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dedicating a whole page of my flash book to the special boy <33
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tattoo design#dw i'll let you know the Second i'm allowed to use another person#i can't wait to do one of these for someone#i know i fucked up the point of the dagger i'll fix it later#i need to stop doing symmetrical designs on paper bc i'm not good at it#the arcane trickster one actually turned out really fucking cool i didn't think i'd like it when i started it
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I really do hate when people ship the doctor with his/their companions
Ik the literal writers do it all the time so it's baked in
Doesn't mean I hate it any less
Especially when it's 12 and Clara
It's so icky I hate it
Honestly my only major exception is 12 and River, I feel like there was still a major power imbalance and the Doctor's relationship with River was super messed up anyway but 12 and River were actually really cute and had good chemistry.
Sorry for the mini rant but you should expect this of me by now
#sorry tenrose fans#never not grossed out by it#he's 900 and she's 19#yuck#big yuck#he was actually older but he didn't know it#he's lived a million lifetimes and she's 19#he's been a grandfather#meanwhile she's 19#doctor who#dw#dw spoilers#9th doctor#10th doctor#11th doctor#12th doctor#yeah i've only seen nuwho as of right now#shut up and mind your business#ok so i probably got a little too mean#but woof i just hate the “romance” that gets wedged into my cool space time show#clara oswald#river song#amy pond#rose tyler#rose tyler i'm really sorry#i love them they just deserved better#she was actually 19#like literally#19#nineteen
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ok doctor who opinons time. i was So Excited when they mentioned susan as a real thing that was going to happen and!!! the doctor's reaction!! the acting of that was sooo good ajsnajsgasj ncutiiiiiiiii the wall kick and the sliding down to sit on the floor - the way susan triad way saying she had dreams - i was All For chamelion arched susan subconiously trying to contact the doctor like that would have been really cool!.and then they blew it all up and theres a cgi god of death there like. idk. wee bit of a let down i think. i'm sure sukteh is very scary and everything but 'god of death wants to kill everyone' has way less emotional investment in it than 'the doctor's grandaughter has been hiding on earth, he hasnt seen her in 1500+ years and there's a non-zero chance she's ruby's mum'. yknow. you see what i mean.
#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#like i'm sure it will all come together in a really cool way but idk man i was so excited when they were all talking about susan and i Love#the time window and the tape warp on the world in there#and then. cgi egyptian god. okay#i guess
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veilguard thots
[massive plot spoilers]
ok i did say i was gonna write up some brief thoughts after i completed but first of all before i start, as a lucanismancer i just want to say any lucanismancer who hates neve kys. you are not affiliated with me don't even speak to me or breathe in my direction. and bioware, idk when u will realise i have 2 hands. 1 is for lucanis 1 is for neve and my spare dick is for spite so just get with the programme
alright that being said... yeah i didn't really like the game much. i think it's easily the weakest DA game, which i consider a pretty big failing since i am not someone who thinks inquisition is good. i had a lot of problem with inquisition's main story and open world, but somehow veilguard's story is. Worse. i don't even have the energy to get into supervillain evil blighted elvhen gods, turning the old gods as stupid little dragon thralls, because obviously, again, nothing pagan or elemental matters, they're not real, they're not godly or saintly or divine, just stupid animals. making the antaam breakaway into this crazed faction you keep fighting cos they absolutely had zero ideas or interest in tying positively into qunari culture you can have a relationship with, it becomes an easy excuse - ''they're not reeeeaally qunari teehee'' first of all, crafting both the antaam and venatori into easily siding with supervillain elvhen gods who want to bring the blight to the world is fucking weak and pathetic excuse for it cos it doesn't even make sense with their goals/ideologies. a very, very cheap entry into the lore, i think lazy and diminishes the world as well the utter thinness of companion background and conversations. i know there's no dialogue wheel, but to me that's a basic aspect of getting to know in-depth background lore about factions, status