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any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog
#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time#they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD#icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh#the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH#the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the#damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now#like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know#n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME#man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and#going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay#i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO.#anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on#doctor who#dw lb#10th doctor#the waters of mars#time lord victorious#i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that#came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already#also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online..#even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good
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yknow sometimes i wonder what kind of environment antis think theyre making cause when i first got into the st fandom i really wasn't that into billy. like. i enjoyed his character but i didn't love him
#personal bs#they really pushed me from mild enjoyment to outright adoration#just because they indirectly pushed me out of spaces for other ships and characters#most of the blogs i was following (that weren't billy/harringrove focused) would post out-of-nowhere about disliking billy fans#which just made me so uncomfortable as someone who mildly liked him and had been dipping my toes into that side of the fandom#so i just ended up unfollowing almost all the blogs in other parts of the st fandom and just remained in the billy side of things#not to say the billy fandom was/is perfect. theres drama here and some people deffo were a bit pretentious and gatekeep-y#but on a wider scale i felt more welcome and comfortable here than anywhere else#which is really sad because i did like other stuff and now the idea of some of it just leaves an unpleasant taste in my mouth#not because i dont like the canon material but because the fandom is now just associated with rudeness and unkind interactions in my mind#like. is that what they want?#maybe it is. maybe they want to alienate people so they can hate them more easily. i just find that a bit sad#sorry this is a bit of a downer post but i was just thinking about it rn#i cant even imagine what part of the fandom id have ended up in if it weren't for antis scaring me out of most other places#i was a fandom baby too. id only been in the andi mack fandom before this lol
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i really do need to write frog fanfiction. it would be funny i think
#sgt frog#keroro gunso#if nothing else? i cant have my only frog fic be the uh. the.#the enesefdoublyu fic i wrote in the middle of the night in a frenzy and cant bear to touch again#the. like half a fic. didn even get to the sauce. maybe some things are meant to stay in ones brain#maybe i should delete it so it cant haunt me any further. but what if i ever want to return to it what then#...what point was i making again#OH YEAH SO ANYWAY (LAUGH TRACK)#theres a team fortress 2 fic out there. and each chapter is a oneshot of each possible pair of mercs hanging out#(cant easily find it rn sorry)#and i just think something like that with the keroro platoon would be really cute :)#i also still do quite genuinely think i should write kizuzu fanfiction :)#theres something special about fics where a character is trans in the opposite direction from their original canon gender#transfem okuyasu nijimura fanfic right as rain by author tbv altered my brain chemistry#(i should reread it)#sorry for ramblin in the maintag oh well <3
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How about Mr. Stitch SFW / NSFW HCs?? :)
MR. STITCH N/SFW HCS
a list of n/sfw hcs for Mr. Stitch :D
warnings || smut, cunnilingus, rough sex, no aftercare, aggressive sexual activity, blood play, blood as lube, sadism, non-con aspects but not fully non-con
{an: sorry i haven't been active, im going thru a depressive episode rn, ily guys and i hope you are all well!}
SFW
its definitely hard to even call what you have with Mr. Stitch a relationship.
Mr. Stitch doesnt understand the needs humans have, nor the emotions they feel. he sees you more as a plaything.
there may be some feelings he has that he just cant seem to understand– but he shows them with little gifts he finds here and there, and even a jacket that looks all to similar to Mr. Humans.
if you sleep, you have to sleep where he can watch you. he refuses to have it any other way.
he often gets into fights with Mr. Crawling– most of the time having to be you who breaks up the argument.
he is a very touchy person. not in a perverse way yes it is but he is constantly touching you.
is absolutely aggressive. he manages to do it in a cute way, seemingly as a game or something. he doesn't act like a villain despite what he does.
even when he isn't near you, his gaze never seems to leave. he could be many rooms away from you and you can still feel his eyes on the back of your head.
he definitely likes scaring you. not in a mean way, he just likes seeing you jump.
a very playful man XD
NSFW
when you have sex, he seems more curious than anything.
he doesn't understand anything other than the fact that it feels really good– sometimes even leading to him overtaking you, not caring about your pleasure.
that however is rare, he wants his plaything happy. just teach him what to do and he will try his best. make sure to tell him not to actually consume you though.
his favorite position is up against a wall. he can easily lift you, but he likes positioning you so easily.
he isn't HUGE down there, definitely not longer than Mr. Crawling, but his length is very thick.
he much enjoys when you bleed as he pounds you. his pace is fast and rough– the blood making it easier for him to slide in.
is one to bite very often. expect to leave with many many bite marks and bruises on you.
takes pleasure in your pain. likes to watch you begging him to stop from the overstimulation leven as he doesn't.
most of the time, sex is random. he definitely doesn't warn you before he does it. as said, will just slam you against the wall.
has no idea what aftercare is, so unless you teach him– don't expect it.
{ made by @whokilledsamara }
#homicipher#homicipher x reader#afab reader#smut#mr stitch#mr stitch x reader#mr. stitch#mr. stitch x reader#mr stitch x y/n
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I know like nothing about any of ur ocs or works so, could you sum up telling me about whichever you want so I can ask more questions in person? Please feel free to make the ask as long as possible!
stares autistically...YAYU..galaxy quest is my Main ocverse bc its almost 11 yrs old now and its just been a default in my mind since i was 11-12ish but capitalist creepshow is a close 2nd with how fleshed out it is...my oc carrd has some good info character wise but its lacking on worldbuilding + plot stuff bc im insanely character focused and suck at that shit badly LOL, also the plot/episode page and number of seasons on gq's page is outdated bc i recently like completely redid the plot and havent updated it yet 😭 anyway u can have existing gq lore. sorry if this is weirdly worded and hard to understand im at work rn 😢 i also have a couple scattered tumblr posts on random important bits of lore/character stuff ill get them later. oh ya and toyhouse if u want to see whos who or whatever. a couple side characters havent been redesigned yet but ill get there eventually lol
gq is like. a 90s-2000s CN styled adult cartoon (i always sum it up as if futurama and chowder were 1 cartoon. BIG BIG influences from chowder especially with the voice acting my goddd )..its Planned to have 5 seasons, it used to be 4 but with the new plot i had to add one to fit it in without Completely starting over on every single season lol, also perhaps 1 semi canon movie and a small side series for a bunch of silly mostly canon fillers i couldnt fit into the show itself.
so like i said im bad at having a consistent plot, also words are hard for me so ur getting a Very shitty bastardized version of what i Do have.
