#18 or so years ago i watched the ring and then the grudge in the same week and it absolutely traumatized me

[thirstyvampyr]

me: i love horror movies

her: when was the last time you've watched one

me:

[blouisparadise]

Upon request, here is a rec list of fics where Louis or Harry are obvlious, often to each others’ feelings. We hope you enjoy these amazing fics! If you enjoy our rec lists, please be sure to like and reblog to spread the word. Happy reading!

1) Signed, No Name | Mature | 4647 words

Harry doesn’t know Blue, he just knows that he leaves random notes in the corners of the books he checks out, and he’s head over heels for him.

2) Have A Little Bit Of Pride | Mature | 5906 words

Harry is Louis' really hot boyfriend who keeps getting flirted with at pride, so Louis confronts Harry. Sex ensues.

3) If I Was Your Vampire | Not Rated | 6890 words

His neck was exposed, and it was pretty clear Louis was waiting for Harry to claim the naked skin as his.

When there was no reaction, however, Louis opened his eyes and looked up at Harry from a somewhat awkward angle. The wide, downright hungry stare he was receiving from Harry who seemed like he was in an entire other universe kind of scared him, and when he didn’t see Harry blink for several following seconds but his tongue continued to wet his lips, Louis, now growing afraid, asked,  “Harry? Are – are you okay?”

4) I'm At Your Mercy Now (And I'm Ready To Begin) | Teen & Up | 10552 words

Louis' soulmark was leaked, Harry keeps his private. They're both famous popstars. Louis is waiting for his soulmate, Harry has a feeling it's him but Louis is completely oblivious.

5) What's Stopping You? | Mature | 14511 words

The one where Harry wants to get over his crush on Louis, so he makes a Grindr account to find someone new. Of course, Louis messages him, not realizing H's real identity. It only takes a few days for them to figure it out.

6) The Future Is Now | Explicit | 16281 words

Louis has a great life, really, he does. He studies hard, has great friends, a boring but decent job at the carnival, and of course, he has Harry, the best flatmate anyone could ask for. All that’s missing is someone to love. But when a strange new fortune-telling machine appears at the carnival, Louis’ life takes an unexpected turn. Could this be his chance to finally find love and will it be where he least expects it?

7) Practice In Pencil, Seal It In Pen | Explicit | 16486 words

Harry is in love with Louis but he doesn’t know.

8) Oblivious | Explicit | 19095 words

Where Louis gets a little crush on Luke and for some reason Harry starts acting weird.

9) Runnin' Like You Did | Explicit | 20061 words

A college AU where Louis knows how to hold a grudge and is definitely not in love with Harry Styles.

10) The Dream That You Wish | Explicit | 21543 words

Disneyland!AU where the park's Peter Pan is rumoured to be fooling around with Prince Charming in the castle. There's also Baymax desperately trying to capture the heart of Pooh Bear while shift manager boyfriends Niall and Shawn are tired of watching it all go down in the happiest place on Earth.

11) Listen To Your Heart | Explicit | 35019 words

Louis has always been comfortable being Harry’s one and only. When Harry starts to branch out, Louis has a hard time letting him go.

Harry is very lucky to have someone who listens to what he has to say, despite the fact that he’s deaf. He’s finally feeling like he’s coming into himself, but Louis seems bothered by his newfound confidence.

12) The Sidelines | Explicit | 47078 words

Harry and Louis play hockey for Penn state and can't stand one another, since they can't keep their hatred off the ice their coach and team do what they can to keep their hard earned spot in the playoffs and their two star players from killing each other.

13) The Way You Make Me Feel | Explicit | 47353 words

The one where Louis is forced to go to Jazzercise, and Harry is the hot, English instructor.

14) A Silent Whisper (That’s Left Unsaid) | Explicit | 50842 words

A Fake Relationship & Exes to Lovers AU ft a failed proposal ten years ago, an oblivious Harry, an overworked Louis, Zayn as the protective best friend, a meddling aunt and a lot of talks about weddings and rings.

15) Never Let Me Go | Explicit | 55949 words

Harry and Louis have been friends forever, but they couldn't be more different. One night, with a little too much alcohol, they make a pact to marry in ten years if they're both still single.

Now, one month before the deadline, Louis is willing to do whatever it takes to avoid ending up with his best friend. But is he, really?

16) Quite On The Contrary | Explicit | 63818 words

Neighbors x High School AU where it all started with Harry moving next door to the Tomlinsons, a balcony break in, mixed feelings, a poorly thought-out initiation, several missing sweaters and a lot of non-platonic activities.

17) You're Supposed To Be Smart. | Teen & Up | 83318 words

Louis is an oblivious idiot who gets high scores in exam and will probably graduate with flying colors and Harry Styles is a right idiot who swore to always protect Louis but can't ask him out on a date.

18) Don't Let It (Me) Break | Explicit | 168580 words

The one where Harry is oblivious, Louis is broken, Zayn and Liam are in love, Gemma and Lottie are lovely, and Niall is just waiting for everyone to get their shit together.

And it's all Malcolm's fault.

Check out our other fic rec lists by category here and by title here.

[ravysu]

Sannin headcanons and thoughts

The last thing I would like to post for the sannin week. It is still 24.04 here! :D @sannin-central

This is long. Spoiler alert. Mostly Orochimaru, some Tsunade, a little of Jiraiya (because his story is pretty clear and spoken and idk what I can add). Also I recommend to read this meta about Orochimaru, it has influenced me a lot and has some good points. Sorry for any posible grammar mistakes. Also I really should put here a lot of references to the manga or anime but it was something that was piling up for a year and I'm soooooooo lazy. After all, those are just headcanons. Also: Im not excusing Oro's bad stuff here, Im trying to understand the reasons.

Ive already posted some hcs, here, here and here.

1. First if all, the chronology pic of sannin lifetime based on the info i found on naruto wiki and also some statements about wars from this post. It was tough considering what a mess naruto’s chronology is.

2. Sannin story shows what it cost to be a legend. They're like Team 7 but more realistic. Tsunade literally carried the war but left with nothing and developed a ptsd and have problems to just live on. Also anger control issues. I think she can be pretty bossy and stubborn which is not always nice. Jiraiya is the hero of the day but also very idealistic and can ignore some important details in the real word whether its the fight (he always injured during flashbacks maybe because each time he took too much to handle and on the one hand it's heroistic but on the other is a mistake that can lead your team to situations like in that Iwa cave) or your friends issues (I bet he saw what's going on but thought it's fine until Oro actually got red handed and left). He lives in his world and may have problems to get out to see it through someone else's shoes. As for Orochimaru, it seems like he was a normal guy for 20+ years (I mean, he didn't do crazy criminal shit and had something good in him and it was stated somewhere that it was his teammates influence. It is obvious they considered him as a friend, I don't thinks it was for nothing) but we mostly know his darkest side. Despite being a moster he is a human that have empathy and some ordinary human traits (man just decorates every bit of an environment he is in lol).

3. Tsunade was the leader of team Hiruzen.

4. Tsunade sometimes hit Jiraiya for some stupid things he did or said but never touches Orochimaru even if he did something same. Jiraiya complained about it once and almost got another hit.

5. Jiraiya had problematic parents that didn't care about him much and a lot of time he was wandering in the streets.

6. Judging by the look of Oro bangs and hair, he sometimes cut it off. A stress relief huh? And the fact that he doesn't do it now in Boruto..

7. It was shown that Tsunade and Orochimaru was acknowledged before they become a team. Maybe they did just before, or maybe some longer time before. I prefer the second option and hc that they met because both had no real friends - Orochimaru seemed weird and scary for everyone and Tsunade was Senju so everyone wanted to hang out with her but didn't really care. They weren't seen as what they were - people put the labels on them. But they didn't care about each other's labels and actually saw each other in true lights.

8. Tsunade knew it was an accident and it's not right but still she blamed Orochimaru for Nawaki's death for some time. It was something that seriously damaged their friendship and the team. Orochimaru was mad but also guilty, after all, he was responsible at least as a shinobi since Nawaki was under his watch. So he started to act cold and emotionless and was trying to distance himself from his teammates.

9. Jiraiya was in Ame while Dan died.

10. The whole his orphans mission was a bit irresponsible tbh. They already fought Hanzo and as he stated the conflict between Konoha and Ame is going to an end with Konoha's win. It's weird to stay here for three years in the middle of the war while there were other lands to fight. He left his teammates for some idea. Maybe that caused another crack in their team friendship.

11. If Tsunade would have find a way to live on with her trauma and follow the will of fire and stuff it would affect Orochimaru as well just as her grief affected him. It's like he would get an example that you can live on with this pain. So death isn't above human capability and we are not just the slaves of mortality (sounds stupid but i dont know how else to describe sorry). But as we know what he actually saw is that it broke her crucially to the point she couldnt be herself again. And so the death is above everything.

12. Oro wasn’t just acting as a cold pragmatic bitch in that cave but also tried to save Tsunade. Jiraiya knew it and that’s why he showed this sign to him like "I see what youre doing here" and that stunned Oro because he would prefer to look rather like a cold pragmatic bitch hehe

13. Just a thought. People in the village probably treated Oro as a foreigner or just wouldnt accept him because he looked so differently and had a weird attitude. That's why he sometimes didn't feel that Konoha is his home. After the wars where people were treated as means and tools, even the children, he himself developed this view on people - he dehumanized them and used as the means to his goals, just as his village did. Funny thing some people were straightly dehumanizing him too like Ibiki thought that he was a demon (tho he was a child). And he probably weren't the only one. Anyways the point is that it's logical that Orochimaru don't care about anybody but some few people, he's the product of his era. He's like Naruto that would chose the hatred way. But naruto had some good and understanding people around him and.. Orochimaru had them too, but match how Iruka treated Naruto and this Hiruzen's "I sAw tHe mAliCe in This cHiLd fRoM tHe BegGinNinG". And oro didn't even have a big ass evil fox in him. sry i hate hiruzen

ANYWAYS the moral of the story is not "go criminal if they hurt you" but always treat people like people. Waving my hand to Kant.

14. The reason why Orochimaru didn't pick some good morals to stick with through the hard times no matter what (like, idk, Jiraiya or Naruto) is because 1) I think he is/was pretty depending on people around him 2) the war fucked him and his friends up too much (Nawaki incident + Tsunade) 3) twisted addictions (though I don't think he's that sadistic, we never saw him torturing randoms just for fun, it was always some science experimental shit. He tends to get fun out of cruelty only when it's personal) that maybe developed as a way to sublimate anger and sadness caused by his parents loss (that's what they share with sasuke - unlicke naruto, they knew their parents and it's other kind of pain. Sasuke developed a revenge issue and Orochimaru - cruelty pleasure which... is kinda the same but less epic and more occasional lol).

15. Speaking of that, Orochimaru cared for Sasuke because he saw himself in him.

16. Oro hold grudges against Hiruzen for not choosing him to be Hokage not only because he was ambitious and/or egoistic, but also because Hiruzen was some kind of a father figure for him and his approval was important tho i doubt he was aware of that. He also probably could tell that Hiruzen was suspicios about him when he was a child and that led to many conflicts and was hurting as well.

17. Tsunade knew things weren't pretty with Orochimaru after the wars but she never expected them to be this bad. During the week that she was given in her arc she thought not only about how much she wants to see Nawaki and Dan again despite how wrong would it be but also was trying to bury all the good memories she had left of Orochimaru so it would be easier to kill him.

18. She poisoned Jiraiya exactly because she knew he would not let her do it. Jiraiya was always hesitant to kill and inclined to forgiveness, while Tsunade, as mentioned by Orochimaru, could be merciless (so much so that he was not surprised when Kabuto suggested that she wanted to use Jira for Edo Tensei).

19. That was one of her traits that scared Jiraiya and fascinated Orochimaru.

20. Remember how Oro grabbed Jiraiya's neck when the latter was trying to cover with hair jutsu? On the snake, in Tsnade's arc. Orochimaru could have easily kill Jiraiya by pulling the sword out of the mouth (arteries are right there) but he didn't. As well as he could kill Tsunade when she was still shaking - just aim for the neck or the heart. Instead, he just injured her lung and kicked her which is not a big deal for the kind of shinoby like her at all.. Also he helped Anko not accidentally kill herself but it would be way much profitable to let her do it. "Orochimaru has no feelings".

21. The reason he suddenly wanted to kill Tsunade instead of forcing her to heal his arms as it was planned (which is weird since it will not going to get him heals and he kinda said that he wouldn't want to kill her just minutes ago) is that not only she refused to help him (he thought he could work it out) but she also prefered the village over him (from his point of view). Out if everyone she was the closest to being able to understand him since the village caused her painful losses too but nevertheless she agreed to be on it's side.

22. He wasn't fighting her back in the end partly because he thought he deserved that. Somewhere deep inside hahah.

23. Tsunade got a fear to develop deep bonds so they probably weren't very close with Shizune (also the way she knocked her down in this hotel.. oh).

24. Orochimaru will be here when she'll die.

25. Orochimaru's eng dub to Tsunade: "I often wondered what it would be like to ring that pretty neck yours". No comments.

26. Orochimaru is either bi/pan or ace. Anything or nothing lmao

27. Hiruzen knew about at least some of the Oro’s illegal experiments and was okay just as he was okay with the Foundation all the time. Because it’s useful. Then he has discovered he went too far OR he knew everything and oro just became too inconvenient because of his methods. The way Orochimaru tells Sasuke about reasons they are well treated as the criminals is based on in his experience with Hiruzen.

28. As you may know the lyrics in Orochimaru’s music theme goes “don’t talk with the silence of the heart”. It was taken from one Indian song that also had lines like “don’t question life too much”, ”pain arose somewhere in the chest”, “don’t speak to the wounds of the heart”. Though I’m not sure 100% because I was translating it with some hindi dictionary with like zero knowledge of hindi

29. I like to think that this “silence of the heart” theme and the fact that he called his village a hidden sound village are somehow connected. The hidden sound is the possible explanation of all things waiting to be listened to but the truth is silent and you know it deep in your heart and it bothers you. The world is silent just like the life is meaningless but people can only hear. *Sigh* anyways

30. Orochimaru’s journey is the one about accepting death. When he saw Karin released her chains while was trying to get to Sasuke he understood that the death is a part of human’s strength.

Can’t wait to feel that everything I wrote is wrong or not enough or stupid and obvious lol. Anyways, it’s something that I wanted to share until I move to some other fandom.

[gizkasparadise]

Recs! Top 10 dramas this year

My top 10 dramas that aired in 2020! These are not always Objectively the best, but rather my favorites/ones that crossed off all the tropes. Note that I haven’t seen or haven’t completely finished the heavy hitters It’s Okay Not to Be Okay, Hospital Playlist, Crash Landing on You, and Itaewon Class yet, but they all got high ratings

10. 18 Again | shitty powerpoint

Premise: Remake of the Zac Efron/Matthew Perry movie 17 again. Washed-up, tired husband gets transported into his teenage body and Shenanigans ensue

Highlights: The plot twists being all about how the main guy is actually a v nice man, an entire family ready to fight someone in a parking lot, moments of A+ comedy, so so much dad energy

9. Into the Ring | Review

Premise: local woman tries to take on the corruption of her district politics. her soon-to-be boyfriend says “kick their ass, baby, i’ll hold your flower”

Highlights: quirky sense of humor that stays consistent throughout the drama, one of the best OTPs with really refreshing dynamics, a chaotic good and a lawful good team up to fight crime! and fall in love!

8. Kingdom 2

Premise: zombies in joseon korea somehow don’t stop bullshit attempts to take over the throne

Highlights: Production Value(tm), great acting, great set design, lots of high-paced action

7. The Romance of Tiger and Rose | Review

Premise: A screenwriter accidentally ends up writing herself into her own television show, where she is in the role of a princess who dies by episode 3

Highlights: fucking hilarious, no really, probably the funniest drama i watched this year, a murder cat husband, A+ trope and self-awareness, cute!

