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hiraethwrote · 4 months ago
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even good men are, at the end of the day, still a man . I’ll stick to fictional men, they’ll never disappoint me 🥰
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l3irdl3rain · 1 year ago
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I love whenever you post a couch pic and there's random dragon age books on the table (Was that Tevinter Nights I spotted?)
I keep World of Thedas on the coffee table all the time like it’s a coffee table book. And yeah, the other one on there is Tevinter Nights. I’ve actually read all the other Dragon Age novels. So just Tevinter Nights is left
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songofwizardry · 4 months ago
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starting to get a little frustrated at how so many of the last several Ramadans have been varying degrees of Pretty Rough. and some of that (particularly this year) is bad timing and external stuff happening but some of that is possibly that I don’t Know how to handle what I want/need to do during Ramadan and what feels like it’s an essential part of the month without completely exhausting myself. and like this has happened before but it’s been really Something the last couple years. idk I’m aware I have issues and I need to find better ways of balancing things and dealing with my body (which has been deciding to change its mind about what it can and can’t handle with no regard for my planning) but I have been *trying* for the last several months and yet I turn up here again in Ramadan, which is. a little frustrating. but oh well.
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wishchthumblr · 2 years ago
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hate when i finish a fanfic and try to move on to the next fic on my reading list, but i cant start reading the new one because the last one was amazing but it had a kind of an abrupt and unsatisfying ending and im still caught up on it, so i have to spend some time listening to music while pacing in a circle between the kitchen and my room imagining more scenes from the first fanfic so it feels more complete, and hopefully that will let me allow myself the move on from the unsatisfying ending so i can start reading the new fanfic, but it always takes longer than i thought to move on so i just keep pausing the playlist and sit down to start reading the new fic just to not be able to absorb any of the words because my brain hasn’t switched tasks yet and i have to put the phone away and unpause the music and keep pacing for like another hour over and over until my brain finally moves on from bargaining and denial to acceptance
anyone else?
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spyderschaos · 2 years ago
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Man who put me up to doing things I’ve never done before
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nymphaura777 · 3 months ago
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“The Thank You Method” that my mom taught me btw..
Okay besties, listen up because this one’s actually so easy it feels illegal to gatekeep.
It’s called the Thank You Method. And literally all you have to do is start saying thank you to the universe like your desires already showed up. That’s it.
Like you don’t beg. You don’t obsess. You don’t stress about how or when. You just start acting like you already have it and thank the universe like it already delivered.
Example:
Thank you universe for giving me the relationship I wanted.
Thank you universe for making him my boyfriend.
Thank you for my dream college acceptance.
Thank you for making my skin glow up.
Thank you for that luxury trip I’ve been wanting.
You can literally thank the universe for anything you want to manifest....big or small (atleast that's what you call not me duhh)
You stop acting like someone who’s waiting and start embodying someone who already has it. You stay in the state of the wish fulfilled, which is literally the whole point of manifestation.
And it works. Fast.
My mom actually introduced me to this when I was going through a super low phase, and the moment I started doing it...things moved.
Because you’re not chasing anymore. You’re receiving.
And the best part?
Once you say thank you you let it go.
You just keep thanking, keep assuming it’s done, and let the universe move the chess pieces.
It’s literally like placing an order at a restaurant and then chilling while your food’s being made. You’re not running into the kitchen to check. You just trust it’s coming.
Also, if anyone’s seen this method floating around Tumblr or LOAblr under a different name or post pls lmk! I swear I haven’t seen it yet and my mom put me on to this years ago. Would love to check it out if it already exists somewhere.
Okay that’s it.
No long list. No overthinking.
Just thank you, thank you, thank you universe!
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echstacy00 · 4 months ago
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hopelessly yours: nerd!jake x popular!reader
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jake sim is down horrendous for you.
like, it’s actually embarrassing how obvious his crush is. the lingering stares, the way he practically trips over his own feet whenever you walk into the room, and, oh—let’s not forget the way he stammers through a sentence when you’re within a five-foot radius.
everyone knows. your friends tease you about your personal lovestruck puppy, and even you can’t deny how adorable he is.
so when he asks you to tutor him—despite being the literal top student in your grade—you go along with it, because, well… why not indulge him a little?
jake has a problem.
a big, undeniable, all-consuming problem. and that is you.
“dude, you’re staring again,” sunghoon mutters, elbowing jake in the ribs as he watches you laugh with your friends from across the cafeteria.
jake snaps out of it immediately, looking guilty as he shoves his glasses up his nose. “i—i wasn’t staring!”
sunghoon gives him a deadpan look. “right. and i’m secretly a k-pop idol.” he says overly sarcastic.
jake groans, dropping his head onto the table. he knows he’s being obvious. he knows his heart shouldn’t be racing every time you so much as breathe in his direction.
and he definitely knows he shouldn’t be replaying that one time you smiled at him in the hallway like it was the highlight of his entire existence.
(which… it kind of was btw!)
“bro, this is sad,” jay sighs chiming in, sipping his drink. “just talk to her.” he suggests as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
jake scoffs. “yeah, let me just go up to the most amazing, beautiful girl in school and tell her i’m in love with her—great plan, jay.”
jay shrugs. “worked for me.”
jake glares. “thats because you have—“
“rizz. you, on the other hand, have… social anxiety.” jay says cutting off jake making him also cringe with his lingo of choice in the process.
“you also have the biggest brain in this school. maybe that’s your in,” sunoo chimes in, smirking. “pretend you need tutoring or something.”
jake pauses.
and that’s how he ends up in the library after school, standing in front of you with the worst, most transparent lie of his life.
“you want me to tutor you?” you raise an eyebrow, looking up at him from where you’re seated. “jake, you have, like, a 98 in math…and almost everything else.” you tilt your head in confusion.
jake laughs nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “uh, yeah, but, you know… i could always use some help. with, um, derivatives.”
“derivatives?” you deadpan. “we haven’t even started that unit yet.”
oh, he’s so bad at this.
but you’re looking at him with this amused little smile, and suddenly it’s all worth it.
“…fine,” you say with a sigh, closing your book. “i’ll tutor you.”
jake nearly ascends to another plane of existence.
he quickly learns that tutoring with you is both the best and worst decision of his life.
best, because he gets to spend hours with you, just the two of you, sitting side by side in the library while you explain concepts he already knows by heart.
worst, because….well he’s barely listening.
“…jake?” you wave a hand in front of his face.
he blinks. “huh?”
you sigh, smiling despite yourself. “you’re not even paying attention.” you playfully roll your eyes
he swallows. “i—i am! i swear!”
you tilt your head, resting your chin on your palm. “then what’s the answer to question five?”
jake looks down at the textbook, only to realize he has no idea what you just asked him.
he’s doomed.
but instead of calling him out, you just giggle, shaking your head. “you’re so cute, jake.”
oh.
oh, no.
his brain short-circuits. his face heats up faster than a laptop running ten chrome tabs. he can’t function. you called him cute.
you notice the way his ears turn red, and something about his dorky little reaction makes you so endeared.
“let’s just take a break,” you say, amused. “maybe we can just… talk for a bit?”
jake gulps. “t-talk?”
“yeah.” you smile at him. “i wanna get to know you better.”
jake swears his soul leaves his body.
tutoring sessions become a regular thing. not because jake needs them (he really doesn’t), but because they’ve become your favorite part of the week, too.
you start to notice the little things about him—how he always brings two drinks, one for you and one for him, even though you never ask. how he doodles on the corners of his notes when he thinks you aren’t looking. how he always walks you to class after your sessions, even if it makes him late.
and you definitely notice how his crush hasn’t faded. If anything, it’s gotten worse.
“just confess already,” yunjin tells you one afternoon.
you blink. “huh?”
shee gives you a look. “jake. the nerd who worships you? the one you tutor but not really? just confess, girl, it’s so obvious you like him too.”
you open your mouth to argue, but… well.
maybe she’s right.
that’s how you end up standing in front of jake after your latest study session, heart pounding a little harder than usual.
jake has no idea what’s coming when you show up to the library that afternoon, notebook in hand, like it’s any other tutoring session.
but this time, you have a plan.
you sit down across from him, watching the way his ears turn pink when you so much as glance in his direction. It’s cute. he’s cute. like always and maybe it took you longer than it should have, but you’re finally ready to admit it.
“jake,” you say, cutting him off before he can start his usual rambling. “you don’t actually need tutoring, do you?”
jake freezes. his mouth opens, then closes, and for the first time since you met him, he’s completely speechless.
“i—i—”
you smile. “it’s okay, you know.”
his eyes widen behind his glasses. “i—it is?”
“yeah.” you lean forward slightly, resting your chin in your palm. “because if you wanted an excuse to spend time with me, you didn’t have to make one up.”
jake swears his heart stops.
he’s pretty sure this is the part where he malfunctions entirely. maybe blacks out. maybe gets beamed into another dimension because there is no way you just said that to him.
and then—then—you do something even worse.
you reach out, gently taking his hand in yours. he swears he’s going to die.
“so,” you say, squeezing his fingers. “do you wanna stop pretending now?”
jake doesn’t stand a chance.
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please do not motify my works.
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serenity-loves-red · 5 days ago
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IT STARTED WITH THE CAT DISTRIBUTION SYSTEM
Part 10. Masterlist
In which• The Deliverer of Amphoreus is suddenly transported to your home as a cat.
Phainon couldn’t raise his head nor had a face thick enough to look at anyone. He could only look down at his paws, on the walls, floor, just anywhere.
Curiosity killed the cat when Phainon tried to peek at Mydei. He was just curious on how he was doing–nothing more than that! He knew that Mydei fought with his best, and yet, they both experienced the same traumatic and horrifying checkup.
When he raised his head to peek, seems like Mydei thought the same and their eyes met. Immediately they remembered seeing each other at the vet’s mercy, probed and prodded at their most weakest state. The memories they buried as deep as they could just resurfaced.
Horrified, they broke the eye contact and went back to look somewhere. Acting normal as if they haven’t seen each other got their ass inserted by a thermometer.
They just can’t look at each other yet without feeling deeply embarrassed. An esteemed Chrysos Heir, turned into an animal and got their ass inserted by a thermometer during a checkup is not a good sight to see nor to picture out.
Did you know any of this? No. But you did notice their stiff and awkward behavior. Towards each other and towards you.
They keep looking at you when you turn your back, as if debating whether or not to trust you anymore or just bit your hands off whenever you tried to pet them.
Specifically Princess. You must’ve scared him that he didn’t seem to trust you enough to go near him. You can’t even stay within 3 foot unless you want to see him barring his teeth at you.
He won’t hurt you though, he just doesn’t want you to go near him just yet.
You should’ve felt concerned and to try to win them back but you can’t. At least not yet.
You have your own battle to face after all. Battle against morality and 3 cute little hamsters you found inside Blue’s bag.
You didn’t even know how they got there. Did you just stole an animal from the vet? You remembered seeing them on the table across the room. How the hell did they got inside of Blue’s bag in the first place?!
You immediately wanted to return them back to the clinic after seeing them when you returned home. Blue and Princess seems to know this and just took them before you could. In sync, they took the three hamsters with their mouth and brought them to Blue’s favorite pillow before placing their body in front of them, facing you.
“You want me to keep them?” You hesitantly asked. They nodded and gave a few meows and barks as if to reason out.
Oh boy, you wanted to return them. You didn’t have any criminal records and wanted to keep it that way. How crazy would that be if you ever got convicted to a crime you didn’t do.
You could just imagine the news headlines:
A hamster stealing customer! Brought two pets, came out with five?
You wanted to cry and just return them when they turn their back but seeing how they treated the hamsters, they must’ve like it a lot and won’t do anything harmful to them.
“You’re lucky I love you guys.” You mumbled before silently agreeing to them.
So now you have three hamsters added to your pokemon collection family.
“Then, I welcome you to the family Blossom, Bubbles and Buttercup!”
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cosmiclily · 2 months ago
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hey, sorry if you're tired of seeing me, but what do you think about reader rejecting Vi multiple times cause Vi is like a fuckgirl and reader doesn't know if Vi is only playing or mocking her, and don't wanna get hurt, but Vi it's totally serious and wants to get reader so bad?
btw, hope you're okay, have a great day, love ya! 🫶🏼
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all of the girls you loved before
♡ vi x f!reader
wc: 4k
notes: i love seeing your asks 😭😭 don’t worry !! (sorry for taking so long to make this lol i haven’t been writing this much lately) i love this idea and i LOVED how this turned out, i want a girlfriend so bad now 😔
If you asked any gay girl (or bi, or questioning—basically anyone even remotely attracted to women) about Vi Vanderson, you’d get one of three very specific responses:
1. “She’s the love of my life, but I can’t get her to look my way.”
2. “I hate her and I hope she dies a slow, dramatic, painful death.”
3. “She said she’d call me back and I’ve been waiting for a week. Can you tell her to text me?”
Which, honestly, tells you everything you need to know about her.
Violet Vanderson had that reputation—the kind where she’d either broken your heart, your roommate’s heart, or was currently in the process of doing both. She had an effortless charm, a smirk that could melt steel, and a walk that made heads turn in slow motion. Basically, she was a walking red flag... and yet, somehow, irresistible.
So when she’d throw a wink my way, flash that annoyingly perfect grin, and drop the cheesiest pick-up lines known to mankind—“Your eyes are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, princess”—I didn’t exactly swoon. I simply rolled my eyes.
Because we were friends. And if Vi flirted with strangers for fun, she flirted with me for sport.
“You know, princess,” she said on a typical morning, stealing one of my fries with no shame, “you’re the most gorgeous girl in here. When are you finally going to let me take you on a date?”
I didn’t even look up. “Piss off, Violet. Go flirt with Sarah or something—she’s been staring since you walked in.”
Vi glanced over her shoulder, spotted Sarah practically drooling, then turned back to me with a smug little smirk. “She doesn’t have your charm.”
I snorted. “I’m not on the menu.”
“Maybe,” she said, plucking another fry. “But I’m patient.”
And that was the problem with Vi—she knew exactly how to walk the razor-thin line between teasing and tempting, and she was dangerously good at pretending it didn’t mean anything.
