupid

feeling 2. child of divorce

feeling 3. no schedule just vibes

feeling 4. six feet under

feeling 5. this is my fight song

feeling 6. success rate

feeling 7. lone wolf

feeling 8. dumpster fire

feeling 9. retail therapy

feeling 10. be normal

feeling 11. the enemy has been defeated

feeling 12. enemies to lovers irl

feeling 13. exorcism

feeling 14. shut ur up

feeling 15. winner

feeling 16. hip hip hooray

feeling 17. swiped right!

feeling 18. silly little mystery

feeling 19. for no reason

feeling 20. i guess so

feeling 21. sigh of relief

feeling 22. relationship territory

feeling 23. don’t hmu

feeling 24. major in loser

feeling 25. fight club

feeling 26. jigsaw

feeling 27. ghosting

feeling 28. cold shoulder

feeling 29. before marriage

feeling 30. meant to be

feeling 31. a hunch

feeling 32. survival of the fittest

feeling 33. he knows

feeling 34. so close yet so far

feeling 35. (disrespectfully)

feeling 36. regressing

feeling 37. take pity

feeling 38. telepathy

feeling 39. betrayed

feeling 40. two birds with one stone

feeling 41. dead end

feeling 42. mass hysteria

feeling 43. an apology

feeling 44. baby’s first reciprocated love

feeling 45. psychological warfare

feeling 46. jealous

feeling 47. a facade

feeling 48. learning to coexist

feeling 49. with you

feeling 50. useless E information

feeling 51. good idea

feeling 52. break the peace

feeling 53. enjoy the peace

feeling 54. revenge

feeling 55. tolerable

feeling 56. catastrophic

feeling 57. fumbled

feeling 58. easier than you think

feeling 59. no downtime

feeling 60. caught red handed

feeling 61. for good

feeling 62. replace megumi with megumi

feeling 63. delicate

feeling 64. best bet

feeling 65. valid question

feeling 66. devils incarnate

feeling 67. patience is a virtue

feeling 68. grow and change as a person

feeling 69. megumi truthers

feeling 70. knock on wood

feeling 71. come find me

feeling 72. cryptic

feeling 73. more than aware

feeling 74. see the future

feeling 75. trying to be nice

feeling 76. why do you hate me

feeling 77. knight in shining armor

feeling 78. perfect paradox

feeling 79. idgaf war

feeling 80. stay like this forever

feeling 81. baby bird

feeling 82. found your way back

feeling 83. heart racing

feeling 84. loverboy activities feeling 85. megumi this megumi that feeling 86. protect you feeling 87. flirt back feeling 88. wingmen feeling 89. in love with megumi allegations feeling 90. more broken feeling 91. gets shirtless again feeling 92. 1 new message!

feeling 93. protecting your peace

feeling 94. tired of waiting

last feeling. a kiss and a fight

epilogue/bonus feeling. spy

[perfectsunlight]

𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 - (𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐮)

𝐲𝐮 𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐡𝐮𝐡 𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

"𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮?"

you and jimin met as trainees before she debuted, and you two never felt more in love. however, once she breaks up with you before her debut, you completely leave SM entertainment under the notion of needing a fresh start. you eventually debuted a few years later in le sserafim, where you met huh yunjin and have slowly started developing feelings for the idol. much to karina's dismay, she hates to see you have moved on, but deep in your own heart, you still can't help but feel as if maybe she has forgotten about you.

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲: 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟓 - 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮

𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗋𝖾: 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄, 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗘.

𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀: 𝖺𝖾𝗌𝗉𝖺, 𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗋𝖺𝖿𝗂𝗆, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾...

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ✫ ˚♡ ⋆｡ ❀ ┊ ☪︎⋆ ⊹ ┊ . ˚ ✧

introductions: cyborgs | fearful

01. i might kill my ex

02. deja vu

03. stop crying so loud

04. idol boxing match

05. uh oh

06. yunjin makes everything feel better

07. just browsing

08. is ning okay?

09. leader in distress

10. pls dont kick me out

11. bae is mad at me

12. wrong acc

13. so what?

14. do you think i have forgotten about you?

15. shoot me

16. but why does it hurt tho?

17. BONUS

18. i did it

19. doja cat?