6. Twisted Fate of Love | Shitty Powerpoint

Premise: A general travels 8 years back into the past in order to stop an uprising against the emperor and she tries to conduct many assassinations. local corrupt politician--who is actually one of the said uprisers--falls hard and tries to wife it up

Highlights: T H E power couple, anti-hero male lead who actually stays an anti-hero, one of the rare shows where i like the male and female lead equally, this will probably be higher but it hasn’t finished airing yet/being subbed yet

5. Flower of Evil | shitty powerpoint

Premise: a very attractive detective is married to a very attractive artisan who is basically a stay-at-home dad who cooks real well. this is all way too good to be true, and turns out it is, because her husband might just be a serial killer

Highlights: A C T I N G, one of my favorite couples this season, fast-paced and intriguing plot, just a really good time (but not for the characters)

4. Kairos | shitty powerpoint

Premise: a young woman, whose mother is missing, realizes that she’s able to call a man who lives one month in the future at 10:33pm every night. said man has just had his entire life torn apart. the two team up in an attempt to stop the tragedies in their lives 

Highlights: great character development, tight execution, fast-paced, so many WHAT THE FUCK moments, cliffhangers that get you AMPED, great plot start to finish 

3. Love and Redemption | shitty powerpoint

Premise: oh boy. *deep inhale* many years ago, heaven and the devil realm battled in a cosmic shit show, with THE GOD OF WAR being the trump warrior for heaven and THE STAR OF MOSHA being the trump warrior for the devils. THE STAR is defeated and the GOD OF WAR disappears

cut to today: xuanji is a girl who belongs to a warrior sect, and she was born with the inability to understand the 6 senses. she meets sifeng, who belongs to the most dramatic clique you’ll ever see, and he’s forbidden to love. GUESS WHAT HAPPENS.

and oh yeah she’s the reincarnated GOD OF WAR and so so so much shit is going to go down for everyone and it’s all set to a bitching soundtrack

Highlights: this was 100% percent my brand of crack, surprisingly feminist, surprisingly not heteronormative. just lots of pleasant surprises from start to finish on this one and awesome characters across the board

2. Go Ahead | Review

Premise: A slice of life/melo that follows a found family of two single dads and three kids as they all grow up together. as high schoolers, they’re separated by Circumstances, but they reunite 8 or 9 years later

Highlights: you wanna cry? this will get you to cry. probably the best parent/child relationships i’ve seen in a drama, lots of beautiful family moments across the board. all the mains are wonderful. deals with issues such as toxic parenting, emotional abuse, depression, and abandonment in real/respectful ways

1. Mystic Pop-Up Bar | Review

Premise: a shaman pisses off god 500 years ago and to repay she has to solve the grudges of 10,000 humans (i think, idr the actual number). to do this, she runs a pop-up bar where she gets humans magic!wasted and enters their dreams. she teams up with a retired ghost!cop-turned-sous chef and a magical baby young man whose touch gets others to tell their secrets

Highlights: my favorite female lead of the year, my favorite found family of the year, my favorite male leads of the year, my favorite ship of the year, the best  the best

[itsadamcole]

room 431 (part 3/3)

fem!reader x adam cole

Reader has a secret that she needs to tell Adam, but things just got good between them .... part 3/3

word count: 3.2k+

warnings: angst, mentions of abortion, a slightly nsfw flashback, mentions of sex, fluff at the end

— final part ... here we go —

part 1 || part 2

masterlist

~ some 18+ content below - read at your own risk ~

You sit on the bed. You’re staring down at the positive pregnancy tests in your hands. Tears are running down your face.

You’re pregnant. It’s Adam’s baby. He’s the only guy you’ve been sleeping with.

You’re pregnant and it’s terrifying. Things just finally got to be okay with Adam. You’ve finally got him back and this could change all of that.

The two of you had a mature and honest conversation about starting a new relationship that might have led to some really hot, all night sex between the two of you.

***

You and Adam stumble into your hotel room for the night. His lips are moving quickly and roughly against yours. He kicks the door closed with his foot.

The two of you stand in the moonlit room. Adam’s hands are on your butt, holding him close to you. You pull back and you say, “I know you want sex but we need to talk.”

Adam looks down at you and says, “Uh oh. Am I in trouble?”

You shake your head and you say, “No. You’re not. Unless you should be.”

He laughs and shakes his ahead. “I don’t think I should be.”

You smile and say, “I just wanted to talk to you before the sex.” You walk away from Adam and sit on the edge of the bed. He looks at you and walks over to you.

You look up at Adam and ask, “Do you love me?”

He blinks at you and says, “Of course, I do. I care for you.”

“I mean, are you still in love with me?” you ask.

Adam blinks at you and he asks, “Why do you want to know if I still in love with you?”

You sigh softly and you say, “I want more than just sex. I want the hand holding and I want the dates. I want the all night cuddles.”

Adam looks at you and asks, “So, you want a relationship? Is that what you’re saying?”

You nod slowly and say, “I just want more than just sex. I love the sex, don’t get me wrong. I just want more than just the sex.”

He rests his hands on your face and asks, “Are you sure you want a relationship with me? Especially after last time?”

You say, “I love you. I trust you again and I hope that you don’t just up and leave again. You still have a lot to prove but I am willing to try at another relationship with you, Adam.”

Adam smiles and leans down, kissing you softly. He mumbles against your lips, “To answer your question, yes. I am still in love with you. I never stopped. I made a mistake by leaving you all those years ago. I won’t make it again.”

You reach up and wrap your arms around his neck as you kiss him back. You fall back on the bed. Adam falls onto you and lays between your legs.

The kiss goes from being soft and sweet to rough and passionate. Soon, the clothes have come off.

It’s been a long time since you’ve experienced the softer side of Adam Cole while in bed with him. That night was definitely more love making then anything.

***

You’re curled up in a ball on your bed. You’ve put the tests in the drawer that’s in the table between the beds. The sound of your quiet sobs bounce off the four walls of the small hotel room. Your hands are on your stomach, holding the baby that’s growing inside of you.

Maybe Adam doesn’t even have to know. You can go to a clinic or a hospital and get an abortion. He’ll never have to know that you were even pregnant in the first place.

Adam’s possible reaction to the news is the scariest thing about all this. Not the fact that you’re having a baby, not the fact that you’re doing to be out of the ring for over a year. Adam’s reaction is terrifying.

The hotel room door opens and you quickly wipe your tears away from your face and hide your face in the pillows.

The bed dips behind you and you feel Adam move so his chest is pressed against your back. He starts to kiss your shoulder gently and he says, “Hi, princess.” You close your eyes and try not to cry. His soft voice is making you emotional.

Adam moves the hair that’s in your face and he notices the wet cheeks. “Y/N, you’re crying.” he says. “What’s wrong? Are you feeling okay? Does something hurt?”

You shake your head and say, “I don’t want to talk about it, Adam.” Your voice cracks as you talk.

You feel Adam’s fingers run up and down your left arm. He says, “Please talk to me, princess. I’m supposed to be there for you.”

You sigh softly and hide your face in the pillows. You mumble under your breath, “I’m pregnant.”

Adam blinks at you and asks, “You’re what? I couldn’t hear you.”

You sit up and look over at Adam. He looks at you and you say, “I’m pregnant, Adam. It’s your baby. Do whatever you want with that information.”

His jaw drops and he blinks at you. He’s quiet.

You look at him and wipe the tears from your eyes.

Adam says, “It can’t be my baby. We use protection and you’re on the pill.”

“Neither of those are completely effective,” you say. “I can be on the pill and we can use all the condoms in the world but there’s always that small chance of me getting pregnant.”

He blinks at me and says, “That baby is not mine.”

You stare at him and say, “You’re the only guy I’ve slept with in the past two months, Adam. You’re it. You’re the father of this baby.”

Adam gets off the bed and says, “I’m not. You have to be sleeping around. There’s no way that the baby is mine.”

Anger begins to rise inside you and ask, “Why would I cheat on you after I’m the one who asked for another relationship? Why would I cheat on you when I wanted to try again? Why would I mess that up?”

“To get back at me for leaving you?” Adam says, his voice rising. “It wouldn’t be surprising because you’ve been known to hold grudges and get retribution.”

Tears prick your eyes and you say, “Fuck you, Cole. Get out of my room. I don’t want to see you.”

Adam gathers his things and says, “Enjoy raising the baby with its actual father.”

He storms out the door, slamming it behind him. You cry loudly. You clutch your stomach and look down.

“I’m so sorry, my baby,” you sob. “You don’t deserve this.”

You grab your computer and look up the closest clinic or hospital.

You can’t raise a baby on your own, and if Adam doesn’t want to be in the baby’s life then this is the only choice. You could never give your child away to someone else. You couldn’t.

You find a clinic and dial the phone number, sniffling.

***

Adam’s POV

I walk down to the elevator after leaving Y/N’s room. I press the down button and get on the elevator once the doors open. I press the number 4 and the elevator starts to descend.

Y/N is pregnant. There’s no way that the baby is mine. We’ve taken every single precaution. She started taking the pill in case we did forget condoms once or twice.

My mind starts to spin as the elevator doors open. I walk down the hallway to Roderick and Kyle’s room. I knock on the door and I wait for someone to open it.

The hotel door room opens, revealing a sleepy Roddy. He looks at me and says, “Cole, why are you knocking at my door at almost one in the morning? Go back to your room.”

“Y/N is pregnant,” is all I say, looking at Roddy.

His eyes widen almost immediately and he says, “Come in.”

Roderick moves to the side and I walk in. Kyle is sitting on his bed and watching YouTube on the TV. He looks over at me and he says, “You got Y/N pregnant? You just got back together.”

I look at Kyle and I say, “It wasn’t me. It couldn’t have been me.”

Roderick walks past me and says, “I’m calling Bobby. But dude, it has to have been you. That girl is head over heels for you. She would never get with anyone else.”

I look at Roddy and I ask, “What if she did?”

“Then who would blame her?” Kyle asks. “You up and left her six years ago then treated her like shit when you two finally reunited. I don’t know how Y/N managed to forgive you. I wouldn’t have.”

I sit in one of the chairs and I look between Kyle and Roderick. Roddy says, “I agree with Kyle. Adam, you’ve been nothing but rude to her since she came to NXT, except for maybe the past few weeks. You left her and waited six years to explain to her why you left. She’s managed to forgive you and start a new relationship with you no matter what you’ve said or done to her.”

I say, “Exactly why she would go and fuck someone else.”

Kyle’s voice rises and says, “She loves you, Cole. You’re messing it up and for what? Because you have a huge ass ego and don’t think that you could get her pregnant? News flash, Adam. She never would have asked to try again if she didn’t love you and you’re going to leave her again when that baby is very obviously yours.”

I sigh, annoyed. That baby isn’t mine. It can’t be mine.

Roderick says, “Don’t give us that sigh, Adam. You should be up there asking her what she needs and what she wants but instead you’re down here telling us that baby not yours when Y/N would never go and cheat on you. Go talk to Tyler Breeze, he’d tell you that she never even saw anyone after you left because she still loved you.”

I blink at at Roderick and Kyle before I say, “Tyler is probably the father of that child.”

The hotel room door opens and Bobby comes in. He looks at me and says, “You’re such an idiot, Cole. I just went up to Y/N’s room and I heard her talking on the phone. She’s crying and I heard her say that she’s going to get an abortion because you don’t want to be in the baby’s life and she couldn’t give away a baby. She can’t raise it on her own.”

Roddy and Kyle look at me. I look between the guys and say, “I should care why? It’s not like the baby’s mine.”

Bobby walks up to me and slaps me across the face. “Get your ass up there, Cole,” he says. “Before I knock some sense into you. The last thing that woman would do is hurt you. She’s been hurt like that. She’s the nicest person and she genuinely cares about you. She stands backstages and watches you with a look of love and proudness. You’re a dumbass to even think for one second that Y/N would cheat on you when that girl loves you so much that it’s hurt her.”

The fact that now three people have told me this makes me actually begin to think that Y/N never actually did cheat. She did ask to start over and to start our relationship again.

I’ve hurt her so much and yet she’s still with me. Maybe I should just stay away because they’re right. She’s loved me so much she’s gotten hurt because of me.

“Go to her, Adam,” Roddy says. “I can see that we’ve talked you down and you’ve actually realized that she’s the mother of your child.”

I look at the guys and I say, “I’ve hurt her. She might not take me back now.”

Kyle says, “She will. Now go.”

I get up and rush out of the room. I skip the elevator and run up three flights of stairs.

***

Your POV

You’re gathering your things to head to the clinic. They’re open all day and night. When you called, they said that they can take you tonight. So you’re going tonight.

You open the door to leave the room. You step out to see Adam running down the hallway. You close the door and walk toward the elevator. You press the down button and he runs up to you.

Adam pants as he says, “I messed up, Y/N. I was stupid to even think that the baby wasn’t even mine.”

You sigh and say, “It’s too late, Adam. I’m leaving to go get an abortion. It’s pretty clear that you don’t want to be in this baby’s life and I can’t raise it on my own and I sure as hell cannot put it up for adoption.”

The elevator doors open and you get on. Adam follows you in and you press the button for the lobby.

Adam stands between you and the doors. He says, “I do want to be in this baby’s life, Y/N. I do. I want to be in your life. Y/N, please. I’m so so sorry.”

He takes your hands in his and you finally look up at him. There are tears in your eyes as you say, “I don’t believe you, Adam. You left first chance you got. You left and accused me of cheating on you.”

“I’m still here,” Adam says as the elevator begins to move. “I’m still here. Believe me when I tell you that I love you and that I want this baby with you. I know that I’m the father, Y/N. I know that I am. I was so dumb to even think that I wasn’t. I love you, I love this baby, and I want to have this baby with you.”

You begin to feel a weight being lifted off you shoulder. You begin to cry for the millionth time tonight and Adam wraps his arms around your shoulders. You cry into his chest. Your hands are full of his shirt as you hold him close to you.

“I’m so sorry that I even thought that I wasn’t the father,” Adam says softly. “I’m so sorry that I said all those things to you. It wasn’t fair of me and I know that. I never should have said any of those things. I should have stayed. I neved should have walked out that door."

You cry softly as you listen to him talk. The heavy weight you’ve been feeling has been lifted off your shoulders. You never wanted the abortion. You want the baby but you want the baby with Adam. The only reason you were even thinking about it was because you couldn’t raise a baby on your own and you couldn’t put the baby up for adoption. You couldn’t.

The elevator stops and Adam says, “If you want to go through with it then I won’t stop you.”

You look up at him and say, “I don’t want to. I want the baby. I want the baby with you.” Your voice cracks as you keep talking. “I love you. The last thing I’d ever do is cheat on you, Adam. You’re it for me. I hope I’m it for you too.”

Adam uses his thumbs to wipe your tears away and says, “You’re it for me too. It’s just you and me, princess. You, me, and our baby.”

One of his hands slides down and rests on your stomach. You rest your hand on his and you smile. You say, “I want to go to bed now.”

Adam reaches back and pressses the number 7. “So let’s go to bed,” he says as the elevator begins to ascend back to the seventh floor.

The two of you get back to the hotel room. You take off your shirt and shorts and get into a tank top and sweatpants. Adam pulls off his shirt and gets into bed in his loose sport shorts. You crawl into bed next to him. You cuddle up to him and he wraps his arms around your waist.

As soon as you get comfortable, you immediately begin to doze off.

***

Nine Months Later

You wake up to the sound of a baby crying. You glance at the time. It’s four in the morning.

You groan and get up, walking out of your bedroom and down to your daughter’s room. You walk in and your daughter is crying. Almost screaming.

“Oh, what’s wrong, Aurora?” you say, picking up your two month old daughter. You smell something as soon as you pick her up. “Oh, you’re a stinky little baby. Let’s get you changed.”

Your daughter’s cries turn into soft little coos after you change her diaper.

You hold her in your arms and rock her gently.

The floors creak behind you and you quickly turn around. You see Adam standing behind you. He has a smile on his face and he walks into the nursery. “I come home from a long trip expecting to see the two of you sleeping but instead I find this,” he says.

You smile at your fiancée as he approaches you. You say, “She just woke up. Maybe she sensed you were coming home and woke me too.”

