#(this is the one im more nervous about bc it's gonna involve a lot of my medical history)
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I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH A SPECIALIST IN TWO DAYS!!!!!!
#tales from diana#it took almost a month of calls after getting a referral but thank god once they finally got back to me it could be this quick#that's just one specialist i need to see. i still need to get in with an endocrinologist#but baby steps#(this is the one im more nervous about bc it's gonna involve a lot of my medical history)#(this hashimoto's shit is new to me whereas ive had lyme for 15 years)#(well both of these make me nervous but still)#hopefully ya girl is treated like a human being ought to be by this new guy#idk im scared but. my pcp said he's nice and i really like my new pcp#why couldn't they have gotten me to an endo sooner than the winter solstice. why#idk im not gonna dwell on it i have other options i just need to get over my anxiety and fucking call them#screams#TWO DAYS!!!! TWO DAYS AND HOPEFULLY SOMETHING WILL BE DONE#I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO FUNCTION AT ALL IN MONTHS
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alright so idk i just wanted to share an anecdote and my journey as an aroace person.
So this story starts the beginning of my freshman year. my second day really because it was just us on the first. now this needs prefaced by saying, i donât have a lot of friends. itâs not some sad horrific thing - i mean id like a couple more friends but iâm not keen on a giant group. so at this point i have one solid friend, and i make it through the day like scouting out whoâs nice and who i could get along with. my last class of the day is acting and iâve already seen these people once or twice helping out with drama and i quickly get the understanding that theyâre chill and id get along with them. the acting class is in the auditorium and weâre told to sit stage right in like two sections. i just pick a seat way off to the (stage) right, around people but not directly next to anyone. over the next week or so i start settling in and end up joining the big group twords the middle. i sit next to these two friends who i think are pretty cool and they seem to like me.
and the year progresses. i donât become besties with one or the other but i make friends in general. iâm not sure if i could like become best friends with one of them because they had a really tight bond. like hallmark movie best friends. like the small part that isnât ineffable about this relationship will be explained later on. but i am making other friends (iâm just gonna go with initials bc these ppl follow me on tumblr) and i become really good friends with w. we have some common interests but generally we just vibe yk.
now iâm gonna skip ahead a couple months to the school class play. all of us are involved in this - the previously mentioned acting friends (m and p) are both actors along with me and w is on stage crew. so one day w and i are mopping the stage or something just talking. i canât remember exactly how it went but w has a boyfriend and he talks about him sometimes. but w really only refers to them as âmy boyfriendâ so iâm just going with it and pretending i know who it is. anyway at some point while weâre talking i mustâve said something like âwho is your boyfriend btwâ and theyâre like ohhh l. and i just feel so dumb. theyâre always together and interacting and iâm just like how did i not realize. i think about it for like a full day realizing how many things have gone over my head and how oblivious i am. fast forward a week or two to opening night. iâm kinda nervous because this is my first play-and also my first performance but i only had one line and i knew i could nail my characters. i have one bit in scene 3 then i change and im not needed til scene 7 so i mostly sit around and if it wasnât crowded i sat in the fem dressing room. itâs about intermission time and weâre kinda sitting in a semi circle doing makeup as a bunch of queer (not girl) afabs. weâre talking about past relationships and stuff and coming out when p is talking and they say something along the lines of âand my dad was like you seem to be besttt frienddsss with mâ. everyone understands and acknowledges it. then i realize. iâm like wtf. and i go âyouâre with m??â just lost and they confirm. this was like 10x more obvious than w and l. i have no clue how i didnât see it. but 3 months in i realized that there relationship was romantic.
i donât know why i care but i do. i wanted that friendship. i wanted a relationship like that. i thought i could have that if i found the right person. and in a single phrase i realized that i canât. i know i canât be in love. i accepted that long ago. but i struggle to accept this. maybe i didnât believe in true love or whatever before i met them. but the way that they look at each others like theyâre all they need. like itâll be okay as long as theyâre together. like i can see the hearts in their eyes. the way that they talk. the way theyâre always laughing with each other. they way that they just effortlessly get each other. i donât want to date them. i mean iâm aroace and lesbian at that. but i am so incredibly jealous. itâs like i see them together and it feels like a dagger in my chest. then i want a dagger in my chest. the jealousy consumes me.
at the beginning of that year i thought i had come to terms with myself. iâm not sure if i have. but i havenât seen anyone talk about feeling this way, and if youâre like this, youâre not alone. weâre gonna make it through. it doesnât matter how many friends you have or how relatable they are right now. youâre gonna find your person. and i hope someday i can find a plutonic m to my p
i really struggle with friends. i currently have 2 solid friends that i talk to most days. i know that iâm not either of their number ones. iâm aware that i put in eighty percent of the effort into our relationships. at least with one of them. but i know that people do care for me. and that i may never be able to fall in love, but i still get to be loved. and i still get to love. i just have so many more people to share my love with. i love you.
#aromantic#aroace#arospec#acespec#asexual#jealousy#feelings#real life#i never read through this sorry on the spelling/grammar
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Smooch or Scooch the NSR Main Cast (minus children).
(I'm sorry if this is a lot, but I couldn't think of anything else ;3;)
(For the benefit of anyone not familiar with them, names starting from January in month order):
Neon J.
Zuke
DK West
Tatiana
Mayday
Eve
1010 (You can do one, individually, or as a group đ)
[Redacted Child]
DJ Subatomic Supernova
[Redacted Child]
Kliff
Mother
Ok, so finally finished this homework (joke)
Unfortunately I didnt finish this game bc I got it on switch and... wow. Do not get it on switch. So some of these are gonna be more based on vibes and what Ive gleamed from you.
Neon J. He's one of the ones I didnt get to, but from what Ive seen... I'd definitely smooch him. TV heads are cute and he has so much swag. But as for a long term relationship... maybe not. He's definitely someone Id go on a date with once or twice, but I dont know if we'd hit it off. Probably not, unfortunately.
Zuke. Look. Listen. I love Zuke. He's great. He's wonderful. I have no ill will towards him. I am going to kiss this man so much, its insane. I can definitely see myself actually entering a relationship with him. Did it sound like I was setting him up for failure? He fucking rocks.
DK West. Unfortunately I dont think so. Maybe a kiss? Actually definitely smooch him. But not much beyond that. He's great, I love him, but thats way too much energy for me. I cant keep up, and he deserves someone better suited for me.
Tatiana. You cant convince shes not a lesbian. You can show me a 4k vid of her fucking men, and I would not buy it. I dont think I could.
Mayday. Bi queen. More attracted to women than men, so maybe not a full on relationship, but Id definitely go on more than a few dates with her. A ton of smooching involved. Again, vety energetic, I dont think I could keep up, but I'd love the time we spent together.
Eve. Also didnt get to her. Shes hot, also bi queen. Id want to kiss her, but I might be too scared to. She's scawy. Yes, Id smooch, but be very nervous doing so.
1010. Realistically, I should go 1 by 1. But this has taken so fucking long I cant. Im finishing this tonight, May 2nd. Id kiss them once, but thats about it. I dont think Id kiss them all. Hot, but not my type. Also kinda debatable whether theyd want to or not, so theres that. Just... very complicated and this is the sole reason this took so long to do. Id kiss basically all except white and whoever else didnt get kissed when we decide to stop.
DJ Subatomic Supernova. The things Id do to this man. THE THINGS I'D DO. Smooch.
Kliff. Thats where Im throwing him off of. Love this white man. Off the edge you go. Scooch.
Mother. No idea. But kinda a milf. Smooch.
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crush updates:
I am very very awkward and very very bad at talking to ppl i like, so i left the girl i like a note in her bike basket. It basically said that i thought she was pretty and we should hang sometime, and gave her my contact info. problem is, now im terrified she thought it was weird or creepy, bc i haven't heard from her abt it, and its been about 5 hours. I cant seenher again until tuesday, so im really nervous.
My gf however, has been flirting w her crush a lot, and its going well-ish. He just doesn't know if he wants to date her or not. A lot of their flirting has been very sex-y, so i'm just worried hes gonna use her. She said she isnt gonna do anything like that w him til he figures his shit out tho
Wise on your girlfriend's part!! đ§ Not that I have anything against casual sex, but if she knows that's not for her, its very good she's not gonna let it slide that way. Especially since it sounds like there might be some drama involved? Whatever it is, very glad she knows what she wants and isn't gonna tolerate dumb shit âşď¸
As for you, don't stress too much. (Easier said than done, I get it). There's a chance she's hunkering down to đťyou or trying to find the best "let you down easy" wording, but there's also a chance she's waiting to reach out until she'll have time to talk more, and a third chance that she didn't noticeđ the note or it blew away đŹď¸ or something. And of course, all those possibilities are what makes it so scary. But you did your bit. Its over with. Done. Finito. She'll do whatever she's going to do now. And remember: the absolute worst case scenario is she says "I'm not interested." A major bummer? đ¤ˇSure. But that's all the more it'll be. The rest of your life is stable and independent of this if it doesn't go the way you want it to (and like, it sounds like you're girlfriend's cool so the rest of your life is probably okay and like even if its not its not like she was gonna solve everything then)
Plus, you have the benefit of being able to talk to her again, so even if she did think it was a little weird, sounds like you'll be able to explain
Regardless of the outcome, I for one think its pretty cool you found the nerve to do something you wanted, and a way to do it that felt manageable for you. đ The hard part is over, and you'll have an answer soon.
#ask box is always open#good luck! I'm rooting for you! I'm proud no matter what!#poly relationships
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đâs pre ramadan update finally!!
okay lol i cant really remember what i talked abt in my last one but first of all ramadan mubarak!!! to preface this very very long update how are you alice? i saw u said that u fucked things up with that talking stage (?) i think thatâs what u said IF HES A GOOD GUY GO FOR IT!!!
you probs canât remember but i think i did mention things about my friend group. okay so basically im just gonna name drop it does nawt matter but my friend emily, weâve been friends since high school and she goes to a college an hour ish away and lemme tell u she has been so fake. she got a boyfriend and she likes to act very differently when she has one she basically talks down to me because i have a bad track record so thereâs that. because of that iâve grown closer to my other friends from our same high school who go to my college and weâre really close!! one of the girls invited me to her sorority formal and even got me a date! overall im really excited đ i wish we were insta moots or smth so i could show u but nonetheless. now with that friend group it was originally a trio BUT this one girl, gabbi, weâve been friends since 1st grade and she felt like she was excluded so we became closer and the other girls basically said i was replacing them and it was this whole thing but gabbi isnât friends with them anymore but theyâre cool with me? gabbi doesnât care bc sheâs mature and i love that girly for that. so much!
ughhh relationships. literally nothing iâve officially gotten the ick from arsal FINALLY GUYS IM OVER HIM LIKE ACTUALLY OVER HIM. so amazing. i feel a lil lighter and a lot better abt myself. iâm about to buy a whole new wardrobe for JUNIOR YEAR. omg literally the time went by so quick i just told u how nervous i was to be a sophomore and now im one step closer to graduating and getting my degree. NERVY.
besides that school is going great as always we been knew im literally a smarty pants. iâve been into like sza and frank ocean lately, my summer artists luv em SPEAKING OF SUMMER im so excited đđđ so so excited. in other words i listened to enhas new ish album IT WAS REALLY GOOD. iâm upset i didnât listen earlier. honestly the only grp i can some how care about is enha because lesserafim keeps on supporting isnotreal and itâs really tiring.
because of the war, i see how palestinians are still connected with their faith and still praying all though all thatâs happening and alhamdulillah although i had not strayed too far from my faith, i feel more connected especially ramadan starting. iâve been praying more regularly and even starting the quran again. inshallah this ramadan will be good!
