#*soy las 2 🥹

[peaceeandcoolestvibes]

Pues si, sacar 10 no es indicativo de nada 😉 y de hecho, esto es lo que suele pasar 🤣 saben mucho hasta que demuestran que no saben!

O saca 10 y le preguntas en 3 meses y no se acuerda de nada. He tenido a una compañera así este año, insoportable!

Y te quedas en plan:

[lewisvinga]

mi reina | lando norris x latina! reader

summary; y/n’s success as a latina keeps growing and growing, especially after getting the lead of a new hit movie and lando is always there to praise her

fc; danna paola

warnings; ?

taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1

notes; requested ! when reader is latina >> also i just made up a movie bc i couldn’t think of one tbhhhh but can yall pls give me latina fcs bc i don’t wanna keep reusing the same ones 😣😣😣😣

masterlist !

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liked by landonorris, lilymhe, and others !

yourusername: a little bts from the godmother, thank you all for the love you’ve been showing me 🥹🥹🥹 los quiero a todos muchísimo [i love you all so much] ❤️❤️ don’t forget, the godmother is in theaters now!

landonorris: oh my

landonorris: mi novia [my girlfriend] is so gorgeous and talented 😍🤩🤩

yourusername: 🙈🙈

landonorris: WATCH HER MOVIE NOW.

username: we love a supportive bf liked by yourusername and landonorris !

username: MI REINAAA [my queen]

username: she ate w her role as maritza 😩😩

username: love u sm

lilymhe: YOU’RE SOOO AMAZINGG alex n i watched it twice in theaters already😭 we’re obsessed !!!

yourusername: so glad you enjoyed ☹️🩷🩷

alex_albon: i cried both times btw

yourusername: LMFAOOO

username: idk wether to be scared or turned on by maritza but y/n ate w her acting skills

alexandrasaintmleux: charles and i loved it! eres especial , y/n! [you’re special] 💗💗💗

yourusername: gracias alex🥹🥹

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liked by landonorris, carmenmmundt, and others !

yourusername: mi amorcito [my sweetheart] always sending my flowers even from miles away ❤️🥹 tqm🫶🫶 [ily]

tagged; landonorris

landonorris: the best flowers for the best actress always !

yourusername: lando ur too kind ☹️

landonorris: just telling the truth 😁😁😁😁

username: LA REINA DE LATINOAMÉRICA [the queen of latin america]

username:stoppp the bouquet is gorgeous

landonorris: just like her am i right 🤭

yourusername: omg lando 😩

username: she’s gorgeousss

username: he’s so bf coded

username: lando best bf iktr

carmenmmundt: gorgeous gorgeous girl🥹🥹 seeing the godmother again w george tonight 🙈🙈

yourusername: carrrmm🤭🤭

username: mis padres 🥹🥹🥹

username: i love them sm ur honor

username: how’d lando pull a bad bitch fr

landonorris: tbh i ask myself that everyday

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landonorris uploaded to their story !

[caption 1; reunited with my best girl🧡] [caption 2; recharging before the next week 🔋😴]

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liked by yourusername, oscarpiastri, and others !

landonorris: so unbelievably proud of you, mi amor. winning your first oscar and breaking records by becoming the first latina to win best actress, is there anything you can’t do? te quiero mucho, siempre soy orgulloso de ti. ❤️ [i love you so much, i’m always proud of you]

tagged; yourusername

yourusername: mi landitoooooo, te quiero 🥹

yourusername: couldn’t have done it without you by my side 💗💗💗

landonorris: are you kidding? you would’ve done it anyways! you’re truly the best actress 🧡🧡

username: HES SUCH ASUPPORTIVE BF IM IN TEARSSS

username: paving the way for latina actresses iktr 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️

oscarpiastri: congratulations, y/n!! lily and i were cheering so hard for you! liked by landonorris and yourusername !

georgerussell63: congratulations y/n!!🎉🎉 liked by landonorris and yourusername !

username: he made a whole post for her i’m🥹🥹🥹

username: i need a bf as supportive as lando fr

username: she’s barbie and he’s just ken!

username:the way she ate everyone up oooou

username: MOTHER IS MOTHERINGG

lilymhe: AHHH Y/N IM IN TEARS I’M SO PROUDDD liked by landonorris and yourusername !

alexandrasaintmleux: 🥹almost shed tears seeing y/n receive the award 💗 so prouddd liked by landonorris and yourusername !

carlossainz55: enhorabuena, y/n! 👏👏[congratulations] liked by landonorris and yourusername !

username: mi reina 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

username: no one’s gonna mention lando speaking spanish for her😩😩😩😩

username: hes dating a latina baddie he is legally required to

username: duhhh he’s dating la reina de latinoamérica 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️ [the queen of latin america]

landonorris: mi reina 😁😁 [my queen]

[emotionally-damaged-carrot]

Charles leclerc x male reader

Reader and charles have been together 2 years but reader is alittle distant as of late missing races, etc and charles starts a fight about it and reader tells charles he doesn't want kids like he does and he needs to let him go

Destined to meet, not to stay

Charles Leclerc x Male reader

Sorry takes a long time for requests, lots of shit are happening in my life rn 🥹🥹🥹 hope you understand. Just realized I forgor to put a fight 🥹🥹🥹 my bad g 🥹🥹🥹

Warning: none (surprisingly)

I don't really know what vibes to give this, just went with the flow. The translation is from google, don't come at me please. If I'm wrong educate me.

I don't want this to be sad 🥹🥹🥹 I want to make a part 2 but I don't think I can. 🥹🥹🥹

"What's happening, Y/n?"

Charles raised his voice in our hotel room as he got back from fp2.

"What do you mean?"

I looked up from my phone at him from the bed.

"You're being distant, you're not going to my races anymore. You don't talk to me as often and you don't update as often, what's happening?"

He said, slowly walking towards the bed.

"I've just been busy."

I said softly.

"You weren't even there for my first home race win."

"And I'm sorry for that, you deserve better than that. You deserve someone who can give you what you want and need."

"I don't want someone, I want Y/n L/n, I want you."

He sat down on the bed and took my hands.

"I want you, and no one else, you're my boyfriend, you're the man I love. We can fix this whatever is happening in our relationship, don't say I deserve better when you are the best that I got."

He gently cupped my face.

"Tell me, mon amour, what are you going through, I'm here for you whatever it may be."

He caressed my cheek with the pad of his thumb. I looked at him, my eyes watery and my lip quivering.

"I can't do this, Charles."

I grabbed his wrists with my hands and removed his hands from my face.

"What do you mean? Y/n, you're going to throw away years of our life together, and for what?"

He looked at me with a frown as I sniffled.

"I-I c-can't give you, what you wan't, Charlie."

"What do you mean, mon amour?"

"Stop calling me that."

"Why? I love you, why can't I call you my love?"

"..."

"Talk to me, mon coeur, please, w-what's happening? Tell me, I'll help you."

