#(even with the Great Purge)
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literally feels impossible to live around the edges of the dad thing like everything i'm looking forward to i have to frame within his prognosis and how i think he'll be doing based on his current condition at that time but also his condition is wildly variable and when he suddenly gets worse you never know if it's the tumour or a bonus secondary condition and we're trying to get him on drug trials but those take weeks to get him approved for and it's just like lol i think i used to have a life outside of this and think about things other than cancer most minutes of the day. that was fun i should've enjoyed that more
#if we can get him on this new trial ill be in a good mood. relatively#i mean i don't even know if it'll work in any great or small way but we've had to abandon the last trial cos it started spreading#so every minute he's not being actively treated im obsessing over him getting worse. cos he kind of is#apols for depressing cancer posting again im just purging my brain of Thoughts#dad stuff
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also in terms of the bolas playlist it's fascinating to me that the songs added by each person have a slight tendency to represent a consistent aspect of bolas
like
the songs added by slime are their chaos
the songs added by philza are their rebellion
the songs added by cellbit are their rage
the songs added by baghera are their anguish
it's so fucking FASCINATING TO ME but i don't know enough music theory to elaborate lmfao this is Vibes Only
(mouse's songs i can't boil down to an easy noun which is why they aren't mentioned lmao anyway they go hard asf)
(also i went on the longest fucking unhinged elaboration in the tags lmfao i almost didn't have enough tags left to tag "long tags" at the end
(i could have even gone on longer in terms of where their characters were at entering purgatory [philza: cage for a cage; cellbit: fed worker murders; baghera: her past as a federation experiment; slime: turning into a code because of the code pretending to be his daughter] but i ran out of space and also time it's 4AM AAAAA)
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#this is a sweeping generalization btw esp for baghera's she added a WIDE variety of music#qsmp bolas#sorry i forgot that tag existed lmao#i will elaborate slightly:#slime added: find your flame; gas gas gas extended; waltz of the meatball man; foghorn sound effect#philza added: b.y.o.b.; throne; the melting point of wax#cellbit added: hayloft II; brazilian dança phonk (which roier literally played during purg while beating the shit out of bbh lmao)#baghera added: can you feel my heart; still waiting; and coincidentally she added 'it's been so long' (the fnaf song lol)#TO BE CLEAR THESE ARE GENERALIZATIONS#baghera also added the government knows [REBELLION] and oops [CHAOS]#philza added given up [ANGUISH]#cellbit added zombie [ANGUISH] and tokyo drift [CHAOS]#slime added as above so below [ANGUISH]#it's not a perfect category; ESPECIALLY for baghera's songs i want to make that so clear in these tags#HOWEVER. it is interesting.#anyway i went after lyrics for these examples but just generally when going through the playlist the first time#i kind of learned that like.#music to murder to was probably cellbit; punk millenial music was probably philza#the wackiest shit was probably slime (was shocked to find out tokyo drift was a cellbit song for this reason lmao)#baghera's i usually could only pin down bc it didn't sound like anyone else's#and mouse's added songs i could not describe the vibe if you threatened me for it but it has one#i guess the closest vibe is 'a college radio station run by anime fans' and even then it's not that close#it kinda excludes songs like the b//ad bun//ny songs#unless college anime fans are also fans of them in which case great!#IDK IT'S 4 AM I WAS JUST MAKING MYSELF SAD ABOUT TILIN I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP#shut up vic#block game brainrot#long tags
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unfollow me right now because invincible season 2 teaser trailer just dropped and I'm afraid of the person I'm going to be for the. next 3 weeks
#IT'S SO OVER.#THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START WITH. AND ITS JUST A TEASER TRAILER#thaedus appearance🥹mentions of the great purge…sorry I'm very vulnerable when it comes to viltrumite topic i love everything about them#also. kombat pack for mk1. i was laughing so hard#while I'm typing this they just announced an eve origin story episode. DROPPING TONIGHT. help#we are so back you guys………#it keeps coming i feel so overwhelmed right now#HELP.#清洁工碎碎念²#invincible#invincible season 2#TOO MANY STUFF HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME IM LITERALLY GOING TO PASS OUT A LITTLE BIT#RELEASE DATE. NEW POSTER. NEW TRAILER. NEW EPISODE. EVERYTHING#we are soooo back
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I’ve found the perfect Tav x Human!Gale song, and I’ll stand by this until I die.