20. i didn't think id get this far

21. maybe violence is the answer

22. you little rat

23. karina

24. not this shit again

25. r u fucking fr?

26. ning im going to strangle you

27. can we sell them on ebay?

28. what are you doing?

29. does this work?

30. and what about it?

31. i think it's time

32. nonsense

33. never been more confused in my life

34. i don't trust her

35. you know me too well

36. only if u want to

37. two can play at this game

38. why do i even mf care

39. fuck

40. but what if they did?

41. for the record

42. the 1

43. givenchy

44. the moon

45. leaked

46. BONUS

47. fearless

48. understand

49. music bank

50. still

51. what's gotten into you?

52. pls don't be in love with someone else

53. it was an accident

54. say yes to heaven

55. sweet nothing

56. sweet nothing II

57. dumb conversations, we lose track of time

58. where are u?

59. absence

60. i take it back

61. BONUS

62. this love

63. have you lost your mind?

64. leader

65. yunjin

66. you won’t know unless you try

67. conversion therapy

68. in the dark

69. about you

70. 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄

(𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀) - 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄

[otterfool]

I can't find a beatles page to send this ask to so i'm gonna write it here for the 4 people that follow me cause of beatles related stuff

Couple of days ago i started reading "All About Love" by bell hooks and, in there, there's this definition of love

The will to extend one's self for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth

When i saw this definition my mind flew to the beatles and now im gonna poorly explain why

i'd say this definition sticks to the beatles in the way the 4 of them percieved THE BEATLES as it's own thing. i also see diffrent periods and diffrent ways this love for THE BEATLES was present and given from the 4 to the band/concept

I clearly see in the Moptop years this action of "excenting one self" for the growth of THE BEATLES. It's not strange that it's from this period that the "4 headed monster" analogy comes from. The first dissillusioment arrives around 64/65 with the touring first and then with the use of LSD. i'd say the use of the drug made the 4 (John and George first) "fall into themselves" as in realizing that they're singular individuals and not just a part of this bigger concept. It's from this period (from BEATLES FOR SALE) that we see the 4, especially John, look more into themselves to write songs

The psychedelic period (from 65 to 67) i'd say its the moment where there's a balance between the 4 and THE BEATLES. The cooncept is still up there, still getting love from the 4 but the 4 are starting to love themselves too: George dives fully in his interest about Indian music and culture, Paul writes scores for movies, John is in a movie, Ringo idk much sorry

WIth the trip in india i think what happend in 64/65 happens again. imo, the combination of meditaion and being away from their home country, made so that there was a break between the 4 and THE BEATLES. imo george and john after the trip, wanted to switch the "flow of love" from THE BEATLES to the individual parts. George wants to be recognized as an established songwriter and an equal to J&P, John wants to have (again imo) Paul's love directed to him and not "the concept". That's why we have the infamous tense relations goin on from now till the end of the band between Paul and George+John. The latter 2 want to change the flow of love, while Paul is still very much keepin that attention and love flowing to the THE BEATLES

I talk about love here cause i feel that's what i feel the 4 felt for THE BEATLES throughout the years. The change is when (at least) 2 of the 4 want to have some of that love that was just given to the concept, for themselves too (rightfully so id say)

The end of the band wasn't the end of THE BEATLES and the 4 reacted in diffrent ways to this breakup: John was super bitter about it in the early 70, Paul wouldn't play a single Beatles' song till 75, George (even toh he mentioned the band in Living in The Material World + writing a full song about the band in the 80s) distances himself too from it and Ringo says he was angry for years cause of the brake up (i just googled this so dont take my words as gold)

thats it honestly...dont have much else to say. Only thing u can walk away after reading this is that i have too much free time in my hands

[arsenal-womens-1]

Prompts

Please ask for one if you want

If they are blue they are in the process of being written

1.Iv fucked up

2.Im sorry im not the person you thought i was

3.Why did you leave

4.Thyer lying to you

5.Don't touch me

6.Why would you say that

7.You saw that

8.I didn't mean it

9.I was a kid

10.“You look like hell” “i feel like it”

11.You don't remember me

12.I don't know who you are anymore

13.This isn't what it looks like

14.“Do you trust me” “i don't know”

15.I think i'm seeing things

16.Send help

17.What the hell is happening to me

18.There's so much blood

19.You said you knew where we were going

20.Are you seriously stuck right now

21.How can you love someone for 7 year then not

22.I love you

23.Its 2:30 am

24.If i matter that much then why do it

25.Are you clinically insane

26.You're 16!