iâve been reading ur smau on jayflrt and itâs GOOOOOD luv it so far. how was that spontaneous trip!! give me an update alice i miss u!!! - đ
OMG i can't remember if i wished you in my other blog but ramadan mubarak ml !! đđ OH SHIT yes i did fuck things up.... i think hes a good guy but HMM i think we both have different goals for what our first date was gonna be so im on the fence :p
i do rememeber this yes !! this is the one from the last ask i answered right?? you can send your ig if you're comfortable and i'll follow (and delete the ask obv so i don't expose your ig to everyone HAHAH) đĽ°đĽ° but your other friends from high school sound so much better than emily and i hope things go well with the sorority formal guy!! omg idk why they would claim that you were replacing them :// but i'm glad gabbi took it well and is mature about the distancing !! that's so much easier for everyone involved :')
YESSS CONGRATS ON BEING FREE 𼳠no seriously it feels like divine intervention when you finally get the ick from a guy you like that turns you off him for good LOL also GOOD LUCK FOR JUNIOR YEAR you're so close to being one degree hotter <33 enjoy the last two years of undergrad it'll fly by so fast :') AND I FULLY SUPPORT THE NEW WARDROBE YOU SHOULD BALL OUT
omg i do remember you saying you're into enha more than nct now ! but orange blood was SOOO good đŠ wait i need to know your biases and when you got into them too đ are you going to their concert too?? i went to the fate tour so i don't think i'm gonna commit to fate+ unfortunately 𤧠and omg yeah i keep seeing lesserafim with starbucks like ?? and especially yunjin too,, i wouldn't have expected it from her of all people :/ and the whole argument like "oh starbucks isn't on the bds list" like okay yeah well two of their major shareholders literally make the weapons that the us military is providing for israel and at the end of the day it's just a matter of morals too
ahh i hope you have a wonderful ramadan ml!! i hope it'll be a good month for you to be in tune with your faith more ! also i'm so glad you like the jay smau so far !! đĽšđĽš it's a little intimidating to write but i enjoy it HAHAH also the trip was really fun !! i picked up my friends and we drove to our other friend's place to spend the weekend there and we went to the beach and went clubbing :') tbh the weather wasn't the best unfortunately but we did the best we could 𼲠also i drank so much that i'm swearing off alcohol for like 3 months đ
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Adoration, smitten and Valentine for the ask game đđđđ
@shot-by-cupid
RAHH okok so most people r probably expecting Mr. L (n for good reason he is my baby boy i love him <33) but im not the most fixated on him rn tbh soooo weâre gonna do Jax teehee
under the cut bc i yap A LOT
⥠Adoration:
how would your F/O speak about you to someone else?
uhh heâd be so mean guys. just like absolutely dragging me through the mud /j but fr i feel like he would be a more private person in relationships. like he wonât talk about everything we do (especially with anyone else in the circus,,, he fr needs some friends JSHDJS) but he ofc wonât make it seem like weâre not dating either. like he wont gush about me to anyone but heâll tell people that he does in fact love me, yk ? am i making sense. i have no idea tbh
⥠Smitten:
was it easy for the people around you and f/o to figure out you liked each other? did they get involved in you getting together at all?
okay so hear me out. iâve been told before that i am VERY obvious when i like someone. like obvious enough to where people have thought iâve liked people for months when in fact it was only about 2 weeks. (maybe that just means iâm very affectionate but either way) so yes, people would know i like Jax straight away (n probably bc i feel like i would make friends with a lot of em so i would probably tell at least one of them SJGJDH)
now Jax on the other hand,,, u might as well go find a needle in a haystack bc thatâll be easier than figuring out if Jax has romantic feelings towards anyone SJGJSH. again, i feel like heâs very closed off until he feels comfortable enough to open up so heâs probably not gushing over me to others the way i would be. i think it would very slowly become more obvious though. like Jax would slowly get more physically affectionate n i would be fine with that n weâd start talking more n yadda yadda n people would just tell us to start kissing already SJFJSF but yea very obvious for me, not obvious at all for Jax.
edit: I WANTED TO ADD TO THIS BC I THOUGHT OF SMTH okay so. Jax comes off very playful ofc but sometimes that could maybe be taken as flirty depending on what he says. i feel like heâll just genuinely flirt with me n i will have. no fucking clue SJDJSJ once i confess (bc i will most likely have to do it letâs be real) iâd probably say how nervous i was bc i didnât know if he liked me or not n heâs just like âwha ???? what do you mean ??? iâve been flirting with you for like a month straightâ âWHAT.â
⥠Valentine:
gush about your valentine!
if iâm honest, i feel like iâve definitely yapped enough but also,,, iâm not gonna pass up the opportunity to keep on yapping SJGJDHC so iâm just gonna talk about their relationship
so i donât really have an s/i yet. iâve been struggling to come up with one iâm super happy with tbh (like for example: Nellie. the moment i made her n developed her personality, it was instant. i absolutely adore her đŤś) so iâm just kinda gonna talk about me even tho i usually donât like doin that but iiiitâs okay.
first off: they r goobers i love the goobers. again they have a pretty private relationship but i still like to think that they r affectionate in their own way. like holding hands, Jax constantly leaning on me to âannoyâ me bc iâm shorter than him, n i thought of this one recently where i just kinda hold him by his belt loop n,, follow him around ig SKGJDH doesnât sound as cute when i explain it like that but ITS SO CUTE TO ME <33 itâs like a different version of when in those old movies, girls used to put their hands in their boyfriends back pockets n sjfjdhfgbdg <3333
but yeaa they are lowkey in public but in private, thatâs a whole different story. i feel like weâre both fairly clingy but just neither of us want to show that at first but we come around ofc đŤśđŤś i can just imagine us both cuddling n he just wraps his entire body around me n then iâm just. stuck. like a burrito. /pos
also rough housing is like an absolute for us. weâre both silly jokesters so we jokingly butt heads every once in a while. but i feel like heâs ticklish tbh so i could just use that to my advantage mwehehe
but yea on a more solemn note: i get very anxious. a lot SJGJDG n if i was trapped in a place like that without anywhere out, iâd be freaking out so iâm sure there r times where in the middle of the night iâll just come to his door n stand there like a child who wants their parent to check for monsters under the bed SJGJSH but Jax would def be very delirious n out of it when sleepy but heâs also used to it so he just scoops me up n lets me sleep next to him <3 at some point iâm sure weâd just share a room.
#GOD I AM THE ULTIMATE YAPPINATOR#wish i could put this much effort into school sigh#weird ramblings â#self ship#self shipper#self ship community#self shipping#f/o stuff#f/o#đđ°
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fever - sokka x reader
this has been sitting in my drafts half finished for 3 weeks so i thot it was prime time i actually finished it
this is kinda based off the song w dua lipa and angele so you can listen to that if you want
summary: sokka's convinced there's a mystery illness keeping you from focusing, but somehow he's completely oblivious that the only 'sick' you are is lovesick, and he's the reason you can't focus.
a/n: i have never written a sickfic. but this is like. a fake sick fic. its an idiots in love fic. i mean this is coming from mr "is he taller than me? is he better looking?" himself so. it makes sense. as usual, this is not proofread bc im a lazy mf
also im sorry for being vague with the calc but i was NOT about to do math during summer who do you think i am? ??
wc: 1.7k
warning(s): mentions of being sick and đ¤˘calculus 𤎠but otherwise tooth rotting fluff
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How could the smartest man you knew be so, so incredibly stupid?
You thought that you were being obvious, so obviously that you were sure he knew. It was embarrassing how obvious you were.
You had met Sokka in your calculus class at the start of the new semester after you ended up sitting next to each other, and it wasnât a stretch to say that you were immediately smitten. With eyes like the ocean and a face that had to have been crafted by the gods, you were almost too distracted to respond when he asked you for a pencil. But when he winked at you after giving his thanks, it only solidified what you had already suspected: you had known this man for all of five minutes, and you already had a crush on him.
Little did you know, it was going to turn into the most infuriating crush you had ever experienced.
You and Sokka became fast friends even though calculus was the only class you had together. Unfortunately, it was also something that you completely sucked at. Bad news, it was required for your major. Good news, Sokka was some sort of genius and offered to tutor you â Wednesdays in the library turned into a weekly occasion, and served as an opening for your calculus skills, your feelings for Sokka, and your exasperation to all grow stronger.
You normally werenât someone to beat around the bush. If you started to like someone, you told them and dealt with whatever happened after, but something about Sokka just kept you from spilling your feelings outright. You knew that if he didnât feel the same way, your relationship likely wouldnât change, but there was still that tiny voice that said itâs better to stay like this in case things do go wrong â and this was the first time you listened to that voice. You simply valued your friendship too much.
But that didnât mean you were going to be completely quiet about it â you hoped that if you did enough, he would be able to realize you liked him and do the whole process for you. A bit of a dim hope, but crushes make people do stupid things.
Things like bringing an extra coffee to every session, laughing at all his jokes (even the bad ones), sitting a little closer to him than usual, not dropping out of this wretched class so you could spend time together (it mightâve been required, but you still counted it). He didnât make a point to object to anything, so you knew you werenât making him uncomfortable â but you had concluded after nearly a whole semester of working and studying together that he was the most oblivious person in all of Ba Sing Se. He could teach you all kinds of formulas, but had no idea that you liked him. Grand.
Today was arguably the most important session out of any of them, seeing as your next class was the final, so it was only fitting that Sokka unknowingly made himself more interesting than any material you couldâve been working with. His arms were going to be the death of both you and your calc grade. You swore that the heat rushing to your cheeks was actually emanating off of you.
âHey, Y/N!â Sokka grinned as he saw you and raised a hand in greeting, a sentiment you wouldâve returned had it not been for the coffee cups in your hands. You settled for mirroring his grin and settled down in the seat across from him. You slid his coffee cup over, set your own down, then shrugged your bag off all before taking a seat.
âYou ready to study âtill your eyes bleed?â he asked, prompting a nervous laugh from you.
âYou jest, but my eyes might actually start bleeding depending on how long we go,â you sighed. âThereâs a reason I got an extra shot of espresso today.â
âCome on â by now you should know that you have nothing to worry about! I am the best teacher there is, and you got me all to yourself.â
Your eyes widened momentarily and you coughed, purposefully averting your gaze to give yourself some time to recover. Okay, he was going to make it really hard to focus today. âLetâs just get into it.â
He nodded and flipped open his notebook, beginning to talk as he rifled through his bag for a few extra things. âOkay, weâre just gonna start with going over the basics, then weâll work our way up. Thereâs a couple practice problems on that page, so you can go ahead and answer those as a warmup.
You slid the notebook over in front of you and after approximately five seconds of looking at the first problem, found yourself studying Sokka rather than the material. Who could blame you? In the battle of cute tutor boy versus calculus, he was going to win every time.
He turned around and you immediately averted your eyes once again, trying to appear extremely involved, but you found that your mind was empty on anything to do with math. âHey, uhâ how do you do this first one? Iâm totally blanking here.â
âWe use limits in everything â this is actually something youâre really good at!â He studied you intensely and frowned. âAre you okay? Like, youâre not sick or anything, are you? You seem kinda out of it.â
You choked out a laugh and shook your head. âNo, no â Iâm fine. I guess Iâm just a little tired.â As if to demonstrate your lie, you took a sip from your coffee and cringed internally. Love had turned you into an idiot.
He seemed to buy it as he nodded and picked up the pencil, scribbling a couple of notes as he explained the first problem to you. âDoes that make sense?â You nodded and he handed the pencil back to you. âOkay â the other ones follow the same kind of process. It should be easy enough.â
You managed to get a little further in the second problem, but your lovestruck mind would not stop focusing back on Sokka every time you tried to do, well, anything. Curse him and his perfect arms, and eyes, and hairstyle, and everything.