Adam kisses the top of your head and he says, “She’s good like that. Why don’t you put her to bed and come talk to me? I have some news for you.”

You nod as Adam leaves the nursery. You put your daughter back to bed and gently close the door. You walk down to yours and Adam’s room. He sits on the bed, facing the door as you walk in. You close your bedroom door and walk over to Adam.

“What did you need to tell me?” you ask, standing in front of Adam.

He looks up at you and he says, “I was talking to Regal and Triple H. They want to start using me on the main roster since we’re so close to Survivior Series.”

You smile and say, “Adam, that’s amazing.”

Adam says, “I told them I wouldn’t do it unless they agreed to let me bring you and Aurora with me. I’ve been away from my family for too long and I think that Aurora is old enough to travel.”

You say, “I’d love to get back on the road, especially to see you on the main roster.”

Adam smiles widely at you and says, “I’m on Smackdown in New York in two weeks and on Raw in Philly the Monday after Smackdown. Then I’m back on Smackdown in Atlanta on Friday. Survivor Series is that Sunday and that’s back down here in Orlando. Think you and Aurora will be able to handle that?”

You nod and say, “Definitely. Anything to see you for more than a few days every few weeks.”

“Well now you get to see me for the next few weeks straight,” he says. “Because right after Survivor Series is our wedding.”

You giggle and say, “I’m definitely excited. We have a lot of missed time to make up for.”

Adam wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you into the bed. You squeal as you land on your back and Adam hovers over you. “Let’s start right now.”

[littlegrrl7]

A Dance for Three

Ikemen Vampire Big Bang 2021

Pairing: Comte/Leonardo/MC

Smut with plot 18+ NSFW

Masterlist for 7 chapters 17k words

read on Ao3

Chapter 4- The Offer 

Comte set his pen down. Niamh’s hurt, angry face floated accusingly through his mind. He ran his fingers through his hair as he thought about the events that happened over the last few days. This morning, while he was out, she had moved all her belongings from their room.

His room, hells that hurt.

Requests to talk were met with stony silence, her blue eyes flashing with anger and guilt. Dammit, he forgot just how young she was sometimes, that she would hold grudges instead of talking it out.

Comte shook his head, wincing as he sipped his tepid, bitter tea. This was his fault too; he should have brought the idea up of inviting Leonardo into their intimacies rather than tossing the two of them together. In his desire, he had foolishly rushed things.

  Idiot.

He needed to fix this, and talking to both of them was the only way to do it. The issue was, neither of them was giving him more than a glare and a closed door. He’d give this a little more time to settle, for emotions to not be so raw.

The silence went on for days. Niamh did her expected chores with a mechanical stoicism that not even the dry-humored Sebastian, dared breach. She had moved her things back to her old room, ignoring Comte’s requests to talk. Once, in the hall, she and Leonardo made eye contact; that burnished gold only made her heart clench harder, and looking away, she continued down the corridor. The guilt of kissing him was too much; seeing him and her lover together still burned in her mind. Confusion warred with jealousy and lust to make a stew in her gut that left her unsettled. She was certain Comte had plotted this, right down to her seeing him with Leonardo. Niamh was angry with him and herself. How could she condemn him for the same thing she had done herself? She shouldn’t…but she also didn’t have the words to ask for what she wanted, not without feeling a burning shame. Ladies didn’t ask for such things, did they?

It wasn’t until a large box arrived, left on her bed, that she even considered breaking the silence. Niamh opened the box with trembling hands. Inside was a pile of claret silk and black bows. She pulled the ball gown from the crinkling tissue, holding it against herself to gaze into the mirror. She had forgotten that the Midsummer ball was almost here; she’d been fitted for the dress over a month ago. Niamh fingered the tiny jet beads embroidered into the bodice.

“I would understand if you withdrew the acceptance of my invitation now.” Comte leaned against the doorframe, gazing at her reflection in the mirror. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days. His shirt was rumpled, and the buttons were undone. His tie hung limply at the side, no fancy knot, no cufflinks, or chains. His hair was a dull mess, as if the life had been sucked from it.

“I wouldn’t do that to you at such a late date, Comte.” Niamh’s lashes fluttered to her cheeks. It was too much to look at him, to see the apology and longing in his amber eyes. “I know society will expect to see me on your arm and will gossip if I am absent.”

“Ma chérie,” he stepped into her room, closing the door behind him, “Please talk to me, I miss you in my life. I miss waking to you in the morning.”

Her heart clenched at the tenderness in his voice. Niamh carefully hung the dress, not turning to face him.

“Is he your lover as well?”

“We had a casual understanding for years. I ended it to be with you.” Comte moved behind her, his arms slipping around her waist. Niamh sunk against the comfort of his chest. The familiar scent of him surrounded her, black tea, and polished leather. She turned, nuzzling her face past his open collar to the bare flesh of his chest.

“Why didn’t you say something?” her voice was soft in the quiet of the room.

Comte sighed. “We’ve never discussed past lovers, ma chérie, what reason would I have to bring it up?”

“He expected me to leave, and then he’d still have the comfort of you,” she murmured into his chest. Comte stroked his hand down the silken length of her strawberry blonde hair in a moment of contemplative silence.

“Most likely, Leo cares for you deeply and didn’t want to see you hurt by the differences between our species.”

“And you?”

“I will love you for your entire life, and when you are gone, I will reminisce fondly on the gift of your affection that you granted to me. But you are here now, mon cœur, and it pains me to be apart from you.” He placed a gentle kiss on the crown of Niamh’s head.

“I kissed him in the park in Paris last week,” she admitted, her head tilted back to look up at Comte.

“I know you still hold affections for him, ma chérie. If it were any other man, I would be furiously jealous. But with him, I understand.”

“Do you love him?” Niamh laid her head back on Comte’s shoulder, unable to look at the sadness in his eyes any longer.

“I have for over a century, but he's never returned it. As I have said, for Leonardo, it was a casual comfort.” Comte tightened his arms around her, pressing another kiss to her forehead, “Do you?”

“I don’t know, Comte,” she said honestly, “I care for him, but Leo put up so many walls he made it difficult to ever get close.”

“Would you want to invite him to be with us? To see if such a thing would work out?” He studied her blue eyes intently watching uncertainty chase desire.

“I would be willing to try.”

“If nothing else,” Comte gifted Niamh with a sensual wink, “it could make for a fun evening if he wishes to remain casual.”

“I saw you together in your study,” Niamh took a deep breath while Comte went unnaturally still, “That was not casual.”

“No,” Comte agreed, “it was not.”

Leonardo knocked the model from his desk in a fit of pique then frowned as the delicate wooden structure smashed on the floor. He was of a mind to lock himself in his room for the next few decades since he obviously was no longer able to function in polite society. He shoved the books off his bed onto the floor and uncorked a sake flask from his bookshelf, drinking it straight down. Nothing had any taste anymore, not food, not blood.

But oh, he could taste Comte…

And the sweetness of her.

Leonardo threw himself onto his bed, closing his eyes. Lumière came out with a curious mew and curled up on his chest. His hand moved to stroke the cat’s midnight fur. He’d been mostly in his room for days now; he had left Comte’s study the moment he darted out after Niamh. Leo knew he had gone too far, asked for too much. It wasn’t his intent to interfere with their relationship, it just...

Hurt.

It hurt in such an unexpected way.

Leonardo had thought he was fine with being alone. After all, he had been so for numerous decades. The casual arrangement he had with Comte was enough to ease any desires he had. A night of mutual pleasure here and there, no strings attached. More than once, Comte had brought up the subject of their arrangement being something more. The man had given him thoughtful gifts. The type of things you would bequeath to a treasured lover.

Leo lit a cigarillo, taking a long draw from it. His fingers drifted through the cat’s black fur pensively.

“Maybe it’s best, just you and me, huh Lumière?”

The cat blinked slowly at him with his luminous golden eyes. He took another slow drag on his cigarillo, watching the tip glow. A knock at the door shook him from his thoughts. Leonardo ignored it. Whoever it was would leave eventually.

“Leonardo, please open the door. We need to talk.” He could hear Comte’s voice tinged with exasperation. Leo took another drag, then exhaled rings of smoke toward the ceiling.

“Leo?” The locked door rattled as Comte tried the knob —more knocking.

“Leo, I know you are in there. I’m not leaving until we speak.”

“Comte, I have no desire for conversation right now. There. We’ve spoken. Now leave me be.” He closed his eyes, continuing to stroke his purring cat. At least Lumière remained with him, for now.

He heard the glide of metal on metal as a key turned in the lock, then the low squeal as the door opened. Leonardo closed his eyes as his cat spring-boarded off his chest to dart under the bed. He heard a click as the door shut, and then leather shoes stepped carefully around the chaos of items on the floor.

Leonardo sat up, pinching off the end of the cigarillo, and stowing it in his pocket.

“What can I do for you, Comte?” He tried to affect his usual casual smile, but his jaw pulled tight, his eyes were hard. The man had immediately left him at Niamh’s gasp. It was obvious who was more important in his life.

“We didn’t finish the conversation you started in my study.” The bed sank as Comte took a seat near Leo’s hip.

“So, you are here for what? A quick shag in the afternoon? If Niamh was displeased to see us kiss, I’m certain fucking is right off the table.” He closed his eyes again, wishing the other man would give up and simply go away.

“Nothing so passionately athletic. I desire to discuss things with you.” Comte placed a hand over Leo’s, giving it a soft squeeze. “You are my oldest friend. I have no wish to lose you to misunderstandings.”

Leonardo turned his head away, looking at the sketches he had tacked to the wall. He had lived here in the mansion in relative luxury for so many years. Comte seamlessly took care of the needs and desires of all the residents, including him. Had he taken that for granted? Was it time to move on? He gnawed on his lip, remembering the decades of being homeless on the streets, miserably sleeping under bridges or in alleyways. Always alone. It wasn’t an existence he relished returning to.

“Are you in love with Niamh?” Comte’s straightforward question abruptly shook Leonardo from his morose thoughts.

“What? Why would that matter?” Would Comte throw him out? Had he overstepped so far in his impulsive actions?

“I love you,” Comte’s voice broke a little with the words, “I have for years even when you’ve brushed me aside, I was willing to settle for something one-sided to keep you close. But I craved something more, and when Niamh offered that to me, I took it.” He took in a deep breath, “I love her, there isn’t anything in this world I wouldn’t do for her.”

It almost hurt for Leonardo to look into Comte’s amber eyes. They were so full of desire. He reached out, brushing the lock of honey-blond hair that fell over one eye to the side. His rough fingertips trailed down Comte’s smooth cheek.

“What would you have me do, my friend? It’s too difficult for me to see the two of you together anymore. It’s an ache that never ceases; I want what you have. I care for you both, I want to see you happy, but I can’t stay and watch it from the shadows anymore.”

Comte cupped Leo’s jaw, drawing him close enough to exchange breath. He studied his handsome features for a long moment. The burnished gold of his eyes glowed against his dusky skin in the room's low light. Comte traced his thumb over the fullness of Leo’s lower lip then leaned in for a slow, lingering kiss. Leonardo trembled, his hands hovering at the other man’s waist, as if unsure if he could touch him. Comte sensually sucked Leo’s lips, his fangs dragging against the plush flesh, then he leaned his forehead against the taller man’s rough cheek. Warm breath caressed along Leonardo's neck; his whisper traced the curve of his ear, sending a sharp jolt to his chest.

“What if I asked you to join us?”

[uglypastels]

4-73

Here it goes 

4. What do you think about most?

You ;) lmao, no uhhhhh... food? 

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

from my bf: Hi bb 

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with 

7: What’s your strangest talent?

that I have none 

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

Girls like spaghetti, Boys like spaghetti-os (WHY WAS THIS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME UP IN MY HEAD)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

i have unfortunately, it’s like a tradition here that for secret Santa, you write a matching poem for the person you picked, so i’ve had a few poems written for me... all horrible. 

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

I prefer drums lol, today (In the Air Tonight by Phil Collins) 

11. Do you have any strange phobias? 

Needles for sure, but if we really are talking strange, than it’s not of heights, but dropping something from high up. Or falling. actually, not even from high up, even like a bridge, or a manhole. i’m so fucking scared of dropping anything anywhere and not being able to get it back. 

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

lmao i had this barbie bracelet that looked like a septum ring and i loved to pretend i had one. so technically up my nose, but almost.

13: What’s your religion?

Atheist <3 

14. If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? 

walking back home 

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

BEHIND

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

5SOS???

17. What’s the most recent lie you told? 

that i liked the result of my group project

18: Do you believe in karma?

yeah

19: What does your URL mean?

pastels that are ugly

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

weakness: anxiety, strength: creativity

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

Tom Holland

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

yup, it was kinda boring alone lol

23: How do you vent your anger?

unhealthily (is that even a word?) 

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

books, pins/badges, and i used to collect angel (figurines) when i was younger)

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

on the phone

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

No

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

hate: i answered this before and said children crying, but they don’t even have to be crying.  love: rain <3 

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if I didn’t fail my classes two years ago (cause that's when my life went to complete shit) 

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

Yes. Yes. (or at least, I’d like them to be real) 

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right: tablet, left: pack of Arizona ice tea 

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

nothing??? 

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

uhhh... i can’t remember

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

neither

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

Harry Styles 

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

42

36: Define Art.

something that should have been fun in the process of making, but eventually just makes you want to gauge out your eyeballs and then cry :) 

37: Do you believe in luck?

sure?? 

38: What’s the weather like right now?

windy and it just stopped raining <3 

39: What time is it?

11:16pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

Nope, and because of the idea of crashing, i probably never will

41: What was the last book you read?

The Executioner, by Chris Carter

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Absolutely not, trauma triggers <3

43: Do you have any nicknames?

Zuzia is already a nickname (well, diminutive, same thing) 

44: What was the last film you saw?

I watched a part of Dolittle???

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

I broke my wrist

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

no, never even tried

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

yeah

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

don’t know, don’t really care

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

during a student exchange with a polish school, everyone thought i was dating of the dudes from that school (ngl i did have a crush on him and we did hold hands on a trip to Amsterdam AND he let me borrow his raincoat when we arrived back at school and i still had to cycle home while he was going back with car but FAKE NEWS) 

50: Do you believe in magic?

same with ghosts and aliens, i hope it’s real

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

nah

52: What is your astrological sign?

Sagittarius

53: Do you save money or spend it?

save

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

a few bday presents for my mom :) 

55: Love or lust?

love

56: In a relationship?

YUP <3 

57: how many relationships have you had? 

2 (and that half one with a polish guy since it was rumoured but still cute lol)

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nope

59: Where were you yesterday?

in bed

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yes. boxes

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

sure am

62: What’s your favourite animal?

zebra??

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

humor?? idk people dont like me 

64: Where is your best friend?

at home

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@spiderrrling @captainpeggy40 @duskholland @justasmisunderstoodasloki @appreci 

66: What is your heritage?

Polish (and Dutch?? eh kinda?) 

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

texting my boyfriend uwu

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Johnson

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

yeah

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

sure

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

cry and try to get him out of the canal, fall in myself by doing so probably

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) i would tell my family and closest friends b&c) no idea 

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust

happy now? 

[nadjastersurveys]

Randomly Random - Part 1  

Middle name? I don’t feel like revealing my middle names here.

Favorite color(s)? I like purple but every color can be nice.

What college do you want to/or are attending? I’m not attending a college/university right now and I have no idea if I ever even will.

What do you want to/are you majoring in? -

Democrat/republican/other? Other?

Birthday month? I was born in October

Do you dress according to your mood? I’m not sure, I don’t really pay attention to that lol but I dress according to the weather and where I’m going to though.

Tomboy/girlie girl I still don’t know lol. I guess mostly a bit more tomboyish.

Are you good at doing hair/make up? I don’t wear makeup and the only hairdo I do is that I put my hair up in a ponytail lol.

Do you wear glasses? No.

Can you drive? No.

Are you shy? In front of people I don’t know, but I wouldn’t call myself shy in general.

Are you always worried or stressed about something? Not always but I get stressed and worried really easily.

