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sansloii · 10 months ago

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my mental state since i've gotten home:

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#ツ ┊ ⧼ catwalk talk ⧽ ⇹ ( ooc. )#.loud sound warning #.slightly negative but sound clip is funny #.anyway it WAS in the realm of 'maybe not in the best way' earlier #.but once i actually listened to it #. it made me laugh so i feel a bit better #.work is stressing me out a lil and 7 hours after work ( two hours of which is travelling home and then finding something to eat )#.is not enough. it goes by super fast and when it's stressful like this week is about to be #.i blink and i have to get in bed #.i hate being an adult <:)#tbd #Youtube

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willowser · 8 months ago

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HMMMMM bakugou being just. the absolute picture of sin.

he works overnight and comes home early in the morning, around 3 or 4 am or so, and you greet him and give him a kissy and ask how it all went. and even though it's still dark outside and he's been working for twelve hours—he's still coming off patrol, right ? so he's still got some energy left, and he eats something and takes a shower and winds down as you fall back to sleep.

and it's not until much later in the day that he wakes up, early afternoon, and you're kind of tiptoeing around so that he can get his much-needed rest. you slip into the closet of your bedroom for something and you think you're gonna get in and out without a sound, but his hearing is so attuned to just about anything and everything at this point.

so rough and raspy, he grunts out, "what're y'lookin' for?" and you whip around real fast and he's just—

half sitting up in bed, bare back leaning against the headboard. an arm behind his head, so that his bicep is tense and round and stone-solid. stretched like that, his obliques are more prominent, taut and rippling up the side of his ribcage. he must have gotten hot while passed out, as he usually does, because the comforter is all askew; one of his legs is bent, the fine hair a dark gold in the waning day; the other is hanging off the bed, lightly swinging as he watches you, and the blanket has come down enough that you can see the bulge of his thigh muscles beneath his stupid tiny black boxer briefs.

and he's just so. man. in every single way.

(his hair is flat on one side, too, and his eyes are still a little puffy from sleep—but you think that adds to it, all in all)

#i have to get this image out of my head you don't understand #please take this from me i'm PLAUGED by him #he's so WAAAAHHH #like. he's always handsome. always. at all times.#but sometimes he opens his big fat mouth enough that you forget just HOW handsome #and then suddenly he's sitting there looking so cozy in your bed and softly blinking at you while looking like THE MOST ENTICING GUY #ON THE PLANET #and you're like............................oh my god.............#please take this image from meeeeeee GET IT OUT I'M SICK #✿ theme: domestic bakugou #✿ thoughts: bakugou #i've been back less than twenty-four hours and already i've had so much to say LMAOO

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shewhoeatssand · 3 months ago

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they are similar

#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking #my beautiful Neki #I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly #he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead #he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed #common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry #Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel #I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo #anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after #he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee #the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice #this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up #he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute #and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late #and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together #maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish #he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time #kaneki ken

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍

#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off #and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there #and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts #and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit #and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite #i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl #but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it #but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites #anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider #so. shrug. <- actually very afraid #but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone #so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking #which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl #man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl #i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl #but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything #WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs #in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs #im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside #i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out #i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it #and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys #unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl #spider tw

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bmpmp3 · 4 months ago

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*emerges from a deep dark cave after being missing for thirty years covered in dirt and mud* just finished tuning a vocal synth cover

#did this to myself last night. i have alarms around 10-11 pm to remind me to get ready to go to bed #and to not get lost in some nonsense for five hours straight. and last night i had dismissed them early cause i was like #ehhh i think i'll wind down at a reasonable time tonight :) and then i blinked and it was 3 am

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shivunin · 1 year ago

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WIP (not actually) Wednesday

Thank you both so much for the tag @greypetrel and @ndostairlyrium! I am about to do a different WIP thing for my writing so here is an update on the Warden scarf:

Alas, I had to frog the whole first draft and start over. I am happier with how this one is looking so far! I've decided to work it vertically instead of horizontally, so it is the length it will be and I add to the width with every row. I'll also be adding a few rows of silver in there, but haven't completely decided if I want to go with a chainmail look or a border of silver yet. We'll play it by ear!

