#(but bank red scares me cause it’s Persistent and always appears when you’re least able to attend it (ie: no money?? lETS CHARGE YOU MORE!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

heylinfanclub · 1 year ago

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Dangit big money friend I know which blog is yours I just can’t find it or remember the url n can’t find you in the DMS I kNOW I’ve talked to you (adhd memory fog promise I got that big respect)—- but I can’t say Paypal names allowed in fear of deadnames. YOU COME GET ART FROM ME POSTHASTE. hell I’ll make physical art and MAIL IT TO YOU. Your generosity knows no bounds and I hope to share the love with the energy it provides me to SURVIVE.

Note to self: I should make an art piece about the Wealth of Having Community.

#me.#(you essentially just replaced my uncle for the month which is. so comforting.#(for me and for him #(letting him know I’m taking care of #(feels like it’s always been a fear of people who take care of me that I can’t— FIND HELP—- i prommy to them I’ll try my hardest #(either by loving a strong community or by making due by little art pieces #(I grew up homeless I struggle to even see ‘trouble’ as trouble sometimes #(I get in the red I do panic #(but not eating not buying anything not doing anything that’s not free—- that’s my childhood #(I can SURVIVE IT #(but bank red scares me cause it’s Persistent and always appears when you’re least able to attend it (ie: no money?? lETS CHARGE YOU MORE!!#(sniff #(Good people get mentioned to my church lady friend #(she’s. nice. but she has the Christian values of ‘if ur good- good things will happen’ ie: YOU NEED TO EAARRNNN GOODNESS #(usually by working hard #(but lookit this. I do work. I don’t kill my self over it tho. and I spend the rest of my energy on people I care about #(if I had money I’d always be giving it away lord knows I did in college oof #(could’ve saved more if I didn’t help all my friends w their problems but #(that’s how the rich get rich. they in it for themselves.#(*I am rich in relations* so hrmPh #(**rambles further** also spoke to my friends about how the suburbs are subpar communities cause u can’t run businesses in em #(no churches no stores no repairs. cause you can kick someone out of a house but not out of their BUSINESS LOCATION.#(but also cause it risks creating a community you can’t control. becomes self sufficient. doesn’t require capitalism selling them shit.#(when they can share trade and gift. ugh. beautiful times.

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