Tell me about your dream wedding. I don’t dream about having a wedding lol.

Randomly Random - Part 2

Do you like to sing? When I’m alone, yes.

Do you like to write poetry? I don’t think I’ve ever actually done that.

Can you swim? I can but I’m not a swimmer, so I’m not good at that.

Do you like the pool or the ocean? I prefer actually swimming in the pool. I just dip my feet and maybe legs in the ocean/lake.

Do you hate water in your face? Well no unless it gets in my eyes lol.

Do you hold grudges? Noo, I don’t feel like that solves anything.

Are you/have you ever been in love? I don’t know, I feel like I am right now though.

Do you/did you ever sleep with a teddy bear?if so who gave it to you? I have a big bunny plush toy in my bed but not a bear. My mom bought it for me haha.

Are you a very random person? I don’t even know what that means lol.

What do you do when you’re nervous? I tap my fingers on everything and just do anything with my hands.

Do you love making new friends? Yeah it’s fun because I’m not very good at getting to know people.

Do you like the twilight series? Never read/watched those.

Favorite animal? Cats.

Randomly Random - Part 3

Do you have any pets? We have two cats.

What would you name your daughter? I haven’t thought about it yet lol.

^ your son? ^

What length hair do you like in a guy & why? Whatever fits them pretty much but I’d say boys with a bit shorter hair are usually more attractive, especially like a buzzcut lol.

Do you have friends who are shorter than you? No I’m the shortest.

When you get mad do you cry? Sometimes yeah but it just depends on the thing I’m mad about.

Would you ever consider modeling? Nah.

What color eyes do you wish you had? I'm happy with my eye color but sometimes I wish for more lighter brown eyes, like amber eyes.

Silver/gold jewelry? Silver.

Do you always wear jewelry? My earrings and my nose ring are the only jewelry I wear.

Are you afraid of needles? Not really.

How many kids do you want? I don’t know yet.

Long/short nails? Short but not too short.

Do you like wearing hats? Sometimes yeah.

Randomly Random - Part 4

Do you love taking pics? Yeah it can be fun.

Do you sunburn easily? Not super easily, no.

Does mall Santa Clauses or Easter bunnies freak you out? I've never seen mall Santas or Easter bunnies haha.

Do you prefer to call a person or wait for them to call you? I like when people call me first for sure but sometimes you just have to call first.

Are you scared of crossing bridges? Those wonky bridges, yes lol but I’ve never had to cross one.

Do you have a short attention…oh squirrel…span? Yeah.

Do you hate sitting in silence but get irritated if someone talks too much? Well yes something in the middle of those two is nice.

Has anyone ever called you baby or hun? No.

What’s your favorite kind of chocolate? Milk chocolate.

Would you consider yourself clumsy? I can be pretty clumsy.

Do you hate using public restrooms? Yess I try to avoid them as much as possible.

Do you like when a guy picks you up in his arms? No guy has ever picked me up in his arms haha but sure, that would be nice especially if he’s someone I like.

Ever bought ice cream from an ice cream truck? Yes but that was ages ago.

Do you hate chihuahuas? I don’t.

Randomly Random - Part 5

Has a teacher ever made you hate your favorite subject? Nope.

Do you like hairless cats? Yeah I think they look cool and kind of mysterious.

Did you ever cry at school? Yep.

Have you ever had a poem or story published? Nope.

If you had/have a kid would you ever let them get a tattoo? Well if they’re old enough then yes.

What’s your favorite thing to have for dinner? Just something with chicken or fish.

Would you ever paint your walls red? Nah, I like them white.

Have you ever licked a pole? No lol.

Has your hand ever gotten slammed in a car door? No but my head has lol.

Are you allergic to grass? No.

Do you love guinea pigs? Yeah they’re pretty cute.

Do you prefer to write on chalkboards or white boards?   Chalkboards are nice but I wouldn’t mind writing on a white board either lol. It doesn’t matter.

What is the worst thing you ever did that got you grounded? I don’t know if I’ve ever been grounded haha. I’m not sure what that even actually means. I was sent to my room a lot when I was an annoying 7-10 year old though lol.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?   I could really use a wish right now so yes.

Randomly Random - Part 6

What would you do if your best girlfriend said she was lesbian? I’d support any friend who tells me that.

Have you ever been chased by a snake? No.

Where do you wanna work? I don’t know.

Is there something you tell yourself you’re going to do but never do? There’s some things, like I’ve been meaning to watch this one movie for like 6 months now.

Has a teacher ever called you an idiot? Not to my knowledge but I wouldn’t be surprised if they did lol.

What awards have you won? Medals from dance competitions.

Do you get nervous eating in front of people? Usually no, but that has happened.

Would you consider yourself good at taking care of kids? I've never actually taken care of kids so probably not now.

How old would a guy have to be before you wouldn’t date them? Right at this age I wouldn’t date anyone older than 18.

Be honest, have you ever tried weed? No.

Has anyone ever broken up with you with a note? Never broken up with anyone before.

Have you walked into a wall? I’m sure I have.

Do you have sensitive teeth? No.

Do you sleep with a fan on? In summer if it’s really hot.

Randomly Random - Part 7

When you hear sirens, do you get afraid its someone you know? When I see a firetruck go with sirens on I always worry if it’s going to our house.

Do you often get nosebleeds in the winter? I don’t think I’ve ever gotten a nosebleed because of winter lol.

What’s a word you use to substitute for a cuss word? I don’t use substitutes for swear words lol.

What was the worst thing you ever did to get detention/suspended? I’ve had detention mostly for forgetting to do my homework.

Have you ever suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder? No.

Have you tried the new crackle nail polish? No.

Do you enjoy the “i love you more” argument? No lol.

Do you like the color yellow? Yeah I like it.

Trees are awesome! Yes? Why not.

Do you suffer from nasal allergies? I don’t.

Marrying your cousin. Yay or nay? Well, no lol.

Are you distracted by anything shiny at the moment? Ooo shiny!! No.

Has your parents ever called you names? Like mean names? No like they were trying to be mean, they were just telling the truth haha, like lecturing me if I did/do something annoying or wrong.

Have you ever seen a cat have a hairball…i have soo gross Yes.

Randomly Random - Part 8

Have you ever had a tooth pulled, i have : / No, the thought of that scares me.

Do you still watch tom and jerry? : ) I’ve never watched that but I read the comics often as a little girl haha.

Do you use your hairbrush as a microphone? No lol.

What’s your usual morning routine? I get up, go to the bathroom, brush my teeth, get some breakfast and get dressed properly if I have to go somewhere.

Do you ever get bored with something so you’re unable to finish it? Yes I get bored so easily it’s ridiculous.

Do you wanna redecorate your room? I’m happy with my room.

Have you ever worn black to someone’s house & left covered in fur? Haha yes people who have cats have cat hair everywhere around their house usually, just like our house.

What would i expect to find under your bed? Just dust lol.

If i were to walk into your room, would i be able to see the floor? Yes it’s not messy and I hate when I have stuff that is not furniture on the floor.

What is something you did when you were a kid that you still enjoy? Dancing is one thing.

Has anyone ever said they would love you forever, was it true? I don’t think anyone has ever said that to me.

Do you watch America’s Got Talent? No but I sometimes watch some clips of it on YouTube.

Do you ever sit and look at old photo albums & recall memories? Yes that’s fun.

Do you watch onision on YouTube, if not you should he’s hilarious. This didn’t age well lol. I’ve seen some of his first videos and yeah they’re pretty funny but now he’s in deep shit and so many people hate him. I feel so uneasy and weird watching his new videos also because he disabled the comments in the videos and you can’t see the likes or dislikes either.

Randomly Random - Part 9

Don’t you just hate taking showers in the winter? Noo, I like it but I like taking showers in any season.

Do you say “epic fail” a lot? I’ve never said that lol.

How personal does a question have to be so that you wont answer? In surveys? I wouldn’t tell my last name or the place i live in like the adress.

Do you ever feel like sometimes you have short term memory loss? Yes because I have really bad memory.

What if a stranger came up to you yelled BATMAN & ran away? I would jump a little because it’s something I don’t expect to happen lol.

What’s your favorite kind of pudding? Vanilla or caramel.

Did you ever run over something with a lawn mower? Never used a lawn mower.

When someone says don’t look do you look? Well sometimes.

Have you ever played spin the bottle? Once yeah.

Did you ever have a cat that was obsessed with shoes? No lol.

I believe i can fly! Ever jump off things & try to fly? I haven’t haha.

What was your first Halloween costume? I’ve never dressed for Halloween I think.

Ever have chicken pox? Yep.

Did you eat your Wheaties this morning ? What was for breakfast? I had a smoothie and crackers for breakfast lol.

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Bite Me || Pt 18

Bite Me Masterlist

Word Count: 4.2k

Groups: BTS, Got7, NCT, Twice, Red Velvet

Au: Supernatural

Pairing: Werewolf!Yoongi x Vampire!Reader

Genre: Angst | Fluff | Smut | Au

Warnings: Gore, Smut, Supernatural Creatures

-

Anger. That’s all you felt. Anger towards Yoongi, anger towards Namjoon. You knew it wasn’t just the pregnancy hormones. He had gone behind your back, spoken to your brother, and received the Celestial ring. Without you.

“What the fuck were you thinking?” You said as calmly as possible, “Talking to him? It could have been a trap. You could have died.”

“Wendy organized for us to talk, he’s better now, I’d say we’re becoming friends,” Yoongi said, attempting to take your hand, and failing as you pulled them away, “Y/N-”

You shook your head, “You can’t trust him. I can’t trust. You should have told me! You, you left me here, thinking you were fine and you come back, a member of Celestial? Celestial was strong once but with Namjoon being delusional-”

Yoongi sighed, shaking his head, “He has apologized, and I accepted his apology. That doesn’t mean you have to, but you could at least try.”

You raised your eyebrows, laughing coldly at his words, “You didn’t forgive Jaebum. That was years ago, Namjoon is lying to you.”

Yoongi scoffed, rolling his eyes as he realized you really meant to hurt him, “I gave him a chance. I heard him out, I had dinner with him for fucks sake. You hear a few words about your brother who is genuinely worried sick about you, and you think he’s still crazy.”

“Fuck you,” You said, trying hard not to admit defeat, “I, I don’t want to trust him.”

“Then trust me,” Yoongi countered, sitting down in his armchair, “You know deep down it’s the truth. I will protect you, I’ve always said that. Just once, talk to him. If you don’t believe he’s changed, then I’ll make sure you never see him again. But don’t you dare say me not forgiving Jaebum is the same as you not wanting to give your brother a chance.”

You looked down, suddenly feeling guilty for being so harsh, “I’m-“

“I know you are,” He said, “I’ll let you blame it on the hormones. There’s a meeting tomorrow, come to it with me. Heck, we’ll even bring Irene with us. You’ll have support. It’s everyone vs Namjoon. He should be the one that’s afraid.”

You nodded, noticing a black tail flicking in the air followed by the rest of Dracula’s body. He jumped up on the couch, meowing softly as you sat down next to him. You refused to look at Yoongi, feeling bad, before realizing you were technically in the right.

“You still went behind my back,” You stated, pursing your lips, “I’m not the only one at fault.”

Yoongi sighed, “Fine. I can deal with that.”

You stood up, not wanting to deal with him anymore. Dracula followed you, as you brought your iv stand with you, still only halfway through the current blood bag.

“Y/N-“

You stopped, turning around slowly, “I’m sorry, Yoongi. For what I said. But I’m too tired to keep fighting. Goodnight.”

He watched as you walked away, one hand on the iv pole and one on your stomach. He felt bad, but simultaneously felt that it needed to be said. Knowing you and your stubbornness, you’d hold onto this grudge until you saw fit. He wouldn’t give in, seeing that he is equally as stubborn and petty as you.

“Fuck, how stubborn will the kids be?” He said out loud, awkwardly rubbing the back of his head.

“More than us!” You called out from the top of the stairs, almost making Yoongi laugh before he regained his composure, scoffing instead.

He looked down at the ring, muttering to himself, “You better be worth it Namjoon.”

-

The next day came, and there was still tension between you and Yoongi. You had slept in the same bed, but you used the pregnancy pillow instead of cuddling with Yoongi. He was petty, and tried to take it away from you halfway through the night, but you woke up and hissed at him, falling back asleep with the pillow.

You had barely said two words to him all day. You had just finished your third blood bag, getting ready to leave to go to the meeting.

“We need to leave earlier, we have to stop somewhere.”

You adjusted your maternity top, pulling down on the material as you had noticed it had ridden up. You faced Yoongi, putting on your coat, “Where are we going?”

Yoongi put his phone in his pocket, putting on his own coat that matched yours, “To investigate. You’ll understand when we get there.”

You followed him out of the house, walking alongside each other rather than hand in hand like you were used to. The urge to take his hand and apologize for your pettiness was unbearable, but you weren’t ready to let yourself lose just yet.

The number of white roses on the wolf side of the forest had doubled, forming a path to who knows where. You could tell Yoongi was thinking about it too, a fond expression on his face.

“The forest is preparing for the new breed to enter,” Yoongi said, and you sent him a confused look, “The forest contains magic, it senses that the twins will be born soon.”

“A little over a month before we can hold them in our arms,” You said, smiling to yourself, “Min Rose, and… we still don’t have a name yet for our baby boy?”

“Little wolf, and littlest wolf,” Yoongi said, as if it was the most normal thing in the world, “Rose is the littlest wolf, our boy is the little wolf.”

“And you can be the big bad wolf, blowing down the houses of all the potential boyfriends Rose encounters,” You teased, not being able to contain a smile. Yoongi laughed, stopping, but then walking to you and interlacing your hands, not looking at you as you felt his warmth spreading to you. “You’re warm, don’t think I’ve forgiven you,” You mumbled, moving closer to him, his scent seeming stronger than usual.

“I don’t like fighting with you,” He muttered, before stopping, “We’re here.”

You recognized your surroundings as the siren lake stood in front of you. Joy and Seulgi swam to the surface, their aura clearly not happy.

You let go of Yoongi as you stepped onto the rocks, looking sadly at the two sirens.

“We’ve missed you,” Seulgi said, “You’re cooking a baby in there. How exciting!”

“We’re not here about the baby, we’re here about Taehyung,” Yoongi said, his voice partially harsh. He didn’t think highly of sirens, much like how he never used to think highly of vampires. But now his unborn children were both half vampire, not to mention you, his mate, is one too.

“Your werewolf… he’s interesting Y/N,” Joy teased, batting her eyelashes at him, “He’s handsome, reminds me of my killer-“

“Girls, please,” You said, looking back at Yoongi in an attempt to ask for help, “We need to know about Tae.”

Seulgi rolled her eyes, “Right. He left ages ago, didn’t say anything to us. Literally, nothing at all. He just took off.”

Joy playfully hit the elder’s arm, looking to you with a charming smile, “We have friends all over the ocean. Different siren pods have heard different things. But there was always one thing in common. They spoke of Youngjae.”

“Youngjae? Taehyungs killer?” You asked, alarm spreading through your body, “I thought he was-“

“Dead? So did Taehyung,” Seulgi said, getting out of the water and sitting on a rock, her tail partly still submerged. “There were rumors of a creature, that killed sirens and absorbed their powers. Like a vampire, but not entirely so. Taehyung thinks it’s Youngjae.”

“A vampire that drinks blood?” Yoongi asked, his voice turning concerned over serious.

“A vampire that drinks siren blood, yes. That’s how he get’s his power. He’s not alone, either,” Seulgi said, “He has help, human help we believe. We also think that Taehyung has gone away so he can kill him.”

“Why would he leave Jimin? Jimin is dying,” Yoongi explained, “He’s my brother, my pack. I can’t let him die.”

“We don’t want Jimin to die either. He was always nice to us,” Joy said, “You know how it is with Sirens. We have to kill the man or woman that killed us or we can never love again. Seulgi’s lucky, her parents are sirens. The fell in love and had her. She doesn’t have anyone to kill. Me? My killer died at the hands of someone else.”

Yoongi clenched his fist, not releasing even when you placed a hand over his, “We have to find him.”