Tragically, Wednesday has passed, but even so I will tag @heniareth @pinayelf @vakarians-babe @brother-genitivi @zenstrike and YOU if anyone has something they'd like to share c:

#scarf wip #wip wednesday #i tried to do this yesterday but i s2g i get home i blink and it's time to go to bed #i have no idea where the time goes

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localcryptic · 5 months ago

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torn between "i need to draw my ocs at their lowest moments, suffering in agony, covered in blood, etc" and "i should draw my ocs in their dream home surrounded by loved ones and petting a cat"

#psst wanna know a secret. this is #fhr posting #because i'm thinking aboutttt #taliesin becker #i've drawn tal suffering like. idk 4 times in the last few days #but what if they could like. have a comfy bed and get a good nights sleep #they love spoon but i think they're a cat person deep down #i'm no telepath but my cat has the same effect on me as Spoon does on sidestep #she's sitting here slow blinking at me rn #this post is also about #al a kazam #he NEEDS a cat. or else he'll die. a second time #he already died once and i bet it was because he didn't have a cat /j #jk it's because a cop shot him. well they shot at him once and missed and he probably made fun of them for it and then they didn't miss #but i bet if he had a cat he would've had more self preservation

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 4 months ago

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i’m seeing relatives in a few days and they have a tendency to ask if i’ve made any new friends because i’ve moved to a new city but also i’m bad at socialising in general and i’m trying to figure out how to tell them that my best friend in the new city is a cat

#he’s my beautiful boy #he has brought me more joy than i have felt in weeks #i don’t want to rush into anything but if the person who wants to adopt him isn’t able to then. i am looking actively #my building doesn’t allow animals but i’d see what i could do because having a motivation to get out of bed is nice #usually it’s class or work as my motivation but that is making me burn out faster than a match lit at both ends so #earl might be my saving grace here #my mum is like ‘you’ll meet people who you’re comfortable with you just have to take the step to meet people’ and like. yeah true #but i also have the social battery of a flea and am just not good at socialising in general unless it’s with authority figures #but Earl is nice. hanging out with him i mean #his body language means he communicates boundaries easily and he loves just sitting and hanging out and there’s no pressure to say the right #thing or have the right body language or facial expression or worry about emoting correctly #other than keeping my body relaxed and slow blinking at him when he looks at me #(he’s started slow blinking back and i’m so excited)#i don’t have to do anything else #he’s my little buddy #i am just incredibly burnt out and don’t really have human friends here that don’t take my energy to hang out with #(like i have friends in the building but they like to drop a lot of their shit on me and we’re not close so i especially can’t handle it)#so having a companion who doesn’t drain my spoons to be around is really nice #did i cry over this today? yes.#earl the grey

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pastel-rights · 8 months ago

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And then I finally end it off with some doodles of them… they make me feel things.

#ringmaster doodles #sona art #( they’re very much the theme of. love in the face of the neverending march of time. )#( being immortal and knowing you will outlive the man you love because someone else deemed he unworthy of eternal life. )#( he may still have tens of thousands of years left. sure. but you know that those will go by and he’ll disappear in the blink of an eye. )#( and you’ll sit there on his death bed. wondering why did things end up like this? )#( wondering what you did wrong. and if you could have done something different. you’ll always ask yourself. )#( if he lives a life of happiness and comfort or did he live a life as gruesome and miserable as the wars on earth? but you won’t know. )#( and the more you think about it. the more you realize it. how nihilistic he was. and how he never seemed to smile even in the good times.#he always seemed to have a frown or a scowl on his face. he always seems bothered and unhappy. )#( so you wonder if it was something you did. because you know you aren’t perfect. you’re hardly good. )#( you wonder if he’s mad at you. maybe he was. but he doesn’t have the heart to stay mad. )#( and that’s love in the face of adversity. knowing that no matter how bad it gets. he loves you as you love him. )#( and you wonder why he never smiles. because he truly never does. and so you ask him. honest and true. )#( and he tells you there isn’t anything worth smiling for. nothing in this whole world. )#( but he smiles at you. it’s always small. and it’s always brief. )#( but that smile. that smile means love. )#( that hug. as flimsy as it may be. that hug means love. )#( of course. he isn’t affectionate. if anything. he detests it. he hates physical contact of any kind. you’ve noticed. )#( which is a shame. you love your hugs and your kisses and your hand holding. )#( but even if he doesn’t like it. he lets you do it. because it makes you happy. )#( and you learn that when you’re happy. he’s a little less miserable. )#( of course. not all love is equal. and not all love is fair. )#( the love from a lover and the love from the father can never equate to one another. )#( no one will love you in the same way a father or mother loves you. in the same manner. no one will ever love you the way I do. )#( because my love will remain with you. long after I disappear. )#( and as bitter as the idea of my own existence coming to an end is. knowing I did all of this for. essentially nothing. )#( that I’ve gone through all this pain and suffering and hardship just for it to all amount to nothing. for it to be fucking useless to try.#I get to die knowing that you’ll always love and be loved. and that’s enough for me… )#( … maybe there is something worth smiling for after all. )