27.I never got to say goodbye

28.You don't see me

29.This is why we can't have nice things

30.You could have died

31.Do you regret it

32.Tell me i'm wrong

33.Lie to me then

34.We need to talk

35.Are you drunk

36.How much of that did you hear

37.What happens if i accept it

38.Is there a reason that you are both naked in bed

39.I won't let you bleed out

40.Tell me at least apart of it was real

41.Let's go on a walk

42.What's that

43.She's dead

44.You and me against the world

45.Promise me

46.You came home

47.You came

48.Im at the hospital

49.There's no heartbeat

50.Go be a superstar

51. My mom misses you

52.what if i say no and i come with you

53.I didn't know where else to go

54.I'll never be that me again

55.You deserve better than me

56.I don't want to understand i want you to stay

57.Don't let me lose you to

58.For what it's worth i really im sorry

59.Step out that door and i swear we are done

60.What right did you have from keeping it from me

61.Running seems to be all your good at

62.Your not sorry you'll never be sorry

63.Cry me a fucking river

64.The smart people are talk it's time to shut up

65.I want you to die there i said it

66.Im i that unlovable

67.Please don't make me answer that

68.I'm like 99% sure this is illegal

69. I no apologies for how i chose to repair what you broke

70.You never think the last time is the last you think you have forever but you dont

71.Gay not blind

72. “ because she’s a girl!” “She’s a girl”

73.Run away with me

74.Stop trying to save me

75.Oh don't stop on our account

76.Visiting hours are from 4:00 to 9:00

77.Id ask you to stay but i don't like you

78.Something about you makes me want to commit extreme violence

79.Your too young to hate this world

80.Were designed to be disposable

81.Her blood is on your hands

82.Your smile isn't as bright as it used to be

83.Same time tomorrow

84.You were supposed to talk me out of this

85.Do you remember this you give it to me when we first got together

86.And it's another tuesday what's your point

87.It's almost like your still alive

88.You'll be free soon

[motsimages]

Today is election day and you know how USamericans tend to make jokes and complain about jury duty and how it is a pain in the ass??

Well, in Spain we feel that way about "getting electoral table" (literal translation). It means that counting votes and ensuring that the elections go as they should is a citizen chore. If you are chosen, you MUST go. They will pay you €70 for the day, but the day can be well over 10 hours.

You have to open, set up the table, ensure that all the papers for voting are where they're supposed to be, make sure that the person voting is who they say they are (check their ID) and that they are voting what they want to vote (they are in their right mind and were able to make an informed choice, there have been scandals of nuns bringing old people to vote who had dementia and it was casually benefitting the right wing parties). You have to count the votes in the end of the day and close.

If you cannot make it, you have to justify it and there are some eaccepted reasons, like you are over 65, if you are sick, disabled in such a way that it is impossible to carry this task, or severely injured, if you are over 6 months pregnant, if you are in prison or in a psychiatric ward, if you have already participated in an electoral table, if you have an order not to get close to someone for some crime you committed and you live in the same area as them, if you live in a convent and made a vow not to ever leave it, if you have a child or elder to your care, if there is a family event you cannot cancel, if you work for a news agency of some sort and are charged with covering the news relevant to the election.

I don't know if this is how it works in other countries, so feel free to tell me how do elections work in your country and if a similar system exists.

[rins-batcave]

answering them all

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? id say so

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? - my mom

03: Do you regret anything? - a lot, i think, but mainly loosing this one friend

04: Are you insecure? - extremely

05: What is your relationship status? - single but like i kidna wish i was dating someone?