It's what my heart just yearns to say
In ways that can't be said
It's what my rotting bones will sing
When the rest of me is dead
It's what's engraved upon my heart
In letters deeply worn
Today, I somehow understand the reason I was born
'Cause outwardly he says, "I try so hard to make you laugh at me"
And she, she does, she laughs
As though she's not heard the joke ten thousand times before
And he adores her
He watches her get dressed as though she's hurtling through time
Oh, darling, please be mine
She promises to fight them all when it all becomes too much
And he, he curses at the world
For leaving him behind, and he's falling out of touch
And she is stronger than he's ever been, he knows
She brushes her hand through his hair
He's got so much fucking hair
And he holds her close, just to keep the world at bay
And when they're sure no one can hear them
She'll turn to him to say, she'll turn to him and say
"It's not fair, it's not fair how much I love you
It's not fair, 'cause you make me laugh
When I'm actually really fucking cross at you for something"
And he'll say
"Oh, how, oh, how unreasonable
How unreasonably in love I am with everything you do
I'll spend my days so close to you
'Cause if I'm standing here, maybe everyone will think I'm alright"
"I've seen enough, " he says, "I know exactly what I want
And it's this life that we've created
Inundated with the fated thought of you
And if you asked me to, if you asked me, I would lose it all
Like petals in a storm
'Cause, darling, I was born to press my head between your shoulder blades, at night when light is fading
Just to let you know, I'm old, waylaid and feels like I am wading
Into carpet burns and carousels
Christ, you'll be the death of me"
And calm throughout his melodrama
She will turn and say, "Dear heart, it's me, it's me
You don't need to pretend to be someone you're not
'Cause it's not like I've never heard you fart and snore
And for some godforsaken reason
I'm still here, love, like I've always been before"
And he'll say
"It's not fair, it's not fair how much I love you"
It's not fair, 'cause you make me weep
When I'm just tryna watch The Office with my yoghurt"
And she'll say
"Oh, how, oh, how unreasonable
How unreasonably in love I am with everything you do
I'll spend my days so close to you
'Cause if I'm standing here, maybe everyone will think I'm cool"
"How unfair, how unfair, " they'll sing
As they dance across the darling rooftop wreck
He'll trip, and she'll pretend not to have seen
Burying her head into his chest
And clinging to the moment, "Where have you been?"
She'll whisper, "I've waited, oh, so long for you to come"
And as the stars above them hum and hear them
He'll turn to her and say, "That's what she said"
"It's not fair, oh, it's not fair how much I love you
It's not fair, 'cause you make me ache, you bastard"
And he'll say
"Oh, how, oh, how unreasonable
How unreasonably in love I am with everything you do
I'll spend my days so close to you
'Cause if I'm stood here, then I'm stood here
And I'll stand here
I'll stand here with you"
#gale dekarios#galemance#gale x tav#gale of waterdeep#absolutely obsessed with the idea of Gale’s romance interest showing him how perfect he is even if (or especially if) he stays human#and this encapsulates that#making otp playlists again after the great dragon age purge of my spotify in 2017#galexkaida (oc)#gale my beloved rizzard#Mobile post so excuse the formatting
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#sim spice#i have 200 files to recategorize#...#i cant do this rn#but its the only way#why do creators put nosemasks eyelids and lips all in the same category in skin details#i dont even wanna think about reorganzing the other ones too#s4s needs a batch change category#i also have a random default male top that adds all these muscles#not mad at it but where tf is it#back to 200gb btw#not a great start lmao#but purged my cc finds for all the cc i could download to this date#yay ig
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a week ago i was ready to give up on kings blood and today i just finished outlining each new chapter of the restructuring/rewrite im doing 😌.....
