#(i'm having A Night)

[clonerightsagenda]

Ohhhhhhh my god on top of getting to play suffocation simulator every night I just got charged $150 for what should be a covered annual visit but digging through my benefits summary it looks like the insurance we switched to last year only covers 1 visit every 12 months rather than once every calendar year for the sole purpose of fucking people over. I'll have to call to confirm tomorrow but it is so hard to remember that insurance phone line people are presumably real human beings with souls like the rest of us because I want so bad to be like "a) fuck you b) are you kidding me c) I hope you all die"

[awesome-shoes-with-wings]

@hedgehodgy, this is my attempt at a Triton first sketch for your fic 'Mercy Upon Ourselves'! I hope he looks similar enough to your vision of him!?? I'm open to ideas so if you have an actor face-claim or something similar, I'd love to see it!

Happy writing! I really love your fic!!

[madeoflyn0127]

[deathandthesoul]

Reblog to give prev gender-affirming bottom surgery

[haunted-skitty-doll]

men...... pretty ............

[captain-habit]

I hate the constant contrast of this place.

I hate that I'm lucky to be able to live here, but this is a place that literally makes me sick, in a situation that prevents me from recovering or thriving.

I hate that I feel guilty for being unhappy with my situation.

[sawthatmountainburn]

the american psycho hip to be square scene but it's about weezer and can't stop partying

[happybunnykat]

Reality is so weird you can say some shit like "We are all destined to die" and it's just straight up true. This post sucks actually.

[monstersliveinthemirror]

Anyway since I'm emo tonight I'm thinking about how Alex was the first person I ever talked to about my gender stuff and how he was so supportive and open to talking about it and asked questions and was so kind and helped me start to deconstruct how I saw myself and when I think about that and how genuinely he seemed to care about me and how much work he put into our situationship I just get so hurt all over again

And it's not even that I believe he didn't care or that none of it meant anything (it would be so much less confusing for me if I believed that) because when it ended he clearly said that even though he cared for me he was choosing her because that's what a decent guy does and yes I'm to blame for my own shitty choices but damn I wish this was black and white and he told me he didn't care about me and he told me none of what he said was ever true

[anyataylorjoys]

THIRTEEN (2003) dir. Catherine Hardwicke JENNIFER'S BODY (2009) dir. Karyn Kusama ORPHAN (2009) dir. Jaume Collet-Serra BLACK SWAN (2010) dir.Darren Aronofsky HELTER SKELTER (2012) dir. Mika Ninagawa I, TONYA (2017) dir. Craig Gillespie LAST NIGHT IN SOHO (2022) dir. Edgar Wright THE SUBSTANCE (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat

[ardri-na-bpiteog]

Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.

For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.

I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.

[im-tempted]

Sometimes you've just got to stay up too late cleaning your kitchen and listening to your favourite songs when you were seven

[esoomris]

listen to loud angsty music while struggling to put the fitted sheet back on your mattress if you want to feel the thread you're hanging on by fray dramatically

[madqueenalanna]

been seeing homies get deep into "the terror" and making me want to rewatch SO i spent two hours in the dead of night reading the wiki/the subreddit/other linked articles and like. one of those articles was deadass fucked up

there was a woman who spoke inuktitut who was writing a book containing a lot of inuit oral histories, and in nunavut she was able to hear passed-down recollections of when survivors from the franklin expedition were passing through

and like. i can't imagine being an inuit family/group, knowing that europeans exist but having never seen them, seeing 8-9 shambling, blue-skinned, cold-to-the-touch out-of-their-minds white men come wandering by. they invited the men inside their igloos for warmth, for food, to be hospitable. the men refused to eat, refused to speak, and when trade was offered, clutched their possessions close and refused to entertain the idea of trade. this was, offputting, to say the least. the group set them up in their own igloo, with their own fire, and left three whole seals for them to eat. and then they fled cause what the FUCK get out of there. they came back in a few days to check on the strangers. the three seals were completely untouched, while all of the men had killed and eaten each other

i mean. fuck dude. there are obviously pretty dark angles to view the franklin expedition from– honestly can't think of a good angle, it's pure colonialism and british exceptionalism– but that specific interaction, that inuit group who were living lives as normal until a dozen fucking walking dead showed up and did cannibalism. no wonder that story got passed down, i'd be shitting my pants if i saw that

[taimanzano]

One of one. One, alone, one.

[pangur-and-grim]

oh. I think my fears about Chiefcake passing from old age were more on point than I realized. she's acting very weak right now.

and it's late on a friday, when all the rabbit-specific vets have closed. I'll call around anyway to see if at home euthanasia is an option tonight.