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I was reading a book today and I think I've finally cracked the code of why I'm so invested and somewhat defensive of female characters of dubious morality and/or have been wronged by the narrative (and fandom).
Her
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Reading about this goddess and her wrath and rage, both justified and not, often pointed at people who didn't deserve it but were the only ones she could take it out on, changed me forever.
#i'm not joking i was reading a book about her and i was like... oh this explains a LOT.#hera#greek mythology#i'm saying stuff#me at 11 years old reading greek myths for the millionth time and having a revelation: zeus is the problem here. but!! SO IS SHE!!
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#gonna! 👍 throw! 👍 up! 👍#rose reads tvc#literally what is there to say.#i will say it for the millionth time i do not understand anne rice. i don't see how she could write armand's reaction here#write the whole situation to be so sickening and tragic and then expect that like#it'll all be cool and fine after this and marius is great and right about everything or whatever the fuck#marius die in a fire for real this time#god. i need fanfic of someone torturing him to death. does this exist do i need to write it. someone cut out this man's tongue
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Woah pvz plant headcannon designs?!?!? (Sorta)
They're all pretty short because imagining most of them being average human heights is kinda scary. Also peashooter being short af is really funny
(Also I was just eyeballing the heights so I don't think they're very accurate. Just take it as approx and not the actual amount ig)
Bonus art I did on same canvas !!
#ok but you can tell who i draw most often#by how messy the sketch is#the reason the sketches for the ones i draw less often are cleaner is because i was tweaking it alot#the messier ones i just know off by heart lol#pvz#pvz gw2#pvzgw2#plants vs zombies#garden warfare 2#fanart#art#my_art#peashooter#pvz sunflower#I've forgotten citron's laser gun thingy for the millionth time#um it's detachable ok?#ok i have even more to say actually#IF I DID THIS AGAIN..#i won't make citron the shortest#he's actually p tall in game#i just squashed him#but next time I'll squash him less#cuz peashooter deserves the true spot as shortest#also can you tell i was fighting for my life to make sunflower as tall as possible without it looking weird DSGHFH#she is a SUNFLOWER she has to be TALL#but in game she's TINY!!!#also next time I'll make cactoos look more stylised#bcus I've only just learnt how to draw her without it looking like a streaming pile of shit#ok.. i think that's all
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just realized that tetsu's birthday is soon and if i wanna write something for it well........
#well then i need to get on it LMFOAKEKFMS#i make no promises or commitments. she says for the millionth time#its been so hard to write lately i blame it on the seasons . and the sun#bad brain bad bad brain#₊˚⊹⋆˚☂︎ bunny babbles ₊˚⊹⋆˚
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i need to change
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something to be said abt a foster pleading for anyone to adopt their extremely sweet and playful disabled tabby cat for over a year with absolute Crickets in response vs us making one post at 8pm with a frankly very poorly taken photo of a cute no-personality fluffy white kitten we have (who's not even been here 3 days!) and we have 45 comments within the hour and three of our adoption people with their phones blowing up
#i say something to be said but its been said before#its so weird how much value people put into the look of an animal vs its personality#look i love this kitten as much as the next guy but like. i dont know her#shes not got much going on and the only thing that sets her apart is her looks#and i know people will be throwing themselves at us to adopt her#but when we respond to the 15th app we got for her with 'hey you werent first but heres other options'#i already know theyll back out bc they couldnt get the shocking beautiful kitten they wantef#because it happens all. the. time.#we had a tripod siamese thing a few months ago and she got an application the night she was posted#and about 7 others too before we took her photo down#and the first person in line took her not necessarily bc she was perfect#but because she was good and wow what a beautiful cat everyone will be amazed by her!#whereas if they were there and met a tabby wjth the Same Exact Personality#and pros and cons#they wouldve moved on bc its just a tabby and theres no motivation to work with the animal#because it doesnt look pretty or unique#its been said a thousand times over by people way more articulate than me#but its so frustrating to watch it happen over and over again#we have mini aussie pups (aka longhaired chihuahuas with mearle color) who had adopters ready before they were even fixed#but when the millionth sweet baby pitbull puppy comes through theres no response#or when a senior fucked up chow chow is found as a stray people are biting at the bit to be approved to adopt it#but when those same people are asked if they can take in a young farm dog from a hoarding situation#they ghost us#shelter posting
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Tiny photoshoot!
