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lazzarella · 11 months ago
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It's now been six months since I started my journey into Asian BL series*, and there's nothing I like more than making lists and procrastinating (with a dash of navel gazing), so I'm here to ramble a bit haha (okay this got really long 😅)
*I did realise later that I had watched the movie cut of Wish You some time back, but I'm not counting it :P
I posted an overall top 10 when I hit 40, I think, but here's my updated version:
1. My Personal Weatherman and Moonlight Chicken tied for first place :P
2. KinnPorsche
3. Cherry Magic (Thailand)
4. Wandee Goodday
5. Boys Be Brave!
6. Old Fashion Cupcake
7. A Tale Of Thousand Stars
8. Cherry Magic (Japan)
9. We Are
10. Only Friends and Jack O' Frost tied for 10th place because I can't decide
Now for the navel gazing:
So, I had heard of some of these shows for a while, but I was dumb and couldn't figure out how to watch them XD then, someone on Reddit asked for recs for gay period dramas, and another person recommended I Feel You Linger in the Air to them (I still haven't finished this) and that sent me down a rabbit hole, which eventually led to me watching Moonlight Chicken at the end of January. I was super anxious and depressed at the time (compared to my usual levels of depression and anxiety) and it was exactly the balm I needed! And then I proceeded to watch 49 more shows in the following six months lmao
Also, as much as I sometimes love a sad love story, I was getting frustrated that so many queer romance movies were ending with the main couple apart—maybe everyone wants to make their own version of Weekend, I don’t know haha (Sidenote: I swear there were more HEA in 90s/00s queer films but maybe that was selection bias) Like, don't get me wrong, they're basically all made by queer creators, and I don't want to police what they make (I have a whole rant about this, but I'll save it for another day...or my drafts lol) But as a rom-com lover I was getting bored of watching the same 10 movies/shows over and over for my HEA lmao so, delving into Asian BL series where the majority seem to have happy endings??? Omg, it's been HEAVEN!
As far as adjusting, there wasn't really much to do. I only note this, because a few people I've chatted to elsewhere seemed to treat it like I was delving into completely new territory or something??
Anything that isn't just your standard rom-com or romance trope, I was probably familiar with due to many years in transformative fandom. And the things I wasn't familiar with were mostly cultural things (which I'm still learning about) or different stylistic choices (like the sound effects, which I love). The fandom culture, though, has been a little more of an adjustment, especially the fan service and fixed couples (I think this is a super cute idea, tbh—it feels like watching the gay Fred and Ginger or Myrna Loy and William Powell et al, you know? By the by, Loy and Powell made 13 films together!)
I think overall I'm more drawn to Thai series, but the Japanese ones, when they hit emotionally, they hit like nothing else. Like nothing I've ever watched really. I think it's the way they do longing and yearning combined with feelings of low self worth that's just sooooooo good and delicious to me. But, yeah, there's something about the Thai series that I'm really drawn to! I've started watching more Thai movies in general and listening to Thai music and, I don't know, I enjoy it all. I still need to delve into Taiwan and other countries, though
I've had so much fun with the series I've watched and learning little bits of different cultures and I'm excited to keep going and make my way through my intimidatingly long watchlist lol It's been hard not to let other people's opinions get me down, though—I've felt less embarrassed about enjoying rom coms on Letterboxd than I have since poking my head into BL spaces, but... I don't think I'll dwell on that XD
Anyway, here are all of the series I've watched ranked by country under the cut(an idea I borrowed from @/dramalets)
Thailand (average rating: 8.4)
1. Moonlight Chicken
2. KinnPorsche
3. Cherry Magic
4. Wandee Goodday
5. A Tale of Thousand Stars
6. Only Friends
7. We Are
8. Cupid's Last Wish
9. Manner of Death
10. Laws of Attraction
11. Vice Versa
12. Last Twilight
13. Enchanté
14. A Boss and a Babe
15. Lovely Writer
16. The Sign
17. Hidden Agenda
18. Bad Buddy
19. Not Me
20. Theory of Love
21. To Be Continued
22. Sky In Your Heart
Japan (average rating: 8.2)
(Using the English titles)