The real question was: when did I start wishing she meant it?
I mean, I wasn’t that stupid... right?
No. There was absolutely no way I was falling for my walking-red-flag-of-a-friend. The same friend who flirted with any girl who so much as breathed in her direction. The one who collected hearts like seashells on a beach and didn’t even pretend to keep track of whose they were.
Of course I wouldn’t be that girl.
I wouldn’t be stupid enough to feel a little flutter in my chest every time she called me princess. Or get all flustered when she teased me just to see me blush. Or mad—irrationally mad—when she smirked like she knew exactly what she was doing.
And she did know.
“You’re gonna wait forever, then,” I said flatly, standing up and grabbing my tray, done with being caught in Sarah’s piercing glare. “I’m not interested. At all.”
I didn’t wait for her response, didn’t risk looking back at her face, because if I did, I knew I’d see that stupid half-smile of hers—the one that said, I know you’re lying.
But as I walked away, I heard her voice ring out across the cafeteria, louder than necessary and way too dramatic.
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The next time Vi tried to convince me we should go out, I was sitting under my favorite tree on campus during lunch, headphones in, enjoying the rare peace, when her shadow suddenly blocked out the sun like a bad omen.
I didn’t even have to look up. “If you’re here to confess your undying love again, I’m gonna need it in writing. Preferably notarized.”
Vi laughed and dropped down beside me like she belonged there. “Can I at least offer a bribe before the proposal?”
I sighed and took one earbud out. “Depends. Is it food?”
She grinned like she’d just scored a goal. “Better. It’s me. I come with jokes, tattoos and limited emotional availability. Total package.”
I blinked at her. “Wow. I can’t imagine why you’re still single.”
“Me neither,” she said, leaning back on her hands, stretching like she was trying to give the sun a show. “Maybe it’s because the girl I actually like keeps rejecting me in increasingly creative ways.”
I scoffed at that, like she actually liked me. I ignored the way my heart did an actual somersault in my chest.
“Maybe,” I muttered, biting into my sandwich like it could distract me from her eyes on me.
She leaned in just a bit, lowering her voice like we were sharing secrets. “Come on. Just one date. If you don’t have the best time of your life, I swear I’ll never flirt with you again.”
I turned to her slowly, looking her dead in the eyes. “You say that like it’s supposed to scare me.”
Her smirk only deepened. “Because you’d miss me.”
“Oh, yes, I’d really miss being aggressively hit on while I try to eat a sandwich with too much mustard. Huge loss.”
“You pretend to hate it,” she said, nudging her knee against mine. “But you haven’t told me to stop.”
I narrowed my eyes, cheeks warming despite my best efforts. “Maybe I like watching you embarrass yourself.”
Vi raised a brow, eyes glinting with something that made my stomach twist. “Then you must love me by now.”
I scoffed. “Love you? Please. I tolerate you the same way I tolerate cramps and coffee withdrawals.”
She clutched her chest like I’d stabbed her. “Brutal.”
“Good,” I said, wrapping my sandwich back up. “Maybe then you’ll finally take the hint and let me rot in peace.”
“Not a chance, princess,” she said, all confidence and charm, her infuriatingly pretty eyes locked on mine. “I’m in this for the long game.”
And to be honest? I was almost—almost—ready to give in. To say yes, just to see what she thought she’d get out of this.
Maybe she liked the challenge. Maybe it thrilled her to know I was the only girl who hadn’t fallen headfirst into her lap. Maybe the chase was more exciting than the prize.
And that’s what scared me the most.
Because if I said yes—if I let her take me out, let her treat me like I was the only girl in the world for a night—what then?
What if she kissed me, touched me like I was something soft and fragile instead of her sarcastic best friend, and took me back to her room? The same room where she’s taken all the others before me. The same room I’ve heard stories about, or walked past, knowing some random girl was probably still tangled in her sheets.
Would I just be another name on that list?
Would she lose interest the second I stopped being a challenge?
Because once I crossed that line, there was no going back. Our friendship wouldn’t survive it—not intact. And neither would I.
Somewhere along the line, Vi stopped being just my flirty, reckless friend with too many one-night stands and a wink that could burn straight through steel. She became someone I couldn’t afford to lose.
And that made everything so much more complicated.
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After that day by the tree, it felt like something shifted. Like Vi sensed that I was slipping. That maybe—just maybe—I was close to giving in. And if she did notice? Oh, she absolutely took it as a challenge.
Maybe she was doing the same thing she always had, or maybe this time it was different. Maybe I was just different—too tired to keep pretending her attention didn’t affect me.
“Good morning, princess. Looking beautiful as always,” she said with that casual confidence, her grin tugging slightly at the little scar on her upper lip.
And of course, my traitor eyes immediately darted to her mouth. Like clockwork.
It was too early for this. Too early to fight the urge to smile back or roll my eyes or reach out and touch her—God, why did she always look so good first thing in the morning?
I tried to muster a response, something snarky, something that would remind her (and myself) that I wasn’t buying it.
“Do you ever wake up and decide not to flirt with someone?” I muttered, brushing past her with my coffee in hand. “Or is this just a full-time job for you?”
“Only when you’re around,” she shot back, grinning like she’d already won something.
I didn’t respond. Couldn’t, really. Because if I did, my voice might crack under the weight of how badly I wanted to believe she meant it this time.
And she didn’t stop. Not that day, not the next, and definitely not the one after that. If anything, she doubled down.
Every morning came with a new compliment, a pet name, a reason for her to stand too close or brush her hand against mine like it was an accident.
“Nice shirt,” she said one afternoon, leaning over the back of the couch where I was writing one of my essays. “Brings out your eyes. Not that I need a shirt to notice those.”
I didn’t even look up. “You say that like you haven’t recycled that line a hundred times.”
“Maybe I have,” she murmured, her breath warm against the shell of my ear. “But it still makes you blush.”
Damn her.
I slammed my laptop shut and stood, brushing past her. “You are unbelievable, you know that?”
She followed, undeterred. “What can I say? I have a soft spot for beautiful girls who act like they hate me.”
“I don’t hate you,” I snapped, stopping short. “I just don’t believe you.”
That made her pause. For the first time in a while, Vi didn’t have a quip ready. She just stood there, lips slightly parted, like she hadn’t expected honesty to sting so much.
“I’m not trying to mess with you, Y/N,” she said after a beat, softer this time. “I know I’ve been… stupid with other people. But you’re not them.”
And that was the most dangerous thing she could’ve said.
Because some part of me wanted to believe her. So badly. But that little voice in the back of my head—the one that remembered every time I saw her kiss someone else at a party, every wink she threw at another girl—it wouldn’t let me forget.
So I laughed. Cold. Dismissive. Defensive.
“Try that line on someone who hasn’t heard your greatest hits, Violet.”
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I tried avoiding Vi for a while. Maybe if I didn’t see her, I’d build up some kind of immunity to her constant flirting. Maybe the distance would help me put my walls back up, stronger than before. Maybe I’d stop slipping.
Desperate times, right? I even went to a party. But of course, the moment I stepped into the frat house, there she was, like fate had planned it just to mess with me.
Drink in hand, hair styled exactly the way I liked it—messy but deliberate—and that stupid black jacket hanging off her shoulders like she owned the night. She was leaning in close to some girl I didn’t recognize, and it took everything in me not to turn around and leave.
She had that look again. The “I’m going to ruin your life, and you’re going to thank me for it” look. Eyes half-lidded, head tilted just enough to seem effortless. I watched as she tucked a strand of hair behind that girl’s ear, smiled like she meant it, and brushed her fingers along her shoulder. Textbook Violet.
And it made my blood boil.
I tried to play it cool. Pretend it didn’t bother me. Pretend I wasn’t two seconds away from marching over there and dragging her out by her smug smirk.
But then she looked at me.
Just one glance—one second—and suddenly it was like her flirty dial cranked up to a thousand. She leaned in even closer to the girl, whispered something, and then—of course—she made her way over to me.
Drink still in hand. Grin still plastered across her face.
I didn’t even wait for her to speak.
“Oh, don’t stop now,” I snapped, arms crossed tight. “She looked like she was really enjoying herself.”
Vi blinked, taken aback. “What?”
I laughed, bitter and sharp. “Don’t play dumb, Vi. She was practically on top of you.”
The smirk twitched back onto her lips, but this time it looked more like a shield than confidence. “Is someone jealous?”
And that did it.
“See?” I snapped, louder than I meant to. “That’s exactly what I mean. You say you want me, that I’m the only girl you’re actually serious about—but the second I’m not around, you’re back to being the stupid version of you. Flirting with anything that breathes. How am I supposed to take you seriously when you act like that?”
Her smile dropped. Just like that. Her jaw clenched, and she stepped closer, something softer flickering behind those impossible blue eyes. “You really think I don’t mean it?”
“I think you don’t know what you mean,” I said, my voice trembling now, though I tried to hold it steady. “And I’m not going to be just another girl you use to pass the time.”
Silence settled between us. The music around us kept playing, but it sounded so far away. For the first time, she didn’t throw back a comeback. She just stood there, those goddamn puppy-dog eyes searching mine, her throat working like she was trying to find the right words.
“I’m not trying to pass the time,” she said quietly, voice low and rough. “I’m trying to get you to believe that I’m in this for you. And yeah, I flirt. That’s how I cope. That’s how I hide. But nothing I’ve ever said to them meant even half as much as what I say to you.”
I wanted to believe her. I really wanted to.
“I want to believe you,” I whispered, looking away. “But your words don’t match your actions, Vi. And I… I don’t want to be just another girl on your bed.”
She took a breath, and for a second, I thought she might say something reckless and heartbreaking. But instead, she just said, “Then tell me what to do to prove it.”
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Then tell me what to do to prove it.
Her voice echoed in my head long after the conversation ended.
And true to her word, Vi didn’t just let it go.
The next day, there was coffee waiting for me at my desk. We had the same 8 a.m. lecture, and as I stepped into the room and made my way to my usual table, I saw it—my exact order, the one I never told anyone because it was way too specific, was waiting for me, my name written in her messy scrawl on the side.
“I’m not flirting,” she said as I eyed the cup suspiciously. “I’m just… paying attention.”
Day two: A sticky note on my computer that said “You looked beautiful yesterday. Just thought someone should tell you”
Day three: the Jane Austen book I’d been dying to read—the one I kept complaining was always checked out from the library—sitting on my living room table. Another sticky note on the cover: “Someone finally returned it! :)”
Every day after that, there was something new. Something soft. Something small. A gesture that felt intentional. Deliberate. Real.
And she wasn’t flirting the way she used to. No more over-the-top pickup lines. No more exaggerated winks. No more “princess” with a grin that dared me to fight her off. Now, when she looked at me, it felt… different. Like she wasn’t trying to seduce me—just see me.
And it was terrifying.
Because on one hand she was being true to her word, she was showing me that she actually—actually!!—wanted me, not just because I was a challenge, but because it was me.
But on the other hand, I couldn’t shake the fear. What if she slipped? What if the next party rolled around and I turned to see her back to whispering in someone else’s ear, smirk in full force, drink in hand?
What if this version of her—soft, steady, real—was only temporary?
Still, with every action, every quiet gesture, it was like she was telling me, “Yes, I’m serious about you.” And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t ignore the growing feeling that giving her a chance was the right thing to do.
Maybe I was going to be the stupid girl who fell for her walking-red-flag-of-a-friend.
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I don’t know what finally broke through my defenses.
Maybe it was the book.
Maybe it was the way she stopped trying to win me over with smirks and pickup lines and started showing up with nothing but sincerity.
Or maybe it was how quiet she’d gone about it all—how she never pointed out the things she did, never asked for credit, never even looked to see if I noticed.
But I did.
God, I noticed.
Every sticky note. Every small gesture. Every look that lingered longer than it should have.
So the next time she handed me a coffee, I didn’t roll my eyes. I didn’t raise a brow or accuse her of flirting.
I just took it.
“Thanks,” I said, soft and a little unsure, brushing my fingers against hers for maybe a second too long. “You remembered the oat milk this time.”
“You’re welcome,” she said slowly, carefully, like she didn’t want to scare me off by saying too much.
I held her gaze a moment longer than I usually would. Then I glanced down at the cup, smiling faintly when I saw our names written side by side in her handwriting, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
I swallowed, heart in my throat. “I was thinking…” I said, trying to keep my tone light even though my palms were sweating, “if you’re not busy Friday night, maybe we could… grab dinner or something?”
Vi blinked. Once. Twice.
Then her whole face lit up like I’d just handed her the moon.
“You’re asking me out?” she said, grinning so wide it was nearly blinding. “Is this a trap? Are cameras gonna pop out?”
I laughed, embarrassed, but I didn’t take it back. I couldn’t. “Don’t push it, Violet.”
She leaned in, her voice softer than I’d ever heard it. “I won’t. I swear. Just tell me where to be… and I’ll be there.”
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Friday night came faster than I expected, and the moment I saw her standing outside the restaurant, every ounce of my carefully built composure cracked.
She wasn’t in her usual leather jacket and cocky smile. Instead, she wore a crisp white shirt, tucked into her loose black jeans. Her hair was still slightly messy, and she kept spinning the rings on her fingers like she was nervous. Vi. Nervous. That alone nearly made me trip over my own feet.
“You showed,” she said, looking me up and down slowly.
I walked up to her, trying not to look like I’d been holding my breath the entire ride there.
A soft smile tugged at her lips. “You look… incredible.”
“And you’re still a flirt,” I replied, brushing past her with a smirk, my cheeks flushing. “But thanks.”
She chuckled and held the door open for me, just a little shy this time—like she was still half-expecting me to change my mind.
Dinner started awkwardly. We both fumbled over the menu, over small talk, over who was going to order the wine. It felt like trying on new clothes—familiar pieces in an unfamiliar context.
But somewhere between the second glass of wine and a story she told about her and Jinx sneaking onto a rooftop to watch fireworks, things started to ease. I was laughing—really laughing. And Vi… she just looked at me like I’d hung the stars.
“You know,” I said, taking another sip of wine, “I thought I had you all figured out.”