Basically it takes place mostly on 2 planets, earth and alkaliba(i hate this name i made it up when i was like 15ish, i just cant think of something better rn😔) its initially in 2009, but actually this is like a Different 2009. bc basically there was a mass extinction like several hundred million years ago and everything just kinda started over but like only Slightly different (sounds stupid af out loud but just trust me ok) alkaliba had existed for a Very long time the next galaxy over and it just so happens that the planet is dying and all their natural resources are fucked. so melody (lenarrs mom) set up an agreement with alkaliba that they could borror resources from earth. (melody is thousands of years old, but thats a secret lol) also melody was from another dimension Also a very powerful sorcerer and kept most of her spells and whatnot in her journal But its written in her native dimensions language which nobody on earth (except lenarr) can read. anyway she used her magic to connect the 2 planets using a series of portals called stargates (again. subject to change, also they connect to a Lot of other planets besides just earth but whatever) that allowed ppl to easily travel between the 2. bc of this alkaliba Kinda "colonized" (FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD) earth? and that was normal for a few thousand years.
anyway for s1 jump ahead to where canon starts (2009) tix is sent to earth by meredith (queen of alkaliba, tix is her son but u dont know that until later in s1 when they actually Go to alkaliba) to pretty much track lenarr down and convince him to use his powers he inherented from melody (lenarr is not aware of this at all) to pretty much save alkaliba (BIG SPOILER. THIS IS SOMEWHAT DISHONEST. sure lenarr could Choose to save alkaliba but that would result in the destruction of earth or it could be vice versa. it cant be both BUT youll see) so he find lenarr Completely by coincidence after lenarr offers to help him bc tix has never seen snow or ice in his life and is having Difficulty. anyway this is ridiculous that i havent figured this out after 10+ years but tix does Something to convince lenarr to go with him, bc obviously lenarr would be very hesitant to. a bunch of shit happens u know the drill 1st episode shit to establish everything. i could type out a full episode 1 plot but i don't particularly want to rn😢
s2-3 is just mostly playing toys w my characters and tix teaching lenarr how to use his powers (s1 finale is when lenarr starts to Get it but u know) also s2 is noodles villain arc and s3 has eugene in it which is so fun bc i really really like noodle and eugene is funny. OH AND THE MAIN VILLAINS. hydro is the Main antagonist but he has 5 other idek what to call them. henchmen????? that either work for him (griff, dimentia, derric) Or are loyal to him bc he practically saved their life (grem and pixie, also dimentia a little? its complicated) and while Yes hydro IS a villain and he IS evil, hes actually just trying to save earth bc in his mind alkaliba is actually like the typical alien invasion thing u see in movies (not exactly whats happening but it Is possible u could see it that way) he just goes abt it in the weirdest most fucked up way possible. also BIG plotpoint worth mentioning, grem and tix were dating for at least 3000+ years before tix left him for his (now deceased) wife, which grem is Extremely bitter abt. so hes obviously loyal to hydro bc hydro helped him escape his abusive father BUT hes also doing it for himself to get back at tix. (important note tix Was the asshole in that situation 100%, grem is actually right to be upset a little but probably not That much) anyway once lenarr tix and zach(forgot to mention zach is tixs best friend who tix brings along bc hes smart and good at strategizing, also bc tix is GAYYYYYY) get to alkaliba finally it is literally impossible to conceal the fact that tix is a prince there. and bc lenarr doesnt know the Real reason why hes there he doesnt think much of it, in fact he finds it weird that tix wouldnt tell him that.
jumping allll the way to s4 when the Actual shit goes down. this is where shit gets less in depth bc its Extremely new..this is when lenarr learns that hes being used to basically doom earth, u know. his home planet. (considering having either hydro or grem tell him, not in a nice way either) obviously he gets really upset abt this, Especially bc its been at least a couple years since canon started and zach and tix are basically like family to him at this point. he probably runs off idk. i need to think abt it more bc i JUST made this up but im considering recycling an OLDD concept from like early highschool gq where lenarr gets to visit melody in her home dimension. also forgot to mention. melody and lenarrs older brother ruben both committed suicide when lenarr was younger. melody only did it to go back to her home dimension, but ruben did it bc he got rlly depressed after melody died ÷(
anyway lenarr gets to see melody, its very sweet ÷) he talks to her abt his problem abd she gives him some kinda cryptic advice bc Plot. this changes lenarr basically, at this point hes mastered melodys spellbook and Now he can create his own spells or whatever. SO. he comes up with a way to make it so NEITHER planet gets destroyed somehow. this works bc lenarr is actually like twice as powrful as melody at his full potential. after this the main villains would most likely have their redemption arcs somehow i havent thought up What exactly happens yet. and for s5 its basically just me wrapping things up and playing with my toys freely...theres still active plot happening thats very relevant to the story obviously but its a liiiiitle less high stakes and thats all i got in regards to the main plot bc if i sat here and typed a detailed explanation of my fun fillers id be here for years
SOME GENERAL TRIVIA FUN FACTS DEVELOPMENT SHIT 4 FUNSIES TOO.
originally gq was Not supposed to be a cartoon nor was it an ocverse. it was a fucking spm fan spinoff i made up bc i was autistic af and 12. grem was my first ever oc that was Not a fursona and he was actually terrible like as a person. i mean hes kinda terrible now but not as bad
griffs name was changed a few years after i made him. it used to be falcon (STUPID AF BUT I WAS 12. REMEMBER THIS.) also i thought itd be funny for his name to be griff bc youd think its short for griffon but no its short for grifford. also texs and tiabia names were changed too. tiabis name was janette and she was actually originally an adult but i thought itd be better if she was 7
like 99.999% of my original designs and concept art + silly little comics of my villains bc it was just them when it was still a mario thing is lost media forever bc my mom accidentally threw it all away when we moved to a new house i miss it every dayyyy id do Anything to see it again..... the Only original stuff i have is from highschool and i fucking hate my artstyle then so its sad af...its just lenarrs finalized design (which actually barely changed since then) and MAYBE if i looked hard enough thru my old computers i could find zachs original design too? idk i dont feel like looking
speaking of the spm thing. dimentia was supposed to be dimentios little sister which is why shes named that (original i know) but i decided to take the name a different direction after it became its own thing
grem went through the most design changes by a huge margin, but imo derrics few redesigns were the most insane and drastic. pixie went through One change and it got reversed a couple years later LOL
some Stupid reasons behind design changes were 1. hydro used to have 4 heads, hence the dumbass wordplay on "hydra" but i got so fucking fed up with drawing them every time + i kept forgetting to so i just made him a regular dragon. and 2. griff has his mask bc i literally just kept getting mad trying to draw his face right. thats literally it. thats the only reason.
