#2) people bitch and moan about fanfic here on tumblr

[plzu]

i know i don't draw often enough to complain but i'm going to complain anyway. posting art -- from small sketches to speedpaints -- used to give me... such a rush of validation. i haven't gotten that here in years, since the porn ban. i stopped posting art altogether here once my mutuals left, because they were the ones with a better following and would actually reblog my art and get more eyes on it.

even twitter was fine. i'd only get about 10 likes but now i had to go and remove all my art from there bc of the AI stuff. tbh i shouldn't be on twitter at all but my friends are still on there, and i like to use it with them. (read more added to keep the post small and easy to scroll past)

instagram was the best place, but then i abandoned it for personal reasons. but it was truly the quickest way to get a deluge of positive reassurance that people liked my art. the support from my peers was just... it always felt so good.

i blame dA for all of this. if i hadn't discovered it when i was a kid, falling in love with all the cool art and then getting obsessed with sharing my own, i wouldn't still have that ITCH i get, when i draw something i really like and want to share it online for people to see.

and, like. part of me WANTS a proper dA replacement. but i know that even if we had one (i mean, pillowfort is nice), i wouldn't have the time or energy to try to build a proper following for my art again. it sucks, but i cannot Social Media the way i used to. it was hard to do while i was still in high school and college bc of my home life but now, while i have the home life that could support my constant social media presence, i don't have the work life for it lol. i don't even draw enough to keep profiles updated.

[gojosgoddess]

Finally

 Pairing: Jonathan Lyndale “DaBaby” Kirk x black! thicc reader

A/N: So, this is my first time posting anything on Tumblr so I’m really excited and nervous as hell but we gone bear through it. And since I have one of the biggest celebrity crushes on DaBaby, I decided to have him be my first. I wanted to thank @honeychicanawrites @blackgirlimaginesmarvel @fullofmelaninsarcasmandepression @nahimjustfeelingit-writes @blackmissfrizzle @laketaj24 @tastingmellow @stripper-patrick @fumbling-fanfics @sapphirescrolls @tutuwho for not only giving out great content and being amazing people but for inspiring me to write again and get out of my writer’s block so thanks again to these amazing people again. ♥️🙌🏾

Warnings: NSFW (18+), Smut, Thick Reader, Regular Nasty A** Sh*t, a little bit of choking, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it)

You smiled at Jonathan as the doctor finally cut the cast from his broken hand off. A few weeks ago, you and Jon were at a Louis Vuitton store with Stunna when Cam Coldheart decided to show up and start making a problem. Jon ignored him until Cam started calling him a bitch and calling you a fat bitch which led to Jon knocking his ass out. Truth be told, the whole scene of Jon squaring up and beating his ass made you dripping and weak in the knees but before you could slurp his dick up like a milkshake, you had to go to the hospital for his bruised knuckles, because the way his hand limped to the side made you queasy. Turns out, his hand broke on that sorry man’s face which quite frankly, turned you on even more.

So you went through 3 agonizing weeks of not being able to do anything to the sex god of a man that you called your fiancé. He didn’t make it any better by walking around the house shirtless and giving you his little diamond filled smirk every time he caught you staring at his muscular build. So in return, you would wear your latest Savage X Fenty personally given to you by the queen Rihanna herself after she made you an ambassador of her lingerie line. Just like you were wearing today. 

“So Mr. Kirk, even though your cast off, for the next week or so, please try to take it as easy as possible for your hand might be a bit sensitive.” The doctor said but all Jon could focus on was how your body looked in that Fashionnova dress. Your curves looked right and your cleavage was enough to leave a bit to the imagine but Jon knew, loved and adored everything underneath that dress.

“Yeah, yeah man, I hear you.” He said hopping off the table. He grabbed his medication before snaking his arm around your waist and walking out the hospital. He opened your car door for you before whispering in your ear, “When we get home, I’m tearin’ that ass up.” His words caused you to freeze for a moment before licking your lips and getting in the car. He bit his lip watching you get in the car before closing the door and sliding over the hood of the car like this nigga in Bad Boys making you giggle at his dumb ass while he got in the car. He kissed your cheek before speeding to your shared home.

As soon as he parked the car, you both raced to get out of the car and into the house as fast as you both could, in order to avoid your nosey ass neighbours. Once inside, Jon smashes his lips onto yours and picks you up by the back of your thick legs. He pushes you against the wall and grinded his hard dick into your core making you moan into the kiss. He separated your lips and gave you that naughty smirk of his.

“I ain’t had that ass in three weeks baby. Yo ass ain’t gon be walking straight for the next few days. I hope your ass knows that.” He said making you inwardly squeal and bite his lip.