“Yeah?” She raised an eyebrow. “What did you think?”
“That you were just in it for the challenge. Trying to get into my pants because I didn’t immediately fall at your feet. And that once you got what you wanted, you wouldn’t even look my way again.”
She huffed a short laugh. “And now?”
“Now… I feel like you’re being genuine. I don’t know. You keep surprising me.” I paused. “And I like it.”
She reached across the table, slow and careful, her fingers brushing mine.
“And I hope I keep surprising you,” she whispered. “As long as you let me.”
I let my hand turn, let our fingers tangle—just a little.
Maybe I was still scared. Maybe I still didn’t have all the answers.
But in that moment—with her looking at me like I was something rare—I wasn’t turning away.
We ended up walking after dinner, neither of us ready to call it a night. The city buzzed softly around us—the way it always did after 10 p.m.—still alive, but quieter. Calmer. Like it was winding down, holding its breath along with us. We wandered toward the park, the air cool and just a little crisp, carrying that quiet kind of magic only late nights could.
“Okay,” Vi said, nudging me gently with her elbow. “Be honest. Dinner wasn’t a complete disaster, right?”
I smirked. “I mean, you didn’t make me mad, and you didn’t flirt with the waitress—huge progress.”
She laughed, the sound echoing lightly in the open air. “So I get points for not being a menace?”
“You get points for trying,” I replied, casting a glance at her from the corner of my eye. “And maybe for making me laugh.”
Her smile softened at that. We walked in silence for a bit, but it wasn’t awkward—just… easy. Comfortable. Somewhere along the path, we passed a little ice cream stand still open, and Vi tugged me gently to a stop.
“Ice cream?” she asked, her eyes practically sparkling. “My treat.”
I raised an eyebrow. “If this is your secret strategy to win me over, it’s dangerously effective.”
“Not a strategy,” she said with a grin, already pulling out her wallet. “Just craving something sweet.”
The old woman behind the counter gave Vi a knowing smile after handing us our cones. As Vi turned back toward me, I caught the faint pink on her cheeks.
We found a bench near the edge of the lake and sat, ice cream in hand—mine was mint chocolate chip, hers something absurdly fruity. The streetlights cast everything in a soft golden glow, and a breeze rustled the trees overhead. In the distance, someone strummed a guitar lazily. It felt like a scene from a movie I hadn’t realized I was starring in.
“You’ve got a little…” Vi gestured vaguely toward my face.
I blinked. “What?”
“Here,” she said, and before I could react, she leaned in. Her fingers brushed my cheek, her thumb warm as it wiped a smudge of green ice cream from the corner of my mouth.
It was such a small touch. But it stopped everything.
She didn’t pull away right away. Her eyes flicked to my lips—slowly, carefully—and then met mine. The air between us shifted, suddenly charged. My breath caught in my throat. Everything about her—her nearness, the way her hand lingered just a second too long, the way she looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered—made the world go still.
I could’ve pulled back.
But I didn’t.
Instead, I leaned in, just slightly, testing the waters. Vi mirrored the movement instantly—like we’d both been waiting for this and didn’t want to move too fast and break it.
Her lips brushed against mine—soft, unsure, hesitant. When I didn’t move away, she kissed me deeper. Gentler. Like she wanted to memorize it, savor every second.
And I kissed her back.
It wasn’t desperate. It wasn’t rushed. It was slow and careful, like she was trying to say everything she hadn’t been able to in words.
When we finally pulled apart, both of us breathless, her forehead rested lightly against mine. Her hand still hovered near my cheek.
“Still not flirting,” she whispered, her eyes fluttering shut.
I laughed quietly. “Liar.”
But I didn’t let go.
And neither did she.
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♡ bllk kahoot edition ──
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synopsis: in which nine blue lock players are forced into a “team bonding” on kahoot!
starring: isagi yoichi, rin itoshi, shidou ryusei, bachira meguru, reo mikage, nagi seishiro, chigiri hyoma, barou shouei, gagamaru gin, and kunigami rensuke
a/n: this took me an entire day to write, edit, and recover from emotionally TT i really hope you enjoy it as much as i enjoyed losing my mind making it. have fun, i hope your brain short-circuits at least once. enjoy the ride 💀🧹
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[ isagi started a call. ]
isagi: okay—okay, everyone’s here, let’s just—
barou: if one of you makes a fart noise into the mic i’m blocking you
isagi: i didn’t even say anything yet 💀
shidou: YOOOOO START IT I’M FOAMING AT THE MOUTH. MY MOUSE IS READY TO VIOLENCE.
bachira: wait i can’t hear anything is that my mic or shidou screaming again?
reo: your mic’s fine. shidou can we please act like people for two seconds—
shidou: NAHHHHH I’M LOCKED IN CHAT
nagi: …i still haven’t opened it btw
barou: STOP BEING LAZY. OPEN IT. YOU TAP TWO BUTTONS AND YOUR WHOLE LIFE’S NOT THAT HARD.
gagamaru: gu—ys—wai—i—he—lp—
isagi: gagamaru are you STILL lagging???
gagamaru: i’m in a forest
rin: bro what
reo: are you in the middle of a national park right now—
gagamaru: it’s fine, i climbed higher. might have signal now… i think
shidou (laughing way too hard): MY GUY IS PLAYING KAHOOT FROM A BRANCH. A BRANCH.
barou (losing it): IF I LOSE TO SOMEONE USING TWIG SIGNAL I’M FLIPPING MY WHOLE SETUP.
rin: i hope this kahoot crashes
bachira: same but in a fun way
shidou: IM READY LET’S GOOOOO
isagi: okay okay i’m sending the game pin—we're not starting until everyone’s in, alright??
reo: someone tell nagi it’s not a visual novel he actually has to do something.
nagi (deadpan): idc. i’m just here to breathe and get questions wrong.
isagi: code’s 666420. join the kahoot. don’t pick dumb names this time.
chigiri: …that feels illegal.
bachira: OMG that’s my angel number!!!
Nagi: too lazy to type it. someone click for me.
gagamaru (faint, laggy): wai—don’t—start—i can’t—my screen’s—fro—
[ gagamaru left the call. ]
bachira: GAGAMARU NOOOO
reo: bro he’s gonna rejoin and say “wait what question are we on” when we’re on like #19
kunigami: wait what’s the code again i just got here—
shidou: THE CODE IS 666420—YOU’RE WELCOME! LOCK THAT IN YOUR MUSCLE BRAIN
chigiri: someone mute him PLS
[ gagamaru joined the call. ]
bachira: OMG TREE WIFI IS BACK
gagamaru: uhhh so signal’s kinda better now. a crow moved off the branch so that helped ig
reo: bro kicked karasu off the tree just to join kahoot
shidou: LMAO karasu somewhere in the woods like “damn my bad bro, didn’t know you were lagging”
isagi: ok who the hell just joined as @ben.d.over
everyone (talking at once): NAHHHH
kunigami: wait why’s everyone laughing what’s wrong with ben
rin: read it again slowly
kunigami: …oh my god
isagi: i’m ending this game already and we haven’t even started—
rin: i should’ve muted you all when i had the chance
reo: too late we’re in the trenches now
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[messi_is_me has joined the game.]
[rin has joined the game.]
[HUGH MUNGUS has joined the game.]
[ben.d.over has joined the game.]
[richdaddyreal has joined the game.]
[leftthumbonly has joined the game.]
[imagine losing has joined the game.]
[EMPEROR_OF_GOALS has joined the game.]
[muscle_reaper7 has joined the game.]
[forestwifi_survivor has joined the game.]
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isagi: bro who the hell is HUGH MUNGUS 😭
shidou (already dying): NAHHHHHHHHH whoever typed that needs jail and a hug
bachira: sobbing at ben.d.over omg pls whoever you are never change 💖💖💖
kunigami: this is actually a crime against maturity
reo: bro we’re in 8th grade again and it’s kinda fun ngl
gagamaru (still lagging): wait who’s hugh? did another person join??
barou: TCH. EMPEROR_OF_GOALS has ARRIVED.
everyone: bro. we KNOW it’s you 😭😭😭
isagi: ok BUT why is someone just rin 💀 that’s worse than being cringe
shidou: LMFAOOOO bro typed his name like it’s a school test
chigiri: nah bro said “i’m not like the other girls” and then picked nothing
rin: i am literally just rin. i have dignity. unlike the rest of you parasites.
bachira: ok “rin” 🙄✨
[ host clicks “start game” ]
[ kahoot music starts blaring ]
barou (mic BUSTED): LETS GO EMPEROR OF GOALS! I WILL ASCEND.
shidou (yelling over him): AYYYYYYY GET READY TO LOOOOOOOSEEEEE 🔥🔥🔥
bachira (cackling): MY EARS JUST LEFT THE CHAT 💀💀💀
chigiri: somebody MUTE THEM.
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shidou (immediately): EZ. it’s RED. next question.
isagi: BRO DON’T SAY THE ANSWER DIMWIT 😭😭😭
reo: YOU’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY IT OUT LOUD YOU WALKING CONCUSSION
bachira: LMFAOOO not shidou speedrunning self-sabotage
kunigami: this is why we can’t have nice things
nagi: does that mean it’s not red? 🤨
gagamaru (from the trees): wait hold up i just got signal what did he say
barou: TCH. if you don’t know the answer, don’t play the game.
chigiri: bro has the audacity to scream the answer like it’s a flex
rin: first question and the stupidity’s already astronomical
shidou: ok but like. i was RIGHT tho. you’re welcome.
isagi: this isn’t a group project bro SHUT UP 💀
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[ leaderboard after Q1: ]
🥇 ben.d.over 🥈 EMPEROR_OF_GOALS 🥉 messi_is_me 4th — leftthumbonly 5th — HUGH MUNGUS
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barou: SECOND?! I AM THE EMPEROR. I DO NOT ACCEPT THIS.
isagi: how the hell am i losing to a guy named ben.d.over
shidou: i’m FIFTH??? i SAID the answer out loud 😭
reo: you helped everyone and still fumbled.
nagi: me being 4th is actually a miracle. i clicked by accident
gagamaru (finally loading): wait the leaderboard’s up?? guys. what place am i
chigiri: bro you’re not even on it 😭
rin: one question in and i already want to mute this entire call
bachira: #1 babyyyyy catch me if you cannnn
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gagamaru (already overwhelmed): ok wait wait. it SAYS “red” but the box is BLUE! do i click the blue box that says red?? or the RED box??
reo: just click the one that says red 😭 it’s not a trick question
barou (yelling): NO—JUST PICK THE COLOR
gagamaru: WHAT—WHICH COLOR?? THE COLOR OF THE BOX OR THE COLOR OF THE WORD??
bachira: i’m wheezing he’s getting gaslit in 4K
shidou: bro’s fighting kahoot, barou, and his internet all at once 💀
kunigami: nah that was dirty i won’t lie lol i had an existential crisis
nagi: i think he just blacked out and clicked uno
isagi: whoever designed kahoot is actually evil for that one
barou: IF YOU FELL FOR THAT YOU’RE A MORON. WORDS OVER COLORS. THINK WITH YOUR HEAD.
rin (finally losing it): you are all COLORBLIND. you are COLOR. BLIND.
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[ leaderboard after Q2: ]
🥇 leftthumbonly 🥈 ben.d.over 🥉 EMPEROR_OF_GOALS 4th — messi_is_me 5th — rin
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gagamaru (finally catching up): NOOOO i should’ve clicked the blue one that SAID red
reo: bro that was 2 minutes ago 😭 you still processing??
nagi (deadpan): ayo??? how am i first
bachira: YOU??? i was #1 you fraud
barou: THIS IS AN OUTRAGE. EMPEROR OF GOALS WILL NOT STAND FOR THIRD.
isagi: i’m 4th. this is bullying.
bachira: wait bro where’s imagine losing 😭😭😭
reo: nah don’t tell me chigiri’s not even on the board 💀
shidou: bro’s the fastest in real life but couldn’t even click a button in time 😭
isagi: he’s got 40-yard dash speed but lagging in kahoot reflexes 💀
chigiri (furious): I MISCLICKED ONCE
barou: sounds like skill issue to me
chigiri: ok but when i beat all of you in sprints i don’t wanna hear a thing
shidou: not if kahoot beats you first 🫵
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isagi: there is ONE correct answer here. and if y’all pick anything else i’m calling the cops
reo: WHAT IS THIS QUESTION??? 😭
bachira: i voted for my imaginary friend. he told me to
shidou: gagamaru’s wifi is NOT the goat that’s the villain 😭
gagamaru (suddenly cutting out): i clicked m– krrch —own wifi an— skshh—wait why— disconnects
[ gagamaru left the call. ]
chigiri: NAHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭 HIS WIFI TOOK IT PERSONALLY
reo: he clicked “gagamaru’s wifi” and it jumped him on sight 😭💀
shidou: HIS WIFI SAID “WHO’S THE GOAT NOW?” AND YEETED HIM OFF THE CALL 😭😭😭
bachira: self-inflicted lag. beautiful
barou (suddenly SCREAMING): WHY. IS. MY. REFLECTION. ON THIS DAMN LIST. WHO. PUT. THAT.
isagi: you sound mad for someone who looks in the mirror every 4 minutes
barou: I’M MAD IT’S EVEN AN OPTION. THIS BETTER BE THE CORRECT ANSWER OR I’M ENDING THIS GAME.
isagi: calm down emperor palpatine it’s not that deep
barou: SOMEONE CHANGE THE QUIZ NAME TO “WHO WANTS TO DIE TODAY”
shidou: NO LMAO SOMEONE GIVE HIM A POINT JUST FOR SELF-LOVE
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[ leaderboard after Q3: ]
🥇 HUGH MUNGUS 🥈 leftthumbonly 🥉 ben.d.over 4th — richdaddyreal 5th — EMPEROR_OF_GOALS
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isagi: HUGH MUNGUS???? bro HOW are you first 😭😭😭
shidou (screaming): LET’S GOOOOOOO I AM HIM 😤💥💪
bachira: how did he climb all that from the pits of dumbassery
barou (still fuming): you’re telling me my reflection wasn’t correct?? YOU’RE SAYING RONALDO OVER MY MIRRORED GLORY???