He grabbed my hands in his, his face now confused and sad.

"That's the thing, you can't help, Charles."

"I-I can try, don't do this, Y/n."

I shook my head and looked at him, tearful.

"Y-you really, can't help, Charles. I don't want what you want."

"Stop being vague, p-please, tell me."

I chuckled as my hand went to his cheek, gently caressing it. He leaned into my touch and closed his eyes for a bit and let out a sigh of relief.

"I-I don't want kids."

He looked at me shocked and confused.

"B-but you said you wanted kids?"

He asked confused.

"I-I just wanted to support you, I just wanted you to be happy. But this charade can't go on anymore."

"Je peux attendre que tu sois prêt, s'il te plaît, ne me quitte pas, j'ai besoin de toi. tu es ma vie, s'il te plaît, O/n, je t'aime, tu es le seul homme que je veux, la seule personne pour moi. s'il te plaît, ne fais pas ça, O/n."

(I can wait until you're ready, please i-just don't leave me, I need you. you're my life, please, Y/n, I love you, you're the only man I want, the only person for me. please don't do this, Y/n.)

He suddenly burst out in french, going closer to me, hugging me as he spoke. I hugged him back tight, and buried my face in his neck. Breathing in his scent for probably the last time.

"I don't speak, french, Charlie."

I mumbled against his neck as I felt my neck getting wet.

"I can wait, Y/n, p-please, I-I can wait. Don't leave me, please."

His hold became tighter as I felt him rest his face on my neck and breathing irregularly while sniffling.

"I-I don't think, I ever want kids."

I mumbled out, my hands moving in soothing motions on his back.

"Please, y/n, d-don't leave me, I-I don't know what I would do without you. I need you, please."

I stayed quiet and let him weep while embracing each other. After a while I felt him become more relaxed, and heard gentle breathing coming from him.

"Charles?"

I whispered as I raised my face from his neck. I waited a few seconds and heard no response. I gently lifted his head, and saw his sleeping face, he looked peaceful.

"Maybe, just maybe, one day."

I softly said as I laid us both on the bed, me being on top of him as our embrace never ended, our hold stronger.

"I love you, Charlie."

[gadriezmannsgirl]

Hola, chica bella 💛

Here to ask for the part 2 of Believe what you want because I need it already ✨️🫠 byebye 💙

The fact you knew already that I was posting it and you requested part II even before it was out🤭🥹🫶🏼.

For this one you should listen: What I Put You Through - Connor Maynard

Part 1 here Happy version

Believe What You Want (2) -P.G8

(Angsty version)

Summary: After realizing he fucked up, he tries his best to get you back

"I overheard them speaking that night at Fer's birthday. Victoria was going on about you and her, that your things with Y/N would end up soon... Those kind"

Pedri's mind was racing in fear and agony. "No" He whispered "Is there any possibility for Victoria to have made those burns in Y/N's skin?" "

"Well, it can be... She got out of the house around noon so..." Pedri's eyes clicked up like lightning all the dots were connecting by your side.

You were right. All this time you were.

He had been too stupid to realize that

"No" He whispered once more

"What's up, dude?"

"I fucked up bro. Big one"

...

"She doesn't answer me" Pedri said for the fifteen time in a row pacing around in his room

"And she won't answer to you" Fer said "I mean... I wouldn't answer you either"

Pedri had explained everything to the three guys in the room, Fer knowing a bit more thanks to you. And he knew that his younger brother loves you to death but he also knows that what he did, wasn't right.

"¡Joder! ¡Soy un puto idiota!" (Fuck! I'm an asshole!) Pedro yelled kicking a ball in his room crashing into one of your pictures together "No, joder... No" (No, shit... No) He hurried to pick up the picture and inspect it. It had one little scratch made from the glass, the scratch made in between the two of you.

He shook all the negative thoughts that were running in his head and changed the photo frame.

"Well, you've got to understand her" Adrián began speaking "All of this could be true and her boyfriend just choosed to not believe her"

"I did not just choose not to believe her"

"You basically did, bro" Fer hissed "I mean... If my girl tells me that I would do more than just talking with each girl separatedly"

"And not only that but you also told her your personal fights as a couple" Jesús said

"Because she's my best friend!"

"Hermano..." Fer started "That's meant to be something only for the two of you, not something for you, Victoria and Y/N" Fer shook his head "I mean... It's okay you ask someone else for an advice, like what to do or stuffs but not to rant because for that, you've your girl. The one who's in the relationship with you. The one who's with you in the goods and the bads" silence flowed into the room, Pedri's heart was beating incredibly fast "If you want her back, you need to fully work for it, Pedro. Words won't do half of the work you gotta do"

And that was it.

Pedri broke down, feeling already the loss of the love of his life not being next to him, this time a bit heavier than the past 7 days. He left you when you didn't do anything at all. He threw you and your relationship away without a good reason. Tears escaped his eyes and his breathing was erratic.

All of his thoughts were about you and imaginating a life without you in it, thanks to himself.

"I'll be back before midnight" Pedro said grabbing his phone, wallet and car keys

"Where are you going? Won't you even take a shower? You smell" Adrián said shaking his head

"He cometido un grave error con la chica que amo, en estos momentos oler bien o estar guapo es lo que menos me vale" (I've made a big mistake with the girl I love, right now I don't care if I smell or look good)

"Pedro" Fer called him before he got out of the room "Buena suerte, hermano" (Good luck, bro) Pedri for the first time ever, smiled a bit.

"Thank you"

He was going to work for your forgiveness. He will make you fall in love with him again. He will win your trust again. You'll be happy with him. You'll be with him. He was going to make sure that happen.

And for that, he needed answers.

...

"Yes, there was a (Hair color) girl, with (Type of Eyes), a bit short, she was pretty nice. Sad thing she got hurt" A boy behind the counter said hissing remembering the moment "Elianna went with her, she said it was pretty bad but nothing that some cream and care couldn't do"

"Is that girl here? Elianna?" Pedri asked hopeful

"She's on her lunch break right now" The guy answered "She has the whole shift... Is it important?"

"Yes, really important" Pedri said without a doubt

"I'll let her know. You can sit anywhere and if you want to have a drink you can tell me" Pedri nodded slowly walking away.

He didn't know how much time he was there until a redhaired girl walked up to him, he without thinking straight stood up

"My workmate said you were looking for me?"

"Are you Elianna?" She nods "I'm Pedro. I'm the boyfriend of the girl that was poured coffee all over her"

"How's she?" She asked after gasping a bit at the mention of you. "I hope she's better"

"Ah-yes, she is a bit better. Thank you for asking" Pedri nodded nervous "Can I ask you something?" The girl nodded "Who poured the coffee on her?"

"Some random girl, Y/N said the girl didn't liked her..."

"Could you maybe describe her?"

"Oh, sure!" Elianna nodded "She had long hair, brunette with blonde highlights, she used tight clothes and she wasn't as short as Y/N, she was a bit more taller, maybe just like you?"