“Do whatever you want to do with my body…Daddy.” You said looking deep into his eyes. His eyebrows rose and his eyes clouded over with lust just staring at your face. He smashed his lips back onto yours and bit your lip in return. “Daddy finna put it down.” He said in his Charlotte accent making you laugh as he ran upstairs with you still tightly gripped in his arms.

Once in your bedroom, he dropped you onto your bed before he closed the bedroom door and pounced on you again. He kissed you passionately and roughly removed your dress yet still keeping intact because his ass knew if he ripped your fashionnova dress, you would’ve whooped his ass.

He sat back on his heels and looked at your lingerie before looking up at heavens and thanking God before he attacked your neck vigorously making you moan in pleasure at hitting your spot. He unclipped your bra and gave your breasts some love, even going as far as marking them both with hickeys. He suckled your right nipple before softly biting your nipple making your arch your back. He did the same to your left nipple before trailing his way from your nipple down to your navel with his tongue.

He then took your panties into his mouth and dragged them down your legs before he got back up at your thighs.

“Nah, nah, nah Babygirl, open up them legs. Let Daddy see what he’s been missing these past three weeks.” He said making you slowly open your legs and he smiled at your glistening pussy before putting his hands onto your thighs and pushed them back in order to give himself more space. He licked up and down your pussy before taking your clit into his lips and sucking on it as if it was nursing him. Your thighs tightened around his head as your one hand gripped his head while the other gripped the sheets. The swirling of his tongue was magical as he started spelling out his government name and his stage name. As he got to the last K in Kirk you felt as though you were about to explode. He focused on your clit as he slipped a finger inside you. He angled his finger in a ‘come here’ motion, massaging your G-spot making you claw at his shoulders as your orgasm was approaching you quickly.

“Cum on this tongue (Y/N).” He said looking deep into your eyes while steadily licking and swirling your clit on his tongue. You locked eye contact with him for a few seconds before you felt your eyes roll to the top of your eyes. “Ooh Daddy!!!” You exclaimed as you squirted all over his face and your body shook in extreme pleasure.

“Baby got this pussy gushing!! Damn girl, you got that wet wet.” He said chuckling at your shaking form, before licking his lips and moving up to lock with you again. He stood up as he started stripping for you making you smirk at his gorgeous tattooed body. He mirrored your smirk before dropping his pants and you smiled brightly at seeing his long and hard dick after three long weeks. He chuckled at your reaction before laying back on you and kissing you sweetly.

He locked eyes with you again while he slowly began to enter your pussy and your eyes rolled into the back of your head while he sighed in pleasure and closed his eyes.

“Shit I missed this.” He said filling you completely while you whined and wrapped your arms around his neck. He moved your legs to wrap around his waist as you relished in the feeling of your man between your legs again, where he belonged.

“You aight Babygirl?” He asked noticing you felt tighter than usual since y’all hadn’t mad love in a long while. You nodded quickly at him as he started to look worried. “I’m aight Daddy. Don’t stop. Please.” You pleaded causing him to nod back. He started thrusting and slamming into your pussy like a hungry, savage animal and you loved every second of it.

“Oh Daddy, FUCK THIS PUSSY!!!” You exclaimed as he started wrecking your shit. He angled your leg higher on his hips before he started doing push ups in your pussy making you scratch up his back and arch your back in pleasure. The long-awaited reunion was as carnal and rough as you hoped it would be. He put his hand on your neck and softly applied pressure.

“Whose pussy is this?” He asked growling in your ear in his deep voice. “Yours Daddy!!” You shouted back because with the way he was drilling your shit in, your normal speaking voice went out the window.

“You missed Daddy’s dick Babygirl? You missed me making this pussy bust all over me? You missed the way I tore your shit up huh?” He asked and with every question, he delivered a particularly hard thrust that you seeing stars. He gripped your hair tightly and brought your face towards his. “Answer my motherfucking question.” He said, not stopping any of his thrusts.

“YES DADDY, I MISSED EVERYTHING, I MISSED THE WAY YOU MAKE THIS PUSSY SQUIRT, DON’T STOP!!!” You struggled out to say as his thrusts were brutal. He smirked before placing his hand on your throat again and giving you long and deep strokes, making you go cross eyed for a moment there.

“Come on Babygirl, I want you to cum with Daddy aight?” He asked sweetly before kissing you passionately as if you weren’t being wrecked out of your mind right now. You nodded wordlessly and bit his lip.

“Look at me when you cum Baby. On 3…2…1!! Ah shit!! Fuckkk Babygirlll!!!” He shouted as you came hard on his dick, shouting his name to the heavens and he filled your pussy up. His hips jerked a bit more before he went still before he rolled you to over, while still inside you and made you lay on his chest as you both stared at the ceiling and regained your breathing. You both were quiet for a minute before you both busted out laughing.

“Girl I made you cum so hard you done went cock-eyed!” He heartily laughed and you smiled at the sound before playfully rolling your eyes.

