#* ∙ ✰ ◞ you deserve all the great things. ✗ madison and abby.

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"The relationship between parents and children, but especially between mothers and daughters, is tremendously powerful, scarcely to be comprehended in any rational way." - Joyce Carol Oates

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izzie’s favorite movies and tv shows of 2020 (aka the worst year ever)

another year, another movie and tv show review. this year has, to put it simply, sucked. 2020 has been so terribly awful that sometimes the only light you can see are the absolute bangers of movies and tv shows that came out this year. with that being said, some of the movies and tv shows didn't come out in 2020. if the are mentioned in this post it is because they either: had a season come out this year, i found them this year, or they became popular this year.

SPOILERS: it may not come as a surprise but just in case you didn't realize, there will be many spoilers ahead, read at your own risk.

tw // death, suicide, drug use, mild adult language. if any of these things might trigger you, i strongly urge you not to read this post.

there is no specific order of these shows and movies, i'm just writing as they come to mind. if you enjoy any of these movies or tv shows, or if you have any suggestions for me, please let me know!

TV SHOWS

1) Santa Clarita Diet

Okay, so I know this show doesn't have anything to do with 2020. But, I found this show in 2020. I put it off for a while, thinking it wasn't my style of a show, but boy was I wrong. I loved this show. Sheila Hammond (Drew Barrymore) is a normal suburban wife and mom. She is a real estate agent with her husband Joel (Timothy Olyphant). She struggles with the fact that she isn't very adventurous. This all changes when she throws up an insane amount at a house showing. She then finds herself craving adventure, and craving human flesh. Yeah, she's a zombie. Not only is this show super hilarious, but it also shows the growth that they have with their characters and their family. I'm also team Abby (Liv Hewson) and Eric (Skyler Gisondo).

2) Outer Banks

So, I'm from NC. And, watching this show at first bothered me because I can very obviously tell this show isn't actually filmed in the obx, and the geography isn't exact, but once I got past that, I loved it. John B (Chase Stokes) is a teenager that lives in the poor side of the outer banks. He has a friend group called the Pogues which consists of JJ (Rudy Pankow), Pope (Jonathan Daviss), and Kie (Madison Bailey). They absolutely hate the Kooks, which are the rich kids. A while after John B's dad gets lost at sea, presumed dead, the group finds some evidence that may solve the mystery, and make them rich. In the process, John B falls in love with a Kook names Sarah (Madelyn Cline) whose father Ward (Charles Esten) may have a little more to do with the mystery than he let on. Through friendship, murder, and secrets, the gang may just figure out what happened to John B's dad.

3) Love, Victor

Alright. I loved loved loved Love, Simon. I also really loved the book "Simon vs. the Homosapien Agenda." So, when I heard about this show, I was so excited. Victor (Michael Cimino) is a teenage boy that moved to Creekwood with his family. He meets Felix (Anthony Turpel) who lives in his building. He also meets Mia (Rachel Hilson) and they begin dating. But, he also meets Benji (George Sear). While trying to get used to a new school, new friends, and a new relationship, Victor finds himself questioning his sexuality. With the help of Simon (Nick Robinson) and his friends, Victor finds it in himself to finally come out, and he admits his feelings, for Benji. This is such a good show, but I was so upset when season 1 ended on a cliff-hanger.

4) The Haunting of Bly Manor

The sequel to The Haunting of Hill House. Now listen, haunting of hill house was an absolute banger. When I saw that Bly came out I nearly died. I was so excited. But, I was alone in my apartment and also a lil bitch. So, I had to wait a week until I was home with my family to watch it. Now, I was so excited to be scared, and there were a few jump scares and ominous moments, but this season was more centered around the story line of Dani Clayton (Victoria Pedretti) and her new life in a foreign country. When seeing an ad for a live in job as an au pair. When she gets there, she meets the two young children she’ll be looking out for and the other workers of the house, including the gardener, Jamie (Amelia Eve). Throughout her stay at Bly she begins to notice weird behaviors from both children and by the end of the series she sacrifices herself for the children. Sadly, this story is being told by Jamie who Dani had fallen in love with during her stay at Bly. Now I was somewhat upset about the lack of horror, but was still very intrigued and drawn in by this series.

5) Julie and the Phantoms

Alright, at first I was not gonna watch this show. I thought it looked a little too young and childish for me, but everyone was talking about it on twitter so I had to. I. Love. This. Show. This show centers around Julie (Madison Reyes). Julie is a teenage girl who, sadly, lost her mother. The one major thing she shared with her mom, was their love for music. Since her mothers passing, she gave up music. This is until, dead musicians from the 90′s show up in her garage. Luke (Charlie Gillespie), Alex (Owen Joyner), and Reggie (Jeremy Shada) all tragically passed away in the 90′s after eating bad street hotdogs. When Julie finds their CD in her garage, she decides to play it and they come back in ghost form. But, only she can see them. With their help, she finds her confidence to play music again. Also, she has to find away for them to stay because they’re slowly disappearing. 

6) Derry Girls

Bitch. I love this show. And yeah it didn’t come out in 2020. Shut up. I found this show recently after watching the cast on the holiday special of the Great British Baking Show. I loved the actors so I had to watch the show. This show focuses on Erin (Saoirse-Monica Jackson) a 16 year old girl that lives in Derry, Northern Ireland in the 90′s. Alongside her is her cousin Orla (Louisa Harland), her two friends Clare (Nicola Coughlan) and Michelle (Jamie-Lee O’Donnell), and Michelle’s English cousin James (Dylan Llewellyn). During these years, a lot of people in Ireland struggled, especially because it was during wartime. Even thought this show isn’t focused heavily around the war, it’s amazing to see these teens live a fulfilling life while struggling with the state of their country, and the lack of money that their families have. 

7) Elite

HA. This show did have a season in 2020 so leave me alone. But bro, I love this show. At first, I didn’t watch it because I thought I could only watch the dubbed version in English, which I hate. I hate dubbed shows they look so weird. But, once I found out I could watch this show in Spanish, I fell in love. But, sadly, theres too damn much to talk about in one little post. It’s crazy. But basically it just follows the lives of teens in high school that are trying to survive. And no, not in the “I’m surviving high school,” sense. No, people be getting murdered. 

MOVIES (tbh i didn’t find a lot of movies good this year lmk which movies u liked this year and maybe i’ll like them!)

1) All the Bright Places

After the death of her sister, Violet (Elle Fanning) is devastated. She closes herself off, and has her parents get her out of doing school work that involves working with others. But, as time goes on, they realize she may need to start to move on. Violet then meets Finch (Justice Smith) who is enamored by Violet. He suggests they do a project together. While finding and visiting some of the smallest wonders of their state, they begin to fall for each other. While you are focusing on Violet and her mental health, you tend to miss some of the signs that Finch’s mental health isn’t great either, but by the time you do, it could be too late. 