1. My Personal Weatherman
2. Old Fashion Cupcake
3. What Did You Eat Yesterday?
4. Jack O' Frost
5. Cherry Magic etc
6. My Beautiful Man
7. Love is Better the Second Time Around
8. Ossan's Love
9. Perfect Propose
10. My Love Mix-Up
11. Candy Color Paradox
12. I Cannot Reach You
13. Mr Unlucky Has No Choice But to Kiss
South Korea (average rating: 7.6)
1. Boys Be Brave
2. Blueming
3. Semantic Error
4. Love for Love's Sake
5. Choco Milk Shake
6. The New Employee
7. Love Tractor
8. Our Dating Sim
9. Bon Appetit
10. Roommates of Poongduck 304
11. The Director Who Buys Me Dinner
12. Love Class
13. Cherry Blossoms After Winter
14. Kissable Lips
And I'm currently watching:
Love Sea; Meet You at the Blossom; Only Boo!; The Trainee; This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans
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no1blacksapphirefan · 28 days ago
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Wanna say, love the writing for the cookies! Recently started playing this game (within the last month) and it has a choke hold on me atm XD
Was hoping to request some HCs of the Ancient and Beast cookies, and Elder Fairy, Black Sapphire, and Black Forest cookie if possible, learning that the cookie they fell in love with, who has been bending over backwards to help the Cookie Kingdom and cookies everywhere, was originally a Witch that was cursed to become a Cookie because they rebelled against the other witches to try and protect cookie-kind
Hopefully I understood this correctly!! Sorry for the wait…getting back to requests now ^^
Small mention of 2 of my CRK Witch OCs 😋
((Wrote this a bit late at night so sorry for any typos))
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"So, how's it been? We know it takes some getting used too. And your situation is different to ours, we chose to be cookies but you? Forced..." Azalea Cookie asked, lifting the cup of tea to her mouth as she awaited your answer. It had been awhile since you got cursed to be a cookie. Not that you completely minded, sure you were lost of your original body but First Quartz Cookie had helped you settle in when he first met you. "Have you told anyone yet? You've been getting close to that one cookie right?" He said, placing a piece of cake by your plate. The two witches listened as you explain you didn't feel like you were ready yet. It was a big reveal and not one you wanted out, right away. (And depending on your cookie of choice, the reveal would be much more impactful than others) Unbeknownst to you, that certain cookie was listening in.
Pure Vanilla He didn't mean to eavesdrop! He swears, he wanted to collect flowers for you the next time you met. He had seen you eyeing some so he took the opportunity to look for some. That is until he heard your voice, he listened in and quickly covered his mouth. He didn't expect this. He's not exactly mad, he understands. He isn't mad at you, just concerned.
He doesn't bring it up with you, he would never. It's clear to him that you're not exactly comfortable just yet revealing it to him. He'll wait till you're ready. No matter how long it takes, even if you never do tell him. As long as you're happy, that's all that matters to him. He'll get his mouth shut for as long as he needs.
Dark Cacao He was just taking a stroll, wandering around for a bit and thinking. He wanted to see what's the best route for the next time you two decide to take a walk. Even find a place for maybe a picnic until he heard your voice. He listened in for a while, he didn't know what to think. He believed the two of you already told each other all your secrets. That you were truly that close but you seemed to be holding back one last secret.
He doesn't blame you, it's more so he thought there were no more secrets between the two of you but he was wrong, you didn't claim you told him everything so he can't be too mad. He gets over it, don't worry, he brings it up but won't ask for details. He just wants confirmation. If you tell the truth he won't pry, but reassure you that it doesn't change anything. I mean, you've done a lot for his kingdom and the such. If you lie he'd be slightly upset but won't dwell on it nor let it affect your relationship.
Golden Cheese She was looking for First Quartz Cookie, she wanted him to take a photo of both her and you. A perfect way to treasure special moments, once she contacted him she'd start planning said special moment. She didn't expect to find the both of you. And overhear something like that...she knew about First Quartz Cookie but finding out you were the same? Or...on a similar boat? Wow...
She makes her presence known quickly, she wants to confront you. Not in a bad way, more so she wants the details, the witches truly turned you into a cookie purely because you wanted to help them?...And you still continued despite the fact they were the main factor. She won't hold it against you, you weren't like the other witches but she may need just a bit of time to process that information, that's all
White Lily Oh!...Oh....oh
She doesn't know what to think, yes you weren't like the other witches. You'd never eat them, and hearing what the other two have said, what you all have talked about. You'd never bake them just to eat them, you truly cared about them, it's just...your associations with the witches. She can't get that out of her brain, she wants too, truly. And she'd never hold it against you. But she can't help but run off. Not because of fear, more so in slight surprise, she needs to process knowing you're a witch.
She'll keep silent, she'll talk to others about it. She won't directly mention you or even say anything of the details. She makes up a story that tells her feelings and still tells the general story. She'll get over it within a few days, deep down she always knew you'd never do what the witches at the Banquet would. She just needed time to process that information. She'll never bring it up again so long as you don't bring it up. She might accidentally reveal she found out though...
Hollyberry She's shocked, I feel like her finding out would be those 'accidentally walking in and finding out' She was just really happy to see you, she didn't think it would be bad to come up to the table until she heard you were a witch. Silence filled the air as she just stared at you, unblinking. Before Azalea cookie quickly stood up and ushered her out, she finally snapped out of it.
"Wait!! Hang on!"
She wanted to talk to you in private, reluctantly the other two left but stayed nearby enough so you could call out to them if you needed too. She's not mad, just surprised by the information and wanted to talk to you about it. She'll keep it a secret from your other friends if you so wish, or even help you start telling others and is at the ready to defend you.
Shadow Milk He's almost proud you were able to hide this fact from him for so long. He doesn't exactly hate witches. Not all of them, of course there's some he dislikes like the one who trapped him in the tree but you're different to the witches he has a disdain for. You're kind to him and Earthbread.
