#(i’m procrastinating so hard rn…)

[imtoohotmilk]

[ghosts]

[oysters-aint-for-me]

who wants to help me with some minor interior design??

this is my (recently created) bedroom. (it used to be my dad’s wood-shop but he moved it to a bigger room.)

all of the windows in my room are on this wall. they currently have blinds, but i want curtains too.

btw - i like the paint colors and so don’t tell me to change them, even if they make it look like i’m living inside a crayola factory. (that’s part of the appeal tbh)

THANK U 🙏 🌈🪟

[theladyfae]

nothing to me will ever be more iconic than my beloved mutual managing to get me so invested in a (rarepair) ship for a media i had no previous interaction with that i was actively making my own headcanons abt their potential relationship dynamic and making song associations and engaging in others’ brainrot for months before i ever even considered getting in to said media. and now a year later i’m finally writing fic for them but still know next to nothing abt what they’re like in canon cause i still haven’t made it to that part of the story, the memories of the shared delusion are genuinely the only thing keeping me going.

[krowbats]

calling all enjoyers of ghosts / hauntings!

hi!! so i’m doing my bachelor thesis and project this semester with a focus on illustration and my topic is the concept of hauntings.

im a bit behind on everything so i wanted to ask if any of you have any literature or general media recommendations. my topic is specifically the metaphorical aspect of hauntings, but i’d be happy about any recs on ghosts and hauntings in general that you’ve seen and found interesting! it can be anything really, i’m mostly looking for inspiration right now.

i know i haven’t been very active lately so idk how many people will see this but i figured the people who follow me on here are the right crowd to ask about this

thanx! <3

[skhardwarevers1]

[pointing at my second blog] what is that disgusting wretched creature

[avicularia-phantasmagoria]

I know they’re like… cyber/retro-futuristic and stuff, but Electra & Components would absolutely rock leopard print.

[ghostbeam]

On here posting nonsense instead of doing my work it’s fine

[show-stoppin-enby]

testosterone, moving out of my parents house and an autism diagnosis would fix me I think

[0venatrix]

Mum gave me the idea for a “literal fat cat”. I normally don’t draw cats, but I had to.

Mum says his name is “Mr. Bigbux.”

He owns a mining corporation and is a lil shit.

[lildoodlenoodle]

Oh how do I remember the molecular formula for acetic acid? I’m so glad you didn’t ask.

It kinda looks like the word cooch and acetic acid just feels like a cunty bitch to me

[midwestgender]

today killed me academicsly

[the-brainrot-central]

Have you ever been like

“ok time for me to go do x now” and then you don’t end up doing x and instead search for rule 34 on google images for an hour or two. bc that’s me rn

[faggotstump]

All that childhood trauma lead up to Vriska

[silentxxsoul]

someone bully me into working on one of my half a dozen buddie wips pls

(but also pls don’t bc I’ll cry k thanks 🥺)

[boydepartment]

so cute - anton lee x reader

a/n: DONT LOOK AT ME RN…. okay i’m having a moment shut up i can’t sleep. this is completely self indulgent and writing for fun so whooooooops

warnings- none just fluff and goofy. idol! anton. photography major! reader. (i am not a photography major so pls um bare w me) THIS IS ALSO REALLY CLICHE SO I AM SORRY i also have no idea what tags to use :( so if you are on riize tumblr PLS HELP ME IN MY INBOX WITH TAGS

wc- 250-300

MASTERLIST

when you sat down after you ordered you got all your stuff organized. you had a plan to meet your friend to study together at a small but sweet boba shop. a lot of college students would come and go and half the fun of studying was procrastinating and choosing to people watch instead.

your friend was late and so you were left to fend for yourself. which was okay, it didn’t bother you. you got a little lost in thought and didn’t even notice the gaggle of boys walk in.

you didn’t even notice when the second cashier called up your order and you skipped over to pick it up. it tasted sweet and made you smile.

the way you set up your table looked really nice so you took a couple steps away from your chair to take a photo, not for class. just for fun.

your notes and laptop looked like those aesthetic posts on pinterest and the view outside the window was not the worst for a parking lot. you looked down at your phone and frowned, maybe the flash would help?

you went to get in position again when a guy totally bumped into you. sending both of you crashing onto the floor!

when you sat up you saw all his friends almost sprint out of the shop laughing, you looked down, eyes widening.

“i’m so sorry! here let me help you up!” you stood up and put your hands out. he was quiet and took your hands. you bent over and picked up his thankful pre-poked boba, nothing spilled thank goodness!

“are you okay?” you asked, handing his drink to him. it was a little hard to tell or read him as he was wearing a mask, there was only so much you could read with his eyes.

your head turned to the side trying to get an answer out of him. eventually he snapped out of whatever daze he was in. did this boy hit his head too hard?

“it was my fault! i was walking backwards while talking and i didn’t see you i’m sorry…” the boy was very soft spoken and it took you by surprise. a lot of people you met in college were a little outspoken.

you smiled at him, hoping to lighten the mood, “it’s okay it was an accident!”

