#03.16.17

[andreykuzmenko96fan]

03.16.17. Динамо - Красная Армия

03.19.17. Красная Армия - МХК Динамо СПб (Playoff. Round 1, game 5)

[swt-serendipity]

2016-17 Goals Game 70/82 (vs Ottawa Senators)

Goal 1: Keith Goal 2: Panik (Powerplay)

**Game Notes** - This game was Marian Hossa’s 1300th NHL career game. - Newly signed John Hayden played in his first career NHL game.

[letters-from-alex]

I’m not feeling well. My stomach keeps turning when I think of him. I’m so sad, and I shouldn’t be. I’m tired of being so depressed. I’m tired of my mind racing when I’m trying to sleep. You would think that all these emotions would drain me at night, instead they drain me during the day. I wish the feeling was opposite. I hate being lazy during the day. I just want to rest when I want to rest and not when my brain decides to shut off when it wants to. You would also think that you’d be okay during spring break when everyone is supposed to get crazy and have fun. Not me. I haven’t seen my friends in a while and I miss them. Sometimes I don’t know what I’ll do without them. I can’t imagine how I’d be without them especially because of how I get when I don’t see them for a few days. I just miss everyone. I miss having someone to hold. I miss sleeping next to someone. I miss waking up to a beautiful face. I miss being comforted by someone. I miss being happy.

[365dayswithhanah]

03.16.17 I'm getting worse at this tumblr thing by the hour but waking up was harder than usual since I was facetiming ella saying my goodbyes and I love you's and well wishes to her and T and avery as she waited for her plane to take off to Fiji at midnight it's only been a day but I miss them like they've been gone an entire month. school is so pointless with half the people gone and all our classes being study halls. heidi picked us up late today again despite living literally thirty seconds away for bio my bomb ass group was actually winning for two seconds which was a first for me spent study hall editing our novella pe was free time - mitchell's only good decision for every other time he's subbed for us hugged my katie until she became whole again and laid on the roof with her and whitney mrs. z basically lulled me to sleep reading fahrenheit 451 and watched the most heart wrenching movie in film and lit (bible) even though I fell asleep through half of that class too. and anders is only featured in this post because it was his request to which I kindly obliged being the nice person I am. went home, tried to do my poem, napped, studied for bio quiz, finished my poem, and went to pick up my mom from P1 after not seeing her for a whole two days. spring break needs to come sooner than it already is

[reddie-honey]

92 TRUHTS

tiarules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag! (or just tag your pals or idk)

I got tagged by @anonymousletter thank sweetpie (I MISS YOU COME TO SEE ME)

LAST

[1] drink: Water

[2] phone call: My dad

[3] text message:  My best friend 

[4] song you listened to: Green Light -Lorde

[5] time you cried: I don´t know….. two weeks ago? Maybe?

HAVE YOU EVER

[6] dated someone twice: What’s dating? (NO)

[7] been cheated on: Nope

[8] kissed someone and regretted it:  What’s kissing? (yes, I have)

[9] lost someone special: Yes

[10] been depressed: Yes, but without a diagnosis

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: I’m the mom friend mate, my job is to CLEAN my friends’ puke

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 

[12] (any shade of) Blue

[13] Purple

[14] Yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

[15] made new friends: Yes!!!!!

[16] fallen out of love: What’s love? Stop using weird words please (NO)

[17] laughed until you cried: Yes, of course, always.

[18] found out someone was talking about you: I would remember it if it’s the case, so nop.

[19] met someone who changed you: In the last year? I don’t think so.

[20] found out who your true friends are: I already knew who they were (I LOVE YOU GUYS)

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: You’re using weird words again (STOP)

GENERAL

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t know the exact number, but a lot of them.

[23] do you have any pets: I wish :(

[24] do you want to change your name: Nah, I like my name.

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: I went out and had dinner with my family, later I watched a movie (THE BOY) with my friends

[26] what time did you wake up: monday to friday: 6:00 am. saturday and sunday: 9:00 am.

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: I was dreaming about donuts

[28] name something you cannot wait for: I CAN’T WAIT FOR THEM TO *** **!