fun fact noodle was probably my least favorite oc before i redesigned him. i hated him SO FUCKING MUCH especiallyafter i came up with his villain arc. now hes my favorite toy and i lovie
HUGE props to my bff @/killer12345blog. hes literally my cowriter and theres a couple characters of his in the main canon that play a HUGE part (eugene, daffodil, and louise) also eugene was actually a joke character and i HATED HIM (AS PART OF THE BIT) but i randomly got really attached to him now hes the villain for s3😇
gq was actually RECENTLY renamed. it used to be H.I.D.E. dont ask me what it means or what it stands for idfkkkkk i thought itd come to me eventually but it didnt so i changed it bc w/o a meaning it was just dumb af
tix was originally very very small. like around pixies size. also gq was still a video game for a bit but it was like its own Thing by then. tix was intended to be the tutorial character kinda like tippi
also im going to go ahead and say this LMAO. the original alkaliban designs were Heavily inspired by homestuck bc thats what i liked back then. ive tried soooo hard to make it not as obvious but i feel like itll always be so so obvious 😭
im actually kinda considering having gq be 3d animated instead of 2d, stylistically if that were the case itd look kinda like. idk. do u remember that moomins cartoon they made a few years ago. like that. but i seriously doubt ill end up making it 3d anyway
i fucking hate musicals usually but my GOD are there a couple showtunes i want in there. jfc. i have a dedicated yt playlist of songs i want in gq Or relate heavily to certain characters/events. hi. speaking of i like to think gq would have a very 80s cartoon soundtrack like the one in labyrinth or something similar
tix and zach were originally Much younger. tix was like 19 or 20 and zach was 17 iirc? i changed that bc 1. dumb and 2. i wanted tix and zach to be in love i didnt quite like the age gap it was a little iffy
the origin of lenarrs name is kinda silly. i was having trouble coming up w a fitting name and one day after school we drove past a sign for lennar homes or whatever the companys called and i went AHAAAAAAAH!☝️🤑
i think noodle was originally brazillian, idr why that changed..also tex was japanese iirc
tix is like Billions of years old probably. its intentionally left unclear and vague but also IDEFK.
im probably forgetting LOADS of important shit but whatever....u get the idea + ive been typing for like 2 hours in between work shit
#ocs#i gotta go grab those other posts immediately but this is like the very basics of gq LOL. you are so strong good luck reading this#its incoherent af bc im working and im not proofreading all that LMAO
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pretty . . . ♡
character - rui.
type - scenario.
contains - male reader, reader being called 'pretty' and 'pretty boy' separately as well as 'love' and 'dear' as pet names, and ten heaping tons of self indulgence
a/n - i cant explain what spurred me on to write this other than i'm feeling a bit wonky rn and i was like "you know what will fix me. that pretty boy" please enjoy
Rui's fingers absentmindedly play with your hair as he rambles on about his plans for WxS's upcoming show. You haven't entirely been paying attention to him talk, but that's definitely not because you don't care. Far from it, really.
It's just that he has the most calming voice in the world, at least to you. His chest, which your head rests on, rumbles whenever he talks. You're easily distracted, zoning out and listening to the sound of his voice rather than what he's actually distracted.
...You've just realise you're doing it again. Better pay attention.
"...I'm thinking after that, I'll repurpose something I made a while ago for the next scene," Rui explains calmly. "I made a bubble machine that's a lot smaller and portable than most of the machines you can buy in stores. I want to remodel it so it fits as a prop, and find a way to shine different lights on them to make them appear as different colors. Then, when Emu uses it, it'll make her magic feel more, well, magical. What do you think?"
He tilts his head down to gaze at you after asking that, his curious yellow eyes studying you carefully. His pretty yellow eyes that always gaze at you with such warmth and affection, combined with that ever-present smile of his.
Rui chuckles lightly at the prolonged silence not filled by your response, which causes your cheeks to warm up in embarrassment.
"I-I think it's a really great idea," you tell him quickly. "S-Sorry, I, um..."
"Were staring at me again?" Rui cuts in, smiling teasingly. "Don't worry, I really don't mind. It just means that I can tell you all my ideas and you'll still be surprised by them."
He leans down and presses a gentle kiss to your forehead that makes your heart flutter. He softly caresses your head, watching your gaze grow sleepy and tired.
"Pretty." Rui speaks up after a short period of silence.
You move your head to be able to look at him. "Are you talking to me?"
A smile of amusement appears on his features. "Who else would I be talking to, love?"
He's right, but you don't want to admit it. You stick your tongue out at him, causing him to chuckle at you.
"You. You're pretty," Rui repeats, kissing your forehead once more. "My pretty boy."
Even though it's such a simple compliment, it causes butterflies in your stomach. You let out a squeak of embarrassment and hide your face in his shirt, which causes him to laugh at you again (the big meanie that he is).
"It's funny watching you get all embarrassed about something that's true," he says it so casually like it's a fact known by everyone. "You're a pretty boy."
"Shut up!" You immediately whine in response, once again drawing a chuckle from him.
"Alright, alright, I'll stop," Rui grins, speaking in that teasing tone he loves to use on you. "For now, anyway. You look tired, so please get some rest, okay?"
You shift your head to now be resting your cheek on his chest. "...Fine. Goodnight, Rui."
Rui hugs you to his chest warmly, cradling you close. "Goodnight, dear."
#♡ ~ love letter sent!#project sekai x reader#pjsk x reader#imagines#rui kamishiro x reader#kamishiro rui x reader
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hi! sorry if this ends up as a ramble
in the first chapter of atws you meant hoping others will write streamer aus and if that isnt true anymore or you'd prefer i dont i will stop instantly cause this entire idea has been inspired by you
i am currently working on outlining and planning an ineffable streamers fic (its a mess rn) and aH im having a lot of fun with this. so i was wondering how you came up with the title, if your comfortable sharing. cause i have ended up on winged snakes as a wip title and i dislike it and i cant figure out a good one (potentially cause its almost 1am as i type this but eh)
also h i ! i've commented on your fics alot in the past few days lol, sorry for the notif spam, i don't think it will stop lmao
YESYES i'm still so eager to see everyone else's streamer works! don't forget i've made a public collection you're all invited to add your work to, so it lists all the streamer aus together!
as for the title, that was the genius of my roommate @thewolveswolf, based on the "and they were roommates / oh my god they were roommates" vine.
