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a tribute to my favorite ship from age 8 to 18 You will never escape me AND A WELCOME BACK TO THEEE LAURANCE ZVAHL!!!!!
#aphmau#aphverse#minecraft diaries#laurance zvahl#aphmau mcd#laurmau#HAPPY 10 YEARS RO MCD this was supposed to come out that day but i got too caught up in her video i watched it with a friend and then we al#got Sidetracked and i left it alone until now sorry😭😭😭#laurance mcd#awesome#sorry laurance isn't in his guard uniform in the table scene i drew it before deciding to Make it the table scene then was like Man whateve#i like his clothes imma just keep it but know I AM NO POSER!!!!
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thinking how bruce wayne’s mere existence single handedly defied khoa’s “dead is just dead” line of thinking in batman: the knight tbh.
#khoa looking somberly down the barrel of a gun while bruce was unconscious because dead is supposed to be dead.#dead is supposed to mean nothing. dead is supposed to mean ‘simply gone from this world’. and that’s why it’s supposed to be easy.#i also KNOW when khoa said ‘dead is just dead’ bruce immediately flashed back to when his mother was on the ground choking on her own blood#as bruce held his mothers hands in his too small hands and cried#and i think bruce learned at a young age that dead does not mean nothing if the PERSON who died meant something.#and i think after bruce finished picking up the pieces of his heart in canada-with some pieces still left behind-he couldn’t help but smile#because he really DID beat khoa. he always beat khoa at something ever since he wrapped his arms around two corpses at 12 years old.#whatever#bruce wayne#minhkhoa khan#ghostbat#batman#ghostmaker#batman the knight#dc comics
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Jayce “Facebook-Mom” Talis-Medarda
#whatever. go my meljayviklings#created by my pookie @_chipsip on insta and bsky#she’s the realest ever legit inflicted ten counts of domestic MelJayVik into my head like two months ago and they won’t leave#here are their names#April is the one in the left. she’s the jayce/viktor kid & 4 yrs older than her sister#she’s super fun I promise she just can’t mask to save her life#to the right is Andromeda#Andy for short#she is the MelJay baby and my favorite lowkey… don’t tell April#I can’t even begin the rundown on this au. they’re so silly. their parents are so silly.#everytime I think of them it’s like ten shots of dopamine to my brain#Ximena is a supportive Facebook grandma#yup yup#viktor doesn’t have social media#Mel has an account for her art curating business that’s SUPPOSED to be professional#but she’s under Jayce’s post like ‘my loves!!’#Jayce posts this and minutes after Ximena sends it to the girls Andy’s calling like dad. u have five seconds to remove the post#he doesn’t mean to embarrass them honest he’s just so proud of them#sigh. SIGHHHH#arcane#meljayvik#MelJayVik fan kids#fankids#arcane fankids#my art
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So the new ordeal call 2 leak and uh
Oh no

Ooh noooooo

OOOOOHHH NOOOOO
#my baby nooooo#during ort fight ritsuka only worn down but still has some fight left meaning whatever the fuck happens in oc 2 is finally getting to them#fgo#fgo spoilers#fate grand order#fgo ritsuka#ritsuka fujimaru#fgo ordeal call#the dead inside look actually crushed me#its so gudaover#OC2 WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HIGHSCHOOL FLUFF STH THAT RITSUKA LONGED FOR WTF IS GOING ON HERE#type moon#lasangle when i get u
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is this anything
(clarification for the "freedom" thing: they arent helping free others out of the goodness of their hearts, either doing so by proxy when completing their goal or using them to help complete said goal. they are still going about it in a selfish way and i dont mean to imply they actually care about the people and/or creatures being freed.)