Joy looked to Seulgi, who nodded back to her, “We’re going to leave. We’re going to find him and bring him home.”

Yoongi looked at the two, bowing his head, “Thank you. If you can’t bring him home, find us and we’ll go to him.”

The sirens nodded, Seulgi diving back into the water, “Joy was right, Y/N. He is handsome. Maybe I’ll sing to him.”

You quirked an eyebrow, clenching your jaw, “Try it and Youngjae won’t be the only one drinking fish blood.”

Seulgi held her hands up, mouthing a quick sorry, watching as you and Yoongi walked off.

-

“Ring the doorbell.”

“You ring the doorbell. This was your idea-“

“I’ll ring the doorbell,” Irene said, pushing past the two of you and attempting to do so. You had given her your necklace to wear, which enabled her to enter the manor gates. She rang the doorbell, and stepped back.

The door swung open, Hoseok standing there with a surprised look on his face, before remembering and smiling, “You’re here for the meeting.”

“You’re not staying?” You asked, looking him up and down, “Is that cologne?”

Hoseok shrugs his shoulders, “I have a date. With my reincarnated bloodsinger.” You opened your mouth to speak, confusion and shock evident in your face, “I’ll explain later. Namjoon is anxious to see you. Good luck.”

“Good luck yourself,” You said breathlessly, looking at Yoongi awkwardly. He shrugged, before gently pushing you inside, earning a hard glare from you.

Yeri stood waiting, her whole demeanour looking much happier and lively, “Y/N!” She hugged you, not too tightly just in case she hurt you. Your sister-in-law looked at you, her face softening as she saw the tube that was still inserted through your nose, “How are you feeling?”

“Better,” You said, “You look happy.”

“I am happy, he’s doing well,” Yeri said, a blush covering her cheeks. Her long black hair had been dyed a light brown, and it suited her perfectly. She smiled at Irene, the two had become friends whilst planning the upcoming baby shower.

“Everyone’s dying their hair,” Yoongi said, “Well, shall we do this?”

Yeri smirked, “I see the ring suits you, Yoongi.”

He nodded, his focus entirely on you, “Thanks.”

Yeri led you into the dining room. Namjoon stood up as soon as he saw you. He too had dyed his hair light brown, matching with his wife. He looked better, the colour returned to his face and a hopeful glint in his eyes. Jin and Momo stood too, Jin’s jaw-dropping at how big your bump was now, and Momo closing it with a hand under his chin.

You sat down at the bottom end of the table, Yoongi’s arm secure are you as he pulled his chair next to yours. Irene sat next to Momo, exchanging a few words with the vampire. Everyone sat down again, and you began.

You and Namjoon stared at each other. You remained stoic, unmoving whilst Namjoon sighed deeply, “You’re really pregnant.”

You scoffed, a small smile that was well hidden escaping, “I thought I was just getting fat.”

Yoongi smiled and squeezed your thigh, and Namjoon tried not to laugh. He remembered what you were here for, and spoke again, “Y/N, I’m sorry. I ruined our relationship, our family and coven. I can’t apologize enough.”

You glared at him again, “You threatened the life of my bloodsinger, the father of my children, therefore threatening me and the twins. Your apologies mean nothing.”

He nodded, “I know. But I promise that I will not give up on trying to make things right. I promised to look after you, to protect you, and you promised to stay by my side. I broke my promises by becoming too possessive, by seeing you as an object desirable by my enemies. But I have gone to hell and back, and I know that I was wrong. You aren’t a little girl anymore that needs help on the monkey bars. You’re a strong woman about to raise children of your own, with a man by your side that loves you.”

A tear dropped down onto your lap, and Yoongi noticed it right away. He was ready to stand up in front of you and protect you from anything and anyone. But your hand on top of his reminded that him that you were fine, and he relaxed.

You looked to Namjoon, your face finally showing him that he had caused so much heartache, “I want to believe you, Joon, but I can’t. What if you go crazy again? I’m about to give birth, to two living breathing children. What if you hurt them?”

Namjoon nodded once, looking sadly at his wife and then at you, “We don’t know that. But I will dedicate myself to being a better brother, and a good uncle, if you let me into their lives.”

Yeri stood up, “Namjoon has an apology present he’d like to show you. Now would be a good time to show them, Joon.”

Namjoon nodded, “Could you come with me?”

Yoongi stood up, helping you to stand and wrapping his arm around your waist. You leaned into him, finding walking harder with each day as your belly grew. You looked at him, reminding him that you were still annoyed with him, but needed his help nevertheless.

He helped you up the stairs, following Namjoon and Yeri closely. Neither of you knew what the present was, but you were silently looking forward to it. Irene followed closely behind, your paranoia always getting the best of you.

Namjoon walked to the spare room next to his and Yeri’s room, “I thought that maybe after a few months of having the twins, you might want to spend time alone.”

Namjoon opened the door, letting you walk in. You stopped walking, looking to Yoongi as tears threatened to fall.

It was a nursery. Pink and Blue swirls covered the walls, with small animals painted too. Teddy bears of all shapes and sizes surrounded two cribs, each painted with gold accents. The carpet was soft under your shoes, a warm cream colour that complemented the walls.

Yoongi was mesmerized by the room in front of him. Sure, he was by your side most of the time and dealt with the pain that came with carrying two little hybrids inside of you, and the kicks and movements his children made. But the sight before him made it all too real. That you would be holding your little ones in your arms in a short amount of time.

Namjoon walked into the middle of the room, “We’re fully equipped to babysit. Nappies, bottles, blood bags infused with essential vitamins that babies need. There’s a fully stocked wardrobe and-“

Without another thought, you sped over to your brother and hugged him. He was shocked at first, mostly by the large bump that was pressing into his stomach, but also by the fact that you were hugging him.

“Thank you,” You whispered, “I want to try again. I want to forgive you.”

Namjoon finally hugged you back, sighing as stray tears fell, “That’s more than I could ever ask for.”

You separated, walking back to Yoongi as you both started looking around the room.

“The blankets, they’re so fluffy,” You held up the pink item, rubbing it on your cheek as you pouted, “These kids of ours, they really get the best.”

“Yeri and Momo did all the shopping,” Namjoon said, “Wendy did the painting, I did the designs, and Jin helped me build the cribs.”

Yoongi opened up the wardrobe, pulling out a baby suit, “A three-piece tux. For a baby?”

Yeri smirked, “It was Joon’s idea. He said that they might need it.”

You scrunched your eyebrows together, trying to think of a reason that a baby would need a tux, ultimately not coming up with anything.

Namjoon nodded, “Do you have names for them yet?”

Yoongi rubbed your belly fondly, smiling at the large bump, “Rose, for our little girl. We don’t have name yet for our son.”

“Rose,” Namjoon repeated, “That’s beautiful.”

The happy aura dropped quickly, as Irene and Yoongi became more alert.

Irene and Yoongi shared a knowing look, “Someone’s in the house.”

Irene followed the scent. It was a vampire, but certainly not a Celestial Vampire. She sped down the stairs, ripping the door open, and gasping.

The vampire in front of her was gorgeous. Her voice hitched in her throat, and she was unable to make a noise.

“Who are you?” The man asked, looking at her carefully. He seemed to understand what was happening, and it terrified him as much as it did her.

“Jackson!”

You ran forward, Irene moving out of the way as you hugged the man. He smiled happily, patting your head as you let go, “Y/N, you’ve put on weight.”

You pouted, “Don’t remind me. But why are you here? You didn’t tell us? Did you tell Joon?”

Jackson shook his head, walking inside and taking off his coat, “It’s a surprise visit, we have much to talk about.”

Jackson was the oldest Vampire you knew. He was friends with Queen Elizabeth the first, being her advisor when it came to foreign affairs. Originally from China, Jackson became the British Monarchies secret weapon, serving every Monarch from the first Elizabeth to the second.

“How is her majesty?” Namjoon asked, “It must be pretty important information if you’re coming here.”

Jackson bowed his head, “She is well, but it has nothing to do with her. I’m afraid I don’t come here on good terms.”

You all sat down again, Jackson sitting next to Jin. He and Yoongi quickly introduced each other, but Jackson already knew who he was.

“I’m kind of like the MI5, but I’m really old,” Jackson explained, “I meet weekly with Her Majesty and I accompany all Senior Members of the Royal Family to important events. The MI5 has a vampire unit, lead by me. They are the top-ranking protection squad in England.”

Yoongi was shocked by all of this. Who knew Vampires were so successful in England.

“Onto business,” Jackson said, “I have bad news, do you want to hear it?”

“Bad news?” Namjoon asked, “What’s wrong?”

Jackson turned to you and Yoongi, “Word has spread through China and Japan, and even to England and the rest of Europe, that a Vampire Werewolf hybrid will be born.”

You looked scarcely at Yoongi, “H-how?”

“We don’t know, but I have people looking into it,” Jackson said, “You’re now a target. The baby is a target. Powerful people that want more power want the hybrid for themselves.”

You realized something quickly, “Hybrid? I’m having twins. They must only know about one of them.”

Jackson looked alarmed, “You’ll need high security. Spells put around the forest, anti-locator and more. I’ll send a squad here, based in Seoul. They’ll look out for you.”

“W-what, why?” You asked, alarmed and starting to panic, “Is someone after them?”

Jackson looked to Namjoon, and then to Yoongi, “To put it simply, yes. But I won’t say anything more, I don’t want to worry you. You are safe, nothing can happen to you.”

Yoongi stood up, moving behind you and placing his hands on your shoulders, “Let’s calm you down, yeah?”

You nodded, letting Yoongi help you up, thanking everyone as you went upstairs again.

-

You showed Yoongi your room, seeing that it had been cleaned and the bed made, much like a hotel. He sat on your bed, looking around and smiling at all the photos on the wall.

“Are you alright?” He asked, looking at you lying down on the bed. You were uncomfortable, your back and legs sore. Yoongi sensed it, but the way you were rubbing your legs together made him sense something else.

“I’m sore,” You said, “My mental state is all over the place. I’m mad at you, and at Namjoon, but I want everything to be right again.”

“You know I’m sorry, I wouldn’t have done it if it weren’t for the best,” Yoongi said, getting an idea in his head, “Let me make it up to you.”

You lifted your head, looking at him in confusion before watching him approach you. He lifted up your shirt, pressing a kiss to your stomach, making eye contact with you as his fingers moved to the hem of your leggings, silently asking for permission to pull them down.

“Yoongi,” You said sternly, looking at him with a torn expression, “I’m too tired.”

“Let me make you feel good sweetheart, you deserve it,” Yoongi mused, rubbing soft circles on your hips before pulling down your leggings. You had stopped wearing lace underwear, opting for silk panties that felt nicer instead. He threw your leggings on the floor and moved his middle finger up and down your clothed clit. You drew in a sharp breath through your teeth, your eyes slowly fluttering closed. He kept focusing his movements on your bundle of nerves, licking his lips when your arousal slowly started to seep through the silk. He licked over your panties, humming in content as he got a small taste of your sweetness.

“Yoongi,” You breathed out, containing any whimpers or moans as to not give him the satisfaction of breaking you. Yoongi understood your desperate tone, slowly pulling your panties down with his teeth, a skill he used whenever he was given the opportunity.

He paused for a moment, letting your sweet scent envelop him as he let out a guttural moan, as if he was the one being pleasured at that moment. He then licked up a long stripe in your entrance, trying to taste as much of you as he could. Your breathing began to deepen, and he focused his tongue on your clit, using his fingers to spread your folds. He grazed his teeth over the bundle of nerves, making you shriek and forget your dignity as you let the moans flow out. His tongue was flat on your clit, moving his head up and down, the friction bringing you more pleasure as you whimpered. Your hand found his raven locks, lightly pulling on them, making Yoongi moan, sending vibrations through your body. Your eyes turned black, unable to keep control of yourself as you gave into your mate.

“Y-Yoongi,” You panted, feeling your high coming quickly. He pulled away, smirking at you, his mouth glistening with your juices.

“You wanna come, sweetheart?” He asked, sensually leaning down and teasing you with a long stripe up your ore, sucking on your clit and letting go with a pop. “Say the words sweetheart, and I’ll make you come harder than you ever have before.”

You shook your head, biting your lip, trying to grind your core onto Yoongi’s face. When he didn’t do anything, you whimpered and gave in, “Please. Yoongi. Make me cum. I need it.”

Yoongi quirked his eyebrows at you, pressing his tongue flat on your clit and closing his mouth over it, moving his tongue rapidly, humming at your reaction and sending vibrations of pleasure through your body.

“Yoongi, I’m gonna-“

He moved faster, expertly focusing his movements to where you needed it most. You pushed your hips into his face more, unable to control yourself anymore as he brought you to your high, a band snapping and pleasure taking over. You called out his name like a chant, his assault on your core never stopping even as you erratically moved your hips, trying to get the most out of your orgasm.

Yoongi sat up, his face covered in your arousal. He wiped his mouth with his hand, licking one of his fingers, “You taste better every time, sweetheart.”

You stood up, your legs wobbly as you pulled your leggings back up, “Don’t think this makes everything better. Luckily, the baby shower’s a week away, so we have until then to get over this.”

“A week away?”

You rolled your eyes, clicking your tongue, “Seriously? Yes.”

“Well fuck.”

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Published: August, 14, 2022

Eddie Hearn, Matchroom Sport Chairman: “Well good afternoon everyone and welcome to this press conference in London to announce what I still can’t really believe. I’m sure many of you sitting here can’t quite believe it as well. Eubank Jr against Benn. October the 8th, O2 Arena, live and exclusive on DAZN PPV. "I wish we had seven O2 Arenas – this fight is an absolute monster. The biggest in British boxing, perhaps one of the biggest ever in the sport in this country. I’m delighted to be sitting here alongside our co-promoter Kalle Sauerland and Wasserman Boxing. Thanks to Kalle, Team Eubank, Team Benn for coming together to make this iconic fight. "We all grew up with this rivalry. The greatest rivalry in British boxing. In 1990 I was 11 years old and I remember one of the greatest nights for our family, when Chris Eubank Snr stopped Nigel Benn to win the world Middleweight Title in Birmingham. Three years later I remember the night so clearly, a hazy night at Old Trafford, over 45,000 people, 15 million on terrestrial TV watched the rematch. "Now almost 30 years on we get to see part three. An incredible moment, these two step up for what will be the biggest fight in British boxing.” Kalle Sauerland, Wasserman's Head of Global Boxing: "It has been a long, long, road; not as long as some people think however. The starting gun was fired a little early when people thought the deal was done when we had not actually exchanged contracts yet, but we are dealing with a monster. Not a monster for the Heavyweight World Championship, not a unification, not a grudge match; we’re dealing with a family feud. A feud that started on the November 18, 1990 and one that made me fall back in love with boxing.  "The interest around what happened back then, 19 million viewing on terrestrial television, 500 million viewers around the world, you don’t need to sell it. At the same time, look at the gladiators we have up here. They have fought their way out of their father’s shadows in their own right. They sit up here now, and  put it all on the line – family legacy, I don’t think there’s any title you could place on it that is bigger than that." Chris Eubank Jr: "For him it's a win-win and for me, if I lose to Conor Benn on October 8, I'm finished. My goal is to fight for a World Title in the next year. I can't lose to Conor Benn and then expect to fight for a Middleweight World Title, it can't happen. "Nothing like this has ever happened before in the history of the sport, two legends went into a ring 30 years ago and inspired a nation. They became superstars and etched their names into not just boxing history, but British history. Now, 30 years later, their son who have both made themselves in the sport of boxing are going to get in the ring.  "The Eubank and Benn name are going to go to war for the third time. Nothing like this has ever happened before and I don’t think it will happen again, ever. That’s why I took this fight. We have to uphold those names to the best of our ability, that’s where it makes it personal for me. I have to make sure the Eubank name stays on top of the Benn name. “If I’m at 100% then it’s a public execution. I'll be 60% on the night and that'll be enough to do whatever I want with you. I don't hate anybody I would ever give anyone that type of power over me. I don't even dislike Conor," he said. "But at the same time this fight is personal. The things his father put my father through, I can't forget and I can't forgive.