#s.txt#here's the timeline of events. it takes me what? six months to do a first draft#i'm happy with it its good its great i move onto the sequel i move backwards to a weird prequel/in between thing#i spend way too long on that thang#i rewatch jupiter's legacy and i'm like. [biting lip emoji] split timeline narrative would kinda slay wouldn't it.#throw the prequel bits into the first draft it totally FUCKS everything up#its fine its okay because that first draft sucked ass anyways its so terrible its embarassing#i want to kms and break my computer etc etc no you know what [delirious] this could work...#i spent way too long on the wrong parts of it.#hate it. love it. complicated relationship with it. hate it again. SCRAP the introduction change so many details#only like 25% of the first draft has survived the purge its fine its good#break the first chapter into smaller chapters. kinda banger w the split narrative. kinda slays.#figure out how i need to restructure the rest of it.#and now i have all 40 chapters planned out babeyy the themes and motifs will kiss with tongue#i might name the parts really stupid things with total sincerity no one gets how funny heir to the sun / revenge of the night would be#as part titles. like its so funny. it's SO funny.#i'm delirious#revenge of the night revenge of the knight heir to the sun heir to the son its funnnnyyyyy#anyways. [unintelligible gibberish]#no one cares about kings blood i know no one cares about kings blood but how do i explain its literally#the only thing ive thought about for an entire year. im obsessed with it. not even gonna lie.
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Okay now that I’ve had a minute to think about it, my biggest want would be: a new Birds of Prey book for the modern age. Babs is disconnected from the Batfamily and is a leader of her own team. Dinah co-leads the book, with emphasis on her martial arts skills, common sense, and emotional intelligence. There are no other mains, but rather each arc Babs calls up different (usually female) heroes that suit the situation that she and Dinah don’t usually work with (Zatanna, Jesse Quick, Jessica Cruz, Jo Mullein, Natasha Irons all come to mind immediately) - there are so many underutilized female heroes, it’s a perfect concept.
Babs is not only Oracle and is still disabled, but the writer has done some intense thinking about how Oracle’s power and influence isn’t over tech, but over information. This Oracle is at the height of her powers under technofeudalism and occasionally struggles to make the “right” choices because of it. (It’s already pre-crisis canon that Oracle has swayed elections!!) This Oracle isn’t a hacker, but a single woman who has access to so much data, so many algorithms, that she is like a mystic to ordinary people (and Dinah, who’s our pov character for the detailed stuff; she’s a grounding influence to Babs). The writer has not only read but understood books like Capital Is Dead: Is This Something Worse and is excited to play with what could happen by throwing Babs into the dystopian horror of the attention economy.
Because of these considerations, the plots are primarily offensive rather than reactive - think Leverage. We can have supervillains, but only if Babs is hitting them first (and they’re tech/finance/fossil fuel bros). Bat and arrow fam members (including love interests) can briefly show up, but more on the social side than for work; if Dick does up it’s brief and plot-unimportant; the narrative takes pains to emphasize that the relationship between Barbara and Dinah is the central one in both their lives (I’m not opposed to DinahBabs but I do mean it in a QPP way), and they like it that way.
Babs at her full powers as Oracle frightens me and I'd love to see her in a modern age waging literal techno war against ai-bros. This comic could be a narrative on today's deep and troubling implication for the use of ai, but this is just a small sample of what could be done.
Each issue or arc could also be about certain problems within the digital landscape of our economy and society. I feel like the one delving into the right to privacy would shake Babs quite a bit considering the blatant and outright violations of that perpetrated not just by her, the Batfam but many many members of the extended League. (honestly this is the one thing that bothers me so much about some of their practices and if I found out that ANY of my coworkers or friends were 'spying' on me for any reason, I would feel so violated and I am not sure how much I could trust any of them again or anyone who knew about it and didn't tell me).
This is just where MY mind goes and could be part of this series with of course everything else you suggested.
There is so much potential here.
Tell me what you would do if you had full creative control to write for DC with NO push back from editors and who would you piss off the most with your unhinged creative wiles?
Again, do not be a DICK to anyone if their self indulgent fantasies irritate you or if you otherwise disagree with them; learn how to scroll, move on or block. Thanks!
#great conversations#we all agree we want babs as oracle back right?#i'm in the middle of a bat purge and even i think we need her as oracle
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i think im longing for the timeline where pokemon ruby and sapphire were a brand-new start for the pokemon franchise, featuring no kanto or johto pokemon who would not be brought back in any future installments
#soda offers you a can#ruby and sapphire are dear to me in that sense#you only encounter new pokemon in the early game and even when old ones start popping up they do so remarkably sparingly#i think it would've been great if they had pulled a gen5 but like. as a permanent purge of the old guys#what would have come of it? how would things have changed? would pikachu be dead?#it was still early enough in the lifespan of pokemon they might have been able to get away with something like it
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Found out from a random conversation with my grandma that my great-grandmother was actually Ukranian, and that her family had to flee Odessa during Holodomor. My grandma even still has her notebooks in Ukrainian.