So he doesn't hold it against you, you've done a lot for the kingdom, you've made him feel a lot less lonely as well. In fact, he'd hold a bigger disdain for the witches that brought this on you. All you wanted to do was care for the cookies and this is how the witches treat you? Horrible.
Mystic Flour True to her "Light" she doesn't show much reaction to it, she doesn't care. Even though it's you, even though seemingly you're the only one who's able to get her to show more reactions and feelings than any other cookie. This information is nothing to her. You're still you, that's all that matters. Would it be different if you stayed a witch? Likely, but it'll be because the two of you could never properly hang out.
She'll ask about it over tea, she won't say more if you don't want to but she'll make it clear that she doesn't care if you were a witch, if she had enough power she'd make the witches turn back to flour. You're a kind soul doing so much for Earthbread despite the fact that, in a way. They were a reason for you being cursed.
Burning Spice He knew he'd never get bored of you, and this information he found out? Further proves this fact, you were filled with mystery. He also makes his presence known but it's easy to piece together that he finds this information more entertaining than distressing. That he in fact likes the fact about you rather than dislike it.
He doesn't talk about it much after, though he does ask a few questions. If or when he finds out the reasoning for why you became a cookie he'll be so happy to have another target for destruction.
Eternal Sugar (May be OOC) I don't see her accidentally finding out by accidentally listening in. I feel as though you would've eventually told her. She hums for a moment upon hearing the reveal before reassuring you that she doesn't mind at all. Your past is your past, plus you're unlike the witches she's heard about or the one who's trapped her.
If you didn't know better, you might wonder if you even told her you were a witch as she never brought it back up again after that. It's not a detail to you she likes or dislikes, it's just another part of you. She fell for your personality, you being a witch won't change your personality.
Elder Faerie He knew deep down I feel, he had a feeling. He's met a good few cookies who once were witches so he has a bit of a 6th sense. Similar to Eternal Sugar Cookie, I feel he wouldn't find out during that moment. In fact, I feel like he'd ask a week or two in of meeting you. He wants to put it straight that he doesn't mind.
It would be more so the reasoning for your cookie appearance that would be the surprise to him. He waits until you're ready to reveal it if you ever do and makes sure you're feeling better. Being forced to be a cookie, to be in a new world and navigate it, it's much more different than to watch over it and he knows it. So he makes sure you're settling in right and feeling better after it.
Black Sapphire He never thought he'd meet someone he'd never want to make a rumour of. But here you were, even when he's presented with information...information like this that would surely further skyrocket his show. He would never leak it, though he is a bit conflicted.
He talks to you about it, he makes it clear he won't leak it unless you want him too. It would be a quick way to tell everyone this secret, plus due to him sometimes spreading lies in the show, no one would know exactly if he's telling the truth or not.
Black Forest Cookie Oh my!! She felt so guilty falling in love with you after saying she'd marry the witches. But you're a witch? She feels a lot better. She's so happy, she admires you so, she needs to ask Wedding Cake Cookie to plan a wedding for the two of you right away!! She's fantasising about the wedding day so much she doesn't realise you're now next to her asking if she's heard anything.
She admits it quickly, but you quickly realise she loves it rather than is scared or anything like that. She tells you quickly she wishes to get married, you can't tell if it's because you used to be a witch or if she just liked you beforehand and this was the thing to finally give her the courage to ask you. But she truly did fall for you before finding out!! If you tell her who turned you into a witch, she'd immediately hate the witches who did it to you, how could they!!
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feyunir · 9 months ago
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One thing I love about Dragon Age is how much you can learn about your companions by paying attention to their facial expressions and body language.
So I have taken a closer look at Emmrich. Most of my impressions of him will be from before the 16th September, as I have largely been avoiding spoilers since then.
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As far as I can tell he has 3 character models. High, medium and low polygon count. Not important, but I think they look slightly different so I thought it was interesting as it might affect his expressions.
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Let's take a look at his "Victory pose" as I'm calling it. Usually shown when he is out in the field. He looks confident, and gives the impression he enjoys being out and about. Fighting with confidence. I think he loves magic.
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Next, in conversation with all the companions. He seems happy. Give the impression he is having fun figuring out their current dilemma. His scholar is showing. Let's call this his "scholar pose" lol. Even when wearing his resting b***h face he is clearly paying attention, looking at whoever is talking. His posture is open and friendly, exposing his chest and not crossing his legs.
Alone with Rook however we see a different side of him. He has long periods of time when he isn't looking at Rook at all. Coming of as a little reserved. He has his arms resting crossed in the front. Politely present, but respectfully distant. I call this his "Funeral priest pose". I have been to way too many funerals lately and that's generally how the priest was standing. Maybe they always stand like that, but I don't go to church so I wouldn't know.
Judging by how empty the shelves in the back of the clip is, he hasn't been at the Lighthouse long.
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Another thing that I noticed was when Rook says "A Watcher's work is never done", he looks sad? At first I thought he is sad because of the never ending stream of death, but then it occurred to me maybe it could be taken more literal. As in, once a Watcher, always a Watcher? Once a Watcher dies, their body/skeleton is being put back to work? We know from The Flame Eternal that Emmrich thinks it would be romantic to be buried with the one you love. Maybe he is sad because he knows that even if he found that someone, being buried with them is something he can't have as long as he is a Watcher. Just a thought.