#theres some other stuff that i left out (like snatcher and sebastian both being condemned for something they didnt actually do)#but ive been finicky enough with thus thing it was supposed to just be a random idea and ive been spending too long on it#so here ya go#uhhhh yeah ill tag this i guess#gravity falls#bill cipher#ahit#the snatcher#snatcher ahit#sebastian solace#pressure#my art#<- this counts. sorta. i made it in procreate and i wanna find it later so its going in the art tag#.......there are some instances where bill helps others for seemingly no reason and doesnt ask for anything in return#but thats a whole other can of worms and im trying SO HARD not to turn this post into and essay somehow#i think ive reblogged a post explaining it better than i would've anyway#was it ckret2 who posted that or someone else. i dont remember#WHatever post over get outta here
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u guys think wander got him those headphones

#i literally just noticed#like why else r they green n have a star#oh my god#h#he accepted a gift from wander n even uses it regularly#(insane)#naw i feel like hed need some reason for using them#like idk#breaking his pair accidentally or in a fit of rage#n wander found out somehow n left those ones in his room n peepers was like#“ummm... yeah whatever im not gonna throw out perfectly good headphones just cuz theyre from a guy were supposed to be hating on”#or whatever idk#likr he just cant be brought to gaf anymore he just wants to listen to his stupid sleep self help recordings#pbj
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and with that, the duolingo finnish course is completed.
#random thoughts#can't believe i finished it. after a year and a half.#thank you to käärijä and the want to reconnect with my father's half of the family for inspiring me.#there's always daily review left for me i suppose. whatever shall i do with myself......
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For the longest time, the quintessential song describing Apollo's wrath and consequent murder of Coronis for me was Marah in the Mainsail's 'Your Work isn't Done'.
It's dark. It's seething. Its image of Fate pushing the scorned speaker to complete his foul, terrible work of killing the man who stole his lover away from him is particularly powerful and it's always evoked this gruesomely tragic evolution of a glassy eyed Apollo stumbling through the streets, weak-legged and trembling from the betrayal growning more and more wrathful 'til he can think of no other course than to aim his bow and shoot. The price of betraying his trust is death and Coronis betrayed so much more than just his trust by taking Ischys as her lover.
The song itself captures that sensation of building wrath so well too. From the lonely guitar and vocals at the beginning which evoke this lonely, stripped back but distant grief to the way the singer is practically screaming his refrain of "Your work here isn't done" by the end, accompanied by the full blasting of instruments and an omnious chorus at his side, everything about this song is centered around building stakes, building realisations, building tensions and it creates this feeling of the speaker growing closer and closer with each new verse and chorus that adds to his anger.
There's also the absolute treasure trove of lyrics that work so well for specifically this tale. A brief overview of some of my favourites include;
- There's a crow overhead singing "Oh, Death is my friend."
- And though you think your time has come, the wheels of Fate have spun. Death has declared your work here isn't done.
- There's a girl on my heart safe ashore in her lover's arms
There's just such a vivid image to be drawn here - of Apollo's emotions being swallowed by his rage, of his resolve to end everything the more he bears witness to Coronis' brazen affair. There's even a strong female voice in the first two verses which seem to egg the speaker on in his spiral - a perfect opening to include Artemis who wishes for her brother to hunt that which brought him such pain alongside her. An Artemis who reinforces just what Coronis has done, an Artemis who does not want her brother to repress his anger after such grave an insult just because love was once there.
To me, it was perfect. Apollo's killing of Coronis was a crime of passion, an execution he sometimes cannot even bring himself to commit according to who is telling the tale. It's a wretched situation, harrowing, suffocating and cruel but if not by Apollo's hands, Coronis would simply die by another's. She cannot live after what she has done. The gods simply would not allow it.
AND THEN MY BIAS WAS COMPLETELY WRECKED BY LORD HURON.
Now, let it be known, I am a huge Lord Huron fan. Strange Trails is perhaps the most Apollo-coded album I've ever heard and songs like Yawning Grave and The Balancer's Eye capture such a visceral, gorgeous portrait of cosmic grief and anger that they haven't really left my brain since I first listened to them. Still, 'Setting Sun' from their Lonesome Dream album completely flew under my radar. Maybe it's because the commercial version is so much snappier than the Alive from Whispering Pines recording, maybe it's because I just hadn't listened to Lord Huron's discography in a while but my god. My god.
