#(whispering) we are so back
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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i can't stop thinking how funny it would be if gareth's brothers did in fact recognise him and were just like 'well clearly he has his reasons so let's all be good big bros and pretend we don't know him' and then spend the next few weeks before he goes off on his quest pretending extremely badly that they have never ever met this kitchen boy before nope not at all even while other knights are looking at them and looking at gareth and going 'hmmm'
#gawain can't resist giving weird brotherly pep talks every time he passes him like 'keep up the good work kid! we're all rooting for you!'#and then turns to ragnelle to whisper loudly 'that was ok that was normal and convincing right' while she rolls her eyes#gaheris bumps into him in a corridor and startles like a deer and is like 'hahaha random kitchen boy i certainly have never met before what#fine weather we are having in these parts hahaha i shall be leaving now through the door over there good bye' and then#walks into a broom cupboard and has to awkwardly back out again while gareth stands there#holding a broom that he was just about to put back in the broom cupboard#agravaine nearly manages to pass by without incident while gareth is scrubbing floors but at the last second brotherly instinct takes over#and he kicks the bucket of suds over yelling 'you missed a spot dickwad!' before sprinting away#gareth is just 'wow my brothers are bigger freaks and weirdos than i remember i don't want to be associated with these losers'#meanwhile arthur is like 'kay can you please just tell them all that you know who he is because i cannot take this farce much longer'#kay: ... oh so now im not allowed to have fun am i? fucking tyrant
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Matty and Ross hugging at the beginning of last night’s show in Sacramento 🥲🥲 (source)
#matty and ross#matty healy#ross macdonald#the 1975#we are so back#let my delusional ass believe matty whispered 'i love you' to him in that hug okay thank you :)
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The worst part about working in a male dominated field is being surrounded by men, complaining that Trump might lose and that if it weren't for women voting, everything would be fine. Never have I ever filled up with fear so quickly. I have felt unsafe at previous jobs before, but it was always because of customers. And customers eventually leave. This is the first time I have felt unsafe because of my coworkers and they have made it quite clear that they think my rights should be taken away.
I'm sorry to get personal/political here. But I'm a little freaked out and on the verge of a panic attack. How the fuck am I supposed to go to work tomorrow without being terrified? How am I going to survive the entire week, waiting for the states to count? I live in a purple state and it can go either way. I have only been old enough to vote in two elections and both times I've had to vote for my life because I am a minority three times over. This isn't fair!
#and they had the audacity to say 'sorry - we're kinda conservative over here'#and then they started whispering because they knew i was literally right fucking there.#Bitch! I have autism and i can hear ever spark of electricity humming through this entire damn building#and ya'll are standing five feet away from me. i can fucking hear you whispering about how you think my rights should be revoked#they are very well aware of how their opinions make the women around them feel - they just don't care#and one of them has a daughter!!!!!#i wish i could say i'd feel safer if kamala wins - but i wont#my coworkers legit think that abortion rights are unimportant and women are “complaining about nothing”#and that it's an unfair talking point against trump#I need this assignment to end so i can get away from these guys#i want to go back to my shoebox of a cubicle where no one talked about any thing#at least one of them is pretty decent to say that trump losing is his own damn fault because abortion *is* important to women#and he was an idiot to pick someone like vance#that shut the rest of the men up real quickly#tomorrow is going to be literal fucking hell. why can't we have normal elections with boring candidates?
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Happy Pride! Part 2!
I was originally gonna wait a bit to work on this but the news gave me a surge of motivation
Feeling a bit weird about the shading but I think I mostly did well
Next I have another pride piece featuring my characters Kyara and Lily for the handful of people interested in them, the previously mentioned Whispangle AU, and possibly something else
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okay all fun and games when ty kisses kit’s freckle but imagine tessa kissing it when she wants to comfort kit after a panic attack or something
#like she hugs him and whispers that everything will be okay#that he’s okay#and she kisses his freckle and strokes his head :((#im just so glad that kit has her#bc she loves him so much (as does jem and mina)#and he really just needs to be surrounded by all the love in the world#now we only need ty to come back and make him realize just how loved he really is#i’m unwell#tessa gray#kit herondale#the wicked powers#secrets of blackthorn hall#twp#sobh#tsc
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It's always a little weird to me when people are confused by Tumblr KH fans loving Dark Road so much because like... it's essentially an extremely angsty Xehaqus high school AU. Tumblr users had been dreaming about that since like 2015. Nomura made DR for the they/thems
#there should've been a scene of Xehanort and Eraqus sitting in the back of the class whispering jokes and making each other giggle#until Xehanort casually says something so funny that Eraqus bursts out laughing and then Odin scolds them both but they dont regret anything#ALSO WE SHOULDVE HAD A PROM CHAPTER WITH XEHANORT AND ERAQUS LOOKING AT EACH OTHER LONGINGLY FOR MOST OF THE NIGHT#UNTIL XEHANORT FINALLY BUILDS UP THE COURAGE TO ASK ERAQUS IF HE WANTS TO DANCE WITH HIM AND THEN THEY DO#I just know Nomura wanted to put that in dude we got robbed#kh#kingdom hearts#khdr#kingdom hearts dark road#kh xehanort#kh eraqus#kh odin#xehaqus
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EVAN BUCK BUCKLEY IS BISEXUAL!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰!!!!