of the worldstate, different parties' political ideologies and leanings, in standard video game infodumps cos yes this is still a video game, you need to write for it rather than focus on the realism of how conversations play out.... u can't even call solas a monster without morrigan attempting to school you like you're 5. this game wants you to suck solas' dick so bad as if the rest of us from inquisition didn't already peg him as a person who wants to cause genocide. veilguard only told us he already caused it once and now wants to do so again, but in 2 entire games, he is constantly made to be this sympathetic and deep figure that i'm supposed to be enamoured and intrigued by and want to save. why would i want to save this thousand plus year old mf who eradicated a race knowingly!! this game doesn't even give me the opportunity to kill him, i was so disappointed by my 3 choices in the end with him, of which 2 are literally functionally the exact same. there's no way i was gonna redeem this piece of shit even though i had mythal's essence peacefully or whatever the fuck yeah this other abuser piece of shit is also a hero now that morrigan carries lmafoo give me a break. all da2 did was demonise anders over and over again, and again in inquisition. these chars are not even in the same universe of ''crimes they've committed'' and yet, the disparity in writers sucking one dick and trying to get u to hate the other is crazy. i hate white liberals soo much fuck all of you!!!! bitchass mfs
which brings me to why i think this game is so thin and written so childishly - it's desperate to be liked. it wants to be liked by the masses sooo bad, that it becomes nothing to me. everyone is sweet, everyone is lovely, all factions are uwu heroes, even antivan crows, who torture and abuse children but hey nvm they're cool heroes now with no nuance. i loved all the crew, but the game makes it exactly so. no difficult stances to combat, nothing akin to any previous DA game, where there's at least a companion or 2 people would find their nerves fray over, which is the point. this is the only game that feels so typically found family where everyone loves each other, because it's deliberately made to be that way. a child's idea of big threats and saving the world and everyone happy in traditional hero centric journey with a team.
BUT EVEN THAT... it doesn't commit to it fully, because it so desperately also wants to teach u a lesson on how not everyone can survive this. so... yeah... harding died in my pt, and u know what? i felt nothing until the credits rolled. cos i straight up thought it wasn't real and we'd just get her back later. like she got stabbed and fell into the pit and i felt zero emotion cos i was like o okay she's injured we'll wait for this cutscene to end and next bit we'll look into a new sub-quest for finding her or something cos ofc i had already completed all personal quests, there's no way she would die unless the player didn't do it. and until the credits rolled i didn't believe she had cos i was just so stumped this game even pulled that... imagine the heartbreak and betrayal players who romanced her would have felt? it's soo shitty wtf... no idgaf how ''unrealistic'' it is everyone survives. this is a video game built off fun rp-ing and romances, which is a core bioware feature. you don't write romances and entice people on that front and then turn around and pull this shit. my god i'd have been livid but by then i was ready for the game to end so i already found myself semi-exhausted by the experience since i was maxed out at level 50 and already clocked in over 120++ hours taking my time with it slowly. certainly not something i binged through
it's not a horrible game... i do think the linear playstyle and the no death toggle was critical in my getting through it. i love the deviation from open world, and obviously, the lucanis romance really carried me through cos i adore the character and very much fell in love with him and the romance... and while like i said, i do love the crew as a whole, i can't shake the feeling away that it's an empty game void of classic DA mannerisms of choices and conflict of prior entries that i have strong memories of. i don't hate it and i'll still replay it in future if i do a DA run, but it hasn't captivated me enough. i may sound very angry in this write up but honestly i'm pretty chill in my explanation and thoughts about disliking this game. it's nothing to me. this DA game feels so bitchless and sauceless with no identity apart from ''wow i hope everyone loves this game i'm making this as palatable to for mass consumption as possible'' from hero to weak basic story to lack of imports from earlier games to classic hack-n-slash combat. definition of mid.