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scaredofmyocs · 1 year ago

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I love it when i accidentally stay up on the night im supposed to be catching up on sleep it totallly doesnt make me feel horrible all week long

#talk post #i love this blog i want to live here #I cant!!! i just cant!!! go to bed at a normal fucking time istg #but noooooo the wild grinders wiki no some stupid bullshit no one has ever cared about before #WHEN I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP MY MENTAL HEALTH GETS WAY WORSE!!!!! IF I DONT FIX IT WE ARE GOING TO GET TOO SILLY #(yelling at a mirror)#seriously bothers me tho that Im always worried about how intense my negative feelings have been lately #and im like “oh ill just get more sleep” and then immediately fuck it up the next night making me tired all week #making me feel SO bad in the mornings and at night and increasing my paranoia and other such thoughts #and in trying to tune it all out just forget about it again leading to me fucking it up again #this is a bit dramatic its only happened 2 weeks in a row #but that feels like a lot because thats like 10 nights where i felt like i blinked and i had to wake up and go to school #and not only deal with my shitty social skills but the results of said thing #and also try to fight the thoughts that are like “this shits pointless im not doing this” LIKE PLEASE pretend to be normal for one year #and also that one teacher i have who demands every students attention while he teaches like i already finished the work sheet shut it #like i do well in that class just let me do what i want im not being distracting like girl i have at least an 87 dw about me #PLUS most of the time im not even on my phone he just really wants me to look at the board but girl as i said I ALREADY DID WHATS ON THERE #i feel like i never get to relax but i do all the time so i dont know what i mean #i keep saying “its ok as long as i can bury all my thoughts and just keep going while filling what free time i have with things i enjoy”#but things only work for so long #i hate the passage of time #anyawy erm wrong my guitar is in my mind (stupid ass guitar riff)#walks over to my bed and trips on the way falling asleep on the floor #ramble #hit post

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months ago

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grabbing rainbow sherbet vodka for the stream because I know it's what ichi would want 🤞

bro grabbing that fucking super mario vodka what the shit 😭

#snap chats #i dont know what im gonna get...... i SHOULD get soju since i can get more for cheaper #and soju's more potent now innit... but i am a sake fan... sake my best friend..#but i like my sake hot. unless its nigori then OF COURSE you have to have it chilled....#gddammit i left my shot glass at my moms. i didnt think id need it </3 #maybe sake's the game then.....#just to make sure i dont ACTUALY black out NO DID I TELL THE TIME I BLAKCED OUT FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME #ILL TELL IT AGAIN SINCE ITS TOPICAL IT WAS THE NIGHT OF MY SISTER'S WEDDING #and i went out post-wedding drinking with my dad and my sis and her hubby yeah #and /im/ a master of acting like im fine when im not when i care to and since i never want to look A Fool in front of my father again #i acted fine after i reached the point where I Very Much Was Not Fine #LIKE THERE WERE DRINKS AT THE WEDDING OOFC BUT I ALSO GOT SOME WHISKEY AT A BAR WE WENT TO #AND SO EVENTUALLY MY DAD AND HIS WIFE AND I ALL GO BACK TO THE HOTEL WE'RE ALL STAYING AT #god theyre so embarrassing i was walking (read: wobbling) back to the room i shared with my bro #and theyre just :) 👋 Good Niiiight We're Gonna Watch You Go Until You're Safe :) 👋 <- im literally down the hall from them #and the fucking. SECOND i get into my room im just hhoUUGGHGHHH BROTHER OF MINE. WHAT IS HAPPENING #i dont remember what happened i know i started watching Why Dont You Play In Hell again and then i suddenly woke up in my bed #I WAS ON THE COUCH LIKE I CANNOT STRESS THE ABRUPTNESS OF ME WAKING UP IN BED #I SAT ON THE COUCH TO WATCH THE MOVIE I THINK I GOT 27 MINUTES IN AND I BLINKED AND I INSTATRANSMISSIONED #hilarious. anyway i refuse to let that happen ever again AFLKEFJKAJ #so sake's the call. i think. idk we'll see what my wallet thinks cause the sake is a lil pricier than the soju..#it a special occasion live a little. is what ill tell myself ☠️

