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cinefairy · 2 years ago

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“affirm and persist” how should we approach it?

you don’t even have to be in the law of assumption community to know the term “affirm and persist” it’s plastered everywhere. we see it all the time, we see blogs repeat that term in different wordings but ultimately the same meaning.

i think there can be good that comes out of term- it’s simple & straightforward.

but i personally believe there’s can be more cons than pros with affirm and persist not so much the term itself but how we approach it. its a term that can’t relate to everybody. we have to be mindful that we are different bodies, different minds, different stories. we can’t all relate and understand the term of affirming and persisting.

im saying this out of personal experience and what anons that speak to me.

“i’ve been affirming & persisting and nothing is happening”

- i relate to this very very much. it’s mostly because we affirm out of LACK. when you affirm are you doing it because you’re acknowledging what you want is yours? or are you affirming because you believe there is something to achieve? are you affirming because you “have to” or are you affirming because you’re being gentle with yourself and affirming as you please. state of lack or state of fulfilment?

when you persist- are you still putting focus on the 3D? are you still conscious of time? do you measure your success by time or by how you feel within yourself?

when you persist do you feel tiresome, drained?i know when i persisted with my affirmations in the state of lack i would get headaches, i would feel like total crap. would a person who had their desires feel like this? the answer is no

you know you’re persisting amazingly when you feel calm about your desires, when you don’t even care about time. when you feel nice within. its a pleasant feeling.

“I’m in a terrible circumstance and i don’t know what to do, i feel hopeless”

i’m not gonna tell you to ignore your circumstances because let me tell you this- some circumstances are so terrible and completely draining that you can’t even ignore it. especially when you have to face your circumstance every single day.

when i was in unpleasant circumstances i took it as something that will soon go away, i didn’t question how it will go away. i didn’t worry if it will or if it wont. i decided that it will soon go away, so whenever i found myself in a circumstance i particularly didn’t like- i felt it as neutral.

another thing that helped me was meditating and journaling. i meditated for 5-10mins whenever i had free time, sometimes it was guided meditations sometimes it was listening to my favourite songs that me feel at peace. during this time i just let myself BE

i wasn’t worrying about doing the meditations right, i wasn’t worried about affirmations i was just BEING.

journalling helps me get out all my thoughts that make me feel unsafe, uncomfortable etc because sometimes my mind becomes a cluster of mixed emotions & thoughts that make my mind hurt so i would journal and i wouldn’t hold anything back, i wouldn’t perfect my journaling i would literally flood my pages with whatever i was feeling.

it did make me feel more relaxed, more like my mind was empty. i wouldn’t have any thoughts after it was like my mind has been squeaked clean.

i won’t lie to you guys and say it was the most easiest thing ever, it was not. well it definitely wasn’t at the start; it is a jump from my old mindset.

but when i consisted and made it a habit i noticed changes- subtle changes. i used to easily react and throw tantrums and then judge myself 10mins after for reacting, now i do not judge myself.

in general— we must be mindful of those who are struggling, lets not demonise them and tell them to get up and affirm & persist. allow yourself to just be sometimes, without judgment lingering in

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trafalgarlawfuturewife · 3 years ago

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-> You first time saw Law smoked secretly. <-

Ships -> Y/N x Law

Warning -> Bad grammar.

`Law where are you!? ´

You searched for him everywhere but his not around. Then you saw Bepo and the others. You go to them and pats on sachi shoulder.

`Hey guys, Have you seen Captain? ´

`Captain? He said he´ll be back in a minute. why? ´

You look at everywhere. Then you turned to them and shacked your head as a ¨Nothing¨. Then you goes outside and have some air. Few minutes later, You feel someone is patting your head. You looked at the back.

`Eh?! Law?! where have your been?! ´

Law sigh and smiles a little. `I cant tell you since that my favourite spot for myself y/n-ya. ´ You looks away and see the sky. He hugged your from the back. `where were you? ´ you asked again. But he didnt answer, he kept on ignoring. Suddenly, You smell something weird.

`Law do you smoke? ´

Then he let go of her so she could look at him.

`No. No i dont. Im not like Black foot-ya. ´

You looked at him because he looked weird. You moved closer to him. He suddenly pushed you and you were shocked.

`Eh? Your not like this Law. ´

`Sigh...Dont call me by my name. Call me Captain y/n-ya. ´

You shacked your head as a no.

`I will call you Captain, if you tell me the truth. ´

He stares at you horribly. Then you hugs him as a sorry and walks away. He carry his katana back and went in to go and have some rest at his own room.

-> The next day ;) <-

At the kitchen...

`Hey, What happened to captain lately? ´ - Sachi!

`yeah he looks weird now days. ´ - Penguin!

`I hope his fine. ´ - Bepo~

`Yeah...Even captain have a secret room that we know but we couldnt tell y/n. ´ - Penguin!

`yeah, i wonder what his doing in there alone when his stress. ´

you just woke up with your messy hair and you goes to the kitchen to take some water. Then you see the 3 of them were talking about something so you goes to them.

`Good morning guys. ´

Then they stopped talking and greets you.

`Good morning y/n. ´

They smiled at you. But you know that they are keeping something behind you. So, you just ignores and takes some water from the freezer and goes to your room. They sigh and talks softly again.

Few hours later Law came back. (he woke up more early idiot-)

`Bepo! Come here! ´

Bepo goes outside to see Law.

`Captain! ´

`Do you say anything? ´

Bepo shakes his head as a no.

`good then. ´

Law walked pass him and goes to your room to see you. He knocked the door twice.

`y/n-ya! ´

You opens the door.

`What is it. Law? ´

He went speechless when you said his name.

`Get out of the room or not you need to clean the whole boat by yourself. ´

You were shocked and start changing as fast as you can. Then you got out and smiles at him. He chuckles and walks away. You sigh and sits on the floor and start thinking.

Mind -> `Why are they acting weird.. I even can smell Law mouth its like cigarette.. I better find out! ´

You stand up and goes out to have some peaceful. 15 minutes later you heard the door open and you didnt notice. 5 seconds later you look at the back and saw someone is walking at the back of the boat. You start to follow ¨that person¨. Then suddenly there is some secret passage down. So you slowly follow him down. Then it was a dark room smells like smoke. You closes your mouth and start coughing. Then you saw a light and goes there. Suddenly the worse part is...

`LAW?! ´

He drops his cigarette with a shocked. Then you shut your mouth.

`How did you know y/n-ya! ´

`I-i followed someone... ´

He sigh and goes to you. He holds your shoulder and leans forward.

`Dont tell them y/n-ya...Or not you clean the whole boat. ´

you nodded your head. He blows the smoke air at your face and you start coughing. He starts laughing(never seen him laugh before but okay-) you sigh and hugs him.

`See. You lie to me. you say you didnt smoke or anything but you did. ´

`Sorry~ i wont do it again~´

`yeah yeah... ´

He hugs you back. you always feel comfortable when your around with him. Then you both look at each other and gives a warm kissed.

`Urgh...Your lips taste disgusting, CAPTAIN. ´

He smiles at you.

`haha, Shit-? ´

Then you pushed him and goes up back. He sigh and follows you up..

-Happy? Im done now. The next story is coming soon! Be ready honeybees!~

-> I hope you like it! :3 <-

-> if it weird please tell me in the comment! ill make my mistakes! <-

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baubuttercup · 4 years ago

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Burning Calories / Spencer Reid

Summary: At ladies night reader spills about her crush on a particular co-worker and later finds out he may already know.

Spencer Reid x Reader

Warning: Fluff, mention of sexual activities

A/N: I haven’t fully edited it but hope you enjoy it. Feel free to send requests in :)

After a long case in South Carolina, me and girls decided to have a ladies night at Penelope's house. We were currently five shots in and Penelope was already in a laughing fit. "I think we need to cut you off now" JJ suggested giggling at the colourful girl "Don't be a party pooper JJ...ooo i know lets play never have i ever" Penelope cheered filling her cup with some concoction she created earlier

I was already ready to pass out but knew i wouldn't hear the end of it from the girls. I wasn't a heavy drinker at all and when the team usually went out to the bar, i hung around with Spencer who i found to be great company. Ever since i first started at the BAU, Spencer and i got on like a house on fire, we constantly spoke about our favourite writers, the new episodes of Doctor Who and even about personal issue going on in our lives. I felt incredibly safe around him and it didn't help because i was developing a huge crush on him, but i knew he would never feel the same way, i mean how could he?

"Okay i'll go first, never have i ever showed up to work hung over" Emily said. Everyone drank except for me. I mean thats not surprising at all.

The game continues for about 5 questions until Penelope decided to spice up it up

"Okay, never have i ever had a sexual dream about a co-worker" I mentally facepalm myself knowing i have had plenty. I slowly take a sip of my drink hoping nobody would notice, that is until i hear a squeak coming from beside me. "UMM SPILL IT GIRL, WHO, WHAT, WHERE, HOW" Garcia caught me and never have i ever felt so embarrassed, i could feel my face burning up."come on y/n elaborate, don't keep us guessing" Emily stated chuckling to herself "we won't judge, we promise" JJ tries to keep the others settled while also trying to get information out of me.

I debated whether or not to tell them but eventually gave up knowing they are probably too drunk to even remember what i say "Fine, um i may have sort of had a dream about Reid one or twice" more like a dozen times i think to myself. All the girls had their jaws on the floor staring at me straight in the eye. I took a sip of my drink awkward at the silence and stares that filled the room "REID AS IN BOY GENIUS REID" Penelope practically yells at the top of her lungs "there is no way, oh my god you have a thing for Spencer, this is so cute" Emily couldn’t contain her smiles any longer. JJ looks at me with awe "Please tell me you are going to tell him you like him and also what kind of sexual dream?" my heart starts to race at the though of Spencer finding out, i would be completely shattered if i got rejected so by me not telling him prevents a lot of heartbreak and also an awkward work place environment.

