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Glen Powell Twisters (2024)
#Glen Powell#twisters#gpowelledit#glenpowelledit#tyler owens#userdylan#usermichi#usersam#Mine#guess who just watched this movie and is in love#this is personally for me#i have many thoughts
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My brain is on fire same I canāt sleep and am thinking of this:
The way she writes about marriage/family/commitment through these different situations across the album is soooooooooo interesting.
You have a very intense first experience of it in āThe Manuscript,ā where it is first dangled in front of her/the narratorās young, impressionable self as shorthand for real love in a situation that ended up being smoke and mirrors. Sheās being told everything she wants to hear by someone who basically thinks itās just foreplay. In the end, when itās clear that the other person has no intention of actually making a life with her, it makes her feel used, but she forces herself to recalibrate and become the girl she thinks he and all the other hes want her to be. Easy breezy cool. But thereās a sense of loss in realizing those hopes were merely banter to the other.
You have the āgrown upā version of it alluded to in āSo Long, Londonā and āHow Did It End?ā, the years of putting in work to save a relationship and the ādeflation of our dreaming leaving [her] bereft and reelingā leading to them ācalling it all off.ā The implication is clearly that they built a home together with plans for next steps at a point in time, but the commitment is shattered. (Obviously to me it sounds like marriage.) Sheās bitter at spending her āprimeā years with someone who ultimately didnāt want to be there, even if he couldnāt or wouldnāt admit it himself.
She felt like she did everything she was supposed to, but they were learning the right steps to different dances at as it were. Those dreams were at one point shared, but in the end they werenāt right for each other and she admits that, though bitterly (āI founded the club sheās heard great things aboutā eg the years she put in for him to help him grow up will end up benefiting his new lover, ābut Iām not the one,ā āyouāll find someone,ā etc.). Mixed in with all this of her resentment of him wasting her youth (sacrificing herself at the altar), and his resentment of her for reasons less defined, and insinuations of betrayal in the shadows. The fantasy of the whole package disappears into the ether, yet she still has no answers as to how they got there.
Then in comes the wolf in sheepās clothing in many of the rest of the songs, the one who promises her all those things sheās dreamed of since she was a kid instantly. After years of moulding herself to other menās desires, someone comes in and tells her exactly what she wants to hear at the most vulnerable time of her life, as though the universe is answering her prayers, like some sort of cosmic payback for all sheās suffered, and itās the most intoxicating drug of all. Sheās gone from her wish for a family life feeling like sheās in a way being used for her body, to it being used as a chain to a relationship gone sour, to having someone put a metaphorical ring on her finger and tell her he wants to have babies with her, fuck those other guys.
In her grief and stupor, itās too good to be true, which is exactly why she falls for it. But of course, itās all an illusion, because this wolf is an amalgamation of the worst of all the men who came before him. He tells her everything she wants to hear not to make her dreams come true, but to make his. He takes the worst parts of these scenarios to make his move: heāll stand by her, heāll commit, heāll do it out in the open under the spotlightās glare (all things desperately lacking in her last relationship), but after he beds her he stabs her in the back in private and leaves her. He got what he wanted at the expense of her losing everything she wanted, this time as her world caved in seemingly for good. She feels like she gave up everything she thought she might have had for a chance that this is where the universe has been point her all along, only to be left broken for good (you represent the loss of my life as I knew it).
Then there are two sort of codas to this. In āBut Daddy I Love Himā we get a sassier reimagining of āLove Story,ā where the girl with the scarlet letter is mouthy and crass and tells everyone to go fuck themselves for cursing her in the first place, choosing her love above all else. And no, those haters canāt come to her wedding. Her daddy may have come around, but they sure canāt. Finally it seems someone is choosing her and will someday give her these things, and sheāll be able to show all the naysayers. (Also interestingly one of the more fictionally-veiled songs which ends happily vs the diaristic ones that donāt.)
