#3 hours before the exam im so cooked

[fyxestroll]

Moments Before Dinner Time

pairing: sanguinius x reader (fem.)

warnings: none

notes: possible ooc. sequal to this english isnt englishing today im eepy and sad over sanguinius being dead instead of studying for my chemistry quiz

His dreams failed to do you justice. Your laughter sounded even more beautiful in reality. 

Your laughter was neither soft nor sounded like the elegant chime of bells, instead, it was loud, brash and unrestrained. Some would deem it improper and unbefitting of someone of your status but to Sanguinius? It was perfect.

It was you, the real you, the one you've hidden so well and the one he wants to know better.

But he has not seen you since the… incident at the bath.

And it has been days.

As hopes of a conversation waned by the hour, he eventually found himself standing at the front of your door, unsure whether or not to knock. The flowery skull carvings at the door burn holes into the Primarch as if to say ‘You fool.’ and he realises he has not been in this area of the ship since the wedding.

The wedding.

It had been months since then.

His heart sinks.

Months have passed since your union, since your soul was tied to his and he had not visited since. Sanguinius had known that he would not be the best husband the moment this marriage was thrust upon him. His status as a Primarch entailed a heavy responsibility and an authority that guaranteed that virtually any relation he should pursue would never be on equal terms. Not to mention that opening his heart to another is a separate can of worms on its own and—

“My Lord?” 

The door is now open.

He looks down and sees you dressed in linen robes and with your hair styled in a simple braid. It’s the simplest thing he’s seen you wear since your first meeting. 

“My Lord?” You call out again with the barest hint of impatience in your tone.

“Ye-Es?” His voice cracked pathetically.

“Is something the matter?”

“No. Nothing.” Other than him being terrible at marriage that is.

“I see. If that is the case, can you please move? You…have been blocking the doorway for quite some time now.”

Awkwardly, he complies.

You exit your room, head held high and exuding the grace of a noblewoman. From his left, he hears the telltale hiss of the door being shut and out scurries a woman, face hidden by the hood of her servant’s robes. Hurriedly, the servant trails behind you and eventually slows down to match your stride from exactly two steps behind. 

As your footsteps echo around the hall his mind screams at him to do something, to walk, to follow, to do something, to –

“Where are you going?” 

–And that…that sounded rude. Great going Sanguinius! You are slowly proving Magnus’ theory that you are somehow part avian!

Turning to face him you crane your neck to meet his eyes. “To the dining hall, My Lord.” You state taciturnly, “It is dinner time.”

“Then I will join you,” he offers and quickly adds “…if you do not mind that is.”

You all but raise your brow at the incredulity of his words, but nonetheless, you reply, “Very well,”  and look to your maidservant, speaking to her in your mother tongue. The woman whispers something in return, to which you shake your head no before she continues walking down the hall, this time in a speedier manner. 

Sighing, you explain. “I assumed you would be joining me so I sent her to the kitchens to have something prepared for you. I hope you do not mind eating a similar meal.” 

“I do not mind.” He confirms with a small smile as he manoeuvres himself to stand by your side, careful to avoid accidentally swathing you with a wing. “What are we having for dinner?”

“A…simple stew. It is my homeworld’s equivalent of hunter’s stew and it is…my favorite.” One of your hands fiddles with an intricate gold ring on your finger, “I am aware it is considered peasant food. I–”

Sensing your nervousness Sanguinius interrupts, “I do not mind, still.” Mentally, he takes note of your favorite meal, “I, myself have grown up on simpler meals.” 

“Really?!” You exclaim. It’s the most unrestrained he’s heard your voice get.

“Yes,” Most of the imperial nobility would hardly call dried meat, dates, the occasional edible plant and whatever else they could find on the wastelands of Baal ‘meals’ but the Blood made do. Wistfully, Sanguinius remembers how the elders in the tribe had insisted he ate more. “I grew up among nomads.”

“I…I did not know that. I–”

“Please don’t apologise.”

“Still–”

“You were not aware.”

“Being unaware is no…” you pause briefly, trying to find the right words in Gothic. “No excuse to make assumptions about a person!” You continue in the most restrained rant Sanguinius has ever bore witness to and as you spoke your accent slowly revealed itself, becoming thicker and thicker by the syllable.

And for the second time in this hour, Sanguinius realises something—well, two things.

One is that he’s married a stubborn woman and two, she could be briefly placated by putting a hand over her head.

“Then, would you like to know more?” He asks It’s both a question and an offer, one that he hopes you would say yes to.

“What?” Confusion is more than evident in your eyes so he reiterates.

“You appear in distress in knowing little about me and I know as much about you so would you like to know more?” 

“I–Yes but it would be unfair if you are the only one sharing, yes?” There’s a look in your eyes, the same one he’d caught a brief glimpse of when he first saw you, when he had yet to put a name to your face.

It was a challenge.

“Yes,” He grins, “it would be unfair.”

“Then I would like to share too. However, I will only share as many facts or stories as you would.” Of course. Sanguinius might have known little about you but he knew that you were not the type to make deals without a compromise favorable to you. 

But that is something Sanguinius doesn’t mind.

“Deal.”

You could say it is something he looks forward to

And with that the Bride and the Angel, side by side head to dinner. The stew was barely warm by the time husband and wife sat down but the couple were too entrenched in conversation to notice.

This would be the first of countless dinners of the same nature forever preserved by Remembrancers.

[k4lenz]

sleepy girl ✮ jschlatt x fem!reader drabble

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a/n: meow meow meow eepy little fluff drabble because im feeling eepy enjoy! i swear im gonna get to my requests and post the shit in my drafts soon. random thoughts - schlatt reminds me of forests. in a good way idk why. IM SO SORRY IF THIS IS REALLY BAD I JS WANTED TO GET SOMETHING OUT.

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𖡼 𖤣 ↟ 𖠰 𖥧 ˚ 𖥧 𖤣 𖡼

You aren’t very good at resting, at least not typically.

notes: fluff, sleepiness, domesticity, sleeping, GET SUM SLEEP READERS, food / cooking mentions, cursing, schlatt taking care of u <3, uni/college mentions

You’ll take hours before you get to bed, doomscrolling or playing a dumb game on your phone. And Schlatt indulges, of course, because he’s the same.

But some nights the exhaustion will really get to you.

You’ve been studying for a few weeks straight, and your exams are nearing. Every hour spent either in uni classes, or studying.

You got home successfully without falling asleep (barely), resting in your bed for just a second with sleepy eyes.

Schlatt was out buying groceries for you two, you were pretty sure. At least, he wasn’t home.

You were meaning to get up and study, set on it. But your eyes felt just a little too heavy. You made no effort to get up, still convincing yourself that you would.

The next thing you knew, everything was black. Laying on top of your bed still in your outside clothes, sleeping deep and drooling.

Schlatt unlocked the front door, and got home with a call of your name. Your lack of response making his eyebrow raise as he set the bags of groceries down on the kitchen counter.

He knew you’d been studying real hard, he’d bought some stuff for you while he was out knowing you needed a break. He hummed to himself, pulling his cap off and walking into the bedroom.

A fond chuckle escaped his lips, seeing your face smushed into your pillow and your lips parted drooling. The cats curled up at your feet. Being your boyfriend, he’d seen you in every state, messy and clean. He loved all of them, but seeing you so domestic made his heart happy.

He’d never admit it, though.

He grabbed a blanket and put it over you, a small smile on his face. Ruffling your hair, and snapping a picture of you he’d definitely set as his lock screen despite your future complaints.

He returned back onto the kitchen and unpacked the groceries to put them away.

When you finally stirred, the sun had gone down. You smelt something good. Your favourite food, making your stomach grumble in reminder that you’d not eaten since lunch.

You rubbed your eyes, wrapping the blanket around yourself as your feet padded against the floor, finding yourself in the kitchen.

You watched Schlatt, dressed simply in a black T-shirt and sweatpants, swaying and humming to the music cooking as Glen Campbell playing on his speaker. He heard you, looking up with a little smile to see you all wrapped up in the blanket.

A soft coo came from him, chuckling as he swiftly picked you up and set you up on the counter. Wrapping his arms around you.

“Mornin’, toots.” He spoke, broad frame holding you and chops against your neck.

“It’s not morning.” You giggled softly, fingers finding the collar of his T-shirt.

“Oh, really? You were sleepin’ like it was.” His tone was sarcastic. He laughed affectionately at his own joke, wheezy as he squeezing your waist . “Made your favourite, sweetheart. Figured you needed it.”

“Thankyouuu..” You slurred, arms wrapped around his neck and head lolling onto his shoulder. “I love you.”

“Love you more, you little nerd. Makin you get that good ol’ 8 hours of sleep now, though. Can’t have ya fallin’ asleep everywhere.” The brooklyn-er teased, pinching your cheek.

“Fuck you, dropout.” You grumbled, making him cackle.

“Callin’ me names, now? Still making you get 8 hours of sleep.”

“No!”

-

And when you saw his new lock screen, your endless complaints and struggle to try and steal his phone to change it only made him grin.

“Nah. Too cute to change it. I like it, sleepy girl.”

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[romanticisingashislife]

uhhhhhhh 127 HR GRIND

AGAIN 7 DAYS ARE REMAINING FOR THIS EXAMS 🚬🚬🚬

ITS ON 2ND APRIL

(the way i pull up on tumblr to update whenever im cooked🙏🙏🙏)

UH SO GUESS WHOSE PULLING A 24 HR GRIND I HAVE SM TO DO BUT TRUST WE WILL DO SLAY IN IT MM FEELING LIKE KAY CHUNG

SO WHATS MY STRATERGY???

STUDY break STUDY cry STUDYYYYYY we will make it out

GANG IF UHH SO THIS IS A PREDICTION POST

I WILL BE GETTING 99%ILE

AND LIKE THIS IS A BIT OF EXPERIMENT AND FOR LIKE FUNSIES I WANNA SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I GRIND LIKE NTHG BEFORE IDK I JUS FEEL LIKE IT :p

UHH SO THE TARGET IS 127 HOURS TO STUDY FOR OUR NCT I27 KINGS UHHHHH HOW WILL I DO IT 😝😝

127 hrs IS LIKE HOW I PLAN I NEED TO SLEEP TOO? BUT MM SO HERES THE DEALL I WILL BE SURVIVING ON 2 HRS SLEEP FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS AND THEN ON THE NIGHT OF 6TH IMMA SLEEP LIKE NEVER BEFORE

HERES THE PLAN

27 (today) - no sleep 24 hrs study i alr slept like 8 hrs yesterday :3

28, 29, 30, 31 - 3 hrs sleep 20 hrs grind

1- uhhhh light revision mostly around like 6 hrs

this exceeds 127 BUT LIKE YK I HAVENT COUNTED EXTRA THINGS LIKE EATING, ZONING OUT ETC ETC

If anyone whose a master at procastination but still manages to get thru GIVE ME TIPS PLEASE

and if u have any other tips to uhhhhhhhh make it out alive GIMME THEM TOOO I WILL CHERISH U IN MY HEART AND KEEP UR PHOTO IN MY HEART LOCKET PENDENT PLEASE

[greyjoy-girl]

Theon Greyjoy SFW Alphabet

Currently in a bit of a slump due to exams so take this. There are probably typos and grammar issues because I wrote this in notes app after agreeing to work a 16 hour day instead of studying or making my cheat sheet. Wish me luck on my 3 exams on monday (9 AM-7PM :P) im losing it but at least i have my apartment secured for next year

Anyways this is more pre-ACOK Theon in Winterfell

Template from @the-coldest-goodbye

━─━────༺SFW Alphabet༻────━─━

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

IMO Theon would treat affection as a performance in public, but privately is way more awkward. In public, he’s the type of person to tease you, throwing an arm over your shoulder, and making suggestive jokes, but in private he’s totally different. He’s still affectionate, but more hesitant and gentle, being genuine rather than putting on a mask.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

He’s the kind of friend where years ago you accidentally became close. by that i mean you find him incredibly annoying and half the time you can’t remember why you’re friends with him, but the idea of not having him in your life just feels wrong. At some point you realized you had started laughing with him, not at him, and the rest was history.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

He says he doesn’t cuddle, he’s Ironborn. He’s tough. It’s below him. Ten minutes later he’ll be sprawled out, halfway on top of you, hooking one of his legs around yours. He says it’s because the North is too cold and it’s the only way to stay warm, but he starts whining if you leave to poke the fire, pulling you back to him before you can get up. Theon craves real intimacy more than he’d ever admit and cuddling is one way he gets it.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Theon cannot cook or clean. Point blank period. Mr. Future Lord of the Iron Islands has never had to do a chore and would probably manage to burn down a castle if you asked him to make anything. That’s what servants are for.

