#...i probably will delete these tags later idk

[coatl-cuddles]

" WIP DELETE LATER 🤪🤪🤪" ok who gaf?

[crispy-critter]

the hill was not , in fact , silent

[doostyaudi]

//suggestive images

Made these cuz uhm. Uhm. Im not sure actually. For funsies or something. Eroticisim of the machine or something idk im new here

God i am SO CRINGE but i am... Free?

[moeblob]

[moonlume]

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

[scuorge101]

I feel cringe posting these especially since they don’t make sense at all but I just felt like drawing the cursed brothers (even tho I’m still learning the lore).

Don’t ask me what the last one is supposed to be I wanted to draw one of them as a lion for no reason

[vesteneris]

not gonna lie, the cast of @kald-dal-art fanfiction about the first Quartel Quell is just really good

[canisonicscrewyou]

anyways I heard we were talking about tboy boobs and let me JUST SAY... hiiiii

[lunarharp]

sillay kitty comic (cw animal abandonment ?? but it's fine.)

[someofitwastrue]

fat mac :) 👍

[natsmagi]

sorry for making yet another textpost but i came across that post saying they dislike transfem natsume because he "canonically hates being perceived as a girl and tries to erase all sorts of memories related to that" and also went on to shame genderbends of him aswell. So, as someone who not only draws genderbends of natsume but is myself someone who is nonbinary and hates being perceived as a woman, i thought id offer my two cents

first of all; i think its important to note that natsume does NOT hate his childhood. in fact, hes quite happy that he had such an unusual upbringing!

what natsume hates is being perceived as weak. thats why he was raised as a girl after all, it was his mother trying to protect him from evil spirits. he doesnt hate the whole "-chan" or "wearing dresses" thing because he has a hatred for womanhood, its because due to his upbringing hes now come to associate those things as being weak. he begs tsumugi to forget about it because that means tsumugi remembers natsume being weak, and natsume thinks tsumugi still referring to him as "natsume-chan" means he still sees natsume as weak. (iirc natsume did however once say that he is a little sad that he doesnt really know how to relate to young boys due to this in poltergeist, but i couldnt find the exact quote. either way that just adds to the complexity of natsumes relationship with his childhood, because while he is happy to be "abnormal" in that sense, it has left him lacking in some areas)

i have to ask though, should this conflict of his not be something we hope he overcomes? should we not want him to develop a healthy relationship with various gender expressions? should we not want natsume to overcome his belief that feminine things = weakness? i want natsume to reach a point where he can wear feminine clothing and not feel like some damsel in distress because of it. i want natsumes character to grow. i want him to develop a positive relationship with his gender because natsume DOES enjoy some more typically feminine things, like baking! he used to bake with his mom when he was little! and i want him to feel like he can indulge in that side of him without feeling insecure.....

i LOVE transmasc natsume, my primary hc for him is transmasc nonbinary after all, but with all these things considered, shouldnt people be allowed to headcanon him however they want? if they hear his story and negative relationship with femininity and how that resonates with them and they themselves are transfem, should they not be allowed to hc him as such too?

which brings me to my next point; my own personal relationship with gender and femininity. i was raised as a girl and i fucking DESPISED womanhood. i hated everything about it. i hated how i felt forced into a box i didnt want to be stuck in, and i hated how it felt like my whole life had already been planned out for me due to societal expectations, aswell as me needing to present a certain way. i was peak "tomboy" growing up, constantly wearing super baggy clothes and wouldnt even brush my hair alot of the time. but despite that i remained miserable. i frankly hated how i looked and would constantly dye my hair vibrant colors in an attempt to make me like myself a little more. it wasnt until i realized "wow, im actually not a girl at all" that i finally let go of believing i needed to look a certain way (and thus, defying it) and started to dress for myself. i started to dress in clothes that made me happy and feel pretty! alot of which leans feminine, but clothes doesnt have a gender, and how you dress doesnt define your gender either, but it can still be a bit scary yknow? especially since i dont want people to think of me as a girl, and drawing a bunch of femstars has really made me learn to love myself more in a funny way. i can put these characters in clothes i think are beautiful, i can explore the more feminine parts of me that i adore but dont want to express in public due to how i want others to perceive me, but it has also warmed me up to femininity even more. because femstars to me feels detached from the expectations of society because its not a real thing!! there are no canon femstars designs!!! i can do literally whatever the hell i want with it and its been so liberating to me!!

all this to say; i think it really sucks seeing the way this fandom treats transfem hcs and explicit genderbends, because like ive said before; they can truly be something so personal. you dont know why that person is drawing what theyre drawing, so its a little unwise to make assumptions based on ........ Well, whatever it may be. i know very well that women dressing the way society expects them to SUCKS, esp if you have personal ties to it, but you have to realize the issue isnt femininity, but misogyny.

[pocketramblr]

gotta be real with you, if you did not read the tags on the fic that said 'ao3 exclusive' and 'do not upload to another site' before you commented to ask 'hey can i make an 'audio version' of this on my monetized youtube channel' im gonna assume you did not actually even read the fic first.

not that it'd matter, since the answer was still no but like. i dunno. if i was gonna ask to make money off putting someone else's work through a text-to-speech website i'd at least pretend to look at it and appreciate it first. maybe put in the comment 'i love this!' or 'xyz was cool'.

[pixelatedraindrops]

Sorry to sound weird or negative here, but after spilling my inner emotions on a discord server I kinda wanna know.

Do you all enjoy what I do here?

Or do you find it repetitive and boring?

[cconfusedkat]

The quality is extremely ass but. There will be a few more shorter followers (aym & baal, midas, ratau, etc(

BUT. OTHER THAN THOSE PEOPLE. The tallest will either be current Mystic Seller who's 10 ft,, but if we're talking about more npcs then no there's definitely taller 😭 🙏

Honorable mention of ibispaint x breaking this file multiple times because of the file size 💀

[kjones-fandom]

Can people tell me what their job is or like career. I need to decide my major soon and I am not smart enough for STEM but I don’t want to struggle with money for the rest of my life.

[ilbound]

anyways , i think that since kaen's eyesight is extremely poor and that they basically just never rely on their eyes / sense of sight , that they should eventually LOSE THEIR EYES ENTIRELY . not by choice , but it seems like a natural progression to me ( particularly in the mha verse when their whole biology reverts ; i can imagine someone destroying their eyes and -wrongfully- thinking it does anything to salvage the immense chaos & destruction ) . but like , HOW COOL would it be for kaen to return to the public eye with scars ala sol regem ( tdp ) , just this massive wound tearing over their the top of their face-- beautiful , really. also shall we consider a quote from the little prince : “it is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.” in essence , kaen has never needed their eyes ; it was always through sensation , emotion , connection -- their heart and spirit which guided their course. and i like to think that when they lose their sight they think , "everythin' - finally - is clear t'me fer th' firs' time."