"to answer your question no i wont tell him because there is no point, he doesn't like me and i am okay with that" i lie to myself and the others knowing i am not fine with it, i want nothing more than to be with Reid and i knowing that it will never happen does hurt. "and to continue with the question, lets just say we were burning some calories on the plane" i smirk to myself remembering the vivid dream that i wished was real. "naughty girl" Emily stated laughing at the thought of me and Reid doing it on the plane.

the night continued with the girls asking me many many questions about my crush on Reid and practically forcing me to tell him.

The next day i walk into the BAU, head pounding and feeling kind of nauseous. I walk up to the break area and see Reid pouring himself a cup of coffee. He looks up and meets my eyes and i start to get butterflies in the pit of my stomach "Hey y/n, how was ladies yesterday?" all the memories start flushing back and i physically try to contain my blushed cheeks that were getting hotter by the minute. As i was about to say speak Hotch came up to us with a look of hurry "Wheels up now, there's been a child abduction in Florida, Garcia will brief us on the plane" Spencer and i stare at each other before walking out with out go bags.

The plane ride seemed somewhat awkward but i couldn't put my finger on it. I sat next to Spencer while Derek and Hotch sat across from us. Derek kept looking up at at me and Reid every now and then and all i could think of was that Penelope must have told him what i said. I made a mental note to ask Derek and make sure he doesn't tell Spencer anything.

The plane landed and everyone was slowly filing out. It was just me and Reid in the plane gathering out belongings. All of a sudden i feel his lips inches away from my ear and my heart beings to pound fast and the slight contact."So should we burn some calories now or on the way back" I quickly whipped my head up to looked at him and saw a sweet, adorable smile on his face. I nudged him giggling unable to control my smile. We both exited with blushed expression on our faces. Maybe i should spill secrets more often on ladies nights, it seems to definitely work in my favour.

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vemuabhi · 4 years ago

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Your Favourite

Hello everyone!

From this day onwards, I’ll post exact 7 different stories/HC’s/Art of Sanji on the occasion of his birthday. (Aka from 26th Feb to 4th March)

I hope you support this Sanji week of mine! (a like and reblog would be amazing and Comments are always appreciated!) If you see any mistakes, please forgive me. Thankyou.

I hope you like it!

Modern Universe

Pairing : Sanji X Reader

Warnings : Noting but fluff! Happy ending!

Word Count : 1.5K

Summary : Reader is a regular at Sanji’s cafe and everyday receives a compliment or a small writing on the order. ( Aka Cup) This makes the reader so happy and slowly develops a crush on him. One day due to turn of some events, Reader asks him out. For which he becomes very happy and of course happy ending!

A/N : I was listening to BTS Black Swan (Clickable) while I wrote this. Listen to it for more feels! I assure you, you wont regret listening to it.

You sat in your usual place with the hot beverage on you table. As you continued to work on your laptop, you took small sips of your drink. But sure you weren’t totally concentrated on your work thanks to a certain blond barista. He always smiled at you whenever your eyes met, replacing the embarrassment with heart fluttering. It was just a small crush, nothing much. Well, it wasn’t like he was only nice to you. He was polite to all the customers. He always made you look forward to coming here every evening at sharp 5 was because of one thing. You again took your cup and looked at the writing on it.

“You look so cute when you smile”, you smiled looking at it. It was just a crush.

On a very stressful day, you came to this café and placed your order. The same blond, served your order. You took a sip of that drink and instantly, fell in love with the flavour. You cooled down because of the texture and the taste of the drink. It was heavenly. You drank it as your mind slowly relieved you of your negative and stressful thoughts. You smiled as you placed your empty cup down on the table.

Then you noticed, a beautiful handwriting was on the cup. It said, “Thanks for the smile”. Your eyes widened with surprise as you looked at the blond. He just served an order and then looked at you and smiled. You took your belongings and also the cup and left the café. You looked at the cup one more time and took a picture of it. This was the only nice thing happened to you all week. So it didn’t seem silly at all in that moment. Now even after becoming a regular to this place, he never once forgot to write note for you and you never missed taking the photo of the notes. It became a routine for you. Every time you opened your gallery, these photos would come into your view and would make you smile. You made sure to tell your friends Kidd and Killer about this café and its delicious drinks. They also visited the café and really liked it. That day, you saw that he wrote, “Thank you so much”, on your cup. Kidd and Killer were not always with you but they did become regulars to the café because of you.

One evening you entered the café and went to order but, the blond wasn’t there. You looked around as you scanned the place with your eyes. He wasn’t in the café. Your order was given to you. You took it and sat. You opened your laptop and started to work. Your mind didn’t allow you to work peacefully. You couldn’t finish your work properly and wasted 2 hours. You placed your things in your bag and went towards the door to leave. Just when you were about to exit, then the blond came in. He was wearing causal outfit and not the usual uniform of the café. Your eyes locked with his and he smiled at you and for the first time, he talked to you, “Oh! Are…Are you leaving?”

You of course couldn’t say that you were leaving because he wasn’t there. So you just nodded. His jaw clenched then he looked at the counter and again at you.

“Just wait for a minute please”, he rushed over to the counter and within seconds he made a different kind of drink, which you never tried in this place. He quickly scribbled on the cup and came towards you. He handed it over to you. You tried to open your purse to give him money but he placed his hand on yours and said, “Not required. Just take it as a gift. Please”. He pulled his hand back and gave you a quick bow, then went to the employees’ only room.

You left with a smile on your face. You took a sip of the drink and then you noticed that it was so unique and different. You never drank this type of drink ever in your life. This was delicious and had smooth texture. It instantly became your favourite. You then looked at the cup to see what he wrote and it was, “9am to 12pm + 7pm to 11pm”

‘Dang. He wrote his timings’, you smiled thinking that. Then your eyes widened. ‘So… is he expecting to see me during these timings? Does he know about my… crush?’ you didn’t knew what to do. Well, even if the drinks were amazing, your reason for going there every day was… him. You remembered about the work you had to do that day and rushed home. ‘Whatever… I can regret later. I’ll go at 7pm tomorrow’, you thought as you drank your drink.

Next evening you came at 7 and looked at the handsome barista. His eyes clearly twinkled as he saw your form. You went to him and said, “Yesterday, the drink you gave me, it was amazing. I guess it became my favourite now. What is it called?”. He placed his hand on the back of his neck and said, “Thank you so much, but… I didn’t give it a name yet. It’s a new drink which needs to be added to the menu. No one tried it yet, except... for you.” Your eyes widened at his words.

“That… that was a new drink you came up with and it’s not even on the menu?!”, you said as you placed your hand on your mouth. It was shocking for you. He was this talented and the new release he planned was tasted by you first. He chuckled at your reaction and nodded as his hands caught the marker.

“That was super good! I’m sure it will be a huge hit when you add it in your menu”, you said to him as he looked at you and then again onto the cup as he wrote something. He handed you the cup and you noticed that it was the new drink as yesterdays. You smiled and thanked him. You looked at the writing and it said, “Your expressions are so pure, so innocent”. It wasn’t like the daily compliments and pickup lines. It… kinds felt personal. Your cheeks turned pink. You sat at a table and started to work on your laptop with enthusiasm.

As you were working, then suddenly your eyes caught a glimpse of a very beautiful lady who entered the café. She straight went towards the counter and started to talk to the blond. She had orange hair and wore a crop top making her thin waist visible. She was gorgeous. His eyes turned into hearts as soon as he saw her. He then gave her 2 cups of drinks for which… she didn’t seem to… pay for? You didn’t knew that but… your eyes followed her till she exited the café.

‘Was she his girlfriend?’, you thought seeing the way she talked to the blond in a very familiar manner. ‘How could I, compare to her?’, you thought as you sipped your drink. It was delicious but… you didn’t feel like to drink anything now. ‘Why did I even think that I had a chance? Why did I even developed this stupid crush on a man, who was taken? Of course with his looks and behaviour he should be in a relationship by now! God… I’m so stupid’, your mind was filled with different thoughts. After a while you got up and went towards the counter. You smiled at the blond and said, “Your girlfriend is really beautiful”

His gave a confused look as you said that. “I’m sorry but… I don’t have a girlfriend”, he replied.

“Oh? But the lady who just came here, I.. I thought she was your-”

“Nope! She is just a friend”, he didn’t let you finish your sentence. You were a bit glad that he said it.

“So, you are single?”, you questioned. For which he smirked and leaned a bit on the counter. He looked into your eyes and said, “Yes. I am single. Do you want to ask me out or something?”

“Yes”, you said it without even thinking. His smirk was replaced with a shock now. Realising what you did, you thought of brushing it off but you heard, “Really? You aren’t kidding right?”, he questioned. His eyes were looking for a serious answer, so you didn’t wanna lie. ‘If he rejects, I can regret later’, you thought as you took a deep breath.

“I’m serious, I really am asking you out but, only if you want ofco-”

“YES! YES!”, he practically shouted and made everyone to look at you two. He apologised and everyone went back to what they were doing. Then you noticed him placing some cups on a tray. But… They didn’t seem to have any writings on them. Another worker came and took the plate to serve the customers.

“You didn’t write anything on those cups”

“Yeah… Its… Its actually… only you. I only write on your cup. I thought you knew”, he said making your heart beat even faster. ‘Why was he doing this to my heart? and why didn’t I noticed it before’, you thought as you both blushed.

You both kept quiet not knowing what to say after that. You decided to break the ice and asked, “I never got to know your name. What is it?”

“Its Sanji. May I know your name please”, he asked

“Its Y/N”.

“Oh that's the name of my new drink, what a coincidence”, he playfully said as you raised your eyebrow and looked at him puzzled.

“Don't look me like that, its a joke”, he said.