He can do some things for himself, like restringing a bow or oiling a sword, but he is not domestic. If he does do something for you, he will brag about it for weeks. It gets so annoying you wonder if you’d be better doing everything yourself.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Cowardly! Messy messy messy. He would ghost, emotionally check out of the relationship, or pretend it was all casual and never mattered to him. He probably tries to end things when he feels them getting serious because if he can’t pretend it doesn’t matter, he’ll be crushed if it ends. It would be confirmation that he’s not enough and undeserving of love and he can’t deal with that. He probably would officially end something in a semi-public place with a few witnesses so he can control the narrative (he practiced exactly what he was going to say and how he would say it for hours beforehand). After, he drinks alone in his room until he can pass out.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Theon never cared much for marriage, not really. Not in the soul-bonded, spend-your-life-together way. Marriage is something political to him, just another performance. A wife is a status symbol and another way to feel important in a world that is constantly reminding him he’s not. If he proposes, it won’t be romantic. It’s possessive. 

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Again, in public, he’s all bravado. Arms around you, dragging you to see whatever’s caught his attention, bragging comments that border on rudeness. In private though, you can tell when he’s feeling bothered. He’s a sensitive person and is deeply aware of and wrapped up in other people’s perceptions of him. When it’s just the two of you, he drops the edge in his voice and doesn’t make a performance out of his affection, just leaning his head against you and tracing his fingers in patterns along your back.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

In public, he’s always got you in a shoulder hug. He likes to come up from behind and throw his arms around your neck to surprise you, clinging onto you and demanding you give him attention. In private, he’s just as clingy, maybe even worse. He loves to wrap himself around you, squeezing you close to him so you can’t escape. 

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

He makes jokes about being in love with you to test the waters. “Careful, I might actually be in love with you.” He’d pause and try to gauge your reaction, before playing it off. “Didn’t say I actually was.” He pretends it was a joke, just harmless flirting to get under your skin, but really he’s waiting until he’s sure you’ll say it back. The real confession slips out by accident, maybe mid argument or when he’s stressed, he’s too caught up in his emotions to realize waht he said. He immediately regrets it, it’s a crack in his mask showing all of his fear and vulnerabilities. He’d probably storm off before you get a chance to respond and you’d only get to talk about it days later once he’s calmed down.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Theon is super jealous. He’s insecure, grew up constantly comparing himself to Robb and his siblings and anyone else who has things he wants. Like Jon, he pretends he’s not jealous but everyone around him can immediately tell. He will make a point to assert his “claim” over you if he feels jealous, resting one hand on your lower back and challenging his perceived rival to anything. Drinking, dice, archery, any way he can prove he’s superior. Later, when his jealousy clears, he’s sheepish and offers half-hearted joke apologies, but his eyes still desperately search yours for reassurance that he’s enough.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Theon’s kisses always start out fast and messy, but he can’t resist turning it into something rougher. He’ll nip your bottom lip just hard enough to make you gasp, then soothe it with his tongue, laughing low in his throat when you swat at him in response. He bites when he’s feeling playful, stressed, or desperate, leaving little marks that trail down from your jawline to your collarbone. His favorite place to kiss is the place where your neck meets your shoulder, the perfect place to leave little bruises that are covered by your collar. His favorite place to be kissed is behind the ear, it feels intimate in a way that makes him drop his mask for just a moment.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Kids love him but not because he’s actually good with them. He’s the fun uncle, he definitely taught Arya words she can’t repeat in court because he wanted to see Robb’s reaction when she said them. He roughhouses like an older brother, lets them cheat at games (as long as he can too), and tells tall tales about sea monsters in Pyke until someone starts crying. He’s not responsible, but he’s exciting and treats kids like they’re fellow schemers, and for that they love him.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Theon likes to sleep in for sure. If he doesn’t have any reason to get out of bed, he won’t. If you try and leave, he’ll complain and try and pull you back under the furs, but will eventually relent and get ready with you. He’s probably pretty grumpy, especially in early mornings, and acts pouty for at least half an hour after waking up. During breakfast, he steals food off your plate to try and get a reaction before you part for the day.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Theon is restless at night. He needs to spend all his energy before he can actually even think about sleep. He’s found of midnight sparring and downing a full horn of ale to dull the noise. Once he’s sufficiently exhausted, he’ll lie in bed beside you, quieter than he ever is during the day. He traces lazy shapes on your legs, sometimes bringing up a random memory. Once the lights are out, he tosses and turns until he gets comfortable, usually tangling his legs around yours and pulling you close to him. Only then does he still and get rest.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Theon is extremely guarded, masking his insecurity with pride. I think it would take him a long time to really open up in any meaningful way, and only with someone he feels comfortable with. He’d begin by sharing personal anecdotes disguised as jokes and gauge your reaction before he says anything more. Once he’s deep into a relationship and feels comfortable, he’d blurt out little confessions about his feelings. He’d never say it all at once, he needs to make sure that each shard he chooses to share won’t be used as a weapon.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Depends. For everyday situations, he’s got an incredibly short fuse. He doesn’t have time for dumb questions, accidents, or perceived disrespect. Eye-rolls, sarcastic comments, and curses are common. For things he’s interested in, though, he’s got endless patience. He could spend a week perfecting his bow draw, working until his shoulders hurt. He’ll wait months to prove someone wrong over a petty argument. He can be patient when he thinks vengeance of validation will come eventually.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He pretends not to pay attention, but he remembers more than you realize. He forgets your favorite color, gets your nameday wrong, misquotes books that you mentioned having read. But he remembers the name of the pet you had a child that you talked about late one night in passing, the way your voice sounds when you’re scared, the way the sun catches in your hair. He remembers things that matter to him, and if someone mentions something about you he hadn’t noticed or had forgotten, he fumes for days, jealous and angry someone else noticed something he missed.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

His favorite memory is the first time he made you laugh at the table in front of the entire Stark household. Not a giggle or a polite smile, but real, uncontrolled laughter. It seemed like you forgot everyone around you, even forgot he was a hostage, a Greyjoy, a joke in fine silks. For once, he wasn’t an afterthought. The sound replays in his head, and when he makes crude jokes or behaves recklessly, he’s secretly chasing that reaction again.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Theon is always performing, and protection is no different. He’s brash and bold, full of swagger. He likes to protect you, putting himself between you and whatever danger there might be, but he’ll boast about it later and try and use it to extort a kiss. He secretly enjoys when you fuss over whatever small injury he manages to get, reveling in your undivided attention. He squirms, complains, but wants you to keep worrying over him, it reminds him that he’s not alone.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He does try, despite what people think. It’s just usually in the wrong way, at the wrong time, or the wrong reasons. He plans dates like he’s preparing for battle, overly ambitious, overconfident, and usually missing something (like food). He’ll take you to see the stars, but forget a cloak. He’ll burst into your chambers on your nameday with a stolen bottle of Arbor gold and a few dead rabbits for a feast without asking what you wanted, and you end up having to cook since he didnt’ consider that food needs to be prepared. He wants to impress, but he’s shit at listening and his pride won’t let him ask for help. His favorite phrase is something along the lines of “Well, at least I tried, right?” because he thinks that alone should count for something.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

He’s a total commitment-phobe with daddy issues. He definitely cheats on all his partners because it makes him feel wanted. Therapy would do him wonders if he actually put in the work, but he’d probably just go to one session and pick up therapy speak to manipulate future partners. Probably has a gambling addiction and cannot be mature in arguments, always goes lower to get the last word. Literally a walking red flag. Love him anyways.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Extremely. It’s pretty clear in the books that Theon puts a lot of effort into his appearance, carefully selecting outfits he thinks will make him look good. He spends more time on his hair than anyone else, only wears the finest materials, and pays attention to the little things. His fingernails are always trimmed, his beard always short and neat, and he probably even does his eyebrows. He likes being pretty, and he likes to get compliments, especially from you.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He insists he’d be fine, he’s independent. After all, he’s been away from his family and home for ten years and he’s fine. He’s Ironborn, made for reaving and glory and freedom. But really, after even a few days of not being around you, he starts to feel antsy and insecure. He picks fights, gets irritable, and is generally an ass to be around. He tells himself it’s just habit, that he doesn’t miss you, just the routine. He’s not incomplete without you, but when you’re gone he doesn’t feel as real. And he doesn’t know what to do with that.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Theon has carved little krakens all around Winterfell. Worn down stones, under wooden tables, into tree trunks, even on the belly of his bow. They’re ugly, messy things, but they’re everywhere if you know where to look. He does it when he gets anxious as a private reminder that he’s still Ironborn, still his father’s son. He’d never show anyone and he’d laugh it off if he got caught, but secretly, they’re important to him.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

He hates being pitied. He has an inferiority complex and hates when people notice how Robb is compared to him. If anyone ever tells him “I understand” in the wrong tone, he’ll totally shut down, lash out, or storm off. He doesn’t want comfort unless he can control how it’s given. 

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

He’s a restless sleeper and has vivid, bizarre dreams. He’s always kicking off covers, muttering in his sleep, and tossing his limbs around. He doesn’t snore, but he’s by no means quiet. If you leave the bed at any point, he immediately rises. The moment you return, he slings his arm over you, groggy and annoyed but needy. He does look peaceful in his sleep sometimes, like it’s the only time he feels really at peace.

[frogofalltime]

day 3

i woke up at midday, due to not going to bed until around 4:30am, but it's okay because i didn't have anything planned except for exam revision

unlike most days where i lie in bed on my phone for an extra hour or even longer after waking up, i got out of bed after only a few minutes !! i didn't even need to use the app that @etherealspacejelly recommended, although i will use it in the future if it becomes necessary.

i had breakfast (even though it was lunch time) and took my medication, then like yesterday i just sat there and did nothing for a while

i got dressed and listened to some music, then realised i was really hungry even though it had only been two hours since i last ate. but then i forgot to eat and just procrastinated for another hour before finally having lunch at 3:30pm because i was in so much pain from the extreme hunger lol

while i was eating my flatmate came in and started talking to me. normally i don't talk much to her because i am autistic and i can't speak to people who im not comfy around. but today i felt more laid back and confident ?? so we actually had a Real Conversation (she was talking about cooking and housework, and i joined in with her complaining about the patriarchy and sexism that is so common in our culture even though it has no root in islam, and stuff like that)

it's good that i'm having regular meals since starting my meds; i usually struggle to eat more than two meals a day, so i'm glad it's getting me to eat better.

then i procrastinated a bit more and finally went to the library to study because i was not getting anything done at home

when i got to the library (around 5:30pm) i was really hungry Again ?? so i ate a snack while revising a lecture, and then took a break before doing the next lecture, which took me like two hours because i kept getting bored and pausing it to message my friends or go on tumblr or whatever lmao. but i eventually got it done, i think being in the library is good because i can't go home until i finish my work, and i want to go home because it's kinda overstimulating in there, so i have motivation to do it.

i drank so so so much water at the library. these meds are making me hella thirsty. yeehaw

unfortunately the weird headache around my eyes was really bad today. it was bad yesterday too but today is worse. i remember this happened when i started antidepressants and then went away after a week or two so im hoping that it won't last long this time either. it's really annoying and adds to the overall feeling of restlessness and overstimulation.

i went home from the library (we are having a huge storm right now so i got completely soaked through in the rain and wind) and immediately got in the shower without procrastinating at all, probably because my clothes were wet and i was cold

then i made some dumplings and ate them with vegetables while watching a youtube video, procrastinated on tumblr again, and am now writing this post before i wash my dishes and go to bed.

overall i had a pretty good day, i finished all my revision for the module i struggle the most with, and i also felt really confident and happy with how i look ?? i had so much gender euphoria and stuff like that ?? which was really nice :D

i don't know if the meds are working yet or if i am just procrastinating less than usual because i am stressed about my exams (i have two this week and one the week after), but i'm glad to be actually getting stuff done for once !!