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Next is his "Nope pose". I'm not sure what to make of this one lol. The game clearly has NPC - player head tracking. Emmrich is turning his head and looking at the approaching Rook. Only to do an extreme NOPE turn when they come within talking distance. I'm willing to blame game mechanic on this one, but even then he is a bit strange. He is just standing there to the left of the fireplace, clearly not warming himself. Just standing there looking up at the roof. If anyone have any thoughts on this one I'd like to hear them xD
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From his V&V episode we know he is very kind and polite. Probably to the point he became a bit naive and easy to take advantage of. A friend of mine said he came across as potentially having mild Autism. Interesting thought, and I can see where they're coming from, but I don't like slapping labels on ppl so I'm going to leave it in the theory box. All in all he seems confident in his choice of work field, fighting/magic/scholarly, but a bit distant or reserved when in one on one situations.
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asinglemagpie · 4 months ago
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The Golden Raven: Here Be Spoilers 11 (Once More With Feeling)(Chapter 23-24)
Let's dive right in!
Laila is apparently not built for the bike life, which is a shame but kinda funny.
Jean once again showing depthless compassion... 😐 I don't blame him, mind you lol. It's a shame that his being friends with anyone would have made their life even more dangerous than simply being a Raven.
Cat and Laila both have points - they should never have been sent back, and perhaps there was some way out of the Raven contract when things were clearly bad enough to warrant it, but at the same time those contracts had to be something else to literally steal these people away for five entire years, so there probably wasn't.
How many Ravens have to die? My personal number is 18, and I will not elaborate 😂
Jean's lack of legal savvy is 100% going to lead to these three reading all legal documents to him in future 🤣
Edgar Allan learning nothing by bringing back a former Raven captain. Hopefully his seven years with another team and life away from the Nest in general will give him a way to bridge what was the Raven way, and something more sustainable.
Also! That gives us a little more timeframe context for NCAA Exy. If Coer was the first captain then it definitely existed 12 years ago. It doesn't say how long he "dropped off the face of the planet" but assume 2-3 years for it to be obvious enough, and so we could say 15 years? Roughly half the time it existed at all iirc? Would love to get officially sanctioned timeframes but this'll do lol.
It's always so sad that as much as he wants to not care about his former teammates, he does. They don't care about him at all but it still matters to him that they're hurting, that they're dying. There is nothing he can do about it, but he cares.
Poor yo-yo, still a tangled mess.
Sergio you were doing so well and then you ruined it you bellend.
Honestly the "Johnny" thing is just lazy. Disrespectful, but fucking lazy. (By which I mean the characters lmao)
Poor Jean, you won't be a sub forever, I'm sure.
I love you William 😭
She's never going to trust you, Jeremy. You're just lucky she doesn't have cameras in the house to try and catch you out.
Jean's reaction to money is just how we all live now. He must be so pissed at current prices of everything 😂
Jean drifting towards blue because Jeremy likes it is adorable tbh.
Linger on that thought, you're allowed to!
Take it from someone who knows: people determined to get a dog will find a way to get a dog. And yes, they really will have an answer for everything.
The daffodils 😭
And how they affected Laila. Reminded that there's hope. That there will be more daffodils.
This gentle moment, heavy with grief, is somehow so beautiful.
DO NOT GROW BLACKBERRY BUSHES UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW TO CONTAIN THEM - sincerely, someone whose entire garden got overrun to the point of needing professional help.
Jean you folded on this dog thing SO FAST!
No, you're right, he needs to lie more often BUT I also think that he doesn't is how he gets away with it on occasion. Buuuut with a dog in the mix... I think he's gonna lie more 😂
I love that the girls have a healthy sex life.
"Beasts"... I mean... Not totally wrong lol.
Jean coming across the "babies and animals" voice and being over it immediately 🤣
A string of missed messages from a Fox and a Trojan means something has happened. But Jean is in his personal hell and isn't dealing with it XD
"Your parents threw you away, too" 😭 (That was also the exact moment they were going home with this one XD)
Rex. King. I don't usually like renaming pets, but I'm making an exception.
Turning away from the full sensory assault of a properly happy Jeremy.
He probably has never really been around dogs which makes it funnier 🤣
Jeremy just creeping on up, scaring the daylights out of him.
Honestly so freaking glad his Latin sucks and his immediate thought is dinosaur.
Never gonna hold him, huh?
Honestly having trouble reading and typing because fucking Audrey is making me cry over a fictional dog.
Jean is right to hate and mistrust everything about Jeremy's family.
He is going to go full dog dad, I just know it. "I don't want that thing" to constantly talking with it and doing things with it...
"Monsieur Bowwow" 🤣
Yeah, I'm in for Kevin swinging first. Jack is such a little cunt. Though if he said "Neil is the one that fought for you, I didn't want you" it might crush him just enough.
Renee 😂 And the fact it's Andrew that clocked Jeremy. His confirmed gaydar is a delight.
See! These rules aren't there any more!!
