#0517

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[yueli1004]

he's so cute! _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

my 4th rewatch!😅 and I should probably stop before it ends up with the same cruel fate of guardian, word of honour, untamed and many more 🫠

but it's just so good (╥﹏╥)

[orokmasodik22]

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a testem remegni kezdett, a könnyeim lassan elkezdtek hullani

nagyon hianyzol maki

[buglyknight]

1275) X. Lamprey on the Fish Hook and the Warmth of your Chest

I. Sober at the doorway

I am helping you unpack the boxes

After moving

We've sorted the clothes out

You keep way too many black t-shirts

As I walk in, you have dinner cooking

I'm drinking a little, if you want to join me?

There's fireball in your glass

DON'T SAY YES

II. Tipsy in the kitchen

You walk away for a moment

The fireball is down the hatch before you're back

Alright, which one do you like the least?

I end up choosing the green apple captain morgan

you said you and he drank together

I start taking small shots

I sit down on the couch with your cat

The way you sing off key freely

Parade around the kitchen, cooking

Then go right back into singing beautifully

I am staring, already

KEEP YOUR SEATBELT FASTENED

Jacob, I think I'm fucked up.

I'm a lot more drunk than I thought

DON'T SAY IT.

Alright, I'll meet you there.

I take another drink and watch

As your cat sits on me

III. Drunkards at the table

The bottles are almost empty

You set down the spaghetti and chicken

I only eat the vegetables

You tell me to post all the poems

Without hesitation, I listen

You compliment them,

but don't read too long

We're too drunk.

Making fun of the sad emoji

You're playing the tough bitch, now.

I'm not in love with anybody else

Yes. That's what I needed to hear.

The fish hook rips the lips from my face.

Well, except you, obviously

I bite back down

Ensure it's piercing through my gums, now

Did you do that on purpose?

I can't see myself with anyone else

The pole bends

You don't reel it in

I float expectantly downstream

Jacob, I'm really drunk

I try to pull your glass of fireball away

No - I'm still gonna drink that

I try again later, but, you drink it anyway

VI. Drunkards on the floor

I am usually vomiting by this point

Alone into the toilet for two hours

You grab the couch cushion for me and lay adjacent

Your skin.

I can never get this drunk with you again.

I can't get this drunk with you again. You repeat.

Why are you next to me?

When did my hand get beneath your shirt?

What is happening? Is this happening?

Am I dreaming?

THE SEMI TRUCK COLLIDES WITH A BUTTERFLY.

THE SEMI TRUCK IS FLATTENED.

WHEN DID I FLY THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD?

STUPID ROACH. THE HOOK IS IN YOUR SKULL

WHAT HAPPENED?

This must have been an accident, right?

My clumsy drunken hands just went too high?

THE FISH HOOK IS IN YOUR BRAIN

NEVER FIND PEACE.

NEVER ESCAPE.

A LAMPREY FINDS FRESH BLOOD

You keep apologizing for the size of your breasts

As if I could find a single flaw in the warmth of your chest

You moan beneath my touch

My hands map your skin

My nerve damaged finger weeps at its loss

As the rest of my body sings

The butterflies I am killing are being reborn

Cocoons burst in radiance and fly

Double vision, I see you in black-out pieces

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? YOU MONSTER.

LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND WITNESS A HORROR.

YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T.

YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T!

DEFILER. IS THIS WHAT YOU ARE?

IS THIS WHAT YOU HOPED FOR?

SICK AND TWISTED ROACH.

I remember pulling my hand away in shock

Trying to give you the chance to get away from me

As I try to make your butterflies burst, too.

You don't leave.

How long until we stood up?

V. Drunkards in the bathroom

Both of us go into two separate bathrooms

I lay on the floor in the fetal position for 2 hours.

You vomit into the toilet and fall asleep

I don't remember you checking on me

I regret not being able to rub your back as you throw up

Why wasn't I there?

I wake up on the tile.

VI. Drunkards in bed.

I exit the room and see you in bed,

We're both alright, in this spinning world.

I don't make it to the couch

Is it alright if I lay with you?

Down to my boxer-briefs

You wrap your arm around me

Your head on my shoulder

For once, for once, for once, for once, for once

Can I stay here?

I fall asleep like a rock, unmoving

Wake up with you still there, next to me

Every dream, every dream, every dream, every dream, every dream

You said I barely stirred

How could I, with you there?

Just this once.

A mistake we both make.

I am prepared for it, this time.

I need to get up

15 more minutes, that's when my alarm rings

You lay your head against me

I swallow the words I've always wanted to say.

I know, Roach.

Once I leave this bed.

Back to boundaries.

Our skin mustn't touch.

I must become rubber.

VII. Sober in the living room

It's that nausea that sits with you

10 am rings out.

We get out of bed

Make tea and breakfast

We didn't open a single one of the boxes

I stay on my side of the couch

You read the rest of my poems

I have to go to work.

VIII. Two bugs are two

The day goes by

Left and right brain in war.

Gunfire synapses.

I remember your chest and get butterflies

I remember your chest and force them down

I remember your chest and my neck snaps

I remember your chest - what is wrong with me?

A flamethrower in my nauseated guts

My heart feels too fast

My chest feels empty

Burn them to cinders

It never should have happened.

Guilty. Guilty. Guilty. Guilty. Guilty.

I'll become rubber.

I still come by the next night

You make a joke about it

Why do you forgive me?

I am the horror beneath the bed.

The genetic consequence of monsters.

IX. Two bugs - Living room

We don't go through the boxes, still

Too nauseous for my cookie

You beat me 59 to 70 at Abducktion

The score is now... 10 to 4?

You're catching up...

You keep saying

You're so smart - so smart - so smart

You should be condemning me.

Why are you smiling and laughing?

How can you not find me ugly?

I apologize a third time

You tell me it's alright, again.

Who is going to hold me accountable?

Who is going to take me to the gallows?

Why are you so nice to me?

So good to me?

Can't you just -

Do what the rest of them do?

I'm a horrible person &

I should never find peace &

The worst person at the table &

Nobody would notice if I disappeared &

I make it hard to tell me 'I love you' &

My mother revokes it, herself &

I'm hitting you because it's my job.

Why can't you just be mean?

Why won't you just violate me?

Why won't you just tell me

It'll never be me?

I'm so undeserving of this sweetness

Sour my body until it prunes

Hold me under the water

Until I stop gasping for air

X. Two bugs - exit

The goodbyes are always brief

No touching. Just leaving.

Drive safe, please, the roads are wet.

Goodnight and sweet dreams

As I walk away I feel the

Piercing tug in my brain

Hook. Line. Sink.

[vanimeiy]

[threezhang]

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[yueli1004]

it hasn't even been a month yet!

I don't even have that many pictures of myself!

[chengxiao-wjsn]

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[motecomic]

>C: Examine stupid robot arm poised stupidly in front of the stupid escape door

There’s no need to be so rude.

There’s obviously a big dumb reason this stupid robot arm is installed in front of the escape door.

BOZO...

And that reason is that it fits into the handle of the door. The handle is pretty industrial, you bet it’s designed to only be opened by this arm. Who knows where to operate it from though.

Interestingly it’s also on a TRACK suggesting it could be moved somewhere else.

>C: Follow TRACK

[vanimeiy]

[sisyphus-prime]

Yeah, sorry, your girlfriend doesn't exist anymore. Yeah the AI. Yeah she got uploaded onto the internet and lost her sense of self. There's no difference between her and the vastness of the internet. Also I corrupted her back up. Sorry.

[threezhang]

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