You shook your head and set the pencil down once more, letting loose a frustrated sigh. âI donât know whatâs gotten into me.â Yes, you did. âI just canât focus at all.â Because of you. You picked up your cup once more and took a sip, hoping it would do something to get you back into the math state of mind.
Sokka frowned once more as he put the back of his hand against your forehead. âGod, youâre hot.â You nearly choked on your coffee as your eyes practically bulged out of their sockets â he had to know what he was doing by now â how could he not? âLike, youâre completely burning up. Are you sure youâre okay?â
âIâm fine, I swearâ I justâŚâ you set your cup down on the table and heaved a sigh that was a touch more exasperated than necessary. âAre you telling me you seriously havenât noticed? Like, not a single thing this whole year?â
âIâve noticed a lot of things this year,â he chuckled. âItâs kind of our whole job, so youâre gonna have to be a lot more specific.â
You finally couldnât hold it in anymore. âSokka, Iâm notâ Iâm not sick! Havenât you noticed that Iâm only ever flustered, or running into things, or forgetting info, orâ or just a complete idiot when Iâm around you? I like you, like, a lot, and I have for an embarrassingly long time! The reason I canât focus is because I am hopelessly attracted to you in every single way.â
His brows creased for a moment and you clamped your mouth shut, worried that you had just ruined everything. It was only after a pause that felt like a century that he finally responded, the hint of a smirk on his lips.
âWell, why didnât you just say something?â
You stared at him, eyes wide and lips slightly parted in pure surprise before the annoyance set in. You set your jaw as your brows furrowed and you hit him lightly on the side of his arm with the back of your palm. âYou canât be serious! Youâ youâve gotta be messing with me by now. I really canât believe that you can be that smart but this oblivious!â
He finally let the grin play across his lips in full force and he shrugged nonchalantly. âI mean, I donât know how you donât expect me to mess with you when you scrunch up your face all cute like that every time you get mad. Besides, I started liking you after that fifth class; I offered to help you out so I could spend more time with you! I didnât realize you felt the same way. I kinda just enjoyed the free coffee and getting to look at you all the time.â
âI canât believe you!â you cried as you hit his other arm. âYouâre telling me that I had to deal with this- this mental turmoil about whether you liked me back, while you were just enjoying the free eye candy and coffee the whole time?â
âYou have nothing to worry about! I enjoyed the company far more than the coffee,â he joked, a certain twinkle in his eye. âBut, you are probably out a couple twenties after all of that. So, what do you say about this Saturday, the cafe by the shoe store? My treat.â
âDamn right it��s your treat,â you shot back, though you couldnât stop the smile forming on your face. âYou owe me a lot â you have to make up for those coffees and all the emotional distress you caused.â
âOh, I think Iâll have plenty of time to make up for lost time. After all, we do have a lot of coffee dates to get through.â And when he winked at you just like that first day, you remembered just how impossible it was to be angry at Sokka. âBut first, we kinda have to get through this study date. The finalâs still happening tomorrow.â
You responded with a raised brow. âThis is a study date?â
Sokka shrugged and grinned. âTheyâve all been study dates. You just didnât know it.â
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Ask Answers: May 15th Part 1
Itâs been longer than usual since our last answer session, so Iâm answering a ton of questions today! Itâs so big I split it into two parts. Thank you for the patience on getting a response to these.
Thanks for reaching out to us with your questions and kind words ^^!
Sorry if this has been asked before or isn't something you can say but is there anyway for Cove to confess in step 4? I wanted him to confess in step 3 and followed all the steps to make him do it but ended up texting my family instead of Cove at the end.
Yeah, Cove can confess in Step 4!
Hello! I heard that Cove is on the spectrum, albeit undiagnosed. As someone who is ND, this makes me UNBELIEVABLY happy. I literally was brought to tears! Thank you for that!
Out of curiosity, will Cove be diagnosed in Step 4? I have a strong feeling yâall wonât make it a HUGE deal/make it out to be negative, so Iâm not worried about that whatsoever! Iâm just curious just heâll off handedly mention it? Or will it just not be touched upon at all (which is ok!)?
Either way is ok, Iâm just curious!
Iâm happy it made you happy! Admittedly, Cove simply being someone with autism that grew up not being diagnosed was something I included for myself. I didnât really think anyone would notice or ask about it, aha. But players did start to have questions about his traits, so I started to talk about it outside of the game. Itâs great to see it get such a positive response and now I do feel like having it be a non-topic may have been the wrong choice and bringing it up wouldâve been good in terms of having positive representation for that. I donât know if Iâll find a way to mention it in Step 4 now, with how far along the game is, but I am at least thinking about it when originally it wasnât something I really even considered.
Hey! Â Just wanted to say thank you for Our Life. Â It's been a bright spot and a needed escape in what's otherwise been a crummy year. Â I know you just did a Q&A post but I figured I'd ask anyway. Â Was just curious about Step 4. Â Will it be similar to the other Steps in that it consists of several different moments or will it just be one long sequence?
Step 4 is shorter than the prior Steps because itâs just an epilogue rather than a full arc of a story. Itâll consist of scenes that all happen in a set row one after the other. There wonât be a collection of Moments to choose from. But itâll still be very sweet and fun.
ÂĄhola!, you see, first I want to say that I love Our Life! (°âĄÂ°âĄ) and I have 2 important questions, would Cove cry watching titanic? and what is the saddest part according to him? (sorry for my english)Â
Titanic would make him cry. Heâd probably think the parts showing people who arenât able to make it to the life boats/are choosing to stay and go down with the ship were the saddest.
Hello, I wanted to ask how much you earn with creating games? Like is it possible to make a living? Thank you >< <3Â
How much I earn varies a lot month to month based on Steam sales, Patreon backers, and how many projects are in full production at the time. Itâs also hard to say how much I make historically, since that also changes dramatically year by year. But I do earn enough to work on these games full time! I really appreciate all the support that allows me to do that.
Hey!! I was wondering for the 18+ Our Life moment, will there be an emphasis on safety/comfort for all involved? I feel like there  would be just going off of what the rest of the game is like, but I wanted to askÂ
Yes! Cove is a nervous boy himself and also super cautious about doing anything the MC doesnât like, so clear consent from both is absolutely needed for anything to happen. Itâs a conversational sexy times Moment with stops/starts so the two can talk about how theyâre feeling, rather than a heat of the moment just going for it kind of thing.
Hey!! I was wondering how long the wedding dlc would be? Will it be broken up into moments, or just one big event?Â
Itâs one long series of scenes all in a row rather than a collection of Moments to pick from. Itâs the shortest and the least expensive of all the DLCs. Itâs not super crucial to get and those who arenât into big weddings can totally skip it without worry.
HELLO AMAZING DEVS đ i am hopelessly in love with the worst guy ever (jeremy king) and because of this i have a really stupid question: does he really hate people who are nice to him? TvT heâs too cute to be mean to istg itâs a miracle JB held the urge to be consistently nice to him bc just look at his FACE he is so cute! thank you for jeremyâs route itâs so lovely (and awful bc heâs scum 11/10) it gave me so much laughs LMAO i hope you guys have a good day!!Â
Haha, thank you. He doesnât hate them but heâs certainly not pleased with them. Jeremy is either uncomfortable with or annoyed by people being sweet on him, depending on how they approach it. Heâs far more comfortable with jerkiness. It lets him relax and he can be himself without it being a problem, since heâs also a jerk. He feels a level of guilt being such a little punk to kind people, not enough to be a better person but still.
Has Cove dated or been interested in someone other than MC?Â
Nope! He stays single over the course of the game if heâs not with the MC.
Is Step 4 more mature? Or it's gonna be set in similar atmosphere as Step 3?Â
Step 4 is a similar atmosphere as Step 3. Though, itâs actually kind of less mature-topic heavy than Step 3 since itâs just a âhey, letâs check in on the gang to see what theyâre up toâ style epilogue rather than a story arc with serious issues.
will there be new music for now and forever?? or will the old our life music be reused?Â
Itâs gonna be a brand new soundtrack. Weâll be opening up a job position for that soon.
Hi, is it okay if we use the assets in Our Life (like the sprites) for fanworks or fan content content, like edits?Â
Sure! Just as long as you donât use the assets made by those artists to make money.
Quick clarification on Step 3 choices: I hope I didn't come off rude (because I LOVE the game, really!!), I was just curious because the intro threw me off at times. For example, you could choose how you felt about Elizabeth in Step 2 (Dinner), but during the Step 3 intro, it says that you got closer to Liz and I didn't get a choice in it.Â
For the example, it canât be helped that youâre closer to Liz in Step 3 than you were in Step 2 because sheâs inherently closer to the MC regardless of whether you liked her or not in Step 2. Her feelings are out of your control and the game isnât so dramatic that you can push her affection away and not let her bond with you, haha. But âbeing closerâ can still be relative. For some people maybe that means youâre best buds now and for others it might just mean youâre not fighting all the time any more. If thereâs other parts you want to mention, feel free to let us know.
Did the illustrator for Our Life change?Â
We have many OL artists! The main artists who set the gameâs style havenât changed, but thereâs multiple other artists who help finish assets.
So Miranda's type is confident and outgoing, huh? So...does that mean Terri's her type?? đÂ
Haha, sorry for the late reply on this. As you mightâve seen in our post yesterday- yeah that is her type.
Hey! First, I just want to say I've really enjoyed how detailed OL got with gender identity and sexuality and how respectful the topics were handled! It's been so wonderful to play since the experiences could be close to my own (I'd be lying if I said I didn't tear up at parts). Second, I was wondering, would future games explore the topic of polyamory? I'd love to see more visual novels allow room for that and I saw you've explored the topic before.
Keep up the amazing work! âĄ
Thank you! We do want to include polyamory in at least some of our future projects. Floret Bond, which might be what youâre referring to when mentioning how weâve explored the topic before, is on hold unfortunately. So right now Iâm not sure when something might release or what will be the first game of ours to come out with poly relationships (we might do something else before FB is done). Weâll have see how things ends up coming together.
Hey um. I feel like im not allowed to ask this on the private discord cuz people will yell at me but why is there so much focus on OL2 and not finishing OL1 stuff? I like the new people but i kind of want to finish cove's story and get derek and baxter stuff first. didn't people pay for it?Â
Iâm sorry, I donât understand entirely whatâs making that situation a concern. Thereâs a channel in the discord for critique where no one is allowed to comment back. People can voice things theyâre worried about without any way for others to push back on it. And the two teams working on the OL games are different. We try to post pretty often about how weâre hiring brand new people to start on Our Life: Now & Forever. The OL1 team is all still working on OL1 like normal. Thereâs only more updates on the Patreon for OL2 because the expansions to the first game are mostly script-based at this point while OL2 is just starting to get all its art, which means thereâs a lot more to show off as previews.
Also, there was a Kickstarter for the first Our Life, if thatâs what you mean by people paying for it. But one of the stretch goals was to start Our Life 2 early, before fully completing Our Life 1, so that the new game could be out sooner. It wouldnât make sense to stop doing OL2 work because that would be going against what backers were promised. Maybe you didnât get the full story before and hopefully this clears it up!
Hello! I know it's up to every player but.. What is your recommendation for playing order? Did you ever had any timeline  events planned?Â
I didnât make the events with a planned timeline. The events got made simply as I had ideas for them and then I just kind of organized them from left to right on the screen in an order to space out more dramatic ones between more lighthearted ones. Any order the player wants to go with is totally valid!