2) Dangerous Lies

Hmm. This was weird for me. I had only ever seen Camila Mendes in Riverdale, and honestly, not a fan. So, Katie (Camila Mendes) and her husband Adam (Jessie T. Usher) are struggling with money. Katie decides to take a job working for an elderly man, and eventually gets her husband hired there as well. Unfortunately, he dies, but for some odd reason, leaves the house and all of his fortune, to Katie. As they get comfortable in the house, they begin to uncover some very weird and dangerous lies. 

3) The Devil All the Time

Ok. Iconic. You got so many hot men in this movie. Bill Skarsgård, Sebastian Stan, Tom Holland, Robert Pattinson. C’mon now. That’s crazy. But, this story is so long and in depth that I wouldn’t even know where to begin. This movie is a bit disturbing. It involves murder, sexual assault, killing of animals, and so much more so if that’s an issue for you please do not watch this movie. It was also quite long, but it was still good.

4) After We Collided

Okay just listen. I was that teenager. I read wattpad stories and was, embarrassingly, addicted to After. This was not a great movie per say, but it was After. This is a sequel to the movie After. This movie centers around Tessa (Josephine Langford) and her recovery after her breakup with Hardin (Hero Fiennes Tiffin). Theres sex, alcohol, bad acting. The whole nine-yards. But c’mon, they’re so cute together.

5) To All the Boys p.s. I Still Love You

Okay it was a good movie. I enjoyed it. This movie focuses on Lara Jean (Lana Condor) and her boyfriend Peter (Noah Centineo) and their relationship post the first movie. But of course relationships aren’t super steady, and John Ambrose McClaren (Jordan Fisher) shows up. Yeah, John Ambrose, from her letter. They become closer and Lara Jean has to decide who she wants to be with. Spoiler, it’s Peter. BOOOOOOO justice for John Ambrose McClaren, he deserved better. 

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Letter of a The Freshman stan

It’s been a year and a half since I started playing Choices and I still remember the moment I downloaded the app and started playing The Freshman 1. I immediately fell in love with the MC, who is so physically like me that I almost named her after me. But I thought it might be strange and then I decided on a strong, beautiful name: Scarlett. My sweetie, you remind me so much of my years in college, not only because I also studied English, but because you’re sweet, do anything for the people you care about, don’t mind being called “the mom friend”. That’s why the problems in this series have bothered me so much. But I never, at any moment, thought of giving up. Like you, I always try to see good in everything. Actually, I used to be more like that. I know this girl is inside me somewhere. I need to find her.

Chris, the first love I had in this game, I’m sorry things didn’t work for us, because I fell in love with another person, but I know you don’t hold grudges. You’re a sweetheart, and deserve the world, being a football player or a politician (if you run for mayor in Northbridge, you have my vote!). 

Kaitlyn, my rockstar friend, who sometimes annoyed me, but I know you were just trying to find your place and deal with your sexuality, which I imagine can be really difficult sometimes. And you did very well, babe! 

Zack, who wouldn’t want a dedicated and fun friend like you? Be happy with Grant and Burpy, you deserve! 

Abbie, sometimes you annoyed me too, but who has never had it with your best friends…thanks for being such a great friend to Scarlett, advising her about her crushes and always making sure she’s okay. And you deserve a better boyfriend, I’m creating another for you! 

James, J-Man, the talented, creative and passionate friend Scarlett needed, Professor Vasquez made a great impact in her life, but so did you! You two have everything to be best-selling writers! 

Becca, what a change! I won’t lie, I hated you a lot at first, and it took a while for me to accept you in the group. But your willpower and ability to change have conquered me and your redemption arc is one of the best ever made in this game. 

Zig, oh, Zig! What can I say about my favorite LI of all books? I love to see how much you’ve grown up since your first appearance and you’ve became this amazing man. I really hope to meet a guy like you in real life.

And of course, the supporting characters that made this series even more memorable to me: Madison, Edgar, Tripp, Aaron, Ms. Twombly, Linda, Sophie, Dean Stafford, Aylmer (the lobster), Oliver (the dog), Nala (the cat) and of course, Professor Vasquez.

I’ll never forget how good this story did me. I learned new ways to deal with my depression. I regained my love for writing. And I’ll keep writing about you guys, of course. I have to show how Zig and Scarlett’s wedding was like!

You’ll always be in my heart.

Lots and lots of love,

Aline

[luckytrashbarbarian]

She’s Not a Phase

Chapter 2

 It was late at night or early in the morning when I had returned to my suite, Becca and I had bar hopped up in Northbridge. I had told her that I had thought about transferring universities, which she had said that it was a ridiculous idea. She had said “Just because you are heartbroken doesn’t mean that you can give up on yourself.” I agreed with her, she invited me back to her sorority and suggested heavily that we forget about tonight by leaning on the other. I refused politely, I told her that I needed space from intimacy, I also told her that I wouldn’t mind coming back to the topic once I was ready. She begrudgingly accepted saying that she understood, and it was left there while we separated, and I went back to my own bed, alone.

I didn’t feel like doing anything today aside form sleep and that is what I did all day and wasn’t until late in the day that there was a knock at my door.

“Go away.” I said to whoever was at my door, it was Zack as he peaked into my room. “Zack, I don’t want to be bothered right now, I need my space. Suddenly I felt like I should have taken Becca up on her offer, at least just to sleep on the couch or something.

“I just wanted to check on you and see how you were doing.” I turned onto my other side and just stayed silent, contemplating if I wanted to leave the suite just so that I can avoid everyone. I heard him sigh before leaving and closing my door. I heard him talking through the door “She just needs space right now, I guess she’s taking the break up pretty hard. I wouldn’t talk to her right now Abbie” I felt my phone vibrate next to me, I debated if I wanted to read it or not. I looked at it and it was from Becca asking if I wanted to go out again just to get our minds off of what was plaguing us. Saying that she would cover both of us to watch some of the bands play, I almost said no because Kaitlyn’s Band was headlining, and I didn’t want to chance seeing her, but then I thought to myself. I don’t have to be unhappy, I just need to move on, and what better way than to get out and have some fun. I texted Becca back saying that I was interested in going. For someone who had it out for me Becca was thoughtful and considerate, if it probably weren’t for the whole Chris incident in the beginning of the quarter then maybe we could have been friends sooner.

She met me at my suite once everyone had left to go support Kaitlyn and the Gutter Kittens, Becca met my eyes and smiled.

“You look a lot better than the other night, you ready to get your party on?” I just smiled and nodded before following her out.

“You ok with being seen with me, I don’t want to hurt your image.” She didn’t look at me.