06: How do you want to die? - idk

07: What did you last eat? - popcorn

08: Played any sports? - archery, rock climbing, swimming, rugby, skiing

09: Do you bite your nails? - no

10: When was your last physical fight? - never but i lowkey wanna get into one

11: Do you like someone? - yeah but also i have a hard time figuring out what romantic attractiomn is so idk

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? - yes

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? - my toxic friend

14: Do you miss someone? - a lot of people, yeah

15: Have any pets? - one dog

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? - shitty happy

17: Ever made out in the bathroom? - nope

18: Are you scared of spiders? - extremely

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? - idk

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? - never

21: What are your plans for this weekend? - archery and gingerbread house baking and cookie baking with friends

22: Do you want to have kids? How many? - idk

23: Do you have piercings? How many? - earrings but i want more

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? - all of them which is just so fun for my burnout

25: Do you miss anyone from your past? - yeah

26: What are you craving right now? - nothin really

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - i don think so

28: Have you ever been cheated on? - no

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? - never had one

30: What’s irritating you right now? - my toxic friend

31: Does somebody love you? - hopefully

32: What is your favourite color? - GREEN GREN GREEN

33: Do you have trust issues? - maybe?

34: Who/what was your last dream about? - i dont dream

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? - idk the last time i cried in front of someone was like 2 or 3 years ago

36: Do you give out second chances too easily? - no?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? - idk

38: Is this year the best year of your life? - nope

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? - never had one

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? - nope

51: Favourite food? - idk

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - maybe?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? - say gn to my moots

54: Is cheating ever okay? - no?

55: Are you mean? - i dont think so

56: How many people have you fist fought? - never

57: Do you believe in true love? - maybe?

58: Favourite weather? - cold

59: Do you like the snow? - yes

60: Do you wanna get married? - idk

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? - never been called that?

62: What makes you happy? - my moots, things i like doing, my dog, my family

63: Would you change your name? - i like my names

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? - never kissed someone other than family

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - idk let them down easy? idk if i like them then date them?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? - yeah a lot of my friends...?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? - my friend at school

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - moots

69: Do you believe in soulmates? - maybe?

70: Is there anyone you would die for? - yeah a lot of people

[androcola]

do the boys ever get perticually accidentally harsh with mike on his mental health stuff? like ALL OF IT but they are just trying to undertanding him but accidentally make him sad and scared? like did anything rlly break mikes trust with the boys? :( #angst+pain+suffering

YAAY I LOVE ASKS LIKE THIS🤩

id have to say absolutely. mikes mental health caused him to take a LOT of his issues out on them, it was a very complicated situation. Due to the attitude towards mental health back in the 1960s, and because there weren't yet proper words or descriptions of what mike was going thru, the guys unfortunately had settled on the idea that he was just. Crazy. nuts. insane. and that's it. but the still loved him very much.

amd because mike lived such a torturous life and still wasn't receiving the proper treatment he needed, and for a long time, wasn't receiving ANY treatment whatsoever. he was quickly hurdling towards a darkness he may not have come back from, if it weren't for the boys. they did have to Put Up with him a lot. his mental health was very severe all throughout the 60s, Micky had seen his fair share in '65, in what could reasonably called these days as a Toxic friendship. that's how it stayed for the most part as well.

mike never intended any harm, but his PTSD was so very severe he spent a lot of time in fits of rage or psychosis, and of course was made a lot more bitter by the fact that he couldnt be "normal" like everyone else. he was barely functioning at this point. effectively disabled. and given that his physical health was very often on the line too, things were only made more difficult

anyway, yes, the guys were often unintentionally very harsh on him. fights would start, mike was very stubborn and refused at chance for treatment or intervention, and it caused a deep frustration in the guys, because they really did love him so very deeply, and they couldn't stand to watch him being pretty much eaten alive by his own mind. of course even after the events of 1967, he stilled remained very severe, even when he finally began receiving treatment.

because of his stubbornness, things nearly ended several times. they were tearing eachother apart and sometimes it just felt unsalvageable. it's hard to help someone who's so severe, and who doesn't want help, or atleast feels like he didn't need help

they hurt him many many times, he hurt them many many times. there were many times where they couldve handled it differently, but they didnt always have the post "progressive" views on mental health, even though for their time, they could've been considered progressive. they scared him many times, even ended up causing him flashbacks, which often times would cause him to become violent and unreachable.

