#(i'm having A Night)
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Ohhhhhhh my god on top of getting to play suffocation simulator every night I just got charged $150 for what should be a covered annual visit but digging through my benefits summary it looks like the insurance we switched to last year only covers 1 visit every 12 months rather than once every calendar year for the sole purpose of fucking people over. I'll have to call to confirm tomorrow but it is so hard to remember that insurance phone line people are presumably real human beings with souls like the rest of us because I want so bad to be like "a) fuck you b) are you kidding me c) I hope you all die"
#my visit was like 15 days earlier than last year to fit into my intersession schedule#and now you won't cover it even though you would have 15 days later??#on the phone like I know this is not your fault personally but can you pass along to your higher ups that I hope they die painfully#chronic illness blogging#i'm having a Night
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@hedgehodgy, this is my attempt at a Triton first sketch for your fic 'Mercy Upon Ourselves'! I hope he looks similar enough to your vision of him!?? I'm open to ideas so if you have an actor face-claim or something similar, I'd love to see it!
Happy writing! I really love your fic!!
#triton#it's almost 2am and i am sick#i hope i sound coherent enough??#i had a desire to draw triton#so i gave into that desire#i still wanna change some things#and i'll get to those changes!#percy jackson#percy jackson fanfic#fanfic fanart#fic art for a great fic writer#pose is from our great melon soup i believe!#... melon soup?#idk i'm tired and sick and the demon of the month has come for my blood#i'm having a nIGHT
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#I'm having a night#vent post#i know i don't really post about myself that much#but i figured maybe people would relate to this
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Reblog to give prev gender-affirming bottom surgery
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men...... pretty ............
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I hate the constant contrast of this place.
I hate that I'm lucky to be able to live here, but this is a place that literally makes me sick, in a situation that prevents me from recovering or thriving.
I hate that I feel guilty for being unhappy with my situation.
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the american psycho hip to be square scene but it's about weezer and can't stop partying
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THEN A FIRE STARTED IN THE HALLWAY. AND THE SMOKE ROSE TO THE SKYYY I LOOKED INSIDE MYSELF AND ASKED MY EGO WHYYY if ashes turn to cities and stars into the mooon THEN WHY AM I INSIDE OF MY OWN MIIIIIIIIiiiiIIiiiiiIIIND
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Reality is so weird you can say some shit like "We are all destined to die" and it's just straight up true. This post sucks actually.
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Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.
For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.
I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.
#i have to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night to even barely function#with sleep#getting ready for work#commute#cooking#and errands#I typically have maybe 2-3 hours to actually do what i want in a day#and I'm usually too tired to actually do the things i want to do#and that's with a very short commute#if i actually had a long commute I'd basically do nothing but work#i see my friends like once every few weeks or months#because we're all so fucking busy with work and have such little time for socialising#and none of us even have kids or anything!!
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Sometimes you've just got to stay up too late cleaning your kitchen and listening to your favourite songs when you were seven
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listen to loud angsty music while struggling to put the fitted sheet back on your mattress if you want to feel the thread you're hanging on by fray dramatically
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THIRTEEN (2003) dir. Catherine Hardwicke JENNIFER'S BODY (2009) dir. Karyn Kusama ORPHAN (2009) dir. Jaume Collet-Serra BLACK SWAN (2010) dir.Darren Aronofsky HELTER SKELTER (2012) dir. Mika Ninagawa I, TONYA (2017) dir. Craig Gillespie LAST NIGHT IN SOHO (2022) dir. Edgar Wright THE SUBSTANCE (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat
#filmedit#compilation*#cinematic parallels#gifs*#moviegifs#fyeahmovies#userladiesofcinema#femalegifsource#femalescharacters#userjl#userrobin#userstream#usermandie#userlau#usermicky#thirteen#jennifer's body#orphan#black swan#helter skelter#i tonya#last night in soho#the substance#I'm sure people have made variations of this gifset over the years but it's been a long time overdue for me
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been seeing homies get deep into "the terror" and making me want to rewatch SO i spent two hours in the dead of night reading the wiki/the subreddit/other linked articles and like. one of those articles was deadass fucked up
there was a woman who spoke inuktitut who was writing a book containing a lot of inuit oral histories, and in nunavut she was able to hear passed-down recollections of when survivors from the franklin expedition were passing through
and like. i can't imagine being an inuit family/group, knowing that europeans exist but having never seen them, seeing 8-9 shambling, blue-skinned, cold-to-the-touch out-of-their-minds white men come wandering by. they invited the men inside their igloos for warmth, for food, to be hospitable. the men refused to eat, refused to speak, and when trade was offered, clutched their possessions close and refused to entertain the idea of trade. this was, offputting, to say the least. the group set them up in their own igloo, with their own fire, and left three whole seals for them to eat. and then they fled cause what the FUCK get out of there. they came back in a few days to check on the strangers. the three seals were completely untouched, while all of the men had killed and eaten each other
i mean. fuck dude. there are obviously pretty dark angles to view the franklin expedition from– honestly can't think of a good angle, it's pure colonialism and british exceptionalism– but that specific interaction, that inuit group who were living lives as normal until a dozen fucking walking dead showed up and did cannibalism. no wonder that story got passed down, i'd be shitting my pants if i saw that
#I will try to find a link to the article again tomorrow but I'm on 4 hours of sleep rn#On account of spending 2 hours reading about The Terror on a work night#So the fact checking will have to wait. But holy fuck dude#The Terror
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One of one. One, alone, one.
#my stuff#transformers#maccadam#orion pax#d 16#d 16 x orion pax#megop#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#megaop#I spent like an hour today reading poetry and getting mad at dumb stuff SO that's why this exists. Sorry for the lame poetry#I did what I could with the meager words i have#also english is NOT my language and i much MUCH prefer poetry in spanish#anyway I don't draw the tf1 versions of these two cuz it's so hard man#so many details#this took a couple of hours cuz i still refuse to take more than 2 hrs per page... and I'm forbidding myself from using anything but black#ok good night#si está pitero está pitero ya alv
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oh. I think my fears about Chiefcake passing from old age were more on point than I realized. she's acting very weak right now.
and it's late on a friday, when all the rabbit-specific vets have closed. I'll call around anyway to see if at home euthanasia is an option tonight.
#I didn't expect it to be this soon#she's been sleeping more and urinating outside of the litter box#so I was planning on getting her on arthritis meds to see if those helped her move around better#but tonight......I know how animals act when they're dying.#something has gone wrong inside her#god these things always happen at night when the vets have closed 💀#all I can do is stay with her and try to make her as comfortable as possible#this sucks#at least she still feels good enough to eat the apple slice I'm offering and tooth-purr while being stroked
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