reo: it’s literally a real person vs. your gym selfie 😭
[ gagamaru joined the call. ]
gagamaru (reconnected, confused): wait i got booted mid-question did the wifi option win or what
isagi: nah bro your wifi sabotaged you 😭
gagamaru: my router’s holding a grudge i swear
rin: i hate that HUGH MUNGUS is at the top of the leaderboard. i actually hate this.
bachira: don’t worry rin, you’re top 1...IN SULKING SPEEDRUNS
rin: i hate all of you
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reo: WAIT. IS THAT RIN IN A BALLGOWN 😭😭😭
isagi: YO WHO MADE THIS QUIZ. WHO DID THAT TO HIM 💀💀💀
nagi: nah he lowkey serving… but also threatening
shidou: bro looks like he’s about to hit a pirouette and a homicide 💃🔪
rin (furious): WHAT. THE HELL. IS THAT PICTURE.
bachira: you in your disney princess era bestie 😚
barou: ENOUGH. I BETTER NOT BE THE RIGHT ANSWER. I AM FASHION.
kunigami: you wore zebra pants with gold chains last week–
chigiri: don’t forget the crown and the “born to score” crop top
barou: SAY THAT AGAIN AND I’LL SCORE YOUR FUNERAL
gagamaru (still buffering): wait why is rin dressed like elsa
reo: can we circle back to the fact that I’m an option too??
bachira: yeah that’s for all your rich boy yacht outfits 😭
rin: WHO MADE THIS. WHO ACTUALLY MADE THIS.
shidou: these questions got more violent than blue lock itself 💀
isagi: nah fr. this isn’t trivia, this is targeted bullying
bachira: AND I’M ENJOYING EVERY SECOND 😍
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[ leaderboard after Q4: ]
🥇 HUGH MUNGUS 🥈 ben.d.over 🥉 leftthumbonly 4th — EMPEROR_OF_GOALS 5th — messi_is_me
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shidou (wheezing): BAROU WAS THE CORRECT ONE 😭😭😭😭😭😭
bachira: LMAOOOOOOO I’M ACTUALLY CRYINGGGG
barou (screaming from his soul): EXCUSE ME?!?!?!?!?!
reo: oh my god he’s gonna suplex the kahoot server
isagi: no bc the zebra pants were a crime and the quiz just confirmed it 💀
kunigami: justice has been served. with glitter and shame.
barou: WHO DECIDED THIS?? WHO HAS THE AUDACITY TO PUT EMPEROR OF GOALS AS A FASHION FAILURE
nagi: you wear gold chains to practice bro
chigiri: and you showed up in crocs once. crocs. with spikes.
rin: Y’ALL ARE LAUGHING AND I’M STILL IN A DAMN GOWN
gagamaru (delayed): rin look like he’s about to sing “let it go”
bachira: BC HE’S LETTING GO OF HIS DIGNITY
barou: THIS. QUIZ. IS. RIGGED.
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reo: NAHHHH THIS QUIZ JUST WENT PERSONAL 💀💀💀
bachira: “rin (but he’ll never admit it)” is insane levels of violence 😭
nagi: picked blue. left foot supremacy
shidou: i picked yellow. i want drama 😈
isagi: bro this is less trivia and more emotional exposure therapy
rin (furious): WHY AM I EVEN AN OPTION. WHO ADDED THAT.
bachira: sorry rin ur tsundere lore is out 😚
shidou: “he’ll never admit it” is SO real tho
barou: I THOUGHT THIS WAS A GAME ABOUT SOCCER. WHY ARE WE IN A TELL-ALL CONFESSIONAL
kunigami: lowkey “the idea of being better than everyone else” might actually be the most accurate
gagamaru (late as always): wait did sae join the kahoot??
bachira: no but i wish he did just to see him pick “himself” and log out
rin: this quiz is sick. i’m reporting it.
shidou: what’s wrong rin. you don’t love yourself the way sae maybe does??? 😭😭😭
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[ leaderboard after Q5: ]
🥇 HUGH MUNGUS 🥈 ben.d.over 🥉 leftthumbonly 4th — richdaddyreal 5th — EMPEROR_OF_GOALS
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bachira: nooooo not “himself” 😭😭😭 SAE YOU SELF-LOVING BASTARD
isagi: bro really looked at love and said “me, myself, and i”
shidou: LMFAOOO RIN GOT LEFT ON READ BY HIS OWN BLOOD 💔💀
reo: can someone hug rin before he explodes
nagi: rin’s emotionally speedrunning all five stages of grief
barou: i don’t care if sae loves a brick, can we move on
gagamaru: wait so sae doesn’t love rin?? 😔
rin (low, dead inside): i’m. not. crying.
bachira: you’re just allergic to emotional damage??
shidou: guys don’t make fun of him. he’s top 1 in having a fictional situationship with his brother
isagi: can someone play sad violin noises over vc
reo: we need to end this before rin disconnects permanently 😭
nagi: yo is this next one the last question??
isagi: yeah yeah ONE MORE. FINAL ROUND. everyone breathe and brace!
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isagi: WHAT AM I LOOKING AT
reo: WHY IS HIS APRON SO TIGHT WHO DID THIS
bachira: NOOOO HE LOOKS SO ANGRY YET SO SERVING 😭😭
nagi: this is the scariest and sexiest thing i’ve ever seen
shidou: TRUE. TRUE. TRUE. I CLICKED TRUE BEFORE IT EVEN LOADED
kunigami: what the actual hell is this quiz
barou (deranged screaming): WHO MADE THIS. WHO FOUND THAT PICTURE. I WILL END YOU.
isagi: bro why does he still look like he could bench press all of us in that outfit
gagamaru (in awe): wait fr… why is he kinda…
chigiri: no say it. we’re all thinking it.
gagamaru: …kinda bad
bachira: BADDER THAN YOUR WIFI 😭😭😭
rin: i think i'm gonna be sick..
shidou: maid barou supremacy forever. that apron’s doing heavy lifting
reo: he looks like he’s about to hand me a cupcake and then body slam me
barou (still unhinged): I’M ENDING THIS QUIZ. I’M DELETING KAHOOT. I’M BLOCKING ALL OF YOU
bachira: too late babe you're trending on maidtok 💅🧹
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[ FINAL KAHOOT LEADERBOARD ]
🥇 HUGH MUNGUS 🥈 ben.d.over 🥉 leftthumbonly
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shidou (screaming): I WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNN LET’S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
bachira: NOOOOOOO WHY DID I GET SECOND 😭😭😭 i wanted the power
nagi: i was just pressing colors. what happened
isagi: i dropped from 3rd to off the podium like my stocks crashed bro
reo: wait. where the hell did I go. am i in NINTH??
kunigami: i’m BELOW gagamaru. and he picked options with lag.
gagamaru (re-entering from the woods): i think i clicked red but it was actually green and the crow started screeching again
chigiri: y'all just imagine me being the fastest in blue lock and the slowest in kahoot like shut the hell up
bachira: chigiri fumbled the click bag 💀
rin: i hate that HUGH MUNGUS is the winner. i genuinely hate it.
isagi: ok rules are rules… winner gets to choose anything, right?
shidou (with the most evil smirk): YES. and i’ve decided 😇
barou (already panicking): no. NO. WHATEVER IT IS, NO.
shidou: you… barou-sama…are going to wear. the maid outfit. AGAIN. 😈 but this time... we’re POSTING IT ON TWITTER 🧍‍♀️✨
barou (screeching): WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
bachira: LIVE YOUR TRUTH MAID KING 😭😭😭😭
reo: we are boosting the tweet. everyone turn on RTs
nagi: wait let me edit the photo. adding sparkles and cat ears rn
gagamaru: can we tag ego
kunigami: you are all going to hell gagamaru. DON'T
barou (frothing): I WILL UNPLUG EVERY ROUTER IN JAPAN. I SWEAR.
shidou (typing on phone already): caption: "maid barou ready to serve AND score 🧹💘"
rin: i’m leaving. i’m logging off. this is brain rot.
bachira: SEE Y’ALL AT THE NEXT KAHOOT 😍🎉
[ vc disconnected ]
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strap me sunday — m., wanda
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power bottom!wanda x service top!f reader
summary: lazy sunday turns into strap-me sunday!
warning/s: STRAP, rough sex, dirty talk, breast play, mommy kink (slight), spit kink, hair pulling, slapping, L-bombs; a little aftercare at the end.
word count: 1, 948
author’s note: a little prelude for ‘you’re a smart girl’ (not affiliated) because not writing for an entire year and a half and producing something big here is terrifying. btw, it’s sunday today. don’t let a bunch of calendar’s convince you otherwise. yay 1st post after a year and a half! 🥳
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“yeah?” wanda pants, whimpering as you nod your head, mouth wide open in fascination as you stare above you. it’s not every time you get to do this to her. “you want me slow, darling?” you aggressively nod your head, “y-yes! i-i want to see it disappear inside you…” your hands fisting the messy sheets, afraid to touch her body. her slicked, glistening, smooth body.
wanda shakes her head, her tongue flicking the roof of her mouth, making ticking sounds. “you filthy girl,” she sniggers, “you’ve learnt a lot from me, haven’t you?” teasing her hole on the tip of the red didlo clamped around a harness, the squelch causing you both to moan in tandem.
“yeah…”
“yeah?”
“mhmm,” you whimper as she finally slides her hole down into the strap-on, a trickle of wanda’s cum coating the length. her cheeks are fluffed out red from the past hour of indulging; the ceremonious lazy sunday turned into strap-me sunday just because you decided to tempt the devil by wearing nothing underneath the apron whilst you baked pie. her fingers magically appeared in between your legs as you checked the oven midway the timer, ass in the air.
you’re not complaining at all, though. you’re right where you want to be.
you feel the strap pressing against your pelvis as wanda descends further, the dildo stretching her pussy in a way you’ve never seen before. they’re so swollen and puffed out, and oh-so slick with her thick cum. it didn’t matter you cleaned it off a while ago after she came in your mouth twice, as with the idea of riding you was something she has been fantasizing about for a while.
“you see me, baby? you see my pussy stretched out for you?” she grunts, mostly to herself. you whimper in response, the words lost in your head. wanda hits the base and a full deep moan lurches out of her throat, folding herself over by your torso to get a good grip at the sheets.
“are you okay?” you ask, sitting up to get closer to her, which only makes her yelp.
“i’m sorry!” you exclaim, your eyes bulging out of your eye sockets. wanda whimpers and reaches for you, gripping the back of your head, “i-it’s okay, my love, i-i was just getting used to t-the angle, that’s all,” she consoles, squeezing your hand and giving you a strained smile.
you fall back down the mattress holding her hand, “okay, tell me when to start moving!” taking breaths in between.
“o-okay,” wanda sighs and gulps down her saliva. giggling to herself, “i’m not even moving yet but i’m about to drool,” giving a little bounce and contorting her face in pleasure at the process.
you squirm at the pressure on your pelvis as wanda bounces again, this time with more intent, another heavenly moan falling from her swelling red lips.
“y-you can drool all you want, wanda, i don’t mind,” you say, obediently, naturally.
she nods her head, eyes shut tight, catching the feeling of the shaft hitting her at the spot. she squirms and finds herself arching her back, her hands firmly placed on either side of your knees behind her, fully displaying herself to you.
wanda’s breasts move in tandem with her thrusts, her nipples peaking and just begging to be sucked. her chest and torso littered with love bites both purple and red, the colorful blotches marking your territory. sweat begins to form around her forehead.
“y/n, baby,” she whines in both sweetness and need, your attention automatically scanning her gorgeous face, her hands gripping onto your hips. she looks at you with a pleasure-stricken face you can’t help but to match, both of your inhibitions melting away.
“a-ah! please-“
“right there?” you tease as you drive your hips roughly into her, the momentum causing her to plop down against your torso. “OH!” wanda yelps and immediately gets back on top, her entire body convulsing in pleasure. ““god, baby! yes! yes! right there! right there!”
each moan comes out deep and guttural, continuously leaving her swollen mouth like an avalanche.
“you like that?”
a long, animalistic growl comes out, “if you don’t shut up-!”
“if i don’t what?” whilst you tease yet again, abruptly sitting up from your previous position. grabbing her hips, completely ramming her very own strap-on into her, fucking her to oblivion.
her pussy is so drenched, each thrust sets a disgusting squelch, your thighs wet with her cum.
“fuck,” you pant, “your pussy sound so fucking good!”
pressing your lips against wanda’s molded into a sloppy kiss, more wanton than the next, inhaling every moan coming from her mouth. the pounding goes on, your tempo and precision never once faltering. sucking her tongue and biting her lip simultaneously as she weakly tongues you back, giving your all to stimulate her to the brim.
as you do so, your right hand finds her hardened nipple. a tiny flick causes her to get more feral as she grabs at your hair, pulling at it. you both moan at the same time when you begin to twist and pull at her nipple, your name falling from wanda’s lips like a mantra.
“please, baby, n-need your mouth, please-!”
“oh you want it?” wanda nods her head with a whimper.
“you want it so bad?”
you take her in your mouth before she could respond, giggling as a scream falls from her mouth.
“oh my god, y/n!”
you suck profusely as if it’s your last lollipop in the world.
“oh my god, no! no!”
wanda pushes you until you land on your back again, her hands pinning your wrists on the mattress as her bouncing degrades into grinding.
“i-i can’t, baby,” she whimpers, a frown etching on her glowing face, brows furrowed as the pleasure glues itself there, “i don’t want to come yet. let me savor this.”
“whatever you want, wanda,” you smile, caressing her hip, “i love you,”
“i love you, honey. thank you,”
“anything for you,” you say and then flick at her nipple. “hey!”
you giggle, “sorry, i can’t help it,” biting your lip. “i know,” wanda responds with a smirk, “i’m irresistible!”
“cocky!” you retort back with a roll, causing her to yelp. she raises her brow, slapping the side of your abdomen. “pun?” she asks, beginning to thrust her hips again. you mewl at the sight, “no ma’am.”