“It’s not like we are a thing or anything, but I guess it’s ok to be on friendly terms, you aren’t half bad to be around.” We finally reached her car and we were on our way to Northbridge yet again. It’s only been about twenty-four hours since Kaitlyn and I had broken up, but seeing Natasha all over Kaitlyn was heart wrenching, it felt like I was swallowing a whole lemon just to calm myself down. I know she saw me the moment I walked in, but Kaitlyn paused when she saw me walk in with Becca and the rest of her sorority. Madison was raving about how great the line up was going to be and how much fun everyone was going to have.

Out of the corner of my eye I had caught the eyes of Zig, the new barista at the coffee shop. He saw me and waved my way. I excused myself to go make my way over to him, “Hey Zig, what’s going on, didn’t think this was your scene.” He smiled at me and chuckled a bit.

“Good one Sam, but I figured since you might be here I might as well be here as well.” I almost frowned, I knew he was into me and this time I couldn’t allow him blatantly flirting with me, no matter how subtle. I guess talking to Zig was also an invitation and the rest of my suite mates where here sans Chris.

“Hey Sam, we didn’t think you would make it.” Is what Abbie said to me, I don’t know if it was the look on my face or if it was the fact that Becca was walking up to use and she used some rude remarks to steal me away, to save me from everyone overwhelming me?

“Just so you guys know, Sam came with me, so if you could?” She waved them all away Abbie being Abbie spoke up.

“Sam wants nothing to do with you, why don’t you just leave.” I put my hand on Becca’s arm.

“Ok before this turns into an all-out battle, let’s just listen to the bands, they’re starting.” I pointed up at the stage, and one of the other bands started playing.

I don’t know how much time had passed, but I was having another great night with Becca. Just dancing and letting go, being with someone who understands me. Suddenly I felt someone tug at my arm, I met their gaze and my throat squeezed almost suffocating me, it was Kaitlyn. I knew I was going to see her at some point, but I didn’t want to talk to her.

“So, you and Becca?” I shook my head and got her to release my arm. I sauntered off, already feeling my grief settle in, I guess Becca took the hint and followed me out of the club. It was a good thing we got out of there, a fight had just started, and several people were either stuck in the middle of it or were filing out.

“I’m sorry, I guess I couldn’t handle the pressure of seeing her again or just talking to her. I don’t think I’m ready for that.” Becca grabbed my arms and I was forced to look at her, I heard her let out a breath.

“Sam, how about you take me up on last nights offer, we could both make do with forgetting what’s going on, and who knows maybe something good could come out of this.” What do I have to lose? College was supposed to be about having fun, you know what screw it, Becca is right. Why do I have to be the one that suffers, why can’t I just let go and have fun.

“Alright, lead the way.”

It didn’t take us long to get to the sorority, and even less time to get to her room. As soon as her door opened I found myself being pinned to her door closing it as my back slammed against it. Becca was kissing me fervently; her lips were so soft against mine. I reached around to unzip her dress and it pooled around her ankles, Becca smirked at me.

“Someone is eager.” She said coyly as she stepped out of her dress and turned around swaying her hips as she walked over to her bed to sit down on it. I followed her before she could even beckon me, it felt good touching her. She quickly ridded me of my clothes as well, there was no time for any foreplay, I was already shuddering under her ministrations as she kissed her way down to my jawline, to my breasts, down, down. Soon I felt her lips on the inside of my inner thigh. A moan bubbled out of my mouth before I had the chance to silence it. I couldn’t think about anything other than Becca, no thoughts of anything else in my mind other than what Becca was doing to me. What I was doing to her, the only thing on my mind was to return the favor.

It was hours before Becca was finally asleep, a part of me felt a little guilty because it had only been about two days since Kaitlyn and I broke up. I looked over to Becca, debating if I should leave or not, was this just a one-time thing? Maybe I should transfer, just to get away from all of this, I can finish the novel and still go to college on my scholarship. It’s not like Professor Vasquez said I had to stay at Hartfield to finish it or that I must continue to wright about myself and my friends. Who knows maybe the book will become a huge success, I keep finding myself looking at Becca. She would be disappointed in me right now, it’s not like I won’t ever see her again, or any of my other friends, right? I should probably sleep on this decision and I would still need to talk to Gabriel if it was even possible.

Waking up next to Becca made my heart ache, I don’t know what’s going to come next. Her arms were around me and I find myself in a conundrum, I felt safe in her arms, but will this be all that we are, a one-night stand? I felt her stirring and I feigned sleep, so I wouldn’t startle her, I felt her put her hand on my arms and started to caress it. My body reacted to it without my say so, I wasn’t sure if she knew I was awake.

“Sam wake up.” Her warm breath warmed my ear, and I turned slowly meeting her gaze and stretching my wonderfully sore limbs.

“Hey.” Her hands cupped my face, before she leaned in and kissed me. It was a soft kiss, unlike the ones from last night.

“I think you deserve so much better than being treated the way the Kaitlyn treated you, if you’ll let me I will try for you. I think you are worth it and worth so much more.” I was stunned, never in a million years would I think Rebecca Davenport would want to be with me like this. I can feel my face heating up, I’m pretty sure that she can see my blush. The ball was in my court now. Do I pursue a relationship with Becca, or do I not?

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[choicesfans]

CHOICES BOOKS: MY TOP

Just so you guys remember, this is only my opinion and you don’t have to agree with it, and don’t take it personally. I’d love to see other people’s tops. And I also rank the books as series, so e.g. if it’s The Freshman, it also inculdes its side books and sequels. Anyway...Don’t read if you’re easily triggered? xd

13. Hero

Maybe it’s because I’m not a fan of superheroes, or maybe it’s because I’m not a fan of the book’s design, Hero just doesn’t speak to me. It ends with a cliffhanger, though, so I suppose there will be a second book...But almost everyone has already forgotten about it. However, the big plus of this book is that there is actually action, which is rare since we have lots of romances (and I think I might be in love with Kenji or Caleb, not sure which one). Caleb is my favourite character, I have a thing for villains.

12. High School Story

My problem with HSS is the incredible number of characters that annoy me. Emma, Myra, Maria, Frank, even Caleb. I know most people won’t agree with me on that, but it is how it is for me. The plot is okay, but let’s be real, the character that is the least annoying is MC’s father. I feel like a lot of things are forced there (including all this stupid Maria-Michael shipping, ugh, just don’t). My favourite character is Michael, but he can be annoying too. 

11. Home For The Holidays

Oh, man. I know the entire fandom isn’t a huge fan of this. I love Nick and that’s my favourite part of playing. But the MC is so cheerful it hurts. Wyatt is way too cheerful for me, too, along with Bree (oh, no). I guess I’m just Grinch...But you can’t deny that chapters are way too short compared to other books, which is another thing that budges me. Anyway, I play for Nick and to ship my brother with his girl because that’s more interesting than my own storyline.