#bjd#legit bjd#fragiledolls#fragiledolls joodella#ball jointed doll#slim msd#msd#dollblr#I say msd but she’s about 35 cm which technically lands her in the yosd category. but c’mon she is not a yosd#she’s just short SHBDJSSBJ#need to repaint the face sometime (as I’ve said for the millionth time) I am sick of her lips they’re far too red!!#also ignore the carpet pls this apartment has had this beige carpet since we moved in and it looks so gross esp in pics
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#I’m in such a slump of like wow I really don’t care about myself#I need to get it together#she says for 7 millionth time
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Honestly dipped back into hsr at the last second of black swans banner bc I wanted her so bad lol, but I haven't played in forever so I could only pull a handful of times then give up.... Then I hated acheron's look so much I dropped it again LMAO but now that they're lesbians caught in an Eldritch horror romance 👀👀👀👀
#i like the game q not just not time for both this and genshin#then all the women were wearing that same dress and i got fatigue#then black swan came out and I'm only sapphic i had 2 shoot my shot#then acheron's looking like a rehash of seele's look which i also....... wasn't a fan of let's say#but as much as i hate that look and those shorts they keep putting on the girls that animation changed my brain chemistry#i shouldn't be surprised it's like a dark verse eimiko 😣#once i realized she was the raiden expy i should've expected lesbianism but i don't know honkai lore at all outside of Star rail 🤷#text posts#anyway I'm gonna have to get back on the game 😞#well i will say the one thing i DO know about honkai verse for sure is that there's gonna be lesbians#seeing all the sapphic fans get so excited then seeing Western fans still complaining that it isn't enough or that it isn't real/male gazey#can't stress enough for the millionth time that this game comes from a country where queer stuff gets censored#and one thing i know about honkai is that they made their lesbians canon in another game and then got hit by the censor hammer#and one thing i can respect about hyv in the middle of their fanservice bs is them saying it the lesbians can't have it no one can#so now there's no PC ships and every other character has a same sex 'best friend' bc that's what they're allowed to call them lol#anyway
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Overall though Roommates with Benefits is another book that just tries too hard imo. So looks like it’ll be another diamond mine for me
#choices rwb#choices roommates with benefits#choices#choices stories you play#playchoices#I for sure sound like a broken record at this point but I’m beyond sick of the doe-eyed MC in literally every book#if PB is gonna enter their trashy Episode/Chapters era could they at least bring something a lil different to the table#would’ve been minutely more interesting if MC was the confident party animal#or if their dialogue and narration just wasn’t so awful#but really and truly this trope and ones like it aren’t for me#and I’ve always known that but additionally I’ve just never really understood how it’s enjoyable for some people#like how do you not get bored when reading about the heat between MC’s legs for the millionth time 😷#or ‘supposedly hot and cocky guy character’ saying something that’s actually corny af every 5 seconds#and MC acting like she’s never experienced anything in her life at all#idk y’all I’m just sick of it 🤷🏽♀️#like no matter how many different settings and situations you use these characters and tropes in it’s still the same story 💀
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Random Thought: What is the situation around Mike’s first meeting with the Team? Because I’ve seen people, over the years, treat the whole thing as a plan of his, probably at least in part due to how much things go his way until the end. The thing is, we have two options-
1. The whole situation in which he meets the Tennysons is planned on Mike’s part
This would require Mike to have known about and been watching Gwen during the beginning of the episode, not made a move at any point prior, discovered the team was going to be looking for new members, flew off to grab one of his victims and use her to cause a commotion, so he could run in and make a dazzling first impression that would get Gwen immediately trusting him and therefor make her an easier target.
That is, so much.
2. The whole thing was just a chance encounter from his perspective that he decided to take advantage of
Which would mean either Mike was chasing or escorting Trina- we know she’s a repeat victim and that Mike’s victims seem to be drawn back to him, but we don’t know enough about that aspect of his powers to know the odds of her having been fleeing him- and likely got distracted from her by Gwen and her assloads of energy entering sensing range. Whether he’d have seen Team Tennyson doing their thing and realized he could use this to his advantage or he was going to save Trina anyway because he’s not wasting a recurring, self-delivering meal, we cannot know.
This is what I would assume happened- because it’s the more sensible and plausible of the two options- were we not speaking of Michael ‘How do I get back into Legerdomain? Okay first I’ll start a cult’ Morningstar.
It’s plausible that he specifically would stalk The Biggest Target for however long and then under-go a multi-layered plan to get her alone and within eating range rather than just, going up and charming her like a normal person. But it makes more sense as a rule for the whole situation to have been a case of ‘the two factions may never have met had the Tennysons not been looking for Plumber badges and Mike not had one on him’.
Were we talking about literally anybody else I wouldn’t wonder, but Mike is enough himself that I have to.