That was exactly Victoria's description.

"She entered a few minutes before Y/N, after I gave her a box of cupcakes she just kind of ran away and then next thing I knew was that the same girl poured hot coffee on Y/N"

Pedri stood there taking in all the information

"She hasn't been here since that day" Pedri nods humming "However, Y/N has and I know for a fact that her boyfriend broke up with her thanks to his best friend" Pedri looked up at her, guilt filled over his body "Why are you behind her? She's been awful these past few days, she's recovering from your treatment, why the need of asking all of this, if you don't believe her?"

"Because I fucked up. I fucked up big time and I want to mend it"

"Wish you luck... You'll deserve it because if I was her, I wouldn't even give you the time of the day or spare you a single look" Pedri looked down in shame and regret "I need to go... You want to order something?" He shook his head

"Not feeling hungry at all" He murmured grabbing his wallet and pushing some money into the girl's hand

"You aren't ordering anything"

"For you... For the help, for the info. Thank you"

And with that Pedri stood up and left the cafeteria. As soon as his body met the Catalan air, he fought the need of crying his everything out. You were right, just like you always were.

"I shouldn't have just let it pass" He said crying to himself now in the calm of his car. "I should have done something" He lamented.

His phone lighted up with a notification he didn't care about, his focus remained on a photo from the two of you at one of his spots in Barcelona to calm down and relax.

"Please, mi niña. Tell me how to make things right, tell me it's not too late, just please..." he begged at nothing because you weren't there and you haven't been since 7 days ago.

And as reality was hitting him, he knew there could be a possibility of you not going into his life ever again. Leaving him for your own good while he was suffering.

Pedro picked up his phone and dialed his best friend Jesús's number.

"¿Aló?" (Hello?)

"You said you heard them speak that night at Fer's birthday, right? I need to know everything you heard and if you saw something too, I'm on my way to pick you up so we can talk"

"You're really working for Y/N?"

"I am" Pedri nodded "I fucked up and I'm trying to mend everything with her"

"I'm waiting for you, hermano and also..."

"¿Qué?" (What?)

"Good luck, you'll need it"

That phrase was starting to get on his nerves, he didn't liked how that sounded, because it seemed like even with all the effort he'll make, it'll not be enough to bring you back into his arms.

"Thanks bro"

...Two days later...

"Why?" Pedri said entering Victoria's house

"Hola Vic. ¿Cómo estas? ¿Qué tal va todo? Días sin verte" (Hi Vic. How are you? How's everything going? Long time not to see) She mockingly said with a smile but her smile was wipped off of her face when she saw Pedri's seriousness

"No estoy para juegos. Dime el por que has hecho eso" (I'm not in the mood for games. Tell me why you've done that)

"Done what?"

"¿Me estás tomando el pelo?" (Are you making fun of me?) Pedri hissed angry "Stop playing around and tell me... why you did all of that to Y/N?"

Victoria's face changed

"I didn't do anything"

"You did. Don't lie to me about anything because I know how things went now" Victoria's face changed

"What do you mean?"

"I know you poured hot coffee on her that day at the coffee, I know you've been telling her things behind my back about my relationship with her and stuffs, I know you poured her drink on yourself but made it look like it was her doing" Pedri shook his head not believing it "You faked things and like a fucking stupid I believed them, when the one I should've believed was my girlfriend! You damaged my relationship but I was the one breaking it for believing you, for believing my best friend"

"I let go the woman I'm in love with and it was all thanks to you because I never thought that my best friend, the one who has been besides me through my whole life could do such a thing and lie to me straight to my face!" Pedri's face was red and he never stopped to take a bit of air, he was fuming, he was angry and all he wanted to do was make Victoria disappear.

But most of all, all he wanted was to get you back.

"Those are lie-"

"If you even dare to say lie, I will pour the same drink Y/N was drinking that day at Fer's birthday, this time someone pouring it over you for real"

"She's making those things up!"

"She's making nothing up! I saw the video of the CCTV camera of the coffee shop, Jesús heard and saw the two of you at Fer's birthday and now that I connect dots, every single thing Y/N has told me, has sense now. And I hate the fact I couldn't see through it, I hate that I put my girlfriend's words in doubt all thanks to someone who didn't deserved a single look"

"Pedro, stop. You're hurting me"

"And don't you think you've hurted me before? You knew I was having troubles with her and all you wanted was to get her away from me. Why?" Nothing came out of Victoria's mouth

Your words came back to him and he blinked thrice, suddenly being brought back.

"Don't know" You sighed "As much as Victoria might love each and every single one of you, guys... I can assure you that what she said to me today and the way she said it, it wasn't a joke" You said "I'm a girl and I have a male best friend too. But I wouldn't say those kind of stuffs just as a friend or to see if she's worth and good for him" You shook your head "Es más, ni siquiera le diría algo de ese estilo a ella" (I wouldn't even tell her something like that)

"She likes you" You said after a few more seconds "And that's it"

"Can I ask you something and you answer me with the truth?" Pedri said with his heart on the edge, he waited and all he got was a simple and small nod from Victoria "Are you in love with me?"

A few seconds passed where Pedri's eyes never left Victoria's "Yes" She said softly "I am" Pedri felt the air being knocked out from his lungs "Pedrito"

"No" He shook his head looking away "No" Pedri's eyes grow watery, he couldn't believe it. Once again, you were right, his actions and words replaying in his head, the way he ignored your feelings, the way he treated you, everything was haunting him. "Don't call me Pedrito nor Pedro, Pedri, Pepi, nothing. Don't even call me, forget about me, you are not my best friend"

"Pedri, por favor, don't do this"

"No. I didn't do anything, you did it yourself. Best friends don't do what you did to me, if you truly loved me, you could've straight up tell me that not take it out on the girl I'm in love with"

"In love with? So in love you are, you did not believed a single thing from her"

"And that was my biggest mistake because I thought "Why on earth the girl that has been besides me since forever would do something to damage me or the ones I love?"" Pedri laughed ironically shaking his head "I was so wrong and I regret every single thing I did since I saw Y/N leave on Fer's birthday but guess what? I had the one I thought was my best friend besides me but I never did"

"You still have me"

"If I do, I don't care, the one I truly need isn't here" Pedri shook his head "But I did needed my best friend those seven days to tell me everything was going to be okay, that I could move on, that I was in the right and Y/N in the wrong, that I did good in breaking up with someone who could only do was lie but then I find everything out and I realized I was just a puppet in the side of your game and I fell for it"

"Don't say it like that"

"That's exactly what it was" Pedri shook his head "´Now, me disculpas pero me tengo que ir" (Excuse me but I've got to go)

"¿Y para dónde vas?" (Where are you going?)

"You shouldn't care about that, Victoria. Hope you have a good life" With that Pedri turned around and walked outside of her house when almost inside his car he heard her yell his name out

"Pedro!" He looked at her "I'm sorry"

Pedri joined his lips and nodded softly, lifting one of his hands giving her a wave before he got into the car and drove off to certain destination with a single intention.