[mrsmelo]

Haven't been here awhile (rant)

There was just way too many things happening, university classes are so hard thati have accepted that i will fail some before the midterms even begin. I genuinely don't know what to do. Should I not sleep/ take time for myself. Maybe I'm taking time for myself too much... Idk it feels like just a few hours that i can sit back and enjoy some alone time. Like on Mondays classes finish at 18, on Wednesdays and (sometimes) Thursdays too. There is a lot of traffic where I live. And by that I mean it takes 1-1.30 hours. So im home at 19-19:30 how am i supposed to be recharged? With homework and exams, I just feel like I can't have time for myself to get preparred for the next day. (+this causes me to stay up whole night so im also exhausted all the time) And there's an exam literally everyone week, sometimes even two. Aaah, i blame my scheduale for most of my problems. There's too much 9 am- 18 pm classes with like 3-4 hours of nothing in between. And on top of that I have chores and stuff. I need to cook for myself and clean. (i know maybe some of y'all are judging me but its too hard for me to study and do those things) I just need to bare this for 4 more weeks. Then its over. and so will i be.

[brooooswriting]

omg i love your stories i see other people requesting so thought i’d request one too can be natasha or wanda doesn’t matter but one where they are hanging out in the compound and someone makes a comment towards reader like as a joke and it makes reader insecure and sad and nat or wanda just laugh thinking it’s a joke and you wouldn’t be hurt by it not knowing the affect it had on you and you’re hurt they laughed thinking what was said about you is true until later they catch you crying and if it’s wanda she like reads your negative thoughts cause they’re so loud or if it’s nat she catches you looking at yourself or something and they fix it and explain and it’s just sadness at first then ends with soft fluff im in need of something sad then happy lol sorry it’s so long

Oh darling

Your day had been crap, school took over 90% of your time and to make it worse you fucked up your biology exam. You made your way into the compound and let yourself fall on the couch next to Wanda. “You alright?” She asked as she took her eyes off of the sitcom. “Yeah, long day” you said before snuggling further into her and the couch.

Something about watching sitcoms with Wanda made you feel at home, like nothing could hurt you and everything was alright. She made you feel at home.

You guys were watching for over 2 hours when Tony and Bruce came in. “Wow you guys are still sitting here?” Tony laughed before adding “I have to do that with pepper too”. You and Wanda laughed after she paused the show.

“Y/N, I’ve heard you got a bad grade on your biology exam. We can be lucky you don’t wanna be a doctor like the rest of you family huh?” He laughed, just like Wanda and Tony.

To them it seemed like a funny joke as you always told them that you’d never want to be a doctor but to you it was a punch in the face. Sure, you never wanted to be a doctor and you never wanted to be like your family but it was something they always complained about. It was always like you weren’t good enough, you weren’t smart enough, you weren’t studying enough it was never enough and that hurt.

You forced out a chuckle before standing up making Wanda look up at you. “Hey, where are you going?” She asked, she definitely felt your mood swift but didn’t think about it too much. “To my room, I still have some stuff to do” you answered before disappearing.

So you sat in your room studying the rest of the day. You were scared that you weren’t going to be enough for them, that in the end they’d think about you the way your family did. You were easy to replace as you didn’t have any special powers.

It was late and you’ve been studying for over 3 hours when it knocked on your door and Steve came in. “Hello Y/n, it’s time for dinner, Wanda cooked your favourite” he smiled at you and you smiled back but you realized you didn’t have time to eat. You should be studying. “That’s nice but I’m not hungry. Thanks though.” You turned back to your block which made Steve leave again.

“Steve, where’s Y/n?” Wanda asked when she saw him come down without you. “She said she isn’t hungry and she was studying so I left her alone” he answered as he sat down next to Bucky. Bruce noticed Wanda’s concerned look and said “It’s good. She should be studying more, you know? Keep her grades up she will graduate soon.”

Wanda was more then concerned when you didn’t come down and when she didn’t see you the next day and the day after that it got even worse.

So she decided to walk past your room and she was shocked. She could hear you negative thoughts even if she didn’t want to. They were so loud that they forced themselves into her head and they repeated themselves. ‘I am worthless’, ‘I’m not good enough for them’, ‘they don’t want you if you fuck this up’ and worse.

A soft knock was heard and you just grumbled. You didn’t even look up when Wanda came inside. “Hey sweetie” she said as she walked closer. Your room was only lit up by a small desk lamp and the floor and your desk were full with papers and books. “Hi” you underlined the sentence before shortly glancing up at her. “How can I help you?” You asked.

“We should talk” she answered standing next to you. You only mumbled a hm before scribbling something down. “How long have you been studying?” She asked you but honestly you lost track of time so you only shrugged.

You only really looked at her when she pulled your chair away from the desk and stood in front of it. “Wans, what are you doing? I gotta study.” You complained trying to push her away. “No you gotta sleep or you’ll get ill” you could clearly see the concern but you would rather concern her than being not good enough for her.

And again your thoughts pushed themselves into her head. “You will always be enough. Not just for me but for all of us and you are not replaceable. You are what holds us together and we never want you to leave. We want you to be happy and right now you’re clearly not” she reassured you.

The moment she wrapped you in a hug you lost it and started sobbing. Wanda wasn’t much older than you, she was barely 19, so she knew how hard school could be and that in addition to your family was terrible.

“Oh darling, come on let’s go to bed.” She whispered into your ear and tried to get you up but you didn’t. “No, I gotta do this. I’m fine” you insisted making her sigh. “No you’re not Y/n and it hurts to know that you’re not. I love you and I’ll not tolerate you destroying yourself just because of your grades. In addition to that I haven’t seen you for like three days and I miss you and cuddling. So move your ass into this bed so I can cuddle you” she was energetic and you knew that she meant said.

When you still didn’t move she picked you up and placed you onto the bed before cuddling into your side. You pulled her into you and placed a soft kiss on her lips, you couldn’t deny that you missed her. “I’m sorry for not coming to see you” you whispered into her hair while rubbing her back. “It’s okay, you’re fine. And you’re enough, I’m sorry I didn’t make you feel like it. Just because your family wasn’t smart enough to realize that it doesn’t mean that you aren’t. We all love you!” She said as she placed kisses all over your face causing you to giggle.

“And tomorrow we will find a healthier way for you to study darling” she said sternly so you nodded and kissed her again.

“I love you witchy “ you said between small kisses. “I love you too”

And she did. She helped you find a way to learn in a healthy matter in which the team was heavily involved. Steve helped you with history, Tony and Bruce with math and science and Nat and Wands helped you with English.

Wanda was always gonna be there for you no matter what you were insecure about.

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This is my first Wanda x reader and I hope you like this. Keep leaving requests please :)

So I always made fun of people who fell in love with their straight best friend or something like that and guess who got karma for that :/ but I thought about making a story out of that. What do you guys think about that? Not quite sure if happy ending or not.

Well have a nice day everybody

[lianreine]

RANDOM#9COUGH HAPPY LATE BD RUGGIE- RUGGIE x GN!READER, CHEFF ERA

3rd person

ALSO I WROTE THIS BEFORE HIS BD BUT ID DIDNT FINISH CAUSE OF EXAMS IM SORRY FORGIVE ME I LOVE ALL OF TWST♡

Mc has been cooking for about 3 hours, why? cause of their sweet cute boyfriend's birthday of course.

Ruggie wakes up immediately smelling the food you cooked for him....as he runs downstairs he saw you and quickly hugged you from behind making you stumble a bit but he helps balance you

"Mc! That smells so good! Is it for me!"

Mc chuckles petting Ruggie behind his ear and kissing his cheek

"all for you~"

Ruggie smiles widely as he hugs you from behind while you cook...

When you finish and lay it all out for him you can help but see his eyes light up, he hugs you and kisses your face all over the place

_______________

-You not only spoiled him with food but with shopping, being a good chef you get hired for expensive events...and maybe cause you can't help but see the smile on his face..

-you even decide to happily help him with his pranks helping him just this once so you dont stop seeing his adorable smile

-at the end of the day...you made him very....very...happy...if...you know what i mean ;>

Yes very short im sorry-

[fapper]

yallllll omfg.......... its actually insane how my delusions will completely take over reality and i literally get blinded by it. its actually insane. the TA doesnt like me, he never did 💀 he has a whole ass engagement ring on his left hand. he's just a nerd FUCK. oh yy god. my godddddd. he doesnt gaf about meeee and i got so sad over it for like 30 minutes but then i got overwhelmingly worried about how this meeting w this bitch ass prof will go tomorrow and now im jsut like. when will i ever get a break? im so exhausted from the shit thats been happening in my life right now. like what? on top of mid grades, im actively ruining the few relationships i have w ppl (even tho they r shitty...) from this whole cheating thing, and im growing more anxious. I just want this semester to be over with so bad. like all of this wont matter in a month.

in a month, I will be home, in the big room, hugging my dog, and eating my moms cooking again after a whole year. like. i just want that to happen so fast right now. but i cant. i have to get through this cheating shit, midterms, and finals before i get to that point.

guys its just really exhausting. im so close to the finish line but the road is so fucking hard. like its an uphill battle. a war against me. like. and its such a discouraging journey ? the way its like, i study/ do work 10+ hours every day and it would still not be enough. i would still get low B's on exams. its insane. its disheartening. its just unbelievable how fucked up everything is rn like what do you mean im about to get 3 B's/ maybe even 1 C this semester like what. what..

[harrysgoldenline]

pls do H cooking for you i die

Hi everyone! I’m so sorry I’ve been MIA for a while, I’ve been really struggling mental health wise but I’ve been trying to push through it so here we are! I really hope you like how this turned out! It was kinda rushed but it all came to me at once so Im sorry about any error and I also hope it’s not complete shit!!! Thank you so much for requesting love and I hope to get back to them sooner <3

Dinner for Two

“Well don’t you look beautiful.” Harry softly smiled, eyeing his girlfriend as he swung open the door to his apartment.

“Be nice.” She pouted as she felt anything but beautiful as she stood before wearing one of his hoodies and leggings, a messy bun and not a ounce of makeup on her face

She playfully shoved him away as he pulled her body into him, but he quickly pulls her back in, giving her a tight hug and a couple quick pecks.

Y/N had a tough week.

She did poorly on an exam, struggled at work and even got in a small fight with her roommate and it was all just piling up with all of the stress she already had, so her date with Harry has been the thing helping her get through the week, Harry always knew how to make her feel better.

“You really do look beautiful.” He added, intertwining their fingers and bringing her hand up to his lips and giving it a quick kiss, “missed you so much, lovie.”

“I missed you too.” She replied, her free hand going around his bicep and leaning into him, pressing a soft kiss onto his ship tattoo, “So, so much.”

“Come on darling, I got a surprise for ya.” He whispered, kissing the top of her head and began leading her to the kitchen.