#if i remember correctly trina seemed frightened of mike in that scene but we can't be sure how much she was *before* that#she didn't seem to be *rushing* ya know?#didn't seem like she was fleeing anybody#so *was* he escorting her and almost being hit by a truck and a collapsing bridge cracked whatever effect his bite has on people?#and if he was that says a lot about him actually#it would mean that at the least he's not the sort to waste resources#(and lead to me screaming about couple's retreat again because for the millionth time they lampooned his character for that ending)
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i love klance even tho i have no idea what fandom they are from
loving my first kl influencer moment ❤️ don't worry about the fandom anon just preserve the joy you can get out of it now
did another klance drop just for you, enjoy
#you can find the name of the show with minimal digging so i'm not spoiling the hunt for you#but just know i find most of it good (s1-s2 are a net positive in my brain but ive only seen it once and years ago atp)#and s7-s8 we dont acknowledge in this house#i only miss it out of sick nostalgia and bc visually it's a stunner sigh#we couldve had it alllll she says about vld for the millionth time#stray mail#really loving that i got someone into klance just bc they're my mental support blorbos and i've been in need of that
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i know n*gisagi has its fans and while for the longest time I've considered myself neutral towards it, I think I'm realizing that this is the only ship in bllk that truly gives me the ick
which is weird bc platonically, I actually fw it pretty hard. romantically though....
#bllk#I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE ITTTT#I thinks its just the characterization of Nagi... I just can't ship him with anyone besides Reo#bc while Reo would've likely ended up at blue lock regardless Nagi would have definitely never been there without Reo#his love for Reo is such a big part of his character that hearing him say that he loves anyone else especially isagi just feels so...#I think they can be good friends. the kind of friends where Nagi is openly a pain in the ass and isagi wonders why he even hangs out with h#although tbf I feel like pwc and other official stuff just makes it seem like Nagi is deeply disappointed that isagi's a boring person#and doesn't have a speck of interest in him besides his soccer abilities#i was rereading school zone girls earlier and there's this chapter where matsuri realizes her feelings for kishiya bc it's the complete-#opposite of what she feels around her friend yatsude (aka her emphasizing she feels nothing around her compared to kishiya-#and yatsude starts to feel insulted)#and low-key this would fit the Nagi and isagi dynamic in my head so well#Nagi has feelings for Reo but because he has no emotional intelligence whatsoever he doesn't realize this#until Nagi brings up Reo for the millionth time and isagi's just like 'omfg just ask him out already'#to which Nagi's like '.... huh?'#he hadn't even considered that he just knows that he wants to be with Reo forever#and isagi's says 'thats what I mean. that's romantic love right there. you don't feel the same way about me or any of your other friends no#and nagi's like 'oh god no. I think I would die if that were the case'#and isagi's just like '??? tf ouch😭'#I like to think that Nagi is a lot more careful with his words around Reo bc he cares about him a lot#meanwhile with Isagi or others he isn't afraid to openly insult him and can just be plain rude half the time#reo and isagi have both equally similar yet vastly different experiences with nagi lmao#(for the record I censored the ship name bc I didn't want ngis shippers to find this post dunking in their ship)#(and I was too lazy to add the anti- tag)
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tumblr auto deleted my rant because they know I’m right
#Chatterbomb#Ami tag pretty empty and it’s mostly talk ab her sexualization#Like cool. Glad we cover that for the millionth time. OBVIOUSLY ITS BAD!!!#There’s hardly any fanart of her :(#To paraphrase ig: I want to make a stupid collection of doodles of lupin being jealous of zenigata achieving father status and adopting Ami#And pouting about being the one she has a crush on instead of jigen or Goemon (teen girls prefer the dark and mysterious types or something#I have a few ways he figures it out (she outright tells him by saying Zenigata might be easier to remember than “Emmy”#Or going to his apartment for some reason and seeing out of place decor or a closet with small clothes.#Or he thinks she messed up the “pops” nickname but Ami was just calling him papa or whatever something cute and dumb#Or she’s wearing a hemmed old green trench coat#She definitely was very straightforward with some shit like “it’s the most logical thing for you to be my father because you fit the mold”#Or something#yatas “what like you’re her father or something” killed me on impact. Weird girl and weird dad#They make me ill. The hyperfixation is hyperfixationing
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it's been a week since you've spoken to arranged!gojo, and he feels like he's about to start going crazy.
you don't speak during your meals, not even when he addresses you in a question. sometimes you spare him a glance, but he'd still rather see your icy glare than see nothing at all.