...

"What do you mean she's not here?"

"She hasn't been here since like a week ago?" The older lady said with a smile "She said she'll come back tho"

"Do you know where she might be?"

"I don't, mijo. I'm so sorry" She looked at Pedro carefully "Is everything okay?"

"I need to know where she is so I can fix things between us" Pedro answered with a lump on his throat, his voice cracked a bit and he looked down at his shoes

The older lady sighed "I'm pretty sure you'll fix everything that may be happening with the two of you, son"

"I don't know, miss. I messed up really big this time"

"From what I've seen you love each other so much, I've never seen someone look at her in the way you do and vice versa, talking things out can be really helpfull instead of letting problems grow"

"The thing is I never let her talk and all I did was say things I shouldn't" Pedri shook his head

"You know? She's looking really pretty in those pictures, maybe you can start from there" A loud "Abuela" was heard as the older lady smiled looking over her shoulder

"What pictures?"

"Oh, you know... The ones you take, the ones you update, the ones people take, those pictures..." The woman was smiling softly "Don't let her go" And with that she left leaving Pedri sat in front of your doorstep

He was sat there analyzing the woman's words. Pictures? The ones you take? Update? People take? Pedri's mind ran 120km/h trying to guess what she meant of and after some minutes and what it felt a whole lifetime, he confused grabbed his phone and clicked on Instagram.

You liked it even more than Twitter or even Tiktok, Pedri remembered with a smile the moments where you would "fight", he; claiming Tiktok was better as you defended Instagram with your life

He typed your user with no reward, you blocked him. And it was no surprise at all but his heart still broke a little bit more when he couldn't find you.

He sighed closing his eyes and relying his head in your door, fighting the tears, it seemed like he only could do that in the past days, cry 'till he had no more tears inside of him, fight the urge to cry and feel his stomach fall to his feet. He hated feeling this way and he hated the way he must have put your through

He unlogged his session and went into his mother's, you couldn't have blocked her, could you? With shaky hands and blurry eyes he typed in your user and this time your profile was the first one to appear, the colorful circle around your picture meaning you had stories up.

While he was sad, you were in Venice with your friends and family, he recognized almost all of the faces in the pictures, all of them except one, a male's one.

That quickly catched his attention, that guy appeared in eight out of ten pictures and in all of them he was besides you. You even tagged him on one and Pedri's thumb directly went to his account.

One of the most recent post of the guy said: "I hate the fact that when I met my soulmate she had boiling coffee burns on her but I certainly don't hate the fact I got to meet you, baby!"

Pedri's stomach flipped, seeing your answers of "♥️🥰" made his head turn everywhere, in an instant he got up and headed towards the elevator in his mind only three things. His passport, Venice and you.

Due to some storms in Spain, he couldn't get out that same day and neither the next day, it was day three when he got into the plane and one day after he was in the same residence as you were.

He saw your brother and followed him, he felt like being on Matrix, he was making sure no one saw or heard him, that was until he stumbled on a vanity table and knocked half of the things that were in there

"What was that?" He heard and that's when he ran, the quitness and calm forgotten as he was desperate to find you. He took a right turn colliding with a female chest after a few seconds

"Joder, lo siento mucho" (Fuck, I'm so sorry) He said inmediately

"Pedro?" You said shocked as he also stood there impressed. You looked even more beautiful than always. Your tanned skin, your red cheeks and your Y/H color making you look perfect. "Pero, ¿Qué haces aqui? (but, what are you doing here)

"Por ti. I came here for you, I want to talk to you"

"We don't have anything to talk, in fact, you don't even have to come here, you don't have a reason to travel all the way from Barcelona to Venice"

"I did, I do. My reason is you and you'll always be. I fucked up, yeah? I get that" Pedri shakes his head "You were right" He opens his mouth but closes it "You were right all this time and I'm sorry I couldn't see it through, I'm sorry I did not take your words, I'm sorry I just kinda left and pushed your feelings aside, you deserve more, you deserve better but I can be better, I can be what you want, need and more if you want me to"

You started shaking your head, pushing him back from his chest when he tried to get closer to you.

"Pedri por favor, aquí no" (Pedri please, not here) "Pedri, stop. We don't have anything to say"

"Y/N, bonita, te lo suplico-" (I beg you-)

"Vamos al cuarto, ¿si? We can talk about whatever you want and then you leave" (Let's go to my room, yeah?)

"I don't want to leave without you"

You looked into his big brown eyes as he looked into your (Eye color) ones for a good while, you sighed before breaking eye contact

"But you have to" You said nodding slowly, Pedri shook his head

"Por favor" (Please) He whispered

"This way" You turned around walking away while Pedri watched your every move

You called the elevator and entered when it came, you turned to Pedri

"You wanna talk or not?"

Pedri nodded and walked towards it, he turned his head to look at you

"Do I have something on my face?" He hummed for a few seconds before answering

"You're beautiful" He ignored your words as you looked up at him

"Please, stop that"

"I-" He got cut off by the elevator doors opening

"This way" You said walking off as he only could follow you.

You stopped walking when you got to the door 408, with the key you opened it and then stepped inside letting the door open for him to come in as well.

You took a seat in the couch and patted the spot next to you, he took it and you both were silent.

"So... ¿Vamos a hacernos compañía o vas a decir lo que sea que quieres decir?" (Are we going to be each others company for now or you are going to speak whatever you want to say?)

"I'm sorry" He began "I fucked up. I should've listened to you and put Victoria a stop, I should've been more careful with you and your feelings, not passing through them and ignore them. I believe you, I always did and I always will do but it seemed so unreal that what I thought was my best friend, could do such a things, hurt the one I love and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, when her whole life she was protecting me and supporting me through everything"

"If my family wasn't there, she was. If my family didn't have an advice, she had. And for you to just say she did this and said this was a whole different thing from what I knew from her that I just couldn't believe it. But it was truth. And I'm sorry once more"

"Y/N, I'll do anything for us, I'm not giving up, we're so good together, I love you so much and if only I could turn back in time and do everything right I would but I can't, however, I'm here to mend things, I'm not expecting you to forgive me and that's it. I'll earn that forgiveness, I'll protect us and I'll be better for you if you let me, please. I love you, I want you and I need you"

"It's not easy as you made it sound, Pedri"

"Pedro" You shook your head

"That's something only family and close friends can call you, right?"

"Don't do this, please"

"But you did it first" You said pushing your lips together. Those were the exact same words he had told you the night you left "You really hurted me and you just can't change that. Please, I think it's best if we let this go" You looked into his brown eyes as he was shaking his head "For both of our own goods"

"Not having you in my life it's not good for me"

"Maybe not but it's the correct thing to do" You said "I just can't trust you anymore, no matter what you do. You told me I wasn't the same girl you fell in love with, that says enough"

"But it's not true, I said it in the heat of the moment! You are still the same girl I fell in love with and you're still the same girl I want to do my life with"

You stood in silence for a few moments before you stood up "I'm not that girl anymore, Pedri. Someone else might be"

"Y/N-" He stood up from the couch as well

"It's done" Your voice cracked

"Does he treat you good?"