memes are a great source of title inspiration if you want something fun and silly. i'm otherwise pretty dreadful at naming things, though i am pretty proud of some of the double-meaning chapter titles we've had so far! 😁
i'm also a sucker for song lyrics and quotes from the actual fic, and i like trying to keep my titles directly related to the story so it's easy to remember and find them again. there's so many fics i adore but couldn't tell you what they actually were if you presented me with the title, which makes it hard to rec and share them easily thsksksk
#ask a rat#and pls never apologise for comment spam it's INVIGORATING#literally gets me outta bed in the mornings
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yap yap yap
mildly hilarious cuz what. i started uni in 2019, after 2 years of consistently hitting my rock bottom & feeling miserable, insanely alone. i hadno friends cuz and i was genuinely struggling with literally everything. and for a fleeting moment ithought to myself i might be able to meet people and find some sort of purpose or connection despie thefact it never works out. and then it never worked out againno matter how hard i tried to talk to peopl e and again and again i just cant figure anything out i never have and i know i never will at thispoint and im sick ofpeopel who manage to get anything ever trying to tell me anything to the contrary . sorry to be a dickhead constantly but its also ike one of those points of contention that mylived experience is one of the few fuckignthing there is to me rn and guess what. whatever. i wonderwhat its like sometimes to jsut be able to make friends sso easily and not have to try reallyhard to just be anything and even then just to constantly be forgotten and never be abletokeep up i dont remember a single fgucking conversation where i havent just been fucking confused bc everyones always just so much more involved with each other and i jsut i dont know i want to disappear and ive always wanted to disappear and its like "well why dont you say anyhting" and you can count th enumber of times you've really really fucking trried over and over but it jsut at the end of the day thetruth is like you cant force people to like you and by like you i mean genuinely like you, genuinely bring you into things without it being a pity pull or some kind of awkward pressure adn for it to benatural like it is with everyone else and even now what does any odf that matter youre too tired youre too far gone youre fucking miserable and alone everyone else how do you get friends well i go to this place with my friends i- ok i dont know i stay at home alone im so exhausted i vcan barely move i go out sometimes i fucking end up miserable the onlything that ever happens is peoplejust being cruel and i dont have anywhere to go or anyhting to do i try everything and it jsut . id ont know i dont know i dont know whats wrong with me every fucking time i keep thinking about how much better off i'd be dead not just now but so many years ago how it would have never made a difference in the end how stupid i was for constantly giving it a chance when i knew deep, deep fucking down it meant nothing or i gave into the fucking societal pressure of it all like afucking moron. im going tokill myself and its the only thing i wanted and its the only thing i was meant to do and its the only answer. amen
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Hii am I able to request Dean Portman x M!Reader who is also goth and Bombay’s son? Like how would Bombay and the rest of the team react when they find out Dean and him are dating?
dean with a goth bf who’s bombays son !
✧ warnings: maybe some homophobia (it takes place in the 90s after all), and mentions of people being judgemental towards readers style. also there’s like one sexual joke
✧ additional info: been wanting to write this for awhile now ngl <3, and also reader is on the team because it makes my life easier
✧ nav. — m.list.
i’m gonna be honest
he probably thought you were weird at first cause of the way you would dress
he didn’t say anything abt it though because you were bombays son and he didn’t wanna get kicked off the team so he js kept quiet
but i feel like he eventually starts to think ur cool because he’d talk to u through fulton cause fulton seems like that one mf who’s friends with literally everyone
he finds out ur music taste is the bomb (GOTH MUSIC EATS IDC) and slowly builds a friendship over that
he seems like he would be able to easily recognize his feelings for u
but he has internalized homophobia and hid it because his thought was “he’s hot but in a friend way” (it’s not in a friend way)
i hc that him and julie are close friends so when it starts to frustrate him he goes to her
they talk it out and she helps him realize that he def likes u
“everytime i see him i just wanna grab him and kiss him but like in a friend way” “dean would you flirt with your guy friends” “no?? tf?? oh.” “yeah”
probably takes a week to accept it before realizing this way he can pull both guys and girls
he starts making like subtle moves at u since he knows everyone will just think y’all are joking abt something
he’d probably get annoyed if u don’t catch on 😭
after a week of accepting he likes guys he decides to ask u out cause like what’s he got to lose
it was probably SO random too
y’all are sitting on his bed when suddenly he moves closer and just says “ur hot ngl”
and then he confesses slightly normally and y’all start ur relationship!
now because it’s the 90s and it’s a mlm relationship he becomes so much more protective than if he had a gf
someone looks at you guys weird in public? he’s looking even weirder back. someone calls you guys a certain f slur under their breath? he walks up to them and calls it them to their face
at this point he thinks ur style is so cool and interesting and js wants to show u off a lot
will walk behind u to check u out mainly and so u can have the spotlight
and he will fight anyone who makes fun of you
he’d always have an arm around ur waist or shoulders or on ur thigh for funsies
also probably calls u the names of goth artists cause he thinks it’s funny
u bring him something? “thanks robert smith”
u give him a lil kiss after practice? “why don’t u give me another marilyn manson?”
ALSO IM SORRY IF THEY ARENT GOTH ARTISTS IM VERY NEW TO GOTH MUSIC PLS CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG
as for bombays reaction
dean probably fucking told him by accident during practice 😭
“dean nobody likes when ur get agressive like that—” “OH YEAH? UR SON SURE FUCKIN DOES”
and then everyone js kinda stares at him
and bombay turns to u and then looks at him again before js telling everyone to keep practicing
he pulls y’all aside to talk to u
he’s supportive ofc <3 but he also reminds u to be careful because people aren’t very accepting
but he also knows there isn’t much to worry about cause when ur dating dean ur also probably bsfs with fulton and those two will die before letting anything happen to u
i cant think of anything else rn but i might come back and add to this!
#mars lovely anons <3#the mighty ducks x reader#the mighty ducks#tmd x reader#tmd#dean portman#dean portman x reader#mars writing 🧈
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🐈⬛🖤INTRO POST🖤🐦⬛
I'm finally making an intro post! under the break you will find everything from DNI to Hyperfixations/Interests, plus a new tagging system I'll be using so my blog isn't such a wasteland <33 Enjoy
alright lets start with some info!
My name is Onyx
I'm a non binary lesbian
I use they/xe/it and a bunch of neopronouns
I identify with a bunch of xenogenders!
I flip from hyperfixation to hyperfixation super easily but my special interests are musical theatre and psychology/mental illness. (2 very different things i know).
I'm 18 years old and Australian :3
before you follow !