10. The Haunting Of Braidwood Manor

I’ll start with the pros: firstly, it’s an ACTUAL horror. Secondly, we have awesome faces to choose from (probably more beautiful than in any Choices book?). And thirdly, it really is scary at some points. What I don’t like is that is so short (hence everything seems to be happening so quickly) and I personally don’t like the characters that much. I know a lot of people love Eleanor, to me she’s just okay. But I still think it’s an amazing book in terms of the overall idea. 

9. Red Carpet Diaries

Now, now. I really like the idea of this book. Hollywood, stars, all that glam. But it’s the first book in which I really don’t care about my LIs because they do not appeal to me at all. Maybe Seth, a little? Chazz annoys the hell out of me and I know lots of people agree. But this book is still going and I don’t judge, I quite enjoy playing it and I love the fact they gave us new faces instead of the - brr - Love Hacks ones. My favourite character is Crash, though, even though he like, almost doesn’t appear at all.

8. The Freshman

The Freshman has Zig and that’s enough for me to play it. Other than that, I think there is too much drama and too little school thingies? Like, first Becca’s drama with Madison, then Abbie/Tyler drama (#KickAbbieOut2k18, the most annoying character ever), now Chris’ family drama. And people romancing James’ are done dirty. However, I really like TF’s side books, especially Hartfeld Horror Story. And I just like spending time with Zig. Well.

7. Love Hacks

Now this is a book I really miss. I enjoyed Love Hacks a lot. All of our friends were so different, had fun personalities, a lot was happening and the bonus is all those clickbait-titled chapters. The reason why is it so low on the list is that is not as action-packed and/or interesting as the ones above. It’s a nice book, but doesn’t keep you on the edge.

6. The Crown and The Flame

Now we’re talking! TC&TF definitely keeps you on the edge of your seat. Firstly, I love the characters. Kenna, Raydan, Whitlock, Dom...and these are just my favs. Then we have the action and the fact that our choices really affect the story thanks to Prestige/Power and army points. And they matter in the last battle. Also, we have a huge range of love interests for Kenna (Six or seven if we save Tevan, if I count correctly?). And come on, who doesn’t love some fantasy-medieval mix once in a while?

5. Most Wanted

WHO DOESN’T LOVE MOST WANTED? We all want the second book, Pixelberry, you left us on a cliffhanger! There is so much to love about MW. Firstly, like in TC&TF, our choices really matter. I love Sam and I love Dave just as much (and I kind of ship them but then I’m kind of happy they didn’t end up together? Like there wasn’t any romance drama and thanks God). Anyway, Most Wanted had so much action and I enjoyed it sooo much. The only con is that IT DOESN’T HAVE THE SECOND BOOK AND WE WERE LEFT ON A CLIFFHANGER.

4. The Royal Romance

The Royal Romance is like a drug. Once you start, you can’t stop, even if you want to. First off, I love the theme - princesses, princes, all that is totally my stuff. I love the characters, from Liam and Drake to Olivia and Maxwell (and the only character that annoys me is probably Hana Idk why). I like the fact we actually have to make proper choices to impress people and all that. And I don’t know...Deep down, almost all girls have always wanted to be a princess, even if they don’t admit it. So maybe that’s also why I love it?

3. It Lives In The Woods

I love ILITW so much it’s almost unexplainable. The best characters (along with Endless Summer), our choices matter because nerve, actually scary, serious topics THANKS FOR SPREADING AWARENESS, the plot twist, the great backstory, fantastic LIs, ILITW has it all. I don’t know what to say except for I LOVE AVA AND LUCAS SO MUCH. Ava is the best female character in Choices, amen.

2. Rules of Engagement

Putting RoE so high may be a surprise to many people, but this book is my guilty pleasure. I replayed it sooo many times I lost track of it. It was my first Choices book, so I may be a bit sentimental...But I enjoy it every time I play it. I love the fact that we can play as different characters and affect their lives as well. Our choices may not matter as much as in e.g. ES or MW, but they still change things a lot, like being nice to Violet or not. And there are so many characters to love and to hate and the plot is so original (I mean I have never seen anything like that, the cruise, the tasks and all that). And I really like my MC, for once. I simply adore RoE and I’ll defend it no matter what. 

1. Endless Summer

This doesn’t probably come as a shock since I have Aleister as my profile pic (lol) (speaking of Aleister he’s my favourite Choices’ character ever). Now let me list all ES’s pluses:

+ OUR CHOICES REALLY MATTER and we really have to work e.g. if we want to date someone (and we can date all the LIs at once lol).

+ You expect it to be a fun book about summer and it turns into a ADVENTUROUS ROLLERCOASTER.

+ All the characters are amazing and have something unique about them.

+ No other book has bonus scenes.

+ We have to guess and win so many things, it actually forces us to think.

+ THERE’S FURBALLLLL

+ We can be a boy or a girl!

The list can go on and I know lots of people would agree. 

Endless Summer deserves all the love in the world, thank you very much. Mic drop.

[angstymarshmallow]

Some Thoughts About the Freshman Book 3 Chapter 10 - Part 1

Oh boy. I thought I wouldn’t do this but here I am - yet again ready to diliver another slice of selfish rant or thought provoking ideas, depending on however you view on what I’m about to share. It’s just that I have so many unresolved feelings, but I want to go about it in a cohesive manner that hasn’t as much attachment to how I felt in the moment that it happened. And who knows? Maybe there’s some of you out there that feel the same or similiar to what I want to disucss! 

Things to chat about:

1. The Opening Scene about MC and the progress of her novel.

2. The Scholarship scene with Zig, Arjun and Chris

3. The Friend Date Scene! With Abbie

4. The growing distance with Kaitlyn

I wanted to keep the order kind of how its sets up itself within the book.

1. The Opening Scene: MC’s progress report on her novel.

This chapter opened up with MC going to one of her professors, Professor Atiyah if memory serves correctly, for her to edit and look over her progress. I guess because James isn’t physically around and he’s probably very busy - she’s using other resources at school. It’s also Hartfeld’s responsibility considering its a scholarship program offered at the school. Professor Atiyah begins to address issues she’s finding - less details in her novel chapters was namely what she brought to her attention and kind of gently probes MC as to why this is the case. This gives MC an opportunity to kind of just explore what’s been going on in her life. I think this is important because we don’t get to see this often - someone else checking in on her that isn’t Zack, making sure she’s okay. I take it of course - because I like seeing MC worry about herself for a change and not someone else’s happiness.