Hi! It's Step 4 a paid dlc or update? And how long it's planned to be? Ps. Love the game!Â
The Step 4 epilogue is free! The Cove Wedding DLC does cost money, though. Those are planned to be shorter than the usual Steps/DLCs.
Will we have options for what sort of job the MC might have by the time step 4 takes place?Â
Yeah, you can. Itâs not super exact or detailed, but there are options about it.
Is there a pandemic in Our Life world, or is it just in a better timeline with no pestilence?Â
Our Life is pandemic-free! That didnât exist when we began working on the project and itâs not something weâd like to feature in this story now that it has unfortunately come along, aha.
Hi, you said that you can play tic-tac-toe or hangman with Cove in Boating if you're sick/scared but I keep getting tic-tac-toe. Am I doing something wrong?
After being sick/scared you have to continue to be upset/unwell. If you calm down and decide to just chill youâll end up playing tic-tac-toe.
Hi, GB Patch! Since Lee was initially commissioned to only appear in two Steps does this mean she won't appear in the Wedding DLC? I really like her character so it'll be a little weird to not have our cousin at our wedding, aha.
She is gonna be in Step 4/the wedding DLC after all! Weâre still working with her creator to make sure it fits with what they wanted.
Is Sunset Bird based on a real place? Asking for a friend, not trying to move there or anything. đ
Itâs based on small beach towns in So-Cal, but not one specific town you could go see in real life, Iâm afraid. Itâd be nice if it was real, though.
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Deviating from game mechanics a bit for the sake of pain/drama, but hopefully that's a worthy enough cause... How about, an Impostor stabs Tango and leaves him for dead, but due to some glitch or stroke of (luck? bad luck?), Tango doesn't die right away. Through the pain and the confusion of absorbing what just happened, he manages to survive just long enough to tell somebody who the killer is...or not quite long enough to get the words out. You decide. :)
i genuinely think you read my mind LMAO bc i was writing something very similar to this but with different people involved, so thank you bc now i get to explore a different idea with those people :D /gen
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Itâs near the end of the round and thereâs a lot of crewmates left. One imposter has already been ejected, so Tango feels more comfortable going into navigation by himself than usual. He usually tries to get a buddy to come with him to either electrical or navigation, or the âkill-spotsâ as he calls them. But this time, he doesnât feel as nervous as usual. His chance of getting killed here has halved after the last meeting.
As he finishes his download and heads over to the console to do the stabilise steering task. Footsteps catch his ears and he glances over to find someone he believes to be a friend entering the room.
âOh hey, Impulse. Can you-.â
But he never finishes his sentence.
Impulseâs dagger strikes Tango in the stomach, causing him to choke in shock and pain. He drops to his knees, his hands automatically flying to cover the wound. His stomach is wet and sticky under his touch.
He closes his eyes, letting himself flop against the wall. The pain is immense and he just wants it to stop.
But it doesnât.
Seconds tick by.
A minute.
Three minutes.
Heâs still here.
Why hasnât he died yet? This has never happened before.
After what feels like years, he forces his eyes open and slowly pushes himself upwards. If heâs not going to die and nobodyâs coming to help him, then all he can do is go find help for himself.
Keeping his left hand pressed against his wound, Tango uses the wall to drag himself to the door, leaving smudged bloodstains in his wake.
The journey from navigation towards cafeteria is long and arduous, not least because Tangoâs addled brain has to concentrate on so many things: putting one foot in front of the other, remembering to breathe, keeping his hand clamped tightly around his leaking wound, making sure heâs watching where heâs going.
He makes it into the corridor just between weapons and cafeteria before his strength fails and he collapses against the wall. As he glances back the way he came, he can see a long trail of blood from navigation. Maybe that will alert someone to his presence.
Sure enough, a few seconds later, he hears pounding footsteps and a familiar voice calling his name.
Through his flickering vision, he sees Evil kneel down beside him, staring in horror at the blood covering Tangoâs clothes and abdomen.
He tries to speak, but he canât quite manage any words.
âTango, stay with me!â Evil says urgently. âStay with me!â
Tango knows he canât stay awake much longer, so he pours all his remaining energy into opening his mouth and trying to croak out the name of his killer.
Evil turns his head to the side and yells, âI NEED HELP HERE! SOMEONE HELP!â
Within seconds, Brody appears from around the corner and dashes to Evilâs side. âOh my god, what happened?!â
âI donât know, I-I just found him like this. Thereâs a trail of blood from navigation, so I-I think heâs been like this for a while.â
âHow is this possible? When someone gets stabbed or shot, they die within seconds. How has this happened?â
âI donât know, but-.â
Tango coughs. âImâŚâ
âHeâs trying to say something.â Brody grips Tangoâs shoulder. âSave your strength, Tango. Weâre gonna get you through this.â
But Tango knows thatâs not true. So he reaches out for Evilâs hand and grasps it weakly, trying to convey the importance of his message. âIm⌠ImpuâŚâ he manages to choke out.
The effort drains Tangoâs remaining strength. His head tilting slightly to the side, he lets out a final shallow breath and his hand drops to the floor.
âOh GodâŚâ Evil murmurs, staring in shock at the blood on his hand.
âAre you okay?â Brody asks quietly.
Evil takes a deep breath. âIâll be fine for now. But you heard that too, right? He was trying to say Impulseâs name.â
âHe was. Impulse must be the imposter.â
âBut are we allowed to use this knowledge?â
Brody glances at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean this has never happened before,â Evil explains. âLike you said, people normally die within seconds. Nobodyâs ever been able to survive long enough to tell us who the killer is. So are we allowed to use Tangoâs dying words as evidence against Impulse?â
Brody thinks about this for a moment, before checking his tablet. âIt looks like weâve only got one or two tasks left, soâŚâ
As if on cue, the taskbar fills up and the game finishes.
When he reappears back in the lobby, Tango stays in his seat, lifting up his shirt just to check that his wound is gone, just like he always does when he dies during a round. He feels perfectly normal, apart from the beginnings of a headache at the very back of his head.
His stomach is clear and unblemished.
Dropping his shirt, he hops up from his seat and is immediately grabbed in a hug from either side by Evil and Brody.
âTango, are you okay, buddy?â Brody asks.
Tango nods. âYeah, all good. Why?â
Brody and Evil exchange a frown. âWhat do you mean?â the latter says slowly. âWe saw you bleed to death in front of us.â
âWait, really?â Tango also frowns. âI donât remember that. Impulse stabbed me, and thatâs the last thing I remember. Pretty normal.â
As Evil opens his mouth again, Brody quickly says, âOkay, good, give us a second please, thanks.â
He draws Evil away to the other side of the lobby and lowers his voice. âOkay, this is weird. Tango doesnât remember anything unusual happening. If it was some kind of glitch that caused Tango to not die straight away, then it also mustâve erased his memory of it.â
âThen why do we remember?â Evil responds.
âI donât know, but this is kinda worrying. Keep an eye out for anything like this happening again in future, okay? Even if youâre the imposter, just come to me if you can and let me know. Iâll do the same even if Iâm imposter.â
Evil nods. âWill do. Hopefully it wonât happen again, though.â
Brody glances back at Tango, whoâs now chatting happily with Impulse. The memory of Tango bleeding out on the floor right in front of him is fresh in his mind. This may be a game about death but that was new. That was deeply unsettling. And even though Tango doesnât seem to remember the incident, Brody would rather not have him or anyone else go through that again.
âYeah. Hopefully.â
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Hi ! I've been getting into Dreamcatcher lately since everyone's been saying if you're a lesbian you're gonna like dreamcatcher, and i do ! i was just wondering from someone who obvs knows them better, do you think they're naturally so close to each other or it could be a bit more... fan service stuff bc I'm always worried about getting into groups who just queerbait all the time, idk how to say this and im not trying to attack DC but there's been a lot of talk abt it in kpop lately
I get where youâre coming from, but with time youâll see that theyâre genuinely close
dc have gone through a lot as a group (some of the members have been together for abt 8/9 years now), specially the ex-minx members (jiu, sua, siyeon, yoohyeon, dami) who had to overcome an unsuccessful debut and decide to stick together despite a rough start. thereâs a lot in the memberâs own story that makes you wonder if there really isnât a force in the world out there who brought them together because so much happened, to some members more than others, that literally put them right on the path to become a dreamcatcher member. it just had to be the seven of them.Â
for starters, yoohyeon auditioned for a few companies and mbk accepted her. she went the first day and quit that same day because of how she was treated by the staff. she said that from that experience she wanted to quit on the idea of becoming an idol, but she really loved to dance and sing. which led her to meet sua at a dance competition before they auditioned for hfe. sua had been training to become an idol since 2012 and hfe was the one company who accepted her (I canât imagine sleeping on that much talent). this led them to debut together and even become roomates.
siyeon had a close songwriter friend who introduced her to the company, she auditioned and got in. similarly, jiuâs vocal teacher referred her to the company, she auditioned and got in as well. as for dami she had wanted to become an idol since elementary school, one day she participated in an open audition at her school and hfe called her for an audition.
with gahyeon, she actually went through a few companies before landing on hfe. she was an fnc traineed for a while, she got in both yg and sm, but left since they werenât going to debut a group any time soon. similar to dami she participated in an open audition at her school and she got called for an audition.
and handong had some interest in kpop when she was in high school, but when she got the chance to go to korea for university her dad made her promise she wouldnât try to become an idol, it was literally The condition for her to go to korea, she wasnât meant to audition according to her parents will. but one of her uni teachers told her about hfeâs audition and she just went for it anyway asdkjhs (her relationship with her parents is fine now). it was just meant to be.
theyâve also mentioned quite a few times that they didnât just instantly click with each other like that (some members having a cold impression of sua at first, siyeon admitting it took her quite some time to get close with handong, jiu saying she was skeptical about the adittion of handong and gahyeon but soon realised they made the group stronger), they worked on their relationship over time and they wanted to make things work with each other which itself is really important and shows the kind of loving and supportive enviroment they wanted to build for each other (I go a little bit more in depth about their overall story in this post). theyâve made sure to build a really great sense of teamwork with each other since the beginning, from the fact that they had about 2/3 months to prepare for dcâs debut (minx still performed on october 2016 and dc debuted january 2017) alone, they really had to make a conscious choice about it all. honestly one of the things that makes me sure that dc are close is that they donât hide the negative feelings they sometimes have towards each other (which are normal), they've spoken a few times about silly things that theyâve argued about and have even mentioned that they donât get the other members involved in the quarrels theyâre having with another member to not create more drama than necessary. but you can really see that they love and take of each other in the little things too, not just the (sometimes) fanservice. and by this I mean things like, sua calling handong in the middle of her vlive to go get food for her, dami letting yoohyeon sleep in her bed and going to the living room because she didnât want to wake her up, siyeon falling asleep on top of yoohyeon and yoohyeon not having the heart to wake her up as well, among many many many things.
but truly theyâve gone through a lot of hardships over the years, including having a member be away and unable to participate in comebacks and group schedules for a whole year (not because of health issues or anything like that, but because of the covid situation that made it impossible for her to fly back to korea), and they got out of that situation being even more appreciative of that member when it couldâve easily been something that could have made them turn on each other. it was a situation that brought them even closer and appreciative of one another. they really want to be on this path together.
as for the queerbaiting bit, Iâve made posts about this before and as Iâve said, it doesnât matter whether or not itâs fanservice because at the end of the day theyâre respectful and caring, and theyâre only normalising same sex attraction. they never make you feel gross for that attraction either, theyâve never pulled a âno home thoughâ moment, they continuously sing songs directed at female lovers without changing the pronouns, continuously accept marriage proposals from their female fans, and even when a fan was dubious and said âbut weâre two girlsâ jiu said that it didnât matter and that love is love, and theyâve said many times that itâs okay for female fans to be nervous around them (aka attracted to them).Â
and not that itâs anyoneâs business but the members themselves have dropped many hints over the years, from not specifying the gender of their ideal type
âDreamcatcher Handong, âeven if theyâre not good-looking, a warm-hearted person is my ideal type.â âMy idea type, erm... a warm-hearted person. A person not necessarily need to be good-looking, if theyâre warm-hearted theyâre a good personâ Š
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Handong: For me, firstly, kind. It would be great if the person has a good personality and is tall.