She let out a soft gasp at was laid out before her, a literal candlelit dinner appearing to be be set by the heavens, a bouquet of flowers laying on the counter which Harry walks over and kisses her cheek as he hands them to her.

She opened her mouth to speak but he shook his hand, giving her a loving smile as her hand a tug, leading them to the kitchen where she was met with a home cooked meal, nearly completed accompanied by two wine glasses filled with rosè.

“Harry-“ she whispers, heart glowing as she looked at the man, setting down her flowers on the counter and quickly wrapping herself in him, “this is so sweet, you did all this just for me?”

“Just for the most amazing girl in the world.” He winked, giving her a quick passionate kiss.

He suddenly lifted the girl, making her let out a loud squeal as she gripped onto his shoulders causing him to let out a low chuckle and placing her on the counter, standing between her legs and giving her another quick kiss in the cheek before moving back to the meal to finish it.

She admired him carefully, watching his large hands carefully cut the vegetables and place the meals delicately on their dishes, making everything look perfect as he prepared her favorite meal.

They stayed like that for a while, Y/N fondly watching as he would pull various things out of the oven watching the gleam in his eyes as everything finally came together and placing it on the table, not letting her move or help with a thing.

“Are you ready to eat, my love?” He smirked, stepping in between her legs, kissing her gently.

She bit her bottom lip and nodded quickly, pulling him closer and nuzzling her face in his neck, pressing a soft kiss to the skin and his hands sneak under his hoodie she was wearing and rubbing her back.

“Thank you for doing all of this for me.” She whispered, sliding off the counter and heading to the table where they sat across from one another.

Harry simply nodded, expressing how much he wanted to take care of her and let her ease her pretty little mind after the week she went through. And that he made sure of.

They ate in a comfortable silence, the only sounds being words of praise and admiration coming from Y/N towards Harry’s cooking, just making Harry blush and mutter a soft thank you, his heart swelling at the beautiful girl sat across from him who, even after all this time, still gets his heart pounding.

Not much time later, the two finished and began cleaning up, much to Harry’s protest at first, telling her to go straight to his room and pick out a movie for the two of them but she insisted, playfully pouting as Harry quickly moved, not letting her really do much work.

As she began putting away leftovers, that they will likely be digging into in a few hours, something caught her eye in the fridge that she quickly pulls out with a mischievous smirk, grabbing the bowl and sitting up on the counter with it, staring at Harry’s broad back as she scoops on the contents with her finger.

The light giggle makes Harry perk up, turning around and seeing his love sitting up on his counter, scooping up the cookie dough he whipped up early with her finger, licking the substance off.

“Darling!” He laughed, rushing over to her and ‘trying’ to pry the cookie dough away, but the laugh coming from her was too gratifying to actually take away, “that was supposed to be a surprise for when we get hungry later.”

“Well it’s still a great surprise.” She giggled, scooping it up and staring up at him as she sucked the cookie dough off her finger, watching his eyes go dark before her.

“Yeah?” He muttered, his voice suddenly much lower, “taste good?”

“Mhmm.” She squeaked, slowly nodding as she heat up quickly under his stare, legs spreading for him to stand between as he stepped closer.

“Let me try.” He whispered, taking her tiny wrist in his hand and dipping it back into the dough.

She let out a shaky breath, contains her whimper as he coated her finger in the mixture before bringing it up to his lips as her finger enters his mouth, the feeling making her stomach clench.

He pulls back with a smirk, eyes shutting with delight and his ego growing as he seeing the effect he still has on her and dipping his own finger into the bowl now, coating it before lifting up between them.

Both of her hands wrap around his much larger wrist before he could say a word, her tongue licking up his finger and cleaning it, eyes glued with his.

“Okay, fuck this I can’t wait anymore.” Harry grumbled, grabbing the bowl and throwing it back in the fridge before grabbing his love and throwing her over his shoulder, causing her to let out a loud laugh.

Harry always knew how to make her feel better.

[armywriter2605]

Theirs - Chapter 6 - OT7 x Reader

Genre: Mafia AU! BTS; Yandere AU! BTS; Angst; Fluff; Smut; OT7 x Reader

Warnings: Cursing; Mature Content ; Mentions of abuse and bullying; Yandere BTS; Gore; Oral sex (female and male receiving)  Stalking; more to be added throughout the series

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GIF NOT MINE

Three days had passed since you found out what your best friends’ job was. The seven of them were acting like it never happened. Like they didn’t work for a mafia and didn’t hurt people, yet you couldn’t let it go. It was stuck in your mind. The sweet guys you fell in love with had revealed a side you didn’t know existed. Although that had happened, they were still your best friends, at least, you wanted to believe that. They were still the guys you met years ago, the same ones who were there for you through all your ups and downs.

You woke up with a headache, uncommon for you since you rarely had headaches at all. None of the boys had been coming to your room and sleep with you, which unconsciously was a stress reliever for you. You had known these 7 guys for so long, being close to them every single day. It was weird for you not to. Of course, they acted like nothing much had happened yet there was still some tension. Especially between you and Taehyung. You had barely directed any words to them, and now the feeling of guilt was starting to hit you right across the face. Had you overreacted? Was the tension between you and not only Taehyung, but all of the boys on you? Like they said themselves, they were still the boys you met at the arcade. They were the same boys who promised to take care of you and protect you at all costs. Was it you fault they were doing these things and went down this path?

You stood up from your bed and put a hoodie on, which belonged to one of the guys. That was one of the many advantages of always being so close to them during high school years. The endless number of possible hoodies you could borrow and use. You put socks on and walked to the bathroom, leaving for the kitchen once you were done. You sighted all of the boys eating in silence. Some were looking at their phones while others simply stared at the white painted walls, lost in their own world.

You let out a sigh, the headache making it almost impossible to talk. The brightness coming through the windows was making it even worse. It almost felt like you were hangover, the only difference was that you had not drunken a thing last night.

“Angel, good morning.” You heard Hoseok say as he looked up from his phone, putting it to the side as his attention was now on you. He noticed how Jungkook’s hoodie covered your upper body till your midthighs. You gave him a weak smile as you made your way to the member sitting closest to you, who was Jimin. You looked at him and hugged him tightly from behind, surprising all of the other six boys. Were you finally accepting them and putting the whole talk from the other day behind?

“Hey munchkin, good morning.” His voice was raspy which made it sound like he had just woken up yet there was still the same sweetness you knew. You missed the intimacy you had with them. Only then you noticed how dependent on them you were.

“Minnie, I don’t feel good.” You mumbled into his back, closing your eyes.

All the seven guys looked up once they heard you small voice. You looked so tiny hugging Jimin like your life depended on it. If you weren’t feeling bad, they would find this situation the cutest ever.

“My head hurts so bad. I never wake up with headaches…” Your voice was low and with your face buried in Jimin’s clothes, you couldn’t see the smile the boys had on their faces. You were coming to them in such a vulnerable state which meant you trusted them. In their minds, you clearly wanted them to take care of you and that warmed their hearts. How adorable you were. Although in your head, you simply needed comforting. Your head was killing you and it could be anyone right now, you just simply wanted to feel better soon.

“Come here, princess.” You heard Jin say, opening his arms for you. That made you smile. Jin was always the one who took care of you whenever you were sick. You loved how he made your favorite soup and bought your favorite bread. He always made sure you got better in an instant. As you walked into his arms, Jin rested his palm on your forehead which instantly made you relax.

“You don’t have a fever. I’m sure it’s just stress that’s giving you the headache, princess. How about Namjoon and Yoongi take you to bed while I get you some pain relievers and cook you a good breakfast? You’ll feel better immediately.”

You nodded before turning to Namjoon who carefully picked you up in bridal style. You rested your head against his chest as Yoongi walked in front of you both, opening the door to your bedroom. Yoongi was the first one that laid on your bed, taking the left side of the bed. Namjoon carefully laid you down next to his hyung as he took his hoodie off and made himself comfortable, laying next to you on the right side of the bed. You smiled as you felt Yoongi wrap his arms around your waist and at the same time, Namjoon intertwined his legs with yours. Their warmth immediately comforted you, your headache already getting better.

Namjoon brushed a strand of your hair away from your face, caressing your cheek afterwards. “Rest, baby girl. We’ll wake you up once Jin – hyung is here. Plus, looks like Yoongi-hyung is already ready to sleep although he woke just 30 minutes ago.”

“Shut it, Joon.” You heard the older male say, knowing he was smiling against your back. With that, your eyes closed, Namjoon being the last one you saw before you left for the land of dreams.

3rd person POV ON

As Jin and Hoseok were cooking a breakfast fit for their queen, the three younger members sat around the island in the kitchen. Jimin had a smile on his face as he drank down his juice, remembering how tightly Y/N hugged him.

“She’s still mad at me… she didn’t even look at me.” Taehyung said as he ate his scrambled eggs. He was mad at himself for yelling at her, yet it wasn’t his fault. He needed Y/N to understand how much all of them cared for her, doesn’t matter how. Y/N was their everything, yet it was annoying him how she smiled at Hoseok and Jin but not at him. He wanted her close to.

“Hyung, she wasn’t feeling good. Once she feels better, she’ll come to you. You know she loves you as much as she loves all of us.”

“Jungkookie, she was wearing your hoodie, she hugged Jiminie, smiled at Hoseok-hyung and Jin-hyung and is now with Namjoon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung. I also want some affection.”

“And you will get it soon enough, Taehyungie. How about you ask Jin-hyung if you can take the breakfast to her? I’m sure she’ll appreciate it a lot.”Taehyung nodded and turn to the older males that were talking to each other while cutting up some fruit.

“Jin-hyung, do you think I can take the breakfast to Y/N’s room? Or at least help?”

“Of course. I’ll need to clean up anyways. Why don’t you and Jungkook take the breakfast together instead? You’ll need another pair of hands if you wish to take everything without spilling.”

“Thanks!”

Taehyung had now his square smile as he grabbed his phone, staring at his lock screen. It was a picture of Y/N and him at an amusement park, both wearing matching hats. He remembered that day so well. It was three years ago, the day after Y/N got to know she passed her exams. He still remembered the huge smile she had on her face. All the boys had helped her studying till early in the morning even though Namjoon was the one that truly explained most of things to her. Taehyung needed her to understand that their love for her was endless and they weren’t going to let a small detail of what their job was get in their way. Nothing was getting in their way of claiming you as theirs.

About half an hour later, Jin and Hoseok had successfully finished plating everything. They were both extremely happy with it, as it was maybe one of the best breakfasts that had been cooked in this house.

“Okay one of you takes the tray with the food, while he other takes the glass of juice and the medicine. Do not let anything fall or you’ll ruin our whole work.” Hoseok said as he eyed the younger boys who nodded excitedly at their hyung.

“Jimin, you can actually help them. Just open the bedroom door for them so Taehyungie doesn’t try anything funny.”

“Sure, hyung. Let’s go.”

With that, Taehyung took the tray of food that had pancakes, fruit, eggs and much more in it while Jungkook took the fresh orange juice and the pills bottle. Once Jimin opened the bedroom door, Namjoon carefully looked at it, seeing his younger brothers walking in. He smiled as he now carefully started running his fingers through Y/N’s hair.

3rd person POV OFF

You woke up as you heard the clicking of a phone camera going off and long fingers ran through your hair. You carefully opened your eyes, seeing Jimin pointing his phone at you. You let out a quiet chuckle before seeing both Taehyung and Jungkook with what you deduced was your breakfast. It looked extremely good and you were starving. Namjoon kissed your cheek before he stood up. You looked at him questioningly, wondering why he wouldn’t stay right where he was, warming you.

“We have work today, baby girl. We stayed at home these last three days, but we need to do some stuff now, okay? Jungkookie and Taehyungie will stay with you, don’t worry.”