This song has it all; a quiet menace in its music, a strong male singer who sounds only barely restrained, an absolute HOST of lyrics that are so wonderfully perfect for the scenario -- after getting over how wonderful the song itself is, I immediately dethroned Your Work isn't Done because ultimately, 'Setting Sun' has something in abundance that 'Your Work isn't Done' minimised in order to focus on the wrath driving the song forward.
And that's love.
Setting Sun is so powerful because it's not just a revenge ballad - it's a dirge, a breakup song, a lament, a regret manifesto. So many times during the song, the speaker wonders when his lover stopped loving him. He recounts intimate moments and wonders if his lover was thinking of the other man when she was enjoying herself, wonders if anything she'd said was even real. And I love that so, so much.
Ultimately, Apollo adored Coronis. As inevitable as her death was, he regretted every second of it. No matter how angry, no matter how betrayed, no matter how intensely he was shamed, he still loved her. He weeps for her when she dies, he screams and grieves and cries when he's faced with her corpse. In some tales, no matter the cocktail of emotion driving him, he simply cannot bring himself to kill her. He'd rather cry in Artemis' arms and take his anger out on his own servant than hurt her. His own father has to dispatch Ischys since Apollo can't even bring himself to hurt that which Coronis once loved. Of course, in this case, Apollo's going to kill someone but the point is, it's not a decision of pure anger so much as its this complicated, horrible mix of resolve and lost love.
And my god does Setting Sun capture this conflict, passion, grief and love so well. UGH, I'm vibrating just thinking about it -- there are so many points where I hear its lyrics and can vividly picture Apollo, jaw clenched looking Coronis in her eyes and quietly confronting her.
Coronis, returning home at twilight after spending the day with Ischys to Apollo stringing his bow, "Oh? Is he ready to die for you baby? No, but you know I would."
Coronis lying to him about who she's spent her time with and Apollo's soft, near pained, "Does it hurt when you lie to me? If you asked, I would set you free."
I even really love the image of a Coronis who runs away from Apollo upon realising what will soon happen, not to escape his arrows but to warn Ischys who does not know what will happen. Of Apollo getting into his stance, taking aim at them and gathering his strength as the final refrains rings out "I know I'll never reclaim your love and that's as hard as it gets, so I'll be taking a life when the sun sets."
Other favourite lines of mine include;
- Oh, is he ready to die for you baby, now that the deed is done?
- Tell me when did I lose your love? Was it him you were thinking of?
- And I could never betray your love, you had me heart and soul. You might never have known it girl, but I was all yours.
And ultimately, I just like this conflicted portrait of premeditated murder much more than the crime of passion 'Your Work isn't Done' paints. Crimes of passion - especially when Apollo is concerned - are tragic in their own right, but in Coronis' case, I think I prefer it so much more when there's no way for Apollo's action to be misconstrued for anything other than what it is, especially since he goes on to cut Asclepius from his mother's corpse then carry on with building her funeral pyre. I think there's something so much more impacting about Apollo being unable to hide away from Coronis' blood on his hands and him having to raise Asclepius with those selfsame hands.
Love of the mortal does not supercede the responsibility of the divine. If Coronis' sentence no matter what is death, who better to lead her gently to the knife than he who still loves her?