After someways you got to know, that it wasn’t a joke. He literally included your favourite as “Y/N’s Favourite” in the menu and everyone loved that drink. You got yourself a drink named after you which was super tasty. You were sure it became everyone’s favourite after that day. You blushed as Kidd and Killer teased you for that.

“Damn I’m lucky”, you said as you looked at Sanji. His cheeks turned pink as he heard you say that. You both smiled at each other.

XOXOXOXO

I hope you liked it! Please forgive me for any mistakes.

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hockeysweetheart · 4 years ago

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President Snow and President Coin

Where to start.... with these two evil ones I was raised on if you have nothing nice to say don’t say nothing at all... but when it comes to these two oh boy.... lord have mercy and forgive me for this one but damn. what the actual f*** was that.

Okay really this war is Coin pissed at Snow and Snow like no one put’s Snow in the corner. and so They use two teenagers who are in love but not seprated by one saved by the capitol one captured.

If I were Katniss and Peeta in that moment I’d be like oh I see how this is going we are being used. Well this is between you two and me and Peeta had nothing to do with this besides being your personal pawns so we are gonna go now.. and run the hell outta there...

One thing I admire about Snow is he did as well as Katniss promise not to lie to each other ( tho he totally was like Oh I don’t want to kill you let’s be friends if not that allies) and the whole ( I don’t beileve your in love with that boy bs)... oh you must be enjoying the company of this other boy that I just threatened to kill. bla bla bla bla ( the mumbling).

another thing I’d amire about him mainly because I just laugh. He’s like meh to the swearing at him tears the love poems like nothing knew.... Katniss comes in a freaking Mockingjay and is like Oh my god how the f*** dare you. ( I thought I left that bullshit years ago now you made it a freakin symbol) and the baby bomb oh my god I’d pay big money to see snows face because I am sure he would of been like oh my god why me.

admire part 3. Of Snow.... He knows damn good and well that Killing Katniss would set off a chain reaction and Killing Peeta isn’t any better after them breaking out of the arena.

admire 4. of Snow okay he doesn’t deny he killed people he came out flat like it was nothing but still he didn’t even bother to hide the fact that yeah the games killed thousands of children. ( but heres the thing) he might be like yeah I killed so and so but doesn’t admit how. For the most part. but heres a thing for seneca crane like everyone knew about that one. and he streight up tells Katniss well blames her for it which I am like eye roll. And is like because of you he’s dead and your alive... Isn’t he just a joy.

admire 5. We know hes the bad guy okay he doesn’t even try to deny it....

Here is a list a list of things Snow did that pissed me off.

1. Allowing the Games to go on for so long

2. Lord knows what he does to his drinks and roses and poison. and Snakes blood....

3. When he shook his head no he’s not convinced. I wanted to scream... I am like the nerve of him I swear...

4. The Audacity to think Katniss is playing Peeta and enjoying the company of another guy. Just because you fu**** in those woods doesn’t mean Katniss would do the same plus you knew shes been going into the woods for years. And know nothing freaking happened.. besides hunting and talking about how much your little system sucks. Here’s the best part if Katniss refused to see Peeta Naked in the damn Games what makes you think she is fu***** around. Plus Katniss made it clear she went into the games single af came out with a man she care about clearly or one of them would be dead.

5. Thinking its okay for freaking 12 year olds to play the games.... Thank god Katniss made a point to be listen this aint okay and this girl wont stand by it. You go glen coco

6. We all know this but it pisses me off... Sending the victors back to the games... just because your like well you have a little fued with one of them.

7. I will never forgive Snow for what he did to Peeta.

8. The fact he killed Finnick. Nope

9. When he banned all symbols of the Mockingjay. Like he’s literally scared of a 17 year old. Just saying you kinda asked for it.

10. Using Peeta as his personal pawn.... to use against the girl he is so in love with and finally she is in love with him and what happens you turn him into something to make him forget hes in love with her.

I have so much more but that would be the longest post ever...

Coin she honestly scares me deeply okay.

My favourite thing is Katniss is like I’ll play your little game but I don’t trust you. and When Katniss shot her just saying Like she knew her life would be hell with Coin alive no better with Snow dead. So she really shocked us all killing coin and snows exicution and oh thank god ( okay I am not one to be like people should die but for this fandom thank god it happened that way)

Things that Coin did that Pisses me off.

1. The okay when the Victors are saved if you step outta line sweetheart they will have to pay for it too. I screamed. Like WHAT!!! at least Katniss knew this time she was being played with or I would of been like umm no I would of pulled an Elle woods move and be like that’s not what we agreed to last night in comand. but she is one sneaky person ...

2. She’s shady af....

3. This is District 13 in general that fact that they basically sat back and watched the other Districts for years without a we are still alive

4. The fact that Gale is like her minon. I love how Katniss calls him out on that... because she knows damn well Peeta would never. because they been threw that shit show before and are like oh my god they are alike snow and coin.

5. The fact she doesn’t admit her wrong doing...

6. That she is after Katniss and has no freaking reason too. Okay Snows at least makes a bit of sense but her... This bitch is suppose to be on the same freaking side, and just because Katniss wouldn’t vote for you . You want her dead

7. Her bullshit Speech over Katniss’s death... the fact she actually teared up I am like oh my god she literally sent Peeta there to kill you Boggs told you That she is planning to kill you after this war is over. Thank god Katniss didn’t fall for it. even Plutarch was like looking at her like you don’t even like her what is this about. Even snow was like Honey I know damn well what your doing... * the I had no idea I meant so much to her has sarcasm all over it.

8. She is the reason Prim is dead. and you make it seem like it was Snows idea...

9. The fact she is pretty much using Katniss against who she loves ( like she knew that) Katniss figured out how the capitol is using Peeta and still wanted her to preform thank god Katniss has some good people on her side that convinced Coin not to go ahead.

10. The fact she wants to keep Katniss locked up and as Haymitch says that my firends is how a revoultion dies....

I have so much more but I’ll leave it at that let yall fill in the blanks..

#thg #The Hunger Games #Hunger Games #catching fire #CatchingFire #mockingjay #alma coin #coin #President Snow #snow #coriolanus snow

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kyeomblr-remade · 4 years ago

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hi maddie <3 carat anon again. nothing to be sorry for. you had your reasons and i totally get that bcs I am busy myself currently and probably just my unhealthy relationship with tumblr is the only reason i am still daily on here (but therefore i lack of sleep).

I really like the lyrics of highlight and all my love atm but i am also a big sucker for all their bops. Any song that has an eletric guitar included I am probably in love with. Also really love happy ending, probably my fav out of an ode even tho the whole album is a chefs kiss (like every svt album)

About my bias: i saw this on another blog so I think I will do this too... I wont tell you yet bcs I am very curious what vibe I give off. Is it ok if I let you guess after Ive send you a few asks and tell you afterwards? I think that would be fun :) I guess yours is seokmin, right? I actually ticked off about 50% of the members for the bias ask in the form bcs I do have a bias but I love many other members almost equally.

Do you have a favourite subunit? Is it maybe the vocal line?

Do you like watching going seventeen? if yes what are your top3 episodes?

++ oh and i forgot. hope you getting through those stressful times. I am sending lots of strength and hope it will get better for you soon. Also hope you have a wonderful day/rest of the day/night!

hi love !! <333 naww thank u for being so understanding and considerate :-( im doing alright tho so don't worry about me ! a couple of busy, stressful days but nothing that cant be fixed w a good long nap hehe i hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself too <3

oooh happy ending is one of my favorites too ! i remember playing it on loop for days when it was released,,,, whatever drug svt puts in their jpn releases im hooked hdfhh speaking of electronic guitars !!!! run to you was one of the songs i considered listing in my top 5, the anime op vibes are impeccable,,, i feel like the hype for it kinda died down a bit but its such a gem still, truly an icon among icons <333

personally im not a big fan of darker bg concepts and "noise" music so i was a bit nervous when svt released hit pre-an ode,,, but the album itself turned out SO GOOD !! bop after bop after bop-- after a while even hit kinda grew on me HFHDS thats when i realized, when it comes to svt i really shouldnt worry about the music because they always deliver 😌😌

ticking off almost all the members is such a mood hfhdsh i really have to hand it to pledis, they have an amazing knack for talent scouting,,, isnt it crazy how they managed to find 13 unique boys who are all so talented and lovable in their own ways ? seriously.. but yea guessing your bias sounds like so much fun HFHDS lets do that <33 you already guessed mine correctly ^^ performance unit was actually my favorite unit when i first got into svt; i really love their brotherly dynamic and honestly dancers are just ??? so ??? cool ??? but then i kinda swayed to vocal unit hehe ;; (i promise its not because of dokyeom tho ... mostly 😳😳 i just love how playful they are together and like i said, im a slut for ballads so it was inevitable HFHDS) what about you?~

OFC <333 I LOVE GOSE !! i loved it when it was just behind the scenes stuff, and i still love it now that its more variety style ! my favorite episodes are the TTT's for sure and hm.. the don't lie's ? i actually missed a lot of this year's gose episodes because i was so busy w my internship and my bachelor's project,,,, i really need to catch up ;-; (and while im at it, i wanna rewatch the older episodes too <3) what are some of your favorites? ~ and since u wont tell me your bias yet, do u maybe wanna share how/when you got into svt? im really curious ^^

hope u have a lovely day, and again thank u for your kind words <3 sending u lots of positive vibes back mwah <3333

#ask #carat anon ♡

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flower-of-the-desert · 5 years ago

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TAG GAME: 5 (MALE) BL CHARACTERS I LOVE

Thank you to @tharntypesupportclub and @whyamistillwatchingtheseshows for tagging me. 💖💖

These games are fun but also TORTUUUUURE HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO PICK????? Watch me spectacularly fail lmao. So in no particular order:

1) Type from TharnType - listen listen this kitten with claws OWNS my fucking heart in a way that few other characters have managed to do. The backstory and development of his relationship with Tharn and most of all THE MOTHERFUCKING AMAZING CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IT IS SUBLIME ok ok, I am calm. I can talk about this calmly like a normal person (my other brain cell @graveformydarling tell the people I’m not a crazy person) - but seriously though, like Type starts out as this deeply hurt and traumatized young man who lashes out at people whether they deserve it or not because of everything he’s been through that he never really got the help he needed to overcome. He’s been living for years with this one idea that was stuck in his mind that gay people = bad and hurt and the moment he finds out Tharn is gay, the flood gates are opened and set into motion Type’s future development. And it’s through the course of the show that Type learns and grows and heals (not completely, never completely because that’s something that’s going to stay with him for the rest of his life) so that in the last episode he has become someone who is open and proud and happy about his relationship with another man; someone who wont even lie to his father about it because he’s not ashamed of what he has with Tharn; and someone who looking back on himself has realised the way he’s acted and the way he’s treated the people around him, his best friend most of all, is not acceptable and tries to make amends for it, apologizes to Kom and admits he still has a lot to learn but he’s trying to do the right thing now. This is what well-done character development looks like, friends, THIS RIGHT HERE AND I JUST LOVE HIM A LOT OK

2) Fighter from WhyRU - MY BIGGEST SUBBY BABY BOY I WILL DIE FOR HIM AND SO WILL TUTOR; he’s just so... precious 😭 he’s so scared of the feelings he has but so in love with Tutor from the moment he saw him and and how much he WANTED but didn’t think he was allowed to have it and then the whole thing with his father and Hwa - gaaah I felt so much for him; the way he adores Tutor and how much he cares about everything Tutor wants and will make him happy; his SMILES GOD THE WAY FIGHTER RUINS ME WITH A SINGLE SMILE; the way he SMILED even through the pain of his heartbreak because he didnt want to upset Tutor any more; and THEN as if that wasnt enough seeing him so completely broken, on his knees BEGGING for Tutor to take him back I’m just I’M JUST NOT OK 😭😭😭😭 Special shout out to the morning after scene and Fighter’s “sometimes I want to be babied” I ASCENDED TO ANOTHER REAL OF EXISTENCE THANKS TO THAT SCENE

3) Sarawat from 2gether - listen ok, Sarawat isnt Boyfriend Material - he’s what Boyfriend Material is made of; him and Dean are setting the bar so damn high at this point, you’d have to be able to fly to reach it; and I AM HERE FOR IT; my favourite thing about Wat aside from all the obvious has to be the contast of who he seems to be on the outside - or more specifically who Tine sees him as - and who he really is; our first impression of Wat is as this cool distant flirty guy who does whatever he wants and gives no shit about anyone or anything, but THEN as we get to know him, as the layers are peeled off him we see the inside of him and HE’S A MARSHMALLOW A SOFT CUDDLY desperate for his boyfriend’s cock MARSHMALLOW; he’s sweet and cute and insecure just like Tine is and he’s just spent over a year in love with a boy he was desperately trying to find but couldn’t only for that same boy to literally run up to him out of nowhere and then their story gets going and Sarawat spends ALL his time trying again and again AND AGAIN to be everything Tine wants, to show him how deep, how true his feelings are, to make Tine love him the way he loves Tine and I’m just TOO DAMN EMOTIONAL OVER IT OK 2gether be ruining my emotions since day 1 (and now there’s FIVE MORE EPISODE COMING DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING)

4) DeanPharm from UWMA - I’m sorry but I cant seperate them, that’s illegal; my boys 😭😭😭 soulmate trope + past lives trope = me getting punched in the feels and this show DID NOT DISAPPOINT; UWMA’s like one of my all time favourite shows now, I love everything about it and DeanPharm just stole my goddamn heart and never gave it back; I love their relationship development like even though they are soulmates and the writers could have used that as an excuse to fast forward EVERYTHING, they still took their time, the characters got to know each other, to realise what their feelings meant and in the end CHOSE each other, irrelevant of any past lives or destiny because their love was REAL and it was THEM and I’m crying again. Also on a more shallow note but that size difference between them is just *chef’s kiss* the way Dean ENVELOPS Pharm COMPLETELY in his arms like he’s going to keep him right there safe and warm from the rest of the world just... does things to me.

5) Ae from Love By Chance - you may have noticed but I have a thing for protective/possessive boyfriends and Ae just ticks off my boxes just right; I love the way he ALWAYS takes care of Pete, the utterly gentle way he handles touching him and talking to him and the absolutely HOT AS FUCK way he loses all that self control when his desire for Pete takes over. The way he comforts Pete when he’s fillwed with self-hatred and doubt and tries to push Ae away because of course, it would be easier for Ae to date a girl but Ae doesnt want easy, he wants Pete and everything that comes with that.

And there you have it, my favourite BL boys; as usual this got hella long but this is what happens when you get me going about my faves. I’m the worst at tagging so whoever wants to do this, please feel free!

#love by chance #2gether the series #tharntype the series #until we meet again #why r u the series #bl drama

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crowover · 4 years ago

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I needed to distract myself so did this lil OC quesrtions meme. 1- Actually not that easy, he is pretty chill and likes to be in control of his own thoughts… but random things out of his control can make him annoyed/angry. He’ll show it.

2- nope. Stupid childish things

3- People in his personal space or touching him for no reason. (mmm Not really a pet peeve i guess.)

4- Not really. He would rather focus on the here and now. But being with his pkmons usually is a happy place.

5- In highschool, before it all crashed down...

6- In highschool, when it all crashed down.

7- Well, due to his poison immunity he can't drink alcohol (it will come out of him 2 mins later). So he won't really go to any bars/pubs. But if someone dragged him into one... he would hate anyone who’ll come to him and sit alone and annoyed at the bar asking for some juice.

8- In highschool, when it all crashed down. But it was more an arm dislocation.

9- In highschool, when it all crashed down. Ye it was a pretty oof moment.

10- ohboy… if i ask him that he would probably say none. But well. He had a good childhood, was spoiled. With his big family and all, but as the mid kid, with Garrett as the older parents’s favourite son and younger always needing all the attention, sister. So a favourite memory would be when he was getting attention and less strict moment.

11- No…. yes.

12- Nope, things are things, pointless to be attached to things.

13- No. No, being in pain just to be prettier/or whatever reason, is stupid

14- ^ ^ ^

15- He would say some huge house with 20 rooms. (but does he really want that? I would say no xD)

16- Anything he does in his free time and that he actually cares sometimes.

17- Very verrryy good. He pays attention to pretty much everything and is good at noticing stuff. The only problem is that he wont get anyone gifts, ever xD He sees no reason to (even on like b-days, probably cause he never got any himself).

18- He is proud of all of his skills. And will brag about them if he has the opportunity.

19- what an asshole.

20- what an asshole.

21- Oh ye. Quite a few, but it’s hard to tell because he copes with them by being overconfident.

22- Stamina. Perception.

23- Depends... He’ll get mad, (if he cared for that person). If its a random person, he wont be too surprised they lied, if not expect it, and wont care much about it.

24- warm.

25- He won't everEVERVERRR use the L word.

26- He won’t everEVER talk about his worries/problems to anyone.

27- No.

28- Yes

29- mid.

30- nnn..yes. Although he’ll prob just do it anyway. Fear never really stopped him from doing stuff.

31- depends on the food… and location.

32- In highschool, when...

33- when his mons come to him for hugs and attention.

34- vision.

35- Yeap. He is pretty good at it.

36- He is not particularly interested in ppl he knew or the truth. He had enough time to think things through, so he doesn't care much.

37- Future. Its cooler and why travel to the past when we know about it already.

38- his brother Garrett. Positive cause he gave Eliot pretty much everything and negative cause he took that all away and more.

39- He would say always alone, (but it’s a lie)

40- Not really fear, more like stress and anxiety - his parents. (They are not bad ppl per se, but Eliot pretty much did everything he wasn’t supposed to do and knows he disappointed everyone and he is not ready(or want) to face that.)

#oc #Eliot #oc question #fun times #love these things xD

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neonstarz · 4 years ago

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u asked 4 questions 4 fired egg n i came w far 2 many!! if u don wana do All of dem, u can pick n choose ^w^ (dis iz from da list i liked jus b4 sending dis!): 12, 13, 16, 20 (esp da last question on it), 22, 25, 26, 34 (jic i draw her again yk), 38, 44, 45.

12. What is their favourite food?

she really likes tuna!! yknow those little snack pack thingies where a can of tuna and a tiny plastic spoon and some crackers come together in a little package? that's her favorite food on earth. bacon also likes it so its very convenient

13. What is their least favourite food?

fried eggs! she doesn't like the consistency or the taste and so many people have been like “lol u must love fried eggs” that shes like know what no. i fucking hate fried eggs. die.

16. Do they collect anything? What do they do with it? Where do they keep it?

i don't know if this counts but she collects some of those coffee creamer packets the diner puts out on tables and on Friday she drinks them all its like a little reward for getting through another week

20. Do they like musicals? Music in general? What do they do when they’re favourite song comes?

fried egg doesn't really like musicals but she does like music !! her favorite genre is metal :-] she likes dancing but like, that fucked up dancing you do alone in ur room where ur just jumping around. she tends to do that if shes alone or if shes in public shell like drum with her fingers like dads do on steering wheels

22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back?

she will insult ANYONE anywhere any time for any fucking reason. she likes calling people pissbabies. fried egg is good with confrontation and is not afraid to call someone a dick to their face but she also enjoys a good private gossip

25. What do they find funny? Do they have a good sense of humour? Are they funny themselves?

she is pretty funny!! i have never really understood the “what do they find funny” question like idk man ?? what does any teenager on the internet find funny

26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions?

she goes like >:) a lot. she is not a super expressive person tho and like its kind of hard to tell what mood shes in most of the time. she doesn't actively suppress her emotions, when she ran away she promised herself she wouldn't lie about herself and how she felt, but she just naturally isn't very expressive.

