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dedicating a whole page of my flash book to the special boy <33
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tattoo design#dw i'll let you know the Second i'm allowed to use another person#i can't wait to do one of these for someone#i know i fucked up the point of the dagger i'll fix it later#i need to stop doing symmetrical designs on paper bc i'm not good at it#the arcane trickster one actually turned out really fucking cool i didn't think i'd like it when i started it
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aerosols is an interesting course but the amount of content is insane
#studying#university#studyblr#prof was like 'dw you don't need to know all the equations by heart just the meaning of all the major ones'#so we need to know nearly all equations by heart#great....#but it's interesting for the most part because there's a lot of different areas of#physics#and#chemistry#that are coming together#and that's pretty cool#also#i'm now back on meds and it's so funny to me that each time after a brwak from meds#i'm surprised again by the difference meds make#it's like i keep forgetting that i have adhd#and focusing and getting through the day are really hard#and then i take meds and i'm like 'huh focusing doesn't have to be that hard?!?'
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[ * hey hello quick announcement I vibe with proshippers now (I have sorta nuanced views but I'm closer to being proship and I'm comfy hanging out with them so. If you don't vibe with that there's the three dots in the top right corner of this post, click that and it should give you the option to block me) ]
Edit 2: [ * HEY WHY DO I HAVE MORE FOLLOWERS NOW. THAT AIN'T RIGHT. THAT DOESN'T ADD UP. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT. I THOUGHT MORE PEOPLE WOULD UNFOLLOW AND MAYBE BLOCK. ]
#cw shipcourse#tw shipcourse#<- [ * just in case ]#[ * I won't be posting any darkships on this blog though so dw this blog is going to be squeaky clean of that ]#[ * though tbh i already don't really post any shipping at all (minus tsn) LMAO i just draw Ink being a silly awesome guy ]#[ * this will stay on pinned for maybe a couple of days ]#[ * rude asks will get blocked. no hesitation ]#[ * just REALLY needed to get this off my chest because keeping this hidden (i didn't have a support network specifically for this but now#do) has torn my mental health to shreds like. i had to pull the vent animation card kinda shreds. ]#[ * i won't be posting about shipcourse either . stresses me out ]#[ * anygays. back to our regular schedule of cool Ink arts ]#edit: [ * I MEANT WEEKS I'M KEEPING THIS PINNED FOR AT LEAST A WEEK ]#edit 2: [ * There's a few recent ones which do have proship dni which... man... how do i tell you this... ]#[ * i avoid interacting with them though but since this is kinda a bit of a Situation ig I'm giving them the option of whether to block me-#or not ]#[ * because again no darkships on this blog ]#[ * anyway yapfest over ]#[ * yet ANOTHER edit: i am in fact a darkship enjoyer but. again I don't post that stuff here !!!!!!!!! ]#[ * just wanted to clear that up if that somehow modifies things ]
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I really do hate when people ship the doctor with his/their companions
Ik the literal writers do it all the time so it's baked in
Doesn't mean I hate it any less
Especially when it's 12 and Clara
It's so icky I hate it
Honestly my only major exception is 12 and River, I feel like there was still a major power imbalance and the Doctor's relationship with River was super messed up anyway but 12 and River were actually really cute and had good chemistry.
Sorry for the mini rant but you should expect this of me by now
#sorry tenrose fans#never not grossed out by it#he's 900 and she's 19#yuck#big yuck#he was actually older but he didn't know it#he's lived a million lifetimes and she's 19#he's been a grandfather#meanwhile she's 19#doctor who#dw#dw spoilers#9th doctor#10th doctor#11th doctor#12th doctor#yeah i've only seen nuwho as of right now#shut up and mind your business#ok so i probably got a little too mean#but woof i just hate the “romance” that gets wedged into my cool space time show#clara oswald#river song#amy pond#rose tyler#rose tyler i'm really sorry#i love them they just deserved better#she was actually 19#like literally#19#nineteen
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ok doctor who opinons time. i was So Excited when they mentioned susan as a real thing that was going to happen and!!! the doctor's reaction!! the acting of that was sooo good ajsnajsgasj ncutiiiiiiiii the wall kick and the sliding down to sit on the floor - the way susan triad way saying she had dreams - i was All For chamelion arched susan subconiously trying to contact the doctor like that would have been really cool!.and then they blew it all up and theres a cgi god of death there like. idk. wee bit of a let down i think. i'm sure sukteh is very scary and everything but 'god of death wants to kill everyone' has way less emotional investment in it than 'the doctor's grandaughter has been hiding on earth, he hasnt seen her in 1500+ years and there's a non-zero chance she's ruby's mum'. yknow. you see what i mean.