"He does" You said simply nodding "He's-" You let out a laugh

"Does he likes you?" You nod

"He does" You remembered that night at your apartment, that same night he asked you to go to Venice with him and your family to get your mind out of your ex.

"You like him?"

You stood in silence "He's handsome and nice. He knows I'm healing and he knows I have feeling for someone else but that's not stopping him"

"I won't stop either"

"You should tho"

"I love you and I know I messed up but I can mend it, anything you want, think or say, I'll do it. I'll cross world wonders for you, oceans, vegetation, deserts, anything"

"You can't. Not this time" Both of you were crying now not caring about the other seeing you "I was hurt by every action and word you said, I reached the top and while I know you messed up, you could've prevented it and simply start acting like you should have but you didn't. And I can't handle that"

"Please" You said after a few minutes "I think it's time for you to go" You said walking away

He couldn't watch you walk away once more so he did what he had been wanting to do. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him, in a hug.

"No"

"Let me go"

"No"

"Let me go"

"No" His grip got tighter on you as you were fighting and at the same time, enjoying being in your exlover's arms again.

His arms were your safe space and laying your head on his chest brought you peace but now all it brought back was hurt and pain.

Hurt and pain from the situation you were going through

"Pedro, please, let me go"

"I don't want you to leave me"

"I didn't left because I wanted to" Silence flowed in between the two of you as Pedri was crying into your neck "I did because you asked me to, you made me leave, you pushed me away when all I wanted and needed was you, to stay by your side and defend our relationship" You took a breath "None of that happened and now that I'm recovering from everything, I want you to leave, I want you to go away because I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me and just throws everything out of the window without listening first" You said with closed eyes and tears running down, he chocked on a sob

"I'm sorry" He cried

"I am too" You said kissing his cheek several times, your lips were salty both by yours and his. You breathed in his scent once more and allowed yourself to wrap your arms around him "Te quiero mucho and you are the prettiest love I've ever had, it's truly a sadness it went this way but I wish you the best, Pedro González" You kissed his cheek and with one of your hands carressed his face "Y muchas gracias for everything" He shook his head softly, his head relying on your palm

"Te amo and I always will" He said crying, kissing your neck, ear, cheek, nose "I'm sorry"

You were about to reply when two knocks came in and then someone entered

"Y/N, cariño. We are going to be late for the trip, weren't you so excited to see Venice's bea-Oh! Am I interrupting something?" You pulled away from Pedri shaking your head

"Para nada, Mason" (Not at all) You smiled softly drying your tears but these still fell "We're good"

Mason, the guy, turned around to look at Pedri who nodded looking down at the floor "I better leave" He whispered

"Bye Pedri" He turned to look at you "Nos vemos" (See you)

"Yeah, see you Y/N" He smiled softly, his world was collapsing but there was no way for him to stop it, it was too late. "Take care of her, hermano" Pedri said looking at Mason who nodded softly looking at you with a smile

"Will do" Pedri noticed the look on Mason's face and that's all it took for Pedri to know he was going to keep his word.

And with heavy and broken heart, he left the hotel. All the luck his friends wished for him and all the praying he did, were not enough. His world is and will not be the same without your presence, your kindness, your laughter, your smile and your love in it, he hated himself for what he had done but there was nothing he could do now more than respect your decision and learn how to copy with his mistake for the rest of his life.

You were always right. He let you go. And now you were okay with it but he wasn't.

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☀️ ☀️ SUNSHINE AIRPORT ☀️☀️

Este es el dibujo que se usa al final y en la portada del Sunshine Airport Fusion Collab dibujado por mi 😼😼

Link:

Hacer este dibujo fue bastante importante para mí porque siento que luego de ya casi 3 o 4 años de haberme adentrado más a la comunidad de siivagunner y empezar a rippear finalmente pude lograr dejar una marca importante aún que sea en un fan channel de alto nivel como lo es silvalatinagunner 🥹🫶🏽

Estoy muy orgulloso de lo que hice con este dibujo que me tomo casi 31 horas de dibujo JAKSJAK WOW y más aún cuando normalmente suelo hacer 1 o 2 personajes sin color o un fondo plano XD

También estoy muy feliz de como resultaron mis partes para el Collab y con la ayuda de todos los miembros de silvalatina pude aprender algunas cosas y logré terminar rápido mis partes musicales para el Collab antes de que la PC que tenía muriera 🤭

Espero poder seguir aportando mucho más a esta bella comunidad que aunque puede que sea un poco pequeña o mejor dicho de un sector específico de personas/músicos/dibujantes/fans de los videojuegos, para mí es algo que marco bastante mi vida en años pasados y que hasta el día de hoy me sigue dando inspiración para crear cosas originales 😝

Y por último gracias a todo el team de silvalatina por poder darme esta oportunidad de contribuir algo grande al high quality ripping, espero poder seguir aportando mucho más (especialmente ahora que soy PARTE DEL TEAM MUAJAJAJAJA)

SILVALATINA REGRESO BABY LETS GOOO 🗣️🗣️💥💥🔥🔥🔥🔥

(Oh, y gracias a Elsix por ayudarme a organizar el lugar de cada personaje JSJSKAJS)

[valenrepetto]

valen!! Cómo estás? Es re inspirador saber que sos de Argentina también 🥹 Como llegaste a trabajar en Electro Andes? El trailer es IMPRESIONANTE , fui a una de las charlas que dio Gomez en la DaVinci y me dejó alucinando

Me intriga porque yo también soy autodidacta y a veces me agarran esos bajones 🙈 pero tu energía es re inspiradora!!! Cómo fue? Dbdbdb re chusma

Nah, posta que es genial. Más que nada porque es difícil estudiar Ilustración acá. Nada, re banco tus dibujos, son impresionantes

Holii🧡

Eeeeehhh yo no estuve en ese proyecto 👁👁, nose donde viste pero- onda ojalá JSJAJS amo todo lo de Bellolandia y Electro Andes es una locura pero nao no estuve ahí

Compartí en mis historias de IG una propaganda para Intel en la cuál si trabajé. El estudio es 2Veinte (también pedazo de estudio argentino). Tuve la oportunidad de trabajar 2 veces con ellos a modo freelance :D✨️🧡

Me contactaron por correo! Se ve que alguien vio mi instagram y weno, laburiño. Agradecida eternamente con quien haya sido🫂🥲

Siempre es recomentable averiguar los directores/reclutadores y tirar portfolio igual

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Con el tema del estudio de ilustración seh, es dificil porque estas en bolas.