#ginger rambles#apollo#greek mythology#In conclusion: GO LISTEN TO SETTING SUN AND YOUR WORK ISN'T DONE#I know people generally think stories where a god kills a mortal are always tragic because the mortal dies#but in this case - to me - this is tragic because Coronis has put Apollo in a hell of a situation#like one of the worst ones ever#Apollo HAD to have known Coronis was cheating on him for a long time#why else would he have left the crow to look after her when that's not something he's done for any other lover?#Not even Hyacinthus who was ACTIVELY being courted by like two other people including another god#Just imagining him looking the other way for months on end because he loves her and she technically hasn't slept with Ischys yet#so he's content to let her do whatever she wants on the side so long as she comes home go him even while she's pregnant with his kid#only for her to completely ruin it by ACTUALLY sleeping with Ischys thereby making her cheating an act against their relationship#and against his honour both as her lover and a man? Nevermind how it would reflect on him as a god to be made a cuckhold by a mortal man?#There is literally no universe where Coronis doesn't die for that. Literally none.#If Apollo hadn't killed her Artemis would. And if Artemis hadn't killed her - Zeus would.#Apollo really truly loved her though. He's breaking down in like every version of this story even though his kneejerk reaction is anger#And I just feel like there's something especially poignant about him wanting to be the one to kill her#of him - no matter how much he tried to escape this - squaring his shoulders and taking the shot knowing full well#that it's the mother of his child that he's hunting.#UGHHHHH I LOVE THIS STORY I LOVE IT SO MUCH#Fun fact I was supposed to do something like this for Hozier first but I have had AFWP Setting Sun#on repeat in my brain for almost a full week now. Since I can't do animatics I did this instead.#coronis#lord huron#analysis#I guess?#marah in the mainsail#damn they don't even have a tag on tumblr#ginger chats about greek myths
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Someone totaled my car today and I do not like being in insurance limbo
#i did all the stuff i was supposed to but im gonna call my insurance again tonorrow just to double check#i had a green light and someone left turned into me like super late#like idk how they thought they could make that turn#but my airbags all went off and my hood was a mess so i think my car is fully toast#siiiigh#:(#i dont want to have to buy a new car......#i just moved out too so dealing with this + rent + living expenses is not ideal#i wish ppl knew how to fucking drive and i still had my car.#im trying to be zen and cool about this and just go well getting mad wont solve the problem but like#if people paid attention while they were driving then i wouldnt be out a car having to use a sick day tomorrow#and i wouldnt have to probably spend more than what i get from insurance on whatever my new car will cost#and i wouldnt be having to deal with insurance and getting rides places and hopefully getting a rental car#so maybe i can be a little mad for a while and get upset for myself for once#i just roll over and accept everything all the time and while intentional apathy has gotten me this far#maybe i shouldnt cling to it forever
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god i wish they hadn't retconned maul's death. i get wanting to explore more of his character because he was, objectively, one of the coolest star wars characters to ever hit the big screen and didn't get much screentime prior to his death, but also his role was fulfilled perfectly within those constraints so i wasn't too upset by it.
but by retconning it and making it so he never died it's like. okay. what now? the whole point (well, to me, ymmv of course) of the theed generator fight was that it was the first ever fight between the jedi and the sith in thousands of years, and that in the end even though the jedi (obi-wan) won the fight, a jedi (qui-gon) and a sith (maul) still died. a master and an apprentice dying together to herald the start of a new age/the return of the sith. perfectly paralleling the way in rotj a master (palps) and an apprentice (anakin/vader) died together to herald the return of the jedi. in both instances, a father figure (qui-gon/vader) dies in the arms of their son (obi-wan/luke) as a sith (palps/maul) is cast down into the abyss to their deaths. (palps being alive in the ST and retconning his death in rotj is also annoying for this reason)
i mean i like maul. don't get me wrong. he's an incredibly compelling character and i enjoy seeing more of him... but there's always the thought hovering in my mind like "he should be dead though. he should 100% be dead. this wouldn't be happening if he was dead, but i honestly would rather it not if it meant that maul was dead."
like the tpm fight just doesn't hit the same knowing that canonically he's just. going to become a robot octopus at some point. (shoutout to palps becoming sith glados in the ST) it cheapens the moment for me. it was supposed to be a moment of triumph marred by the deep and soul-crushing loss of a loved one and it's just... not, anymore. or at least not to the same extent. AUGH i'm just. frustrated. wish star wars as a whole wasn't constantly reframing/retconning what's been established. just puts a bad taste in my mouth.