#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#like i'm sure it will all come together in a really cool way but idk man i was so excited when they were all talking about susan and i Love#the time window and the tape warp on the world in there#and then. cgi egyptian god. okay#i guess
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veilguard thots
[massive plot spoilers]
ok i did say i was gonna write up some brief thoughts after i completed but first of all before i start, as a lucanismancer i just want to say any lucanismancer who hates neve kys. you are not affiliated with me don't even speak to me or breathe in my direction. and bioware, idk when u will realise i have 2 hands. 1 is for lucanis 1 is for neve and my spare dick is for spite so just get with the programme
alright that being said... yeah i didn't really like the game much. i think it's easily the weakest DA game, which i consider a pretty big failing since i am not someone who thinks inquisition is good. i had a lot of problem with inquisition's main story and open world, but somehow veilguard's story is. Worse. i don't even have the energy to get into supervillain evil blighted elvhen gods, turning the old gods as stupid little dragon thralls, because obviously, again, nothing pagan or elemental matters, they're not real, they're not godly or saintly or divine, just stupid animals. making the antaam breakaway into this crazed faction you keep fighting cos they absolutely had zero ideas or interest in tying positively into qunari culture you can have a relationship with, it becomes an easy excuse - ''they're not reeeeaally qunari teehee'' first of all, crafting both the antaam and venatori into easily siding with supervillain elvhen gods who want to bring the blight to the world is fucking weak and pathetic excuse for it cos it doesn't even make sense with their goals/ideologies. a very, very cheap entry into the lore, i think lazy and diminishes the world as well the utter thinness of companion background and conversations. i know there's no dialogue wheel, but to me that's a basic aspect of getting to know in-depth background lore about factions, status of the worldstate, different parties' political ideologies and leanings, in standard video game infodumps cos yes this is still a video game, you need to write for it rather than focus on the realism of how conversations play out.... u can't even call solas a monster without morrigan attempting to school you like you're 5. this game wants you to suck solas' dick so bad as if the rest of us from inquisition didn't already peg him as a person who wants to cause genocide. veilguard only told us he already caused it once and now wants to do so again, but in 2 entire games, he is constantly made to be this sympathetic and deep figure that i'm supposed to be enamoured and intrigued by and want to save. why would i want to save this thousand plus year old mf who eradicated a race knowingly!! this game doesn't even give me the opportunity to kill him, i was so disappointed by my 3 choices in the end with him, of which 2 are literally functionally the exact same. there's no way i was gonna redeem this piece of shit even though i had mythal's essence peacefully or whatever the fuck yeah this other abuser piece of shit is also a hero now that morrigan carries lmafoo give me a break. all da2 did was demonise anders over and over again, and again in inquisition. these chars are not even in the same universe of ''crimes they've committed'' and yet, the disparity in writers sucking one dick and trying to get u to hate the other is crazy. i hate white liberals soo much fuck all of you!!!! bitchass mfs
which brings me to why i think this game is so thin and written so childishly - it's desperate to be liked. it wants to be liked by the masses sooo bad, that it becomes nothing to me. everyone is sweet, everyone is lovely, all factions are uwu heroes, even antivan crows, who torture and abuse children but hey nvm they're cool heroes now with no nuance. i loved all the crew, but the game makes it exactly so. no difficult stances to combat, nothing akin to any previous DA game, where there's at least a companion or 2 people would find their nerves fray over, which is the point. this is the only game that feels so typically found family where everyone loves each other, because it's deliberately made to be that way. a child's idea of big threats and saving the world and everyone happy in traditional hero centric journey with a team.