and he knows he fucked up. he knows that you seeing him alone with anya was perhaps the worst possible place you could’ve caught him, but he's been almost begging you to listen to him, to hear his side. but every time he goes to explain you leave abruptly, leaving him alone, feeling the looks of pity from those around the two of you.
and you know you're being petty. after all, the two of you are only bound by words, nothing else. if anything, the two of you were just becoming friends, so this shouldn't hurt you as much as it does.
but you hear the whispers of the ladies, hear of their secret proposals of how gojo would surely bed them if they just asked. how miserable he must be trapped with you, how this marriage is ruining his life. and you know anya, know about her history with him. before you were his wife you were the higher echelon wallflower, listening to all the gossip, observing from afar.
you've gathered some ideas in your head as to why he might want to speak with you. perhaps he wants to gently break the news that he's found a mistress, one that he actually loves. or that maybe he's already had one and now you know why he's been so secretive.
so the more he tries to talk to you, the more you pull away. you don't know why he cares so much, why this even matters to him. if anything, you feel like he should be content with your silence.
but he's not, and gojo grows more restless by the hour.
he decides he can't live like this anymore. tonight he's going to make you listen to him, even if you want nothing to do with him.
you're holed up in your room, talking with alina as she dabs lavender oil on your neck before you go to sleep. you know she knows about your silence with gojo, but ever friend, she does nothing to bring it up.
well, she wouldn't have to if he didn't come knocking feverishly at your door.
you watch in your mirror as she peeks her head out, her gasp of surprise causing a sinking pit to form in your stomach. you can hear how she scrambles with the titles of my lord, how she explains that you're nearly about to go to sleep.
it's late, the only light is the flickering of the candles on your nightstand. he should be asleep by now.
gods, you wonder for the millionth time this week, why does he care so much?
alina finishes up, closing the door slightly as she turns to you, her eyes finding yours in the mirror.
"i'm sorry my lady," she bows her head almost apologetically, "but my lord wants to talk to you. he's requested me to leave...if you'll excuse me," she bows, quickly leaving, not giving you any time to actually excuse her. you know she can't stay any longer, but you do wish she put up more of a fight. you watch her skirt bustle away, the door being left slightly ajar.
you try to act nonchalant, continuing to dab the oil onto your wrists as you look down, even when you hear the door click shut, even when you can feel his presence several feet behind you.
you sigh through your nose, heat rising to your cheeks.
"what?" you bite out, your own voice shocking you. you want to get this over with, not too desperate to hear about how he's ready to take on a mistress and shun you away.
you can hear him take in a deep breath, your eyes briefly looking up in the mirror to catch his, the same ones that make your knees weak, and avert your gaze.
"you haven't spoken to me in over a week," he says after a beat of silence.
you shrug indifferently, despite the fact that he could probably ask you the specific amount of hours it's been since the two of you had talked and you'd give an accurate number.
"i've been busy," you murmur, taking your earrings off as you place them gently in the little glass bowl to the side.
he doesn't say anything about your blatant lie, just nods slowly, as if he understands.
"i missed hearing you talk," gojo tells you quietly, almost as if his voice had been stuck in his throat, and you wonder if any man before him had ever tried to sweet talk his wife before he told her about his new mistress.
you don't say anything, still refusing to look at him as you stand up from your seat, turning off one of the candles near you as you smooth out some of the wrinkles of your nightgown.
"is this what you really want to tell me gojo?" you say bluntly, looking to the side momentarily, getting a longer look at his bulky figure, how he tries to make himself seem smaller, "that you miss my stupid jokes and dull stories?"
"they're not stupid," he quickly cuts in, his voice a little stronger, brows furrowed, "and i like your stories."
you roll your eyes, moving around the bed, to the side where he's not, and fluff your pillows. you've never found this useful, but it gives you something to do with your hands other than fidgeting with them.
truth be told, you're reflecting. you're scared of what it is he has to say, and so you try to appear stronger, and less caring, despite the fact that it's tearing you apart.
you try not to feel self-conscious of the fact that this is his first time ever seeing your room, or the fact that it's so bland. you didn't come to this estate with many things, and so you've tried to spruce up the space as much as you can, but aside from the few flowers and paintings on the wall, you fear it looks bland compared to everything else he's seen.
"and no," gojo adds, running a hand through his already tousled white hair as his arms crossed over his chest, and you finally allow yourself to stare at him, "that's not all i wanted to say."
he paused for a second.
"i don't know why i followed her out, or why i even stayed to hear her speak, but she kept saying these things about..." he trails off, gnawing on his lips as your eyes narrow slightly.