34. What is their body type? How tall are they? Do they like their body?

if you tried to make her in the sims 4 you would put muscle at 0 and body fat at center. actually i think im gonna make her in the sims after this. she is a short queen and only 5′2. fried egg doesnt like absolutely LOVE her body she has dysphoria but she does think she looks cool and is attractive. she doesn't have an all consuming self hatred shes just kinda :-/ about a few parts

38. What do they admire in others? What talents do they wish they had?

she doesnt admire others heart emoji /jj ok uhhh she likes people who are like upfront about their feelings. she doesnt like it when people wont speak up for themselves. she likes people who are trustworthy and can be held to their word. she wishes she wasn't so hotheaded

44. What is their favourite season? Type of weather? Are they good in the cold or the heat? What weather do they complain in the most?

she rlly likes fall!! the vibes are so cool and fun to her and halloweens her favorite holiday and its nice and cold so she can wear her emotional support hoodie. its also when her chosen birthday (the day she ran away to like . be her own person and shit) is!! november 2nd!

45. How do other people see them? Is it similar to how they see themselves?

other peoples perception of her is pretty spot on theyre like “why is this evil feral child living in this diner hello” and fried eggs like “hi im an evil feral child and i live in a diner”

#ask answered: fried egg #this was so fun and helped me get to feel out her personalty tyyy

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reluctant-mandalore · 4 years ago

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5 6 7 I am asking these knowing the answer to 2/3 of them

Oh these are easy lmao!!

5. TV show of the year?

The Mandalorian of course!

6. Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you?

oooo hmmmmm, maybe like the first episode of season 2 of the mandalorian (the Marshal I think its called? The one with cobb). *que my rambling* It’s not overly special or anything, but I had hit a huge rut during quarantine, 2020 has not been my year (and I think many people can say that) but I wont lie it hit me really hard. That episode was one of the first things that had made me excited throughout this year and I dunno I guess cause of that its a little special for me.

like I was just at such a low point that nothing was really making me happy other than my friends and writing, but then the new season started, and I dunno I just felt alive again! Like talking with you all about it and seeing how hyped everyone was really helped with that. I still have my slump days obviously, but that day the episode came out was one of the happiest I felt all all year.

honestly not sure I answered that question right but ya know. So much has happened since then (hard to think it was only a couple months ago), my blog has grown and my writing has improved.

7. Favorite actor of the year?

Pedro Pascal. An actual blessing on this earth he is.

*more rambling*

I actually didn’t care much for celebs until I discovered him. Like, sure I had some celebs that I admired or thought were attractive in some way, but I’ve never actually genuine loved a celeb/or was obsessed with one. I never really payed any attention to them (still dont really do tbh). I guess you could say I never had a favourite, I didn’t really stan anyone ( I guess you could put it like that). Then I dunno what it is about Pedro, but he’s the first celeb that I’ve just all around felt great about. I’ve said this before, but I kind of think its because if I was to find someone I want them to be similar to how he is. Like, my ideal partner has a lot of the same traits that pedro has and because of that I think I just like fell head first into the Pedro abyss.

He is the only celeb I ever cared about a lot and the only one I ever pay a lot of attention to. That probably seems weird to say, but its true.

All in all, Pedro Pascal is wonderful actor and person and I’m wishing him the best! He seems like an actual lovely individual and I could ramble orever about how amazing he is and everything thats great about him!

End of the Year Question!

#lovely asks #anon #thank you anon!!#fair warning #I ramble a lot in this one #lmaooo #but yea #>.>#//#ask game

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stuff-i-like-to-share · 5 years ago

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Fanfics i would Love to read but not talented enough to write them myself...

.... fanfics... or even better if that was actual scenes in season 4!

1. Gilbert seating on the train writing a draft of his letter to Anne, getting emotional, passionate not noticing old lad seating next to him with his wife looking at eachother smiling at young love. Telling him a short story of their love and how they have been separated and how they would suprise eachother by visiting every now and then.

2. Anne talking to Diana and deciding not to tell anyone about her and Gilbert before she actually speak with him... which later on will pay of in girls faces when they see them kissing lol

3. Anne receiving her first letter from Gilbert and being over the moon, sending her own letter straight away and meeting young intelligent boy at the post office which turnes out is at queens aswel.

4. Gilbert and Anne meeting new people, having their lessons and studies and writing little notes to add their letters, collecting little flowers, making it very personal.

5. Gilbert being jealous over this new boy which Anne mentioned in 3 letters already. Doing extra work to finish his studies few days earlier to travel to Charlottetown and see Anne.

6. All girls seating outside, learning, talking romance, Anne and Diana giving eachother side looks because nobody knows about Gilbert yet... Anne getting very emotional she havent seen Gilbert in 2months while Ruby talking about daily walks with Moody.. her eyes tear up, girls are like ohh r you ok Anne when one of them look up from their blanket and bw like: oh, Gilbert whatever you doing here...

Anne jumped up straight into his arms, he swings her around in a massive hug, then they about to kiss, tios of their lips about to touch when Diananotice Girls faces and goes like: uhmm

Gilbert and Anne look at all the suprised girls, get a bit shy, Gilbert let's Anne out of his tight hug and they stand there looking at eachother for short while, Gilbert is like: ladies... if you dont mind I would like to steal Anne for a... looks at Anne not knowing what to say, but she finish his sentence for him: tea! There's certain matters we need to discuss with Gil... with Mr. Blythe... she says while looking at Gilbert's dreamy eyes... Girls being so confused and shocked by whole situation just nods while they walk out through back gate.

7. The moment they are away enough from girls and the boarding house Gilbert swing Anne in the air again with the cutest smile, she laughs, then they step to the side of little quiet road and he kiss like theres no tomorrow...

Talk about their studies... then walk past tea house and Gilbert is like, oh we are here and Anne look at him with a cheeky smile... shes like oh we are not really going to have a tea are we.. its dull and full of boring people.. Gilbert laughs at memory of being awkward with Winfred at one of them tea houses.

Anne takes Gilbert to one of her favourite parks, they walk by the water.. theres a small patch of grass surrounded by trees, Sun sneaking through the branches, they are finally alone and kissing and cuddling... they sat on the grass talking, laughing, simply staring into eachothers eyes... they lie down cloud gazing playing with each hands, hair...

8. Gilbert walking Anne back to her house, talking about leaving to Avonlea and telling everyone, both but stressed about their families reaction... they stop by the gate to avoid Anne getting kn trouble, hold eachothers hands. Gilbert's is like: so... we are... courting? Its official! Anne gives him a shy smile: I still cant belive it... Gilbert gives her a soft kiss and tells her he will come and see her at queens next day so the can travel together back to Avonlea.

9. Anne back to her room where she is immediately flooded by questions from all the girls... You kissed him, he kissed you in public, oh that's nothing like Gilbert we knows.. Anne stands there waiting for them to calm down and simply just say: I'm in love with Gilbert Blythe for a while now, and what I recently been informed about, hes been (she srops realising he never actually said he loves her...) ... having feeling for me aswel, for a while... we will be seeing our families tomorrow as we are offering courting.. girls get all hyped, asking questions if hes a good kisser Ruby throws a little comment that she actually always was confused when she thought hes looking at her but it was more like he was staring at Anne and that shes happy for her...

(Sorry... long list... I didint realised km so needy and desperate for fanfics 🙈)

10. All Anne can think if at school is fact that she is going to see Gilbert very soon and they will travel together back home...

She bumped into her friend, Roy which btw also have feeling for her and jokingly often admits he thinks Anne's is the most beautiful girl at queens etc... which Anne is ignoring as all she thinks of Gilbert and studies.

They walk out of school together, Roy lean and whisper somwthkng into Anne's ear, she laughs and notice Gilbert, wave at him, theyvwalk towards eachother. Gilbert's jaw is pulsing, hes jealous. Anne introduces them to each other and Gilbert have a little flashback to when he was introducing Winnie to Anne and disint know how to refer to Winfred, Anne did almost the same thing as it's actually first time she have to introduce Gilbert as her bou. Boys shake their hands bit stronger than they should, Anne says goodbye to Roy and her friends, Gilbert then offers her his arm to hold on to while looking at Roy standing and watching them walk away.

11. Gilbert is bit confused and worried, he isnt talking much on the way back, Anne is so excited shes doing most of the talking.. she noticed Gilbert acting wierd and asks, he then have tiny emotional tantrum and tells her he doesnt like the way this Roy guy is into her... she laughs and tells him theres nothing there, beside the only person she cares about... she ... loves its Gilbert.. he smiles, hold her hand... she then get a bit worried because its been 3 times when she said it out loud she loves him and Gilbert didint say it back.

12. They decided to invite Gilbert's family for dinner to Green Gables and then tell them together so when they get out of the train and see Matthew they being careful not to look to excited. Matthew offer Gilbert a ride back home and noticed little looks between Anne and Gilbert.

13. The dinner ready, Gilbert, Bash and Deli arrives at Green Gables, all the way Bash was giving Gilbert side looks with a cheeky smile and asking what so important they have to go to dinner tonight and not some other day... Gilbert just smiles and says its was Anne's idea on their way back from train station.. Marila opens the door calling for Matthew and Anne..

Anne come downstairs, Gilbert gets up with the most hearty eyes, theyblook at eachother for a while, and everyone e in the room glance at Anne then Gilbert, Marila and Bash look at eachother with a smile, Matthew looks a little bit concerned...