BUT EVEN THAT... it doesn't commit to it fully, because it so desperately also wants to teach u a lesson on how not everyone can survive this. so... yeah... harding died in my pt, and u know what? i felt nothing until the credits rolled. cos i straight up thought it wasn't real and we'd just get her back later. like she got stabbed and fell into the pit and i felt zero emotion cos i was like o okay she's injured we'll wait for this cutscene to end and next bit we'll look into a new sub-quest for finding her or something cos ofc i had already completed all personal quests, there's no way she would die unless the player didn't do it. and until the credits rolled i didn't believe she had cos i was just so stumped this game even pulled that... imagine the heartbreak and betrayal players who romanced her would have felt? it's soo shitty wtf... no idgaf how ''unrealistic'' it is everyone survives. this is a video game built off fun rp-ing and romances, which is a core bioware feature. you don't write romances and entice people on that front and then turn around and pull this shit. my god i'd have been livid but by then i was ready for the game to end so i already found myself semi-exhausted by the experience since i was maxed out at level 50 and already clocked in over 120++ hours taking my time with it slowly. certainly not something i binged through
it's not a horrible game... i do think the linear playstyle and the no death toggle was critical in my getting through it. i love the deviation from open world, and obviously, the lucanis romance really carried me through cos i adore the character and very much fell in love with him and the romance... and while like i said, i do love the crew as a whole, i can't shake the feeling away that it's an empty game void of classic DA mannerisms of choices and conflict of prior entries that i have strong memories of. i don't hate it and i'll still replay it in future if i do a DA run, but it hasn't captivated me enough. i may sound very angry in this write up but honestly i'm pretty chill in my explanation and thoughts about disliking this game. it's nothing to me. this DA game feels so bitchless and sauceless with no identity apart from ''wow i hope everyone loves this game i'm making this as palatable to for mass consumption as possible'' from hero to weak basic story to lack of imports from earlier games to classic hack-n-slash combat. definition of mid.
#it's really sad cos i love the crew.... but damn... i feel nothing fr.......#kangu mercar#dragon age for ts#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#OKAY ENOUGH I'M COOL DW anyway back to lucanis and neve posting
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I really enjoyed the first Doctor Who special but there were a ton of parts that made me groan and it was entirely based on clumsiness over practicality. You're telling me that wheelchair user has never faced stairs in the field before?! Her wheelchair is specialized for UNIT. The Daleks can go up stairs, UNIT can't make something that works for her? Otherwise, wouldn't the UNIT guys just know it's cool to go ahead without her?!?!
There's a line about the Doctor not understanding how to let things go bc he's male presenting which really bugged me. Thirteen, as a femme person, didn't let things go either. That line was so clumsy and weird, the Doctor being unable to let things go has nothing to do with his gender, it's just who he is. I know plenty of non-male presenting people who CANNOT let things go. Just a weird ass line.