#IT'S CANONICAL#SCREAMING SOBBING THROWING UP#HOOHHHHHHHH MY GOSH#9-1-1#911#oasis's 9-1-1 chatter#bi buck#evan buckley#the bi buck tag is for me slfkfhsld#9-1-1 spoilers#911 spoilers#911abc#911 on abc#we are about to be trending at one for so long#y'all I stopped my review for this#I also think I stopped breathing when it happened#I was literally screaming#whisper screaming because my mom was washing dishes in the next room but OH MY GOSH#I was catching up on my liveblogging and literally just stopped as the scene was getting more and more sud#I was drawn in and also wanting to pay attention#and then as it happened I said SCREW IT I'M TYPING I'LL COME BACK slfkghs xD#my gosh#losing it <3333#guys#guys :'DD#we DID IT#oh my gosh#oliver must be so happy genuinely lol#wow. buddie soon guys :')) but I am NOT disrespecting this victory#AFTER SEVEN SEASONS :'DDDD he's finally there :')) ❤️❤️❤️😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 ⸺ 「 5 / 31 * DON'T NEED MONEY, DON'T TAKE FAME 」
“Clara?”
“Hm?”
He swallows, struck by a sudden bout of self-consciousness that he’d never known before, certainly not to such an extent. It ties his tongue in knots and makes a lead weight of his stomach and Emmett kicks himself for such a childish reaction when even in his youth, he’d never been so uncertain.
But never before had he fallen so completely and utterly in love with somebody that he can almost find sense in those silly romance novels—the lightning strike when their eyes met, the speechlessness, the feeling of being struck by a speeding vehicle…
He would have dismissed all that as romantic nonsense, once. Now, despite its entirely unscientific basis, Emmett can’t deny it when he feels it firsthand, struck dumb every time he so much glances at her.
This is love and he can’t—no, he doesn’t want to spend another day without her.
“Will you marry me?”
“Of course I will—yes.”
“I—wait, what?”
“I’ll marry you, Emmett.”
Of all the things he’d been expecting, he’d not expected her to answer without even a moment’s hesitation or the slightest hint of uncertainty to her voice. His heart leaps then very nearly stops and Emmett doesn’t dare wonder if this is all a dream, if he'll wake up at the slightest provocation alone in his bed.
“I don’t mean this lightly, Clara—”
“—And neither do I. I’m absolutely serious.”
“You know I’m nothing like Edward Allgood, I won’t be able to—”
“And I should say that’s a good thing!” Emmett blinks, stunned into uncharacteristic silence. “Edward is a fine man—he has everything any woman could want: impeccable social standing, a well-respected job, a sizeable estate. Any woman would be lucky to be his wife.”
Emmett quirks a brow, trying and failing to follow her potential train of thought. As far as eligible bachelors went, there were far more suitable candidates and sometimes he can’t help but wonder if he’s dreaming when Clara looks at him too long with those deep brown eyes of her. Each and every time, fear kept him from pinching himself to find out the truth. “Exactly. I’m twice your age, Clara, I don’t have a home to give you that you deserve, I’m only a blacksmith earning a modest living with a questionable reputation around town, so—”
“So, Emmett,” Clara cuts in emphatically, refusing to hear even one more word on the matter, “that’s precisely the point,” When it’s clear that he is still lost as to her reasoning, as evidenced by the puzzled look that has his brows scrunched together and his head cocked to the side like a confused puppy, Clara continues, but not without a smile.
“I’m sure for many young women, that kind of life is a dream. And I don’t see anything wrong with any of those things you’ve just said. As far as I’m concerned, those are all positives. However, the idea of living the ordinary life of a simple housewife is absolutely maddening. I think I would lose my mind from boredom to be nothing but a pretty wife to an equally handsome young man with a predictable lifestyle.
“If money or a reputable name or a comfortable, easy life was all I was after, I would have been married long ago and probably still be living in New Jersey. I wouldn’t have taken the job across the country to be teaching in this small town in California, thousands of miles from everything I’ve ever known.” She pauses only a moment to let the implications sink in.
“But men like Edward Allgood and his sort have no interest in Jules Verne or the sciences, they find little joy in the wonders of life that have nothing to do with preserving their public image or adding to their fortune, we would have so very little in common, and, frankly, they’re not you, Emmett. I think I knew it from the moment we met that you would be the one for me and before you convince yourself of some ridiculous notion that I’m only saying this because you saved my life that day, I’m telling you to put that out of your head right now, because that couldn’t be farther from the truth.”