Gahyeon: For me, because Iâm still young I donât have a definite ideal type. Just someone who smiles prettily and is fun. Ah, if the person has a good voice, it will be good. I like to talk on the phone. Š
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Jiu: I wish to have someone I can chat non-stop with, and who is also knowledgable and has a good character. Iâve never really thought about an ideal date, but whatâs most important is that the atmosphere has to be comfortable!
Yoohyeon: My ideal type is someone whoâs like Peter Pan, someone fun-loving and positive! My ideal date location would be Paris, France. Itâs a really romantic city! Really look forward to spending time there with the one I love.
Gahyeon: I like someone with a beautiful smile, and someone who can really take care of me.  Š
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to lowkey admitting a same sex crush (she went to an all girls school as far as we know)
to being uh very straightforward about it
among other things đ Iâve been into kpop for quite a lot of years now and I never experienced a group make this as comfortable as they do honestly. thatâs why I say that it doesnât matter if it is just fanservice, theyâre still changing things for the better. but that being said, take your time getting to know them~ I think itâs better that you see it for yourself rather than have someone tell you really
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MOVIE DATES WITH STRAY KIDS
stray kids x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.8k
warnings: intended for male reader, but can be read as gender neutral; my first fic đđ im nervous; lowercase aesthetic; does âbastardâ count as a swear word..?
i hope you enjoy this little gift :)
bang chan
he likes romantic comedies
tbh being chanâs s/o would feel like a romcom of its own
since he doesnât like crowds, your movie dates together usually wouldnât involve actually going to the movies
instead youâd probably both opt to stay in for the night and watch a movie on the couch
under multiple blankets
in each otherâs arms
hugs and cuddles
with the occasional kiss on the top of your head
itâs so soft
itâs chan :)))
he does the little claps at the end of the movie
because happy endings ^â^
yâknow those awkward scenes where the main couple meets for the first time?
he likes to point out which character you were most similar to when the two of you first met
âi didnât know you were in this movie!â
âyou look so different! i could hardly recognize you!â
heâs such a dork
all your movie nights would end in one of three ways:
1.) you falling asleep in his arms
2.) him falling asleep holding you close (yeah not really, this man doesnât sleep that much T_T)
or 3.) you both make it through the movie, and one of you says something like
âthis is nice...i wish we could just stay like thisâ
and so you both (in theory) fall asleep right where you are
either way, chan is the best boyfriend and neither of you know what you did to deserve each other
lee know
heâd get you to go see a horror movie
even if you protest, heâd manage to convince you somehow
pokes fun at you every time you get scared
during a suspenseful part in the movie, heâd suddenly put his hands on your shoulders and shake you (lightly) out of nowhere, just to startle you
and heâd have to stifle his giggles because your reaction is just too priceless
absolutely relishes in how you never let go of his arm
like ever
seriously, his arm might as well be an extension of your body at this point
he may act like heâs annoyed
but he loves it
cuz he knows itâs because you feel safe with him
and if you hide your face in the crook of his neck
heâd get this look on his face...
something between an evil smirk and an amused grin
why? because his plan is working
plot twist: the whole reason he chose to see a horror movie with you was so that you would cling to him
surprise!! >:]
but even if you catch on, heâll never admit it
tsundere
âdid you even see any of the movie?â
you just kinda grumble in response, still latched onto his arm
âi canât believe it... i so generously paid for your ticket, only for you to hide your face the whole ti- OW!â
you jab him in the side with your elbow give him a âlove tapâ :)
but itâll take more than that to get him to stop teasing you about it
heâs a cocky bastard but you love him to death for it
seo changbin
superhero movie!!!
like something from the mcu
seeing him get so excited/invested in the movie??
wholesome
but he might get a little too excited
in other words, going to the movies with changbin is an...interactive experience
meaning that he talks at the movie
not to the movie, but at the movie
like...he talks at the characters on screen
as if they can hear him
honestly itâs kinda cute
but occasionally you have to remind him to keep his voice down
âHE TRIED TO TELL YOU NOT TO TOUCH THE STONEâ
âshhhh alright calm down a bit-â
â...AND NOW YOU DEADâ
âchangbin i love you but please donât get us kicked out of the theaterâ
10/10 would have his arm around you throughout the movie
even if his arm goes numb, heâd refuse to let anything stop him
âchangbin, you donât have t-â
âCUDDLES.â
lowkey feels like a pillow
bc he beefy
on very rare occasions he might fall asleep during the movie
if he does end up dozing off and you catch him in the act, heâd deny it profusely
he likes to spontaneously slip his hand into yours :)
and lace your fingers together :))
youâre holding hands now :)))
his presence is just so warm and fuzzy and you make each other so happy
hwang hyunjin
THIS MAN
the funnest(?)Â most fun bf in existence
heâs definitely the type to try and smuggle outside food into the theater
he insists that heâs inconspicuous about it
and he tries to be
but heâs not :)
âuh... hyunjin, why are you wearing two hoodies?â
âi uh... iâm... cold?â
âso youâre sticking bags of microwaveable popcorn in between your sweatshirts...to keep warm?â
*visibly sweating* âi can explain...â
ok ok
so yâall seeing a comedy
why?
because HIS LAUGH OMG
itâs so bubbly and contagious
so naturally, youâd both be laughing up a storm at the back of the theater
and sometimes itâs because of the movie
but most of the time itâs because of the side comments the two of you keep making to each other
and it doesnât help that he keeps making these ridiculous observations about the characters in the movie
âwhatâs up with that guy?â
âwhat about him?â
âwhy is he built like a refrigerator?â
about halfway through the movie, you both reach that delirious state where literally anything and everything becomes funny
even if itâs not supposed to be funny
...especially if itâs not supposed to be funny
the two of you? lowkey hyenas
long story short, youâre both asked to leave the theater not even two hours into the film :)
han jisung
action!! movie!!
finishes the popcorn within the first ten minutes of the film
that is, if he doesnât scarf it all down during the previews
he talks through the entIRE THING
heâs always got something to say
itâs like watching the directorâs commentary version of a movie
but instead of the director talking about the film-making process
itâs jisung muttering nonsense in your ear
sometimes pertaining to the movie
and other times...
âhey did i ever tell you about the time i saw a seagull eating garbage?â
...yeah, other times itâs...not
either way, you donât mind
because you arenât really paying much attention to the movie anyways
youâre too busy admiring your boyfriend
how could you not?
the way heâs on the edge of his seat, giving the movie his full attention...
the light from the screen flickering dimly on his face, highlighting his gentle features...
youâre the luckiest person in the world, no doubt
his eyes light up whenever something particularly cool/badass happens in the movie
but he also gets startled by the explosions every now and then
when that happens, you just look at each other for a moment
and then burst into a fit of giggles
âstoooppp!! it was loud, ok??â
you just hum in response and rest your head on his shoulder
yâknow that thing he does where like...
heâs giggling, but he has something he wants to say, so he keeps trying to talk?
but his words keep getting cut off by his own laughter?
yeah... thatâs what heâs doing
heâs adorable
lee felix
animated movie
a firm believer that youâre never too old to enjoy cartoons
he never lost that child-like energy/enthusiasm, which is part of what makes him such a gem
so of course, when the new disney movie came out, he knew he had to go see it with you
he would definitely load up on snacks from concessions
if you donât stop him, heâs gonna be buying two giant things of popcorn and at least five different kinds of candy
and when he walks back to you after paying, heâd just smile brightly from behind the mountain of junk food in his hands like
âsnacks :D!!!!!â
seriously though, try to keep track of how much popcorn he eats
bc he might overeat and get a stomachache :((
obviously he can take care of him self, cuz heâs an adult
but like
he loves when you look out for him
because he knows just how much you care about him
sunshine boy :((
yâall already know how much of a cuddle bug this man is
so of course that means lots of cute, affectionate gestures during the movie
skinship
holding hands
you resting your head on his shoulder
and him resting his head on top of your head
and most importantly SNUGGLES
snuggles are a must
for him, movie dates are just an excuse to be extra touchy with you
even though he never needs an excuse to get cuddles whenever he wants
because câmon
itâs felix
what are you gonna do, say no?
kim seungmin
murder mystery film
tends not to talk all that much during movies
heâd just be so completely engrossed in the movie that heâd forget about his surroundings
but thatâs not to say he wonât hold your hand or drape his arm over your shoulders
every now and then you can catch him leaning forward in his seat
with his mouth slightly ajar
itâs so endearing
but if for whatever reason you want to get his attention...
heh...
yeah, good luck with that
youâd have to maybe give his hand a lil squeeze to get his attention
and at first heâd just turn his head in your direction, keeping his eyes glued to the movie
but if you gave his hand another squeeze, heâd snap out of it
âpsst...seungminâ
âmm.â
âhey, seungmin?â
âhuh? yeah?â
âi love youâ
if that doesnât make his heart SWELLâ
his dazed expression would quickly shift into one of pure elation and fondness
he might not respond verbally
but heâd gently bring your hand up to his lips
press a soft kiss atop your knuckles
and then lower your hand again without letting go, turning his attention back to the movie
but that bright smile of his would never falter for even a moment
he loves you too
so so much :)
yang jeongin
another one for romantic comedies
he likes it when thereâs a little less âromâ and slightly more âcomâ
and so do you
because it means you get to hear his laugh more
oh god...
his laugh
the little giggles in between the short gasps for air...
so cute
âno. iâm not cute.â
he is very cute
probably wonât initiate any skinship
but if you do, he will absolutely go along with it
sometimes heâll nod off in the middle of a movie
and then wake up during the credits, completely disoriented
âwhere am iâ
âyou fell asleepâ
âhuh??â
âyou drooled a little on my shoulder, you goofâ
unlike hyunjin, heâs really good at sneaking food into the theaters
like really really good
almost to the point that itâs scary
usually people try to sneak in popcorn or candy or maybe soda
well not jeongin
âhey, you want some?â
âwhat the- HOW DID YOU GET A BUCKET OF FRIED CHICKEN IN HEREâ
â:]â
heâs not telling
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Hey you dont have to answer this if you don't want but what has mizkif done besides from housing Carson(which is horrible obvs).I only really know him from hanging with like Ludwigs or Schlatts crowd(?) Anyways thanks in advance if you choose to answer this.