The actual episode was fun and good, I just wish they had let things just... exist. I wish Rose picking her name hadn't been bc of the mindwarp/ that her identity as a trans girl hadn't been connected to anything to do with aliens or the Doctor. I liked Rose making toys as a side hustle. I dunno, it felt so rushed/ emotional moments didn't hit for me, and I wish they went for casual representation because the attempt didn't land to try and fit all that in, and it was clumsy. I didn't need them to tell me Rose was trans like four times instead of just letting it be a part of her rather than like one of like TWO things we know about her!! All the characters had to do was exist in the story.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#this is a complaint but I really enjoyed the episode#In the first section of the episode I was kinda whatever about it but it was a good episode that had amazing acting and very cool effects#and it looked so good for most of the episode#I had problems with sound mixing but I'm not sure why#I think it really could've stuck the landing with me if a lot of the clumsy stuff had been written better#Maybe establishing right away that Rose feels outcasted which is why she'd support an outcasted creature#and then having her actually involved in the lil court trial instead of everyone sitting in the car#i dunno I had fun tho
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I feel like I just woke up from a coma sorry for not posting anything guys. 2024 is not a very happy year
#im not actually just awoke i just havent got the coolest mental state ever lately#fernie rambles#i'll post art soon.. its been really hard to get myself to draw lately#like i got this super cool idea to draw on and then when i do i get distracted by doomscrolling and watching yt videos#i just got super bummed out because i rlly wanna meet this one friend n then turns out i have to be atleast 20 for the place im going to#they mean to me a lot so i'm using that day to go to a library that has warriors books thats near me#mental state is still not okay so im doing this thing where i practice twice or three times a week to draw something by myself#just to get that same motivation i used to have when i posted a lot of doodles in this account#so much shit happened and it just genuinely really killed my motivation to draw#i promise i'll try again dw#euugh sorry for the yappering#vent rant
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Good day, buddy pal!! Aaahhhh, Spookie!! I am so tired!!! I just spent almost two hours at the traveling agency to get a ticket for a flight to Los Angeles!!! I paid so much money for it too! I hope that trip will be worth it!! (I don't really have all that much to ask about today, I haven't looked for any ask games either since I just got home! Sorry :<)
Good morning!! Well, I suppose it's more like afternoon for you :]
I hope you have fun on your trip!! Sounds exciting!!
And dw about ask game stuff, I'm just happy to talk to you <33
#answered asks#What was the question you wanted to ask yesterday tho?#I'm still curious#Just if you're cool with asking!!#If you really don't want to then dw about it lmao#I'm chill either way :>#I hope you have a good day lovie!!
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my first siren outside of home
when I'm in a hospital no less
but ig luckily the department I'm in is considered a safe space LMAO
#we were considering leaving and thank god we didn't lol 😭 would've been worse if we were outside#btw dw I'm not like hospitalized it's the test thing.#oh wait as i type this there's another one. cool#this is really scary ngl. I'm already not doing well and this isn't helping 💔
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i hope yer happy with yourself YURI CAUSE CROSS HERE MUSTVE HAD HER SPEAR AND STABBED MY HEART AND THEN PULLED IT OUT TO KEEP IN HER TROPHY ROOM OF HEARTS SHE HAD STOLEN /LHJ
overall, tiddies rating 10/10
DAMN ten outta ten??? she wouldn't know what to do with all this flattery dude cmoon HHGFSHGF fr fr waaa thank youuuu >:'D <333333
#ask#my art#cross#fem!cross#GHFHGH i've SEEN your reblog you little sneaky minx!!!! how DARE you be so sweet >:'((((#and ughghg drawing me FANART??? brooo#stop being so cool and talented istg i'm gonna CRYYY WAILING SOBBING this looks so cuuuute<3333#muah muah love the lil freckles :'0 thank you sm for drawing my gal >:'D i'm munching on your artstyle rn it's so scrumptious <333#she's new to the whole god of det thing cause she kinda had to fight the last one for the title so dw you're her first prize wehehe >:)#btw it's been agesss since i've seen these designs but i do have the story and new version doodles planned in my wips if you wanna see that#it's a hit or miss when it comes to these lil au ideas in terms of engagement since they're human vers and not skeletons#which i don't mind but it's always so funny trying to find what my audience wants to see cause i never know what to draw for y'all xD#i was SO sure ppl were here for killer art the most- but then i recently learned that you guys like to see more apple brother art!#i really wanna know what got you guys to follow me in the first place actually cause i'm so curious!! >:D and what you wanna see more of to#ok okay tangent over hhh THANK you so so so so much for passing by paper'd you're a real bean for this one muah muah<33333
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Mustard Or Mayo?
Ketchup!