14. Anne stand in the middle of the room, Gilbert walks to her with a smile, turn around and stand by her side, they look at each other with a shy smile, he then pick up Anne's hand and while holding it dearly in his both hands he say something like: Marila, Matthew, Sebastian... Delphine (with a little smile as she giggle at he uncle)

We have some news, I mean... I would like to ask your permission first, ofcourse... uhmm

I would like to ask your permission to court with Anne... uhm... we recently discovered we both... have feelings for eachother... (Anne give him a concerned side look as again he wont say he loves her)

I needs to know if you Marila and Mathew gives us your... blessing..

They look at each other, Marila stands up, walked to them, hold their hands with tears in her eyes saying that shes so happy for them and their happiness and love is what matters... Bash alsongwts up and hug Gilbert with biggest smile saying he knew it and that he is so happy for them.. Anne then looks at Matthew which looks a bit sad.. gilbert then says: Matthew?

And hes like: if Anne's happy I am aswel, gets up and shakes Gilbert's hand, Anne hugs him.

15. They all seating alntalking, laughingnover the dinner table, Anne playing with Deli and Gilbert joining her, Matthew and Marila getting emotional as this is another big step towards losing their precious Anne.

16. Bash joking around, quietly saying to Marila about them behaving like perfect parents. Matthew then walking out but emotional.. Both Anne and Gilbert looking at eachother, Anne wanted Ringo but Gilbert telling her to stay and walking out behind Matthew. Then having a heartwarming conversation, telling Matthew how much he cares for Anne.

17. Anne kissing Gilbert goodbye and Bash seeing it, making comments about it on their way back home.

18. Anne and Gilbert going for walk... Gilbert being cheeky and keep touching Anne's hands, hair, face... talking about feeling when Anne suddenly tear up and tells him she wants to go back home, take a turn thru the woods, Gilbert all confused ran after her asking what's wrong, She then have a little go at him that shes scared he dowsnt really love her because it's been months and he never actually said he loves her... he then loom into her eyes, hold her face in his hands and tells her: I am in love with you Anne, my Anne with an e, I'm in love with you since i remember, it's always been you Anne...

He kiss her then and after the kiss shes all like: but why dont you say it..

He looked at her with sad eyes: I'm afraid of losing you Anne, most of people I ever loved are gone... I cant lose you Anne, I... love you to much, it hurts just thinking about losing you...

He seats on fallen tree, tell her a story of his mothers death while giving him birth, of his brothers dieing one after another to illness... then his father.. and dear Mary... he opens up and cry while she listens and hold his hand.

She then tells him how much sorry she is for being selfish and forcing him to say it, but he wont mind as it's been a while since he could open up like this and it feels so right to talk to his Anne.

They hug and talk about how Mary would be happy for them, Anne recalls his father and fact he said he herd alot about her and Gilbert getting all shy saying he told him alot abt Anne because even then he would not stop caring about her, back then he wasnt sure what it was, it was pulling him towards Anne, only recently he realised it's always been love...

Then they say it together and laugh...

19. As they are walking out of the forest Anne tripped and fall into a ditch, Gilbert laughs recalling the day Marila was talking about Anne in the ditch, asking her if that's how her adventures looks like and as shes a bit upset with him at first she also laughs saying he is her biggest adventure now...

20. Then as he helps her out, they stand and laughs, he gives her a soft kiss, Rachel Lynde watches it from nearby as she was just walking back from ms. Stacy's...

All shocked she rushed to Green Gables to talk to Marila... Markla gives he a little talk about being young and in love and maybe if she would listen to her heart she would be married now... as they talk Anne and Gilbert walks into the kitchen laughing... they both look ar Rachel bit scared of her comments.. but she gaze at Marile for short while thinking, then she gets up, walkes to them and congratulate them with a little cheeky comment about kissing...

21. They are back to their schools, emotional and full of love goodbyes, girls sneakily watching them and giggling...

22. Series of letters, Roy finding one of Anne's letters she left in one of her books he borrowed... then making a declaration.. Anne feeling overwhelmed as she does like Roy alot and woildnt want to ruin their friendship... bit of an argument between Anne and Gilbert, Roy trying to kiss her and she slapping his face...

23. Christmas back in Avonlea, together one big happy family... Anne and Gilbert sneaking out at night to spend time together... kissing and rolling in the barn...

24. Anne having a flashback from orphanage and Gilbert asking what's wrong, atvfitstvshe doesn't want to tell him but one night they talk and she opens up and tells him everything, about being bullied and treated like trash... about her imagination helping her get trough... about how broken she always felt and never couldn't even imagine being loved, and having so many loving people in her life... she would tell him about how worried she was her parents have her away because they disint love her as she was an ugly redheaded baby... Gilbert then kisses her single messy braid and tells her how much he loves her red hair and how much he Hope's their children will have same hair as her.. she then freaks out a little because she never actually thought about children and the way Gilbert talks it sounds so natural for him... she then look at him with a smile: out babies?

And gilbert is like: oh gosh, I I didint meant to scare you... but.. dont you think about... our future Anne? Coz I do.. alot he admits with a bit shy face..

She then say she only imagine their future together but she never actually thought about children... he get a bit stressed but then she adds that now he mentioned it, she also is looking forward to having a child, maybe two... they laugh and joke about it a little ... Bash and Ms. Stacy get married which course outbreak but after several years of secretly meeting and falling more in love they decided to go against the system. She ends up losing her job as a teacher but she writes books and articles to newspapers instead while pregnant with their first child. She also moves in with Bash his mother and Deli as Gilbert told Bash that after school he wont be living with them anymore. Elijah moves out as he met lovely girl himself, got married and lives outside Charlottetown, visiting them often and always helping with the harvest.

25. New years eve, theres a ball, dancing, beautiful scenes of them having fun together... Gilbert taking Anne back to green Gables.. he turn towards the cliffs... they walk together to the cliffs end, stand there looking into stars, he then drop on his knee, holding a ring, a beautiful ring and ask her to marry him, which she obviously say yes to.

26. Time skip with a bit of letters between them and their lives at school etc... suprised visits and going back home..

Matthew having another heart attack, being bed stuck, Jerry rushing to get a doctor but it's to far and they wouldn't make it, Matthew dieing with Anne and Marila by his bed... Gilbert coming to Avonlea back from his practice next day, Bash tells him what happened,bhe rush to Green Gables and Fojnd Anne in awful state.. Jerry explain to him he went to fetch the doctor from other town but it was to late... he apologise to Anne for not being here, she tells him it's not his fault... but he feels responsible for not being close to his family... he decides to come back and be a town doctor after all his school and practice is finished...

28. Anne after getting approval from mrs lacroix (stacy) applied and got the job as a teacher in Avonlea school, helping Marila as shes still very unstable after losing Matthew.

29. Then beautiful wedding in Avonlea... Marila crying.. Anne missing Matthew dearly.. lots of memories, laughs and dancing...

30. When Anne got the job as a teacher she also got the house ms Stacy useto lived in, she decided to stay at green Gables until theh get married but she got the house already for them week before the wedding.

They get back home, to their very own home, Anne is so happy it's in the woods as she always felt special connection to nature...

They have wonderful night and sweet love making, both happy in eachothers arms, enjoying the rest of their life together...

Gilbert suggest to Anne that she could write a book same as ms Stacy which she starts very next day...

31. Another skip in time... Anne giving birth, Gilbert doing his best, baby is breached, hes scared of losing Anne, of losing them both. Marila is there aswel... Baby is finally born but it isnt crying... Gilbert pass the baby to Marila and take care of Anne... she walks out quickly to check on the baby as therws still not a single cry in the house, Anne is bleeding alot, but asking for her baby... he walked in to the kitchen Marila standing there crying, he take baby if her hands and wrap aswel, their very first baby, product of their undying love didint survive the labour... he hugged his child pressing him to his chest, kissed his head... he then walked back to Anne's room... Marilenherd loud moan and deep desperate cry, shes crying herself... Gilbert asked if Anne wants to say her goodbyes. She said yes and hold her baby in her arms crying... they gold a little funeral two days after... Anne is devastated... her and Gilbert having a breakdown together crying...

32. Two years later Gilbert find himself worrying for his wife's life once agin... it was hard for them to decide tontryvfor another baby... Anne wanted it and now Gilbert is scared to death about his Anne and baby to come. Luckily this time everything went smoothly with mo single complication, baby cries and they both hold it together crying of happiness.

Then years later Anne writing another book, while their children are playing together outside of green Gables... Marilas dying wish was for Anne ro have Green Gables, it was her home and she wanted Anne and her family to live happy life in there...

Gilbert is backnfeom work, they seat on the porch, drinking tea, looking at eachother with hearty eyes, talking about their achievements kids keep running up to them, hugging and kissing them. They smile, stand up watching their 6 children being cheeky.

I love you Carrots...

I love you to Gil...

Then they kiss with even more passion than ever...

The end...

Gosh that possibly the longest post I ever wrote... when I started I had only abt 15 ideas... but as I wrote more and more... even more ideas came to my head... sorry for a long bit messy read... just wanted to share some of things that kept me awake since we found out about s4 being cancelled...

Anyway.... hope you enjoyed it... sorry for any mistakes... will proofread tomorrows as today its been a while since I started writing this...

#anne shirley #anne of green gables #anne #anne with an e fic #anne with an e #anne x gilbert #anne with an e s3 #anne with an e season 3 #anne with an e spoilers #awae edit #awae spoilers #awae #awaeedit #awae fanfic #awae fandom #awae fic #awae ff

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eremika-forever12 · 5 years ago

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Eremika Fanfic: Remember Me!?

(Previous Chapters)

Chapter - 1

Chapter - 2

Chapter: 3

Eli peeps through the door of his house which was kept slightly ajar...

He scans around the house with his big green eyes trying to spot someone particular...

The house looks almost empty while Eli hears whistle coming from kitchen side...

His Mom must be up there cooking something....Eli sighs in relief thinking he wont be needing to face her at the moment.

Just when his breath got caught as he feels two hand on his shoulder from the back....