Incluso si asistís a algunas de las pocas escuelas locales, siempre vas a necesitar hacer mucho de tu parte. Encontrar la info, saber detectar que te sirve y que no, prácticas, invertir en libros/cursos, armar tu red de contactos, hacerte visible etc.

Remarla en cemento básicamente. Obvio que en algún momento uno necesita un golpe de suerte, un contacto, una soga de la cual agarrarte, xq no todo es "si me esfuerzo mucho llego 100% asegurado", pero yo creo que si uno le mete con ganas a lo que le apasiona, esas oportunidades puede generarse.

Cuando haces algo con ganas hay gente que se va a conectar xq recibe esas ganas q vos proyectas, es medio falopa lo q estoy diciendo pero es enserio.

Igual, en todas las carreras pasa eh, no es q esta sea excepcionalmente difícil. Hay q desmentir un toque tmb esto de "el q dibuja no tiene ninguna salida laboral".

Te gusta? Lo disfrutas? Para adelante, se intenta.

[agra-miv]

Es la primera vez que juego al Miitopia

(Part 2)

Mira Kisame, MIRA A TU NOVIO CHEF

🍡🦈

SE PONEN HAPPY POR EL OTRO 😭

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Son felices y yo soy feliz 🥹,,,,,

🦈🍡

¿¡QUE HACEN!? AKAHASHSNABSJA

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Voy a hacer que se casen (ojalá)

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Itachi: Eso en mi clan significa que tengo que arrancarte los ojos

Kisame: ¿Que?

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¿¡POTASIO!?

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Canon. (Part 3)

[estrella0122]

ACTUALIZACIÓN PESAJE

🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙

Disculpen lo desaparecida, pero yo pensé que había engordado, hasta que 2 personas en el trabajo me dijeron que estaba más flaca, y para confirmar, me pesé hoy, y desde el 4 de Febrero, hasta hoy 25 de Febrero, bajé -1.9 Kilos 🥹 (tenía miedo de pesarme, porque he comido, yo siento que he comido muchísimo).

Cabe mencionar que soy alta, mido 1.68 Cm... entonces la gordura no se me nota tanto, pero sí cuando bajo de peso.

OJO👀: *No estoy haciendo dietas, solo como en porciones pequeñas, también he descuidado mí alimentación éste último mes, pero ya retomé a una alimentación más balanceada*.

PESO 04 DE FEBRERO: 84.15 KG.

PESO 25 DE FEBRERO: 82.25 KG.

[teddywook]

En anon porque soy penosa, pero si tienes buena memoria vas a recordar, no importa, me gustan mucho los juegos de tarot porque como sabemos se basan en energías y me llama la atención como los lectores tienen interpretaciones diferentes, como tu energía es más abierta con uno que con otros, etc.

El punto es que entre a uno con Sungchan hace un tiempo, fue con mis lectores favoritos y la lectura salió muy positiva, la conclusión era long term relationship.

Pero, hace no tanto entre a otro sobre relationship dynamic esperaba más un "Ah son amigos" y salió de que novios -> ex novios, pero decía que prácticamente me beneficiaría porque obtendría un crecimiento personal y tal vez económico.

El punto es que las respuestas se las conté a una amiga y ya tiene tiempo (más de un mes? Un mes?) hoy me mandó mensaje para decirme que soñó conmigo y Sungchan, yo de ??? Me dijo que en su sueño pues ella era nuestra amiga en común y nos ayudaba a estar juntos porque cof cof commitment issues cof cof, pero no de los manos, solo del tipo "No me gusta (si le gusta)", ah cuando niegas con tal de no comprometerte je, bueno el punto es que dijo que salíamos juntos y que lovey dovey relationship, que ambos éramos muy pegajozos y así, pero que llegaba un momento en dónde yo me abrumaba porque sus papás no me querían + que alguien estaba apunto de descubrirnosy empezaba a causar problemas, entonces para salvarlo yo lo terminaba, pero yo había crecido como persona, así que en las palabras de mi amiga "A dónde quiera que fueras, él te estaría viendo y cuidando a escondidas, ambos se veían bien, pero no lo estaban", entonces mi amiga hablaba con él y él le respondió "Me sigue gustando, por supuesto que me sigue gustando, extraño la manera en que me abraza, extra pasar mi tiempo con ella y verla a los ojos, pero sé que ella lo hizo por mí, entonces es egoísta pedirle regresar; si ella viene a mí y me lo pide, ¿Cómo no podría decirle que sí?", entonces me dijo que me lo quería decir y se levantó.

No Soff, me tiene truiste, porque 1. Sí huyo de alguien cuando me gusta (eso no se lo dije a mi amiga), 2. Soy super pegajoza con mis seres queridos (papás, abuela, hermana, primos), pero no amigos + ella no conoce a mi familia, entonces ella no lo sabeeee, y 3. No puedo dejar de ver la cara de Sungchan de la parte en love 119 cuando ve a la prota alejarse después de estar con él.

Y aghhhh, qué frustrante y eso que ni me sueño fue 😭, necesito un fic con final feliz después de esto 🥹

oh dios... hasta yo quiero saber el desenlace y ni mi historia es 😩

ya mencioné que creo mucho en el destino y la magia. también creo en la gente que sabe cosas, yo misma me considero un poco así. es como que no tienes una explicación lógica de porqué pero puedes sentirlo, lo sabes. a veces tambien tengo sueños premonitorios, es loco jaja

tal vez ella puede sentir tu miedo al compromiso y te está dando las señales que necesitas para quitartelo y darte la oportunidad de entregar tu corazón

en cuanto a ese fic... eso es un request? 😅

[luhanaenuna]

❁ jueves, 9 de mayo de 2024

hola! Creo que como primer entrada del blog quedaría bonito presentarme y contar un poco sobre mi.

Creé esté blog porque amo compartir mi vida en redes sociales, pero al mismo tiempo soy muy tímida como para mostrarle en cámara y siento pánico de que algún conocido me reconozca en redes. Todo el tiempo estoy grabando y editando vlogs sobre mi día y me encantaría en algún momento compartirlo en redes; pero creo que por el momento aquí es un buen lugar para empezar.

Mi nombre es Luhana, tengo 22 años, y vivo en Argentina. Me encanta estar todo el tiempo leyendo y aprendiendo sobre crecimiento personal, alimentación y vida saludable en general, marketing y negocios digitales. Después de unos 2 años en crisis porque no sabía qué hacer con mi vida, este año empecé a estudiar en la universidad la Licenciatura en Marketing. La verdad que estoy muy contenta por la decisión que tomé.

Vivo sola, bueno, sola no.. con mi perrita 🥹, amo el café, ir al cine, al teatro y en algún momento me gustaría hacer algo relacionado al teatro y la producción audiovisual; pero tiempo al tiempo.

Todavía no sé muy bien qué voy a compartir aquí, pero me encantaría poder influir y ayudarlos con lo que comparta.