I might spam reblog sometimes, but I'll have all reblogs tagged so you can mute that if you like.
I'm always happy to receive asks and such, anonymous or not!! please i want mutuals ;-;.
i might vent at times, nothing too serious of course and always properly tagged.
Just keep this in mind!
DNI IF:
- you fall into basic DNI criteria (homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc.)
- you're pro-ana or pro-sh as I'm in recovery for both of these.
- you're a proshipper
- you're under 12
- you're a Monika apologist (DDLC)
- you fake claim
- you're anti neopronouns/xenogenders
some of my triggers are ,
vomit, in any way, this is my biggest one!! i have very severe emetephobia and dont really even like the word.
IRL sans hoodies/blue jackets that look similar to that.
Sayoris death scene from DDLC
i love musical theatre, rock/metal music, LGBTQIA+ advocacy, mental health advocacy, psychology, dungeons and dragons/other TTRPGs and witchy stuff :3
I'm in a lot of fandoms, including !
DDLC, Dimension 20 (fantasy high), Danganronpa, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, Ride The Cyclone, SIX, Beetlejuice, Hamilton, Heathers, Vocaloid, Sanrio, Unus Annus, TBHK, MLP, FNAF, Marvel, NITW, Pokemon, Supernatural, Markiplier egos, WKM, ADWM, AHWM, ISWM, Jacksepticeye egos, Doctor Who, Starkid, The Hatchetfield Trilogy AND MANY MORE I CANT REMEMBER RN!!
this section will update every now and then with whatever I'm hyperfixating on !! right now its;
will wood/will wood and the tapeworms!!!
I kin !
Sayori (DDLC)
Kokichi (DRV3)
Angeldust (HH)
Jane Doe (RTC)
Fave characters are !
All kins <3
Ibuki Mioda (DRV2)
Emu Otori (PJSK)
Celestia Ludenberg (DRV1)
Ocean O'Connell Rosenburg (RTC)
Kuromi (Sanrio)
Kristen Applebees (D20)
Figueroth Faeth (D20)
im gonna introduce a tagging system to make my blog less of a messy hellscape!!
reblogs will be tagged with #onyx rbs
me yelling about fandoms will be tagged with #onyx fandom posting
vents will be tagged with #onyx sad
more serious posts will be tagged with #onyx serious
random shit/rambles will be tagged with #onyx is rambling
answering asks will be tagged with #onyx answers asks
heres some stuff that doesn't fit into any of the previous categories!
my favourite mutuals are @frogsareallgay , @elias-pluto , @tumbletryr and @teslapenguini !!
My favourite animals are black cats, crows/ravens, moths and bats! and i identify heavily with black cats specifically!! (im the real black cat gf sorrry not sorry >:3)
Some of the neopronouns i use are :3
glitch/void/moon/star/spirit/crow/moth/hallow/cat/kit/arcade/wisp
heres some links to my other socials !!
Insta: rock_lesbian
Twitter: Dnd_Lesbian
Discord: onyxjae
Pinterest: Onyx Jae
Carrd: Onyx Jae's Carrd
Spacehey: Onyx Jae
anyway, to close out, thank you for reading through all of this!! i hope you enjoy your stay on my blog !!! love yall <33
#this took so long to put together#i took a lot of breaks but id say a good 3 hours#spaced out over 2 days#whatever#im proud of it#<33
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I MISSED YOU TOO <3333
ive never done any substances (never plan to. i don’t even want to touch cigarettes or alcohol because of past abuse with people who had a bad relationship with such things which was taken out on me instead) BUT one thing about depression that i cant find anyone talking about it how disoriented i am??
im alone these days so i blank at times just sitting on the floor and suddenly its 3 hours later, or i keep sleeping at 4-5am because ive had consecutive nightmares (even during naptimes) and so my sense of time is really really messed up
i still think its the start of september and the worst part is that im not even doing anything, im just blank, but sometimes im sobbing, sometimes im just tired but unable to sleep yk? youre so relatable about the cloudy part too because i still feel like im just in a daze
my last 1h year was actually horrid though. i never thought anyone else experienced it that way but mine was ☺️☺️ not the best. probably the worst year of my life LOLLL
I DID ASSUME YOU WERE A 12HOUSER but i always did just assume that you would have some significant pisces energy somewhere because of general vibes + the life experiences you talked about
the way i’m a 6th houser but im so stuck in spirituality all the time 😭😭 ive been disoriented this entire month but its also bc ive been doing spiritual stuff that kinda results in the detatchment from this 3D body yk? so when i snap back here its just off and weird but its so cool that we are kinda mirroring each other
AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE your analogy about emptiness meaning more space to grow like YES youre so right— i may tjink i have nothing coming up or building up for me rn but that just means more space to create new things i like right?? such a clever and cute way to think about things
- mother anon (an angel that is in the process of sewing on new wings)
"ive never done any substances (never plan to. i don’t even want to touch cigarettes or alcohol because of past abuse with people who had a bad relationship with such things which was taken out on me instead) BUT one thing about depression that i cant find anyone talking about it how disoriented i am??"
GIRLL. first of all, im proud of u for having such a strong stance against substances and i hope it stays that way<3
i was dissociating pretty heavily the last few months and the brain fog took over me completely so i feel u on the disoriented bit. depression manifests differently in different individuals. being angry, taking it out on others, being easily irritable, being unable to enjoy yourself, having no motivation to get anything done etc are all symptoms. ppl always have a black & white image of someone crying all day and while that can be a part of it. depression is a range of behaviours and long term depression often makes it very disorienting to process events and time. you feel disconnected. literally.