hi!! i dont actually watch mizkif on his own, ive only watched him when he was with other people i already liked (schlatt specifically) and he's not really a cc that people post about when he "fucks up" (bc they arent fuck ups, he is blatantly offensive and most of his viewers watch him bc of that fact) so im not super in the loop about his controversies, if you will. that being said, off the top of my head i know he:
-uses retarded in a derogatory fashion towards others (he can reclaim it, but the way he uses it makes me and a lot of other disabled/nd people uncomfortable as he uses it specifically to hurt others)
-on a side note from that last one, the whole reason karl got innitially accused of ableism is bc miz started calling karl stans in his chat retarded while karl was in call with him and karl gave a nervous laugh in response, miz spent a good 5-10 minutes on this "bit"
-has basically harassed teenagers live on stream for harmless things such as cosplaying, i think he made fun of someone's neos on stream (i might be confusing him for someone else but he's definetly clowned on "pronouns in bio kids", bc that is apparently a thing? that is also somehow funny?) and just. he makes fun of teenagers for being fucking teenagers essentially
- ^ also didnt cover users so mizkif stans spammed them with hate
-defend cmc even before yesterday (i havent watched the video but ive heard from others who have, apparently there was some victim blaming going on, even if there wasnt the defending carson thing is bad enough)
-i may be wrong on this one but ive watched him numerous times in videos and streams with schlatt and there has been multiple instances where it looked like he was making schlatt or other people uncomfortable by trying to force them to talk about topics/join him on making offensive jokes
-basically uses his friends as clickbait cash cows, which isnt really a problem ("its nobodies business except theirs" type beat)...except for the fact that some of the stuff he clickbaited wasn't just petty drama, it was personal issues or serious allegations (for example, again, him talking on the carson situation as if he was actually involved in it and then defending him)
uhmmm yeah. im definitely missing more specific examples of him being offensive in an inexcusable way and probably other stuff that i just dont know about, so if anyone else who has watched him regularly wants to chime in, feel free. i didnt really mind the guy before yesterday (i like offensive humour when it's done right, miz usually misses the mark but im not gonna yell at people who did like him before this bullshit as if i dont watch people who have done worse as far as being outright offensive goes) but like. excusing the actions of a groomer, especially when he has directly harmed your supposed friends, is a big no from me, as it should be from everyone. soz chief đ¤ˇââď¸
#shit self#asks#mizkif#callmecarson#cmc#grooming#ableism#ask to tag#discourse#crushalicious-peach#bangerz
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i still stand by my opinion that arlo will be targeted by spectre⌠if spectre goes after the people who knows about them, who knows about spectre more than arlo? if anything, johnâs probably second on that list. i do hope john saves the day- (but something inside me is screeching for more chaos) - ITS OK ITLL ALL BE FINE
i wonder if elaine will get involved, because she knows a surprising amount from both sides (sera, john, arloâs involvement with spectre and remi, blyke, isenâs involvement with ember)
- popcorn anon đżđĽ¤
also⌠do u mind hcs regarding that â¨one panel⨠at the end of ep 245? iâm still simping hard over it help
I think theyre targeting all of safe house, but for different reasonsđżđĽ¤đđŹđŤđ§. Like theyre gonna be lethal towards Arlo, and I think Remi and Blyke will be p big targets to be recruited. It seems like theyre trying to get peeps that would be sympathetic to their cause, and who better than rhese 2 high tiers that started Safe House? I think Elaine will get minorly involved. Like shes roped into a lot of things bc of her ability, but it also seems like she has no desire to get more involved.
And Im still simping too. And of course! That â¨one panel⨠has kicked my brain into gear lol. I just decided to take that â¨one panel⨠as inspiration with these hc so if you would like a different take on hc, lemme know ;D
!!!!!MINOR SPOILERS FOR EP245!!!!! !!!!!READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!!
*Youâre staying at Arloâs place for the first time
*So youâre super nervous and you decide to try and calm yourself while heâs in the shower
*And so youâre a lot calmer than you were before but when you hear the bathroom door open, your heart spikes again and butterflies erupt in your stomach and you fidget while you try and calm yourself again before Arlo comes into the room
*And then he does walk in and itâs the softest and most domestic youâve ever seen him
*His hairâs still kinda wet and heâs gently drying part of his hair with a towel
*And heâs in comfy looking clothes and his postureâs relaxed along with his facial expression
*His appearance just kills your heart and the filter between your brain and your mouth
*âOh my god youâre so fucking pretty.â You blurt out nervously, shocking Arlo and yourself
*âThat so?â Arlo chuckles, an amused look on his face
*You nod and look away from him, bc now youâre nervous and embarrassed
*And Arlo comes over and gently cups your face to make you look at him
*He looks over your face before chuckling again
*âYouâre adorable.â Arlo presses a kiss to your forehead before letting you go
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Ok to start I absolutely loved the start of bitb 2, loved lydia interacting with sky like that. Lydia confusing all the nurses is so funny to me I love it. I kinda had an idea here, cuz lydiaâs gonna be spending a lot of time in the hospital, and I kinda feel like sheâd see a bunch of ghosts bc duh itâs a hospital, and also I find it hard to believe everyone follows the rule book. I feel like thereâs at least a few who saw that rule and just went no <3 Iâm not going to this netherworld. Havenât decided if theyâre nice or they keep being mean or bug her, in which beej would scare them away. If he canât scare any of the breathers some ghosts bothering lydia will do.
Also ohhhhh ohhhhh that angsty bugebroph concept is just so >>>>>>
Like I imagine beej just suggested the first born child thing as like a cliche dramatic moment and when charles agrees, internally heâs just like that was??? A joke??? And you seriously just gave up your daughter that quickly???? Ok cool so Iâm taking her far away from this piece of shit. Lydiaâs initially kinda pissed at bj but it doesn't last between âkid I suggested the whole first born thing as a jokeâ the fact that her father agreed so quickly and the fact that beej is pretty chill. Iâm kinda imagining her as reg bugebroph but with More Rage.
Also just had this thought of emily recovering and charles explaining what happened and emilys rightfully pissed and just straight up leaves him and immediately leaves to find an actual legit psychic or medium or whoever she can find to try and contact this demon again and get her daughter back
aw thanks! i was a little nervous about starting the sequel because obviously it couldnt open with the same impact the first did, so im glad you like it! definately looking forward to writing more of lydia and skye. i did consider hospital ghosts but it would be this whole new thing to add (but i do actually have an in-universe excuse for the lack of ghosts.) definately fun to think about tho, im imagining a bbc ghosts type situation where theyre all mildly annoying but ultimately harmless and lydia is their long-suffering medium.
and as for the firstborn au i am so ready to develop and talk about this shit fuck yea. was definately thinking about beej quickly realising that charles probably shouldnt have this kid if hes so willing to give her to a fucking demon. but lydia, yeah shes definately angry but shes also fucking scared. tries not to show it but like this is terrifying for the poor kid and she really has no way to know that beetlejuice is telling the truth about having no real motive to take her. its going to take a while for her to start trusting him. and what makes her different from bugebroph is that bug is entirely comfortable among ghosts and demons and sees herself as more one of them than a breather, whereas here lydia didnt even know ghosts existed and now suddenly shes wrapped up in the supernatural (plus, im not sure id have her spend as much time in the netherworld as bugebroph. if im going to develop this seperately i want to go in another direction yknw). dont get me wrong though theres definately a lot of rage going on here at almost everyone involved in this situation. its lydia against the world, from her perspective.
also yeah charles is gonna get his arse Divorced like what the fuck dude? i know im the one who made him do this but like how did he think this would go.
#bitb2 fic#firstborn au#long post#would VERY much like to continue talking about the firstborn au is anyone wants to send asks about it im liking this concept
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@honeyseungz @loabivey so that uh. that mini au that you had like a very small rb thread about yesterday (well over a few days ago now that im posting this). well uh. um . actually you know what im just gonna let you read it yourselves
so. heeseung, jay, and sunoo are all brothers. wether its actual brothers or just "brothers" by blood bond or whatever idk. but, regardless, they're brothers. im thinking that like, at first they aren't vampires, theyre just regular dudes yknow? (and just a forewarning, a lot of this isnt gonna be as compliant with the enhaverse theorizing we've done so far, it's just a little brain worm i wanted to play around with, throwing a little bit of enhaverse crumbs in here and there)
but anyway. they're not vampires, im thinking theyre just like... adopted/found family brothers, probably orphans or something. regardless they love each other a lot and its great. personality-wise everything is super different, but just for plot conveniences, heeseung, jay, and sunoo are the yunmeng trio (heeseung as wwx, jay as jc, and sunoo as jyl respectively), and jungwon is lwj.
the three brothers meet jungwon, probably brought together by this Big Fantasy Evil, maybe something involving the vampire queen as a character? idk. there's some big evil shit going down, and the three brothers somehow end up with jungwon and HIS big bro, who im imagining is jake (basically the lan xichen in this situationâvery soft, kind, gentle; the vibes are right). both of them are vampires, not that our three orphan bois know that. they get caught up in the danger, and vampire bros jake and jungwon coms to the rescue.
now, a little bit of personality-mapping here: jay is outwardly very loud, fun, temperamental, and sarcastic, generally very much like he is irl; but inside, he's intensely loyal, protective, and loving, with a HUGE soft spot for the people closest to him. sunoo is very sweet, sensitive, and kindâthe walking hug of the three brothers, who is certainly not without his bite and wont hesitate to talk back to anyone who hurts them. aggressively and without mercy. also he makes them soup for comfort and is generally best boy. heeseung is very goofy, playful, free-spirited, and bright, but insecure and sensitive underneath it all; generally a loud annoying mess of a boy. pure chaotic neutral and a gremlin if there ever was one. jungwon, on the other hand, is... not. he's nervous, quiet, cautious to a fault and intensely righteous, always standing up for what's right and refusing to waver from his chosen path. very lawful good vibes. he, naturally, is more than a little put off when jay, sunoo, and heeseung's chaotic ass come crashing into he and his brother jake's once-peaceful (ish) lives. and it doesn't help that heeseung is a... huge flirt, and apparently deadset on making jungwon his friend. fuck.
jungwon... doesn't know what to do. and it would all be so much easier if heeseung were dumb or stupid or unattractive or just a total assholeâbut he isnt any of those things. he's beautiful, smart, insanely witty with a brain faster than any jungwon's ever seenâhe can't help but admire him. but on top of that, he's wreckless as hell, unpredictable, and pushy, and gives jungwon heart attacks way too much for his liking. he doesn't even have a heartbeat. he's fucking dead.
it eventually comes out that jake and jungwon are vampires; the brothers are surprisingly cool with it. not the craziest thing that's happened to them.
the five boys get closer, staying together as they fight their foe (which im becoming increasingly inclined to make the werewolves), and through a series of convoluted events, jungwon learns that heeseung is not only gorgeous, smart, talented, and funny as all get-out, but also sensitive, caring, insecure, and thoughtful... and heeseung, who's only goal had been to break through the nervous and straightforward outer shell of his young dongsaeng, does just that. and jungwon, naturally, starts to fall in love.
somewhere along the line, though, things go wrongâas they were bound to do in an au loosely based off of the untamed. something happens to heeseung; he's fatally wounded after saving jay's life, and disappears, nowhere to be found. his brothers eventually assume the worse; that he's gone forever. but the queen finds him, takes care of him, nurses him back to health. turns him.
when he comes back, nothing's the same. the war is still going, and his brothers thought he was deadâbut he isn't. but he's... different. jungwon and jake are quick to realize that he's been turned, how, they dont knowâbut they talk to him, teach him, try to help him, jungwon especially. of course he does; he's in love. heeseung, of course, is dismissive; doesn't take it seriously. ill be fine, whats so bad about this? or, perhaps, he doesn't let on just how hard he's taking it; fearing vulnerability more than he fears being a vampire.
inevitably, though, heeseung's wrecklessness leads to doomâhe lets his bloodlust overtake him, relishes in it, no matter how much jungwon had warned him against it, pleaded with him to take caution. he says it's usefullâsays he can help them take out enemies, help them win this war. jungwon warns him that he could end up getting more than he bargained for. heeseung doesn't listen.
heeseung helps them win the war; practically wins it for them. hes happy, bitterly, until he isnt. he's happy, until he sees his brotherâsees sunoo. blood-covered, pale-skinned, drained.
no.
heeseung is broken. jay even moreso. jay yells at him; yells and yells and yells and yells. curses him out, tells him he hates him, tells him he's nothing but cruel evilâhe doesn't mean it, of course, but no one knows it then, not even him. now he is only angry; so, so angry. heeseung, wrought with guilt and shame and grief, fleesâhides himself somewhere secluded, does the closest thing a vampire can possibly do to death, the equivalent of a thousand-year hibernation. none can find him, he's made sure of that. in his guilt and shame and anger he stews, asleep, for hundreds, thousands of years.
after the anger passes, jay is more than anything in mourningâfor heeseung as well as for sunoo. he has a realization, that being that, when, inevitably, heeseung comes back, he doesn't want him to be alone: even if he'll have jungwon and jake, it won't be the same as having his brother. so jay pleads, cries, begs for jungwon to turn himâso that they can search for heeseung together, so that when heeseung comes back, he'll have jay waiting for him, too. so, reluctantly, jungwon gives in and turns jayâafter which he helps him deal with his newfound immortality and vampiric statusâhelping him handle his bloodlust and helping him learn how to feed. over the centuries that heeseung is gone, jay, jungwon, and jake grow even closer (j line eyyy), inseparable as they search for heeseung and even outside of that. jungwon and jay are the closest, jay growing a colossal soft spot for the boy and not hesitating to take him under his wing and protect him with all he has (initially, sort of as a replacement for protecting heeseung, but eventually jay's affection for jungwon grows into something all it's own). to be clear, no love triangle bullshit here, only sickening-sweet platonic soulmates jaywon and a jungwon that is still achingly in love with heeseung.