The lack of brainpower between Jeremy's ears when he does these things truly is something to behold.
The dog is definitely a Moreau and he'll prove to be a wonderful son. You and Jeremy are going to be wonderful parents.
The rules have changed, even for you, Jean my sweet. And it's a good thing 💝
Aaah! It's over again! I can't lie, I think there's a third round in me 😂
The last thing I want to say is this:
The choice of name has spurred theories I'm sure. All I have to say is that chess is part of Alice in Wonderland, and chess was a vital undercurrent in the original trilogy. The game was played, the king fell and the Queen rules. But the poem is nonsense, the entire book was only a dream - so now we have more questions.
After all, who is to say that Jean ever left the Monsters' dorm room alive to begin with?
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rbdecepticon17 · 7 months ago
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My Thoughts on Volume 2's Bonus Story
Spoilers and Suggestive Discussion Abound!
Yes yes, I know I'm extremely late to all this, Amazon can be blamed for that. But, I have finally gotten my copy and have now read through the bonus story: Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde meet Dracula.
As the resident big spicy writer in the fandom, this was something I was looking forward to reading ever since Sage had hyped it up.
My verdict after reading it? It was amazing, on the same level as the prior bonus story, heck I'd even say it's better, but maybe that's the bias talking. Since you're looking past the -keep reading- line, I'll assume you've read it already so I won't waste time summarizing the story's events. Let's get to what I want to gush about most.
Dracula in this story is simple, yet eerily effective. Every time he talks, you get why anyone would be swayed into being controlled by him, molded into whatever he wanted out of them. He may look creepy, but as Jekyll proves, a voice can do a lot. Definitely makes me think that- paired with his liking to Lanyon's voice -our favourite repressed gentleman has a thing for attractive voices. Noted for future use.
And speaking of Lanyon, this has some great character stuff with him. The sniping him and Jekyll have at the start was so good, I was gasping at their comments. The way we got to see a glimpse at his home life as an adult, saw his view of how to act around others, especially the nastier folks you can meet in the upper class of London, it was all fantastic! Later, him using the gun was very sexy of him, and him putting Jekyll's own way of interacting with others to good use so as to save the man he loves was the sweetest thing ever.
Of course, he wasn't alone in trying to save Jekyll.
Ah, Rachel. Rachel Pidgley, the woman that you are. Seriously, this bonus story gave me a greater appreciation for her character, it was a delight to read her shit talking the rich and kicking vampire ass.
But, if you've been on this blog long enough, you'll know I'm a big fan of Hyde, and yeah, I really enjoyed his part in this story. Though he doesn't have a huge role in the narrative, what I got was rather interesting. This happens during the early days of his shared existence with Jekyll, and it doesn't appear that they have a lot of ire towards one another. Like, they just do their own things and don't bother each other, which is great compared to their present dynamic.
Child Hyde and Child Jekyll are adorable, no surprise there, but that moment as Hyde tries to help Jekyll without much complaining as would be expected nowadays hit me. Especially as the false love that Child Jekyll is getting turns into vitriol towards Hyde when he tries to get him away from them, cursing him out for not being anything like his "better" half. The tears welling up, the clawing at the window between the mind and the conscious world when Lanyon gave them an opening, him secretly admitting that he needs him?!
My Lanyde heart was aflutter and my angst loving mind buzzed with joy. And then, of course, we come to that ending.
Oh gods, that ending. Jekyon shippers were fed like it was their last fecking meal, and I was hooked throughout it all: Rachel's badassery, Lanyon's love beating out his rage, Hyde focusing Jekyll so that he can save Lanyon and him being the one to kill Dracula, then him and Lanyon recovering in The Society's med-bay (always knew they had one) while being lovey dovey and flirty with one another, it was all just wonderful from start to finish.
But then the final page came and sent me like nothing else, because I was not prepared for Lanyon being horny on main towards Jekyll WHILE RACHEL AND ITO WERE RIGHT THERE, like, my guy, you need to chill, this was so insane of him, I loved it! XD
But then again, apparently our favourite frontal lobe sharing duo weren't so bothered, because they apparently got a little too excited about the prospect of Lanyon as a vampire, AND THAT'S HOW THE STORY ENDS! Sage had the audacity to end it with these two arguing over who manifested a wet dream about Lanyon, while then stating that- no matter what either said -they were both guilty, and I respect that so damn much. It's both funny, spicy, and even a tad sweet when you look past the "horny for vampire Lanyon" layer.
They both love this man, and after this story, I get it.
To think, they don't even know what the actual comic's story has in store for them. Canon or not, Sage knocked it out of the park with this bonus story. It's just super validating to see this kind of story from the author of the comic. My hat goes off to them, 5 stars.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to put Hyde through this new and fresh Dracula style angst Sage has gifted to us all.
Have a good week, stay hydrated and stay safe. Love you all! -RB. X3
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iamamythologicalcreature · 1 year ago
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What the WIP Wednesday am I doing?
Okay, sooo apparently everyone is doing WIP Wednesday, today. (Okay maybe not the entire internet, but you know, there's a lot of wipsday action, today.) I thought, "Okay. Sure. I can get lost in this crowd. It's a good crowd."