You frowned and simply nodded your head at him before he left the room with Jimin following close behind. You turned to Taehyung and Jungkook before looking at Yoongi, who slept next to you.

“Yoonie, you need to wake up.” You said as you ran your fingers through his hair exactly how Namjoon did for you just minutes earlier.

“Mm…”

“You have work, Yoonie. You need to get up.”

You heard the older male let out a deep grumble before he opened his eyes. He looked at you and buried his face in the crook of your neck. “We’ll be back later, love. Eat your breakfast and stay at home. I love you.”

Yoongi gave the younger boys a look before he yawned and got up before placing a kiss on your forehead. “Bye love. I’ll miss you.”

“I’ll miss all of you too. Be careful, please…” You mumbled as you saw him smile and nod, waving his hand and leaving the room, closing the door after him.

You sat up on the bed as Taehyung now placed the food in front of you, smiling widely. He sat next to you where Namjoon once found himself as Jungkook put the juice glass on your nightstand with the pills before he got into the bed, getting under the covers where Yoongi slept soundly just minutes earlier.

“Eat up, sweetheart! Jin-hyung made many things and you need to eat a bit of everything if you want to get better.”

“I’m already feeling better Tae. Sleeping next to Joonie and Yoonie really helped.”

“Still, you need to eat and take the medicine. Just to make sure that headache doesn’t come back. Me and Taehyung-hyung will keep you company all day. We can play games, sleep, watch something together. We’ll have tons of fun.”

You simply nodded your head at Jungkook’s words, before grabbing the fork and knife and eating a bit of the pancakes. “Please help me eat this okay. I can’t possibly eat all of this by myself plus we don’t want to throw any of this away, so start eating Kookie, Taetae.”

Both of them nodded happily as they heard you use their nicknames. As the three of you ate, you heard the front door close signalizing the other boys had left the apartment. About an hour after, you, Jungkook and Taehyung were done eating and making small talk. Your headache was now much better which was good. You were the first one to get up from the bed as you looked at the boys who laid on your bed. “I want to go out! Maybe to the mall or something. It’s such a nice day out too.”

Jungkook was the first one to shake his head, ripping away the smile off of your face. Taehyung soon followed as he gave you a sad smile.

“No can do, sweetheart. You heard Yoongi-hyung. We should stay at home today. Maybe another day, okay? We can have tons of fun inside. There’s this new game that I bought and maybe I could teach y-”

“I want to go out, Tae. Not play some games inside. I want to go out because the weather is nice, and I feel like it. I was inviting you two, but if you don’t want to come, I’ll go by myself.”  

By now, Jungkook was standing next to you. He wasn’t going to let you leave that room until the three of you were on good terms. These three days had been hell for him, he wasn’t going to go three more days with you not talking to them.

“You won’t leave this house, Y/N-ah. It’s for your best plus, you just had a headache. What if you get a headache while you’re out? No. We’re staying.” Taehyung said as he stood up now, looking at you in the eyes

“Stop fucking controlling me. If I want to go, I’ll go!” You slightly raised your voice at him, the bottled-up anger from the previous argument coming out. You were done with them telling how things were going to be instead of consulting you first. It wasn’t fair.

“You’re ours. And you’re not fucking leaving this house, understood? Yoongi-hyung say for you stay inside and you are going to stay inside. Stop making things so damn hard.” Taehyung replied to you in the same tone of voice you gave him, Jungkook simply staring at the both of you bickering back and forth.

“Fuck the both of you!” You yelled as you made your way to the door. Jungkook noticed that and stood tall in front of you, not letting you grab the door handle.

“Oh, you wish, sweetheart. Having the both of us may even be a dream of yours, hm?” You heard Taehyung say from behind you, his breath hitting your neck. At the sound of his voice, you swallowed hard. The anger inside of you had now completely vanished, as your thoughts were now clouded with the sight of Jungkook looking down at you. His pupils were dilated, filled with an emotion you had never seen before on him, lust.

“Right, Y/N? Was this your way of perking our attention? If that is what you wanted you could’ve just told us, right Kookie?” Taehyung’s hands now made their way to your waist, pulling you into him, yet you still faced Jungkook who nodded at his hyung’s words.

You weren’t sure of what say, yet your body knew exactly what it wanted. You rested your head against Taehyung’s shoulder, your neck now completely visible and exposed to the older male. You let out a deep sigh when you felt Taehyung’s warm lips connect to your neck. He carefully placed small kisses on your neck, his tongue brushing your skin every now and then, giving you goosebumps.

“T-Tae…ah…Kookie please…” You unconsciously moaned as you stared into Jungkook’s lust filled eyes. That was enough to drive him crazy, closing the space between you two connecting his lips to yours. To say you were surprised was an understatement. You immediately closed your eyes, focusing on the hungry kiss Jungkook was delivering. It was like he had been wanting this for God knows how long. His force slightly pushed you even closer to Taehyung, who was now leaving red marks on your neck. Jungkook’s tongue asked for permission to enter your mouth and you happily gave it access as your arms were now wrapped around his neck, your fingers on the back of head carefully pulling his hair which caused him to let out low groans from time to time.

“Were you this desperate for us, baby? What would you the others think if they saw you this hungry for us, hm? Such a naughty girl you are.” Taehyung’s voice filled the bedroom, yet your and Jungkook’s heavy breath was right behind once you two broke the kiss.

“Y/N, please stay home with us.” You heard Jungkook say as he caressed your cheek with his thumb, Taehyung’s breath still hitting your neck. You knew you should put up a fight, giving them this win would only make things worse later, yet you couldn’t help it. Jungkook’s eyes were staring at you as Taehyung’s hands held you tightly in place.

“Of course, Kookie.” You mumbled out as Taehyung started planting more kisses on your neck. That made you smile and giggle yet soon after, those giggles turned into quiet moans as Jungkook now pulled you closer to him into a more passionate kiss. You could hear Taehyung chuckle and a shirt being removed from behind you. This was the first time you had ever made out with someone and you had this weird feeling in your stomach. It was like you were nervous yet at the same time you weren’t. You wondered how many times both of them had done this before but at the same time you didn’t want to know. Were you any good at this? What if you’d disappoint them throughout any of this? As you got lost in your thoughts, Jungkook had stopped and stared at you. In his mind he wondered if you didn’t like it as much as he was liking it.

“Y/N? What’s wrong?” Jungkook’s voice held concern and at the sound of that, Taehyung stopped the magic he was doing on your neck.

“Sweetheart?”

With the both of them echoing their concern, you looked at them. Should you tell them? Or should you just hide it away? You usually never hid anything from them, so it shouldn’t start now, right?

“I…I’m scared. I can clearly see you’ve done this before, and I haven’t. What if you don’t like it? What if the others don’t like it? What if you I disappoint you or disgust you or something like that? What if you stop liking me? I’m just thinking of that. That’s it.” You said all in one breath, looking down at the ground after sitting down at the edge of your bed.

“Wow sweetheart calm down. You said what? Stop liking you? That’s impossible. You are perfect for us; all we’ve ever wanted. You don’t see how much Jungkookie there was enjoying it? I swear to God he was about to cum in his pants.” Taehyung said, laughing. At the sight, you smiled. Was Jungkook really liking it?

“I was not about to cum in my pants, Tae. Anyways, we love you cutie. How could we stop liking you after this? If anything, we like you even more now. Yes, we’ve done this before a couple of times. Not tag teaming a girl together, but even so you are the best of the best. You’re everything we want and whenever we did anything, you were the one in our minds.”

“Jungkookie is right. Whenever I did anything, you were the only one in my mind. And the others will love to know that you’re opening up to us in this way. They’ll be mad that it was with us and not them, but believe me, you will never disgust us or disappoint us. Never.”

You smiled at their words and got up. With your newfound confidence, you slammed your lips on Taehyung’s. His hands were quick to pull you close to him as he kissed you back. You smiled against his lips as you noticed Jungkook taking his shirt off as well. Jungkook took Taehyung’s early place behind you, pulling you down to sit on his lap on the bed as Taehyung towered the both of you now.

“God baby. You’re so beautiful. So so beautiful and all ours, right? Ours to keep forever.” Taehyung’s voice was low as he went down on his knees in front of you and started placing kisses on your bare legs.

“You see what you’ve done to Tae, cutie? You have him on his knees. Do you understand how much we love you now? We love you more than anything. When I saw you walk out of your bedroom today in my hoodie, you had me so weak. I just wanted to take you right there in front of the hyungs. I had to control myself so much.”

“Ah…you have me here now, Kookie.” You let out a moan as you felt Taehyung now kissing your thighs. Jungkook turned your face to the side, planting his lips on yours once again. The both males fought for your attention in different ways and your mind was going crazy with the amount of pleasure you could feel with just kisses. At the same time, you tensed up a bit as Taehyung started pulling the hoodie up. What was he going to do?

“May I, baby?” You heard Taehyung’s voice deep voice ask as he looked up to you. As both your tongue and Jungkook’s fought for dominance, you gave him a quick nod. You trusted these boys with everything. They’d been there for you since you were young. You couldn’t feel more comfortable than you already felt.

At your nod, Taehyung pushed your hoodie up and he now kissed your inner thighs. At each kiss, you shivered. Your thighs were at a room temperature, yet Taehyung’s mouth was warm. His wet kisses only made you crave for more. Jungkook noticed how his hoodie was now revealing more of your skin which only drove him crazier. He smirked as one of his hands found its way inside the hoodie, covering one of your breasts.

“Tae, her nipples are hard. She’s loving this.” He mumbled our before he attacked the other side of your neck, placing kisses of his own as he fondled your breast.

“Is that true, baby? You enjoying our attention? You have no idea how hard you have me. Let me pleasure you even more, baby. Let me and Jungkookie take care of you, okay?” Taehyung asked as he carefully removed your underwear and tossed it aside.

“Okay, Tae.” You said in between breaths as you kept your eyes closed, your head resting on Jungkook’s shoulder. Taehyung smirked and looked at your face before he eyed and Jungkook and nodded his head.

In a quick moment, Jungkook’s hands held your thighs, opening your legs as Taehyung now brought his tongue to your slit. At the warm feeling, you gasped as you looked down at the older male who now licked your slit while the younger male kept your legs wide open.

“Oh my god, Tae…”

“Feels good, doesn’t it? Look at how Tae is eating you out, Y/N. Look at how is tongue is hungrily licking your opening. Keep your legs open for us, cutie.” You heard Jungkook say as on of his hands now moved towards your pussy, his middle and index finger now connected to your clit, carefully rubbing it.

“Kookie!” You let out a louder moan as now Taehyung pushed his tongue inside of you. You couldn’t believe how good it actually felt, having both of them do their wonders on your body. Your mind was completely blank as you focused on the pleasure you were feeling. You knew you wouldn’t last long while both males had their hands on you so just five minutes later you could feel your body reaching its limit.

“Ah…It feels so…Tae, Kookie I’m close.”

You heard Jungkook’s low chuckle before he moved his fingers faster while Taehyung moved his tongue in and out of you even faster. It was your first time ever letting anyone touch you, but it was probably the best you’d ever felt. It wasn’t long until you arched your back and let out a loud moan.

“You taste so sweet, Y/N. I could have you to breakfast, lunch and dinner every single day, sweetheart.” You barely heard Taehyung as your heavy breathing as the feeling of climax clouded you.

Jungkook soon stopped his fingers, bringing them into his mouth. “You’re right, Tae. So damn sweet.”

You rested your whole body on Jungkook’s as you opened your eyes, a smile curling your lips. At the sight, both boys smiled widely. Not only were they happy that they made you feel so good, they smiled at the thought of how they’d tell their hyungs how they’d been the first ones to make your orgasm. That was a clear win for the maknae line. On the other hand, you were smiling because they’d been the first ones to touch you. You were happy it had been one of the seven guys you held so dearly. You wondered how things would be between all of you, but they promised you they wouldn’t stop liking you and that was enough for you. Or was it?