Eli hears the sarcastic tone from back “ Woww....Eli....Whom are you searching?”

Eli swiftly turns around as he jumps back letting the door open completely while being already inside the house....

Eli grins nervously as he stares at the person standing infront of him now “ Errm....Nothing...I Just....Hahaha(nervous laughter)....You Scared Me Mom”

Mikasa raising her one brow as she stands while folding her hands “ Oh Really! Eli is scared....of ME? I See....Thats really something astonishing....”

Mikasa lets out a cuckle while watching Eli staring at her widely still confused on something....

Eli giggles awkwardly- Ah Very Funny Mom! Errmmm I go & change my clothes....

Eli quickly turns around & was about to leave when Mikasa calls him out “ Wait....Ermmm did you come home a bit early today?”

Eli stiffens as he started shaking a bit but controls as he says hesitantly “ No...ermmm...The school....I...actually....our class ended early today...nothing else mom...I better go change my clothes”

Before Mikasa could reply Eli ran upstairs to his room....

While Mikasa kept on wondering all confused “ Why does it feel like...Eli is being tensed or worried due to something!”

As soon as the thought strikes her...Mikasa ‘s protective instinct immediately activated...as Mikasa frowns “ Is he hiding something from me!”

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Eli closes the door behind him quickly as he starts to take deep breaths. He gulps hard as he started to feel all nervous....he never really lies to his mom & has always been honest with her.

But today....he had to lie....or else his mom would be super upset with him knowing he didnt attend school today instead ran away even bit far due to his over flowing emotions! And he hates to make his mom upset....if his mom gets to know the truth not only she will be upset, she will be mad at him too for running away like this....!

Eli could feel himself shaking slightly as he slides down the door and sits on floor...

What's happening to him! Why was he feeling scared all of sudden!

All of sudden flashes of those pair of deep green eyes came to his mind...

Eli gasps....that man....he followed him all the way....to give him his water bottle! But How come he didnt notice him back then in that barren destructed area....

Eli remembers that silhouette hovering over him from behind....Was that...that guy?

But....he didnt saw anyone there! Eli could feel a gush of fear running through his veins...

He never felt this much scared in his life....it wasnt only fear....but it is something else which is haunting....him!

Was he scared of those two men who almost bullied him & he was about to hit them back! No....he has started fight & opposed many....but he never felt such ever! He isnt afraid of anyone....

Eli tries to calm his breathing to make his mind stable....

If he keeps on shaking like this & be nervous all time....his mom would surely caught his lie perfectly!

Nor that he ever escaped by telling lies to her....he didnt even lie much....due to his mom's super active nervous system! She surely detects his made up stuffs so he in the end just stopped making them up....Eli bets already that his mom must have already identified something....

Lost in the thoughts Eli suddenly freaks out as he hears a loud knock on the door of his room...

“ Eli....Have you change your uniform yet? Come down honey....I have cooked your favourite dish today!”

Eli starts panicking as he quickly push himself to the door so that Mikasa cant open the door & come in.

Hearing a thud against the door concerns Mikasa as she asks “ Eli....Hey! Is everything alright? Should I come in?”

Eli freaks out as he says hurriedly “Noooo....I....I am fine Mom! Just err....I am coming...”

Mikasa with doubtful voice- Err....Well...Okay I am waiting....Hurry! The food will be cold...

Saying this Mikasa hesitantly leaves from there while Eli pushes his ears against the door as he hears his mom's foot steps fading away making him believe that she actually left!

Eli sighs in relief....he better acts all normal infront of his mom Now....or else she will really be mad at him!

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As Eli munches the bread & steak together....Mikasa keenly notices Eli is lost in some thoughts as he eats his lunch...

His little adorable face was reflecting worry & tension moreover Eli wasnt even looking at her all these while....it was like he was trying not to make an eye contact with Mikasa! And Mikasa well knows he does it when he tries to hide sommething...

Taking a bite from the bread , Mikasa from no where breaks the sillence “ Hiding something Eli?”

Eli stiffens as he looks up at His mother- Huh?

Mikasa boringly- You wanna spill the beans?

Eli stammers a bit but raises his voice- Huh? What...Wh...at are you talking about?

Mikasa shrugs as she stares at Eli with a suspicious look and replies all calm “ You know Eli....your face reflects everything! So....is everything okay? Like in school? You might share with me!”

Hearing the word school , Eli in his high pitch tone replies “ Damn Mom! Whats wrong with you? SINCE I HAVE COME HOME YOU JUST KEEP ON SUSPECTING ME AS IF I DID SOME KIND OF CRIME! I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS!”

Saying so Eli runs upstairs shocking Mikasa as she calls him back from behind “ Eli Wait...What the hell is wrong with ya! Come down right now....”

Mikasa hears sound of closing the door with force from upstairs....she was hell confused with such behaviour!

She kept on staring upstairs wondering did she actually say something wrong this time! She was simply asking her son to open up and share his problems with her!

Mikasa calls again “ Eli! Eli! Are you hearing me? Come down!”

Getting no response from Eli....Mikasa sits back on the chair with a huff...

Mikasa feels empty all over inside....She isn't understanding what she have to do to make Eli understand that she only cares for his safety! After all these time she has only lost her close ones every now and then....And now she only have Eli!

She cant afford to loose him....now..

(Flashback) ( 5 Hours Back To Mikasa Armin Conversation )

Armin says hesitantly- Will you be able to forgive him even if he returns from his grave?

Mikasa being emotionless- I dont know what are you talking about...

Armin became suddenly furious- You know very well What I am talking about! Eren might be our friend but that doesn’t change the fact that he has killed so many people during the rumbling & before....This world wont forgive him....Neither me...even if he is dead...

Mikasa snaps at Armin- Really? Then this should also apply with Annie too? Doesnt it? She killed so many people too for whatever reason....if you can give her a second chance....no you not only gave second chance....you eventually fell in love with murderer Armin...then Why not Eren? He had reasons for his actions & you in the end accepted his actions & we all created an Aly with him....What happened now Armin?

Armin astonished- Oh Wooo Hold On! We allied with him cause we had no other options after what he did...even if it was good for the mankind....Does it really change truth? Will it change the viewpoint of people? And about Annie...I never forgave her for what she did to our people in scouts! And she knows it too .... we just settled an understanding between us...But here we are talking about Eren Yeager...He almost exterminated people around the island of paradis...he is known as humanity's enemy...no matter what we consider him as...this fact wont change...and this is the only danger for Eli ‘s life!

Mikasa remains mum and stares at the blonde’s blue eyes...

As he continues- Listen Mikasa you might think I hate Eren now or Something like that....But to be honest I cant hate him! For god sake he was my best friend but at same time he had done crimes which cant be ignored....honestly I feel...it is good that he is gone!

Mikasa gave a look at Armin which clearly was murderous but Armin continued inspite of that “ Cause my concern is Eli....I wonder how will he react when he will know his father's truth...I know you are not planning to tell him anytime soon but one day he will learn! One day people will learn his truth....And I am afraid for that day...And due to this I believe Eren is dead for good! Atleast as time will pass by...people will tend to get adjust with history while rumours of Eli being Eren's son will soon fade & Eli existence wont be a problem for them...but if Eren appears from nowhere in your life which wont be but incase if such a miracle happens...it wont be good for Eli!”

Mikasa doesnt say a word...just kept on staring at Armin....

Her eyes were blank & empty but he could notice the pain in them which she was trying to supress....his intention was not to hurt her...but he had to speak the fact so that she can start accepting it.

Realising Mikasa wont say anything....Armin decides to leave...

He turns around and was about to step toward the door when he halts and looks at Mikasa “ I have no business in telling what to do & what not! But I want to suggest you tell Eli the truth of his father before he comes to know from else where! And try to understand him Mikasa....dont lock him up in this house! It wont help but will only make him lonely....Handle him with care thats all I wanna say!”

(Flashback ends)

Mikasa sighs....thinking of what Armin said! She doesnt know what Armin said was right or wrong! She knows one thing...Armin was right about Eren's deeds...

He has killed people & that wont change...can she forgive him for that? She doesnt know...& she doesn't agree to Armin ‘s not able to forgive Eren behaviour!

She wont be judging Eren's behaviour unless she gets to know proper reason for hid actions....there were so many unspoken words between them...

He promised her he will return alive to her after everything is fixed....no matter what he promised this time he would come back to his home...thats Her!

She could feels her cheeks getting wet again....Mikasa wipes her tears off hurriedly as she tries to control her emotions....

She might not really care about his sins now , what matters to her that he should be alive....Armin cant be right about this...he cant be DEAD! EREN NEEDS TO COME BACK...

But right now she has to take care of someone else...she will make everything Alright for her little baby...

Mikasa gets up from the seat as she heads upstairs...

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Gigantic monsters were running towards one direction....there were plenty of them...steam were coming from all sides...

Eli was laying on ground as he opens his eyes to the sound of rumbling....

He was in state of shock as he looks around.....

Those creepy monsters were all around him....as if like their prime aim is to hunt him down...

Eli starts screaming in fear as his eyes become blurry due to tears...

Eli cries out as he stands on his feet “ Mom....Mom....Save me! Mom....Help!”

He tries to look around for his mom but seems like he was all alone in that huge field....

Without wasting time he started running to opposite direction where he saw a gap to escape from those huge humanoids....

Eli was trying to run as fast as he could but those monsters were faster than him......all he could do was run & run & not look back....

He was breathing rapidly....his small legs were hurting....as he kept on running all he could see was death bodies all around him...they were scouts...

Eren's eyes widen as he could identify those uniforms on dead bodies ....it was same as uncle Armin ‘s.

He was scared now more....what happened here?! He didnt know and doesnt care....he needs to search his mother...

Eli cried out if fear as he kept running “ Mom.....Mom.....”

He turns back and was shocked to hell as he saw those monsters so close to him, one hand was trying to reach him as he doges his head from the clutch....of the monster...