"I watched the mental toll and the injuries. Him going to hospital and losing half his tongue. I watched Nigel tell my father on national TV that he hated him. These are things I can't forgive. This is a fight where our family names are on the line and we have to uphold them. That's where it makes it personal."

Ronnie Davies: “It’s unbelievable. I feel privileged to have been with his father for all of those years – 20 odd World Title fights with him. I’ve got the same again with his son, I was there when he was born and I’ve always been with him. "I think it’s going to be a great fight. The first Eubank-Benn fight was brutal, I was in the corner and I could hear them saying, ‘is that all you’ve got, you’re punching like a girl’. You could hear the power. After the fight I said to Barry, ‘you can’t let them fight again, no man should have to go through that again’. "I think this next fight will be just as brutal. They’ve both got that passion which I saw in their fathers. I knew them both well. I’ve got the greatest respect for Conor Benn and his trainer Tony Sims. I go back a long way with Tony. It’ll be a great fight. Eubank is too battle hardened and too big for Conor. Conor’s time will come again but he will get beat.” Conor Benn: “I’ve said that numerous times. This is a fight that makes sense for now. The World Title is still the goal, but this is once in a lifetime. This is a fantasy fight for the British public. Forget about how far apart we were when I first turned pro, the names were still mentioned to me. Eubank was still mentioned to me before I even had my debut fight. It’s just been brewing, and the stars have aligned for October 8th. "As Chris said, we’ve both walked the same road so you’ve got to respect that. I respect all fighters. But when we get in there we will settle the family business. I’m taking care of the family business. The last fight was a draw. It’s about time I set the score straight. "At the end of the day it’s not my job to worry about what he thinks or what he does, or his team and how he’s approaching this. I worry about what I’ve got to do. I’ve always worried about what I’ve got to do, irrelevant of everyone else and what they’re doing. I’m focusing on delivering on October 8th. I haven’t failed to deliver. I haven’t tasted a loss, and I don’t plan on taking a loss on October 8th.”   Tony SIms: "I think this fight was always aligned to happen, even from the first day that Conor Benn put gloves on. It’s always been spoken about. Like Conor said, it’s a fight for the British public, it’s probably the biggest fight of this decade or of this generation. "Obviously I wanted to see the fight happen and I believe in Conor Benn. He’s so diligent in his training and the knowledge of his boxing game. I believe that the weight at 157 is what Chris Eubank’s team asked for, we agreed to that. I believe he will be strong at that weight, Conor Benn. "He spars with all of the world level Middleweights and Super-Middleweights in my gym day in day out. When he fights these days I don’t put him in with Welterweights for sparring, I always go with Middleweights for sparring, because the Welterweights just don’t hold up to him. I know what he’s made of and I know what he can bring to the table. "That was a big factor in taking this fight. Conor really wanted the fight, I spoke to Nigel on the phone about it and Nigel said the fight is ready to happen. We’re here now and October the 8th is not far away. Me and Nigel go back a long way and I was actually sparring with him around that time. I was at the second fight at Old Trafford. What great fights they were, they’ve lived on through the past 30 years. "People still talk about those fights, and for this fight to happen now, I always thought this day would come. I always thought this fight would happen. The time is right now for it to happen. What a fight it’s going to be. Chris Eubank Jr is a great fighter and a fantastic athlete, Conor Benn is the same. They’re both their father’s sons and they both speak like theirs fathers and they both fight like their fathers. I expect a great fight on October 8th and obviously I’ve got confidence in my fighter Conor Benn being victorious.”

[trulymj]

65 Questions You Aren't Used To

I pretended it was myspace and just filled this out in it’s entirety. cool.  1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? -Nah man, I could but it wouldn’t do anything but increase my anxiety levels so I’ll just avoid thinking about it like I do with most things. 

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? -Like a 2? Depends a lot if Im alone in the house or not.

3. The person you would never want to meet? -The person who would answer this question with my name probably. 

4. What is your favorite word? - Im cheating its a phrase “l’appel du vide,” that feeling you get when you’re driving and you just think “I could jerk my wheel and ram into that barrier..” but don’t. 

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? I’d like to think I would be a great big old willow tree where people have first kisses under in August because Summer is ending.

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? -Damn, I forgot to take off my make-up

7. What shirt are you wearing? -A black cami tank top

8. What do you label yourself as? -I don’t really? A loving person I guess?

9. Bright room or dark room? -Dark room, alwayssss. 

10. What were you doing at midnight last night? - in bed..watching The Office and trying to sleep. 

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? 26 was really great...but this year has been amazing in its own right. 

12. Who told you they loved you last? -My man via ship email because he’s floating in the middle of the ocean somewhere. 

13. Your worst enemy? -Procrastination and avoidance.

14. What is your current desktop picture? -Some cool night sky shit with a tent in the foreground

15. Do you like someone? -Probably the guy I married...just a little bit though.

16. The last song you listened to? -Baby it’s cold outside. I was wrapping presents and enjoying myself man, don’t judge. 

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? -Probably a child rapist

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? -Myself sometimes, but no one really. Not my style. 

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? -This is too kinky for tumblr now.

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) - my right nostril, it resembles a bean which is cool.

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? -Probably just do a lot of that helicopter dick thing that guys do...or and finally figure out what it’s like to stick your dick in stuff because I’m so curious. I’d spend most of the day trying to get a BJ I think. I guess just as hot as possible to increase my chances of getting said BJ?

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? -Nah I dont think so...maybe like talking to people?

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? -Escalators. 

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. -Oven Roasted turkey, thick ass bacon, tomato, tons of avocado, a layer of clover sprouts, some jersey style cherry pepper relish, oil and vin. Damn that sounds good. 

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? -Rainy day fund mang. Responsibilities and shit. 

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? - Iceland, a bitch is trying to see the northern lights. 

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? - Laphroaig 31 year please and thanks. 

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? - Don’t be a dick.

29. What is your favorite expletive? - Fucker

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? - My Moms ring

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Probably getting molested on that plane when I was 9. I didn’t grow from it so it’d just be cool not to ever think about randomly. 

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! - Mexico so I’m close to home I guess.

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? - This is weird to think about...next...

34. What was your last dream about? Jesse and I were doing something...Don’t remember what though? we were at a party I think. 

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]? Listener? Sometimes. Usually. 

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? Nope. 

37. Have you ever built a snowman? Yes but it was only like a foot tall

38. What is the color of your socks? Flesh socks...aka no socks.

39. What type of music do you like? The good kind.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunrises feel more serene.

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Oreo duhhhhh

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer) IDFWU

43. Do you have any scars? emotional or physical? short answer, yes. 

44. What do you want to be when you graduate? Happy

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - My ability to start shit.

46. Are you reliable? Depends on what for? Money, no. advice yes, being on time yes, helping you keep up a lie, no. 

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be? Did it all work out?

48. Do you hold grudges? Not really, just remember and take mental notes. 

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? A dogs personality in the size of a rat. 

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? - The conversation I had with Jesse on the steps of a catholic church at 3am in San Francisco when we were both drunk. 

51. Are you a good liar? Nahhh. 

52. How long could you go without talking? not long at all. 

53. What has been you worst haircut/style? The triangle haircut I had freshman year of highschool. Bitches didnt know about curls apparently. 

54. Have you ever baked your own cake? Like for my own birthday? No. But for other peoples, all the time.

55. Can you do any accents other than your own? Southern and British. 

56. What do you like on your toast? Copious amounts of kerrygold butter. 

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of? A christmas tree two days ago. 

58. What would be your dream car? -new: Subaru Crosstrek, blacked the fuck out.  -Classic: 67 Corvette Stingray, black outside, burgundy inside. 

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. Rarely sing...usually watch scientific youtube shows...

60. Do you believe in aliens? I don’t think they’ve visited us but there’s other life out there. 

61. Do you often read your horoscope? -When its easy, yes, but I dont go out of my way. 

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? Z I guess. 

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons? Dinos, them bitches were reallll. 

64. What do you think about babies? They’re expensive, poopy, cry-y sacks of flesh that don’t sleep and I want one. 

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. I don’t know what to ask myself so bye. 

[petitelepus]

B-Day Present, Dino Day!

This is my birthday present for lovely @yes-i-write-fanfiction! They just turned 18 couple days ago and it’s a reason to celebrate! Aaah, I remember when I turned 18 and I got 18 big chocolate bars as present. To be young again! This is my Child Reader X Dinobots Transformers Animated 2007 story for them! Enjoy dear and happy birthday once again!

”Dinosaurs, dinosaurs! Big and bigger dinosaurs!” You sang happily as you you walked through the thick forest. You had been loafing forever in the little boat you found on the harbour and made it to the island in middle of the Lake Erie where civilisation ended and lush wilderness began, but it was all for for your passion!

You heard your parents talking about dinosaurs in nearby forests and as much as they tried to tell you not to go there, you couldn’t care about their warnings. No way you were going to miss out some dinosaurs! You lived for those big ancient lizards!

Seriously, your room was covered with dinosaurs once your childhood obsession surfaced. All it took was one day in your favourite robotic theme park and you were done for it. You had to have them all after that.

Two years went by as your parents found your obsession cute and healthy, seeing that a child in your age should have a interests so they even painted your room to looks like old world did during dinosaurs’ era and covered it with toys and plushies both won and bought from theme park. They searched you all kind of dinosaur cartoons, but cartoons and toys were good only for so long. You wanted to learn more!

You were already big enough to read some words and use computer, so you searched and read everything you could and you could name almost all the different dinosaurs already! Not to brag too much but you even won your pre-school’s talent show with your vast knowledge. Now you wanted to take that knowledge even further and discover an actual dinosaurs!

Now where were those dinosaurs? Only one way to find out.

You took a big breath and roared from the bottom of your tiny lungs. ”RAAAAAW! RAAAW RAAAAAAW!”

You’ve seen enough nature documents to know when a dinosaur wants to meet another. They roar when they do! You stopped out of breath and listened.

Nothing. You tried again. ”RAAAAW RAAAW RAAAAW!”

Still nothing… And even sun was blocked out by clouds… You looked up and saw that there were no clouds in the sky. It was all bright and blue. Then what was blocking your sun? You turned around and came face to face with someone’s big BIG leg.

”Raw?”

Back in city of Detroit again… woman bawled her eyes out in worry of her child missing. ”Our baby is missing!”

”Chief, you gotta do something!” A police man pleaded from Captain Fanzone. If anyone could find you it was his boss. ”Our child, (Y/n), they were in our backyard, but when we turned around they were gone!”

”Calm down, we will find your child. Is there anyone who would want to hurt her or you by taking her?” Captain Fanzone asked as he took out his memory pad. At his words, your mother cried harder and your father went to comfort her. ”No, we’re just a normal family as we can be captain… Some criminals could hold a grudge, but mostly to you since I only work under you…”

”I see... What about your child? Could they have just wondered off?”

”(Y/n) knows not to go anywhere we said not to— Oh god…!” You father gasped and turned to look at your mother. ”Honey do you think (Y/n) might have heard us when I told you about work?”

”That’s impossible, she should have been asleep already by then!”

”What have you been spewing at your wife soldier?” Captain asked, tensing on the inside. If the child knew anything connected to police forces or criminals they could be wanted by those said criminals.

”I was just telling her about the Sumdac incident where their daughter was abducted by those Dinobots and (Y/n) must had been up and heard us…!”

Captain Fanzone scratched his head. ”Okay, why would that be a problem? You don’t believe they would have gone to Lake Erie all by themselves?”

”(Y/n) is a very stubborn child Captain… Once they get an idea they go through with it.”

”Oh my God, my baby might be dead….!” You mother cried, tears streaming down her face and ruining her mascara. Not that she cared about her make up, you came up first now and always.

”Calm down, I’ll make couple phone calls and see what I can get. Meanwhile you get your wife inside and make her something warm to drink.” Captain Fanzone  ordered his subordinate who nodded and escorted his wife back inside the house.

When your parents were gone Captain took out his phone and made quick calls to town’s security office so they could tell if there was any footage of your takers or you walking off. After ten long minutes of waiting, he got the confirmation that you had walked off by yourself towards the harbour.

Next he called to station to see if someone had came up with report of missing boats or peddle boats. ”Ah ha, so someone informed us about lost rowboat. Got it, get the Autobots on the other line.”

Meanwhile you were face to face with a giant dinosaur…! OF YOUR DREAMS! Your eyes were basically sparkling as you looked at the Triceratops standing over you. You screamed, you were so happy. ”Oh my God, a real Triceratops!”

The dinosaur’s reply was to roar, high pitched and loud, so loud in fact that you had to cover your ears. Despite the dinosaur’s loud roar, you were happy so you roared back at it. ”RAAW!”

”ROAAAAAAAAAR!!!” A roar louder than anything you had ever heard pierced through the air. You whipped around, startled by loud sound and the Triceratops behind you roared again, shocking you and sending you on your butt on the ground.

Just in time as a giant TYRANNOSAURUS ran straight out of the forest, knocking off trees as easily as you knocked down towers made out of your colourful blocks. You were frozen still and you could only watch with wide eyes as tyrannosaurus ran straight at you with it’s giant maw open.

In fear, you shut your eyes and wait, but what you don’t see is how the giant tyrannosaurus stops high above you, snatches the triceratops by it’s neck where it’s long horns don’t reach to touch bigger dinosaur’s abdomen and throws it all across the field straight into other tree that snapped like a dry spaghetti in half.

You opened your eyes only to see and saw how tyrannosaurus ran straight at your friend triceratops and fearing the worst that you had seen in nature documents, you stood up and removed your backpack and took out your stuff.

Just as the tyrannosaurus was about to go for the kill you threw your trusty and not to mention rusty alarm clock at it. The clock hit the dinosaur’s leg and it set if off, clock ringing like crazy. This caught tyrannosaur’s attention and it curiously stopped to turn and look at the small device.

That’s when triceratops got up and made a move to bang it’s horns to tyrannosaurus, but you stopped it by throwing your can of juice at it. You knew what happened to tyrannosauruses that got hurt by triceratops or any other dinosaur, they were sure to die and you were not going to lose your new friends!

”Stop it! Stop it both of you!” You shouted and ran between two big creatures, spreading your arms to tyrannosaurus so it wouldn’t attack triceratops anymore and that triceratops wouldn’t attack it with you in front of it.

The tyrannosaurus turned to look at you, it’s eyes squinting at little you and it roared, but you held your ground, pouting angrily. ”No! Friends don’t fight!”

The dinosaur roared again and then it did the most amazing thing ever.

”Me Grimlock! Intruder! Grimlock destroy puny human!” The dinosaur yelled in English! If you were any older you would have been taken aback, but you were young and little bit too stupid for your own good.

”I’m not intruder! Whatever that is! I’m (Y/n)!” You dug through your backpack and pulled out your plushie of the tyrannosaurus rex. ”And this is Charlie! Charlie is a dinosaur like you and he loves spaghetti and cheese like I do, but he insist on having meat also because he’s a carnivore!”

As you held Charlie for tyrannosaurus to see it leaned in close and and sniffed it with it’s snout. Suddenly it looked confused. ”Eeeh, puny human… puny Grimlock…?”

”It’s Charlie!” You hugged your plushie and smiled. ”And he smells like strawberries.”

The triceratops behind you crumbled and got up on it’s feet. You turned to face it and straight up pushed Charlie against dinosaur’s snout. ”Smell! Smells delicious!”

The dinosaur took a sniff and it appeared to like the scent. When you moved to pull Charlie back it pushed it’s snout after your plushie and whined. You pouted a little and hugged the plushie close to your body.

”Don’t get too greedy! Charlie is mine!”

”Grimlock confused…” The tyrannosaurus behind you grumbled and turned it’s back to you to walk away. You looked after the dinosaur and you quickly ran after it, triceratops following behind you. ”Wait up! I wanna be your friend!”

At the sound of your voice the tyrannosaurus turned and roared again, almost knocking you over again. ”Me Grimlock! Grimlock strongest Dinobot!”

”I’m (Y/n)! I’m six and I love dinosaurs!”