“good. good girl,”
you moan in approval at the pet name as you drive the fake cock slowly into her pussy, meeting resistance at every squelchy thrust. your own clit twitches at the sound, so close to the edge.
“wanda, come on, please, oh, you feel so good,”
“you feel so good to me, baby.”
“you feel so good around me!”
one hard thrust, “yeah?” her pitch getting higher, “yes, i can feel you squeezing this cock so hard,” her moans erratic. “you’re about to come, aren’t you, wanda?”
she whimpers and nods her head, her moans getting higher and breathier.
“a-and who’s c-cock is t-this?”
wanda’s as magnificent as ever — hair undone, sweat clinging onto her temples, swollen mouth open, in pure bliss.
“my mommy’s cock.”
“fuck! me! fuck!”
wanda bounces on top of you like there’s no tomorrow, each one pressing harder against your clit. her tits goes along with the flow of it all, your hips obeying her commands. “please, wanda-!”
“open your mouth,”
you thrust harder, only caring about her, obsessed at the sight of her, glistening in both sweat and cum, her command going over your head.
“i said, open your mouth!” she yells and squeezes your jaw, your mouth hanging open immediately.
you unclench then, wanda’s two fingers plunging inside of you, opening your jaw wider than they already are. before you could swipe and suck, she pulls them away only to be greeted by her spit.
it hits you then, your back arching into a perfect curve, “that’s right,” jackhammering the cock into her tight pussy, taking her spit after spit, choking on it, crying for more. “i-i’m sooo close!”
“w-what’s my name?” wanda snaps, slapping your tits. she smirks, then nods, when you say, “mommy, i’m yours!”
another slap lands against your face, this time in approval, your eyes blurry due to the haze and lust, your apex minutes before you.
“that’s right, my baby,” wanda croaks, “but you’re not fucking me hard enough to still be able to say these big words.”
“oh wanda,” you murmur incoherently, your tongue lax and melting away with your brain. you grip her sides and slam your hips into her, pinning her hands on either side of her so she has no choice but to just take it.
““i-i can’t any-m-more—i’m s-so-! i want to come!” and she only moans at my neediness. “mommy’s close too, baby, come with me, okay?”
you nod your head as you whimper, “p-please,” your sight turning glossy as you reach over wanda’s clit and rub over it. she tells and falls into you, curving her back as she bites into your shoulder.
“come with me, y/n,” she pants into your ear, whimpering as you scream into your climax, your hips stuttering, wanda coming apart with you.
you fall into the mattress, exhaustion mingling with gravity, the full weight of wanda’s body furthering you into the post-bliss of it all. you’re giggling as wanda catches her breath, joining along as she kisses your jaw, moaning in content.
“oh, wanda!” you sigh. what a heavenly way to die.
“what was that?” she teases, palming your abdomen, her fingertips trailing close to the strap clipped around your pelvis. you squirm and whimper, shaking your head.
“just your average strap-me sunday, i think,” you cackle as soon as the words left your mouth, tilting your head to admire the soft pinks dusting wanda’s cheeks, and her oh-so green dilated orbs you so love to see. she takes your cheek into her hand and pulls you into her, her bright, gummy teeth blinding your sight.
“so pretty, my baby,” you whisper, tangling your fingers into the locks of her auburn hair, meeting your noses together for an eskimo.
the giggles that fill the bedroom remind you of two high school girls discovering the peculiarity of kissing another of the same sex. the endless possibility of taking it further, knowing no one will suspect. the possibility that no one ever will. the relief that no one will take it away.
“i think…” wanda begins with a rasp in her voice, her sokovian accent taking over, “that…” throwing over her leg across your torso, climbing on top of you without breaking eye contact, “…no one could ever compare…” pecking your lips with soft kisses, her hair falling over your faces like a curtain.
“i certainly hope so!”
she giggles, kissing down your body, fluttering her eyes close as you sigh above her, taking it like all the kindness given to you.
“i love you so much, moy malysh,”
wanda, with so much concern, slowly takes the strap-on off your pelvis, gasping at the sight before her. she laps at your juices as you squirm, the touch of her warm tongue blossoms a riveting adoration within you, sighing at the affection she’s nurturing you.
“after this,” she starts, her words muffled as she licks a stripe off your pussy, “i’ll get us on a warm bath,” kissing your clit as you moan, “i’ll dress you up for comfort,” sucking into your bundle of nerves like she never gets enough, “and we’ll eat that pie you so sexily baked for us,” prying apart your thighs to make more room for her ministrations.
“how’s that sound?”
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avocado-writing · 11 months ago
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if you are taking short fic requests for wade n logan, how about one where typically sunshine!reader comes home sad and while the both of them have that frenemy thing going, they agree on fucking up whoever made reader unhappy :o btw i love your work ❣️
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You fill the apartment with laughter and light and life. You: all parts sunshine and joy, making things a bit brighter even when the world feels so dark. You’re a bit of levity at the end of a day which is usually bathed in blood. A reminder of what’s worth fighting for. 
So when you walk in that night with your jaw grit tight and eyes watery, it’s pretty damn noticeable. 
“Hey. You okay?” asks Logan, voice gruff but full of concern. He’s on the couch, patching himself up from no doubt getting the shit beaten out of him, hopefully not staining the new throw blanket you bought. You head to the fridge wordlessly, grabbing a beer and getting annoyed when you can’t immediately find a bottle opener. He holds his hand out silently, and you give in, allowing him to use one of his claws to help. 
“Long day,” you manage, trying to bite back tears. You hear the bathroom door open and Wade sticks his head out, the sound of conversation irresistible to him. 
“Hey sunshine! How’s my favourite—?” he starts, but trails off when he sees the state you’re in. He goes to jump over the back of the sofa to get to you but immediately falls on his face because he’s missing half a leg. Despite everything a laugh bubbles up from you, inescapable. 
“I’m glad my dismemberment is just a slapstick routine to you, cupcake,” he pouts up at you from the floor. You wipe your eyes furiously with your sleeve and go to help him up, settling him into an armchair - and giving him the opportunity to sweep you into his lap. 
“What’s the matter, honey? Seriously. Who do we need to kill?” he asks. “Is it Deborah? Tell me it’s her. She’s been asking for a knife in the kidney ever since she swiped your lunch two months ago. I’m surprised you haven’t done it yourself, you know we’d help you hide the body.”
“You’re sweet,” you sigh, “but it’s not her, actually. I just had a lot to do today and nobody was cutting me any slack, you know? It got too much.”
“If you need us to talk to anyone,” says Logan, fixing Wade with a look which suggests murdering your colleagues will probably create more problems than solve them, “we’ll do it.”
“Yes! Good-boyfriend, bad-boyfriend routine. Oh, or charismatic-boyfriend, grumpy-but-sexy boyfriend. Or even, slut-boyfriend, slut-but-doesn’t-know-it-yet boyfriend. Maybe that one’s better suited for tonight though…”
Logan growls a warning but Wade just grins, blasé. You giggle. 
“Thanks, guys. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
“Be a lot more bored and horny,” Wade muses, as Logan mutters “hmph. Apartment would be quieter…”
You drink your beer and smile.  
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livingdxadwriter · 4 months ago
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Stuck Here Like Me
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Michael “Robby” Robinavitch x F!Doctor!Reader
Summary: in the wake of the chaos, you’re there to pick up his broken pieces. Takes place during 1x13 so spoilers if you haven’t seen it yet
Warnings: depiction of explicit themes, death, grief, panic attacks, blood, hospital stuff, ptsd, age gap (reader is 35, Robby is 50) (no smut but yall better love it)
WC: 4.3k Drabble who?
A/N: omg no smutties??? Who possessed me??? Okay well there is smutties, this just isn’t it. I mentioned before that I started writing smutties based on ep 12 but when 13 came out I just had to write a comfort fic. God this man needs to be held and loved so I couldn’t help myself. The smutties based on ep 12 is still on the works. So think of it as an alternative ending to this one. I started writing this last night after I finished ep13 and i cant believe I finished it so fast. Hope you enjoy being traumatized give Noah his Emmy btw
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Staying away from the chaos of the ER was the plan for today. As far away as you possibly could. You did this on purpose. Neither of you had worked on this day in years. You didn’t mind that Robby had made other plans. You were even happy that he was keeping his mind occupied with Jake. You would happily stay home and catch up on some well deserved sleep. Ever since you convinced Gloria to give you that pediatric emergency medicine fellowship, you had been doing overtime almost every single shift. You left at the same time as Robby every night, and that was saying a lot.
So when you felt movement beside you, your husband shifting as quietly as possible, you were very suspicious. You stirred and grumbled almost immediately. Much to his attempt of getting out of bed without waking you.
“Michael.” You muttered into your pillow, blindly reaching for your phone beside you. He gritted his teeth, turning his head to find you squinting at your phone. “Why are you getting up at six on your day off?”
“Ah, busted.” You felt his weight sink into the bed as he leaned over you to leave a kiss to your hair. “They’re down an attending this morning. And you know we’re short staffed so.”
You scrunched up your face, huffing softly as you shifted on your back. You gave him a look of apprehension and he leaned down to kiss the expression lines on your forehead.
“Today? Really?” The sleep lingered on your voice as you rubbed your eyes softly. He clicked his tongue but said nothing. You weren’t shy about it. You were an R2 when the pandemic broke out. How you managed to start, and maintain a functioning relationship was still beyond you. Though you guessed you understood each other’s he trauma. And your marriage has been without issues so far, so you guessed it worked out. Still, you weren’t beneath bringing it up, even if he didn’t quite enjoy it. “Michael I really don’t think—“
“It’s fine. I’m fine, really.” He was firm with his words, loving, but firm, like he didn’t want to press the matter further. A sigh of resignation left your chest and you shrugged, shaking your head at him.
“Mkay. Want me to come in with you?” You sighed, stretching out your arms with exhaustion. Robby narrowed his eyes at you and shook his head.
“Nope. You’ve been working what? Thirteen? Fourteen hours straight? Absolutely not. Sleep while you can. You’re going to burn yourself out.” You hated when he lectured you, the age gap between you sometimes becoming painfully obvious. You groaned with annoyance and squeezed your eyes shut. You hated when he was right.
“Fine, whatever.” You pretended to pout, which he found quite amusing. With a soft chuckle he leaned down to press a kiss to your pouty lips. You couldn’t help but giggle. “I swear Gloria is still punishing me for hexing you with my charms. She couldn’t get rid of me so she’s making me suffer.”
“Aren’t you doing overtime willingly?” He tisked at you as he peeled himself from you to finish putting on his scrubs. He knew that if he didn’t leave your side soon he would forget he has actual responsibilities to attend to.
You scoffed at him, shifting to your side again, “I’m being coerced. She insists that my fellowship is an unnecessary expense and that if it hadn’t been for your favoritism I would’ve had to transfer hospitals.”
“It wasn’t favoritism. I was completely objective and unbiased. You really are one of my best doctors.” He reminded you and you laughed into your pillow.
“She doesn’t seem to agree. She makes sure to remind me every time she sees me.” You rolled your eyes, disdain lacing your tongue. Robby found it almost amusing how you didn’t even try to hide your opinions. He always had to hold back a laugh whenever you gave Gloria side eyes when she came strolling down to the ER to get on his case about one thing or another.
“Yeah, well, she’s a pain in my ass too. Don’t take it too personally.”
“I’ll make you coffee and something to eat, hm?” You suggested, figuring you would spend as much time with him as you could before you didn’t see him for the next twelve-plus hours. He shot you an apprehensive glance, eyes narrowed but you were already throwing the blankets off you. “I’m already up. I’ll take a nap when you leave.”
Robby chewed on the inside of his cheek, clicking his tongue as his eyes followed you out of bed. His eyes never left you, more than happy to be reminded that you were parading around in nothing but an old tee and panties. He followed you out of the bedroom with eagerness, more than happy to follow you around until he left.
“Shit, my sweet and amazing wife is making me coffee this morning? And she’s making sure I eat? Aren’t I lucky.” He chuckled, following you to the kitchen. Your giggles filled the air and he was so in love with the sound it made his head spin.
“Don’t forget hot and young too.” You looked over your shoulder and shot him a wink, snorting at the groan he let out at your teasing words. If you had to be reminded that he was older, he had to be reminded that you were younger, too.
“God, I hope you don’t say that shit to other people. Makes me sound like such a creep.” He sighed out, his freckled cheeks dusting red with embarrassment. You loved to tease him about it. Even though you were already thirty when you started dating. You found it amusing how worked up he got about the logistics. You knew it fucked him up for months when you first slept together.
“If it makes you feel better, I tell people I wanted to fuck my attending.” You managed to hold in your laughter until after your words sunk in, you had your back to him as you made him his coffee, but when you heard him mutter ‘Jesus fucking Christ’ behind you, you bursted into giggles. “You love me. Oh! Can you get me the strawberries and blueberries from the fridge? And the Greek yogurt.”
“Yes I do, unfortunately.” He sighed out a long exaggerated breath as he searched around the fridge. You shoot him a glare, which he took with a chuckle.
“Okay, well, you can starve then. I’m not making you shit.” You clicked your tongue, huffing as you crossed your arms over your chest. Robby pouted, trying to stifle a laugh at the matching pout on your lips.
“Okay, okay, I’m sorry.” He said in between laughs as he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you to him and he left kisses on your cheek, on your nose, until you broke a smile and giggles left your lips. “You have such a shitty poker face.”
“I do. I can’t resist your old man charms.” You teased, throwing your arms around his neck. He rolled his eyes at you, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips, successfully shutting you right up. You didn’t protest, you were in fact, very pleased with this exchange. God, you wished he would stay home with you. You didn’t want him to go. You were tempted to jump him right then and there. If you pushed him enough he really couldn’t say no to you even if he tried. But you also knew better. So against your better judgement you relented.
“I really have to go hun.” His words left his chest with an edge, his fingers slightly digging into your hips. You slightly threw your head back, grabbing his face as you whined. “Cmon, don’t do that.”
“I really can’t convince you to stay, hm? You’ll have me all to yourself today.” Your words left your lips softly, quietly. You could almost hear the gears turning in his head, his jaw ticking with each string you pulled.