Bienvenidos y disfruten mi contenido 🫶🏼

[antzparra]

Hey bro! Como estas?? Espero que tengas un buen dia

Quiero comenzar anunciandote que Hillary decidio abandonarme e tomo la desicion de que siguieramos en caminos separados el dia 18 en la madrugada 💔

Asi que, dolorosamente al igual que me presente con respeto y bondad desde el dia 1 que nos conocemos, quiero desperdime mediante esta carta 🌧️

De veras creo que fuistes un buen cuñado, y por esa razón considero importante hacer esta carta para ti 🥲

Primero que nada, quiero agradecerte, por tu #amistad, #tiempo, compresion y emiferos consejos en nuestros tiempos de tormenta. Quiero anunciarte tambien que tienes mi consetimiento para mostrarle la lista y todos aquellos mensajes con expresiones de amor a Hillary, ya que creo fielmente que ella se ira de forma definitiva en mi vida y dudo mucho en un futuro proximo que ella me pide perdón, me busque, quiera recordarme como algo bonito o acepte su #error y quiera estar hasta el final conmigo. Asi que muestrale david, por favor, que siempre le fui fiel, que nunca conspire en contra de ella y mucho mas que siempre la ame 🙏🏻🥹

Tambien quiero pedirte perdon. Por aquellos momentos que tuvimos nuestras diferencias. Por aquellos momentos donde no comprendistes mi manera de amar, si te interesa, pudieses preguntarle a Hillary de donde provengo lo entenderas. Por aquellos momentos de desilusion en donde pensastes que me iria de tu vida y abandonaria a tu hermana. QUIERO PEDIRTE #PERDON POR #NUESTRARELACION 😢 esto no debia terminar asi, y quizas para la posteridad mi parte haya sido bien ante el ojo exterior, pero me culpo a mi mismo por haber dejado que se fuera, por haber permitido llegar a este punto, #NUNCA me comprometi con tu hermana en pro de dejarla o defraudarla algun dia. Me enamore, fui fiel a mi sentimiento y me esforze al maximo dentro de las posibilidades que yo tenia por el momento para demostrarle que era el chico ideal en su vida y mi amor hacia ella, de una manera super especial, honesta y Pura 😣🥺

En estos momentos a dos dias de su partida me carcome el recuerdo, el #dolor y el miedo del futuro. Admito que fui algunas veces tosco, #terco y duro con ella, pero mantenia la #esperanza de que reflexionara, sé decidiera por cuenta propia y me tomara de la mano y decidiera a luchar por lo nuestro 😭 *Creo profundamemte en el amor de Dios y en el amor de #fiel, en aquel sin importar las circunstancias se decide a superar cualquier barrera y se mantiene junto*

Por el momento me ire, cuando regrese te hare saber mi nuevo contacto. Seguiremos siendo buenos #amigos y como buen amigo que soy te digo que cuando estes bien yo estare y cuando estes mal yo estare alli para ti MAS. Le enviare una carta a tu madre, espero que por favor se la hagas llegar y quiero dejarle saber a ambos que aun estoy dispuesto a ayudar a Hillary con su renta si lo quieren y lo aceptan, que estoy dispuesto a ayudar a tu madre viaje a Venezuela y estoy dispuesto a probarle a Dios que no ame con #Hillary esperando reciprocidad, la ame #incondicionalmente. Dios sabe mi corazon pero no basta solo con sentimientos, tambien hay que hacer esos actos valer 😇😇 *Sobre esto dejale saber a mi hermano* El cumplira mi ultima #voluntad de irse a despedir de Hillary en mi nombre pronto y le entregara un sobre. Ya que asi como la ame con locura y pasion desde el #primer instante, asi me mantendre hasta el ultimo segundo.

Te escribo esta #carta con lagrimas en los ojos y profundo dolor. #Pienso que la historia de #ponquesito y mia fue Linda y #especial ya que ambos venimos de 2 mundos diferentes. ☹️😪

*_Al final fuimos, como la luna y el sol en un eclipse, unicos y hermosos, pero no eternos_* ❤‍🩹

Sin mas nada que decir, contando con tu apoyo, enviandote un fuerte abrazo y esperando que recibas esta carta con firmeza y amor 🫂

Atte: Aliyents Giuseppe Hagood

[laikabos]

Estos días lo he estado viendo

Esta en México de vacaciones. Dijo que quziás venía en marzo pero en la madrugada me dijo que cambió de decisión. Por fin me dio los regalos que me debía, una marioneta de buc-ee y unas calcetas calientitas con su logo de la universidad de Texas 🥹

El 1ro de enero en la madrugada fue a mi casa porque quería verme, después nos fuimos y estuvimos juntos, platicamos y a las 3 am nos fuimos a nuestras casas. El 2, ayer, nos fuimos a desayunar a Cafeto, ahí me gustaba mucho ir con él, la última vez que fuimos es cuando celebramos que cumplimos 6 años. Después nos vimos en el cierre de pre campaña de un kma, le cae muy bien y son cercanos. Ahí nos encontramos a una hermana de sus amigos que yo también conocía. Dijeron que se verían el viernes, un evento al que no estoy invitada porque ya no somos nada pero aún así estabamos tan involucrados. Después quisimos ir a un parque pero estaba cerrado y nos fuimos a nuestras casas y después sentí miedo de que se alejara. Se regresa el sábado a Texas.

Tenía miedo de que comenzaraa ignorarme, de que ya no me quisiera, de que se fuera. Y me sentía triste por volver a vivir muchas cosas que vivíamos de novios que a mí me gustaban tanto pero tuvieron su límite, no estoy invitada a la fiesta del viernes. Pero esta bien, ir me haría sentir muy triste, todas esas personas ll vieron con ceci.

En el desayuno hablamos mucho, le dije que tenía miedo y emoción por mi trabajo godín, él me contó cómo le estaba yendo en Texas, las dificultades que vivía y el estrés que tenía.

Estos días algo que tengo claro es que no regresaría conmigo, que no me pedirá nada. Todavía tengo esperanza jajaja lo escribo y siento cómo se me apachurra tanto el corazón. Es diferente a cuando siento dolor de tanta tristeza, es dolor por algo imposible que me hace sentir tan ridícula :(

Si me dijera que le diera tiempo, que quiere concentrarse en sus estudios, que no tenemos que regresar pero que sigamos estando ahí, que no quiere que lo olvide ni él a mí. Y que cuando termine podremos seguie juntos.

Pero saben qué? Es una fantasía. Él termina en 4 años y aparte dice que no sabe si volvería a amar. Que si no funciona su primer matrimonio me va a buscar jajajajaja ni siquiera soy la primera opción 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Y tú dirás: hermana, por qué sigues ahí?

Tenía fé, tengo fé. Pero siento cómo muere poco a poco. Estar con él o hablar con él, aunque lo disfrute, me duele mucho. Hemos estado juntos 2 veces. Me he escapado con él dos veces.

Cuando lo besé me sentí diferente, todo era igual pero se sentía diferente.