"im alone these days so i blank at times just sitting on the floor and suddenly its 3 hours later, or i keep sleeping at 4-5am because ive had consecutive nightmares (even during naptimes) and so my sense of time is really really messed up"
living alone is REALLYYY hard if you're depressed. whatever you just said describes me under the influence of substances. i hope you can spend time with a community bc the key to tackling depression is just getting out of that funk into a new routine that allows you to constructively spend your time and give you a daily sense of purpose.
im sorry u had a bad 1h year :((( i hope it was character defining at least and helped u learn and grow!! we mould ourselves into our highest versions thru our difficulties <3
mother knows best!!! u detected the 12h vibes and u were RIGHT!!
lmaoooo u getting spiritual and detaching from reality and me getting baked out of my mind and detaching from reality is soooo funny!!! at least we both let go!! imagine being attached 🤢🤢🤮🤮🤢EWW lol
im glad u like it!! im empty but i have soooo much room in my heart for all the blessings yet to come!! <33 and SO DO U MAMA <333
may u sew dem wings on and reach places u never could have before!!! u are soooo loved and u will get soooo much better, just hang in there!!! we're all with u<33
love always,
heaven
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hiii ^-^ 13. Do you get jealous easily? 24. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? 56. State 8 facts about your body. 58. What are 5 ways to win your heart? 73. What's something sweet you'd like someone to do for you? sorry thats a lot i feel like the #KnowledgeSeeker rn :3c
13. ive answered this one before but yup. not of like people in particular because im a lover but i get so jealous of their circumstances that it comes out as being jealous of them in ways. but theres a difference its hard for me to hate people. im too much of a sensitive materialist
24. not really. in my 30's sure i could see getting married but my relationship experience so far is long-distance dating for a year and then a few almosts so i doubt anything will change suddenly in the next cycle. sad i know but im resigned to my fate
32. as far as im concerned, all love is unrequited love. im so experienced with unrequited love that the smiths approached me for advice when writing their songs. ive got more unrequited love than an yuri anthology. if unrequited love was a girl id stare wistfully at her back
48. genuinely, id be happy for them. like yeah id get sad but i want them to be happy and them being in love with someone else makes them happy so its just obvious lol. like i get that people might confess or view their "love rival" with jealousy but thats not my style. i yearn - not crave.
56. 1. ive got a pretty distinctive scar on my right hand 2. i want to have longer fingernails but i tend to pick at them so they tend to be short 3. jeez 8 questions like what do you want my 3 sizes or something. ummm one of my shins is shaped different from the other for some reason or another 4. womans 11 shoes 5. ive got long legs which makes finding pants a nightmare but sprinting a dream. i guess. 6. since pants are mostly off the table skirts are usually a good option and im a size small for most skirts. shirts im medium but thats because ive got a freak body that womens clothes manufacurers haaaate 7. again freak body so im directly in between a and b cup. pervert 8. i dont feel my hunger usually and when i do i can usually ignore it so im the perfect bhuddist subsisting only on dew and pictures of beautifyl women 9. demon eye
58. fuuuuuuck so many lists. 1. you cant. even trying is a lesson in futility
73. literally just pay attention to me and be within hanging out distance. i dont need much
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HELLO im bacc >;)))
So I keep lookin at your introduction post and fsr I CANT DECIDE WHAT TO PICK- I just wanted to ask like, can ya write a headcanon, but it has both Crypto from Apex and Ppl from r6? Im so super grateful that you didnt mind the emount of characters I requested last time 😭😭 i hope its bot a burden if I request again cause i kinda simp for all of the. 💀
You can just tell me if u dont wanna do this, or just scratch sum characters if its too many :)))))
Can you pleease write a ff (or headcanons, ehatevs ya wnat) where female reader LOVES hugs and is a generally super chill yet chirpy friend and as soon as she gets recruited, she becomes all friendly and tries to befriedn them and after like 1st day of meeting, she alredy sees them as her bestfriend and hugs them from behind as a goodmorning the next day-
Chars: Crypto, Echo, Vigil, Kapkan, Glaz, Jäger (Ik its all the same characters but I cant help my simping, also as i said you can not include whoever you want)
Ik its confusing and as I said before, you aint gotta write this at all💀🤚
ALSO- MOOTS? Saw that you needed friends so we can be bfs >:DD
SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG :( ive had a lot going on and ive also got a job now so i have been short on time but finally got round to writing again!! i hope ya dont mind me doing some hcs and also only doing 4 out of 6 sexy men, bc i worry that if i do fanfics with them all then this will be a v long post bc ill get lowkey carried away😞 (also bc im feeling lazy rn, out here getting up 4am sleeping 12pm😭best lifestyle)
crypto
∙you two first meet on your second day on the job, and he is taken aback by how talkative you are (not in a bad way tho dwdw :)
∙the other legends don’t rlly talk to him outside of the gunfights/workplace so he just doesn’t talk to them either, which is why he was so surprised when you came up to him and tried to befriend him as soon as you’d met him
∙the pride he feels when you start asking about his gadgets goes unmatched, he tries to explain them as easily as possible but gets carried away quickly, leaving you a confused mess and him an embarrassed one as he realises how distracted he got
∙the next morning he’s making breakfast in the break room when he feels you hug him from behind, and he honestly is so tempted to put his hands on yours and stay there but he wants to play it off cool ofc so he just greets you and continues preparing his food
∙this is the EXACT moment he fell for ya
glaz
∙he never expected you to be so talkative or cheery when you joined, but he was happy nonetheless
∙will intently listen to you while smiling and give you facts if he knows any on whatever you’re talking about
∙you guys end up talking for like 3 hours just about anything, he’s kinda curious about you, and ends up asking you a bit about your life in general
∙would make a lot of effort to help and teach you things, seen as you’re new to r6
∙when you come up to him and hug him as a good morning he chuckles before turning around to hug you back quickly and loosely
∙he could get used to this tho
kapkan
∙ngl he is annoyed at first when you talk to him for the first time, he finds the chat pointless, but after an hour or so he lets his guard down
∙he never realised that chatting with people was so fun until this day, or maybe it was just something about you specifically that gave him the good time, who knows !?
∙he honestly thinks ur pretty cute talking about all the random topics that peak your interest, asking him about 1000 questions aswell
∙when he feels your arms around him the next morning he freaks out
∙tries to push you off, as much as he enjoys it sadly he is too flustered and also not used to physical contact
∙he slowly stops pushing you away the more you come up to him and the more you are hanging round with him
jäger
∙when he first meets you he thinks you’re cool asf, especially when you strike a conversation with him
∙similar to crypto, he feels so much pride when you ask about his gadgets, its like a huge ego boost
∙you guys are sooooo chatty, talking about anything and everything, but make the cutest duo
∙you listen to his rambling and he will listen intently to you back
∙there is NEVER a dull moment between you two😭
∙the other gsg9 members are just happy that he has got someone to listen to him so that they don’t have to LMAO
∙when he feels you hug him from behind the next morning he is a little bit confused but happily hugs you back in return, he definitely thinks about it for the rest of the day tho
#apex fanfiction#apex legends#apex x reader#rainbowsixgame#rainbow six siege#r6 siege#kapkan r6#jäger r6#marius streicher#crypto#crypto apex legends#cod#mw2#glaz r6#timur glazkov
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Jealousy hc's for Killua with an S/O whose male bestfriend is really flirty and touchy with her? He'll even say things like "I could treat you better" right in front of Kil as if trying to purposefully bother him. And y/n isn't even uncomfortable or mad, she just finds it funny. Plus they're always calling/texting/hanging out. How does Killua react / what does he do? Plsss and thanks!