Emmett smiles, his face saying it all. That had been an irrational concern in the back of his mind, one that had eased up over the months of Clara’s affections never wavering the more she’d gotten to know him yet never truly faded, tormenting him on the occasional late nights when he couldn’t sleep, plagued by dreams of the space-time continuum unravelling due to his continued paradoxical presence in the past.
“I had worried about that, but—”
“But nothing. I love you, Emmett, and whatever that means, wherever we end up, I want to be with you.”
#I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABOUT DOC & CLARA IN THE NINETEENTH CENTURY OKAY#and both of them are very - i don't care about money or fame or social standing#i want to live and be loved and find happiness wherever it is#and that's my take for don't need money don't take fame#doc loves her so very much - with everything he has - and he's lowkey terrified about not being able to give her a life she deserves#and make her happy and clara's like - emmett i'm already happy and that's not going to suddenly change if we get married#if anything it means people will stop looking at them and whispering behind their backs about how they're acting the way they do#and AREN'T married yet.#mcflyjuly#mcfly july 2024
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Figured i'd start actually. slowly reintroducing the new monster au turned oc project by first posting the new character names!
Mark -> Markus Adrianne Addams (Mark/Chris) Cesar -> Martin Garcia Sarah -> Amber Addams (Ace) Thatcher -> Jackson Hyde (Jack) Ruth -> Mabel Palmer Dave -> Barney Holmes Evelin -> Olivia Davis (Liv) Jonah -> Aaron Jones (AJ)
Another thing I wanted to introduce, this universe from now on will be referred to as Whispers of Willows!
#ramblings :)#Whispers of Willows#And uh. guess i'll. establish the character tags too. here we go#Shadow Mark#Mark Addams (WW)#(tagging both versions of his tag cause. yeag)#Martin Garcia (WW)#Amber Addams (WW)#Jackson Hyde (WW)#Mabel Palmer (WW)#Barney Holmes (WW)#Olivia Davis (WW)#Aaron Jones (WW)#Do i NEED to add the (WW) at the end of these tags? probably not but hey organization is neat#I dunno what to make the abbreviation considering. the options are taken. WOW means world of war craft and WW stands for wind waker so LIKE#but yeah. silly.#I already did like. a HUGE rehaul for the characters and storyline and honestly I think its an improvement.#I'll post the refs when i'm done with a good chunk of them!#also. in case you're wondering. we did lose someone.#Adam is NOT coming back in this. mainly due to 1. me wanting to make the adam stand ins for OTHER projects more unique#but also because. his storyline could be easily seen in MARKS storyline.#so putting Adam's story parts into Mark's storyline would be. better than just repeating it twice.#This effects Olivia's story of course but. i'll figure something out.#but yeah!! i'm happy with the progress made on this so far!!!!
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i know it’s unlikely considering the teams seem to have more control over the narratives in dts compared to the early seasons as the shows got more popular, but i really hope we get even a hint of actual truthful explanation over everything that happened with daniel getting the boot, especially whatever the fuck happened over singapore weekend because im still trying to piece it all together
#like we know red bull are gonna stick to the narratives they’ve been pushing since then#and they will not let netflix talk about anything regarding 11’s sugar daddy#and with the show continuing netflix kinda need to keep red bull on side#whereas daniel has done so much for the show but he’s not in the sport anymore they don’t neccessarily need him anymore#so are they gonna kick him to the curb like everyone else (red bull and the media) after theyve squeezed all the publicity they can from him#but im hoping a third party source gives a little indication to what happened#i need that man that whispered ‘i told you not to trust zak’ to come back and do the same again and spill more tea#daniel ricciardo
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a lil late night reminder: no matter how you choose to run your blog, or how you may write your muse, you have a place here. as long as you're having fun and finding joy through having a roleplay blog, that's all that matters in the end. <3
#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#this applies to every rpc on tumblr tbh but it's directed at the sonic one;#it sucks seeing people struggle to fit in here for one reason or the other. x__x#if i'm honest i do not enjoy how i've been treated in this rpc in the past...#it's better this time around thankfully (mainly cause i worked on a lot of my anxiety and self-esteem issues lmao)#trying to be the change i want to see now lol... i feel like people stay in their own bubbles a lot here?#i don't rly have the energy for like; extensively plotted 50+ reblog threads. i imagine Most don't because we got jobs and life and shit.#but it's always good to send in inbox memes. gush/infodump about ur muses with each other when the free time aligns.#low stakes plotting + ship/dynamic discussions just to see what sticks vs. what doesn't.#also dash games... i feel like i Barely see ppl tagging their mutuals in dash games anymore. i will bring this trend back 😤#interacting with mutuals both new & old... etc. etc. etc.#do not shy away from the Community part in rpc... otherwise what's the point lmao.#(unless you're specifically rping with friends/a curated group but that's a different topic)#Anywayz... i've mostly been lurking and sending memes this week & now i'm drowsily rambling JFDKKGDJ.#might do stuff this weekend but i've also been wanting to draw so... 2 be determined lol.