#personal#star wars is HUGE#there's a GALAXY'S worth of stories to be told#and we're always for whatever reason focusing on this ONE PARTICULAR TIME PERIOD#it's suffocating#this is partly why i'm so excited to see the acolyte#it's a break from the skywalker saga#i love the skywalkers. i love the skywalker saga.#but that's also why i want them to STOP ADDING TO THEIR STORY#sometimes a story has a beginning middle and an end and that's okay!#that's fantastic!#we don't need to see between the lines! or behind the scenes! what if we just LEFT IT ALONE#AUGH#anyways. i don't know. i'm just frustrated with the state of star wars as a whole#it feels so claustrophobic right now. just because the space is there and undefined doesn't mean it needs to be filled#this constant push to canonize the years leading up to an event with content is so frustrating#negative space in an image isn't a bad thing it just helps guide the eye to what's most important#otherwise it gets too cluttered. too noisy. too DISTRACTING.#this was supposed to be about maul being alive but it's really about my ongoing grievances with how star wars is cannibalizing the movies#i'm tired of it........ tired i tell you#anyways that's all. real old man yells at cloud moment rn lmao
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So i was looking into the canon romworld lore and, learning that spaceships cant do any warp speed travel bc they never developed it immediately had me thinking of mechi and his sister :(. Like, i'm just imagining the angst of mechi going home with kwahu, thinking its only been like 10 years and its actually been 100 or something bc cryosleep.... could definately be a reason why the two would go for the ideology or anomoly ending

Yeah, it would make for a very heartbreaking story if Yamka wasn't every bit as stubborn and reckless as her brother. She followed him all the way to the Rim and dragged their parents along as well. They're on the planet somewhere, but as Mechi and Kwahu aren't particularly inclined to build hotels for interaction with other factions, it may take us a long time to encounter them (if we ever do).
I'm sure Mechi imagines that their reunion will begin with a long-awaited hug, but Yamka is absolutely going to punch him first. She was not happy that he decided to go galavanting about the galaxy without her, and she'll probably be torn between yelling and crying when (if) they do meet again. Mechi will be suitably chastened, I'm sure. Maybe Kwahu, too, even though he technically never did anything wrong.
#asks#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#Yamka has her dad wrapped around her little finger#That's one thing Mechi and Lapu have in common I suppose#They'd both do whatever Yamka asked without question#Mechi is a mama's boy though#he gets along with Squashbug much better than with Lapu#But yes I think Mechi was just blind with annoyance at other people getting in his way#so he left on a trip that would take centuries without really thinking about it#and he hasn't paused to consider his actions since then#one day it'll hit him I'm sure#and (because he doesn't know Yamka and his parents are on the planet with him) he'll assume they're dead#and it'll break his heart#hmmmm#I wonder if I can find a way to make that work story-wise?#it could be fun to draw...#thanks for the ask!!#have an awesome day <3 <3
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they''ll be're putting my inquisitor in veilguard and expect me not to want to romance him lmao.... whimper............

#the hottest guy in game and im supposed to just.... lust#so unobtainable#i think him and the mommy rook i have planned out would make out sloppy style on the table in the centre of the lighthouse if left alone#he loves strong female figures (especially viv-like characters and my rook is that but extremly loathsome an immoral)#they'd be unstoppable together.........#solas would give up his plans if it meant they'd just. stop. whatever they have going on#personal#dragon age
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RODBT therapist @ the group: Does anyone have any examples of situations that generated complex emotions?
Me: Well... recently, scintists identified the remains of James Fitzjames who died in the Franklin expedition for the Northwest Passage like 176 years ago... it made me feel a lot of things...
#also i need u to kno that i was wearing cat ears and had drawn a cat nose and whiskers on my face#bc our homework from last week was to engage in novel and silly behavior and i thought it would get me silly points#they had to try to figure out what compex emotions i was feeling and landed on: sadness and compassion#bc the news made me really uncomfortable. which is y i didnt rb any of the posts going around#bc something about knowing this person had been identified along with the idea that there was no one who actually knew him#to take comfort in having found him is so eerie and sad. and like of course there r ppl who kno him as a historical figure but thats not#really knowing someone. so its like celebrating for the echo of a person. and there's something sad and haunting about that#the existential horror of being only remembered by the physical effects you left on the world. by which i mean ur writing and the actions u#proformed in order to make other ppl think u were worth writing about for whatever reason#i dunno. i suppose it should b a happy thing but i guess it just makes me feel really sad. not in a bad way exactly.#just. i dunno. its weird and sad#unrelated#and then theres the additonal thing of ppl only knowing this historical figure thru the show
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i just found out that there is a way you can keep wyll & karlach and still raid the grove and it's if you kill them first and then resurrect them after its over which is kind of hilarious... like... imagine...