So, I'll go ahead and make this platonic, bc I don't wanna write romantic for Killua. But! This can also be applied to any ship tho tbh. Sorry it's short, I'm a little busy with life stuff rn lol
Killua wouldn't like this particular friend from the start.
Not because he's a guy, just because he's so touchy.
You also message him so much, it's weird to him.
What if this dude works for Illumi? What basis do you have to trust him?
Plus, you not even being upset at his overly touchy, romantic actions is weird to him. What do you see in him? Do you like him? He's got so many questions.
He'd be kind of bitter admittedly. He doesn't trust easily, and seeing this guy try to muscle in with you puts him on edge.
He'd be bratty to the man.
He cant exactly stop you from talking to him, but he may get frustrated enough at the constant texting and toss your phone in a river.
Whether or not he has a crush on you he won't say, that's stupid. He just doesn't like the thought of some stranger he doesn't trust trying to take a friend's attention and pry them from the group.
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HIII BAHH SRRY FOR DISINTEGRATING FOR A FEW DAYS OPLA HAD MOMENTARILY CONSUMED EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING
HOWEVER this has been sitting, unfinished, in my vscest doc for a while now so i decided to finish it up. here u go eat up friend :]] oh yeah angst warning at the beginning btw:
so. lies on the floor. ichiji deserves to get fucked stupid after having a bad day and im thinking abt him w yonji rn so. :)
emotions regained/vs bros redemption ichiji having that almost subtle kinda self hatred one day- (bc in emotions regained aus all the brothers are chronically mentally ill, they're so traumatized its painful :,D) -not the kind that makes you wanna scream or cry or throw up, instead the kind that makes your heart go a little faster than normal and that makes your skin crawl and makes you feel sick for being alive. the kind that builds and builds until it's too much.
yonji (the most *emotionally* intelligent one out of 124ji, methinks) eventually notices smthns wrong and asks ichi abt it and ichiji just Breaks. like he pauses, crumples into a ball, and starts pulling his hair and venting about how he feels so disgusting and unworthy of love and how he wants to rip his skin off for something new and he hates this he hates this he hates this he hates himself
and yonji LISTENS to him. he listens with a frown until ichi is fucking winded, hyperventilating, and sweating with frustrated tears in his eyes. and then yonji hits him with the
"What do you need me to do, Ichiji?"
then ichi just stops shaking (and breathing) entirely for a moment as the question registers b4 his shaking slowly starts up again and his bottom lip starts trembling and he slowly looks up at yonji with big ole watery eyes and shakily signals him over to cuddle and theybpagaufuafuaf!!!!
the two of em lying down w yonji holding ichiji tight against his chest- one hand/arm curled around chijis lower back while the other is running through his hair and ichis just curling around yonji like a koala. he buries his face in yonjis neck and is constantly mumbling "im sorry" and yonji says "theres nothing to apologize for" each and every time back, proving his point by pressing a kiss to a different part of ichiji each time.
this continues on until ichiji stops crying and calms down. then he thanks yonji by sitting up slowly and holding yonjis face in his hands and kissing him *so* gently.
^ idk maybe its just me but i feel like out of all the vs siblings ichiji would have the hardest time being gentle. sanji always has been, reiju *secretly* always has been, yonji *had* to learn to be (even when he was still emotionless) bc of his strength (and therefore it came somewhat easily to him when he got emotions), nijis always been a giant fucking tsundere so even though hes an ass about 90% of the time, he does have the capability to at least sit and listen and take care of someone he loves (especially after regaining emotions, the percentile changes from 90/10 to 50/50 then lmao), but ichiji?? the perfect, emotionless soldier, even after getting fixed??? practically unheard of.
so when he pulls THIS shit???
it makes yonjis libido go WHAM. like that mf went redder than chijis hair. might as well been a cartoon character with the way he practically started floating as his eyes turned into hearts
THEN. then that gentle kiss delvesssss
ichiji getting lost in his emotions, leading him to grab yonjis face so *desperately* and straddle his hips/lap and kiss him thru tears.. n yonjis there half dumbstruck half horny, grinding on ichis ass while the hands once petting his hair and stroking his back to soothe him move to squeeze at it bc holy shiiit what is happening rn yonji cant compute. do u see the vision 🙈🙈
then, SHOCKINGLY, (/sarc) they fuck each other stupid. like STUPID stupid. so stupid that when 023 find them in the morning they straight up think the two were jumped in an alley together or smthn with how marked up their bodies were n shit (but they figure it out real quick once they see how badly ichiji was limping :]) ((tho if you asked me personally yonji wasnt exactly walking straight either :]])) (((they are both switches :]]])))
AND SCENE. i wrote abt both ichiniji and yoniji b4 this so now the 124ji circle is complete lmao. i need more soft ichiji in my life and if theres no one to provide i shall make it myself :)) -J.J
Honestly relatable, I can't stop thinking about opla since the day I watched it lol it was so good and I want to rewatch it already
But back to vcest 👀
Ichiji being emotionally stunted after getting his emotions back is a concept that's always at the back of my mind but I never put too much thought into it, but now I'm 👀
I see him as trying to keep himself, and the others, together, he doesn't let his emotions run freely, he tries not to let them take the better of him else he might go down and spiral of self hatred and guilt, so he puts his energy into looking after the others and trying to come up with a plan to get them out of judge's grasp
It takes a toll on him of course, his repressed emotions keep building up and he feels himself going insane and with no way to vent
When yonji catches him like this, on the verge of panicking, he finally let's go and it feels so good and so freeing for once. Yonji's rock solid, he embraces him, takes his whole body into strong arms and makes him feel safe, and he doesn't budge, he lets ichiji cry against his shoulder until he's satisfied and spent
Ichiji's tired but tries to show his gratitude with a kiss and yonji combusts. It's not every day that he has ichiji this pliant and soft and sweet sprawled in his lap and he wants to do so many things to him but his brain's all muddled and he doesn't know where to begin!!