#it's really sad cos i love the crew.... but damn... i feel nothing fr.......#kangu mercar#dragon age for ts#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#OKAY ENOUGH I'M COOL DW anyway back to lucanis and neve posting
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I really enjoyed the first Doctor Who special but there were a ton of parts that made me groan and it was entirely based on clumsiness over practicality. You're telling me that wheelchair user has never faced stairs in the field before?! Her wheelchair is specialized for UNIT. The Daleks can go up stairs, UNIT can't make something that works for her? Otherwise, wouldn't the UNIT guys just know it's cool to go ahead without her?!?!
There's a line about the Doctor not understanding how to let things go bc he's male presenting which really bugged me. Thirteen, as a femme person, didn't let things go either. That line was so clumsy and weird, the Doctor being unable to let things go has nothing to do with his gender, it's just who he is. I know plenty of non-male presenting people who CANNOT let things go. Just a weird ass line.
The actual episode was fun and good, I just wish they had let things just... exist. I wish Rose picking her name hadn't been bc of the mindwarp/ that her identity as a trans girl hadn't been connected to anything to do with aliens or the Doctor. I liked Rose making toys as a side hustle. I dunno, it felt so rushed/ emotional moments didn't hit for me, and I wish they went for casual representation because the attempt didn't land to try and fit all that in, and it was clumsy. I didn't need them to tell me Rose was trans like four times instead of just letting it be a part of her rather than like one of like TWO things we know about her!! All the characters had to do was exist in the story.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#this is a complaint but I really enjoyed the episode#In the first section of the episode I was kinda whatever about it but it was a good episode that had amazing acting and very cool effects#and it looked so good for most of the episode#I had problems with sound mixing but I'm not sure why#I think it really could've stuck the landing with me if a lot of the clumsy stuff had been written better#Maybe establishing right away that Rose feels outcasted which is why she'd support an outcasted creature#and then having her actually involved in the lil court trial instead of everyone sitting in the car#i dunno I had fun tho
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I feel like I just woke up from a coma sorry for not posting anything guys. 2024 is not a very happy year
#im not actually just awoke i just havent got the coolest mental state ever lately#fernie rambles#i'll post art soon.. its been really hard to get myself to draw lately#like i got this super cool idea to draw on and then when i do i get distracted by doomscrolling and watching yt videos#i just got super bummed out because i rlly wanna meet this one friend n then turns out i have to be atleast 20 for the place im going to#they mean to me a lot so i'm using that day to go to a library that has warriors books thats near me#mental state is still not okay so im doing this thing where i practice twice or three times a week to draw something by myself#just to get that same motivation i used to have when i posted a lot of doodles in this account#so much shit happened and it just genuinely really killed my motivation to draw#i promise i'll try again dw#euugh sorry for the yappering#vent rant
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Good day, buddy pal!! Aaahhhh, Spookie!! I am so tired!!! I just spent almost two hours at the traveling agency to get a ticket for a flight to Los Angeles!!! I paid so much money for it too! I hope that trip will be worth it!! (I don't really have all that much to ask about today, I haven't looked for any ask games either since I just got home! Sorry :<)
Good morning!! Well, I suppose it's more like afternoon for you :]
I hope you have fun on your trip!! Sounds exciting!!
And dw about ask game stuff, I'm just happy to talk to you <33
#answered asks#What was the question you wanted to ask yesterday tho?#I'm still curious#Just if you're cool with asking!!#If you really don't want to then dw about it lmao#I'm chill either way :>#I hope you have a good day lovie!!
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shitty poetry warning
she calls me a pretty boy and i cover my face and start to cry
i've convinced myself i was loud and disgusting,
a horrible beast not worth loving.
she looks at my claws and fangs and kisses my forehead,
i sigh and lean into her touch.
maybe i'm not as much of a monster as i thought.