“you fell pretty hard on your knees, are you okay?” he asked, noticing that they looked pretty scuffed.

“oh! i’m okay. don’t worry about it.” you went to grab your bag which softened the blow of your fall.

“is your phone okay? if it’s broken i can help pay for the damages…”

that was sweet of him…

you looked at your phone and saw the crack in the screen protector, “it’s a little cracked but it’s just the screen protector! it’s fine! if anyone asks i can tell them about this.” you laughed a little and looked at him again, “my friend’s gonna wish she wasn’t late…!”

you heard the boy laugh a little, “i still feel bad for tripping over you and ruining your photo, can i do anything to make up for it?”

“there’s no need to feel bad!” you said quickly- waving you hands back and forth, “again it’s totally okay. you should probably get back to your friends though… they kinda ran off.”

you saw him look outside the window, scoffing a little, “i’m going to choose to ignore them.”

this made you laugh, it was a total 180 from his voice, it was cute.

“i’m y/n. i figure since we’re having a conversation it’s appropriate to introduce myself, since you’re not just falling over me and dipping.” you stuck your hand out again.

he looked at your hand and shook it, “anton.” his eyes curved which told you he was smiling. cute.

“um… your friend still isn’t here… can i sit with you?”

you nodded, might as well, it wasn’t like you were studying. he happily took a seat next to you.

“you’re in college right?”

you nodded, “mhm! photography major!” you opened a file and scooted your laptop to him. anton looked through your photos almost amazed.

“i’m trying to put together my portfolio right now actually. i’m hoping i’ll get a job soon.” you explained, leaning your head on your palm.

he practically perked up at this, “my friends and i need a photographer for our next show!”

“show?”

“ummmmmmmmmm.” anton scratched his neck, “yes. show. music. yaknow….”

you smiled, “honestly, if it pays well, i’d love to.”

he looked at you and nodded, really enthusiastically. you felt pride bubble in you for someone being so impressed by your work to offer you a job.

“can i get your number to get the details?” you asked, unlocking your phone, he was cute and even if the job didn’t work out, maybe a date would. you could hear his phone buzzing rapidly.

anton nodded again and put his information in, “text me your name n stuff and i’ll answer i promise.” he stood up, “i really need to get back to my friends they’re blowing up my phone… even though they ditched me…”

you laughed again, “no problem. i’ll text you!”

“yeah!” he was walking away from you smiling when he ran into the door awkwardly. almost like the scene of a movie. it was so cute.

he was so cute.

[successfulgoddess333]

8 billon people yet only you know

We were designed on this earth

At the same time as everyone else yet only a handful of us know about the void state

Manifestation

Our own power

This goes to show

That your imagination your 4D reality and your desires

Have always been meant for you

You’ve always been meant to be

You’ve always had the power you were chosen to be revealed to it

When you manifest something

A day off from school

Money

A call back from someone

You just affirm

And forget

By “forgetting”

You’re just not constantly thinking about your desire

Not trying to understand how it’s gonna work

Like ok say you’re wearing a red shirt right?

If someone came up to you and said “nice blue shirt”

You’d be like

“It’s red”

They’re convinced it’s blue

But it’s obviously red

If you look in the mirror it’s not gonna change just cus they think it’s different from what you see

You want to get in the void

You already did

Last night

Your mind might be like “no you didn’t you just went to sleep”

Don’t argue with yourself or try to change those thoughts

You did get in the void

You are wearing that red shirt

Because you said so

(I’m editing this in hehe)

I’d like to think of manifesting as not being delusional but more so

You already know how your future is going to play out because you’re the one writing it

The best way to get in the void

Is not to force it

So many of you on here are so desperate to change your lives and get your desires that you have no idea what the void really is for

The void state has always existed INSIDE OF YOU

It’s never been a wish granter

It’s literally there to obtain peace of mind

Why do think meditation is the way to get in?

You’re seriously overcomplicating meditating? That’s all it is

Forget about your desires

You’re gonna get them anyway

The key to success

Is forget

Let go

Trust yourself

The void isn’t gonna run away from you

It’s been waiting for you to return home

This is your purest state of mind

Treat it with respect embrace the beauty of peacefulness it has to offer

Then you’ll get in the void state

And THEN you can manifest your desires

The main problem with y’all

Why you haven’t succeeded

Is because

You’re trying to hard to get your desires

Stop trying

You’re just laying there

You don’t have to strain or do this if do that

Quit asking how to do it

How how how?

Like omg

HOW about you just forget about everything

Fuck the 3D fuck your desires fuck everything

YOU WANT PEACE DON’T YOU??? I know most of you discovered the void because you’re having a hard time in life rn

Okay

Meditate

Relax

Go deeper

By just letting go

Stop being so attached to

Your life

You don’t want it

Don’t embrace it don’t embrace your life and you are embracing it by procrastinating and not being able to detach

This is the old story

Burn the book

Restart your game

This is your life YOU hold the controller

So take control🩵