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laomelettedufromage · 1 year ago

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Fuck it.

Lexi. If you even care.

#I miiissss heeerr :(((#she’s like the definition of a poor little meow meow she’s so pathetic I’m obsessed with her #she’s got chronic anxiety #and she gets car sick so you can’t take her anywhere #the third picture I took after she hid one of her bones in my suitcase and was guarding it #she later would move it to my closet and then underneath my bed comforter #which the bed comforter one was pretty impressive she got it underneath in the middle and put the blanket back almost perfectly #I wouldn’t have guessed if she hadn’t been acting suspicious and jumped up when I got on my bed #anyways I actually almost exclusively take videos of her because she’s camera shy #and her silly little windmill tail wags are some of her best qualities #so I honestly don’t have that many just plain photos of her #anyways I’ll get to see her soon even if it’s just for like… literally a day #but that’s better than nothing! I just hope I won’t be too tired #if I had the energy levels to take care of a dog I would totally take her with me #but I do not and also I live in the middle of a city and she’s terrified of cars so I don’t think she’d like it much anyways #and she gets carsick so it’s not like I could drive her somewhere quieter😅#every dog is special but also… you can tell we picked her up off the street even if it’s been years since then #anyways back to her wags it’s so funny because she’ll turn around to look at you for butt scritches #and she’ll keep blinking and flinching because she’ll just hit herself in the face with her tail #and it literally moves almost in a circle I love her #and when you take her outside to play and she gets all excited!!#she also has a little toy ball that we call squeakers and if you ask her ‘where’s squeakers????’ she’ll go run and get jt #okay I’m done lexiposting… for now #idek why I miss her so much later but I do!!!#I even played with my brothers dog Momo for a bit today but smh not the same #by yours truly the omelette of cheese #my pets #I should make a Nikki post some time too #we had to put her down probably about five years ago now?#but she was also a quality Dog if a bit more normal than lexi lmao

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the-yearning-astronaut · 1 year ago

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I love how my body exists in a constant dual state of: Omg I'm so fucking exhausted I just want to sleep for years vs Omg my head is buzzing and I'm nowhere near ready for sleep. Like. Body. Can we pick one or the other? Please? Not both at once?

#chronic fatigue #im so fucking tired #this whole week has been nothing but exhaustion #low energy all day followed by an absolute energy crash between 7 and 10 pm.#but for some reason any time i got to be around 10ish im awake at 4am which is far too early so i cant go to bed at 10 even tho im exhausted #but then i blink and its after 1am again and i just want it all to stop #i just want to sleep #i want a healthy amount of sleep i want to wake up rested i want to have energy to get through my day #☉#fox thoughts

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wall-eye · 1 year ago

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Reminder to myself: REMOVE THE BACKGROUND OF ARTFIGHT REFS. You use that grey for a reason and forgetting to remove the bright white background of the character ref DEFEATS THAT PURPOSE

#listen listen listen. i get really into drawing. i forget to blink sometimes #staring at a bright white background Literally Hurt My Eyes and i would Have to stop after 2 hours #i think my eyes are just too sensitive to light #the grey brings down the contrast by a lot and makes my eyes not hurt #as long as i TAKE OFF THE BACKGROUNDS #argargarg im going to bed soon