You were so lost in your world you didn’t realize you were now laying on the bed, Taehyung and Jungkook removing their pants and underwear. “Take care of us too, Y/N-ah.” You heard Jungkook say as he brought into your view his cock. It wasn’t crazy big, or crazy thick. Both his and Taehyung’s were what you’d say was average, yet the sight of them had your legs tremble. You carefully nodded your head as Jungkook brought his member now closer to your mouth and Taehyung held one of your hands and guided it to his own cock, wrapping it around it.

“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this, sweetheart. How many times I imagined your hands around it instead of my own…” You heard Taehyung roughly as you opened your mouth, carefully taking Jungkook’s own cock into your mouth. You closed your eyes and carefully started bobbing your head up and down, moving your hand at the same rhythm. It wasn’t long until both Taehyung and Jungkook moaned and groaned, only making you want to do it more and better. You wanted to drive them over edge just like they did with you and it wasn’t long until the youngest male was moaning louder, rocking his hips against your mouth making you gag each time.

“Y/N-ah…ah…I’m going to cum if you don’t stop…” At the sound of that, you tried your best to keep going as the tears rolled down your cheeks. You weren’t going to stop now.

“Baby…fuck…keep going…” Taehyung groaned closing his eyes. You knew both were close and your suspicions were proved right when, without a warning, Jungkook shot inside your mouth, followed by Taehyung cumming allover your hand. You tried your best to swallow every last drop that tinted your mouth, yet the taste was more bitter than you were expecting.

“You swallowed it? Fuck baby…I was going to apologize but now I can’t. That was so hot.” Jungkook said from behind you, kissing your forehead before heading to the bathroom to grab a towel.

“Sweetheart, you just gave me the best orgasm ever. It was so fucking good. Thank you so much.” Taehyung smiled at you before pulling his underwear up. “I’ll go grab you a new hoodie, yeah? Or do you want to take a bath? Maybe eat? Drink something?” As Taehyung numbered all things he could do for you and Jungkook walked into the bedroom with a towel and fully clothed, you heard the front door opening.

“Angel, we’re back!”

 Preview Chapter 7

“We were gone for 3 hours”

“Is that cum dripping down her hand?”

“If this is going to work, then no more secrets.”

“I love you all so much.”

“My parents are calling…”

“Are you done whoring around?”

“You’re trying to take her from us? She’s fucking our so you two better fucking lay low. We won’t have any problems getting rid of you.”

[hematomes]

im back! I can't say that the exam went very well but uuhh humans have the ability to grow and improve and all that jazz💀

but im so flattered you thought of me! ok but no kidding it actually seems very sweet to me that you correlate little old me with your fav food<3 tbh i could go on and on about the Importance Of Food In Human Relationships but this would turn into a pretentious light academia post so I will not.

im so glad you're a fellow chicken enjoyer btw! 🙏🏼chicken supremacy🙏🏼 and i feel you sooo bad one time i stayed up until 5am bc I kept thinking about chicken adobo. i stayed up just looking at cooking videos and reading recipes of it jsjdjjf (let it be known that I Cannot Cook)

anyway, how's your day going?

-soup anon

zkdkzks IT'S OK YOU DID YOUR BEST

and!!!! funny thing is i finished eating and polished my plate just a few minutes ago, i ate too much AGAIN kzjd imma be out of it for the entire afternoon

LITTLE OLD YOU IS THE SWEET THING im loving this whole food dynamic we built <3

IM WHEEZING, UNTIL 5AM THINKING ABT CHICKEN 😭 what a mood.... no but fr i can't cook either like i. ok listen yesterday i heated up something like chicken breasts and potatoes around 6pm and uh. i forgot to turn off the hotplate and realized it only a few hours later bc i turned off the light and saw the red fucking dot- I SWEZR IT'S NOT A REGULAR OCCURRENCE but i screamed tbh, it must have stayed lit for at least 4 hours..... my electric bill is going to be painful

WELL going fine so far, i mean it's halloween but before and foremost it's sunday so im just vegetating in my bed,,,, also i played genshin a bit and crowned albedo's e bc my king deserved it <3 HOW ABOUT YOU, disregarding the exam? btw it makes me realize, you have classes on SUNDAY????

[irameii]

You ||: JUYEON

Warnings: none really

Summary: I love you y/n

Juyeon:"Prettys on the inside y/n"

Y/n:"I know , I know Juyeon but common. Do you see her though. Shes just so much prettier than me"*sigh*

The male just looks at me . From the way he looks, almost like hes upset is enough to get me to stop talking about our college campus beauty.

Juyeon:"You'll see eventually, look closer in the mirror. y/n and you can see it. Its all on the inside. "

Y/n: "Alright alright. Hey Juyeon, help me pick out my outfit for my date today?"

Juyeon: *Hesitates* today? Um, sure. What time ?

Y/n: once our 1 pm class is over? He said theres this garden he wants to show me so I want to look as pretty as the flowers that will be there.

Juyeon: *light chuckle*alright y/n

Y/n: thank you Juyeonieee !!!! *skips away to class *

OtherPOV

Juyeon sees as his bestfriend happily skips away. Letting out a heavy sigh. Feeling a knowing feeling he knows all too well. He loves Y/n. But she has a Boyfriend so he cant do anything about it. Your smile, your laugh, you. It was you. It was complicated.

*Later that evening*

Juyeon sat on your couch while you went to get different outfits. The sound of your rambling when you were choosing outfits to show Juyeon made him laugh to himself.

Y/n: OMG Juyeon. Look okay so how about this skirt with this top? Or should we keep it classic with this top and a pair of ripped jeans?

Juyeon: *finger on chin* mmm both look good. But what do you feel more comfortable in? You will be wearing it for a few hours, and it might get slightly colder tonight.

Y/n: true *looks at self* so the top with the jeans? With a loose upward pony tail??* turns around to look at Juyeon*

Juyeon: uh yeah... That'd be nice.

Y/n : okay !!thank you Juyeonieee . Im gonna go ahead and get ready, stay till i leave so you can help me see how it looks !!! * skips along to bedroom*

Again. He slightly chuckles as he watches you leave. You had that habit. Everytime he said or did something for you you would always call him Juyeonie and skip along almost like an innocence he loved about you. Or when you'd simply look up at him to smile, he loved it about you. The way your eyes would go big and then your eyebrows would go up and down with your mouth slightly open when you'd try to get his attention to make him lose concentration cause you'd gotten bored studying. He enjoyed your habits. Thats when he realized he loved you.

Y/n: Juyeon!!! Help me with this hairclip.

Juyeon: *opens clip and places on head* is this the one i got you?

Y/n: *turns around, looks up* yeah, its really pretty .

Juyeon: yeah..... *looks away with a slight blush*

Y/n: okay. So how do I look? *spins*

Juyeon: * smile forming* Beautiful. You look beautiful y/n...

Y/n: Thank you Juyeonieee.❤I'll see you then!!!. Thanks for helping meee. I'll tell you how it goes!!

Juyeon: okay....

Juyeon didnt want to hear it though. How your boyfriend makes your heat skip a beat. How that smile you give Juyeon was bigger when you were with your boyfriend. How he made you feel in love.... But he was your bestfriend.... And talking about it made you happy, but he felt Jealous.. The way hed get to hold your hand. Or the way youd hug him, or let him lay his head in your lap... He felt jealous.... But there wasnt anything he could do....he was just your bestfriend.

Next day

There were marks on your neck. Evident that your date with your boyfriend went well. But it didnt sit well with Juyeon the moment he saw them.

Juyeon: whats this?

He says it with a different tone than you're used to as he pulls your hair back away from your neck to see them. Things got heated between you and your boyfriend last night, you didnt think anyone would notice since you tried hiding it with makeup but it seems it didnt get passed Juyeon though.

Y/n: * slightly steps back* things got a little heated last night after the date. I tried to cover them up though.

You dont notice the look he gives you as you look away and focus back on the teacher. You heard a clicking sound from him but when you looked at him he turned back to the teacher.

Juyeon was acting off the following days.. He started talking to the college campus beauty and her friends. He would walk her to and from class. And would swing by her table before finding his was to you Which was odd since he said he didnt really like girls who wore so much makeup because it hides their natural beauty. So it was odd that he suddenly had interest in them now. Saying you were feeling a little jealous was something you didnt want to come to terms with. But you couldnt do anyrhing about it since you guys were just friends so you decided to ignore it but youd steal glances every now and then and its make your chest tight. And the way he talks to you were just short responses maybe a hey here and there but that was all.

After the next 3 weeks he would do it. Casually put his arm around her and laugh out loud when you would walk past him. And eventually you had enough of it. And decided to confront him.

Y/n: Juyeon

*silence*

Y/n: Juyeon

*silence*

Tired you pull him by his shirt collar outside to the back of the library.

Y/n: whats up with you? Why have you suddenly changed??

Juyeon: why? Whats wrong with wanting to talk to others ?

Y/n: you know thats not what I mean Juyeon. You have hardly been speaking to me and now its now to nearly nothing. Something is wrong. Please......

*Bell rings*

Y/n:*sigh* meet me at my place to talk Juyeon. I mean it.

You turn to leave , not letting him give you a response. He stood there frozen. Not knowing what to do. He knew if he went , he might mess up and confessing... He didnt know what to do. The desperate look on your face almost made him confess right there. But he bit his tongue.

Lunch time

Juyeon: hey y/n.... I cant make it. Im sorry.

Y/n: LEE JUYEON you WILL come no matter what time it is. Ill wait for you to come. I dont want us to be like this anymore. Please come.

*puppy eyes*

You wre doing it again... Making him speechless... Making him give into you... He didnt want that look on your face. He wanted you to look at him... But not with those eyes... Not ones with sadness and dissapointment in them...

Juyeon:okay...

Y/n POV

It was 10pm and he still hasnt come... Maybe I did something wrong..

My bf isnt talking to me either... I kept complaining about Juyeon not talking to me anymore and how things were different and he snapped . He didnt want to hear about him anymore and said we should take a break since he said i need to determine who i like more. Him or my bestfriend... Now Ive lost both of them....*sigh*.... *falls alseep*

You didnt hear the door click open. Juyeon had an extra key for when you were sick or needed something and hed fetch it for you. Your boyfriend was always busy except every now and then so giving him one wouldnt have much of a purpose. If you were sick he'd call and say he felt bad you were sick but since he had a weak immune system and didnt want both him and you sick he wouldnt come. But Juyeon never hesitated to. Hed hold up your hair as you would throw up and rub your back for you. He'd wipe you down to lower your body temperature. He'd try and cook porridge and end up messing up it up and calling his mom to make some that was edible instead for you. It was always Juyeon. The one who would remind you that you looked best with bed hair and baggy pjs and tshirts when hed surprise you in the mornings if you had an exam to make sure you ate a good breakfas because that was when you were most comfortable.

But to you. It was all platonic. So you knew better than to fall for him like that...

Blissful in sleep you wake to Juyeon on his knees infront of you. He didnt wake you. He just layed his head on your little table facing you.

You really didn't realize it. But you couldnt help but start to admire him. The way his eyelashes casted a shadow on his cheeks. The way his lips formed a slight pout. You felt yourself smiling. You reach to move a piece of hair out of his face but you quickly retract your hand and turn around and pretend to sleep when you feel he's waking up.

After 5 minutes pass. You hear shuffling. Then a voice in a so quiet almost in a whisper you hear him sigh then ... He starts...