“I’m gonna think with my head and regrettably say no.” An uneven breath left him, much to his dismay. Your offer was so fucking tempting. But he knew better, he definitely wouldn’t hear the end of it if he ended up not showing up.
“Ugh, I like your other head better.” You gave him one last jab to his sanity before you pulled yourself away to resume your previous task. You heard him groan loudly as he reached for his freshly brewed coffee.
“God, you're going to give me a heart attack one of these days.”
Though there was a smile on his face, those soft brown eyes filled with warmth, you knew him well, too well, and you knew there was more hiding behind those eyes, behind the same facade he put up every year. And that sat with you, you carried that worry like a burden, because you didn’t know what truly was going on in his head, what he was thinking. And it made you wish you could just lock him up until the day had passed. But alas, he wasn’t the type of man to hide. Exchanging I love you’s as he walked out the door left you with unease, with anxiety. And you couldn’t shake that feeling.
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“Hey love. Lemme guess, you’re staying late?” Your teasing words were laced with humor when you picked up the phone. You had managed to get through your day, though you definitely missed your husband. It was around six when he called.
“Yeah, something like that. Uh, fuck. I’m sorry to ask, but could you come in?” He rushed out his words, a sense of urgency edging through his tone even over the phone. The smile on your face quickly fell and you stilled, stammering over your words. “There’s an active shooter at PittFest and I’m down two residents. Please, you know I wouldn’t call if I didn’t have to.”
You were running to your bedroom for the first pair of scrubs you could grab before he was done talking. Your mind was racing with a million questions, but you didn’t have time to ask any of them.
“Fuck me. You really couldn’t stay home today, huh?” You blew out a breath of exasperation as you threw on pieces of clothing like a maniac. You were thankful you had decided to take a shower before getting started on dinner. Guess you would have to settle for takeout tonight, if you even left the hospital at all.
“I wish I had. Look on the bright side though, I missed you so much I had to find a way to get you here with me.” Though his words were playful, nothing about his tone was humorous in the slightest, there was so much edge to his voice it made your heart sink. As if he needed another thing to make today miserable. Today, out of all days, too.
“You could’ve just asked.”
You were on autopilot, walking to the hospital wasn’t even a conscious thought. You and Robby walked there every shift, it was just automatic. Though you were sure your feet walked just a bit faster than usual because you were walking through those doors and rushing downstairs before your brain could even process where your feet had taken you. You were met with the sight of just about the entire ER staff, day and night shift. Your heart pounded against your chest louder and louder by the second. You spotted Robby talking to Dr. Abbott. His eyes trailed in your direction and he could almost feel a sense of relief wash over him when he spotted you. It was automatic, his feet were taking you to him. He met you in the middle and he pulled you into his chest without hesitation.
“Michael.” You offered quietly, pressing the side of your face against his chest, happily accepting his embrace. You felt him press the cheek against the side of his head, a long sigh of relief leaving him.
“I really needed you. Thank you.” He muttered softly, only for your ears to hear. You nodded.
“You should’ve called me sooner. You’re down two residents?” You asked quietly, feeling the way he tensed under your touch at the question. He half nodded, another exasperated sigh leaving his heavy chest.
“Yeah. Collins wasn’t feeling well, so I sent her home, and I had to send Langdon home, too.” You could hear the slightest bit of edge in his voice at that last part. You frowned, pulling back to look at him with confusion.
“Why? What did he do?” You asked with a frown, having the feeling the reason had nothing to do with illness. His jaw tightened, his eyes drifting away from your gaze.
“You don’t want to know.” He shook his head dismissively, but his tone was anything but reassuring. You narrowed your eyes at him, not convinced by his answer. But he didn’t give you more than that. “I’m just glad you’re here.”
You didn’t want to push it, not right now at least, he had enough on his mind. You simply nodded at him, offering him a half smile as he walked you back to where everyone had gathered. You were met with some confused faces, but also welcoming glances of the familiar ones. You figured they were medical students or interns, since you didn’t recognize the new faces. What a day to be your first day, you thought.
“Okay, this is all hands on deck. That’s why I called for some help. For those of you who don’t know, this is one of our best doctors,” Robby looked at you as he introduced you. You felt almost embarrassed, faint heat rushing to your cheeks but you said nothing. “She’s our emergency pedes fellow, so if you need an attending and you can’t find me or Abbott, find her.”
You felt a bit awkward as Robby continued, now explaining the bracelet system and the colors for each area. You could still feel some confused and puzzled eyes on you every once in a while, but you otherwise ignored it. You figured there would be time for proper introductions later.
Robby and Abbott were done saying their final pieces before everyone dispersed in their own directions. You offered Robby a smile as he left to check on triage. This feeling of unease at the imminent doom that awaited you was making you sick, but you knew this is what you had to do. You eventually found Dana, and you were very distraught by the very evident brushing on her face.
“You didn’t have that last night. What happened to you?” You asked her, your tone alarmed, but you managed to keep your voice down. She sighed, like it was a long story that she had no desire to get into at this time.
“An unhappy patient decided to express how displeased he was with our care.” She states, her tone tired. Your eyes widened, your mouth falling open.
“A patient punched you? Are you fucking kidding?” You scoffed in disbelief and she simply nodded, too tired and burned out to do much more. You shook your head. “Maybe Gloria should fire me. Maybe she can hire better security with my salary.”
“Doubt it. She would find a way to claim we still don’t have the budget for it.” She blew out a humorless laugh, also shaking her head.
You opened your mouth to reply but stopped when you heard a string of voices speaking all at once, you knew it was time for the madness. And you had no idea just how much.
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You don’t know where your head was anymore. You were jumping from patient to patient like it was a marathon. You had managed to tune out most of the noise, focus on where your hands were. You were helping Langdon when you spotted Robby wheeling in a girl and your heart nearly stopped when you saw Jake following him. Robby hadn’t heard from him or his girlfriend since the shooting started and he was frantic, looking for him every time a new patient was wheeled in. He didn’t show it, but you could tell.
“You good here?” You asked Langdon, his panicked expression matching your own when he spotted Jake. He nodded, ushering you to go. You nearly ran across the other side to find Robby doing chest compression on a girl, and Jake was standing there, refusing to leave her side.
“Jake, hey, are you okay?” You asked him, checking him for any severe wounds, but he didn’t seem to be hurt, despite being covered in blood. He didn’t acknowledge you at first, his eyes glued to the girl on the gurney, you assumed this was the girlfriend Robby had told you took his ticket.
“Y-Yeah, I’m okay, just my leg I think. But Leah is really hurt. Is she going to be okay?” He still wasn’t looking at you, not moving either. You gently grabbed his arm as you made eye contact with Robby. You knew that look. You half nodded, trying to usher Jake back. You hadn’t known him super long, his mom and Robby had already been split for a while by the time you came into the picture. But he thought you were cool and you found his relationship with Robby endearing.
“Robby is helping her right now, but you can’t be in here. You need to get that leg checked. I promise I’ll come find you.” You slowly pulled him back as you called for a wheelchair, he wasn’t budging, understandably not wanting to leave his girlfriend. “Jake, please. Robby’s got her but you need to get checked out.”
You managed to join Robby, and it did not look good. You made eye contact with Dana, and you did not like the look she gave you. You took in a deep breath, clearing your throat as you tried to find your voice.
“Where do you want me?”
“Switch with me.” Robby panted, quickly switching places with you. You resumed chest compressions, despite knowing where this would end. You couldn’t stop the bleeding, and you couldn’t transfuse blood fast enough. But you would keep going until he told you to stop. “Stop compressions. Check for carotid.”
You swallowed, pressing your fingers to her neck. You held your breath, perhaps holding yours would allow you to feel even the faintest beat. There was nothing. You sniffled softly and shook your head.
“I can’t feel the carotid.”
“No femoral either.”
You stopped keeping track of how long you were at it. You were at three bags of blood when you stopped compressions, and again you couldn’t feel anything. Robby shook his head.
“Robby.” You protested, knowing this was it. There was nothing else you could possibly do. There just wasn’t enough time. He shook his head again, the denial evident on his face. You exchanged knowing looks with Dana as Abbott spoke, but he couldn’t get through Robby either.
“Push one more bag of O neg, resume compressions.” He insisted, his voice breaking the slightest bit. A shaky breath left your lips and you hesitated for just a second, but you complied nonetheless.
“Abbott is right. The bullet probably tore right through the aorta. I still can’t get a pulse and we can’t give her another bag.” Your own voice was breaking, sweat starting to fall down your forehead and soak your hair. He shook his head at you, checking his own pulse to make sure the machine worked. “Michael—“
“I know, I know. Fuck, just, let me try this. Please. Hold compressions.” His voice was shaky, on the verge of breaking as he avoided your gaze. You breathed out shakily as you stopped and waited. You could hear abnormal beats, coming and going. And then nothing. There was nothing. Robby kept trying, his jaw tight and he squeezed his eyes shut as he desperately tried to find a pulse. Anything. There was nothing. Your eyes found Dana’s and she shook her head at you. Your eyes filled with tears when Robby shook his head. “We’re done.”
Your breath got caught in your chest as you held it, your own eyes fluttering shut as the realization finally dawned on you. When you opened them again your eyes landed on Robby and your heart sank. You swallowed, inhaling sharply before you spoke.
“Do you want me to come with you?” You asked quietly and he quickly shook his head, sniffling softly.
“No. I’ll go. Just.. Can you take her?” He looked at Dana. She nodded. You opened your mouth to speak again but he gave you no time. He was rushing down the hall as you were left with your mouth open, speechless and distraught. Seeing him like this, it reminded you of what today was. And that feeling made you so uneasy it made you nauseous.
You didn’t know how much time had passed. You got pulled from patient to patient until your head started to spin. You didn’t even have time to notice Robby was gone. And nobody could find him. Those words made your stomach drop. You rushed to where Jake was, you found him still on his gurney, crying. You figured he knew.
“Jake…” You said softly, and he didn’t even bother to look at you. “Jake, I'm so sorry. We tried. We really did. But I need you to tell me where Robby is.”
Jake stayed silent for a long while, sniffling quietly, still not looking at you, “I dunno. He took me to see Leah then he kicked me out. He started, like crying and didn’t come back out.”
Your eyes widened, your breath picking up and your chest started to pound. “I promise I will come check on you but please, try to call your mom. She must be really worried.” You offered him a half smile, your lip quivering the slightest bit before you rushed to the pedes room. God this fucking room was cursed.
Your heart was not ready for the sight you would find. You were frantic as you opened the door and you found your loving husband, the love of your life, in a corner with his hands behind his head, shaking. You choked on your own breath as you grabbed the curtain and covered the door before you dropped to your knees in front of your husband. Your own eyes filled with tears at the sight of him like this. It was like he didn’t even process that you were here, he was hyperventilating, choking back sobs into his arms.
“Hey, Michael. It’s okay, baby. You’re okay.” You held back your own tears as you reached to grab his face. He wouldn’t stop, he was sobbing and crying like you had never seen him do. You didn’t know what to do, you had never seen him break down like this. Your own tears had started to fall without even knowing. But you kept talking to him, you grabbed his face, “Michael, hey, you’re okay. I’m here with you. I’m here baby.”
“Did… Did I ever tell you you have the prettiest freckles? They go so well with your eyes. You have the kindest, softest eyes. I’ve been in love with them ever since I met you. I knew that you were it, I knew I wanted to be with you, all the time.” You didn’t know what you were saying, or when you started to cry, too, but you continued, “I’m right here with you, okay? At your lowest, remember, like in our vows? I got you, I promise.”
You didn’t know what clicked in his head, or what wall fell down in his fragmented mind, but he reached for you, a broken sob leaving him as he found refuge in the comfort of your arms. He sobbed into your shoulder and you held him, cradling his head as you shushed him softly, choking back your own tears.
“It’s okay to cry, you know? You can cry. It’s okay. Just breathe with me.” You spoke quietly into his ear, pressing a kiss to his hair. He held you tighter.
“I couldn’t save her. I couldn’t save any of them.” He sniffled into your shoulder, his voice hoarse from emotion. It shattered your heart to hear him like this. You would give absolutely anything to make sure he never felt like this.
“I know.. I know. And I can’t make it hurt less, I wish I could. But it’s okay to grieve and feel like this. Sometimes we need to feel it.” You said softly, breathing softly, each breath you took was slow and steady until his own breath matched yours. You held him there, you let him cry until he couldn’t anymore. You couldn’t even begin to imagine how long he had been holding this in. Years of grief bottled up until he couldn’t take it anymore. “You have saved so many lives. So many people look up to you. I look up to you. And I know you have lost a lot, and that feeling will never go away. But the good you have done doesn’t go away either.”
You lost track of how long you stayed like this. But you didn’t care how long it took. You held him for as long as he needed. You said nothing more as he cried quietly into your shoulder, until he stopped and all that was there was his tight grip on you and his steady breaths in your ear. When he was ready you gently grabbed his face and offered him a sad smile. He closed his eyes as he leaned into your touch, a shaky breath leaving his lips as you gently wiped his cheeks. He opened his eyes to find yours. And as he looked at you, you felt so much sadness seeing the eyes you were so in love with so full of pain. You held his face, your cold rings against his hot skin grounded him. You leaned your forehead against his and stayed just like that. You said nothing. He said nothing. You had nothing to say. You needed this silence. Words weren’t necessary, only grief and sadness was present and that was okay. You would be here to pick up his broken pieces when he was ready.