“Nigga don’t act like I ain’t felt them hips stuttering when you came inside me.” You said making him suck his teeth and chuckle before kissing you sweetly. “I love you (Y/N).” He said softly holding your round chin in his hand. You smiled and kissed him on his dimpled cheek. “I love you too Jon.”

“Now pop that ass up, with your face down. A nigga is ready for round 2.” He said causing both of you to laugh before assuming the position.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

A/N: I hope you guys really enjoyed my first smut, I’m nervous as hell to be posting this but it was about that time anyway. My requests are open, so don’t feel afraid to request anything or even if you want to talk to me about anything, my asks are open, as well as my messages. See y’all later 🤗♥️✨

~Natascha

[huntypastellance]

Yeah, We’re talking about this now.

If you’ve been in the she1thdom for a while now & have followed popular she1th accounts, you’ll have noticed them occasionally posting something.....weird.

Posts vaguely complaining about a certain unnamed person who seems to despise the she1th fandom, use it for profit & doing all sorts of unsavory things behind the scenes in private DMs & discord servers.....

That person is Lee CA (Glossolalia on ao3), writer of those 2 fics that have invaded every she1th fan’s dash at some point in time (”Alien Sex Fiend” & “Picosecond”).

He’s the Cassandra Clare of the VLD fandom if CC had been caught being a creep & not just being a manipulative egotistical plagiarist obsessed with marketing.

Lee CA is about as much of a she1th fan as the infamous anti klanced is -- they ONLY care about it as a tool to boost their own popularity & will spend endless amounts of time bashing she1thers.

There’s a lot of posts about his whole sexual exploitation of naive minors & the whole thing blew up late February of 2019, but We’re here to talk about Lee’s entire history. (Notes: there will be some sources, but a lot of this is really old stuff or stuff only mentioned in private servers, so they’ve been lost to the sands of time or are just things heard through the grapevine.)

To preface all of this: NOBODY saw any of this coming. At worst, Lee was a narcissistic plagiarist high off the fumes of his own success, but his attitude at no point gave off any signs that he would exploit minors in that way. (Exploiting them for profit, though - that’s basically his whole shtick).

Lee was/is a very popular writer in the she1thdom (with fandom picking up the fanon “Shiro calls Keith ‘cherrybomb’” from his fics) & would charge professional rates for his works on his patreon, raking in around $1300 to $1600 PER MONTH for almost 2 YEARS on she1th fics alone (that isn’t counting his commissions either: he charges $125 for a 5000 word fic, $150 for a fic with porn). If he doesn’t hit his goal of $1600 a month, well, that’s clearly YOUR problem for not sponsoring him enough, not his.

Yeah, sure you could save $25 for the porn-free version, but reading a Lee work without any smut is like trying to eat a bowl of nails without any milk in it.

And then he would bitch & moan in DMs to other she1th creators about how “disgustingly underpaid he was”, “how ungrateful [she1th fans] are” or whine in she1th discords until his sympathizers ponied up enough money to pay him for another commission. Hell, he even admitted to MANY she1thers that he didn’t care about she1th, he didn’t like she1th & he was FURIOUS that how DARE not all his she1th fans were eager to throw their money at his original works (which forced him to go back to writing for she1th, even though he literally quit his dayjob to write fanfics full-time).

“Gruelingly underpaid” is apparently “professional rates for writing” so maybe Lee’s making a statement about the writing industry. Or maybe he’s just a dick.

As an ex-supporter of his patreon, We can tell you just how horrible his tiers are. And how tiring his whole gimmick of “I’m that edgy she1th writer! Sex workers! Drugs! Alcoholism! Cheating! Keith & Shiro hating each other but having sex! Christianity is evil & homophobic! -obligatory mention of Gucci because I’m trying to insert subliminal messages in my works to get my readers to buy me stuff!-” quickly got.

Essentially you’d have to pay $10 per month to see anything that wasn’t basically stuff you’d see on his twitter feed or tumblr. (”Pay me $5 a month & I’ll post my notes & let you know what I’m up to!”).

You also had to pay for updates to his she1th fic “Picosecond” if you wanted him to update at a speed faster than “1 chapter every 2-3 months” -- which is already stupid since it’s his fic, but if you’re unlucky & you “didn’t pay him enough”, he’d mention it on the post update that it’s YOUR fault that this chapter wasn’t longer*!

But it’s totally fine, because he said it in a joking tone & so that makes it okay to throw shade at his commissioner like that~!

*minor issue but he artificially inflates his own word count by waxing on about the scenery or filling the chapter with long monologues, so he was ripping people off even more while shilling how “deep” he was

Lee later threw a fit again about how ungrateful, uncaring & cruel the she1thdom was. Why? Because his newest fic about witch!Keith, paladin!Shiro & the cursed tree with crying baby heads for fruit didn’t get over 100 kudos within the span of three days.