All of a sudden Eli freaks out in fear as a monster body just falls infront of him....scaring the hell out of him as he starts wailing loudly....

But then he realises the Monster wasnt moving as blood spilled out from its neck and steam was coming out..

How did it die! But there is no time to wonder....as Eren found himself standing infront of a huge monster which was smiling at him....not exactly but its teeth and face were like it was smiling...it had a different body structure....

Eli couldn't move a bit...he completely froze at its spot...the gigantic hand was approaching towards him....his voice wasnt coming out....his tears just dried out as he felt completely frozen and in shock stage....

The hand was about to make a grip on him when he suddenly found himself being carried out by another monstrous hand as it took him far away from that smiling monster clutch but surprisingly the monstrous grip wasnt hard or rough...it held him delicately....Eli slowly looks around...to see who was this...

With fear & tears in his eyes he stares at it & he was just shocked to what he just saw...Eli finds out a human coming out from the nape of monster....

He couldnt clearly see the face but their eyes met as the monstrous hand brought him closer to him .....

The green eyes stared deeply into his as he speaks “ You Are Safe...”

Eli couldnt speak a word instead he was just staring back at his eyes....

The eyes.....spoke something different to him but before he could see his face....Eli finds himself falling from the monsters hand as some one cuts his hand off....

Eli screams out of his lungs but before any thing could happen....that same green eyed man held him this time by his own hand....and stopped him from falling as he was hanging in air...

He speaks “ Dont worry Eli...I wont let anything happen to you”

Everything started to vanish around while the little green eyed boy stared at the green eyed DEVIL...

And just then Eli started to realise something he has seen those pair of eyes before too....

“ Aaaaaa.....Wait......”

Eli wails out as he opens his eyes wide as he tries to hold something in air....

Hearing his loud scream....Mikasa opens her eyes quickly as she raises her head up from the bed....

Mikasa finds out Eli staring at the ceiling while his one hand was raised in the air making a fist....

Mikasa worried as she quickly gets up from ground and sits on Eli's bed besides him.

All this time Mikasa was siting near Eli's bed when she found Eli slept off after retorting her back...

The sun had already set....and the time was nearing to night....more likely past the evening...

All these while she was only staring at her child's face lovingly which resembled so much like Eren when he used to be sleeping....Eli looked so calm when his eyes were closed and he was in deep slumber....

Mikasa ran her hand through his black hair trying to not wake him up & let him sleep so that his anger subsides....during this she herself doesnt know when her eyes closed and she slept putting her head on his bed..

Her sleep just broke when she heard Eli ‘s loud scream out of fear....

Mikasa as she quickly pulled Eli out of bed and brought him close to her chest...

She noticed tears in corner of his eyes & cheeks completely wet...which implies he has been crying all these while...

Worry took place on Mikasa as she hugged him closely and asked softly “ Eli What happened baby? Did you have a bad dream?”

Eli clutches her gown in fear as he hugs her in return, only whispers absent minded “ That Man....I Saw....”

Mikasa could hear his blabbering...

She pulled his face back so that she could stare at him while breaking his trance....

Mikasa asks “ Sweet heart! You okay? What happened?”

And Just then Eli realises he was in his home near his mom....

Eli in his child like voice as tears fell “ Mumma...I...we... are at home!”

Mikasa rubbing of his tears “ Yes Eli we are at home....Did you have a bad dream?Why are you crying?”

Eli stares back at Mikasa with his wide eyes shocked....as realisation hits him upon...

Those eyes....he dreamt of those eyes....so many times....and today....

Wait he saw those eyes somewhere....flashes of that limping stranger face came on his mind at once....when he stared at him with his green eyes....

Eli freaks out “ That man....I saw that man....”

Mikasa confused “ What man are you talking about Eli?”

Eli looks at Mikasa shocked and realises he wont be telling his mother about that man he met today & that his eyes resembles to the man's eyes which oftenly comes in his dreams & everytime saves him from those monsters....but who is that man? How come he arrives in his dreams! And those monsters....

Eli hugs his mom out of fear as he starts crying.. water pouring down his eyes as he sniffs..

Mikasa was terrified “ Eli....What happened? Dont get scared....Mumma is here and everything will be fine!”

Eli stammers as he cries- mom...m...I saw those monsters again....

Mikasa stiffens a bit knowing well what he was talking about....

Eli continues as he cries “ They almost caught me but I ran and ran....I searched you mom but you werent there....I was all alone... I....was scared...”

Mikasa rubbing his back as she tries to calm him down as his voice was breaking her own heart “ Sssh Eli...Everything is fine....I am here now with you! Ssh you are safe!”

Eli whimpers “ Mom....why...t..those th...ings come in my dreams! And that man...”

Eli stops as he realises what he was spilling....but mikasa caught his word as she asks worriedly ” Which man?”

Eli taking deep breath as his cries subsided a bit “ Its...A....man everytime...rescues me”

He carefully said the truth without revealing much....

Mikasa remains silent for a while as she cuddles Eli and says while placing kiss over his hair “ See....In the end you are safe....thats what matters”

Eli curiously as he looks at his mom “ But those monsters....why do they always try to harm me? From many years....they only come in my dreams....do they really exist mom?”

Mikasa knows the feeling of seeing those monsters in dreams....she also experiences same thing but difference is she only sees Eren leaving her alone forever, disappearing into a group of titans....and never returning back...

But one thing she never understood why and how does Eli gets those dreams? He never got to know about titan existence not yet...he never experienced those fears which she and Eren did then how...

Eli calls her out breaking her thoughts “ Mom....”

Mikasa looks back at Eli and smiles “ No they dont....there is no such things which exist...its all in your head..dont worry nothing will harm you...I wont let anyone do that...”

Mikasa hugs her son as she pats his back while Eli remains lost in thoughts wondering how come those green eyes in his dreams matches with that limping stranger’s green eyes when such gigantic monsters dont even exist...

Does that mean that green eyed saviour is REAL?

P.S Okay I guess this chapter was bit boring but then it was necessary for the future chapters 😂 Anyways do like, comment and share.

#attack on titan #eren x mikasa #armin arlert #eremin #shingeki no kyojin #mikasa ackerman #eren yeager #eremika #eremika fanfic

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centaurisims · 5 years ago

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meet isabelle, my sim for @eeriesims bachelorette challenge! sorry it’s so late, my laptop has not been co-operating :(

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞: Isabelle Naef 𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲/𝐀𝐠𝐞: 25/04 - 26 years old 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬: human 𝐇𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 5′3 𝐒𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐎𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: pansexual 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫/𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬: female — she/her 𝐎𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐆𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤: bookstore owner

𝐅𝐮𝐧 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐓𝐢𝐝𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬:

she’s adopted and has 3 siblings that are all aliens – she found it very hard to fit in when she was a child.

dream job when she was young was astronaut, but she never did too well with science, so she’ll just wait for commercialised spaceflight to be a thing.

she was quite a player in her early twenties while at university – possibly a leftover from her sometimes lonely childhood as a way of personal rebellion

however, she’s not really cut out for that life and is tired of the emotional toll it took on her, she really just wants to settle down with someone who she has a strong emotional connection with.

crybaby – cries at everything – happy crying, sad crying, angry crying- especially movies… but at least shes a quiet crier!

she loves hearing people’s stories – part of why she loves owning her store so much, chatting (the books at the back still haven’t been sorted after two years because shes too busy chatting, tut tut)

addicted to coffee – she has a coffee set-up at her store and makes it for everyone that comes in

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

➊ 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲? she’s a regular at my shop! guess she really likes reading or something? she comes in at least once a week to browse through the new arrivals, and it may or may not be the highlight of my day.

➋ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲? she first came in when I was having a very rough day, a few days after I first moved to glimmerbrook, so I was not excited about having another customer very close to the end of working hours. I just wanted to go to the little room i was renting and cry my eyes out over a tray of homemade brownies. however, she picked up one of my favourite books and gave me the sweetest smile while chatting that, let’s just say, my day was a lot brighter after that. also, she drank her coffee black and shes the only person other than me in that store that even dares to do that so, she’s kinda special.

➌ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞? i really enjoy calm quality time. anything like going to a café to chat, exploring an art gallery or going for a long drive at the beach. i have had my fair share of wild times, and that lifestyle really gets tiring after a while, let me tell you. later on in a relationship, i honestly just love staying home and getting takeout to eat while being maybe too competitive over board games.

➍ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩? well, I haven’t had a serious relationship that lasted more than a few months, like, ever. i guess i have been unlucky in the partner department, but i also think i wasn’t very clear about what i wanted either. i really want a caring, open partner. i am a massive cuddler so that is definitely a requirement. i need a relationship that is a two way street – we both feel open and comfortable to share our worries, concerns and aspirations. a relationship is all about supporting one another through thick and thin, but that can only happen if your partner knows what youre going through.

➎ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞? uh oh, i really dislike talking about myself, but i guess i can give this a shot. i wont lie, i’m quite insecure. i have definitely gained a lot more confidence than i had when i was younger but, there’s still a long way to go. i have always been very inclined to hide aspects of myself by putting on a loud persona but, lately, that has gotten very exhausting so I’m ready to let it go. i also love helping people – i can get lost in my head sometimes and nothing helps me out as much as listening to somebody else’s problems and getting invested in trying to help them. its why i love running my store so much, it gives me a chance to talk to so many people and, at least for a few hours, find some solace from my loneliness.

i grew up very insecure as i mentioned, and felt like i never really fit in with my family, but that doesn’t mean i don’t love them. i would do anything for my brothers, even though they would never admit that they need their baby sister’s help. living in glimmerbrook is the first time i’ve lived away from them and it’s honestly been such a rough time, but we still talk on the phone all the time! i never told them quite how i felt about our family inside, since i know how much it would hurt them, and it’s a secret i will take to the grave.

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