I think they definitely broke his trust quite a few times, but there were so many things that they didn't know would break his trust. mike was really just so volatile and unpredictable on what would hurt him day to day.

all in all it was a very terrible situation that couldn't have lasted long without the intervention he got in '68 .they were all hurting, and they were all hurting eachother

I think it all got much better in the 80s, when there was finally language to describe mikes mental state. by that time he was much better, managing himself a lot better, but his PTSD was still causing him issues, and becahse it was really CPTSD, he had about a half a million triggers that would show up out of nowhere and really ruin his day. when he was diagnosed with PTSD, that's when things really fell into place for the better, because then he started receiving (mostly) proper treatment for it

he still suffers PTSD issues even in the 90s, but they're nowhere near as severe as the 60s/70s, and he's even better able to talk about it or ask for help when he needs it

[a-queer-seminarian]

This time each year my old seminary professor Marcus holds Psalmtember, which is what it says on the tin: a batch of 30 psalms, one for each day of September, each with a prompt to inspire art. (I’ll share the prompt list below the readmore if anyone’s interested! Also, if you search #Psalmtember2024 on FB you can see what folks have created so far)

The above piece is one of my fave drawing’s he’s made — what a fantastic way to bring the verse’s image to life ☀️

ID: The Psalmtember2024 chart. Pasting below as text —

Sep 1: Ps 61 CRY

Sep 2: Ps 62 TOTTERING

Sep 3: Ps 63 THIRST

Sep 4: Ps 64 ARROW

Sep 5: Ps 65 WAVES

Sep 6: Ps 66 SPACIOUS

Sep 7: Ps 67 SHINE

Sep 8: Ps 68 FLOCK

Sep 9: Ps 69 SINKING

Sep 10: Ps 70 HASTE

Sep 11: Ps 71 WOMB

Sep 12: Ps 72 SUN

Sep 13: Ps 73 NECKLACE

Sep 14: Ps 74 BROKE

Sep 15: Ps 75 FOAMING

Sep 16: Ps 76 ROUSED

Sep 17: Ps 77 WHIRLWIND

Sep 18: Ps 78 ANCESTORS

Sep 19: Ps 79 POUR

Sep 20: Ps 80 BRANCHES

Sep 21: Ps 81 MOON

Sep 22: Ps 82 SHAKEN

Sep 23: Ps 83 CHAFF

Sep 24: Ps 84 NEST

Sep 25: Ps 85 KISS

Sep 26: Ps 86 HEART

Sep 27: Ps 87 DANCERS

Sep 28: Ps 88 DEEP

Sep 29: Ps 89 ANOINTED

Sep 30: Ps 90 DREAM

[yoursminehourss]

56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

heheh. hehe. I'm too nosy

its ok sakkie im self-obsessed i love answering questions

56: How many people have you fist fought?

- ive never fistfought anyone except my brothers lol, we grew up with wwe so

57: Do you believe in true love?

- id like to believe true love exists! (coughs)(sage)(coughs)

58: Favourite weather?

- EASILY 70 degrees and sunny w a nice breeze. it was like that today i swear i was outside and didnt wanna kms

59: Do you like the snow?

- i dont know what snow is like☹️

60: Do you wanna get married?

- shutup i do wanna get marrieddd😭😭 rlly bad

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

- SHUT UP SHUT UP DONT MAKE ME ADMIT IT AGAIN. yes. literally worlds hardest yes.

62: What makes you happy?

- my friends!! my partners!! my partners again!!!!!

63: Would you change your name?

- like legally? yeah. from my chosen name? idk. i use del irl and like. i know that’s just the last hosts name but it feel right. shrug

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

- oh shit yeah😭 cus i broke up w her

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

- opposite sex? so like a dude? iont swing that way🤷

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

- again, opposite sex??? weird wording but im just gonna go gender on this and say yea. penny my bff penny🫶🫶🫶

[anosci]

(61-75 albums etc that I’ve listened to this year, copied from twitter) (now with art. [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6])

names and thoughts below cut

61/ PROGedia - Diõscuri (2023) holy shit what is this. prog hip hop? 6???? insane bangers out the gate why is this from R&S? feels like brainfeeder 💯 massive.

