#060222

[talltalestogo]

“Waiting”

Waiting Blackberry, once green, / now red in the sun’s embrace; / dark soon in glory. . . #blackberry #waiting #red #green #dark #glory #haiku #poem #poetry #photo #oldnorthknoxville #davidebooker #june #thursday #060222 #2022

[cultofthewyrm]

060222 - Juri Han by Benalki

[yunhyongkeun]

Park Seo-Bo Écriture No. 060222, 2006. Mixed media with Korean paper on canvas

[hlupdate]

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Louis bringing cupcakes to fans outside the venue tonight (x) - 06/02/22

[ashmarie1687]

He loves a blue room

I like that this appears to be the same exact blue (or dark gray if lighting is off)paint he used in the marketing flat with his bookshelves and such. Also happy to see his big tv so he really doesn’t have to watch stuff on his laptop anymore lol. I don’t have time right now to scour his books but you all have fun searching 😉 it was filmed before his bday so keep that in mind.

[bitimsiz]

Varlığın bile yalnız hissettirmiyordu,

Neden gittin.

[dailytomlinson]

Coca Cola Roxy via twitter - 06.02

[skybluelatte]

Happy Birthday Jun!!! 🖤🍀🖤

[third3yeblonde]

Another one bites the dust..

As in, another job I have failed to maintain. I hate myself for it but oh well. There's always other options, right? I blame my ADHD honestly. Fuck that part of me for real though.. Idk which is worse, having bipolar 1 disorder or having the shit show that is inattentive ADHD.. It makes basically every normal adult function you're just automatically supposed to know how to do.. Or be good at even, a struggle for me. Getting to work on time, etc.. It's not that I don't try. I really do, I just fail just as much, ha. Oh well, now to scour indeed and other sites for hopefully some kind of at home shit. Seriously. That way I don't even have to worry about leaving the fucking house. Honest to God, I don't know what else to do. I'm at a loss here, I've went through at least 7 or 8 jobs in the past year and I'm not even exaggerating.. I have a therapy appointment coming up, hoping to talk to Sara about how much I'm struggling.. Don't know if it will do any good but at least I'll be putting it out there. Also, the organization thats meant to help people like me get and keep jobs has ironically been calling me over and over here lately... lol... lightbulb much? I'll give her a call tomorrow. Either before I go to community service or while I'm on a break there.. Yeah, I'm also a criminal. But just in the slightest degree. Never been charged with anything more than a misdemeanor thank God and thank my mother. That's a story for another time though. I'm so happy right now I finally got myself a new laptop charger. So now I can get on here whenever I please and not have to worry about this damn thing dying on me.. Another thing I want to kind of research is.. going back to school possibly? I honestly really want to give it another try. We shall see I guess. Now that I'm on these newer meds hopefully they'll actually help make somewhat of a difference. I hope so. I really do. I'm begging God and the universe to just let me let myself get my foot in the door. SOMEWHERE. ugh. Oh k. Now to job search. Until next time, the non existent readers I have. lmao.

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hhnie.z

[serbesstdusus]

Bir sen miydin yoksa bana her şeyi veren

Hâlâ yok beni anlayan*

[talltalestogo]

Waiting

Blackberry, once green, /

now red in the sun’s embrace; /

dark soon in glory.

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#blackberry #waiting #red #green #dark #glory #haiku #poem #poetry #photo #oldnorthknoxville #davidebooker #june #thursday #060222 #2022

[im-so-chill-with-you]

June 2 2022

I just don't like it when you compare us, like, my rational self knows you don't mean it that way but my bpd brain takes offense on that. i'm not selosa nga, but I am insecure, I have little to no self-worth sometimes and a god complex the next, that's just how I work, that's what comes with dating me. I have fluctuating self-image and unstable mental health so sometimes I can't control it. I make the conscious effort of not getting jealous, but it's not the same with insecurity. i'm constantly trying not to burden you with my mental health, but it's gonna affect us at some point, so it's good lang that you know :<

it's okay, I know you didn't mean it that way, it was just said in passing and if you had said it about anyone else I probably wouldn't have even noticed, but it just so happened to be someone you dated. I try to reason my way out of it, but my mind just hyperfixates on it sometimes, it's not even a big deal. when that happens, the fucked up side of me thinks that you're only with me because it didn't work out with them. I didn't think I have abandonment issues but it's part of the symptoms lol

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I'm sorry you felt that way whenever I make sum kwento na naging comparison pla. Medj naalala ko nga ung ibang kwento ko, yeahh it seems ganun nga nangyyari instead of just making sum kwento. Naappreciate ko ung effort mo on trying not to burden me with ur mental health. I dont have the full overview of what your other side thinks of but im willing to understand. From the start naman, namention mo about ur mental health, so I know it's gonna affect our rs at sum point. Pero ano haaa, it doesnt mean naman na u have to keep hesitating to share about it. If u r bothered with anything, just let me know. I dont mind if we will keep talking about it. Or even if I have to always assure you. Kasi gusto ko din naman un. I want you to always assure you that I choose you not just before of the past, but I choose you cuz I knew right then that I love you.

Na uunderstand ko din ung part na inoverthink mo before, i think that was ung nakwento mo kay alaine no? Yeah there were ppl in my life before you. They didnt work out cuz of a lot of reasons. I think I was trying to let you know from my kwento that i wanted to make it right this time cuz i dont wanna lose you. Life fucks me up a lot of times and nakakagawa din ako ng mga bagay na wrong move kaya prang gsto ko lang din mabanggit un pra maiwasan ko i guess?? . Pero ayon, Im still sorry cuz I kept telling/sharing you about that lalo na iba ka and iba ung ngayon. It's also way na din siguro on how I appreciate what is right now kasi may maccompare ako sa before? Rawr yeah maybe ganon nga. Sorry uli babii.

Thoo ayun babii. I will also understand if u wish not to share whenever u have thoughts din. Since sabi mo, u dont want me to put sa position na un. Whichever works better for both of us hehe. Thank you for sharing this one nehhh. Gaah 🥺🥺 I love you baby.

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YEahhhhh based on my reply it seems I havent thought about it deeper like im so unable to think like I was just tulala most of the time kasi hindi ko alam kung pano ako magrrespond. I try to build so much focus kasi I was distracted maybe un nga ung not in my right headspace. She was still mad after that.

[hlupdate]

Harry with a fan in London recently (x) - 06/02/22

[lakriimal]

üzüldüm ama ben ya

[favourablekat]

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