In this playthrough, My MC’s technically single but she’s been spending a lot of time with Zig they have touching intimate moments and I write fanfics about it, so naturally this came up. I like that she feels comfortable enough with her professor to sort of briefly go over these things but I’m a little upset with the delivery. There isn’t anything wrong with what she’s saying per-say - I just find the word choice as choosing to associate Zig with being ‘a bad boy’ is oversimplifying things. Yes, I understand that it’s his trope - but we haven’t seen that particular side of him just…yet. Anyway, her professor gives her some advice before sending her off. This brings us to point number 2:

2. The Scholarship scene with Zig, Arjun and Chris 

Remember me saying that we haven’t seen the ‘bad boy’ side of Zig yet. Well surprise, surprise! We get to see it now. 

Yay?

This scene starts off after Chris texts MC with a surprise idea that he’s been working on (I assume) for the past couple weeks. MC meets up with him, along with Zig and Ariun. Chris and Arjun quickly summarise what they want to achieve. Ladies and gentlemen - I give thee The Second Chance Scholariship. Oh my gosh the word choice here is so cliche.

This is the basics of what they hope to achieve, @choicesmyway has more pictures that goes into more detail about it in case anyone wants to have a clearer picture. I’m under no delusions that there aren’t disadvantages and I like the fact that Chris and Arijun sort of discusses it here. Then again, I’m not a hundred percent sure how it works in the real world - how much do academic institutions care about a criminial past record?

If I have to agree on anything perhaps having a criminal record does work against them and this comes off as trying to level the playing field and a little pretentious. Although I can’t speak from personal experience; I assume anyone that has been through something similiar, can give a better idea of how influential this is but I imagine that it isn’t easy.

But, already I can see problems developing. They talk about it a bit more - how to reassure their peers that it would be going to the right people - with two reccomendations and a personal essay.

I was partciularly worried about funding, so I made my MC ask about it- where would they get the money from? A part of it, would come from Hartfeld University and the rest from what I understood would derive from donations. And in all honesty, it’s not a bad idea. But there’s still a lot of kinks they need to work out. In particular the kind of attention it would receive from not only Hartfeld but their applicants as well. Will they be able to come to some kind of agreement when they bring this to the student council? 

And speaking of potential applicants, Zig’s immediate response to this was:

Yeah.  I expected a reaction like this. But I’ll explain in just a second because it doesn’t end there.

For the first time we’re seeing a real glimpse into Zig’s thoughts. A different perspective from the flirty and fun guy we’ve gotten to know up until this point. 

More specifically, I think he means that he doesn’t think Hartfeld cares about people in his situation.

I can understand that - after all, while this is a huge opportunity - we can’t forget the other side. 

This scholarship will cost the school money. A lot of money. I don’t think this wouldn’t be so much of an issue if the school was certain about the payoff. The only way I could see this being implemented is on a trial basis. I assume this is where Zig comes in, or maybe other cases with people in similiar positions. My hope is that there are probably other academic institutions that’ve done this type of thing before and maybe their findings could help this idea - even without Zig. 

Immediately after Zig said his piece, he quite literally storms out. And at first I was left feeling just as flabbergasted as MC, Chris and Arjun.

What just happened? 

I was at a loss for words for a moment until my brain could get back into focus and finish the chapter.

Chris and Arjun are really surprised by this too. They don’t understand his reaction. They don’t understand why he’s upset and essentially offended by their offer. They thought he would be interested and ultimately happy for a second chance. In fact, not too long ago at Madison’s sorority birthday party - they bonded over their ‘criminal pasts’ in which Zig confessed it would be interesting to see a program much like they had discussed; allowing people with similar circumstances a great shot at continuing education.

This is what still bugs me. It isn’t a flip in his personality more so than an oversight. 

Don’t get me wrong - I love Zig as much as the next person, but I don’t agree with thinking it won’t work without giving it a fair shot. Call me crazy, call me an optimistic, but isn’t it worth trying? And maybe it’s more of miscommunication on both sides - with Zig being offended and them not understanding where he’s coming from. And with Zig not being able to see a different path, and a different way of life than just working. Nevertheless, I think my only true gripe was just the fact he stormed off.

In any case, Chris and Arijun both asks MC if she could kind of smooth things over with Zig. I know to some people that might have felt like an insult. But I approve of this because they recognized the only way to salvage this was to try and have someone with a personal friendship/relationship to discuss it with him again. It’s a rational and reasonable request. In this case, because my MC Dia cares about him, I don’t have a problem with her going to convince him. 

Oh, hey - he smokes.

Another development into the bad boy trope.  Seeing this and from what I very limitly know about smoking. In my head, I find that smoking signifies someone who’s got a lot on their plate and nowhere to put it.The writer in me was piqued with even this slightest development because up until this point as the readers - we didn’t know he smoked. I know for some people that might be a hard limit, but for me I’m left with more questions than answers. 

It’s also interesting to note this whole exchange of Zig smoking doesn’t seem to faze MC. In fact, I assume that since they’ve hung out a few times and based on her lack of surprise - she probably knows that he smokes. In any case; I admit that my own limited knowledge of smoking make this difficult to talk about. But I do have family that does smoke, and they’ve admitted to me it does help them with stress and probably an assortment of other feelings. So I can only relate to it in a similiar fashion.  I think he smokes as a sort of de-stresser. Maybe it helps him cope in a way that maybe other things can. For Zig, it appears to help him to remain centered, to be calm. I support this with his tight lipped responses to MC and especially with his insistence that she hands it back to him. I think this exchange is important and very telling about him. It’s a part of how he copes and I can understand that. Everyone has different coping mechanisms.

Oh boy. Granted, I like the character development - I got to know more about Zig and why everytime we’ve brought up education he’s clammed up about it. Such as the babysitting scene where MC asked why he doesn’t try to go back to school and he immediately closes the conversation. Some of it seems to be because he doesn’t think he deserves it. He doesn’t think anyone cares. It hit me so hard, that for a moment I honestly was just like; wow that’s really sad. Something in his life must have happened for him to think that it he isn’t worth it. And to make matters worse - when he said that he’d only try for MC truthfully made me upset. It isn’t some romantic gesture to me. He won’t try it because he doesn’t believe in it. He only changed is mind because of MC. Not for himself. 

As someone that believes its worth it to pursue an education; I firmly believe that you have to do it for yourself. You’ve got to be doing it for the right reasons and not flimsy whims that might crumble in the long run. This is a flimsy reason.

As much as I love them together, I don’t think your main motivitation should ever be because of someone else, especially not for something as important as the subject of education.

Ultimately, I learnt a lot of things about Zig today and honestly, I don’t regret a single bit of it. I know some people might have reservations about him now as a result of his reaction and behaviour this latest chapter but personally I liked it alot. I like it when characters aren’t one dimensional and can be more than one thing. I like that he’s fun and flirty; and then hotheaded and passionate - and even firercly loyal in a way to MC. 