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: About 30 min ago.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: The politicians, the president and the economic situation of my country (stolen from @anonymousletter)

[31] what are you listening to right now: The sound of the washing machine (?

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Nope

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: My country’s situation and my university situation

[34] most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube (I’m not even sorry)

[35] elementary: Colegio Nuestra Señora de Lourdes

[36] high school: Go to #35  

[37] college: (I HOPE) Carabobo’s University (UC)

[38] hair color: Dark blonde/ light brown (mix them and you’ll get my hair color)

[39] long or short hair: It’s currently long, but I’m going to cut it as soon as I can.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: …Maybe?….why?

[41] what do you like about yourself? I like everything about myself, some things more than others, about both my physical appearance and my personality, but I’m working on it

[42] piercings: No pity nope

[43]blood type: B+ 

44] nickname: Nessa/Nessie

[45] relationship status: Single as a pringle

[46] zodiac sign: LEO

[47] pronouns: She/her please

[48] fav tv show: HARD QUESTION BYE

[49] tattoos: Nope

[50] right or left handed: right handed 

[51] surgery: No

[52] piercing: Is this a déjà-vu? (Go to #42)

[53] best friend: Yes, I have one (I know that’s not what you’re asking but i’m not putting her name out here, she doesn’t even have a blog). I also LOVE WITH ABSOLUTE MADDNESS these two little rays of sunshine and moonlight: @anonymousletter and @trashofdoom

[54] sport: I used to play Tennis, I also was in a swim team.

[55] vacation: Travel around the world and visit as many countries as possible.

[56] pair of trainers:  A pair of old black ballerinas  

RIGHT NOW

[57] eating: Nothing, will do in a moment.

[58] drinking: Nothing

[59] i’m about to: Scroll through my dashboard/ have dinner.

[60] listening to: THE SOUND OF THE WASHING MACHINE

[61] waiting for: I’M WAITING FOR THEM TO *** **! 

[62] want: to get in university, a job, money, for them to *** **, that all the problems of my country disappear, global peace ( BUENAS NOCHES POLIEDRO)

[63] get married: Yes, I’m counting on that

64] career: Medicine

WHICH IS BETTER

[65] hugs or kisses: BOTH (I LOVE CUDDLES)

[66] lips or eyes: EYES

[67] shorter or taller: I don’t really think that’s important

[68] older or younger: I don’t mind as long as there isn’t pedophile or a huge gap between us, I’d like to be the younger tho.

[69] romantic or spontaneous: ROMANTICALY SPONTANEOUS

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: I.don’t.care

[71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive please

[72] hook up or relationship: I’m a relationship type of girl

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Both, both is good

HAVE YOU EVER

[74] kissed a stranger? N O 

[75] drank hard liquor? Yes

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses?  Nope, I’m very careful with my glasses

[77] turned someone down:  Yes

[78] sex on first date? WEIRD WORDS AGAIN!!! (N-O)

79] broken someone’s heart?: I think so

80] had your own heart broken? Not really

[81] been arrested? Nope

[82] cried when someone died? Well, yes of course

[83] fallen for a friend: Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

[84] yourself? Hell yes.

[85] miracles? Yes

[86] love at first sight? Sometimes

[87] santa claus? In a perfect world? Yes I do

[88] kiss on the first date? Yes, why not.

[89] angels? Yes yes yes

OTHER

[90] current best friend’s name: Not telling you, sorry. All I’m saying is that it starts with an E.

[91] eye colour: Dark brown 

[92] favourite movie: HARD QUESTION BYE

I tag @alw4ys-you @shadyshit91 @alarrylarrie @soul-angelo because i love them :)