And if you were a new fan to she1th & wanted fic recs? He’ll literally just rec his own fics & only his own fics! (Despite having connections to basically every she1th fic writer in the fandom).

Calling Lee a narcissist is a bit of an understatement.

He was also caught plagiarizing another she1ther’s band fic. And, key point here:

The original fic was posted for free on ao3.

Lee’s version was patreon-only until he posted it to ao3 (after ignoring his patreon subscribers who were like “hey what the fuck, i’ve read this before”).

You had to PAY to read Lee’s version (& this is just a personal opinion, but do you think you’d want to pay for a passionless uncaring version of the same fic? His whole disdain towards VLD & She1th leaks out all over his writing, but he’s so good at marketing his stuff that people don’t really notice it - they just think he’s being “dark & edgy”).

He then claimed to have no prior knowledge of the fic only for people to dig up his ao3 account & find out that not only had he bookmarked the original fic, but he had also kudosed it. (Yes, he’s deleted that bookmark by now. Can’t delete the kudos though!)

Lee tried to spin the whole thing as “fighting for the freedom to write whatever you want” just like how he tried to spin his condescending tweets about the Hanakotoba zine’s selection process as “rewarding those who worked hard at their writing” like it wasn’t just a blatant “im only picking me, my friends & popular folks & calling them the best the fandom has to offer” cash grab.

He eventually took down the fic but not before loudly insisting that he was in the right. The other author just wanted the drama to be over with so the entire incident was settled & forgotten without much fanfare.

And then someone spoke up & mentioned that Lee had begged for nudes from underaged fans. And a whole storm of threads poured forth, many of Lee’s whiteknights vanished into the wind & the she1th blogs who had been vaguing about him for years finally gave up on him (you can only avoid someone so much if they’re that popular & basically in every single she1th event promo & whatnot).

Essentially, it was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

Or is it?

In the grand scheme of things, this hasn’t really changed much for Lee. People did write to his publisher, Oni Press, (as Lee was working on Dream Daddy with them) & while there was a response, there hasn’t been much information as to how it concluded.

His patreon follower count did drop quite a bit, but Lee still has many fans who will willingly throw tons of money at him. (Besides, he was already losing followers after VLD ended - tons of people lost interest in both the canon & in fan content).

So yeah, things haven’t really changed that much for Lee other than some people now refusing to support him financially or make art based on his works.

Twitter threads & posts about the whole incident:

http://archive.fo/HxI0H

http://archive.fo/N1thM

http://archive.fo/caVOs

http://archive.fo/YjBA5

http://archive.fo/2GgnG

http://archive.fo/454Ww

http://archive.fo/50f9A

http://archive.fo/EhBIQ

Fail-fandom threads about Lee CA’s attitude towards his own fans & his semi-illegal patreon (illegal in the sense that he never discloses on his account that he’s writing VLD fanfics for money):

https://fail-fandomanon.dreamwidth.org/265625.html?thread=1492373401#cmt1492373401

http://fail-fandomanon.dreamwidth.org/264405.html?thread=1485573845#cmt1485

https://fail-fandomanon.dreamwidth.org/321513.html?thread=1844915433#cmt1844915433

Lee CA’s plagiarism of another author:

http://archive.fo/TM25C

http://archive.fo/ioMRF

http://archive.fo/3kymS

http://archive.fo/yw6io

[celticheartedfangirl]

First of all, welcome to the Skyeward trash can! There's only a few of us still somewhat active as the show... well, we don't have good things to say about it :p But we do have plenty of salt and snark, lol. I just wanted to let you know that you can find Skyeward stuff over at theskyewardsource(.)co(.)uk - if you go to the tags page (which is just the url with /tags), you can search by episode. There //is// a slight spoiler in the sidebar in the form of a gif but it's only slight. Episode [1/2]

1.20 is my absolute favourite episode in the series, so I hope you enjoy watching it next (and good luck!) [2/2]

Thank you so much for the welcome and sorry for the delay in replying.  Hey, you know, maybe my bitching and moaning will get some active again?  I can be loud.  And VERY opinionated.  

You know, I’ve been on this earth for over half a century now, and I’ve been fangirling for MOST of that time, and I’ve come to realize that my place in fandom IS the trash can.  I’ve just never found a home around the ‘good people.’  So here I am.  

I had many people recommend AoS to me, and I think most of them assumed I’d choose a certain ‘direction’ with fangirling – aka NOT the one I picked.

This post sums it up best:

http://c-rowlesdraws.tumblr.com/post/173468660432/every-time

I’ll be here if people want to rant and bitch and discuss and I’ll probably dive into fanfic at some point.  I probably won’t follow any tumblrs for a while because spoilers but I’m open to discussion as I wade through the garbage!  I live on a healthy diet of salt and snark – bring it!