It's the same grandma that worries about "our poor boys", i.e. Russian soldiers (at least the drafted ones). W i l d.
#I mean I knew they were from Odessa but the rest just never came up for some reason#Anyway they fled to Saint-Petersburg where they had family#And then Kirov was killed and the Great Purge started and they fled even further North#From the warm sea of Odessa to the swamps of SPb to the frozen forests near Murmansk. 3000 kms.#From a rich and noble life to the timber harvesters' cook#Damn I wonder what that was like#Posts by me#history
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heya! question frm my boyfriend, is he allowed ta cosplay your nakichi design?
oh my god yes yes he most certainly is. I would be honored that someone would willing spend time making a cosplay of that little gremlin holy crap. pls tell your boyfriend that I'm wishing him the best because i didn't even think anyone remembered nakichi lol 💜
#anonymous#fala replies#might just draw this lil turd again in honor of this#nakichi 2023 or maybe 2024 because im slow#bringing him back whether you like it or not#hell i might even redraw my Makoto and Kiibo hybrid that got lost in the great file purge#yknow what yea i will#nakichi and miikoto 2024#they're coming#👁️👁️#a e i o queue
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btw i apologize to everyone who follows me because rn my brain literally looks like this
so yeah my rbs are either cute twst beach fanart or. the horrors
#but i'm very excited for both! <3 this month is gonna be great#i would be even more excited if i didn't have to farm so many gems and keys for lilia but. oh well.#“hey but what about the cat mv” yeah what about it /hj#NO LISTEN AS SOMEONE WHO'S VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT DESIGN AND AESTHETICS AND ALL THAT. THAT MV WAS SO COOL#but i beg you DO NOT ask me about the theories i have bc i have none. head empty.#also i just don't think i'll be listening to this song that often#honestly i feel like me having teardrop ily and the purge march as my fav t2 songs is saying something about me but idk what#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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I love paladin crits. 51 points of damage in one hit. <333
#morrigan.text#morrigan plays dnd#dnd#campaign: the great purge#oc: Asola#this is at level 6 btw.#not even high level.#and I only used a 1st level divine smite and a regular plus one longsword.#no spell smites or anything.
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no that test is accurate tbh bc when u deal with ryouta u get either: extreme hostility, extreme drunk, or extreme flirtyness. no in-between.
#he only tames down when he likes someone but even then he's still NOT GREAT EITHER#im exhausted by these muses#❛ deneca talks — ooc. ❜#❛ purge — tbd. ❜
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Wow, I can't believe all of these beautiful women are interested in whump! They just keep following me in droves, I can't keep them away!
#this is sarcasm btw#I thought this blog would be safe from the latest bot wave#but nope... not even here#purging the bots this morning and I'm so tired#Great Bot Battle of 2023
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Sometimes I think about how Yasmine and Moon's EDs were played entirely as a joke in S1, and I just. Am not a fan at all
ppl rly hate girls with eating disorders tbh. did anyone else notice this
#no fr it makes me so mad every time I think about it#“haha they purge even though they're already skinny!” how about you shut the fuck up#I think it's supposed to make us hate them even more bc they fat-shame Aisha#but also??? Interesting how no one talks about the culture teenage girls are thrust into#where they're taught to demonize being fat#and told no one will love them if they dare to eat even a few extra calories#meanwhile Johnny also fat shames Aisha and the narrative doesn't paint him as in the wrong#interesting how a man can do it#but when other women do it??? Vapid evil bitches who deserve to have an ED I guess#great now I went and got myself riled up#(EDs do honestly deserve better and more respectful media portrayals I stg)#yasmine cobra kai#moon cobra kai#aisha robinson#johnny lawrence#cw: eating disorders#cw: bulimia
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Not me having every single one of my old Percy Jackson books except for house of Hades and not realising until I got up to house of Hades in my re-read
#i purposely saved all of them from the great childhood book purge a year or 2 ago so i wouldn't have gotten rid of it knowingly#so im suspecting it might not have even been there#i know theres probably pdfs out there but i might have to repurchase a copy so i have them all together#which is sad considering its the book i stopped reading bc it was so bad lol
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