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62/ Sampling Masters - Never Float (2001) this sounds a bit ahead of its time. its not just me right? does this sound like 2001 to you? 2005 maybe… this is a good thing btw

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63/ VA - D3: Diverse Style from "B" 3rd style Normal (2001) this feels a little dated and amateurish (affectionate) it's a complete mixed bag in style and quality but an all around lovely time. "R4" maybe fav song? there's a lot of good here…

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64/ VA - D3: Diverse Style from "B" 3rd style Versus (2001) kinda the same story as the "normal" version. maybe a bit weaker overall. the last two tracks are a really strong closer

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65/ Autechre - AE_LIVE (2016) weird case im not rly including this thoroughly but i found fanmade CUEs and titles for the AE_LIVE releases. so obv i gotta split and organize them. relisten a bit… not to all of it. its cool to have "names" to my favs! (drunk), ceramic, c7b2 slip…

also my least favorite: (rave) get EQ'd gdi

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66/ Autechre - AE_LIVE 2016/2018 (2020) weird case #2. turns out the newer sets are dif material. fewer beats. it is. RLY GOOD. again with the CUEs and fan IDs, some fav tracks: (flash) holty shit reflected ;_; (cyclone) (2016 ver)!!!!!! "(cosmos) - flute" i could swim in this

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67/ Herbie Hancock - Future 2 Future (2001) i still have Herbie Hancock associated with like. the old jazz greats. a constellation fixed in the sky. so its wild to me to hear his explorations afterward. smokey jazzy sound sprinkled over breaks and even some bleepy styles. chill.

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68/ VA - D4: Diverse Style from "B" 4th style (2001) wild variation. putting the diverse in Diverse Style i suppose. im just gonna list some standouts: "Funky Modelling [ATM Remix]" hypnotic! "WOW WOW 220" jf adventure! "manmachine plays jazz [ex.MIX]" classic beat!

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69/ Initial Y - Dance X 2002 (2001) oh, cheese. i probably shouldve seen that coming based on the artist name. overall not a fan, but also… lol track 6. "Last Regrets -Winter Night Mix-" and (especially) the hidden track are the only ones that truly vibe with me

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70/ VA - side-c (2001) yeah its another wild ride of genres. im having a good time! standouts: "Believe～Flirtation" sexy garage! "RG14" fun!!! "terrolist_egoist" hits a nostalgic spot "ヒッポカンパス" l u s h, ahead of its time even "雲海に棲む鳥" grasslands rpg vibes!

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71/ Casiopea - Main Gate (2001) no words just jams

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72/ Holly Waxwing - The New Pastoral (2023) beautiful and elegant. i feel like i need to study this to learn restraint and intent in design.

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73/ 4 Hero - Creating Patterns (2001) (i have decided to be extra harsh on dnb albums.) …oh the dnb is stripped back. a sexy jazz fills the space. im still picky about vocals but some of them feel right to me. not quite Groove Aramda but ya. "Eight" is my fav here i think lol

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74/ VA - Metalheadz Platinum Breakz 03 (2001) (i have decided to be extra harsh on dnb albums.) VA here means Various Alignments with my taste. im far more into the jungle jazzish portions than the darkstep(?). overall: ok. (this is me being harsh)

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75/ The Railway Raver - You'll Never Get Anywhere By Spending All Day Playing Around With That Bloody Drum Machine (2001) i love railay raver's ear for sound design. id say "gentle synth feel" but this deviates from that a bit. acid tho.

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[lab1rynth]

alrighty

61. Favourite kind of cuisine(s)?

62. What would you say your ideal darling is?

63. Do you prefer the horny or domestic flirting more?

64. Do you read manhwa? :0

65. Do you prefer your upper body or lower body to be cold when you sleep? (freeze them toe beans boi)

66. Do you nap? If yes, how often?

67. Do you decorate your room? If yes, how do you decorate it? :0

68. where would you say you hang out the most? (Around the farm, in the living room, in your room, outside the farm etc)

69 (hehe funni number). Are you an ice eater?

70. Do your cats come and sleep on you when you sleep? o.0

61.

Hmm, I don't really have a favorite.

62.

Well, as a yandere-darling switch, I'd absolutely love if my darling was the same. Just someone who is clingy, obsessive and doesn't mind me being a little bit toxic, as i can be controlling and possessive at times

63.

Hmm, I don't rightly know!

64.

Whats that?

65.

Honestly, I hate freezing no matter what part of my body. I like being nice and toasty.

66.

Hmmm, probably once or twice every three days!!

67.

I do!! It's kinda just with stuff I like right now. I'm still unpacking a bit since I moved to the farm but I plan to have everything unpacked soon.