#answering cool questions (while i'm totally doing my job)#mistuhnice#not really a big fan of either them#but if I had to choose I'd go with mustard!#[[I have no idea what happened but I randomly just got really unmotivated to do anything 🤧]]#[[dw my motivation's back now but I'm super busy cuz I'm going back to school next month 😭]]
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turn your brain off
#martzipan#marzi#tw eyestrain#this one is 'bleghhhh.png' in my art folder#sometimes. u get an idea. and you go 'okay!' and you just let your hand take you#this was one of those times. very little thought went into it#i wanted this expression and crazy colors in the eyes and i wanted the rest of it to be unimportant#so i did it#fav part of this is that mouth. it looks like there's a skull in there n that makes me happy#dw btw this isn't a vent or anything. quite literally just 'y'know what would look cool'#and i was right it does look cool#i need to sketch with this brush more. it's really nice to sketch with#next on my list is maybe some figure practice disguised as lvbg stuff :) but it is 1:40 so i'm gonna bed#anyways. back on my fuckoff bright colors bullshit#i put an overlay over it so they don't clash as bad but also the clashing is kinda the point so .
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Jokes aside, i'm so happy i got connected to the people i did on here that i'm now so casual and normal ab the idea of yume. I knew i was gonna have so much fun here and i ammmmmm
#it's an ego boost. YES my faves would fucking love me#it's also just fun. like woo!! i think cooking with Niki would be so cool. i could teach him my recipes and he can teach me his#i think Mika and i could have fun horror screening dates. i think Rinne and i could get absolutely destroyed at a casino. etc etc.#it's just fun i love it#and it's so safe too <- is actually really scared of men#esp those like rinne i'm ngl😭 i'm attracted to that type but i do have a brain on me dw#and also it's safe in the sense that if i imagine rinne and i getting destroyed at the casino i don't have to worry ab bein broke irl
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Do you mean that the door didn't work, or that you couldn't find all the coins? because I was really nasty about where some of the coins are hidden.
oh the door seemed to work fine insofar as inserting the coins went, but the room itself had a bug where i wasn't able to pick up its second coin or go back west without hitting undo
but tbf even including that stuck coin i couldn't find them all, i got like ~39 though and i'm sure i tried every interaction so i'm not convinced the last 1 or 2 aren't stuck behind an interaction i can't access. unless i just had to wait somewhere for it to appear after a certain time or something
like i know the minotaur is also a bit broken. i'm able to just ask it to break us out without actually having to find it initially or give it any grass, and there's a bunch of other smaller bugs that seem to depend on the order i do things in or if i die and restart instead of hitting undo etc etc. little things that didn't really effect anything but there's a chance a coin got lost in the sauce idk
anyway here's the map i did, lemme know if it looks like there's a room missing cause i went everywhere i could:>
#dw it was still really fun^^ it's definitely funny to me– the notion you seem to have of what i'm into exactly. so to speak fkdhkdjs#also getting lost in the pamphlet is genuinely disconcerting the first time around it's really cool and the tv room is just fun fkjdks#askmuck
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giggling seeing your tags!!! oh no, the lovely Pat Butcher has caught your eye, has he? 🙈💖 AND the Toymaker too!!! tell me what you love about them, i'm all ears 🥰💖
Star. Star what have you done. Star you've given me an excuse to yell about them now, what have you DONE KJASDKASJ no but <3 oh this is gonna get so long. I am being fueled entirely by Autism and Beginning-of-Winter-Term-Enthusiasm. Star, my beloved moot, this is going to be a thesis. I am so very sorry AKDSJSAKDJASKD
GUH. THE TOYMAKER. AH,,,, <- said while sweating profusely backed into a corner If I had to break it down into understandable words and not 'GKRJGRJG BITE BITE CHEW CHEW GNAW' :
The archetype of 'Very Silly Very Eldritch Man' is perhaps my favourite of all time, so this was inevitable. Like :
THIS!! THIS!! THIS IS THE KINDA STUFF THAT DRIVES ME ABSOLUTELY GONZO AMNDSAMND.
As a character, he falls into a category just adjacent to fae [magic-y, lots of eldritch traits that you only notice out of the corner of your eye, will make you to play silly games for your soul, Odd and Unusual In Nature] which is just. Mwah. my most favouritest of vibes for any character to have. My brain is in shambles.