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Thinking about how Whisper is so determined to prove herself to her brother and one up you she is literally willing to ruin her reputation. You're her biggest rival literally because one time you beat her while sparring in front of her brother. Thunder is the most important person in her life, and she just wants his approval which he continously refuses to give her. It doesn't matter how bad it makes her look. Like if you choose to protect the greatwood orchard, she'll go against it just because she sees you took it. She literally says that.
Whisper leaving Albion, away from Thunder who barely acknowledges her after she begins training. Away from you who is not only her friend, but her main rival, and biggest reminder of her mistakes, is really the best decision she could have made. And its really the only one we see her mke for herself.
#fable#fable whisper#whisper fable#thunder fable#fable thunder#hero of oakvale#I'm not the biggest whisper fan#but i do think her arc is pretty good#albions a bad place for her; it makes her a worse person because she plays into so many of her worst aspects#just to try abd earn her brothers love#and I don't think its even really that Thunder doesn't love her#i think hes just to into himself and his own issues and trying to make lady grey love him#that he lets Whisper fall to the wayside#and i don't think even realizes until its to late#We don't even know if they keep in touch after#i like to believe post game she comes back to Albion#more self assured and her own woman and firmly cemented in who she is as a hero and no longer needing her brothers approval#and able to *actually* be hoovs friend
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why the fuck did they make the dads gay what was the point of that heathers the musical makes no fucking sense
#literally adds nothing to the plot. its stupid. and just feels like pandering#and them coming out as gay and being accepted by the town just just takes away from the themes the original movie presented#about a cruel unempathetic world esp to outsiders#INFACT THE I LOVE MYDEAD GAY SON SCENE IN THE MOVIE IS SUCH A MASTERFUL EXAMPLE OF CHALLENGING THE AUDIENCE AS WELL AS THE PROTAGONIST#the father says “i love my dad gay son”#and jd whispers to veronica “i wonder if they would love a son with a limp wrist and a pulse”#and she snickers at it and therefore encouraging the audience to do so along with her#but then we see the younger sister of one of them look back at veronica with sad eyes#CONFRONTING NOT ONLY VERONICA FOR WHAT SHES DONE KILLING & LAUGHING AT THEM#BUT ALSO THE AUDIENCE FOR FINDING AMUSEMENT AND MAKING FUN OF SUCH A SITUATION#and the musical just REMOVES THAT COMPLETELY and goes Yeah The Dads Are Gay Now :3 Laugh.#fuck off fuck off#wiki rambles#heathers
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OOMFS! today i smiled four (4) times voluntarily. woah
#thats so many times. and yes i kept track bc i was shocked by it#the first time was at this stranger who was passing by in a kifyeh and they smiled back and it was like Solidarity#the second time was in spanish linguistics bc the prof started barking#she said and i quote:#“estoy mostrando unas diferencias fonológicas . tenéis que saber que no es WOOF WOOF como dicen los ingleses...”#the third time was after i fucking embarrassed myself but then immediately sent a voice note to river hyukagf while freaking out laughing#(-> i was like. angrily muttering to myself in the bathroom and i didn't realise someone was in the stall behind me. so they heard me#i was calling this one classmate an insufferable asshole under my breath but like above a whisper so it was def audible. help.)#the fourth time was on this bus bc this girl and i were holding the same bar but facing each other and we bumped into e/o and#she was trying to make room for me but she seemed flustered and we both ended up giggling lol#z.post
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#im gonna kiss the mental break down out of her#i love women...#hecho con amor#wife <3#im not ready to wake up yet tho... nor to face the consequences of that message....#i wanna hug Kotoko.... gently hold her in my arms while we lay down on our bed. ill run my fingers through her hair and place little kisses#on her head 'its going to be okay. im here with you' i whisper softly 'you arent alone. you did what you could'#i just wanna hug her so gently and give her the soft treatment she deserves...#heh .... im now imagining the full fledged scene... at the very end of it just a soft#'thank you for trusting me. i know it wasn't easy. im proud of you for trying'#because she would be so hesitant to say anything...barely able to show herself like thst in front of anyone..m she truly is making an effort#heh and after s couple seconds of silence after that thank you i can see her hugging slightly tighter#burying her face on my chest/neck area and sighing 'i dont like this' as in being emotionally vulnerable#'thank you for doing it still' i would whisper back to her softly#lets see if i can still sleep for a bit more
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