"why did you kill us??" "it was an accident!! so sorry!!! i brought you back as fast as i could!" "hmm... okay... well... did anything important happen while we were gone?" "nope! anyway let's go visit that githyanki creche right now immediately."
#i'm still not 100% sure what my bhaal-betraying banite durge will do with the grove#her only real goal is to do whatever gets her power and either gets rid of the tadpole or lets her continue to use it without risk#and i'm not sure there's much benefit to helping the tieflings other than i guess they pay you for it if you ask#or maybe if she believes halsin can actually help (but she doesn't really)#on the other hand there's actually not really that much benefit to helping the cult because other than minthara they are all clearly grunts#although i suppose she may be thinking that it would be easier to infiltrate moonrise towers if they vouch for her#so ultimately i think she's more likely to help the cult#honestly the main out-of-character reason i was thinking to help the tieflings is to not lose wyll & karlach so i get new content with them#since i didn't have either of them last time#so if i can keep them anyway i may still raid it but on the other hand i think i lose halsin no matter what if i do that#and i didn't have him last time either#plus i believe i wouldn't be able to finish karlach's questline#tbh i wonder what happens if you just ignore the grove#like i know the goblins/minthara win that way but i wonder if wyll/karlach/halsin still get mad at you#but objectively i would think ignoring it is not a logical option either because picking a side gets you more of a benefit#unless you're just thinking neither benefit is worth it and you'd rather just get on with shit#banite durge is trying not be a total murderhobo & only kill with a purpose#like ruthlessly still sure but purposefully#honestly embrace durge left both act 1 and act 2 with nearly no one left alive on the map#so it will not be hard to kill less often than embrace durge did
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hot busty time-stopping kings in YOUR area
NOT MY ART MY FRIEND AYA MY DEAR FRIEND AYA DREW THIS AND GRACIOUSLY IS LETTING ME POST THIS AS HE DOESN'T EVEN GO HERE
(LINK TO HIS TWT HERE BTW CHECK HIM OUT SHE IS SO COOL AND EPIC AND WONDERFUL AND AWESOME!!!!!)
like these cursed vibes? epic! my cool and awesome and epic and wonderful friend squid whom i have been inflicting torment upon and also me a miki are AND ALSO SPECIAL GUEST AYA WOO streaming ISAT rn link right here where the vibes stem from LMAO
or vods in this link here instead if thats preferred :]
#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#suggestive#probably???#its marked mature regardless so lmao#i am so sorry to anyone who did not want to see this having to scroll past if they can </3#he won a bikini competition <3#3 years straight <3#until......... </3#feel free to say 18+ things on this one or whatever lmao be free#aya said she is cool with it LMAOOOOO#and idrc either i am mainly indifferent lmao#just know i might send over whatever ya'll say her way ASDASFAD#or throw rocks at just me a miki for putting this here none to aya tho >:[#mea on stream#i suppose its related!!!#aya ghostwrote some of this lmao#squid left us unattended for like an hour and that is how the second image spawned :thumbsup:
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HAH in the video where drivers rate their teammates oscar comments on how lando draws his 8 weird (around 3:50)
i draw my 8 the same way (which ive also been told many times is the wrong way of doing it) 😭
#just a funny coincidence#reply with how u draw ur 8 im curious#to me the way lando and i do it makes complete sense#u start top right and go up over to the left and then down to the right and circle back to the start#so. u end top right#which is convenient for the next thing#wait i forgot how ur supposed to do it now#whatever#i used to know a guy who drew his 8 by just drawing 2 seperate circles and it was insane#red flag im not even joking#f1#formula 1#f1 shitpost#lando norris#mclaren#mctwinks#piastri
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