Toymaker hot, no further notes there.
MANDMAND NO NO BUT. The expressiveness and whimsy that NPH puts into his performance as The Toymkaer makes my head go all spinny <3. Don't even get me started on his hands while he shuffles the cards, I'll collapse like a victorian dying of consumption.
Keep staring at me with those big sparkly blue eyes Magic Man and I will allow you to turn me into a kazoo :)
THE LORE IS SO VERY CRUNCH CAUSE LIKE - ‘entity born, alone, outside the universe itself’ is already such a fun concept, there’s so much to work with there even in the Canon only gently touches on it - But also,, the way he clings to humanity? The way he finds these impermanent little creatures and their games so fascinating? The parallels that creates w/ The Doctor? <- outis is about to go on a tangent
Like <3 that was always one of my favourite things about DW, even as a kid, and specifically The Doctor?
Like The Doctor’s gonna outlast humanity no matter what, that’s inevitable with what they are, but that isn’t the point, and that doesn’t change the interest/adoration/love that they've got for Humanity now :)
Even after they’re all gone, The Doctor’s always gonna have their hope, and The Toymaker’s always gonna have their games :) They both have a certain love for humanity, even if it’s in different ways, and with very, very different motivations attached. <- I don’t know if this makes sense. It is almost 1 am. Runs away like an animal crossing villager. Immortal Beings who find a way to love the Mortal will always make my heart go soupy.
TLDR. he is so particularly silly and tragic in a way that makes my brain. Go goopy. Also he must be so very touch starved and I want him to cling to me like a baby sloth :)
OH GOD AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON PAT-
THIS FUCKING GUY >:( how could this happen to me. How can I explain this to anyone. <- the instant I told a few of my friends that I had a crush on a BBC Ghosts character, they went 'oh yeah we thought you'd like Pat' despite me never mentioning his name to anyone. So clearly this was pre-destined KJASDKSADJ
NO BUT <333 AAAAA PATRICK BUTCHER MY LOVE. Where do I even begin with this wonderful wonderful man.
He gave a child a bow and arrow and didn’t see how that’d go wrong. He has the sweetest smile. He misses being able to eat food so much. His voice reaches a pitch that could rival a dog-whistle when he’s angry. He’s the shortest of the cast. He just wanted to say hello. When he was dying and in pain, he made himself stay calm and happy because even worse than dying was the idea of scaring the kids. He’s even autistic.
I have to believe that this man was bred in a lab in Yorkshire to make my brain turn inside out, in some sort of long-term assassination attempt. He calls his wife petal for heavensakes, there was never a hope of me not falling madly in love. that entire flashback scene had me making goosenoises. he is such a delight. Pat do you want a little kiss on your moustache. Pat we could get ghost married. Hey where are you going-
[I’m also realizing now that to anyone who hasn’t experienced Pat as a character, I’m sure this section must look like me going ‘hnrhgrngn I want him so bad’, only to open up my hand to reveal a softboiled egg. but please know that this is also what it feels like on my end MNASDMSNADMN.] TLDR : He's a soft-hearted dad from Yorkshire, what more could you want? Look at that sweet face :)
GHOU I have <3 been rambling for so very long. Thank you for giving me an excuse to yell about my sillies :) it has improved my eveningmorning so very much
#STAR. did u know that you're the most. hands you a cool rock and runs away. thank u for indulging me you're the best <3#AMDNASMDN I do not have the soul to maintag this as anything. however#outis screams#<- some F/O tags. may be worked out eventually. if I ever create some S/I's for these two#well that's not true I have my Ghosts one worked out. mostly. <- only a bit of a lie#HOWEVER. my DW one has yet to be decided. cause idk if I wanna create Lore or go with Ol' Reliable (m. me :)#I'm so tempted to use 💘 in the selfship tag for Pat but that feels almost. evil in a way MNASDMANDMSNAD. BUT ALSO IT FITS /REALLY/ WELL#ANYWAYS ANYWAYS. running away to bed now. I hope at least some of this was intelligible MANSDMAND
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