(okay for anyone thats actually watched cql/read mdzs, yes i KNOW lwj and jc did not get along at all and kind of hated each other but. this is my au i do what i want, and if i want to add soft jaywon into the mix then im fucking going to, goddamnit)
OKAY TIME FOR SOME WACKY SIDE-PLOT MADNESS
so. sunghoon. how does he fit into all this? how does he end up being the one to trigger heeseung's "resurrection"? how does heeseung GET resurrected in the first place? well, not to worry, you're about to find out! and i am too because i'm just figuring this out as i go along baybyyyy
sunghoon, im thinking, is a friend of jake's (lets throw some jakehoon in here too bcs why not), either from before everything went to shit and heeseung went and isolated himself, or sometime during the numerous centuries jakewon spent looking for heeseung with jay. either way, sunghoon is this boy who jake is friends with and cares about a lot, and is also maybe kind of in love with. while jaywon spend most of their time looking for heeseung, jake spends his with sunghoonâfinding himself often alone, now that his little bother is going off on his own adventures.
in a situation quite similar to heeseung's, sunghoon probably gets fatally injured somehow and is near death, but jake, not wanting him to die, decides to turn him instead. niki is also involved, and it's a sort of package deal, because before meeting jakewon, heeseung, and everyone, they were their own little thing; not unlike jay, heeseung, and sunoo's brother's triad. they were both probably orphans, niki being the much younger one, and as such sunghoon took him under his wing and never looked back. when jake turned sunghoon, niki was basically like "m8 what the fuck" and demanded he be turned too, not wanting his sunghoon-hyung to live on forever while he grew old and died. jake, also having a soft spot for niki, was like "fine alright" and turned him too. so, now their little vampire coven numbered five, and all was (moderately) well.
or not.
the thing was, jake hadn't anticipated how powerful sunghoon would beâthere's nothing in life that anyone's found yet that would indicate a person's level of power once turned, so jake had... pretty much no way to see this coming. but, anyway, sunghoon was... really, really powerful. like, insanely powerful. all the abilities vampires were said to have in legends, the likes of which were previously reserved for just legends, he had them; flawless teleportation, mind control, shape-shifting, the whole bit. and on top of that, he was controlledâinsanely good at monitoring himself and keeping tabs on his own instincts. one of the most self-sufficient, well-mannered vampires jake had ever seen. it was... frankly insane.
the problem? the queen. this is where she comes in, because she's played a part in all the boys' transformations, albeit indirectlyâwhen jake and jungwon first turned, it was she who turned them. she could sense sunghoon's power, and she wanted it for herself. jake and jungwon had done well at avoiding her, even forgetting about her for a while; but what she wanted, she took, and take she did. it was sunghoon she took: luring him to her in small increments and then all at once, taking control of him, turning him into a mindless puppet. sunghoon had always prided himself in control, and without it, havoc wreaked: bodies dropping left and right, people being killed seemingly at random, their only purpose being to instill fear and paranoia.
now, niki had heard tales, before, from his hyungs but also from regular townspeople to whom the legend had gotten passed down, of heeseung, and how great and terrible he was. heeseung, the townspeoples' folktales said, had been insane, unstoppable: a mad genius far too gone for redemption. niki also knew from his hyungs' fond stories that heeseung, more than evil, was kind and caring; he was loyal, and powerful in his loyalty, and niki thought that if anyone could save his sunghoon-hyung, it was heeseung.
so niki went on a journey. without telling jaywon or anyone else (and thus causing quite the panic), he spent years searching for heeseung, everywhere jaywon had thought to look and everywhere they hadn't, and twice more for good measure. and, by some stroke of luck, either due to his own sheer force of will of something else entirely, niki found him: locked away in an old castle that never quite seemed to stay put, constantly phasing in between realities. it made sense why no one had found him before thenâhe didn't want to be found. desperately, in fact.
but niki, too, was desperate. he enacted a ritual that was said (by jake, so of course it was to be trusted) to wake any vampire that had gone into hibernation, and, miracles continuing to work for the bitter young boy, it worked. heeseung awokeâstartled to find himself staring into the face of a very teary, very angry (visibly) sixteen-year-old.
confusion passed, things and motives were explained, and heeseung (although bitter at having been woken up, and still riddled with enough guilt to last 1500 lifetimes) attempted to patiently tell niki that he had no fucking idea how to help sunghoon whatsoever. niki pretty much said "well you better fucking find a way because you're not going back to sleep now, the world's about to fucking end. also jay and jungwon-hyung have been looking for you for literal centuries, do you know how pissed theyd be if i went out looking for you, found you, then came back empty-handed? really fucking pissed is how much. also sad. did i mention sad?" and heeseung, notoriously weak and also kind of (read: very) in love, is just like "...jungwon? jay?"
so niki brings heeseung back to the others, the return journey taking a long enough time that the two become significantly close to each other, heeseung's long-forgotten big brother instincts (tm) kicking in around the younger vampire. niki has to basically drag heeseung out of the castle by his teeth, because as much as he misses his brother and jungwon, he's still so incredibly guilty, and completely convinced that he isnt worth love or life whatsoever and that jay still hates his guts. and, jungwon... he doesn't even want to think about jungwon. how he failed him. how he let him down. but, niki slowly works through the insecurities, bit by bit: assuring heeseung that, no, even though jay will definitely rip him a new one once he sees him again, he'll also cry and hug him for at least 24 hours because he misses him like hell and heeseungie hyung you have no idea.
they weather a lot together. storms, mental breakdowns, bouts of blood-starvation so severe heeseung thinks he'll lose it again: but they're there for each other. they hunt, talk, keep each other warm, and in it, form an unbreakable bond. niki had heard tales of the legendary lee heeseung, who wiped out entire armies in two seconds flat and comforted his friends when they were sad and annoyed jay to the very ends of the earth: but what he's faced with is a man with more insecurities than niki has hairs on his headâand he has a lot of hairs on his head.
by the time they make it back to the coven's home, heeseung has grown sufficiently attached to the enigma that is niki, and has almost completely but it out of his mind that he's here for his old friends, too. he's only doing this for niki: it's a fact he's comfortable with. so when they reach the front steps he just... freezes.
i have a very clear image of it in my headâjungwon, jay, and jake sense niki's presence, in some weird vampire-y way. it's been around 10, 15 years since he left at this point, so of course they rush out to greet him, ready with scoldings and lashings about how stupid he had been (after, of course, making sure he's unharmed and alright)âbut it all dies on their tongues as soon as they see who's with him.
frozen. everything is frozen.
i imagine it's a lot like lulu and artzyy's post. jungwon is the first to move, stepping forward and whimpering out a broken "hyung", and all heeseung's guilt and avoidance is forgotten in favor of cradling jungwon to his chest, holding him close and whispering reassurances into the crown of his head, wonnie, im so sorry, hyung's so sorry; i didn't mean to leave you for so long, i'm here now, its okay. and of course then jay comes in, crying and screaming about how the fuck is it okay, how can it ever be okay, how could you just not mean to leave us alone for 1500 years?! how the fuck do you just expect to waltz back into our lives like nothing ever happened and pretend its all okay?!? and then he hits him, and hurts him, tries to make him feel even an inkling of the hurt he was made to feel for the past fifteen hundred yearsâbut then punching him turns into fisting hands into the back of his shirt and sobbing into his neck and holding him so tight he wouldn't be able to breath if he had the need to and please, please don't leave, why would you leave, you asshole, why did you leave?
so yeah. things happen. reunions are had, tears are shed. some indirect heewon love confessions probably happen later on in the form of very intense devotions of life and self and all that. "walking on the single-log bridge in the dark really isnt so bad" you know the whole shbang. meanwhile jay salty in the background just like "cant you just say you love each other like normal human beings jesus fucking christ"
jayseung's relationship (or the reigniting of it) is, well, rocky. they're both conflictedâjay even more than heeseung. because, the thing is, heeseung killed sunoo. as regretful as he is, that doesn't make it any easier to forget. but he's back, and alive, and in one piece, and he isn't leaving, and jay knows it wasn't really his fault, he wasn't in controlâbut he killed him. he killed their brother. and it WAS his own stupid fault for losing control in the first place, for not listening to jungwon, so what the hell is jay supposed to think? he flip-flops between being intensely grateful that heeseung is back and okay and finally with them again, and then remembering what he's done, giving him the cold shoulder and not speaking to him for hours on end. and all the while, heeseung is riddled with guilt, and shame, and grief he'd suppressed for far too long; niki's stubbornness combined with jungwon's unwavering support being the only things keeping him from bolting into oblivion all over again. all in all, it's a difficult timeâbut they get there. eventually.
naturally, they save sunghoon. what else is there to do? they defeat the queen, break her control over their friendâand then jakehoon have their own teary reunion, not unlike heewon's, and sungki have theirs, not unlike jayseung's (although with a... considerable decrease in cursing and conflicted emotions, and a lot more immediate sobbing). they're a messâsunghoon is traumatized, heeseung is traumatized, jay and niki are traumatized, they're all just fucking traumatized. jayseung will probably take a long time to get back to the way they once were, if it's even possibleâthere'll always be an empty space there, something gone, something missing, and it's one that can't be filled. jungwon barely lets heeseung out of sight or touch alike, and heeseung isn't much better off. jay's always been the more touchy one out of the three of them; but after years of missing, of longing, there's plenty of time to be made up, and heeseung is just... so, so soft, and warm, and being held by him is the loveliest thing jungwon's ever known.