Then of course thereās āSo High School,ā our first glimpse into what the future holds. Probably the only unabashedly happy (nayā¦ electric?) song on the album, itās all about reclaiming the buzz of youth (which is a whole other post) with a new lover. āAre you gonna marry, kiss or kill me? Itās just a game but really, Iām betting on all three for us two.ā Itās, er, a direct nod to a certain now-infamous interview, but again, sheās staking her claim on her future, if not certain then at least hopeful again. This time the prospect doesnāt come with a ābut.ā Itās not, weāll be pushing strollers but actually youāre too young. Itās not, we had these dreams for our future but actually I canāt move forward. Itās not, Iām going to promise you a ring and a baby but only until my needs are met and then Iām out. Itās, I know what I wanted and Iām not leaving, and thanks to that now she stays too.
The album dealt with the theme not at all in the way I expected, but is absolutely fascinating.
#writing letters addressed to the fire#me thinking too hard about Taylor lyrics#the tortured poets department#i have many thoughts#No brain power
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Deleted scene: Victor Creed not wanting Stryker to erase Logan's memory
"Will he remember me?" š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
#i have many thoughts#x men origins: wolverine#victor creed#William Stryker#james logan howlett or JIMMY as Victor calls him#I'm obsessed with their friggin relationship even today#Sabretooth#marvel shit#did Victor think Logan would be like 'nvm love you bro'
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f1 racer!satoru ššļø
a/n: hi friends ! i have had this au rattling in my head like a damn maraca for SO LONG im so glad i finally got around to putting it out for yall :3 this might be for a very niche group of people but i hope the five of you who enjoy f1 will appreciate this š let me know what yall think if youād like him to make a reappearance in drabbles or one shots !! <3
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f1 racer!satoru who is mercedes golden boy, replacing lewis hamilton after his move to ferrari, going toe to toe with the likes of red bull and Ferrari racers
f1 racer!satoru who is loved across the grid and in the general public, think Italian men with charles leclerc, heās the peopleās princess, truly
f1 racer!satoru who dominates his rookie year, leaving everyone stunned at how truly talented and amazing he is
f1 racer!satoru who has the most followers on social media from everyone on the grid, everyone fawning over him constantly
f1 racer!satoru who loves the attention, but all of it seems so meaningless the second he meets you, falling hard and fast from the couple conversations you had, giving you free tickets for the race in an attempt to get more time with you
f1 racer!satoru who shows up and shows out the Grand Prix that weekend, eyes searching the crowd as tries his best to focus on his post race interviews
f1 racer!satoru finds you in the crowd as he steps onto the podium, smile widening and dimples popping out, heās laughing as his podium mates douse him in champagne, all of them taking a swig from the comically large champagne bottle
f1 racer!satoru who says his to you with champagne dripping down his face and off his snowy hair, asking what the odds were of you letting him take you out on a date where heās not working
f1 racer!satoru who is impossible to not fall for, with his witty replies and pretty blue eyes, he has you weak in the knees and on FaceTime every night
f1 racer!satoru who takes you carting, letting you win and treating you to dinner afterwards, buzzing with nervousness as he asks you to be his
f1 racer!satoru who is elated to have you as his partner, having you fly out with him whenever you could to his races, explaining everything about formula 1 to you beforehand, chest warming when he realizes how focused you look on his every word
f1 racer!satoru who develops a pre-race ritual with you, having you hype him up and giving him a good luck kiss before the two of you walk out of his driver room and into the garage, heās zipping up his driver suit and asking you to help adjust his balaclava, smiling when you kiss his nose and wish him luck
f1 racer!satoru who seems to become even better after he started dating you, managing to podium every race and putting up a fight against a dominating red bull team; in every interview he says itās not only the car but his amazing lover who helps him push every lap