Juyeon:

Y/n.... I like your eyes, and how you look away when you pretend not to care* chuckle*....I like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear when you see me.*looks towards the ground* The world may not know but I do. I loved you for so long y/n, sometimes it's hard to bear with it .But after all this time, I hope you can wait and see ... See that Ive loved you every minute.... every second.... I'll love you anywhere and any moment for every moment.Always and forever.... I know ....its wrong... I don't know how its come to this... I cant help that I love the little things about you, like when you're unaware...I catch you steal a glance towards me at times and smile , maybe I misunderstood it... And then sometimes when life brings me down. You're there.... you're the one, I don't know how but it feels like in a world devoid of life, you bring color to it. You are the color in a black and white painting. And in your eyes I see the light. A light i want to follow forever and protect....I love you y/n..... But you're not mine...

He goes quiet again. You slightly turn around to see Juyeon with his face in his hands. Tears running down. Trying to quietly hide his pain..

You reach your hand out to him, and pull his hand away from his face. He looks up at you in shock. But then he quickly turns away. Something about looking at his sad and teary eyes made you lost for words..

Y/n:Juyeon...

You pull him closer to you. Hug him tightly and slowly feel him wrap his arms around you.

Its quiet... As you pet his hair, you can feel his breathing become slower.. He's fallen asleep. You strech your head to see his face. Its stained with tears... His nose a light shade of pink... And his lips in a small pout....

Almost as if on cue, his eyes flutter open and look at you . And as he quietly looks at you you whisper back....

Y/n: ..... I love you too Juyeon...

Juyeon:..... Huh? Wait what?

Now he was fully awake now. And it looked like he was trying to see if he was dreaming. And with a giggle you turn his face to yours and press them together with his. As shock spreads on his face you smile at him and repeat the words

Y/n: I love you Juyeon

And almost instantly he smiles a smile bigger than you've seen and this time he is the one who grabs your face and presses a kiss to your lips. He presses his forehead against yours and chuckles to himself as he closes his eyes and smiles

Juyeon: Im glad... Im glad I came....

THE END

Gif credits to owners

I didnt really like this one but ehhhhh im slowly trying to get better guys...

*I did not proof read it so my bad

[violetnotez]

Shopping Trip HC- Kirishima x Reader

@fxndxmxnxce​!:Hi! i just saw your blog but you already look so good😍 could i get a request where kirishima and his s/o go out to get groceries for cook dinner for their classmates? they goof off; riding around in carts, taking random samples of food, and even recite vines while they look for ingredients🥺 just a lot of tooth rotting fluff because why not :D bonus todoroki gives them endeavor’s card (in which he stole) to let them pay for the stuff tonight LMAOO thanks i love you🥰🥰🥰

ACK MY FIRST REQUEST THANK UUU! I love getting requests ngl :) I made this into a HC hope you dont mind!

Kirishima x reader

Genre: OVER LOAD of Fluff

Word Count:

Warnings: Choatic Energy throughout

(RULES | MASTERLIST COMING SOON| REQUESTS OPEN!!! :))

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It was the week before exams and everyone was beginning to cram big time

Everyone was in the common room, every surface covered in textbooks and notes from the semester

Izuku, Ochaco, Iida, Froppy, Ojiro, and Toru  were on the training grounds practicing for the practical exams- Todoroki was studying on the couch

Momo was giving all of Bakusquad (including you) a huge study session that made all of your heads hurt (minus Bakugo- he wouldnt be caught dead studying with a bunch of ‘idiots’)

All of you were exhausted- you had been going at this since 9 in the morning at it was already close to dinner time

Kirishima had his head resting in your lap, you playing with his fire red hair as Momo rambled about Geometry, while Kaminari and Sero tried desperately to take notes as fast as Momo talked 

Mina had given up an hour ago and was now standing in front of the fridge

“Ughhhhh”, she whined, “we have no fooooooood.” 

“Cmon Mina we got like a hour to dinner you can wait!” Kaminari said while writing like his life depended on it (which it kinda did- he was borderline passing his classes as it was- if he failed these exams he was screwed)

“Oh be quiet Kaminari your the one who eats all the food half the time!” Mina yelled frustrated

When Mina’s hangry- she is HANGRY

“Dont blame this on me- my quirk isnt the one that depends on eating to work!”

“If your trying to imply Im the one who ate all the food then you are completely wrong!” Momo spat out at Kaminari, kinda looking hurt

“Can you all keep it down-Im trying to read,” Todoroki interjected calmly, not even looking up from his book

To be honest, all of you forgot Todorki was even in the room, so it kind of threw you all off

“Hey-why dont me and y/n just go pick up some food! The market’s not too far away” Kirishima sat up, his hair in odd angles from you combing it with your fingers

You knew what he was doing- he had zoned out too, and he just wanted a way to leave the study session, but he was too polite to actually leave it (for Momo’s sake- she got way too excited over study sessions)

You yawned, stretching from sitting for so long- “thatd be nice, Id like to stretch my legs a little.”

Kaminari shrugged, “Sure why not- not like were going anywhere, mind as well get some snacks-”

You started making a list of everything everybody wanted and it was long- Kaminari and Sero were shouting out everything fattening, from Takis to Twinkies to 2 liter sodas, Mina yelled she wanted a bunch of sweets like Pocky, Momo was a little healthier but she wanted more expensive things like sushi, and Kirishima wasnt helping since he wanted to buy everything for everybody

You two started adding up stuff in your head and you knew for sure there was no way you could pay for all this, even if everyone chipped in

You gave Kirishima a look, letting him know that this wasn't going to work- somebody had to help you two out or ask for a little less

He knew you hated to let your friends down, so he smiled, letting you know he had it under control

“Uh, guys, we cant get so much food- this is way too much and we cant buy all this- can we maybe take something off the list?” kirishima asked as Kaminari and Mina began to whine

To your surprise, Todoroki walked over and handed you something. You looked down at it seeing it was a credit card.

You gasped slightly- “No Todoroki we cant take this this is yours-”

“I dont care what you do with it or how much you charge on it,” he said calmly, “as long as it makes you all quiet.”

“Of course- thanks man, we owe you one!” Kirishima smiled, grabbing your hand, pulling you up and shuffling you out the door

“Well you were desperate to leave, huh Kiri?” you kidded as you cuddled closer to him as you both walked to the store

“Anything to spend some alone time with you princess,” he smiled, kissing the top of your head, “Also.... I think my head was starting to hurt from listening to Momo- what even is a Pythagorean theoreom?!”

Oh Kiri you poor baby

You both get to the supermarket and the cute lovey dovey Kirishima disappears

He instantly gets super excited because FOOD

And carts

“Cmon y/n they have kiddie carts!”

“Kirishima no those are for kids!” you laugh, taking the cart from him gently

“Ahhh cmon babe please!!!”

You kiss him on the cheeck- “No Kiri sorry!” (he pouts tho)

You get one of the normal carts and he instantly stands on the back and holds on to the wired basket, forcing you to push him around

You shake your head, smiling, because he looks so cute just standing there having the time of his life as you push him around

“A Thousand Miles” comes over the speakers and you both look at each other with the most shocked but happy faces ever

-30 seconds later-

Your now on the back, Kirishima is pushing your around like a maniac, has knocked you into 3 stands of food already, but you dont care because your both laughing trying to sing the lyrics

“IF I COULD FALL INTO THE SKY” Kirishima practically shouts, holding a can of whip cream like a microphone

“DO YOU THINK TIME COULD PASS ME BY!” you sing after

“BECAUSE I WOULD WALK A THOUSAND MILES JUST TO SEE YOU!” you both shout out, getting some dirty looks from a pair of old ladies at the meat section (which you could care less about)

You both look at each other and just start busting up, Kirishima taking you to the next aisle

You get to the candy section, where Kirishima is still laughing over the old ladies’ glares at you two

You kinda calmed down, going back to the task at hand, picking out all the candies Mina had asked you to get her

He then sees a bag of Life Savers

PLS TELL ME SOMEBODY REMEBERS THIS VINE

“Hey y/n-” he taps your shoulder, giggles barely being contained from him

You turn around, a grinning Kiri holding a bag of Life Savers

“Le-fes Sa-ve-airs”

You roll your eyes, giggling, “Oh my gosh Please Kiri no more vines!”

“Oh calm on vines are so awesome!” he exclaims, putting the bag of candy back in its original space

“Yes but I think we’ve annoyed enough people with our vine references”

“Only two old ladies!”

“Two old ladies that will probably get us kicked out” you laughed, giving him a kiss

“Lets just get the food so we can go back to the dorms- Im getting kind of hungry seeing all this food…”

“Wait, youre hungry?!?” he asks super concerned

“Just a little,” you shrug off, “its no big deal-”

“WAIT HERE” Kirishima practically yells, seemingly not hearing what you said and runs off

You shake your head, knowing your boyfriend too well- he could get impulsive sometimes

You got all the food and was waiting in the checkout line when you spotted Kirishima trying to balance a bunch of small, clear cups in his hands

“Are those--- samples?!” you asked, shocked that he went around the WHOLE store getting all those samples

“Yep!” he says super proud, happy he was helping his girlfriend

“Oh my gosh Kiri I love you, you know that, right?” you exclaim happily, your stomach growling as you began to eat out of one of the cups

KIRISHIMA.exe is BrOkEn

If he knew food would get you so happy he would have brought you WAY more food A LOOOOOOONG time ago

You got to the check out and the price- was- ALOT

You gulped, hoping the rumors of Todoroki being extremely rich were true

And thank the gods they were because you were able to pay for the food no problem

Then you realized- you had 10 bags full of food you had to lug back to the dorms

And it was close to a 15 minute walk

You started picking up bags, already feeling the weight of them after 3

“I got them, don't worry babe!” Kirishima gingerly took the bags from your hands and began to strap them across his arm

‘Wait Kiri no theres alot you can't hold all-”

Kirishima put a kiss on your cheek, instantly making your cheeks warm

“Its okay I can carry them!” He smiled, making your insides all fuzzy

How did you get such a cute boyfriend?

“At least let me hold 2!”

You literally had to claw two bags away from him because he refused to let you hold any because it wasnt “manly” for his girlfriend to have to hold a bunch of heavy bags by herself

The walk back was a breeze, Kirishima seemingly unbothered by the weight and you two both  enjoyed the sunset coming down against the mountains

When you finally got back, all your classmates were there, everyone in their pajamas and on the floor

All the notes and books had been replaced by pillows and blankets and everyone was in their lounge or sleep wear

“Oh hey ya two love birds, you got the food!” Kaminari yelled out happily, wearing pajamas with lightning bolts on them

“Hey Pikachu,” you laughed, “and yes, we got your food,” throwing him a bag of chips (which he devoured instantly like an animal)

“Why is everyone in their pajamas?” Kirishima asked, putting the bags on the kitchen counter

Mina came over and hugged you, so happy you got her snacks as Uraraka made a pillow float in the air

“We all decided were going to hang out and build a huge pillow fort and have a sleepover!” Uraraka exclaimed excitedly, Froppy and Momo helping her place the pillows inside the fort

“Awesome!” Kirishima shouted excitedly, “Cmon, y/n, lets go get changed!” 

He grabbed your hand, Kaminari and Sero making whistle sounds at you two as Kirishima pulled you up stairs

You shook your head, a blush coming on your cheeks

“When did they get so interested in us?” you asked, your face turning red from those dumb whistles

“Dont worry about them babe,” Kirishima said soflty, “their just jealous that i have somebody as amazing as you.”

                                                             BONUS

“So,” Ochaco asked, snacking on a cookie, “how were able to pay for all this food?!”

“Yeah, you guys must have spent a fortune,” Tsuyu added

“It was Todoroki,” you explained, “he was nice enough to let us pay for it on his credit card- again Todoroki, thank you for letting us pay for all this!”

Kirishima agreed, his hand wrapped around your waist, “We totally owe you a favor- if you ever need anything, come to us!”