"me?" you finish for him, and his eyes dart to yours.
gojo nods a little bit, arms bulging a little bit as if remembering what she had said.
"i'm used to people staring at me, i lived with it my entire life. but with you, people..." he struggles to find words, "people stare longer. and i don't know why."
you raise a brow.
"do you want me to explain?" you say and he looks at you briefly, almost in a brazen way.
he shakes his head as if he had steered off track.
"that's beside the point. what i wanted to tell you is that she...she was saying some nonsense and i was about to leave until she offered for me to stay at the hostelry she was at." his blue eyes are wavering, his finger itching to get closer to you. this stupid bed is in the middle of you two and he wishes it were gone.
your breathing hitches a little bit, and you hope he doesn't see the sad tilt on your lips.
"so i banished her. or, well, i guess you saw her and then i banished her, but i would've done it regardless," he explains hurriedly, "look, i'm sorry...really sorry. if you want me to-"
"you banished her?" you cut him off, voice raised slightly in confusion.
his mouth gapes open for a second, and then blinks slowly, nodding.
"of...course," he tilts his head, his gorgeous head, slightly "you know that i am married, right? to you? she was offering to-"
"i thought you were going to tell me that you slept with her. o-or i don't know! that you were going to make her your mistress or something!" you spew out, your voice raised as you pace around the floor, moving a little bit closer to him as his eyes widen.
"why would you ever think that?" gojo says in a panicked tone, nothing like the man who commanded the northern army, but more like somebody who was watching his world burn in front of him.
"why?" you exclaim, shocked, "why? are you daft? every single woman wants to sleep with you! every single time we host those dinners, o-or we go to those parties, they look at you and they look at me and they pity you. i hear the whispers of the ladies, how they wouldn't mind being the other woman."
gojo hears the way your voice wavers, how your lips tremble, and the way you try not to let your bottom lip quiver. he sees the way you try to stay strong, to keep your image unbridled, but right now he feels like he's watching you break and he doesn't know what to do.
"so? what makes you think i'd do anything with them?" gojo argues, his voice raised a little bit, not in shouting, but in genuine disbelief.
you take a moment to step back and observe his behavior, and a nagging voice in your head tells you that he's telling you the truth. that he's concerned and worried, that maybe all he came to tell you tonight was an apology.
but that can't be correct.
so you sigh, your arms crossed over your chest protectively.
"i...i don't know," you murmur, "you sleep in another wing, you're always away. i thought...maybe..." you can't meet his eyes, fidgeting with the ring on your finger.
gojo takes a step forward, lips parted, cheeks rosy and flushed.
the two of you don't say anything for a minute, his chest heaving up and down. you feel like there's a weight both removed and added onto your shoulder.
"why didn't you say anything?" he whispers, "did you think...did you think i was...?" he can't finish the sentence, the words themselves too gruesome.
he doesn't say anything as he takes another tentative step closer.
you watch him, your eyes mirroring one another.
"i made a vow to you," his voice is heavy, traveling across the spanning stone walls, going deep into your bones, "and even if you prefer me to be your friend, i'll keep to that vow till the day i die."
your eyes gloss over, lips trembling.
you don't say anything, taking a couple steps forward as you smash against his chest, face crumpling against the stone wall of his torso as you hug him tightly, hoping that he can't feel the tears that seep through his nightshirt.
never in your life has somebody made a promise to you. and never in your life has somebody kept to that promise.
"thank you," you murmur, your voice muffled as his arms wrap around your body, steady and strong.
"and anyways, i'd prefer to be married to you than those miserable women any day," he mumbles into your hair and you laugh wetly, squeezing your arms tighter.
"really?" you say, tears blurring your vision.
"really," he hums, not able to say anything because he fears what you'd say if he told you that he'd rather be your husband and your friend. but he'd keep that inside, respecting your wishes.
if only he knew you wished the same.
#gojo x reader#gojo x reader angst#gojo x reader fluff#gojo x you#gojo drabble#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jjk fluff#jjk drabble#arranged!gojo
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oh my godddd oH MY GODDDD
“Well done, enlighten me, what’s your name?”
“Enlighten me, King of Ithaca…”
OH MY GODDDDD
#this isn’t even anything it’s just a common fancy thing to say#I’m just having Thoughts (tm) rn listening to the thunder saga for the millionth time today#I could go as far to bring up the polarity of its use in both circumstances#Athena genuinely asking because she doesn’t know and she respects Odysseus for his talent#vs#Zeus asking despite being well aware of what his response will be#he’s just playing with him and mocking him out of disrespect#idk man this musical is rewiring my brain
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