[256edna-mode]

whooooo's ready for a funky fresh ande rambles??? no one, okay imma ramble anyways. so a year ago today i was super out of it and not in a great place and my relationship ended. after that shit kinda hit the fan (obvs not just because of the break-up, but that definitely didn't help bc i was extremely emotionally dependent on that person at the time). anyways, i realized today that that happening was actually a really good thing for me. if i hadn't gone through that relationship and everything leading me up to this point in my life i don't think i'd fully be able to appreciate how far i've come. there's still a lot of shit going on in my life right now, but i've got a boyfriend that is literally the sweetest, nicest, most amazing person i know and i'm so thankful for him. i currently have an amazing group of friends that i love to bits and pieces and they've been so good with helping me through a lot of family things going on recently. i have the worlds best teammates and i'm beyond hyped for season and getting to know all the newbies better and kick ass with them. to sum up this way too long post, i wanna say that i'm happy. i am so incredibly happy and thankful for where i'm at right now. shit's a mess, but it's a-okay ps the shia labuf pic is what i sent my bf when he sent me a cute text that made me have all the happy feelios

[no-wise-words]

still super duper unsure if i have or ever had a mental disorder or illness lmao!!! still have no one to talk to it about either! ha 

[notheta]

i just rejected a walking green flag

4:45 pm 03.16.17

[yoanxue]

03.16.17: Have you ever failed to understand a subject to the point where you've decided to just accept your death because same

[switzon]

03.16.17 [Day 1176] "MINI.GLOBAL BALL SCROLLING"

[zetterbabe]

smh (03.16.17)

[willynylanders]

smelling salts be strong | leafs @ bolts 03.16.17

[letters-from-alex]

Dear Friend,

March 16, 2017

You would think that after confessing a secret after holding it in for three whole months would make you feel better. Nope, not me.  I woke up sad today and I’ve felt bitter, numb, empty and hopeless since the morning. I was upset that my foreign friend didn’t bother telling me thank you for helping him with his boyfriend troubles with my ex-boyfriend.  I want to be happy for them.  I really do, but I won’t deny that this whole situation has been such a fuck up ever since I stopped talking to him.  I never thought I’d meet him in person. So, I put my wall up, pushed him away and made him dislike me so I wouldn’t get hurt.  That was the worst mistake of my life, but had I known then what I know now - that he was going to keep his promise and come visit me in the states, I would’ve never let him go, because he was the best thing that has ever happened to me.  I messed up so much.  Had I not pushed him away, my boyfriend (at the time) wouldn’t have swooped in to take him away from me. Like I said, I want to be happy for my ex-boyfriend and ex-best friend to be together, but I can’t handle the pain.  I thought I would’ve been okay after I/we told the truth to my ex boyfriend, but I’m not feeling better whatsoever.  I helped them get back together so they could fix things.  Did I get a thank you from either of them? No… I’m never appreciated enough.  And to be honest I guess it doesn’t matter anymore.  I’m haunted by the things my foreign friend said.  He said that my ex was all that he had, and if he lost him then he had no reason to live, he had nothing left.  I get that he and I stopped talking, but did he really just toss me aside like I was nothing? May I remind you, he and I fought solely on the fact that I would constantly bring up this secret we shared together.  Every single time I confronted him and told him we should come clean, he’d get angry, upset and beg me not to say a word.  I did as he asked, even though it was eating me from the inside-out. This is what started to push us away from each other.  Now, he won’t even give me another chance.  He doesn’t care about me anymore.  I used to be his world.  I used to be the person he’d come to when he was sad. Now I’m nothing to him. Now I’m just somebody he used to love, if that.  I did so much for him.  I made him feel so welcomed to my home.  My family loved him.  Little did anyone know, he was the reason why I’ve been so depressed lately.  What’s done is done and there’s nothing I can do to change it.  Do I wish I was with him instead? Yes.  Do I wish I was still important to him? Yes.  Do I wish I could go see him and explore a new country? Definitely.  But he doesn’t want me to.  And even if he did, I can’t.  I’ve lost all hope. I’ve lost all my will.  I’ve lost all my happiness when he left.  I should’ve never let my guard down.  I should’ve never let him break my walls down. I should’ve never let myself love him.  Love always,  Alex

[peachghosts]

I believe that lattes can help heartbreaks (03.16.17)

[study-for-the-win-blog]

03.16.17 // day 35 of 100 dop // 🎶I love you by akmu Probability is okay but I prefer statistics. In other news, I got about 5 or 10 points less on my French quiz than I would've hoped, which is disappointing, but you win some you lose some.

[joethornton]

03.16.17 jones keeping an eye on things