So, I say to @alexalexinii, @monbons, @prettygoododds, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @mooncello,
@blackberrysummerblog, @fiend-for-culture, @shrekgogurt, @bookish-bogwitch, @noblecorgi,
@drowninginships, and @artsyunderstudy (who is the devil on my shoulder today apparently XD)... You are all to blame for this. Yup. Your fault. Peer pressure! (Thank you for tagging me though, I look forward to seeing what all you have happening in your creative minds. <3)
Cause. Well. I don't usually post art in progress. I'm far too anxious a person to do such a thing. It's fine if it's a sketch that's like... finished as a sketch. But in progress? *gulp*
Well, here goes.
This is what I've been working on, usually when I'm supposed to be working on something else:
Mermay!
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(sorry for the low contrast, my eyes are delicate orbs that shy away from bright light...)
I did three sketches. One of which I will endeavor to color and make all nice and pretty. I've already determined it's not going to be the first one. The other two are neck-and-neck and it will likely come down to who has fins I like better. Which will it be? Tender snowbaz or playful snowbaz?
(Either way, I'm very determined to give Simon mermay wings. So that's going to happen come hell or... high water... *ahem*)
Honestly, I just really love merpeople. I'm surprised it's taken me this long to attempt this. The very first thing I ever learned to draw as a little bittle babe was a mermaid. (My teachers did not appreciate my dedication to anatomical accuracy the way I did.) Soooo Mermay? Mermay is a THING? Well, twist my arm, guess I have to snowbaz it.
(Oh, and shoutout to another guilty party, the SSCoNE server. They put the idea in my head. OH, and @cutestkilla. For general encouragment. And @hushed-chorus. For general encouragment and writing a gorgeous fic with merman Baz in it. )
Even more tagged people under the cut:
HELLO OUT THERE! @rimeswithpurple @run-for-chamo-miles @youarenevertooold @whatevertheweather @that-disabled-princess
@arthurkko @raenestee @facewithoutheart @emeryhall @agni-ashes
@skeedelvee @thewholelemon @supercutedinosaurs @tender-ministrations @bazzybelle
@ic3-que3n @imagineacoolusername @valeffelees @roomwithanopenfire @ileadacharmedlife
@aristocratic-otter @best--dress @technetiumai @brilla-brilla-estrellita @onepintobean
@palimpsessed and anyone else who wants to join in/say hi.
(I love getting tagged, because I tend to miss out on things if I don't get it stuffed into my notifications. Feel free to hit me up on Discord, too, send links. I just can't often browse tumblr as I wish. Not if I want to draw and... read... I need to do some reading...)
*Pitch Manor is still happening, I'm just taking a break to draw fish boys in between doing a few too many other things. I like being busy.
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cupcakewebkinz · 2 months ago
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Silly, that last ask of mine wasn't something big, just me yapping about Vee's and Dandy's relationship because their interaction is so underrated I actually wanna cry. Literally no one's talking about it, so I'm glad you have this in mind too! Maybe I'll eventually write something about them, ofc if you'd like to, ehehe >:)
Aand, I was thinking about the way Sprout found out about Vee's ability to eat, and actually got something in mind. It was something ordinary, but a little bit too sudden for the both of them. Like, imagine Sprout casually going to check up on Vee or ask some stuff, just to open the door and find the girl curled in the corner, quietly munching whatever chocolate bar Veronica had brought for her. Sprout was shocked, as well as Vee herself, because she wasn't expecting a visitor, lol. At first, Sprout would ask absolutely dumbass questions like "WHAT?? YOU can EAT??" Like he didn't just saw it himself. But then Vee would shamefully ask him to lock the door so she could tell him about her situation. They would sit in that corner for an hour, and in the end Vee would say something like "just please, don't tell anybody, let this be our secret?" Because she's too scared that Delilah is going to find out and have a reallyyy long "conversation" with her. And Sprout, as the sweetest, caring bun he is, would absolutely promise her to keep this between them. More over, he will sneak her food, just like you said. I hope this isn't too much raahhh👂I could yap about this au forever /silly
- Anon who asked about Dandy
Bro literally any fan-work of my au is fucking peak, you could write your heart out and I'd read it 100% man y'all can go off and be silly in any way you'd like! Y'all seriously do not need my permission for anything, just give me credit (and tag me) that's all I ask XD
Honestly though, you're pretty on point. He'd be just minding his own business and one day just, walk on in because he's giving her something or returning something from her after a gameshow (they've always been buddies, they have permission to waltz into the other's room whenever as long as the door isn't locked - Shelly was the same exact way with them as well) and he just finds her there, munching away.
