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Y’all I’m this close 🤏 to finding Ice
#how many times has Mav been summoned here?#1000000 at least#Honolulu#icemav#top gun maverick#iceman x maverick#top gun#maverick#pacific fleet headquarters#COMPACFLT
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v excited for show!!!
#percy jackson#annabeth percy#I've been rereading pjo again#I used zero refs for this so pls don't come after me for any inaccuracy#this started bc I have a super hard time pinning down percy's look and then suddenly annabeth appeared bc I fucking love her#percy jackson and the olympians#fan art#sorry percy's hair is not blonde bc recently I have been drawing WAYYYY too much blonde hair and I'm sick of it#least fave color hair to render 1000000%#heroes of olympus#rick riordan ily#I struggled with this at first but I took a couple hours' break and then it was coming together woo woo#photoshop
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something kinda foul about being an adult that nobody warned me about is how often i’d do something that i really really don’t want to do, i am not talking about like the laundry but sometimes at work i take on a task that is like completely unnecessary and doesn’t benefit anyone or anything and is just clearly something to pad numbers or make a leader look good and i just. Do it. because i have to, because i need to keep the job, because i can’t get fired, etc and it not only is a useless waste of everyone’s time but i personally feel rotten because i have so much less control over very small details of my life as an adult than i ever thought i would. like if i cant say no to this small task then who am i. what am i doing. don’t work in corporate
#also worst of all is when the tasks add up and you realize you have done nothing actually useful for years and years#i mean at least im getting paid but it would be nice to be idk actually performing a service? actually helping somehow? not wasting my one#wild and beautiful life on earth doing things that no one really needs or cares about?#and then you get laid off by algorithm and all the energy you put into anything for all these years and years just? disappears forever???#don’t work a corporate job!!!!!#it will kill your soul!!!!!!#im trying to leave but the market is so bad rn what if im stuck here forever#time to reblog 1000000 posts about thanatos to help me cope with the horror of being alive
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"You thought I was bringing you flowers?"
Just about a post where @jewishdainix once pointed out a possible parallel between Fitz feeling offended that the Fool would dare think he'd be bringing him flowers during The Quarrel vs. when Fitz decorates his funeral Pyre after the Pale Woman…………..not that it actually mentions Fitz using flowers for the pyre but the thought still made me go insane and I had 2 draw it teehee
#rote#realm of the elderlings#the Fool#fitzchivalry farseer#robin hobb#:v#btw I completely gave up trying to get an accurate skin/hair tone for the fool in favor of ummmm color palette <3#also this rly made me realize how much better I am at traditionally painting stuff than digital.......girl I am out of my DEPTH#to say the least. on a computer that is.#at the risk of sounding vain I am very proud of how this came out and think it ended up looking 1000000 times better than anything I could#digitally
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i once had an anti tell me to stop sexualizing their trauma on a story i wrote that was a word for word retelling of my own actual trauma but with names changed and its been 2 years and i still cant stop thinking about that
Ah, yeah... Unfortunately a non-insignificant number of antishippers seem to genuinely believe they own the concept of trauma, so any story they read that they believe to be portrayed in a romanticized or sexualized light therefore must be romanticizing/sexualizing their trauma specifically.
I couldn't tell you the amount of times I've gotten the "stop sexualizing my trauma!!!!!!" or adjacent comments from antishippers that universally garner a response that basically boils down to
Like, bitch! I'm talking about my trauma! I literally did not even know you existed until you fucking commented!
#proship#proshipper#anti bs#just anti things#glad to know antis assuming every story about trauma must be about them specifically seems to be a universal proshipper experience lol#like *how* am I sexualizing *your* trauma when I literally do not even know who you are?#like if you hadn't commented I would've gone my entire life not knowing you even exist#if I had omnipotence like that I certainly would not be using that power to sexualize the trauma of some random fucking stranger! lol#you think my petty ass would be doing *that* instead of the infinitely more infuriating thing of spoiling every show you love at any chance#jokes aside though like seriously get fucking real#I hate to burst your main character syndrome bubble but nobody fucking cares about you#not in the ''nobody loves you and you'll die alone'' sense#but in the ''you are just Some Guy™ and the 8 billion other people on the planet have their own problems to worry about'' sense#if someone is writing about trauma maybe take your self-centred goggles off for 5 fucking seconds#and maybe you'll realise that it is 1000000% more likely this random stranger is writing about *their* trauma#and *not* the trauma of a person whose entire existence they are not even aware of#I do believe the tiktok trend of referring to strangers as ''NPCs'' has at least contributed to this epidemic of main character syndrome#people you don't know are *not* ''NPCs'' you fucking robot!#they are human beings just like you with lives and dreams and loved ones#you just don't know them#sorry but I genuinely think I'd go to jail for murder if I ever heard someone refer to me as an ''NPC'' out in public#'cause genuinely who the fuck do you think you are!?