#deimos rambles#i'm not gonna tag this as a vent post because it's not really a vent#i just have some feelings i want to say#cringe warning btw pookies dw i'm still cool#B] see i even got sunglasses
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my first siren outside of home
when I'm in a hospital no less
but ig luckily the department I'm in is considered a safe space LMAO
#we were considering leaving and thank god we didn't lol 😭 would've been worse if we were outside#btw dw I'm not like hospitalized it's the test thing.#oh wait as i type this there's another one. cool#this is really scary ngl. I'm already not doing well and this isn't helping ����
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i hope yer happy with yourself YURI CAUSE CROSS HERE MUSTVE HAD HER SPEAR AND STABBED MY HEART AND THEN PULLED IT OUT TO KEEP IN HER TROPHY ROOM OF HEARTS SHE HAD STOLEN /LHJ
overall, tiddies rating 10/10
DAMN ten outta ten??? she wouldn't know what to do with all this flattery dude cmoon HHGFSHGF fr fr waaa thank youuuu >:'D <333333
#ask#my art#cross#fem!cross#GHFHGH i've SEEN your reblog you little sneaky minx!!!! how DARE you be so sweet >:'((((#and ughghg drawing me FANART??? brooo#stop being so cool and talented istg i'm gonna CRYYY WAILING SOBBING this looks so cuuuute<3333#muah muah love the lil freckles :'0 thank you sm for drawing my gal >:'D i'm munching on your artstyle rn it's so scrumptious <333#she's new to the whole god of det thing cause she kinda had to fight the last one for the title so dw you're her first prize wehehe >:)#btw it's been agesss since i've seen these designs but i do have the story and new version doodles planned in my wips if you wanna see that#it's a hit or miss when it comes to these lil au ideas in terms of engagement since they're human vers and not skeletons#which i don't mind but it's always so funny trying to find what my audience wants to see cause i never know what to draw for y'all xD#i was SO sure ppl were here for killer art the most- but then i recently learned that you guys like to see more apple brother art!#i really wanna know what got you guys to follow me in the first place actually cause i'm so curious!! >:D and what you wanna see more of to#ok okay tangent over hhh THANK you so so so so much for passing by paper'd you're a real bean for this one muah muah<33333
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Mustard Or Mayo?
Ketchup!
#answering cool questions (while i'm totally doing my job)#mistuhnice#not really a big fan of either them#but if I had to choose I'd go with mustard!#[[I have no idea what happened but I randomly just got really unmotivated to do anything 🤧]]#[[dw my motivation's back now but I'm super busy cuz I'm going back to school next month 😭]]
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turn your brain off
#martzipan#marzi#tw eyestrain#this one is 'bleghhhh.png' in my art folder#sometimes. u get an idea. and you go 'okay!' and you just let your hand take you#this was one of those times. very little thought went into it#i wanted this expression and crazy colors in the eyes and i wanted the rest of it to be unimportant#so i did it#fav part of this is that mouth. it looks like there's a skull in there n that makes me happy#dw btw this isn't a vent or anything. quite literally just 'y'know what would look cool'#and i was right it does look cool#i need to sketch with this brush more. it's really nice to sketch with#next on my list is maybe some figure practice disguised as lvbg stuff :) but it is 1:40 so i'm gonna bed#anyways. back on my fuckoff bright colors bullshit#i put an overlay over it so they don't clash as bad but also the clashing is kinda the point so .
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Jokes aside, i'm so happy i got connected to the people i did on here that i'm now so casual and normal ab the idea of yume. I knew i was gonna have so much fun here and i ammmmmm
#it's an ego boost. YES my faves would fucking love me#it's also just fun. like woo!! i think cooking with Niki would be so cool. i could teach him my recipes and he can teach me his#i think Mika and i could have fun horror screening dates. i think Rinne and i could get absolutely destroyed at a casino. etc etc.#it's just fun i love it#and it's so safe too <- is actually really scared of men#esp those like rinne i'm ngl😭 i'm attracted to that type but i do have a brain on me dw#and also it's safe in the sense that if i imagine rinne and i getting destroyed at the casino i don't have to worry ab bein broke irl
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For the ask game, you’re probably my favorite blog here!! I’ve really enjoyed getting to talk with you but I worry about annoying you :p you also inspired me to start posting more so I appreciate that!! <33
#someone I have chatted with!!#oh dw that definitely means I think you're cool and I love to be bothered <3#I'm just still a bit bad at texting back. but I'm working on it!!#Really though#literally anyone can text me and I will be delighted about it#also wow!! favorite blog!! my heart is gonna burst#and yay!! Everyone should post more if they want to <3 go you!!