”Puny human love Dinobots?”

”I love dinos!” You spread your arms as wide as they could go. ”Big dinos and small dinos!”

”Errr… Grimlock confused…” Tyrannosaurus grumbled. ”Puny human love Grimlock?”

You smiled so widely that your cheeks hurt and you jumped up and down excitedly. ”I love love love Grimlock!”

If the dinosaur wanted to say anything it didn’t. It only huffed a hot puff of air at you through it’s nostrils and turned to walk away. You whined, but there was a gentle push against your back and you saw your triceratops friend crooning for your attention. You gave in.

”Can I ride you?”

You got your answer as triceratops laid itself on the ground and lowered it’s head enough so you could get on. Eyes wide and sparkling, you cheered, happily climbing over dinosaurs neck. You patted your friend on top of his head and laughed. ”Off we go!”

The triceratops roared and pushed itself up on it’s feet. You almost lost your balance, but you got it back quickly, minding Charlie under your arm. So the dinosaur took you further into island, following after Grimlock. To your utter joy, it brought you to a new clearing where Grimlock crooned and roared at the third dinosaur, a Pteranodon, flying dinosaur!

Excited, you patted your friends head. ”Down down!”

The dinosaur crooned and bowed down and you excitedly jumped down and ran to pteranodon. The bird dinosaur squinted it’s eyes at you once it saw you approaching and screeched at you with it’s high pitched voice. You ran up to dinosaur and screeched happily to it back. ”Scree scree! I’m making same sound as you!”

The pteranodon squinted it’s eyes at you again, but it closed it’s wings to a resting position. You spread your arms wide and flapped them up and down. ”Can you fly? Show me how to fly!”

The dinosaur flapped it’s wings at you, sending a big gush of air at you and ruffling your hair. It didn’t fly, but it was so powerful and the fresh air felt good. You laughed happily and flapped your arms at the pteranodon. ”Again again!”

Something in the way you acted must have amused the dinosaur because it screeched again and flapped it’s wings at you high speed and you laughed even more. ”Awesome!”

There was a sound like metal screeching against metal and you turned around to see Grimlock and your friend rolling around in ground on top of each other. You were ready to go and stomp over there to yell them to stop, but then you saw that they looked like they were smiling.

”Ooooh, so you were just playing!” You awed in wonder and jumped up and down. ”You’re so big and strong!”

At the mention of strong, Grimlock and your friend jumped apart from each other and while you were smiling excitedly they approached you.

”Me Grimlock! Me strongest!” Grimlock shouted and you laughed, gleefully clapping your hands before jumping up and down. ”I want to play too!”

”Tiny!” Grimlock leaned down on your level and gently touched you with his big snout, making you fall over your butt with ease. You yelped and pouted, cheeks turning red with anger. ”I’m big for my age!”

The tree dinosaurs grumbled and you took your chance to jump up, abandon Charlie and run behind Grimlock. Without further things distracting you, you jumped on his tail and playfully started to wrestle with it. You could barely move the heavy thing, but Grimlock played along and playfully let you rattle his tail.

Laughter bubbled from your lungs and you happily wrestled with his big tail, before you heard your two other dino friends to whine. You let slid off from Grimlock’s tail and ran up to triceratops and started to pet it’s snout with both hands.

”You’re so cute! You’re cutest triceratops I’ve ever seen! Cute cute cute!” You sang. The dinosaur grumbled contently now that it got your attention, but pteranodon felt left out and nudged you with the tip of it’s long beak. You extended your other arm and hugged them both together with best of your abilities with your short arms. ”You’re all so cute! I love you all!”

The tree dinosaurs shared a look, but said nothing and for you rest of the day was the best you had ever had. You wrestled with Grimlock, played catch with triceratops and flapped your arms with pteranodon like you would take off and fly! You actually couldn’t, but wow when it actually rose into the sky and flied.

”Wow! Can you pick me up? I wanna be high up there also!” You asked, extending your arms high towards the sky like you were just wishing to be picked up and your wishes were granted as pteranodon swooped down, grabbed you by the base of your arms and flew into the sky.

You screamed, but not from fear but excitement and air tussling your hair in all directions as you rose above the forest. You just hugged limply in dinosaur’s claws and enjoyed the ride, seeing city rise behind the lake and a boat slowly approaching the island.

Not that you paid any attention to it, but the passengers on it certainly paid attention to sight of you being held by a Dinobot.

”Dear God, it’s going to drop them!” Captain Fanzone yelled in horror as he saw you hanging in the claws of dinosaur bot.

”We must wait until we get to the island. Then we can retrieve the missing child.” Prowl, a brave Autobot ninja muttered from next to police chief. He knew Dinobots were territorial, but he couldn’t believe that they would harm someone as harmless as a little child.

”I got a bad feeling about this Prowl… And I don’t like it either…!” Bulkhead, a big bot with bigger spark grumbled in worry and in his mind he had a good reason to be worried. All his latest meetings with Dinobots ended in fighting with them.

Meanwhile you had already landed and you were playing around and showing off all the toys you had brought with you to your new friends as the sun was starting to set.

”This is Alice! She’s a Brachiosaurus! They have so long neck they can reach to clouds!” You showed them your figure of a long necked dinosaur and your friends leaned in close to see better the details.

”This one is Cherry! She’s a Torosaurus and Alice’s girlfriend!” You said and pushed your two toy dinosaur uses mouths against each other as if they were kissing like your parents did. ”They love each other very much!”

Triceratops crooned and leaned in to peck your Torosaurus gently with it’s snout. You laughed happily. ”Yeah, she looks like you!” You dug out your third toy. ”And this is Baro! He’s a evil Carnotaurus and super scary! I had nightmare about him so I don’t like him that much. He was chasing me and tried to eat me…”

”Grimlock protect Tiny! Grimlock strong!” Grimlock yelled and roared right afterwards, other two joining him. You laughed, your voice easily covered by their louder voices, but your were happy either way.

”Wait right there!”

”Huh?” You turned to look on the side of the field and saw a man and two bigger robots by his side. Oh, you knew that man! He drank bitter bean juice with your daddy sometimes! You waved at him excitedly. ”Mister Bean man!”

”Kid, get away from those things!”

”Things?” You tilted your head in wonder and Grimlock roared before stomping between you and Bean man, triceratops and pteranodon following close by.

”Me Grimlock! Intruder!” Grimlock yelled just like he had when you first time met.

The black and golden bot stepped forward and held his hands up towards your friends. ”Grimlock, it’s me, Prowl. We’re here to bring the child back ho—” His words were cut off by Grimlock roaring again and he sounded angry and more ferocious. ”Grimlock protect Tiny!”

And just like that, your friends ran at the Bean man and bots, leaving you baffled and behind. The big green bot looked angry. ”I knew we couldn’t count on these guys to be smart about this!” He shouted as Grimlock moved to bite him, but he extended a big metal ball from his right hand and punched your friend!

Meanwhile the sleeker bot snatched Bean man up and jumped to side as your triceratops friend moved to ram at them. ”Hold on, I don’t think dinobots mean any harm to child!”

”Yeah, but what about us!?” Bean man yelled. You watched eyes wide how your friends fought against the bots and with each hit, punch or kick they took your felt your throat tightening up and eyes sting like you had gotten sand in them. But it wasn’t sand stinging your eyes but tears.

”S- stop it…! Don’t figh-t…! Don’t hurt them…!” You whimpered, hiccups occasionally breaking your speech, until you couldn’t take the pressure behind your eyes anymore and you wailed from the bottom of your lungs as tears started to stream down your face. ”DON’T HURT MY FRIENDS!”

At the sound of your distressed crying, Grimlock and rest of the Dinobots took a one glance of you and abandoned whole fight, running and flying full speed to you. In seconds they surrounded you, cuddling close to you and whining from the back of their throats, but you couldn’t see anything, you were rubbing your leaking eyes and crying out loud so hard.

Autobots and Captain reformed at the background, old man rubbing his head. ”What in the name of the—!”

”They’re… Comforting the child?” Bulkhead was just as surprised as Captain standing next to him. Prowl nodded slightly, his face straight as ever but then he smiled. ”Seems like they grew attached to child. Shows that there’s more to them than we give them credit for.”

It took you a moment to calm down and stop crying, but your eyes were puffy and red and your face was all snotty. You sniffled and leaned in to hug pteranodon beak that it offered for you and triceratops and Grimlock crooned sadly. ”Tiny no cry! Tiny laugh!”

”I- I’ll try…!” You sniffled and looked at the big guy sadly. ”Are you hurt? Does it hurt anywhere?”

”Me Grimlock! Grimlock strongest Dinobot!” Grimlock roared into the sky, then leaned in and carefully nuzzled against your cheek. ”Tiny not sad. Grimlock strong!”

You sniffled couple more times before pulling the sleeve of your shirt over your hand and using it to wipe your face clean of tears and snot. Slowly, you rose up on your feet and wrapped your arms best way you could against Grimlock’s snout in hug. ”Yeah, you’re a strong tyrannosaurus…!”

While you were having a loving hug with your giant friend, Prowl approached you carefully, the only thing alarming you about his approach being your other two dino friends snarling at him. Even Grimlock pulled back from your hug and growled at Prowl.

”Grimlock, we need no harm to you or the child, but the child needs to return home. Their parents are worried sick for them.” Prowl tried to talk some sense to leader of the dinobots, but was met with Grimlock growling more at him. ”Grimlock strong! Grimlock care!”

”I know you do, but if you really care of them you let them go home where they belong.”

Grimlock growled but turned to look at you for answers. ”Tiny go home?”

You smiled at the mention of home and nodded. ”Yeah, I need to go home soon! But I will visit you again and we can play again and have fun and I’ll bring my picture books and toys with me!”

Grimlock and others crooned sadly. ”Tiny stay here…!”

You shook your head. ”I can’t! Mommy and daddy will get worried if I don’t return home! But I will come back!” You held your little finger up to Grimlock and others. ”I pinky promise! If I break it then boogeyman will come and take me away!”

The dinosaurs crooned glancing at each other before they one by one gently graced their snouts and beak against your pinky. You grinned and jumped up happily! ”Now we have a deal!”

”Okay okay, let get things gathered up and get going!” Mister Bean man said as he walked up to you. He took your backpack and started to stuff your toys inside it. ”Let’s get you home.”

Soon you were all on the boat and aborting the Dinosaur island of Lake Erie. You got Mister’s permission to stand by the fence as long as you didn’t stick your head through it and held on tight. With your free hand you happily waved to your friends who grew smaller and smaller as farther you got. ”Bye bye!”

Grimlock and others roared one last time before they returned into the forest to go on with their day and wait for your return. You smiled, though a little sadly that you had to leave your friends behind. Why did you have to live so far away from each other?

”Mister Bean man?” You looked up at the man standing next to you and he turned to you. ”Yeah kid?”

”Am I in trouble?” You asked and frowned sadly as you awkwardly shuffled your feet. ”I left without mommy’s and daddy’s permission… I hope I don’t get yelled…”

To your surprise and shock a heavy hand gently petted your head and your looked up at the older man who grinned back at you. ”I’ll make sure you won’t get reprimanded, but you gotta make sure to ask your parents permission next time when you go somewhere.”

You nodded slowly and then glanced at the big bots standing behind you. ”Can I come visit my friends again?”

The bots shared a look and the green one leaned in closer to you. ”Umm, I’m not sure if that’s such a good idea—” But he grew silent with the black bot gently laying his hand against big one’s arm. The sleek black bot leaned down as much as he could to get to your eye level. ”You can meet them again, but call Captain Fanzone first so he can personally take you to meet them.”

”Who’s Captain Fanzone?” You asked innocently. ”Who is that?”

Prowl smiled. ”Mister Bean man.”

You smiled widely and turned to look at the older man beside you. ”Really!? You will take me to meet my friends? Jay!”

”Once I got time! Also, you need your parents permission first!” Older man shouted but you were too happy to hear him. Instead you happily ran over to giant bots and started to run around them excitedly.

”I can’t wait to play with my friends again!”

[biancas8thsea-blog]

I thought this would be nice for the people remember my old blog

1: Name

Alex

2: Age

532 this year! :D

3: 3 Fears

SPIDERS, heartbreak, and homophobia (homophobiaphobic?????)

4: 3 things I love

Water, peace of mind, and acceptance 

5: 4 turns on

I’m asexual so let me just---

I find it really cute when people talk about what they love, are open, are very active, and smile a lot

6: 4 turns off

Still asexual~

I hate liars, disrespectful people, casanovas, and cringey people

7: My best friend

They hate me, so it would be wrong to tag them

8: Sexual orientation

Panromantic and asexual :D

9: My best first date

I just love being with them, I don’t really care about much else

10: How tall am I

5′4″

11: What do I miss

The ocean

12: What time were I born

10:20 pm

13: Favorite color

Blue~

14: Do I have a crush

I HATE LOVE SO MUCH! I do and it causes me so much pain, I’m good tho! :D

15: Favorite quote

“If you’re still bleeding then you are the lucky one because most of our feelings are dead and gone.”

16: Favorite place

The beach! <3

17: Favorite food

Ramen

18: Do I use sarcasm

Do I? Nooooooooooooooooo~

19: What am I listening to right now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9yjnVjgDjs&start_radio=1&list=RDH9yjnVjgDjs

Colour & Electricity 

20: First thing I notice in new person

Their eyes and scent

21: Shoe size

6 in women and 4 in men

22: Eye color

Green ring on the outside, blue inside with flecks of gray, and hazel ring around the pupil. It reminds me of the ocean

23: Hair colour

Blonde with natural highlights

24: Favorite style of clothing

Androgynous

25: Ever done a prank call?

Nah 

27: Meaning behind my URL

I formed my own sea :D

28: Favorite movie

Love, Simon

29: Favorite song

Youth by Daughter 

30: Favorite band

Yunomi

31: How I feel right now

Nothing

32: Someone I love

They hate me too, so I will not tag them either. They cause me too much pain anyways haha

33: My current relationship status

Single

34: My relationship with my parents

I don’t like talking about it

35: Favorite holiday

HALLOWEEN BIATCH

36: Tattoos and piercing i have

My ears are peirced

37: Tattoos and piercing i want

None please

38: The reason I joined Tumblr

I just wanted to one day

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?

I hate them, but they are indifferent towards me. I hold grudges

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

I wish man 

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

Nope

42: When did I last hold hands?

July 29, 2018 

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

6 years

44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?

I shaved my legs for this post haha

45: Where am I right now?

Mon lit

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

I’ll be dead before I can drink

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

LOUD

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

It’s always a fight here, we could replace WWE

49: Am I excited for anything?

A moment of peace

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

I don’t have many real friends

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?

I hate fake smiling. I start to cry instantly, I’d rather frown (does anyone get the reference?)

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?

Like 2 hours ago (It’s 1:33 am now)

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

Bitch slapped

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

HELL YEAH A LOT OF THEM

55: What is something I disliked about today?

I haven’t slept yet

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

My doppelganger

57: What do I think about most?

Imperfections and heartbreak

58: What’s my strangest talent?

I can vibrate my eyes

59: Do I have any strange phobias?

Being chased

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

BEHIND

61: What was the last lie I told?

“I don’t love you”

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

Talking on the phone. I hate video chats

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

Yup

64: Do I believe in magic?

Yeah

65: Do I believe in luck?

I’m lucky I haven’t jumped off the bridge

66: What’s the weather like right now?

Dark and hella hot

67: What was the last book I’ve read?

The Lightning Thief, I think. I reread it not too long ago

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

I’m iffy about it

69: Do I have any nicknames?

Alex, Bianca, Lexi, Mama, and Mika

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

Bloody eye

71: Do I spend money or save it?

Spend lmao

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

Nah mate

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?

HELL YEAH MAN

74: Favorite animal?

Toads, frogs, fish, cats, and foxes

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

Writing this post

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

It’s Schnoes (It means gravedigger)

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

ÑΣVΣR GΣ† U$ΣD †Ø PΣØPLΣ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqO8VgzrzHQ

78: How can you win my heart?

Get to know me and actually make an effort

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

“I’m right behind you just smiling”

80: What is my favorite word?