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comics aren't fun because you get to put your blorbos in situations, comics are fun because you get to give them silly expression after silly expression and get used to drawing them 10000 times
#ramblings with major#sidenote that's a fun tidbit about character design#you have to think about what medium you're putting the character in and how that will affect the design#like for occasional epic illustrations you may be compelled to put more tiny details and that's fine#but for comics and animation where you're drawing things 1000000 times over and over again#you may find it easier to take a couple of those details off! or at least find a shortcut for them#i like comics and animation so i try to keep my designs on the simpler end (usually) (i do love me some Texture)#but another fun thing. is that there are no rules. and you can simplify Anatomy too if you want.#so i have made sam and celia so so squishy and small like 4 times now because i didn't wanna do full anatomy (especially hands)#anyway we've got some GOOD sams and celias. and a couple good alices as well <3
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classes are back and i just i remembered why i hate them
#I DONT WANNA WORKKKKK orz#im still so burnt out from my last plates i dont wanna draw for at least 1000000 business days ASKSKSK#sunnysiderambles
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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&&. the way katya's love would influence what path she goes down is no joke. like she's always gonna be chaotic to a disturbing degree in some ways - but the way she would throw the world away if the one she loved went down a truly evil path like,,, OUF
#&&. ivy speaks.#like shell never be GOOD but she could be BETTER than she is currently at least a little#but i feel like shes always one step away from slipping down the slope of letting the world rot for love#though shed have to be like 1000000% certain that it was worth it and that person loved her#&&. headcanons.
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i dont have favorite characters what are you even talking about
#I Am Once Again Drawing The Same Two Characters 100000 Times#oh look tag autofill knows exactly what im going to tag this as. what a surprise.#its not like ive drawn them 1000000 TIMES BEFOR E#fe:3h#caspar von bergliez#linhardt von hevring#welcome to my artstyle where i fuse blending and not blending but to such an unholy middle ground that it cant dedicate to being either#eyes and faces still hate me with a burning passion but at least this looks better than how it wouldve a month ago. ill take that as a win
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gonna.... buy fingersmith soon.
#shitpost#im listening to a song that makes me think about the handmaiden because i REALLY want to make a video to this song#but am so intimidated by finding a download of the movie so. who knows if that will EVER happen#anyways. ive wanted to read the original book for years.#opens in another tab#im working on Dark Heir rn and after that I am supposed to read at LEAST the first book of another light novel series#(haven't bought it yet)#but then after that... maybe i will pick up fingersmith.#im just like. ok the handmaiden is SO good i have to know the original#esp because the handmaiden is a totally different setting but is still the adapted story?#which is so wildly fascinating to me#so i want to know the original and then comapre them#if you have not seen the handmaiden 1000000% recommend its SO good.
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i cant find that post bc of my dogshit memory but whoever said this website was a personal hell for people with moral ocd was 100% fucking correct
#my doctors been asking me about it and i dont think i have it#but good lord you know i get it#at least a little#its probably for a different reason but jfc#everything theyre saying is hitting close to home so isk#*idk#all i know is that that person was 1000000% right
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.....................well now i'm just thinking about how echo and noise could've provided a really interesting exploration of mental illness and trauma and stigmatization but canon kinda missed the mark on that one huh
#pandora hearts spoilers#tre reads#pandora hearts#echo#noise#i'm currently not coherent(?) enough to type out Actual Thoughts about this at the moment but i do think it's worth keeping in mind........#something something noise being isolated as “different” and desperately clinging to the one person who kind of understood#but then being used by that person and still losing herself anyways and. and. and#hell even vincent's shit didn't get fully unpacked in ph#dude 1000000% had ptsd. you literally cannot convince me otherwise lmao#but his “redemption”(???) happened so fast you could blink and miss it#can't even call it an “arc” lmao it's more like an immediate 180 degree turn#like no dude go back and unpack that shit. your flashbacks and scissorly compulsions aren't gonna magically go away just because-#-some pretty girl forgave you lmao. that's not how this works |D#(also we need justice for ada btw?? she deserved so much more than just being oz's cute little sister and vincent's target-turned-salvation#(like. why is her only genuine hobby shown from vincent's pov and turned into comic relief. like literally wtf)#i actually feel really bad for noise. like. can you honestly look me in the eye and tell me that you wouldn't have turned out like her-#-if you were in her situation#i never really liked her but i also don't think she's an inherently bad character or anything#(or at the very least she's really no worse than vincent. and god only knows how many people are lining up to forgive HIM)#she's just a very very traumatized and lonely one who never got a chance to heal until right before she LITERALLY FUCKING DIED#she and vincent both make sooooo much more sense as characters once you've learned their backstories#i just wish we could've seen more of the actual healing process for both of them instead of just. glossing over it. god fucking damn it
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general question GW fandom, but as i have not seen the uncensored version of the show, i just wanted to check something... does trowa really and truly do NOTHING to dorothy after finding she had shish-kabobed quatre? like, am i remembering this correctly and am i justified to still be annoyed by it some 20 odd years later??? is it slightly different in the uncensored version outside of high blood content, please, somebody tell me...