f1 racer!satoru who has a picture of you in his helmet as his lockscreen, and you have one of him in his fireproofs as yours
f1 racer!satoru who gets dubbed āthe grids angel boyā after you commented on his post fresh off his Japan Grand Prix win ācongratulations my angel boyā
the entire grid loves you, announcers and commentators always excited when you show up to a race, cameras showing you in the Mercedes garage āand we have y/n in the garage today!ā you smile brightly at the camera, āi guess we know whoās gonna get pole position for qualifying tonightā
f1 racer!satoru who drives you around in his fancy Mercedes, sports and classic cars, exploring every city with you, treating you to expensive food and presents, walking hand in hand with you down the streets of Monaco, taking pictures of you at the beach in Miami and sending flowers when you canāt make it to his races
f1 racer!satoru who is absolutely smitten over you, adding your initial to his helmet hidden among the design, showing it to you with sparkling blue eyes as your heart flutters
f1 racer!satoru who runs to you after every race, cupping your face in his hands and kissing you on the lips before celebrating with his team
#i have many thoughts#f1 racer!gojo#f1 au#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru x y/n#gojo satoru au#gojo satoru fluff#gojo satoru x reader fluff#satoru gojo fluff#satoru gojo x you#satoru gojo x y/n#satiru gojo au#jjk au#jujutsu kaisen au#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen fluff#gojo satoru headcanons#jujustsu kaisen x reader#gojo fluff#gojo x you#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#jujutsu kaisen gojo
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ak! jason todd thoughts !!
minors dni !!!
im gonna be really honest, with ak! jason todd i feel like he is either the sweetest most vulnerable person when he is fucking you, or the most sadistic mean asshole who just wants pleasure and no feelings. to me ak! jason todd is like a wildcard. it honestly depends how he sees you, and your relationship to him.
because pooks went through a lot :( like a lot a lot (i have reread arkham knight genesis so many times i cry every time...) and pooks obviously has issues. he probably has many issues like getting close to people, which is where vulnerable ak!jason comes in.
but then there is also mean ak!jason and i think you would probably have to be really annoying (like to him, thinking you can fix him when truly you can't) or you would have to be against him, or even just mess up one of his plans. and mean ak!jason fucks super rough, you're basically just a living fleshlight to him. he is also super mean with degrading. like he won't cal you out on insecurities but he will call you a slut or whore and laugh when you tear up because it's too much (but he isn't a monster there is definitely a safe word involved!!)
i rlly want to wrap my legs around his waist....
#ak jason todd#arkham knight#arkham knight smut#jason todd#jason todd smut#ak jason todd smut#my pookie#jason todd x reader#jason todd blurb#i have many thoughts
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hi. i finished miracle mask.
#i have many thoughts#but for now. meme.#randall ascot#miracle mask spoilers#pl5 spoilers#professor layton#undertale#op art
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Legally Blonde AU, anyone? š
#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#wrightworth#narumitsu#its endgame nrmts#and yes Miles would be Emmett in this#and YES blonde Feenie is cursed#feenie#bratworth#legally blonde#feenie runs after Dahlia#kits art#i have many thoughts#he bleached his hair because Dahlia likes blonde guys#but in the end he'll be back to his raven hair
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ONE DAY ā³book > screen
In the years he was with Emma, he sometimes wondered idly what life would be like if she werenāt around; not in a morbid way, just pragmatically, speculatively, because donāt all lovers do this? Wonder what he would be without her? Loss has not endowed him with any kind of tragic grandeur, it had just made him stupid and banal. Without her, he is without merit or value or purpose.Ā
#one day#one day netflix#onedayedit#emma morley#dexter mayhew#leo woodall#bts one day#one day spoilers#tvedit#netflixedit#netflix#ugh these two#one day tv#mystuff#one day netflix spoilers#well#i have many thoughts#most of which are how do we get leo woodall an emmy for this
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Ethel Cain, "Sun Bleached Flies" // Supernatural, 2005-2020.