AND NOW A SUNOO THING, BECAUSE THE IDEA OF ENHA LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER AS OT6 WITH SUNOO JUST FUCKING DEAD DOES. NOT WORK FOR ME
so like. sunoo isn't dead, or he doesn't stay dead, or not the soulless-unmoving kind of dead anyway. you know how necromancy and fierce corpses exist in donghua and shit? well they exist here too because fuck you and also i said so. i made myself sad and now im making it happy again goddamnit.
anyway. after he dies, sunoo gets found by the queen, too, and because she's all-powerful and whatnot she fucking necromances himâfigures he'll be useful later. as he is, though, he's basically nothing more than a puppet; like wen ning and song lan were when they were being controlled. his soul isn't... gone exactly, just imprisoned, prevented from being able to come forward and command his body.
so. sunoo is still partially alive, and the boys (jay, jake, jungwon, sunghoon, niki, and whatnot)... don't know that. i imagine that for pretty much the entirety of the centuries that heeseung is gone, sunoo's status as a necromanced fierce corpse goes entirely unknown to them, and it's only after heeseung is brought back by niki that he starts to resurface. i imagine they realize it in a sort of tense, action-filled scenario: the boys have gone to investigate another attack, thinking it's sunghoon, but as it turns out the queen has had TWO undead corpses running around doing her dirty work instead of one. and one of them is sunoo.
heeseung and jay, of course, are stunned. they cant believe it's real; it isn't real, it can't beâand yet.
a lot of angsty plot stuff happensâi dont have the energy or enough shits to give to figure out what. the thing is, the queen only kept sunoo this long and brought him out as a tactic to lure heeseung, make him weaker; and it probably worked. in the midst of both fighting against sunghoon and fighting to SAVE sunghoon, heeseung is bent on saving sunoo as well, and there's probably a lot of very angsty talk wherein there are disagreements about who's life, really, is more important in this situation, and if heeseung is just trying to make up for what he did to sunoo. regardless, heeseung ends up saving sunoo and bringing his soul back to the surface. what he doesn't expect is for sunoo to forgive himâfully and wholeheartedly. and it feels wrong, because no, you should be angry with me, you should hate me and want to hurt me like i hurt you; but sunoo is just... happy. happy that he's back, happy that heeseung is back, happy that they're all together again. and its conflicting, to say the least. even moreso because sunoo isnt stupidâhe didnt just act like heeseung was an innocent who did no wrong; he knew he had been wreckless, knew he was at fault, and he forgave him still. loved him still. that was something heeseung... hadn't been prepared for.
like i said in the last part, they save sunghoon; how, im not sure, but they save him, probably with a fair bit of sunoo's help, and they're together again. only the tiny difference here is that sunoo is with them too. sunoo is back, and the gang has yet another undead bestie to teach the ropes of being a vampire to. things are awkward, obviously, especially between the original brother's trio of heeseung, sunoo, and jay; because sunoo is his usual sweet and kind self while jay believes that he should be more angry at heeseung for killing him, heeseung agrees, and jay has some very conflicted feelings about how self-depricating his hyung is being (because like... yeah you killed sunoo and im supposed to hate you but you're not supposed to hate yourself, you idiot, what the fuck?)
(also like. if we're gonna take some more crumbs from cql canon here im gonna go ahead and say sunoo's death was at least somewhat self-sacrificial, even if it was heeseung that ended up causing it in the end)
(i kind of love how jiang cheng-y i made enhaverse jay here to be honest)
(okay this has been in my drafts WAY too long because ive been waiting for some miraculous Other Detail i need to add to pop up in my mind, but honestly i can just add anything else i think of in a reblog afterwards, this bitch just needs to see the light of day)
#magpie thoughts#magpie writes#??? kind of ???#enhaverse#enhaverse theories#ALSO kind of???#enhaverse writing#enhaverse aus#the untamed/cql#the untamed spoilers#idk but just to be safe ig .
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heyy can i request head canons with the haikyuu captains or the karasuno first years with how they would react to a haunted house. just to get in the spirit of halloween :)
heyyy anon!! yes ofc, i love that request :)
i hope you donât mind but i decided to go with the karasuno first years bc i have a lot of ideas for them. If anyone wants though i can make a part two with the captains :)
alsooooo im sorry if anyone seems ooc, this is just how i think they would react + this is my first headcanon sooo forgive me if it isnât the best <3
anywhooo, ty for the request, i hope you enjoy !!
â˘Haunted House w/ the Karasuno 1st Yearsâ˘
[art credit : @boonooniee on twitter]
warnings: a few curse words
genre: crack
characters: hinata, kageyama, tsukishima, yamaguchi, and yachi
â˘Hinataâ˘
surprisingly enough, this whole thing was his idea
he just wanted to spend time with his friendsÂ
he had to practically beg everyone to go, half of the group was scared out of their minds and the other half just werenât interested in the slightest
when everyone finally agreed, he was quite literally jumping for joy
days leading up to it, he would not shut up about it
this boy was beyond excited
âAre you guys excited for the Haunted House? Itâs gonna be so much fun!â
he was all smiley and giddy about it until he was standing at the entrance
now he was about to shit himself
âHeh um, who wants to go carve some pumpkins?â
mans had to be dragged in that hoe
he kept trying to tell himself that everything was fine and this would be super fun
then the first jump scare happened, and every ounce of courage in that tiny body was gone
he was clinging onto anyone that was in proximity of him
at some point he got a little bit of courage back and started to threaten to beat up one of the decoration
yeahh that âdecorationâ was one of the actors
that boy literally screamed and tackled the nearest person poor yams
now tiny yelps could be heard whenever he suspected something was about to pop out at him
at one point he literally started to hold his breath and Kageyama had to smack the back of his head so he would exhale
he finally reached the end after one of the actors chased him all the way to the exit
had to stand there for a minute to catch his breath after he realized the actor went back to their post
on the walk back home he kept talking about how it âwasnât so badâ
luckily Tsukki had gotten a video of him jumping on Kageyama and knocking him over to remind him just how bad he seemed to think it was
little pouty after he realized that video was sent to the team group chat
he cheered right up when Yachi suggested they go get hot coco though
â˘Kageyamaâ˘
no
just no
he did not want to spend his time going to a haunted house
he had volleyball to practiceÂ
which is why, initially, his answer was no
but Hinata would not stop asking him about it and it was making it impossible for him to focusÂ
he thought that if he agreed he would finally get some peace and quiet
ohh boy, was he wrong
Hinata would now not stop talking about how excited he was
Kags definitely had mixed feeling about all of this
he wasnât the worst when it came to scary stuff but heâs never actually had to experience anything like a haunted house before
he figured if he could handle scary movie, he could definitely handle this, right?
he was a little nervous once they arrived but he would not let himself get startled so easily
mainly because he didnât want to freak out the others 10x more and also because Tsukishima would never let him hear the end of it
so he decided he would suck it up and get through this without getting the absolute crap scared out of him
at first things were actually going pretty good, just some gory decorations on display
maybe this would actually be kind of fun
then one of the actors popped out and all hell broke loose
everyone was now terrified well except tsukki, mans got the popcorn out
Kageyama was trying his very best to play it cool but on the inside he was losing his shit
this was definitely so much more terrifying then the movies
Hinata and Yachiâs screams were not helping eitherÂ
he tried to mask his fear by yelling at Hinata any chance he got
Tsukishima saw right through that,
âOh? is the king getting scared?â
yes, yes he was
but Tsukishima did not need to know that
flinched at anything that could potentially pop out at him
got knocked over by Hinata a few times
Yachi had a death grip on this mans arm half the time to be honest he kind of felt less scared with how scared she was so he didnât mind
ended up using Hinata as a shield a few times
he got to the end after what felt like an eternity
never wanted to do something like that again
Tsukishima unfortunately got most of his unfortunate experience on camera
cue the never ending teasing
Yachi had told him it was okay and asked if he wanted to get hot coco with the rest of them bby is too kind
sir was definitely in the mood for some hot coco after that nightmare
â˘Tsukishimaâ˘
âNo.â
that was his immediate answer
itsâs not as if he was scared to go mans knows everything is fake and does not care in the slightest
he just did not find them as entertaining as most people did
and going with the others?
yeah, count him out
but Hinata was determined
Tsukishima was ready to resort to violence when Hinata had bothered him about it for what felt like the millionth time
when he realized that that midget would not shut up until he got the answer he wanted, he finally caved
âFine. Just shut the hell up, would you?â
Hinata did not shut up
listening to Hinata go on and on was worth it once they got there though
this was one of the most entertaining things heâs seen in a while
everyone was already loosing it before they even got inside
teasing was at the max today yams was the only exception
Hinata was the main target of his laughs
Yachi was runner up but he didnât really have to try, miss girl was scared of everything tbh he went a little easy on her bc he lowkey felt bad
he even got to poke fun at the king himself
documenting everyoneâs misfortune and sending the videos to the gc
purposely walked in front of the group so theyâd bump into him and get scared
he and Yamaguchi were the first one to reach the exit so he got to watch everyone run for their lives
now he was really running his mouth
told Hinata he never wanted to do something like that again though
in reality, he had a lot of fun
he surprisingly agreed to get hot coco with them afterwards mainly because he knew the cafe they were going to had strawberry shortcake
â˘Yamaguchiâ˘
oh no
Yamaguchi was definitely not one to willingly participate in things like this
he honestly was about to refuse the offer until he found out Tsukki was goingÂ
he decided it was now or never to get over his fears Iâm convinced that if Tsukki jumped off a bridge, Yamaguchi would too
Hinata talking about how excited he was did nothing to calm his nerves
every time it was brought up he would try to change the topicÂ
he preferred to pretend as if it wasnât a thing that he was actually involved in
As soon as they arrived, Yams was clinging onto Tsukishima for dear life
he was very grateful that Tsukki didnât deny his attempts to use him as a human shield
It didnât start off too bad
sure there was a few props that were uncomfortable to look at but for the most part he thought he could actually get through this pretty easily
he had even loosed his grip on Tsukkiâs arm a little bit
then things started popping out at him
sir did not sign up for all of this
he was right back to cutting off the circulation in Tsukishimaâs arm
Yamaguchi wasnât the type of person to scream when he got scaredÂ
he preferred to shut his eyes as tight as he could and repeat that he was okay over and over again in his head
if he wasnât so terrified he would probably be laughing right along with TsukishimaÂ
but at the moment all he was focused on was getting the heck out of that place
funny enough, he didnât even notice that they had reached the end until Tsukki told him he could open his eyes
poor baby was pretty much on the brink of tears after all of that
Hinata apologized profusely as Kageyama scolded himÂ
he felt much better later, laughing at all the videos Tsukishima took with some hot coco in his systemÂ
â˘Yachiâ˘
poor girlÂ
when Hinata suggested going to a haunted house she felt her heart drop to her stomach
she agreed none the less though, figuring that it would make Hinata sad if she refused seeing how excited he was
leading up to it, she was still scared out of her mind but some of Hinataâs excitement had surprisingly rubbed off on her
maybe she could get through this
her mind changed when they actually arrived
nope nope nope nope nope nope
definitely could not get through this
she was furiously nodding at Hinataâs offer to get the heck out of there  but that idea had been shut downÂ
she tried to gravitate towards Tsukishima, since she figured that he was big and he could be a shield or something of that sort
she ended up taking off in the other direction once he began telling her about all the scary stuff that was inside he was just teasing but poor baby definitely did not sense the sarcasm
she opted to clinging to Kageyama since sticking around Hinata and Yamaguchi just made her more nervous
âKageyama-kun, am I going to die in thereâ
once they got inside she calmed down a little bit
the decorations at the beginning were mostly just bloody props and Kageyama kept hitting them to show her they werenât real we love big brother Kags
it was probably just a coincidence that every prop he hit ended up smacking Hinata in the head
then the jump scares begun and Yachi was just about ready to faint
miss girl was just babbling nonsense, trying to distract herself from how terrified she was
every single jumpscare she would let out a squeal and shut her eyes
she ended up bumping into Tsukishima a few times which just made her even more terrified I mean, mans is huge and itâs dark what do you expectÂ
almost got lost
she had run in the opposite direction and Yamaguchi thought one of the actors kidnapped her
Hinata started flipping out
Kageyama just started yelling at him
Tsukishima ended up spotting her running back to the group after getting chased back by one of the actors
someone was now in front and behind her at all times
by the end of it Yachi was on the cusp of needing medical attentionÂ
she suggested getting some hot coco once she calmed down mainly just to get her mind off of everything she just had to experience
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