Galaxy and Ocean

That’s more than one

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr

Everyone from my old blog ask me in pm

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

“Get your shit together, everyone!”

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?

My grandma went to jail when my mother was a child, but that’s about it

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

The power to throw up that shit and get no diseases (Water-breathing)

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

“You promise?”

86: What is my current desktop picture?

Legit the windows logo

87: Had sex?

Still asexual

88: Bought condoms?

Haha nope

89: Gotten pregnant?

Asexual noise 

90: Failed a class?

Probably would kill myself if I did

91: Kissed a boy?

Too ugly for that

92: Kissed a girl?

Yes

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

No

94: Had job?

No

95: Left the house without my wallet?

All the time

96: Bullied someone on the internet?

Is swearing at them bullying?

97: Had sex in public?

Asexual scream

98: Played on a sports team?

Yeah

99: Smoked weed?

I don’t live in California

100: Did drugs?

Hell no

101: Smoked cigarettes?

Still no

102: Drank alcohol?

Accidentally a few times

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

I wish

104: Been overweight?

Haha totally

105: Been underweight?

Never

106: Been to a wedding?

Nope

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

Probably

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

Most likely

109: Been outside my home country?

Yup

110: Gotten my heart broken?

Right now buddy. Hurts like hell, still good tho :D

111: Been to a professional sports game?

Nah

112: Broken a bone?

No

113: Cut myself?

Let’s not

114: Been to prom?

Too young

115: Been in airplane?

Yep

116: Fly by helicopter?

I don’t think so

117: What concerts have I been to?

I can’t remember

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

Right now buddy

119: Learned another language?

Not entirely 

120: Wore make up?

A few times

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?

Asexual screeching 

122: Had oral sex?

Asexual pterodactyl screams

123: Dyed my hair?

Does Kool-Aid and sharpie count?

124: Voted in a presidential election?

Still a smol baby

125: Rode in an ambulance?

Nope

126: Had a surgery?

Yeah, and I was awake

127: Met someone famous?

I can’t recall

128: Stalked someone on a social network?

Haha totally 

129: Peed outside?

Not that I remember 

130: Been fishing?

I usually watch 

131: Helped with charity?

Yeah

132: Been rejected by a crush?

Hell yeah my dude

133: Broken a mirror?

Not that I can remember

134: What do I want for birthday?

An actual friend

135: One fact about you

I’m gender neutral 

If you need my new blog and you used to follow me, pm me

[jhopejumper]

get to know me tag🎄

I was tagged by @velvetcarat @flxwercafe and @icingsuga for this tag! some questions were a little different so I just combined them into one and it’s kinda long now rip whatever

Rules : answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better!

1. Nicknames : nyssa 2. Gender : female 3. Star sign : virgo 4. Height : 5′3″ or 160 cm 5. Time : 7:07 pm 6. Birthday : september 8th 7. Favorite bands : bts, exo, svt, mx, bigbang, red velvet, blackpink 8. Favorite solo artists : dean, gd, jay park, mino, taemin 9. Song stuck in my head : mi gente ft. beyonce 10. Last movie I watched : hitch (this was so funny slkdfjsldkj) 11. Last show I watched : friends 12. When did I create my blog : a few months ago??  13. What do I post : mostly kpop 14. Last thing I googled : “how to see auras” gfsjlkdjflks let me live I wanted to think about something other than finals 15. Do you have other blogs? : no I barely let myself stay long on this hellsite as is 16. Do you get asks? : every once in a while 17. Why did you choose your url? : ok listen this was a roller coaster -- so my friend’s wifi password was “cloudjumper88″ or something and I thought that shit was so funny so that’s what I used to make my tumblr since I didn’t think I was going to be active on here anyways but then I kept receiving SLANDER and LIBEL and BACKLASH from my antis ( @chenbox ) so I tweaked it. it still doesn’t make sense but such is life 18. Favorite colors : green and black 19. Average hours of sleep : 5-6 20. Lucky number(s) : 8 but mark my words this number has brought no good into my life 21. Instruments : piano and I played the bass clarinet in middle school lmao 22. What am I wearing : a turtleneck and leggings 23. How many blankets I sleep with? : 2 24. Dream job : fashion designer/blogger 25. Dream trip : I don’t really have a specific place in mind since I’d just love to travel the entire world 26. Ethnicity : chinese 27. Favorite song right now : crystal snow by bts 28. Put your music library on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up? :    - electric kiss by exo    - full house by mino & bobby    - untitled by gd    - press your number by taemin    - I’m him by mino    - x by monsta x 29. Grab a book nearest to you and turn to page 23. What is line 17? : First find the distribution of the three responses (it’s my statistics textbook rip) 30. Who is your celebrity crush? : is this really a question you don’t even have to know me to know this 31. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? : yes I drive and not into another car but I’ve slammed into the side of my garage trying to park before sigh 32. The last book you read : naked by david sedaris he’s so funny I love him 33. Worst injury you’ve had : I sprained my ankle this year?? and when I was younger I fell on a figure skating jump and my blade dug into my thigh but I lived 34. Do you have any obsessions right now? : I love rings and big earrings atm! 35. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? : depends on what they did.... I won’t forget but unless you wrong me over and over again I won’t let it change how I act towards you/think about you

I’ll tag some new mutuals and anybody else who wants to do it!!! @ceruleanletter @rainpjm @blusyd @living-in-my-fantasies @ananou59 @itsmeflora @honeyyjeon @sugamoonhobirising @sbuttercup @alexsvt @dimpledmochiibebe

You don’t have to do it but I had a blast!!! peace

[ananou59]

Get to know me tag

I was tagged by @jhopejumper a few days ago so thanks a lot :) 💕

Rules : answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better!

1. Nicknames : Ana, Nani, Nanou, Ananou, Ananas, Nana 2. Gender : Female 3. Star sign : Cancer 4. Height : 163 cm 5. Time : 10:58 am 6. Birthday : July 2nd 7. Favorite bands : EXO, SHINee, CNBlue, Girl’s Day, Super Junior, Astro 8. Favorite solo artists : Yixing, Jonghyun, Taemin, IU 9. Song stuck in my head : Universe by EXO 10. Last movie I watched : I just finished re-watching The Lord of the Ring series yesterday 11. Last show I watched : Running Man 12. When did I create my blog : about a year ago? Although I didn’t start using it a lot before this summer 13. What do I post : mostly EXO and kpop 14. Last thing I googled : “eBay" because I wanted to go and check where my package is right now 15. Do you have other blogs? : No but I’m one of the admin of @fyeahchenfics 16. Do you get asks? : Sometimes, I wouldn’t mind getting more 17. Why did you choose your url? : Ananou is one of my nicknames and 59 because it’s where I live… 18. Favorite colors : Blue and purple 19. Average hours of sleep : 8 hours 20. Lucky number(s) : 2 21. Instruments : None 22. What am I wearing : Sportswear 23. How many blankets I sleep with? : 2 24. Dream job : something in tourism 25. Dream trip : I really want to do a world tour so anywhere in the world would be fine 26. Ethnicity : French 27. Favorite song right now : Been Through by EXO 28. Put your music library on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up? :   - Quasimodo by SHINee   - KING and QUEEN by EXO-CBX   - White Noise (Live version) by EXO   - I think I love you by BEAST   - Move by Taemin   - Goodbye Christmas by Lay 29. Grab a book nearest to you and turn to page 23. What is line 17? : “If it hasn’t been for Voldemort, Harry would not have had the lightning scar on his forehead.” (Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire) 30. Who is your celebrity crush? : Everyone knows it already but the one and only byun Baekhyun 31. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? : Yes I drive and no I never, almost did once though 32. The last book you read : The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown 33. Worst injury you’ve had : I almost broke my feet once and it hurt like hell and it was barely one week before I had to go to Spain for an exchange so I suffered all throughout the trip.. 34. Do you have any obsessions right now? : Except EXO? At the moment I’m obsessed with my studies since finals week is right after the break (rip) 35. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? : Honestly no. I tend to forgive people real fast and usually get hurt because of that but I can never hold grudges.. I always feel like it’s a waste of time and energy and yes I’m a bit naive I guess

I’m going to tag @achenlove @myeonew @kyungsooglares @miramizar @beaglebyunee @doemtij @yixngi @nut4zyx @xiuminscheeks @yeoleow @vaffanchan @kookiexdae @jongdaes-eyebrows @beanbaekhyun and anyone who wants to do this!

[obscurelysevere]

1. What was on your mind mostly today?

My upcoming birthday party. ^-^

2. If someone looked on your bed, what would they find?

A couple of pillows and Frank.

3. What’s on your schedule for tomorrow?

I have to go to the dentist. Yaaaay.

4. Are you nice to everyone?

I try my best to be.

5. Is it possible to be single and happy?

Of course it is.

6. Is it easy for people to make you cry?

No.

7. Did you sleep alone last night?

I always do. Save for my kitties.

8. Do you play with dead bugs?

Ew. Why?

9. Honestly, are you dating two people?

Nope.

10. Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?

I’m hoping so.

11. Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone other than family?  

Yes.

12. Do you want to see somebody right now?

I do. But I can wait.

13. What if you had a baby with the person you like?

I won’t/can’t have children of my own. So...

14. Are you happy?

Ya know what, just a little bit. (:

15. Have you ever tripped in public?

Oh yeah.

16. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?

I’m sure.

17. Have you ever sat in the back of a police car?

Nope.

18. Are you stubborn?

Haha, yeah.

19. Do you tend to hold a grudge?

Yes.

20. What’s a fact about the last person that texted you?  

He’s doing great things in Utah.

21. Has anyone called you perfect before?

Yes.

22. Where is the biggest scar on your body?

My abdomen.

23. Have you ever been told you were amazing?

Yes.

24. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?

No. I just couldn’t.

25. Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?

I mean, a little.

26. Do you trust all your friends?

Yes.

27. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

No.

28. What pissed you off today?

Family members.

29. What was the last thing you cried about?

I was pissed because the pharmacy didn’t have the meds I needed and I was going into withdrawal.

30. Who was the last girl you talked to?

My sister.

31. Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?

Said family member.

32. Who sits next to you in English?

I don’t have English classes right now. I don’t have any classes :/

33. Ever talked to someone who was drunk?

Yes.

34. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Oh yeah.

35. How late did you stay up last night and why?

Like 11:30ish.

36. Do you know how to properly use grammar in a sentence?  

Indeed.

37. Are your parents very protective of you?

They are but they also trust me to make good judgement.

38. Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?

No idea.

39. How many drugs are in your system?  

A boatload. All legal, though.

40. The person who hurt you the most calls and needs you, do you go?

I’m not sure who that person even is.

41. Is it easy to pretend everything’s okay for you?

I’ve gotten pretty good at it.

42. Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to on the phone?

I mean... eventually.

43. Do you think you are a good person?

I try to be. But it’s days like today where I’m a little ashamed of myself.

44. What do you want right this second?

To say what I mean, out loud.

45. Do you think it makes him weak if a guy cries?

No. It takes bravery to be open in front of people, like that.

46. Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?

That’s usually why I cry.

47. Could you last in a relationship for over a year?  

Easily.

48. Who were you with on your birthday?

My birthday is just around the corner! ;)

49. Have you ever crawled through a window?

Once. I had to break into my best friend’s neighbor’s house to feed their cat that she was watching. Lol.

50. First person to talk to you in 2014?

Probably a family member.

51. Do you miss your past?

Parts of it.

52. It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?

Probably a telemarketer. Hah.

53. Do you have anything interesting planned for the next week?

Nope.

54. Who was the last person to text you? Do you know when that person’s birthday is?

Nick. April 4th.

55. What were you doing 4 hours ago?

Heading over to the zoo with my aunt and my sister.

56. Is there a certain song that you can’t stop listening to atm?

'Out Loud’ by Gabbie Hanna.

57. Tell me 3 things that your friends don’t know about you.

There isn’t anything that no one doesn’t know. I’m pretty damn open.

58. What is something that people often give to you as a gift?

Gift cards.

59. Do you tend to hold on to a lot of stuff you don’t need, just because it has sentimental value?

Yes.

60. What is something that reminds you of your ex?

Hmm... Fossil Creek.

61. Has the last person you kissed ever cried in your arms?

Hah, nooo.

62. Which would you prefer to receive as a gift - flowers or chocolate?

Flowers. Not a bit fan of sweets.

63. When did you last take a shower/bath? Do you wash your hair every time?

An hour ago. And yes, I do.

64. Would you prefer to be somewhere else right now?

I’ll stay right here... for now.

65. Do any of your followers on Tumblr have your phone number?

No.

66. Will you be going out tonight, or staying in?

Staying in. It’s my aunt’s last night here.

67. How many times have you been in love?

Once, for sure.

68. If you were heartbroken, who would help you pick up the pieces?

My mom.

69. Apparently, it’s very common to crave chocolate around the ‘time of the month’; do you ever get that craving?

No. Because I don’t get a period.

70. How would you feel about dating someone who had a reputation for being a player in the past? Do you think that players will ALWAYS be players, or is it possible that they can change?

People can change.

71. Did you sleep well last night?

MUCH better than the previous nights.

72. Is your bedroom big enough for you?

Yes and no.

72. Are you looking forward to seeing someone soon?

Yeah.

73. Ever had a one-night stand?

A couple.

74. Is anyone flirting with you?

Yes?

75. Have you ever felt pressure to do anything you didn’t want to, like smoking, drinking, or losing your virginity, before you were ready for it? If so, how did you deal with that?

Pfft. Not at all. I’ve done it at my own pace. As I do with everything.

76. Do you consider yourself to be an intelligent person? Why/why not?

Yes, I do. Because i love knowledge.

77. Who would you most like to be stuck in a lift with?

@anoddityofsorts

78. Is there anyone you’d HATE to be stuck in a lift with?

I could think of a few.

79. When did you last talk to the person you love/like? What did you talk about?

Not that long ago. A mutual acquaintance.

80. Have you ever seen your father cry?

Yes. It’s absolutely heartbreaking.

81. How would your parents react if you got pregnant?

They’d be surprised AF. As would I. And scared, probably.

82. Do you/did you keep to your school’s uniform/dress code?

I adhered to it, mostly. I broke the rules sometimes., Because they were so effing ridiculous.

83. If the last person you kissed said you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?

Hell no.

84. What was the highlight of your summer?

Visiting my dad in NC.

85. The last time you threw up, was it because you were hungover?

No. I was uh... coughing up blood.

86. Have you ever seen the film ‘Wake Wood’? What did you think of it?

I’ve never even heard of it. Sounds kinda... scary?

87. Are you confused about anything atm? Is there anything bothering you? Or, is everything good?

I’m pretty lost right now. But I’ll eventually get it figured out.

88. If you say ‘I’ve had enough’ or ‘I’m done’, do you always mean it?

Yes. But I somehow still go on.

89. Who was the last person that invited you to their house?

@anoddityofsorts & her hubby. It was Alice’s first birthday! <33

90. Have your parents ever told you about any alternative names they considered for you, or the name they would have chosen, if you’d turned out to be a the opposite sex?

Yeah, my dad really wanted to name me Nikki.

91. Are you friends with any of your exes?

Yes.

92. Have you ever had to make an emergency phone call?

A few times.

93. If you’re in a relationship, how is it going? If you’re single, are you looking for someone?

I’m not necessarily looking for someone.

94. What language do you like the sound of?

Japanese. Korean.

95. Think about the last guy, outside of family, that you had a conversation with. Do you find him sexy?

Not gonna lie, he’s pretty damn attractive.

96. What do you think is an assumption that someone could make about you, just by looking at your Tumblr? Would this assumption be correct?

I’m obsessed with Sailor Moon. And cats. And they’d be right.

97. What’s the most attractive physical feature of the person you love/like?

I’ve always loved their eyes. And they’ve got nice arms.

98. Do you consider yourself to be a strong person? Why/why not?

Absolutely. Don’t even get me started.

99. Tell me about a special moment you’ve had with the person you love/like.

:X

100. What are you doing tomorrow? Going to the dentist. And then nothing, I guess.