Todoroki nodded in thanks

“Your all welcome”, he replied calmly, “but that credit card wasnt mine-”

“It was my father’s.”

You instantly choke on the soda you were sipping on, Kirishima patting your back to keep you from choking

“Wait-” you gasped out, “We SPENT 500 DOLLARS OF FOOD ON ENDEAVOR’S-PERSONAL-CREDIT CARD?!”

“WHY WOULD EVEN GIVE US THAT CARD IF IT WASN'T EVEN YOURS MAN?!” Kirishima shouts, fear evident in his voice

To say the least, the night just got 10 times more stressful as you and Kirishima were terrified that the #1 Hero was going to come and rip you to shreds for using his money to buy snacks

Requests open!!!!

[luvdsc]

hello hello!! its definitely been a while hasn’t it? 🌱 how have you been?? i’ve been all over the place (hence why its taken me so damn long to send in an ask) but i’ve finally finished all my classes for this semester!! yay!!! (can i get a whoop whoop 🥳) all i have left are a few tests/exams and i’ll be all done for the year 🌸 well that’s enough about me, i wanna hear about you!! how’s life been? have you been taking enough breaks and resting loads? (don’t forget to hydrate💧) (1/5)

congratulations on pulling winwin and jeno for your pcs!! im so happy for you *wipes tear of joy* 🤧 and also a huge huge well deserved congrats on being asked to lead a whole division!! 🎉 i knew all your hard work would pay off, and look where you are now!! 🙌🏻 im so so so proud and glad for you love ❤️ i also happened to see one of your asks about a lemon loaf? it looks super good omg if you’re willing to share the recipe im so down to try it out once im clear with all my uni stuff 🥺 (2/5)

definitely wanting to get back into the mood with baking once everything calms back down, it’ll also be fun to start cracking on christmas cakes 🎄 what are some of your favourite christmas bakes? (3/5)

also this is a super late response to the from home mv but!!! it was so so good omg the visuals the aesthetics 🙌🏻 everyone looked so good and the mv is definitely one of my fave mvs ever 😍 the baby pictures and voiceover that they included too?!?!? i legit almost started ugly crying that was such a sweet moment 🥺😭 but also yeah i wished they incorporated all their languages in the song, but hopefully the next album will have something similar where they’ll include the others!! 🙏🏻 (4/5)

anyways seeing as im sending this in the middle of the week (its wednesday morning at 2.03am for me), i hope you have a great rest of the week and get to rest loads on the weekend!! if you celebrated halloween last week, i hope you had fun 🍁 i hope work isn’t too hard on you and that you’re doing well🌼 until next time ~ sending you love💗 - ✨ (5/5)

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omg hello, honey bee!!! 💓 i’ve been doing good! it’s finally the weekend, and i completely conked out and slept sooo much, so it’s been a great saturday for me :’) and tomorrow, i’ll be making peanut butter cookies! 🍪 (pls ignore the fact that the cookie emoji is a chocolate chip one) omg congratulations, honey bee!!! whoop whoop you’re almost done!!!! 🥳🥳  have you started studying for your exams? when are they? i hope they aren’t too difficult 💞 life has been very work centric rip, but the days seem to go by relatively fast to me, so it’s not too bad! but yes, i’ve been taking breaks and getting sleep and drinking lots of water, thank you 💕 i hope you also have been getting lots of rest and staying hydrated, sweetpea! 💜

and thank you so soo much!!!! 😭💛 i was so happy to see that i got winwin, doyoung, and jeno 🤧 i hope i get some of this luck for the pt 2 album :’) and THANK YOU!!! 🥺💗💗 i started working on it yesterday, and there’s so much stuff to do already, so i might have to put more hours in, but it’s really exciting for me, and i’m not doing busy work like the other first years, so i’m really happy about that 💘 you’re so so kind, thank you so much for your support, lovebug 😭💟💟 and yes!!! I used this recipe for it! i substituted quite a bit of ingredients since i didn’t have it all and cut down on sugar by half, but it still came out delicious :’) rip i didn’t have a grater to get lemon zest so i had to do that manually, but the results were worth it 💛 omg what kind of christmas cakes do you like to bake? :o oooo sugar cookies are always fun to make over christmas!!! my parents like fruitcake, so maybe i’ll try making that too 🤔

omg YES the from home mv was beautiful!!!! I love the visuals and aesthetics so much too, like it was just them and nature, and it was simple, but still stunning since it highlighted the boys and their voices ✨ omg yeah, the baby pictures were sooo so cute 🥺🥺 i have the mv playing on repeat as i write for some nice visuals and music, and it’s so relaxing :’) and omg yeah!!! i really hope there’s an ot23 song on pt 2! i’m really sad jisung has to sit out on activities though... it must be devastating for him ): but he’s been injured since august, so i’m happy that he’s finally getting time to recover 🤍

omg that’s so late, i hope you got to sleep in the next day, lovebug!!! 🌙 and thank you so so much 💗 how did your week go? are you doing anything fun for the weekend? 🌸 i did not celebrate halloween unfortunately because i’m still too paranoid about going out to party and getting covid 😬 but i cooked with my mom, watched football with my dad, and facetimed my friends, so that was still just as fun 💘 did you celebrate halloween, sweetpea? did you have a costume? ✨ and thank you soooo much 🥺💖 i hope you’re doing well and resting up before your exams start!! sending you tons and tons of love back, honey bee!!! 💌💌

[k-u-z-u]

Can you do them all for us. I know it's a lot to ask but it's just easier like this. Thank you

Ah shit, here we go again. To who though? This is the 2nd time I do this, so you could at least send me a message you know. At least I would know who wants to know 200 informations of me :’D

200: My crush’s name is: @xedalist199: I was born in: 2000198: I am really: in love197: My cellphone company is: Huawei196: My eye color is: green195: My shoe size is: EU 39194: My ring size is: I don’t know tbh, I never wear ring.193: My height is: 171 cm192: I am allergic to: I don’t have any allergies.191: My 1st car was: I can’t even drive. :’D190: My 1st job was: waitress189: Last book you read: Eastern by Martin Kay188: My bed is: Not so comfy.187: My pet: fish186: My best friend: @sangeki-x185: My favorite shampoo is: Syoss pure184: Xbox or ps3: pc183: Piggy banks are: useless182: In my pockets: I don’t have pockets right now. If i have, usually nothing.181: On my calendar: Nothing because my life is boring.180: Marriage is: not meant to make you happy179: Spongebob can: make Krabby Patty178: My mom: too loud177: The last three songs I bought were? I’ve never spent money on songs before.176: Last YouTube video watched: A hungarian streamer’s highlights video.175: How many cousins do you have? 3174: Do you have any siblings? Yes, a brother.173: Are your parents divorced? no172: Are you taller than your mom? yes171: Do you play an instrument? No but I would love to.170: What did you do yesterday? worked, played[ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: yes168: Luck: yes167: Fate: yes166: Yourself: no165: Aliens: no164: Heaven: no163: Hell: no162: God: I just don’t care.161: Horoscopes: kinda160: Soul mates: yes159: Ghosts: yes158: Gay Marriage: yes157: War: no156: Orbs: yes155: Magic: no[ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: meh both ><153: Drunk or High: drunk152: Phone or Online: both151: Red heads or Black haired: ahh booooth150: Blondes or Brunettes: both :’D149: Hot or cold: cold148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: on me, straight but both ftw142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor137: Coke or Pepsi: neither of them136: Hillary or Obama: Obama? :’D I’m not from the USA135: Burried or cremated: burried134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: ugh never heard of Coach before :’D132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: I don’t even know them :’D131: Small town or Big city: small town130: Wal-Mart or Target: -129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: -128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure127: East Coast or West Coast: East126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: -[ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: It’s pointless.121: George Bush: -120: Gay Marriage: Two people who love eachother decide to spend the rest of their lives together. It’s just normal marriage.119: The presidential election: -118: Abortion: -117: MySpace: -116: Reality TV: It can be funny af.115: Parents: My parents? You don’t want to know what i think about them.114: Back stabbers: They are disgusting.113: Ebay: Usually trash.112: Facebook: It’s okay.111: Work: It’s good, if you are working you can buy stuff you want.110: My Neighbors: I never see them so they are ok. :’D109: Gas Prices: TOO HIGH108: Designer Clothes: Having them is just showing off.107: College: It’s aight.106: Sports: I’m not interested in it.105: My family: lmao104: The future: If it’s with my bf, it’s perfect.[ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: I don’t even remember.102: Last time you ate: an hour ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: on monday100: Cried in front of someone: last week99: Went to a movie theater: months ago98: Took a vacation: 2 weeks ago97: Swam in a pool: years ago?96: Changed a diaper: in august ugh95: Got my nails done: a year ago maybe, I usually do it for myself94: Went to a wedding: few years ago93: Broke a bone: never92: Got a peircing: never91: Broke the law: years ago maybe90: Texted: 2 minutes ago[ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Me. I’m funny af.88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: nothing87: The last movie I saw: Gone Girl86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Living with @xedalist85: The thing im not looking forward to: my exams lol84: People call me: Dorina83: The most difficult thing to do is: Living without @xedalist82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope81: My zodiac sign is: Aquarius80: The first person i talked to today was: mom79: First time you had a crush: When I was 10yo.78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: @xedalist77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday76: Right now I am talking to: @xedalist75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I will never grow up sry.74: I have/will get a job: I kinda already have.73: Tomorrow: I’ll play league and rest FINALLY.72: Today: I worked.71: Next Summer: Hopefully will live with @xedalist70: Next Weekend: I’ll do nothing as well yaaay.69: I have these pets: fishes68: The worst sound in the world: Cardi-B’s voice67: The person that makes me cry the most is: -66: People that make you happy: @xedalist , @sangeki-x , @dark-blind-love65: Last time I cried: yesterday64: My friends are: the best63: My computer is: fast af yay62: My School: ugh61: My Car: I don’t have car.60: I lose all respect for people who: are violent.59: The movie I cried at was: Kimi no na wa58: Your hair color is: light brown57: TV shows you watch: Dance moms lmao56: Favorite web site: :) Tumblr :)))55: Your dream vacation: As long as I’m with @xedalist, everything is like a dream.54: The worst pain I was ever in was: -53: How do you like your steak cooked: I don’t like steak.52: My room is: aight51: My favorite celebrity is: Melanie Martinez50: Where would you like to be: with @xedalist49: Do you want children: yes ♥ @xedalist48: Ever been in love: so in love rn47: Who’s your best friend: question 186 pls46: More guy friends or girl friends: I’m okay with both.45: One thing that makes you feel great is: music44: One person that you wish you could see right now: @xedalist43: Do you have a 5 year plan: kinda yes42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no41: Have you pre-named your children: yeeees40: Last person I got mad at: mom39: I would like to move to: Canada38: I wish I was a professional: nail artist, yep[ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: I hate candy.36: Vehicle: car35: President: -34: State visited: -33: Cellphone provider: -32: Athlete: -31: Actor: -30: Actress: -29: Singer: Melanie Martinez28: Band: Mamamoo27: Clothing store: I don’t have a favorite.26: Grocery store: They are all kinda the same :’D25: TV show: Dance moooms24: Movie: K-1223: Website: still Tumblr:)22: Animal: cat21: Theme park: -20: Holiday: Christmas19: Sport to watch: -18: Sport to play: esport ftw17: Magazine: -16: Book: -15: Day of the week: Friday14: Beach: -13: Concert attended: -12: Thing to cook: cakes11: Food: everything hehe10: Restaurant: a hungarian one9: Radio station: I don’t listen to radio.8: Yankee candle scent: Never owned a Yankee candle before. Too expensive :’D7: Perfume: Avon Attraction6: Flower: hydrangea5: Color: blue, black4: Talk show host: -3: Comedian: -2: Dog breed: not a fan of dogs1: Did you answer all these truthfully ? yes