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i'm so happy i'll cry so bad when i finally open it 😭😭
#tag later#AAAA IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY#IM LIKE. RLLY CHILL RN BUT IM SO SO HAPPY#i'll play nier first ofc but oh my god zack. crisis core. i'll cry so bad#im so happy im rlly so happy it's so funny i'm so chill rn but#earlier when i saw data blitz w the poster i jumped n ran to it pointing at it n#I WAS SMILING SM WHEN THEY HAD IT IN STOCK N ALL UWAHH#fun day w my friend hehe we rlly just shopped ngl 🥹#her. 'friend' ehem (read; basically bf) was low on social bat it seems but it was cool meeting them irl BUT I WAS TOO SHY TO TALK..#they're usually more extroverted tho n then#i'm sorry i accidentally peeked at my friend's messages n her friend mentioned that like. if another friend of ours (who apollo n i are#closer with) then it wld've been more chill or wtvr I CANT REMEMBER#i miss hanging out w my friends :< I MISS THEM SO MUCH FUCK#I'm so tired from walking tho help i'm sitting down rn finally#torn between really excited for ccr n stressed for the future n really happy from today n#torn too between feeling excited or. idk lonely rn thinking abt all my different kinds of relationships#that flew by too fast.. i wna spend more time w my friends :<#despite how fun it was n everything i can't shake off this certain. emptiness that i can't make sense of#BUT RN I'M DOING FINE DW#technically i'm friends too w the friend of my longtime friend bcs we met (save for me w my longtime friend ofc#like way back early this year. turns out another guy from the other school went bowling w their friends in the same mall#n OH YEAH in this same mall iirc the friend apollo n i are closer w from the guys went to a con here yesterday?#i just realized hi small weird thumb reveal it seems#i just realized if you're filo n know your malls n know a con yesterday then it's very obvious where i was today uh#WAH THAT SAID THOUGH omg i'm rambling but i'm. god i've been feeling rather empty lots lately But i know that i'm happy from today#omg oh yh bcs of all the ppl i mentioned earlier me n longtime friend n apollo joked abt like. reunion of that grp earlier this year hehe#the idea is rlly lovely.. ngl i rlly do have a level of social anxiety even w close friends yeah but that doesn't mean i'm antisocial no#i rlly want to socialize n make friends :< so the idea of it is. rlly wonderful indeed but it seems so far out of my reach#i'll fix tags later i have sm to talk abt oh my god but it's comforting knowing my friend. felt the same way i do abt that earlier hehe#I RLLY WANT A BUCKET HAT N COOL SHADES TO GO W IT HFKSJFKSJFS
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Do you mean that the door didn't work, or that you couldn't find all the coins? because I was really nasty about where some of the coins are hidden.
oh the door seemed to work fine insofar as inserting the coins went, but the room itself had a bug where i wasn't able to pick up its second coin or go back west without hitting undo
but tbf even including that stuck coin i couldn't find them all, i got like ~39 though and i'm sure i tried every interaction so i'm not convinced the last 1 or 2 aren't stuck behind an interaction i can't access. unless i just had to wait somewhere for it to appear after a certain time or something
like i know the minotaur is also a bit broken. i'm able to just ask it to break us out without actually having to find it initially or give it any grass, and there's a bunch of other smaller bugs that seem to depend on the order i do things in or if i die and restart instead of hitting undo etc etc. little things that didn't really effect anything but there's a chance a coin got lost in the sauce idk
anyway here's the map i did, lemme know if it looks like there's a room missing cause i went everywhere i could:>
#dw it was still really fun^^ it's definitely funny to me– the notion you seem to have of what i'm into exactly. so to speak fkdhkdjs#also getting lost in the pamphlet is genuinely disconcerting the first time around it's really cool and the tv room is just fun fkjdks#askmuck
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