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multicohn · 4 months ago
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summary: isack being a supportive boyfriend to his girlfriend during the olympics
warnings: just a short little thing for now ( shout out to all my isack lovers btw ). drivers being jokingly mean, thought i'd put it in just in case. this is based back in 2024 after spa :)
pairing: fem! skateboarder! reader x isack hadjar
genre: smau, fluff, established relationship
face claim: no one in particular. i got most of the photos off pinterest and just picked them at random ( i don’t know who the skater is in the last pics, but the blurred photo is of the medal winners )
author note: this was going to be a gabi oneshot, but i changed it at the last minute
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isackhadjar: great way to start the break! now time to go support my y/n at home <3
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user: good job isack!
paularon_: i let you win btw
| isackhadjar: yeah okay
user: cuties
camposracing: enjoy your break champ 👊 hoping y/n wins 🙏
| youruser: thanks admin 💖
user: what does she compete in?
| youruser: skateboarding!
| user: oh... which one are you in?
| youruser: park, so it'll be on august 6th if you wanna watch :)
youruser: reporting for hab duties lol
| isackhadjar: always 🫡
| paularon_: i’m going to be sick
| isackhadjar: die
| user: LMAO
pepemartiofficial: can i wear her medal if she wins?
| isackhadjar: wdym if…
| pepemartiofficial: 🙄 *when
| isackhadjar: good. don't do it again
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user: don’t break him we need him
paularon_: yes… do it so so i can win
| youruser: you haven’t even been on the top podium yet, sit down.
| paularon: hope you lose in the first round
| youruser: 🖕
sami_meguetounif: please tell me he fell
| youruser: he slipped off and the board hit him in the ankle
| sami_meguetounif: LOL DID YOU RECORD IT
| youruser: IM NOT GIVING IT TO YOU
| sami_meguetounif: BOOO 🍅🍅🍅
camposracing: please don’t injure him. he’s got a championship fight going on
| youruser: I KNOW THAT HE WAS FINE
| camposracing: 😐
| youruser: it was just a bit of pain… BUT NOTHING IS BROKEN OR BRUISED OR EVEN SCRATCHED
| camposracing: 😑
| youruser: attitude
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youruser: my precious 🫶
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olliebearman: okay gollum
| youruser: i’m going to doxx you
user: i’m new here. wtf do you mean isack is dating someone in the olympics
| user: they started dating towards the start of the year. there was a skateboarding comp going on in the same place as a race and he went to see with some of the other guys
| youruser: i will also like to state that i did rizz him up first
| gabirelbortoleto_: and ignored all of us at the same time
| youruser: i was NOT 🙅‍♀️ letting a man THAT cute WITH big brown eyes leave without getting his number first
| isackhadjar: ☺️
| gabirelbortoleto_: WE ALL HAD BROWN EYES WTH AREBYOU TALKING ABOUT
| youruser: his are special
| gabirelbortoleto_: im going to block you both
user: was he allowed in the village?
| youruser: NO I WAS SO UPSET
| youruser: but the beds were basically made of cupboard so i saved him back pain 🫶
| camposracing: thank you
kimi.antonelli: still offended that i didn’t get an invie
| isackhadjar: you don’t deserve one
| kimi.antonelli: UNPROVOKED????
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user: we love a supportive bf
gabirelbortoleto_: be honest, did you throw up?
| isackhadjar: yes
| gabirelbortoleto_: you aren’t even competing
| isackhadjar: and here i thought you were being supportive. watch out in monza
user: love when drivers became wags
| isackhadjar: it’s a hab.
| user: my bad king 🙏
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isackhadjar: SHE DID IT ❤️❤️
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user: HOLY SHI
user: i was watching and they put the camera on isack — he was crying SO BAD
user: she ate that
user: absolutely unreal to witness her skate
sami_meguetounif: congrats to y/n and everything... why do you look tall in the last photo
| pepemartiofficial: i thought i was the only one!
| isackhadjar: one day is all i ask for
formula2: WOOHOO WELL DONE Y/N
camposracing: an olympic gold medalist will be in our garage...
| camposracing: someone hold me
jakcrawford: damn you better win the championship now
| isackhadjar: working on it…
| gabirelbortoleto_: 🧍
| paularon_: 🧍
| zane.maloney: 🧍
| isackhadjar: GO AWAY
youruser: i love you so much 🥹🥹💙
| isackhadjar: you constantly have me in awe, i love you baby, well done 💙
| olliebearman: barf
| isackhadjar: WHY ARE YOUS DOING THIS TO ME LEAVE
kimi.antonelli: congrats y/n! ( why didn’t you invite me )
| isackhadjar: stay mad
| kimi.antonelli: ⁉️
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Final Spouse’s Energy If You Met Them Now (+ how they would be like dating you) - Current ⏳
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Left to right. Choose the photo that you can’t get your eyes off of.
Where are they now? How are they doing? How would things be like if they were in my life now? May include some SUGGESTIVE comments, but is still very much SFW. I may have gotten carried away with this.
Note: This is your future spouse’s CURRENT energy, which may be prone to change within the next couple of years (ex: more maturity, better developed skills/assets, etc.) But if you were to meet your future spouse now, this is how their energy would look like.
DO BEFORE PICKING: Clear your mind. Close your eyes, inhale deeply, fill up your chest to the fullest, feel the air brush against the ridges of your nose. Breathe out.
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Pile 1. “Hey. Hi, I guess?”
• very chill atm, very content with life. Goes with what life delivers to them (that’s pretty cute ngl)
• chill buuuut can be too chill to a fault. Not nonchalant but rather an innocent, “oh I didn’t know you were bothered by that *scratches head awkwardly* — think: Fred liu type of energy
• handles conflict calmly (they might be freaking out inside tho)
• likable and friendly person. Gets along with others well, tho they don’t seem too close with. They have only a handful of close friends, and it’s slightly difficult them to see people outside of that circle as close — selective with who they consider friends. If you got in a conflict with this person’s friends, it would def hurt your person a lot. Ofc they would want to hear both sides out with an unbiased view. (they won’t side with you just bc you’re dating btw, but they’ll let you know as gently as possible)
• doesn’t really have the capacity to yell at people. They’re pretty reserved or have solid emotional control
• definitely could be a loner. LOVES late night walks in the breeze, just the two of you, holding hands or talking or doing wtv- they really don’t care what it is bc it’s with you. I keep seeing this play out in my head tho, where a person with a grey hoodie, hood-on, hands in pockets, walks by your place at night and pretends they dropped something or makes some sort of excuse to see you even for a few minutes. ^^This is when they like the person tho- not actually dating (yet). They will take the chance to either invite you to walk with them (with or without excuse) or hope that you invite yourself lmfao 😂. OR they’ll lean on your doorframe and ask how you are, have a little chat, and every time you think of an answer or your eyes drift away while thinking, they’ll take the chance to check you out (not body, but facial features.) No thoughts in their mind, just how your face just…makes sense(?) to them? 😂😂 Pile 1, like, their eyes will trace the lines, curves, and dips of your face. If you have horrendous eye bags or dark circles, they’ll think it compliments your face somehow. Like you just “make sense” is what I’m hearing. The vibe I’m feeling is that they’re in stage 0 of this potential relationship—like they’re trying to figure out if they just like being around you or if they’ve actually grown romantic feelings for you. In this moment, they’re possibly at that point of figuring out that they DO have feelings for you and this little moment confirms it (altho they’ll push it back until they get home.) >>> (***little note here: they won’t mast*rbate thinking abt you yet and prob for a few weeks to months, bc this is still too early on for them, esp when they’ve just started to like you. It’s more of a respect thing for them- and ESPECIALLY if they haven’t gotten any signs that you like them back. After a couple of months (still not dating you), you could pop into a few of their fantasies tho, but only for a very brief flash. But again, the restriction is there IF yall aren’t tgt yet.)
• can be naive, and probably lets people walk over them too much/has too many open windows for others to take advantage of them. They have to learn to set boundaries properly and stand up for themselves. They will defend the people they love tho. They just let it go when it comes to themselves
• good natured, clean, and has good hygiene. You won’t see pube hairs (or hair in general) in their shower drain. They don’t mind cleaning it either- could honestly clean the house w no problem. It’s therapeutic for em
• pretty responsible person. Won’t argue if you tell them to clean smth or do the dishes. They’ll just do it
• amazing listener, willing to compromise/give you time. Will apologize even if they’re not in the wrong
• they don’t care abt your financial status as long as you’re responsible with money/show maturity over it
• perceptive of other’s emotions to an extent, and especially when dating you, they will pay attention to yours and your reaction to different things. If you look like you’re goin thru smth, they’ll ask right away. The concern on their face is unmistakable
• dresses up helllla nice for a date. Sometimes, subtly sexy and not even on purpose. BUT, there’ll be times where they’ll be in the mirror like “hm, looks kinda see-thru and kinda sexy…I’ll wear it since I know [y/n] will like it.” But they don’t expect you to jump them that night or anything. May hint at it and tease you thru out date night. (The “innocent” gaslighting might be goin crazy tho)
• forgives easily but they’d rather take the hurt than be mean to you
• extremely loyal. Absolutely no interest in anyone else aside from their partner. I don’t think they have the energy for anyone more than you either hahaha
• turns down their friends to hang out with you
• has a lot to say/wants to be heard but sometimes gets self conscious of speaking (as if they’ve said too much) even tho they’ve said the least in the room
• tall or there’s a height difference between you two
Points of Interest: Fred liu’s energy is soooo apparent- he’s not going away lmfao HELP, possible MBTIs: infj, enfj, awkward silence, bad jokes when trying to go off of your joke (like realllly bad- they should stick to the simple ones like ikea puns), nerdy, very put together but allows moments of mistakes, mentally stable, a bit boring, will walk your dog with no extra charge, gets your coffee every morning (if you drink it), remembers the little details, might be a bit vanilla in bed, arms around your waist, cares abt the romantic and friendship aspects more than the sexual relief, smiles more when you’re around, observant as HELL, remembers to pick up your meds, remembers important dates and times, very considerate and kind, simple watch, humble, “how about we make that one thing you like?”, homebody, doesn’t overdress (sometimes underdresses tho), very gentle and good hearted, learns your language to bond with you more, a total romantic and daydreamer, bro gets talkative in their mindddd (the scenario above prob came from them but shhh)
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Pile 2. “I like the way you laugh. Eheheheh.” - Justin Bieber Interview
• a whole ass clown. Nah I mean “make you laugh until you die” kind of clown. Won’t stop even if you’re dying and gasping for air. LOVES to hear you laugh. They somehow have an intensive arsenal of jokes and will adjust depending on people’s humor- and they’re very good at this
• extroverted and TALKATIVE. Will go to Yapville and come back. Will share a lot with you and expects your feedback. Doesn’t matter if you’re an introvert or extrovert, they wanna hear your thoughts and opinions
• also they may have good leadership skills and are witty. The only issue with this is that they might be too agreeable sometimes- they want what’s ultimately best for everyone involved. The agreeableness thing is a 50/50 thing tho and applies to only some people in this pile, while the others’ future spouses will make better decisions and more sound judgments depending on the situation and what kind of person they are.
• they also don’t like to correct people’s wrongs, but rather show people how to do something. Some fs in this pile tho, can’t call people (you included) out on bs or mistakes. This may be an issue (since they might value harmony so much). This isn’t the best trait to have if you’re thinking abt kids in the future
• also if you have a dumb ass idea, they’ll hype it up and won’t think it’s dumb at all. They’ll be very supportive. Won’t ever make you feel crazy, unless you crack a joke more unhinged than they ever have/or you ever have. Maybe you’re not the type to until you meet them
• I will say, I don’t think they’re that much taller than you
• they’re so unserious sometimes that you can’t believe they’re as responsible as they are.
• somehow always knows the best places to go for a date or if you guys have extra time
• also don’t be surprised if it’s your birthday and they tell the restaurant staff to bring out the whole cake and candles, even mariachi band- be prepared that shit’s kinda crazy 😂 If you don’t like attention in general, I can’t save you in this relationship lmfaoooo
• they’re also pretty optimistic and prepared for emergencies. The type to track your period if you have em lmfao- *they get the notif on their phone* “oh you’re starting your period next week. Sweet.” “How’d you know that?” You ask, and they’ll say casually “Cuz I got the app.” *flashes you their screen w/ app open* and will browse it some more.
• these people are kinda crazy bc if they’re a parent in the future, they’ll bring a whole colossal ass backpack to an amusement park while carrying your kid. They don’t even care if it makes them look weird
• they probably have a weird feature(s) on their face or body that you love. You think it’s charming on them and while society might consider it weird or not conventionally attractive, they’ve figured out how to make it work
• doesn’t really struggle with jealousy. If anything, their form of jealousy is making you laugh even harder or doing something ridiculous to get your attention back on them and off the other person
• ^ they really do like your attention. They also love when you share things you’ve learned with them or you get them involved/inform them in on something you’ve been working on, reading, studying, watching, whatever it is, they’ll be interested. They’ll watch that dumb reality tv show you’re watching. You could even catch them up with some gossip/drama and they’d be invested af
• tbh im not feeling that they’ll ever be bored with you, regardless if you can keep up with their energy or not, because they’ll make you keep up 😭
• one sad bit I have to mention is that they probably have gone through something in the past where they weren’t on guard so they lost the person/opportunity. [I’ll keep this vague. The person doesn’t want me to dwell on it too much. They don’t want you to be fixed on negative things.] This event has stuck with them ever since and they feel that they can’t afford to make that mistake again. If you acknowledge their efforts in a serious conversation or just a random totally unrelated moment, they’ll very much appreciate that. More than you know.
Points of Interest: Getting a whole enfj vibe in here (healthy AND unhealthy enfjs), possibly enfp, entp, esfj, estp, esfp, surprise birthday parties, *dramatic gasping*, maybe likes drinking tea or making tea (esp one that’s pale-yellow colored- idk the name) and drinking it at night(???) speaking of which, night owl, flexible, will make time for you, “it’s okay! I got it!”, confident, on top of things, “sleep is for the weak” says while eye twitches, switch/versatile in bed—does not mind trying new things (they don’t even care how good or bad you are in bed. If they wanna spice it up, they will take the reigns if you don’t, with no problem), will try their best at anything and everything, the responsible class clown, loves board games, masculine and feminine energy is balanced well, probably a masochist bc they like to stress themselves out with all sorts of duties and responsibilities, very good at adapting, open to new cultures/living in countries completely different from them- weirdly, I’m seeing an Australian guy exploring the wild (…maybe that sort of thing excites them), “if you move, I move. No exceptions”, best parent award, “positions” by Ariana grande
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Pile 3. “Hm.”
• in a bit of a stump. Probably has a part time job or multiple to support themselves on their own, but it’s better than being in their last situation.