Y he pensado que si regresáramos yo tendría mucho miedo todo el tiempo. "¿Ya habrá dejado de hablar con ella? ¿Ya me dejó de querer? ¿Estará hablando con alguien? ¿Estará aburrido de mí?" Y solo serían algunas :(

Me acuerdo cuando me mandaba salones del lugar donde le gustaría que nos casáramos, era por la barranca de huentitan. Y decíamos que cuándo nos casáramos sería una boda perra con cubiertos bonitos.

Y cuándo hablaba con mi hermana y mi cuñado de cóml gestionaban sus espacios casados para tener una idea de cómo podríamos hacerlo nosotros 😔 de verdad me emocionaba.

Pero en verano del 2022 me convencí de que no quería estar conmigo. Le pregunté: tú no vas a casarte conmigo, verdad Óscar?

Y me dijo: no creo, tengo el doctorado.

Me dijo más cosas pero me quedó claro con lo primero. Me armé de valor para preguntarle porque estaba borracha.

Le dije que desde el 2020 me dí cuenta de que él no iba a quedarse conmigo. Así le dije: cuándo regresé de la pandemia y te vi buscando trabajo por todos lados sin pensar en mí pensé "este hombre no se va a quedar conmigo". Y me dijo: ¿y por qué no te fuiste?

¿Quién quiere irse de dónde es feliz?

Yo era feliz. Había cosas que no me gustaban, he crecido mucho sola. Me cuido mas, me concentro en mí, me arreglo, me gusta verme bonita. Tengo más ambiciones.

A veces pensaba que lo verías, en lo que me estaba convirtiendo. O verías que estár separados nos convenía para crecer y después regresar. Yo te hubiera esperado. Si cumplieras mi sueño y me dijeras hoy que te de tiempo, te esperaría. Estúpidamente lo haría.

Sé que necesito alejarme, aquí hay mucho dolor. Por lo que no fue, no es, no será. Te quiero, Oscar.

[lostinadeepsea-dive]

Log para volver a leer cuando lo necesite y hacer una comparación a mitad y a final del año:

Este año me voy a concentrar en

1. Encontrar cómo arreglar mi salud:

Que tengo tiroides que no tengo tiroides. Que tengo que bajar de peso haciendo cardio y una dieta hipocalorica, pero que el cardio aumenta el cortisol (malo para el PCOS), que la dieta hipocalorica da igual si comes carbohidratos porque te suben la glucemia, y si te suben la glucemia es malo para el pcos. Los médicos resultaron una cagada. No puedo creer que tengo que hacer todo sola.

No tengo energía a las 11 am, dos o tres horas después de levantarme nada mas. No es normal, pero como ellos ven "todo bien", no tengo nada que hacer. Vivo en piloto automático y soy profundamente infeliz.

Voy a empezar a probar con falopeadas que ni consideraba: aceite de cannabis sin thc OBVio porque soy la pelotuda a la que el porro la deprime, homeopatía, meditación, yoga, pilates, psicólogo, psiquiatra, gomitas de melatonina. Cualquier cosa que me sirva. Excepto Clonazepam y esas cosas, prefiero vivir cansada. Ni en pedo.

Este punto implica:

* aprender a comer bajo en carbos, porque al parecer es lo que me va a servir

* dejar de pedir delivery (basta Cloe , soltame)

* dejar de ahogar todo lo que me pasa con una hamburguesa (?) (Basta Cloe x2)

* arreglar mi ciclo de sueño

* elevar mi energía lo suficiente para poder ir al gimnasio sin tener que planificarlo 3 semanas de antemano.

Anto del futuro que está releyendo esto: literalmente elevar la energía, subir los niveles de energía. No estoy hablando de cosas falopa.

* volver a recobrar la misma flexibilidad que tenía antes.

2. Estudiar python + meter por lo menos 6 materias.

Es decir, concentrarme en el estudio y en avanzar todo lo que pueda con la carrera en general, tanto universitaria como con el laburo. Mi idea es conseguir un laburo en USD y cagarme de la risa viviendo acá y comiendo empanaditas norteñas (de masa integral :| acabo de caer que si viajo no puedo comer lo que quiero.........)

3. Ahorrar para comprarme un auto y viajar:

Necesito conocer el sur. Me cansé de que todos me hablen y todos vayan.

Quiero ir a ver la F1 en interlagos (mentira, dónde sea) (mentira en realidad quiero ser ingeniera ahí pero bueno, por algo se empieza)

Quiero hacer la ruta de los 7 lagos manejando.

Este punto incluye:

* Sacar el registro, pero ya lo tengo 🥹

* Dejar de gastar tanta plata en pelotudeces (delivery, regalos de gente que me cae mal, etc)

* dejar de comprar libros (gracias kindle tkm)

* Vender las cosas que tengo dando vueltas

4. Volver a escribir

Algo. Lo que sea. En dónde sea.

Y hacer algo bonito/conseguir seguidores en hojasdementa.

5. Aprender / seguir aprendiendo algún idioma

Se explica solo, me gusta ganar conocimiento.

6. Encontrar algo para hacer algún negocio mío que me dé más plata porque entre ganancias y vivir sueldo a sueldo me está consumiendo la vida.

7. Ir a recitales.

Vendí la entrada para paramore y me quiero morir 🥹 por pelotuda llena de ansiedad. Ir sola me daba pánico de repente. ¿Desde cuándo?

8. Dejar de tenerle pánico a ir sola a lugares.

Deapoquito.

9. Concentrarme en flia, amigos y gatitas ♥️

10. Ser constante.

[iamf3l]

Recuerdo hace 2 meses y medio me dije a mi mismo… “debo hacer un cambio” o por lo menos lo quiero intentar🥹 al parecer esta valiendo la pena❤️‍🔥 Para mi hoy no son 22 kilos menos😊 es más bien recuperar algo que hacia mucho años sentía😱 el poder mirarme al espejo y decir “este soy yo”🪩 el poder mirarme con cariño, el decir “yo si puedo”. Es algo que ni siquiera puedo explicar. , Este año ha sido de tomar muchas decisiones, dejar lugares no gratos, gente que no quería ver, situaciones por las que no quería pasar🫠 y así… tomar riesgos es algo que por mi inseguridad nunca hice🥹 pero creo que se siente lindo☺️ estoy contento. Si bien se que la felicidad son momentos. Espero aprovechar cada segundo🫰🏻 los quiero babys😚 (en Santiago, Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjWtzmqjS6r/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[peaceeandcoolestvibes]

La vdd?

Oye pero no éramos idiotas, imbeciles, contagiábamos a abuelas y nos tenían que encerrar en campos de concentración por ser conspiranoicos?

Empezamos con AstraZeneca reconociendo lo que llevamos diciendo 4 años. Tío, mira que éramos los locos 🆘 me meo 🆘

Cuando la verdad sale a la luz:

His best song (sage the Gemini is gorgeous but we been knew):