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dirt-str1der · 2 years ago

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every day i wake up abd i see your yakuza posts and its like a daily occurrence

the sun is shining so nicely today :) and i open my phone is the furst thing i see is “i wish kiryu would let me suck him” abd i feel fulfilled

this blog is how i learned about yakuza and i want nothing more than to see it from you

You guys are literally so nice to me... every day i think to myself maybe i wont be so horny to spare my followers from the whorrors and then i open tumblr and immediately type some shit like i wanna strap metal bands to his ankles and deglove his legs with electricity and hit post without even thinking maybe i should give the keyboard a rest today ... i hope every day after this one is beautiful for you .... grins

#Thanks for the ask !#you got me down so well like yeah i do wish kiryu would let me suck him #but if he doesnt then ill just have to do it within a split second so that he doesnt notice #like a lightning strike on his groin. quick attack on his inner labia. one suck and i have his pants back up whistling innocently with my #hands tucked into my pockets and he regards me with suspicion before he unzips his pants to see and ive left him a small box of chocoates #and a love letter and he reads it with one hand while i hug his other arm and blink wetly at him like a seal and then he says sorry i just #dont feel the same way. and i say at least keep the chocolates ..? and he thinks for a moment before going no thank you #and he walks away and then when he rounds a corner he drops my beautiful handcrafted letter into the bin and the camera zooms in on it and #it just says any1 up? who wants 2 suck me #kiryu sees me around often and he approaches me one day like hey are you my new neighbour ? and i go im your stalker #i will catch sight of him coming down the street then i will start squealing and giggling and running back to my house to sift through my #belongings and bring a cinderblock out to the balcony so i can throw it directly at his head then call the ambulance so i can ride inside #with him and watch him concussed as hell with his eyes rolling in his head and i go it will be okay kiryu !!! and he goes mfrrgh #im crawling into the hospital bed with him so i can hug his arm and kiss his shoulder all day and he mumbles that he needs to go to the #toilet and i nod in understanding and kneel at the foot of the bed with my mouth open and he gets angry at me #how nice would kiryu be to hug he is so big and burly and so much space on his beautiful skin for kissing and bite marks. he lifts up his #hospital gown to piss and ive already dove between his legs and started sucking the goop straight out the cervical tap. im jumpscaring him #its like a majima everywhere event but instesd of fighting him i crawl out the sewer and attach my teeth to his ankles and dont let go no #matter how much he shouts at or kicks me because im giggling and so happy we are hanging out #i say all this but if i knew kiryu irl he would be my sweet baby boy who i would go out of my way to give massive discounts to (i work at #the m store and always throw in some free hair gel for him)

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theamazingannie · 2 years ago

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Saw someone say Taylor Swift is objectively worse than N*cki M*naj for the terrible crime of *checks notes* using a private jet to travel because if she were to use any other long distance form of travel then people would harass her as oppose to N*cki’s terrible crime of…oh yeah…defending her rapist husband

#people trashing her over this private jet thing #as If that is even close to the worst thing a celebrity could do #as If she hasn’t on multiple occassions had crazies try to DRAG HER OFF HER STAGE AT HER OWN CONCERT #where there is SECURITY EVERYWHERE #she had a man break into her home while she was gone to SLEEP IN HER BED #she is literally not safe traveling with normal people because of crazy stans AND because of the people who hate her so much #like literally her biggest crime is being too famous and being privileged #meanwhile there are celebrities who are actual rapists and abusers and openly bigots #who don’t get nearly the same criticisms she gets #‘all her music sounds the same’ even if it did (which it certainly does not) why is that so terrible???#there are celebrities who are decently big that have been making the same music for DECADES and no one blinks an eye #she makes music in multiple GENRES #you don’t have to love her or even like her all that much it’s just so annoying seeing all the hate she gets #sorry for the rant I’m not even tagging this it’s just 2am and I’m EXHAUSTED #(mentally not physically cuz I just slept the entire day cuz I’m not doing well)

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