Once he gets a hold of himself tho, it's over for ichiji, the strength he used to comfort him will now be used to ruim him
#older brother going to the yonger brother for comfort is so ajjsskdkajdjsk#and yonji taking a second to process the kiss and then just going feral aajskdjsjd#the dynamic between these two has so much potential!!!!#vinsmokecest
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Tw for body image issues
Ok, so what about eren x virgin reader. Shes kinda nervous, 1 for the pain, cause his hands are bigger then hers, let alone his dick so shes a bit 💫scared💫 but erens just super sweet and gentle and saying how they can stop whenever. Reader also wants to fuck with the lights off. Erens taking off her clothes but shes still covering up and hes saying shes beautiful but she says something like "but u havnt seen all of me, u may not like the rest" and he is just 💫not havin it💫 cause he thinks shes beautiful, he will not tolerate a debate rn. he grabs her wrists to hold above her head so she cant cover up and just goes to town kissing all down her body, then he gets to down there and says something like "hmm, idk if u deserve my tongue rn, only good girls get what they want. Be a good girl and say ur beautiful for me" so she does but hes not playing fair, he goes back to her neck and leaves hickeys all the way down her body. Just adoring her, being all sweet and saying all this nice stuff. But also being dirty cause boys got a mouth on him xD
He is just relentless in his praise, but also mean cause he knows you wanna go the easy route and cover up and shy away, but he is refusing. He will pick u up and fibger u against the wall, just to prove ur not heavy. Boy will eat u out for hours but u can only come when hes convinced that u beleive him.
"Say it, or ill stop right now..."
"Fine, im pretty, now plz let me cum!"
"I can hear it in your voice that your just saying that, i need u to beleive it" and thr fucker just keeps teasing u like that.
Mans is ruthless 🥴🥴
Sorry it took me a while to get back to you nonny!!
But damn, why you hitting me so hard where my own insecurities lie omggg 😭😭😭
Warnings: fem!Reader x Eren; mirror sex, vaginal sex, cockwarming (kinda)
But for real, listen, Eren would make sure your first time with him goes as smooth as possible. Mr. Tough-Guy Tattoos On His Knuckles’ favourite movie is Up and HE IS SUCH A ROMANTIC. He’ll make sure that you feel safe and damn, he’s been in relationships before, but he’s never felt THIS driven to put his everything into making sure that you feel save, loved, and understood.
I’m talking about him going the extra mile to make it all as comfortable and inviting and relaxing as possible. Clean bed sheets (smelling like him), some nice candles for the mood, your favourite comfort movie, take-out. You guys would also have had long conversations about do’s and don’ts, something that Eren was very adamant on having even though you were unsure and afraid that it would prove more how unexperienced you are.
But when you two fuck, he’s so super aware and tuned to how you react to everything he says, every time he touches you. My boy can’t comprehend how you can’t see how absolutely drop dead gorgeous you are—the face you make when he drills into you, the sweet moans floating to his ears when he drapes your legs over his shoulders and eats you out, the way your body jerks and spasms when you’re so high on pleasure that your eyes roll back—he’s like a man on a mission to make you see it for yourself.
So I’ll raise you one: MIRROR SEX. EREN WILL FUCK YOU WHILE MAKING YOU WATCH YOURSELF IN A MIRROR. You know it. I know it. We all know it. He finds something he needs to do and it’s all he’ll think about until it’s done. Having you on his lap, bouncing you on his dick as though your life depends on it, all while looking at yourself.
“Still thinking you’re not pretty?” he mumbles against your neck, scraping the tender flesh with his teeth. His fingers dig into your waist so hard that you can already see bruises forming.
“I—I’m—” You can’t even form a full sentence, mind foggy with pleasure. Your whole body is tense from how crazy good Eren’s dick feels. Seeing how it disappears inside you, how easily he moves you on top of him as though you weigh nothing (it makes you think vulgar, nasty things, something new you’ve learnt about yourself: that you’re just a fleshlight for Eren’s pleasure, that he can use you however he wants, fill you up whenever he wants and somehow thinking this makes your blood run hotter, your quivering thighs putting more effort into moving your body on top of his)—
“Fuck, what’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Eren asks. He slings an arm around your waist and holds you still, which gives you a pause from him abusing your hole with his ridiculous large dick, but now there’s constant pressure against the most sensitive spot inside you. Your head rolls back on his shoulder and you take big, deep breaths, trying to relax.
“Babe, come on.” His hands wander up to your tits, squeezing them, pinching your hard nipples. “We agreed you wouldn’t look away.”
“It’s just… so much,” you reply, your voice thick with pleasure. Eren’s hands stop exploring your body for a moment.
“Want me to stop?”
Just the thought sends a bolt of horror through you. You quickly shake your head, not trusting your own voice. Eren chuckles into the crook of your neck.
“Then open your eyes for me. Pretty please.”
You blink your eyes open. Eren rewards you with a sweet kiss to your cheek. His hands knead your tense muscles in your thighs, your lower back. “That’s my good girl.”
Another new thing you’ve learnt: hearing Eren’s praises makes your knees wobble and warmth spread inside your chest. You want to be good for him. You want to please him and make him happy. When he taps your chin tenderly, you turn your head and look at yourself in the mirror.
“See, so pretty for me. You think so too, don’t you? That you’re beautiful. My beautiful, beautiful angel.”
His honey-smooth voice is like sweet balm to your heated skin, but the words are flames burning you from the inside. Instinct dictates you to hide your face, draw into yourself like a turtle retreating into its shell.
Since you take too long to answer, Eren catches your chin between thumb and index finger and forces you to look back at yourself in the mirror. “You gotta say it too. Or else I won’t move.”
“Ohhh, come one, Eren. Please,” you whine, circling your hips to get some friction. He stops you by holding onto your waist.
“Say it. Or else we’ll stop.”
He leaves you no wiggling room—literally.
“’m pr’tty,” you mumble, not meeting your own eyes in the reflection.
“What?” Eren runs his mouth along your jawline. “I didn’t catch that.”
“I—I’m pretty,” you repeat, a little louder but your voice quivers and your heart isn’t into it.
Eren, of course, notices.
“Hmmm, you don’t sound too convinced to me.” He squishes your cheeks with one hand while the other sneaks down, past your soft belly to where you two are connected. “How about this: you say it like you mean it and I’ll reward you.” To give you a taste of his promise, he brushes the rough pads of his fingers over your clit in slow, lazy circles. “Try again.”
This man is no joke 🥵🥵
He’ll give you plenty opportunities to rethink your opinion on yourself because he’ll worship your body and tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you are every chance he gets. NEXT STEP: TEACHING YOU HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF WITH SOME SOFTLY GUIDED SELF PLEASURING JESUS SOMEONE LOCK THIS GUY UP—
#phill.ask#phill.request#phill.nsfw#tw.nsfw#eren x reader#eren x you#eren x y/n#eren smut#eren x you smut#eren x reader smut#tw.vaginal penetration
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