#sam winchester#supernatural#spn#spn edit#ethel cain#sam & dean#dean winchester#john winchester#spn screencaps#samgirl posting...#more likely to come#i have Many Thoughts
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justice arcana
#akeshu#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#akiren#joker#persona 5#persona 5 royal#persona 5 fanart#p5#p5r#akechi goro#kurusu akira#amamiya ren#drugs#gun#my art#fanart#i have many Thoughts#persona 5 comic
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I know I haven't posted in a bit, and I don't usually like to get too political, but:
I am very, very thankful I am fortunate enough to have moved from Texas to Massachusetts, and very, very upset the vast majority of people do not have similar options to me. It doesn't even protect me fully -- federal rights can supersede state ones, after all. The richest trans person in the world is still a trans person, and Project 2025 makes no distinction.
But I'm sorry. This was an election that was ours to lose. Everyone's out here pointing fingers, trying to find a scapegoat, and trying to argue that not enough support for their single pet cause was the reason we lost. But the reality is that It's the Economy, Stupid. We came out of a pandemic that obliterated our supply chains. Inflation and a warped view of the economy was always a hard hill to climb over, and all the social justices in the world don't mean much to people when they think their own livelihoods are at stake.
I am of the personal opinion that any incumbent this election would have lost. Even a republican. Was I hopeful that wouldn't be the case this time? Oh, absolutely! Will I still be bitter about it? Sure will! But no amount of charisma or campaign promises will ever climb over the burden of a 12 pack of Diet Pepsi going from $5 in 2020 to $8 in 2024. I think we tried to handle it the best we could. But every chart showing that inflation is cooling, that unemployment is low, and that we achieved a soft landing and avoided a recession does not matter when you pick up your grocery receipt and feel like you're paying twice as much as you did five years ago.
Don't mistake me for saying Trump would be better, though! He won't. And I will admit, there is a touch of glee I will feel over all the eCoNoMy voters getting to learn very quickly what tariffs are (and do), and the studies of their effects on washing machines. Does that offset the pain of the next 4 years, or justify the suffering of people far less fortunate than me? Fuck no. Spite can certainly fuel me, but it won't keep me warm at night.
I guess this is a lot of words for me to say I'm sorry. Sometimes you are dealt a losing hand. Doesn't mean we did everything perfectly, obviously. But there's no single fix, no single solution, that could have solved people being furious that eggs cost $4 a dozen now. We tried.
Protect yourselves, and try to protect those around you. If spite fuels your day-to-day, so be it. We have to wait and see anyway. I know I'm going to focus more locally for the next 4 years (hopefully to get more housing built, so more people can move here).
#palidoozy rambles#i have many thoughts#many of which are negative#which i'm sure many of you also have#but good lord im seeing some weird-ass shit#doesn't mean to not hold people accountable#but don't lose sight of the people actively pushing all this shit on us#(republicans. it's the republicans).#i may delete this because politics suUUuUuuUUuuck to talk about online lmao#but i'd like to vent
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Katsuki telling you to fuck your self on his cock. Bet he hisses while Watching the way you slowly grind down on it.
Itās that good āletās just spend some time making eachother feel goodā sex. Not rushed, not insanely romantic eitherā just because you can.
#i have many thoughts#my screen time for today is up and went over what I wanted#but alas#i have thoughts#[ katsuki ]#[ nsft ]#[ mini ]#< mlist >
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MOTHER FUCKING HAMPTERāļøāļø
#ai the somnium files#ai nirvana initiative#aitsf#aiba aitsf#Iāve been wondering were she sleeps lately#does she sit in a cup of water?#or maybe on a table with a charger?#or does she have a special hamster cage?#I have many thoughts
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the owl house finale spoilers without context
#this is all that is consuming my brain right now#sorry pesach#lol#spoilers without context#the owl house#toh#watching and dreaming#it was soooooooo good#i have MANY thoughts
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Does Elias look through different peopleās eyes like heās flipping through FNAF security cameras
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continuing the hetalia streak... ghosts (het version)
#hetalia#aph norway#aph denmark#dennor#aph iceland#aph hong kong#aph sweden#aph sealand#aph england#aph france#aph finland#hongice#fruk#sufin#bbc ghosts#ghosts uk#hetalia au#emil is allison in this#i have many thoughts
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