Yeah sure he'd be shocked and confused, but hey, that's his bestie, and if his lesbian best friend needs to eat SHE IS EATING GOD DAMMIT! He is still VERY overprotective of his friends, just... A lot less overbearing about it. If he's caught- "oh don't worry, it's for Veronica, Veri gets hungry sometimes!" He'd say, and she would just agree, because Veronica is a queen and a girl boss and we love her
In the end I think the only two toons that would genuinely know about it are Shelly (that's her wife, Shelly knows more about Vee than Vee knows Vee tbh) and Sprout. Cosmo would be suspicious, though I doubt anyone would blame him for it, as suddenly there's now food going to Vee's room too, but I don't think he'd know fully until after Shanon lets him come over and she's like "I love those cookies you used to make!" and he's like "Thanks Vee- WAIT WHAT?!"
In the end, the survivors of the ichor will all know about it, and I'm sure the handlers would know about it too, but through nugget theft and curious Vee shenanigans. Oh she'd absolutely go insane for Waffle Sundays... There's a reason Vee always gets zoomies after waffles (she loves them too much for her own good)
Also bro stop that nobody is a burden here, yap all ya want, seriously 😭
I love yapping with y'all 😭
Yap about it forever with me let's have fun and be silly together, it's okay, I genuinely love it all! It just took me a bit to reply this time because it was sent right before dinner lmao
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pikahlua · 1 year ago
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I was wondering your thoughts on my misgivings with the reveal that AFO meddled in Tenko’s life from birth. I’ve been struggling to understand this direction for the story for a long time because it implicates AFO too much. He made Kotarou abuse Tenko, he made Nao give birth to Tenko, he goaded Tenko’s friends to play heroes with him, he put Tenko in the perfect spot to kill those thugs…at this point you can’t even blame anyone else but AFO for how Tenko turned out. I’m really bothered by this because it dampens the whole bystander effect of Tenko’s arc for me. The only way I can see this making sense is if AFO is somehow exaggerating or acting as an unreliable narrator somehow, but I’m not banking on that happening. Please can you help me? Is there some Japanese context I’m missing or something?
Okay well first of all I think you're thinking about this a little too black-and-white. AFO didn't *make* Kotarou abuse Tenko, he encouraged Kotarou's strict mentality indirectly. He certainly didn't MAKE Nao birth Tenko XD The whole point of that reveal was that he said he couldn't do anything too obvious, it all had to be subtle nudges. It was manipulation, but it wasn't coercion. Those characters still had some agency in what occurred, even though all people are influenced by others, they just didn't realize one of the people influencing them had ulterior, nefarious motives.
"at this point you can’t even blame anyone else but AFO for how Tenko turned out" see the thing about this is, Tenko himself BELIEVED he was born this way, not that anyone else was to blame for how he turned out. THAT'S the thing that just got turned on its head. AFO is saying "You weren't born this way, this is how *I* made you. This wasn't random chance at all. You don't have free will, you never made a choice to begin with. I just let you think that."
As far as Japanese context goes, the Japanese are much more communalistic. People have some pretty heavy social pressures. AFO used that social pressure dynamic to influence Tenko's family. There is this concept in Japan called giri which is a social obligation. What sort of giri you owe to others plays a big role in how you behave and whose advice you take and such. It's all predicated on the idea that everyone in this system has good intentions, and AFO as someone who has BAD intentions could exploit that system.
There's only so much we can take away from this right now. Tenko will surely show up with a new conclusion about all this once he's had time to contemplate this revelation. Or maybe Izuku will have an answer to AFO ("Tenko isn't you!") We just have to wait and see.
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egg-emperor · 1 year ago
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I was thinking (my thoughts get a lil morbid at times), given that Eggman is shown to STILL be salty about Maria's death stealing attention from him over 50 years ago, Do you think it's possible that he takes a moment to mentally gloat over maria's death and be smug about how he's still alive and she's worm food (and proclaim himself the superior Robotnik)?
Like would he look down on her for being "stupid" for not ditching Shadow to save her own ass and for being "weak" because she died from a single dinky little bullet, while he has survived things that would have killed an ordinary man 10 times over , multiple times?
Yours and mine both lol you know you've come to right place here 🤝
I mean Eggman is canonically so horrible, self-centered, and selfish that he feels resentment towards his dead 12 year old cousin and felt jealous when people talked about her because it wasn't all about him like he thinks it always should be. And even decades later as an adult, he didn't grow out of it and think "that was wrong, she was an innocent soul who was killed in a terrible way and people talked about her because she was a nice sweet girl and I was just bring a bratty kid demanding attention" like others would. He has held onto it to this day and it suits him very well for how horrible and selfish he is, how he has low empathy, and how he's a manchild.
So I can definitely see him having the most twisted thought process to make himself feel better on the occasion she crosses his mind. Like when he feels that bitterness seeping in and gets agitated again, he turns his nose up and scoffs and grumbles nasty stuff like "Some great, strong, brave girl she was when she died to a measly bullet, pfft" and "If she's so great, why is she long gone while I'm the one still here, accomplishing amazing things and on my way to victory and ruling my glorious empire?" and mentally lists all the amazing things he's done that she never came close to and things he's survived that would've killed a normal man a hundred times over.