• introvert. MAJOR introvert.
• minimalist
• straightforward, doesn’t beat around the bush
• not getting the vibe that they’re dating atm — single energy, but not really bothered by it
• would have a pet (eh, maybe) if they could afford to, since they neither have the time nor resources
• they would prob turn you down the first time you ask them out OR they ask you out but in a timid/unconventional/at a later period. I don’t think they have too much dating experience either (and I thought Pile 1 was a loner)
• tsundere type of energy
• the type to say they don’t want kids but when y’all get together, they start thinking abt it a lot, and may hint at it
• good at saving up money, bc they don’t really spend on much. but will work hard to buy you something expensive if they don’t think their efforts for you are enough OR if they don’t think they’re enough for you in general
• doesn’t care what other people think. Could care less if you don’t look your best on some days, have some break outs here and there or a lip filler gone horrendously wrong — if they love you, they LOVE you fr (…should prob sue that doc tho...)
• (expanding on the last point) generally, they don’t care what others think. HOWEVER !!! when you guys start dating, one or both of you (but especially on their side) will struggle with self-esteem issues. Be careful with this, because they will fall for you DEEPLY and literally can’t get out of it —> you’ve shown that you love them unconditionally, regardless of anything, and will be there for them no matter what. Pile 3, you’re pretty soft energy- I get burrito blanket/animal onesie type feels. Back to my point, if you’re not reassuring enough or emotionally available for this person when they open up, it could turn into a toxic relationship where you fall out of love first OR you get trapped in the cycle and now both of yall are depressed af.
• they don’t fall for people easily, like at all, so the obsession will be amplified by a million fold if they ever lose you. The idea of that crushes them and could take a huge mental health toll. It seems they could have leftover resentment from childhood (be it school, family, friends…). If they open up to you, that’s an honor. (At this point, they probably even trust you with their life, don’t tell anyone the info)
• In the worst case possible, you could get someone like this but feel an uneasy weird feeling around them. I’d advise you to keep you distance cuz that ain’t yo person. Obsession can get really bad with this group’s fs. Like real down bad bad. Like put a gps on your car bad. If you meet a person this creepy, don’t stick around in their life and definitely don’t have them stick around in yours. Chances are, this is a karmic person and they’ve come into your life as a reflection of your own insecurities or obsessive tendencies.
• VERY SMART. Can be calculative to protect themselves and those they love
• on the bright side, a well developed pile 3 future spouse enjoys solitude and has managed trauma very well. Tho they might seem socially inept, they’re prob just blunt and honest. They will tell you like it is. Will literally do anything for you, uncharacteristic, even if they look like an idiot on the street
• prefers more intimate settings alone or with you. With another friend? ehh…they prob won’t go
• will only go out if you go out, bc it’s you
• either secretly freaky in the sheets or inexperienced
• jealous easily and is very possessive. They don’t have too many people around them they deem trustworthy so this reaction is to be expected
• this person handles aggressive or violent behavior well. It doesn’t freak them out. (Also right now at 3:01 pm where I’m at, their energy is very hesitant to give out the reason why so perhaps when you meet them and gain their trust, they will tell you.) {P.s I’m asking them very specific and personal questions on the side rn and the silence speaks volumes. I won’t pry any further but they ask that you have some empathy, since they’re not sure how you’d see them.}
• another p.s.: 3:09 pm I think I’ve exposed too much here. There was a strong resistance at the end since it’s so vulnerable and close to their core that it freaks them out to be outed for strangers to see and read about. I won’t say anymore about their past. I’ve also become more careful of my wording - but I will say this for their sake. There is a strong desire to change in this person tho so being someone who brings positive influence into their lives. Someone who can prove that there are still good people in the world.
Points of Interest: istp, intp, entj, intj, istj, either good memory or doesn’t care to rmr (no in between. It varies from person to person, their values and where the info is coming from), notices every little detail, doesn’t care about your flaws, desensitized if you have breakdowns, unexpectedly a good comfort person. Again, a lot of resistance and hesitation, so I won’t say any more abt them. Ooh, ominous. Also, do you struggle with gut issues? Or smth diet related? Could be a whack diet. Okay, I had to go back and delete an important piece of info I put in initially but there’s a lot of disapproval over it. I will throw a small hint out since they’re allowing me to; it’s related to growing up. They don’t want me to be specific abt the period of when but that’s what you get just as a preface. I can tell they want to tell someone about it though. There’s just no one they trust. Also, rmr I said they don’t care abt what others think? Apparently, they care strongly abt what YOU think. It almost feels regretful? Embarrassing? To admit/write this. Thanks pile 3. That’s all you’re getting out of me today.
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*Teddy Note: Teddy here!! I hope your day is going smoothly wherever you’re at! We’re back again with another reading and this time, it was a bit heavier to take in. I mean, this is future spouse we’re talking about so there’s definitely going to be a handful. I have to mention briefly, this is the first time I’ve ever felt a clear shiver against my body when doing a reading. Like a full on force that left me blinking like “wtf just happened…” Especially for a certain pile, who doesn’t want me putting them in the light too much. I saw someone with so much guilt on their face, but they looked so…small? Innocent? Youthful? As if they hadn’t done anything wrong in their life, it’s just that people looked at them…not wrong, but differently? It’s uncomfortable to find the word even after finishing the reading but “differently” undermines their experience and what they’ve been through. But they also don’t want to use a more negative word to describe it either so I’ll leave it there. Thank you for reading!! Remember, take what resonates, leave what doesn’t. I would appreciate any constructive feedback and if you guys reblogged with what pile you chose. It helps a practicing reader like me learn to be more accurate and aligned! Until the next reading, Teddy outttt 😎😎
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“ double the fun ! “
pairings: chris sturniolo x fem!reader x matt sturniolo
warnings: smut, fingering, oral and simulated oral [ f rec and deepthroating a dildo ] use of sex toys [ dildos ], double penetration [ vaginal and anal ], slight dirty talk, praise praise praise, CONSENT IS HOT BTW, squirting, grown men creaming their pants, absolutely no incest, mentions of the threesome happening again.
ib: @bernardsbendystraws and a sneak peek of a fic that i read by @strnilolover
you always had a very open and honest friendship with matt and chris, one where shame and embarrassment ceased to exist. if they wanted to tell you about how wet the girls they slept with were, so be it. you told them same or you told them about how big a guy that you slept with’s dick was or how a girl had an ejaculating strap-on. you three weren’t necessarily hyper-sexual, but you often found yourselves talking about your hook-ups. or your kinks and fantasies.
which is how you go onto the topic of threesomes. matt had started talking about he once slept with a girl and her best friend. he claimed “best night of my life.” and chris followed it up by talking about the night he got head from the girl he was seeing at the time while her best friend watched and got herself on the bed. they had asked if you ever had a threesome, to which you sadly told them you haven’t.
they were shocked as you were the more outgoing and adventurous one when it came to sex and enjoying hook-ups while being single. but the longer the conversation went on, the more they learned that having a threesome and being double penetrated was something you thought about, a lot. after a pregnant pause, chris and matt shared a look, one that read like they were having a silent conversation.
soon after, the air in the room shifted. and the vibe between the three of you became charged, even more so with a simple sentence.
“if you’re comfortable, we could make that happen.” chris hums, his fingers absentmindedly twirling and gently twisting the ends of your hair.
“are you sure? it’d be weird for two brothers to fuck the same girl at the same time, would it not?” you question, not wanting to put them in a compromising situation, despite wanting to mess around with them both. despite the constant playful flirting and touching between the three of you, you had never done anything with either of them.
“well we wouldn’t touch, like at all-“ chris starts, but matt’s quick to cut him off
“or we could use your dildos on you. one in each hole. that way it fulfills your fantasy, and stops the possibility of something disgusting and illegal from happening.” matt suggests, his voice thick with desire but the firmness in which he speaks implies a certain level of assurance that everything is consensual, legal, and comfortable.
“if you don’t want to, you absolutely do not have to. we just want to help you fulfill something you seem enjoy thinking about.” chris replies, his gaze flicking to your thighs as they clench tighter, the thought of chris and matt using your toys on you had your mind running wild and your hole clenching around nothing but air.
it takes you a few seconds to find your voice and talk clearly without your words being coated in absolute desperation, but with a confident nod, you speak
“let’s do it.”
and within seconds of you consenting, your two favourite people are touching you so softly and gently but their ministrations come with such a deep, primal need to make you feel good. and their touch is skilled, calculated, and it has your skin on fire, and you’re squirming and they haven’t even taken your clothes off yet.
the shift from the living room to your bedroom is a complete blur of stumbles, quiet praise, and pauses to share soft kisses on warm throats every few seconds. before you know it, you’re on your back, sprawled out against your deep red sheets, your clothes are strewn across all corner of your room, and your skin is slick with sweat. matt’s mouth is on your cunt like a man starved, and chris’ fingers are slick with spit, your arousal, and the lube you keep on your nightstand and they’re gently but diligently working in and out of your second hole, stretching you in a way you’ve never felt, working you open so that you’ll take a dildo with minimal pain, and you feel like you’re floating.
every suck, slurp, poke and prod strikes a nerve ending and you’re torn between arching away from the intensity of it all or keening deeper into every movement and touch. your orgasm is washing over you within minutes with a high pitched mewl, and your sounds has their cocks twitching behind denim and fleece.
you’re given a few moments to come back down to earth and they reach for your side table, each picking a toy they want to use on you. matt opting for an unnaturally vibrant pink dildo in a size that he finds shockingly reminiscent of his own albeit a tiny bit thicker than his own cock. chris chose the relatively flesh colour dildo you owned, standard length and thickness, as so not to overwhelm when pushing it into your ass.
chris taps the silicone mushroom head against your lips, smirking cruelly as you open without any disobedience, watching in quiet admiration as your bitten and swollen lips wrap around it, your spit beginning to bubble at the corners of your mouth the farther the cock bullies it way down your throat. the girth of it had splitting your mouth completely open, and god it felt amazing.
“you were made to suck cock, baby. you look so pretty like this.” matt’s filthy praise has your eyes glazing over as chris begins to fuck your mouth with the fake cock as the bulbous head of the toy matt held catches your clit just right as he slides it up and down your core. you can feel yourself leaking, a puddle of warmth and wetness growing beneath you, and matt is so entranced by how wet you are, debating to keep teasing you until you cum just from sucking a dildo and gentle touches from another one. but a part of him, the biggest part of his desire needs to watch your puffy, slick folds be completely split by the toy in his hand.
without wanting, he pushes the cock inside you in one, long seemingly endless thrust. the sheer pressure of being filled so unexpectedly has you gagging gently around the length in your throat and your cunt clenching so tightly around the silicone that you swear you could shape to the form of your warms.
“jesus christ sweetheart, your pretty hole is suckin’ the toy right in and she doesn’t wanna let go, does she?” matt coos, his voice trembling as if he was about two seconds away from finishing in his jeans. chris whistles lowly as he watches the end of dildo bounce and bob slightly as you repeatedly clench around it, and he’s quick to gently pull the one from your mouth, biting back a whine at the string of spit connecting your tongue to the head of the fake cock.
matt watches the sight a poorly masked attraction, and he gently thumbs your clit while letting the dildo fill you as chris shifts your thighs and lower half into the mating position before pressing the head of the toy against your rim, murmuring soft praises in your ear as he starts pushing it in.
when chris pushes the dildo in fully, letting it rest so you could adjust to the stretch and feeling, you’re completely gone, surrendering yourself to the pleasure and relinquishing your control and trust to them. too full to even think about speaking, all that can be heard is low mewls and whines, egging the two men on.
“you ready baby? the real fun is about to start.” chris growls, gripping the suction cup end of the dildo and thrusting it and out of your asshole relentlessly, angling it slightly and the shift it creates as matt beginning thrusting the other one in and out of your cunt, has you gasping for breath.
your fingers are twisting your sheets as the two cocks bully your insides, and you feel like your organs having just rolled into one continuous stream. your eyes feels like they’re permanently rolled into the back of your head, and a perpetual string of moans leaves your throat raw.
“you’re takin’ us so well sweetheart, doin’ so good for me n’ chris huh?” matt purrs, his praise falling on partially deaf ears, but his fingers tracing gentle shapes on your skin grounds you. chris’ touch is a little more firm, a little rougher, and little more bruising but in the most delicious way. you feel like you can’t get enough.
but the second chris moves his hand, pressing on your lower abdomen at the same time matt leans down and starts sucking on your clit again, you feel like all the air has been punched out of your body, and you’re squealing as the coil snaps in your tummy, this time a lot more intense than before. and it feels like you’re about to pee as you let your climax take over, however the loud, squelching gush that splashes against their forearms and your sheets has your eyes snapping open.
the room and air stand completely still, you’re still stuffed completely to the brim and all that can be heard is laboured breathing. you allow your mind to reconnect with your body as chris groans loud, and matt nearly whines at the sight.
“holy shit y/n, you just squirted.” matt scoffs, in utter disbelief at the fact the first girl he made squirt was his best friend. and you cant help but chuckle,
“i guess i should’ve told you that before i start, i tend to squirt.”
“we need to make that happen, again. and next time, i want to be all over my cock, not some fake plastic shit.” chris grunts, gently pulling the toy out of your ass, leaning down to press his lips to your forehead as you whine in discomfort while matt does the same.
matt takes both dildos to the bathroom across the hall, rinsing them off and letting them sit in the sink while he brings back a warm cloth, cooing at you as whine in discomfort again at the sheer sensitivity wracking your body.
“you did so good for us sweetheart, i’m glad you trusted us enough to do that.” matt whispers, crawling beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulders while chris’ arm drapes across your waist.
“what about you guys? neither of you finished.” you pout, weakly reaching for matt’s belt, but his hand grips yours firmly, stopping you as he sheepishly smiles.
“yes we did.”
“and don’t worry baby, next time, we’ll finish again and again. because there’s no way that isn’t happening again, unless of course you say no.” chris chuckles, watching as you roll your eyes and laugh softly, curling into a ball between, sleep consuming the three of you quiet quickly.
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