68.

Id say the living room and the farm!

69.

Yes, I love crunching on ice.

70.

Yes they do!! We normally play around a bit before bet so they can use up some of their energy, then they follow me and cuddle up on my bed.

[ssumcity]

Call Log (Harry): Day 61 - 87 (Planet Pi)

Day 61 “Currently Unavailable”

waketime: in

breakfast: in (paid option: It feels strange to hear breakup from you)

lunch: none

dinner: out (paid option: I’m gonna call you I wanna hear your voice, Harry)

bedtime: none

Day 62 “A Day Made Possible Because It Took Two”

waketime: in

breakfast: none

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: But it’s true that they are the ones being rude)

bedtime: in + out (paid option: If there’s anything more ur hiding, feel free to tell me)

Day 63 “Big Guy’s Root”

waketime: in (paid option: My phone would ring any second lol)

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: in

bedtime: out (paid option: Found a new talented one?!)

Day 64 “The World’s Next Top Bodyguard”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: Has anyone stayed at that academy for that long…?)

lunch: out

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 65 “Noah With His Training”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: You don’t see any shop or building around?)

lunch: in

dinner: out

bedtime: in

Day 66 “Expectations and Waiting”

waketime: in

breakfast: none

lunch: out (paid option: But I think you should keep watching it…)

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 67 “Forest of Memories”

waketime: out (paid option: I dont like this…)

breakfast: in

lunch: out (paid option: What? So he’s a doll doctor?? The one i heard about on the internet?)

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 68 “Wading Through Memories”

waketime: in (paid option: This timing can’t be explained other than it’s fate)

breakfast: in

lunch: out (paid option: People live by their own rules)

dinner: none

bedtime: in

Day 69 “To Live On Your Own”

waketime: out

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: If you can’t clear things up, that’s too much even for you… phew…)

bedtime: in

Day 70 “Touring Hotels”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: This isn’t what I was expecting…)

bedtime: out (paid option: In that case i’ll keep running studies on ur heart lol)

Day 71 “Unexpected Gathering”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: out (paid option: His parents are too overbearing…)

dinner: in (paid option: Let’s talk about that later, properly.)

bedtime: out

Day 72 “A Perfect Family”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: Piu Piu… Doesn’t he have any secrets?)

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: Usually the one who had said it forgets and only the listener remembers)

bedtime: in

Day 73 “Knife of the Past”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: You brought an animal?)

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: Mind if I call you before you run?)

bedtime: out (paid option: Mind if I call you?)

Day 74 “Blue Moon”

waketime: in

breakfast: in (paid option***: “I’ll help you with the event so u help me too) // *** You probably need to start the chat first because the paid option appeared as the very first message and I haven’t seen any other options during chat that might trigger a phone call. Also I think the chat was pretty cute… spoiler: Harry ‘hires’ us as employee and ends the call with 'I’ll be missing you’ T-T)

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: Hmm? I’m listening)

bedtime: in

Day 75 "The Dream of Retirement”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: in (paid option: I wanna be his classmate too)

dinner: in

bedtime: out (paid option: Getting a painting drawn by the person themself id my lifelong wish… :’( )

Day 76 “The Result of Missions”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: Who’s that lady?)

lunch: in

dinner: in (paid option: I’m getting soup tonight!)

bedtime: in (* 20 minute waiting time)

Day 77 “Disappearance on the Train”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: Haven’t you read a detective novel like this?)

lunch: in

dinner: out

bedtime: in

Day 78 “Carrot Laboratory”

waketime: out (paid option: Piu Piu, what if they say you can’t get in? :’( )

breakfast: in

lunch: none

dinner: in (paid option: I wonder how serious he is with carrots!)

bedtime: in

Day 79 “My Secret Carrot”

waketime: in

breakfast: out (paid option: You’ll cut your finger if you cook in the dark lol)

lunch: ?? (there was a paid option: “Woah… Ur bringing that to show it off to others” -> BUT neither did I receive a call nor was I able to call him, I tried 5 times after logging out and in again and even switching routes but nothing. Either my app was bugged or the phone call icon was bull.)