These are the things that allows characters to be memorable and transcend from being just a simple character into more of a complex almost person.

Okay. Originally this was supposed to be one large drabble of thoughts. But as usual I get carried away and as usual I went on for far too long LOL. Part 2 I’ll touch on the other half of things that stuck out to me! At least this way I can give everything the attention it needs. 

Keep calm and choice on folks!

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November Challenge - Day 3 - Heartbreak

Title: Someone Else

Book: The Freshman 3

Summary: During the Spring Fling, Chris decides to talk to Scarlett (MC) about their relationship, but she feels the same?

Pairing: Zig x Scarlett (MC) x Chris

Rating: Teen

Words: 1565

Note: Hey guys! My entry for day 3 is based on the first time I played The Freshman 3, I was dating Chris, but I fell in love with Zig and broke up with the captain...English isn’t my native language. I write to practice and learn, so please sorry any mistakes. I hope you like it, and if you do, I’d appreciate if you like/comment/reblog! Tagging @maxwells-nut @seawhite-seafair @molly7998 @ziggy-o@purpledinosaur4ever @writtenbycandy @chenchen731 @thatspicegirlssong @meeraaverywalker @christopher-powell

      Chris had already in his mind every word he wanted to say to Scarlett. He rehearsed it so many times, and despite being a little nervous, he was feeling confident. He was waiting for her in the living room of the suite, with Zack, Brandon, Abbie, Tyler and Kailtyn, to attend the Spring Fling. When Scarlett finally left her room, Chris’ jaw nearly dropped. She was wearing a blue dress made of little pearls, a little transparent, showing pieces of her tanned skin. Her soft brown hair was down, and the bright makeup made her eyes even more beautiful. Chris had no doubt she was one of the most gorgeous girls he had ever met. All of their friends complimented her. And she was indeed stunning. When they were going to the party, Chris reached for Scarlett and walked beside her.

      _You look great, Scarlett.

      _Thanks, Chris – she smiled – you also look great in a suit, but I think I’ve said it before.

      _Yeah, during that party after our fall quarter – Chris would never forget that party. He spent that entire quarter stuck in a stupid promise, even noticing how Scarlett was interested in him. He felt something special when he met her, but chose to keep the promise of being single for the year. And he broke that promise with Becca. The girl who’s always been nasty to Scarlett. And Chris never did anything to protect or defend Scarlett. He chose his side: Becca. He chose to breake the promise with her, not Scarlett. So he was surprised when Scarlett forgave him, and wanted to go to the ball with him. And then, hooked up with him in the roof. He couldn’t be happier, things weren’t lost with the girl he liked. She even introduced him to her mom! And shortly after, they finally became official. Chris was damn glad to call her his girlfriend. She was pretty, intelligent, caring, talented, who wouldn’t want a girl like her? She was so supportive when he decided to run for the student’s body presidency…so it was ironic that their issues were exactly because of it.

     Chris was never so excited about something like he was with the presidency. He was happy to be able to make a difference in the world. But that also meant less time with Scarlett. And despite seeing how she was feeling sad and abandoned, he had duties that he should take care of. Sometimes he thought she was really patient, he himself wouldn’t be like her. But in a moment, she decided it was too much for her, and she broke up with him. Chris was devastated. He was doing the best he could, but that wasn’t enough. Scarlett was tired of being pushed aside. She was being sympathetic to Chris, supporting him, but he wasn’t doing the same. Of course her patience had a limit. She deserved much more than he was doing.

      But again, Scarlett was the kind girl Chris admired. She forgave him again and they were still friends. And the day before, he remembered when he said they could try again when things calmed down, and that’s what he planned to do that night. He could go back to dating Scarlett. He’d say he was really sorry and still cared a lot about her. Things would be fine again. His thoughts were interrupted when Scarlett called him.

      _It’s beautiful, don’t you think? – she asked, grinning, pointing to the party decorations.

      _Totally – but Chris thought that wasn’t as beautiful as her smile – so, ready to party after this hectic quarter?

      _Of course! I’m so ready to have fun!

      _Great - Chris looked around and inhaled deeply - Scarlett, I need to say something… - he looked at her and noticed she was looking forward. Her eyes shining and her smile was wider than before.

      _Uh, sorry, Chris, can we talk later? - she asked still looking forward – I’ll be back soon.

      _Okay – he answered and she walked over to the drink table, almost running, but it was difficult with her high heels. Chris followed her with his gaze and noticed what caught her eye. Zig. The barista. And now the first beneficiary of the Second Chance Program. Chris could see how amazed Zig was when he saw Scarlett. And how amazed she was too.

       The first time Chris saw Zig, he became jealous, especially after realizing the effect he had on Scarlett. She wouldn’t admit it, but he noticed her glances at Zig, in a way she never looked at Chris. And Zig corresponded, he knew Scarlett had a boyfriend and respected that, but he wasn’t blind. The attraction between them was mutual. Chris quickly realized he was losing Scarlett, but he did nothing to change this. On the contrary. He was farther away from her every day. Unlike Zig, who was there when Chris wasn’t. Zig was there when Chris left Scarlett alone during Madison’s party to work on the Second Chance Program. He was there when she was feeling sad after James’ leaving. Chris would never understand why Scarlett didn’t cheat on him with Zig, when she had several chances, and she was feeling so lonely. But he knew the answer: she had an amazing heart and respected the two boys. That wouldn’t be fair to either Chris or Zig. She wanted Zig, but she knew the right thing was break up with Chris first, and that’s what she did.

       Chris kept talking with his friends, but one way or another he looked at Scarlett and Zig dancing together. At some moment, the talk between them changed. Zig looked nervous, and Scarlett was grinning. She stroked Zig’s cheek and kissed him passionately, then he wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her off the floor. Chris felt nauseated. He knew the subject of their conversation. And felt a little angry. He was the one who wanted to ask Scarlett to be his girlfriend! But he had his chance before and wasted. Zig only treated Scarlett the way she wanted and deserved. Of course she would say yes to his ask. Chris knew how much she liked Zig. It wouldn’t be fair for Chris to date Scarlett but her heart belonged to someone else. And it was no one’s fault. Chris walked away from the dancefloor, and did his best to distract himself with something else. He went to talk to his teammates. 

        After a while, Chris sat on a bench while his teammates were detting drinks. He noticed footsteps toward him and looked up to see Scarlett. His heart jumped.

        _Hi, Chris! Having fun? – she asked with that sweet expression that was her trademark.

        _Yes, and you? – he made his best to disguise his disappointment.

        _Very much – she replied, sitting next to him – hey, Zig told me about his scholarship!