#gundam wing#Trowa Barton#quatre raberba winner#dorothy catalonia#yes i ship 3x4 but i SWEAR there is no shipping motive behind my frustration with that scene#like i didn't even know what gay was when i watched this anime as a kid#i DID know that i reeeeaaaally liked when trowa and quatre were together though...#anyway you could replace either trowa or quatre with any combo of characters here#and my annoyance would be the same#YOUR FRIEND OR AT LEAST ALLY IS BLEEDING TO DEATH#THE CULPRIT IS RIGHT FREAKIN' THERE#and you're just gonna... LECTURE her???#for the record too i fucking LOVE dorothy#was glad she didn't die#even more glad that apparently she's president of the world in frozen tear drop lol#but just it... it's weird it's just weird#quatre telling trowa to help dorothy instead of him still 1000000% checks out for him though#as a kid was i super excited when trowa was the one to show up to help quatre#was all YEAH KICK HER ASS TROWA :D!!!#scene change then back to the previous scene and...#nothing? the fuck???
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diabetes tech is so annoying sometimes like dont get me wrong i love my dexcom & my tslim and im very very thankful that i have them and i understand its a privilege to have access to advanced medical technology
but a lot of the built-in “safeguards” are really annoying and frankly unnecessary for most adults. why is my ability to make my own medical decisions being infringed upon by the manufacturers of the devices that are supposed to be assisting us in our care? why can’t i override or change certain settings if i acknowledge the risk associated with that choice?
#why does dexcom put banners i have to swipe away on top of my maps while i drive even though i have it set to temporary banners only?#why does my tslim have an alarm i can’t turn off that overrides my vibrate setting that goes off every 5 minutes at an extremely loud volume#when my cartridge is empty?#im an adult if i determine it is not urgent to refill my cartridge i shouldnt be punished with alerts i cannot snooze for more than 5 mins.#all of my alerts are set to vibrate only. this one is apparently not affected by that setting. it goes off every 5 minutes.#my blood sugar has been low enough for the past hour that my basal would be automatically set to 0 if there was insulin in my pump 🙄🙄🙄#also its wasteful for me to change my cartridge before its empty? its expensive given the cost of insulin and pump supplies?#like i understand it’s probably to protect the company from liability and litigation if someone doesnt refill their cartridge and goes into#DKA and/or dies but as an adult i should at least have the option to snooze it for more than 5 minutes or have it set to vibrate only when#im not asleep or something?????#what if i have a work meeting and ran out of time to change it beforehand??? is my only option to turn off my pump completely until i can#refill it?#what if i was in an earthquake and my cell phone died and my reservoir was empty but i still wanted to use my pump as a dexcom reciever?#do i and everyone around me during an emergency just have to suffer?#what about school shootings. or any situation where someone needs to hide from a dangerous person?#its just inconsiderate of the REALITY of the fact that people with diabetes live real lives that dont 1000000% revolve exclusively around#their diabetes every minute of every day until we die#its condescending and paternalistic and frankly doesnt prevent harm from befalling us.
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Help 💀💀 i lost my writing flow and i need to turn in two documentations and one portfolio tomorrow
#honestly surprised at how much i actually did get done tbh#but i desperately need to finish all i can bc the rest needs to be done at uni tomorrow so i simoly can not do the rest tomorrow#and now im at the point where my idiot brain is going 'oh but youre almost done you can do the rest tomorrow'#WHICH I CAN NOT THIS IS STILL LIKE ABOUT 5H OF WORK#i need to add and annotate all images [and take some more tomorrow 🙃 because i forgot to take 'after' images]#i need to write the ENTIRE restoration account and part of the description of the object in the big docu#NOT TO FORGET FORMATTING WHICH WILL COST ME AT LEAST 1H AND 1000000 NERVES#but god then i am free#portfolio is shit but it's not graded is just needs to be turned in
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