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 80 “I Wanna Be Alone” **

** So sorry, I messed up here and totally forgot to takes notes that day . All I know is there was a paid option for bedtime. I will try to find more info online and add it later on (if my search is successful…)

waketime:

breakfast: possibly outgoing call?

lunch: in

dinner: in

bedtime: (paid option: I wanted to hear him say good night.)

Day 81 “Looking For Missing Muscles”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: in (paid option: But srsly, why did he wear smth like that? Lolol)

bedtime: out (paid option: What if u fall asleep while u eat…?)

Day 82 “The Dream Message”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: out (paid option: Anyway, good luck on that waste sorting next time… Haha…)

bedtime: out (paid option: That’s why you need me!)

Day 83 “Hope You Make It Alive, Harry”

waketime: in

breakfast: in

lunch: in

dinner: out

bedtime: none

Day 84 “Camping Day”

waketime: none

breakfast: in

lunch: in (paid option: Right, ur sensitive to smell. Are u ok?)

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 85 “Harry’s Baking”

waketime: out (paid option: But I wanna hear Harry’s voice… :’( )

breakfast: in (*20 minute waiting time)

lunch: out

dinner: in (paid option: Wow… Now I really feel like we’re far away)

bedtime: in

Day 86 “Don’t Proceed Without Me!”

waketime: in

breakfast: out

lunch: in (*20 minute waiting time)

dinner: in

bedtime: in

Day 87 “A Future With the Angel”

waketime: none

breakfast: in

lunch: none

dinner: in

bedtime: none

[menod-the-otter]

01: no but it could be worse 02: @panry 03: a lot of things. my #1 biggest regret ever is losing one of my closest irl friends at the start of this year, and coming out to my mother when i wasnt ready at all is a very close #2 04: yea 05: complicated? aromantic but with a lot of random sexts with ppl 06: in a way that can send a powerful message to the powers that make peoples lives worse 07: salted sticks 08: i dont like sports, the last one i played is volleyball in todays PE class 09: yes, always 10: ive never gotten in a big fight, at max exchanged blows with someone and went out own ways. last time i hit someone with malicious intent was around spring of this year 11: my friends, they mean the world and more to me 12: when i got an extreme fever earlier this autumn i couldnt sleep for an entire night but i dont think it made quite up to 48 hours 13: dont even get me started 14: i miss my online friends when they arent awake, every day 15: used to have a guinea pig. his name was chewey 16: impossible to say, mostly neutreal with a slight hint of both good and bad, though the specifics of what im feeling at any given point could never be given a name 17: never made out with anyone :fire_emoji: 18: only the dangerous ones. and even them im moresso aware of the danger they pose as opposed to an irrational fear 19: only to win the lottery, i wouldnt change anithing ive done even if i regret it. im shaped by my past and ive learnt from my mistakes. if i didnt make them in the past i may make them in the future. 20: nowhere, i hug my big bear plush and pretend its people, though, if that counts 21: stay at home and chill 22: NEVER. 23: i dont 24: i used to be really good at english. still am, i just dont learn it anymore. got too good at it to learn it i guess 25: complicated 26: macdonals menu 27: i dont think so? 28: no 29: never had a bf 30: neighbours loud 31: yeah :) my friends love me very very much and i love them even more 32: orange is the goattt 33: i dont think so 34: oh boy. i get absolutely absurd dreams and this was weird even for me. itd take way too long to describe. like literally 5x longer than this post already is /srs 35: my classmates 36: im rather irrational when it comes to this. when someone just wronged me , yes, too easily even. when someone wrongs my idea of themselves, usually no 37: forget, memory issues go hard 38: hard to say. im not sure if i ever had an objectivly best year of my life. its all been different 39: never kissed anyone 40: no but thats hot 51 (why are 10 just missing): lasagna 52: no 53: porn 54: sometimes yes 55: id like to think not 56: like 0 57: no 58: huge storm outside, wind blowing a lot 59: yes 60: no 61: it can be silly and i like it but in the way where its like '' - my tumby hurts - oh poor baby'' and not like ''hey baby'', the second way is weird and straight white man vibes 62: my friends, nature 63: already have! 64: ive never kissed anyone 65: i panic and feel guilty about it 66: yeah 67: my classmate 68: @panry 69: no 70: @panry

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[swldx]

BBC 0410 7 Oct 2024

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