        _Yeah, I’m glad my idea worked, but I could help him, too – Chris sighed, He needed to ask her, he wanted to know from her mouth - so, you and him…? – she blushed.

        _Yes, we’re together…- she widened her eyes – oh, are you…you know…

        _That’s okay, Scarlett. Actually, that was what I wanted to talk to you about – he took a dee breath – Scarlett, I need you to know that I have no grudge for anything that has happened to us during this quarter. I was very happy when we were dating, and it’s unfortunate that we didn’t work together. You’re an incredible girl and deserve all the best. I hope we can be friends, because it’s so good to have a person like you by my side – he looked deep into her eyes, and she smiled.

         _Wow, Chris, that means a lot – Scarlett hugged him, and he hugged her back. He buried his face in her hair. How he would miss that strawberry scent – and same here. You’re an awesome guy, and I’m very grateful for your friendship. You deserve the best too – Chris wanted to cry, but held determinedly his tears. He pulled back a little reluctantly.

         _Thanks – he smiled – oh, your boyfriend is coming – they looked to the side and saw Zig coming up to them, holding two cups. He gave one to Scarlett. Chris felt a little nauseated again for referring to Zig as Scarlett’s boyfriend.

         _Hey, Chris, it’s good to see you! – Zig smiled sympathetically. Chris couldn’t help but smile back.

         _Is good to see you too. Are you enjoying your first party in Hartfeld?

         _I couldn’t be happier – Zig replied as he pulled Scarlett up, and he kissed her forehead.

         _Well, I can see that Scarlett is in good hands – Chris knew from their gaze how happy they were. He and Zig were getting to know each other and he looked like a nice guy. He would be an awesome boyfriend to her. And Scarlett also cared about Zig, Chris could see it during Zig’s speech. She seemed to look at the most incredible human being she has ever me known. They were really fine – well, I’ll meet the guys. Good night, you two – Chris said as he stood up.

         _Thanks, Chris – they said together, and headed back to the dancefloor. That wouldn’t be easy for Chris, but he was better than he’d imagined. Because he really liked Scarlett. So much that he wanted her to be very happy. Even if it meant she was happy with someone else.

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Good Luck – Chris X Zig BrOTP / Zig X Scarlett (MC) Fanfic

Good Luck – Chris X Zig BrOTP / Zig X Scarlett (MC) Fanfic

SUMMARY: Before the party on the rooftop to celebrate Chris’ presentation, Zig talks to Chris about his feelings for Scarlett (MC).

PAIRING: Chris X Zig BrOTP / Zig X Scarlett (MC)

RATING: Everyone

WORDS: 2.163

NOTE: Hey, guys! Here’s another fanfic about The Freshman, based on the first time I played book 3, and Scarlett (MC) broke up with Chris because she felt in love with Zig (yeah, let’s keep pretending it was her and not me LOL). I miss more interactions between Zig and Chris, I really hoped they become best friends, and I missed it in the succeeding books. So, I imagined a possible talk between them during that rooftop party. English isn’t my native language. I write to practice and learn, so please sorry any mistakes. I hope you like it!

               Zig climbed up the stairs of Scarlett’s suite with an uncertain feeling. She said her suitemates would be okay with his presence, not just Chris, but after everything that happened during that quarter, they’d have all the reasons to hate him. But he had to trust her. He knocked on the door and Abbie answered it with a wide smile.

               _Hey, Zig! Welcome to our house!

               _Thanks, Abbie – he entered in the living room and lifted the bag in his hand a little – uh, Scarlett asked me to bring ice…

               _Sure, Kaitlyn was already waiting – Abbie grabbed the bag – Scarlett went to the college, she had to talk to her professor, it’s about her scholarship, she and James will arrive soon – she already knew Scarlett was the only person in that little party who really interested to Zig, but he needed to be kind with everyone, know them better and being their friend. He really wanted to be part of the group – please, make yourself comfortable, Kaitlyn, Tyler and Zack are here– she motioned to him to go to the kitchen, where they greeted each other cordially.

               _Thanks for the ice, Zig, I’ll put this on the cooler – Kaitlyn smiled while picked the bag from Abbie’s hands. Zack sighed frustrated.

               _Oh, crap, I don’t know if these cookies are good enough!

               _Let me take a look – Zig examined the oven after Zack opened it a little more – they are almost good. Just two more minutes and you can take them off and put in a plate to cool.

               _Thanks, Zig, it’s good to have a specialist around – Zack smiled and Zig smiled back.

               _How did you learn to make cookies, Zig? – Tyler asked while picked red cups in the cupboard.

               _I had to learn to make to my sisters when they were craving for sugar and mom wasn’t home – Zig laughed.

               _That’s cute! – Kaitlyn smiled – how many sisters do you have?

               _Four. Marie is older and Sophie, Lucy and Mila are younger than me.

               _Four? Wow! I’m the only child and I can’t imagine what it’s like to live with so many siblings! – Kaitlyn’s mouth was agape while grabbed some soda cans and beer bottles, and put on the cooler with the ice Zig brought.

               _Well, sometimes it was really crazy and hard, but most of time it was fun. I indeed love and miss those girls… - everyone smiled when realized the kind and caring side of Zig, which only Chris and, mainly, Scarlett, were the only ones to witness until then.

               _That’s nice, Zig! I have one little sister too, and I do anything for her… - Abbie grinned, and looked at the clock on the wall – speaking of that, I promised to talk to her by Skype before the party, excuse me, I’ll be back soon.

               _I’m coming with you – Tyler joined Abbie and they headed to her room. Zack and Kaitlyn shared a look, giggling, while Zack finished putting the cookies in a plate.

               _Oh, I forgot the nachos! – he shouted, frustrated.

               _Don’t worry, I’ll help you – Kaitlyn turned to Zig – Zig, would you mind to take the cookies and the cooler to the roof? Chris is already there.

               _No problem – Zig smiled and took the plate and the cooler by the handle, the red cups on the cooler cover. While he went up the stairs, he could hear Zack and Kaitlyn talking.

               _I really should apologize to him for everything I said in the show…

               _He deserves it, even more now, after what he did for Chris and Scarlett.

               Zig smiled, he was doing it really well. But he should apologize, too. They were being so receptive and kind. When he arrived at the roof, Chris was setting the chairs and the couch in a circle. He smiled as he saw Zig putting the cooler on the floor.

               _Hey, Zig, it’s good to see you!

               _It’s good to see you too – he extended his hand with the plate and Chris got a cookie.

               _Thanks, man – Zig put the plate on the table and grabbed one too. Chris turned to him, opening his arms – I still didn’t thank you for everything you did today – Zig turned and hugged him.

               _ I have to thank you for coming after me. I know I was breaking a promise, and you were counting on me… - they pulled back, and Chris smiled.

                _What matter is that you came at the end, and my project will concretize, I have faith. And you gained Dean’s sympathy! – he laughed and Zig blushed a little, smiling.

               _Yeah…I’ll definitely apply here…

               _You should. Scarlett will be really happy.

               _Yeah, she has as much faith in me as my mom and my sisters…

               _She always has faith in everyone, last quarter she supported me a lot during the presidential race, I don’t know if I could do it without her… - Chris turned to Zig, noticing him shifting a little uncomfortable – Zig? Is there a problem?

               _No. Well, uh…Chris, I think I need to be honest to you – Zig looked in his eyes – I know I had a fair share of guilt about your break up with Scarlett.

               _What?

               _Scarlett and I have been talking a lot, getting to know each other better. But I never meant to screw your relationship. She respects you a lot, and that's great in my opinion, and like I told her, I never wanted to be a homewrecker. I want you to know that if I flirted with her, I never crossed the line while you two were together. I was just…complimenting her, you know? Scarlett attracted my attention from the day I met her, but when I saw she had a boyfriend, I drew back.

               Chris sat on the couch and patted the spot beside him. Zig sat as well and Chris inhaled deeply before speak.

               _Zig, the only person I blame for this is myself. I was the worst boyfriend you could imagine. Scarlett was feeling alone, and I was too busy with my duties as president to realize this. But I should have found more time for her. We'd set up a date, and at the last minute I’d uncheck it. Scarlett understood, but she was upset, too. She was always so worried about us all, and we practically turned our backs on her – Chris turned to Zig – well, everybody but you.

               _Me? – Zig’s eyes widened and Chris nodded.

               _Yes, Zig. On Madison’s party, if wasn’t for you, Scarlett would spent that night alone. If wasn’t for you, she wouldn’t have anyone to talk about James moving to LA. You were there when none of us were.

               _But I turned my back on her, too – Zig sighed – after Kaitlyn’s gig, I yelled at her, I said horrible things about her and your friends, and when she tried to make amends yesterday, I gave her the cold shoulder. Scarlett didn’t deserve the treatment I gave to her – Chris put a hand on Zig’s shoulder and gave a light squeeze.

               _Hey, you weren’t the only one. Me, Kaitlyn and James blew her off, too. And she has a wonderful heart, she forgave all of us. But my point is that you always had managed more time to her than any of us. In that night I arrived late at Kappa’s house, and even then I left early. She tried to convince me to stay but she failed, because I didn’t hear her. The next day we broke up – Chris sighed – Scarlett’s so special, she deserves more than what we did to her this quarter.

               _She really is. If I managed time to her, it was because I was always eager to see her – Zig smiled, and Chris noticed his eyes shining.

               _You really like her, don’t you? – Chris arched an eyebrow and Zig blushed again.

               _Yeah, I never met anyone who cared about me so much. Scarlett was the first girl who didn’t leave me after discover my criminal record. We had our first kiss in my car, when she asked me to pick her here and talk about James, and… - Zig’s smile opened even more – I felt something inside me I never felt before. I don’t know if that means being in love, but I think so. Because she has an effect on me that I can’t explain… - Chris smiled.

               _Well, I’d say you’re in love.

               _Uh, there’s something else I wanted to talk with you – Zig frowned again – I know your broke up is recent, but I wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend…not today, it was an difficult day, but…soon – Zig bit his lips and Chris waved his hand, smiling knowingly.

               _I got it. You’re worried about me, my feelings for her and our friendship which is just beginning, right? – Zig nodded, a little awkward.

               _I don’t know if will be strange to you seeing us together, after everything what happened between you two. I don’t want you to think I tried to steal her from you, or that I’m stabbing you in the back…

               _No way, Zig – Chris interrupted – I must confess I thought a lot about my feelings for her after we broke up, I mean, I like Scarlett, but now I see I’m totally okay with being friends. I want her to find someone who can give her what I wasn’t able to give, and this person really could be you.

               _You think so? –Zig asked, surprised.

               _Why not?

               _Let’s be honest, Chris. I don’t have much to offer. I mean, I’m not even enrolled in college, I have a criminal record, and I don’t earn much as a barista. I’m not the kind of guy someone would be happy to take to meet the parents.

               _Zig, stop disdaining yourself. After everything I know about you, I know you are much more than this. Did you forget I have a criminal record, too? We shouldn’t let this define us! – Chris grinned, nudging Zig – and Scarlett sees your qualities better than anyone else. I’m pretty sure she’ll say yes to your ask.

               _Really? – Zig smiled, excited – do you think she likes me too?

               _Obviously. I noticed the way she looks to you, her eyes shines. Today, when you were doing you speech, she cried with emotion, and looked at you like she was making a promise to herself, she'd never let you feel that you are nothing. Because you are something really special to her – Zig was impressed, and Chris noticed he was processing that information. Probably, being in love was something new to him – and I can affirm she never looked to me that way. I know she likes you a lot, too. And if you guys decided to date, I would be happy for you. This won’t change our friendship, Zig, don’t worry – Chris extended his hand and Zig shook it.

               _Thank you so much, Chris, you don’t have idea how much you helped me. It was good talk to you – they both smiled – I think we could be great friends.

               _I feel the same way since we chatted at Madison’s party. And today you helped me to do something really important – they headed to the cooler and grabbed drinks. At this time, the rest of the suitemates came to the roof, plus James and Scarlett. When she saw Zig, she smiled widely, rushed to him and wrapped her arms around his neck.

               _Zig! I’m so happy to see you here! – Zig hugged her by her waist – finally you met my suite! – she kissed his cheek and pulled away.

               _Yeah, is pretty nice – he smiled while watched her. When he realized her eyes were shining, he stroked her cheek. Suddenly, she was even more beautiful. Zig remembered what he talked with Chris. He had no doubt that she was the girl he wanted more than everything. During the days after their fight, he missed her so much that now he was sure he’ll never let her go again – so, Abbie told me you went to talk to your professor?

               _Yeah, it was a great conversation, I’ll tell you everything later – she smiled – how the things went while I was out?

               _Fine. I helped Zack with the cookies and talked a lot to Chris – he was a little away, talking to Tyler, but when he heard his name, glanced at them, smiling.

               _Oh, look at you two, future besties! – Scarlett giggled. It meant a lot to her seeing Zig getting along with her friends.

               _Yeah, I guess you’re right – he kissed the top of her head – it was a great conversation, too.

               _I’m glad to hear that – she took his hands – but now I need to eat. Oh, Zack made nachos! Come here, sit with me… - still holding one of his hands, Scarlett leaded him to the couch. Zig looked back over his shoulder to Chris and they both grinned. Chris mouthed a “good luck” and returned to talk to Tyler.