I also like the idea that he'd judge like "She really died so he could be saved, what a pathetic waste of life. When I rescued Shadow with a robot when he fell to earth, it was because I was going to make good use of him as a weapon/tool and use him as the blueprint for my androids!" instead of just doing it as some foolish selfless act that ends up getting him killed like she did instead of saving herself! Because he really can't understand doing anything for anyone ever if it won't benefit himself by appealing to his own selfish desires in any way. And it's another way he can blame her and feel like he would've made the better smarter choice.
And because he acts like it was so easy to wipe out GUN himself and like they're just nothing and so pathetic compared to him like I mention in my next post, I can imagine him acting like being killed by GUN of all things is such a skill issue because they're so weak and pathetic too, as yet another way to have a one up over Maria. And yes, by saying that he'd actually also be insulting his grandfather and idol in the process, whether it comes to his mind or not. But with the way he also called Shadow the "so called" Ultimate Life Form and literally just dissed him and his creation like that in the very same TailsTube ep, I don't think that would exactly concern him lol
These are all the things that come to his mind whenever she crosses his mind and gets him grumpy, it will soon put a big proud cheeky smirk on his face and cheer him right back up again. He won't hesitate to put anyone down in any way he can to affirm that he's the superior, even in the absolute sickest of ways like that! That's golden, he's so nasty XD 💜
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I Don’t Ship These Two. You Have No Proof. *Reaction Compilation Part 1*
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(Oh really Golden?)
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Ninja dude. And... other dude.
(Man is a gender bent Marinette.)
...when was this released?
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Four months after the TD Reboot.
Well this is a remake of a beta, so... yeah. Total Drama said "We're gonna add queer characters to the cast. FIRST queer characters." And this show said "Am I a joke to you?"
I'm gonna call it though, that's gonna go horribly wrong. You date a ninja, you're ASKING for pain. I've watched Ninjago.
(Called it even at the very beginning)
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That boy has my thoughts exactly!
***
"I want to talk to her but she scares me a little."
What did she do to you?
"She reminds me a little of my grandmother. How she walks, how she talks... I miss her."
"She's been sick for months and she can't have visitors."
Oh my god...
Is that why he's competing? Medical bills to help her?
Well geez, keep that up and I might actually root for you to win.
"Yeah, she was often cranky, but she was the only one that really understood me."
You on the spectrum?
"Jake... I don't know what to say, but if you need to talk to someone, I'm always here."
D'aaaaawwww 💗
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That face.
He was eyeing Tom all of last episode too and I just didn't bring it up.
(👀)
YOU ARE NOT SUBTLE, SIR
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"I'm really curious what you look like without it."
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...
EXCUSE ME?!?! O_O
BOY. YOU JUST MET.
***
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THOSE FISH DON'T LOOK SAFE TO EAT
Tom's like "That's funny, all my teammates suddenly died of poison. Oh well, guess I'm in the merge!"
I mean he's a sus ninja hiding shit, he could be a serial killer.
***
"Whatever happened to minding your own business?!"
Okay chill! He was trying to be nice to you!
Come on, he's been a very sweet guy so far and is giving you all a chance. What's there to snap about?
We'll see how well that statement ages. (Thanks for making me paranoid Caleb)
(SPOILERS, IT AGED TERRIBLY)
Plot twist: Jake and Tom are both secretly evil. Tom is a serial killer. Jake was a prominent bully back in high school.
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"I feel bad for letting the team down..."
"I wish I could do it, but, it's just... hits too close to home."
OH... HONEY.
"I lost my grandfather when I was a kid and I always went with my mom to visit him and leave flowers. That place caused me a lot of anxiety. Now my grandmother's sick and I know it's only a matter of time before... you know..."
My gosh...
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Alright. This guy is my best boy for this show.
He got me way too invested in his story.
(AND I STAYED A JAKE STAN THROUGHT THE ENTIRETY OF THE SEASON)
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"He knew things I didn't want anyone to know."
"I just can't tell anyone about my hobbies, okay?!"
"As long as Grett doesn't tell either of them I should be fine."
Hey Grett. Maybe you should tell Jake something. Just a thought.
...
WAIT I SAID THAT AS A JOKE, HOLD ON-
"For some reason I have the urge to tell Jake something. Huh, wonder who this Golden Voice is."
(You can blame me)
***
"Someone here has been watching you."
"Two people actually. The first is me because I'm currently stalking you. The second is that fruity boy."
***
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Oooh, swimming episode!
Tom is STILL in his suit XD
(Jake) "Hey uh, Tom, the sun can't reach you if you're underwater. I don't think you need to be wearing that. You don't want to get your normal clothes wet, right?"
(Tom) "Eh I never found use for a swimsuit anyway! Besides! The sun will dry them up quickly!"
(Jake) "Doesn't that go against what you told us earlier?!"
(Tom) "My relationship with the sun does not concern you! No it's not toxic what are you talking about?!"
But he's not wearing the hoodie anymore! That's an improvement!
I feel like we're gonna get a Tom face reveal at some point, right?
(FORESHADOWING)
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"I'm already tired of always eating fish."
Yeah, that has to get tedious after awhile, especially if you guys are THAT hungry and have no choice.
I hate seafood. I wouldn't survive.
"What are you craving?"
"Chinese takeout. I always order that at home."
My sibling actually loves Chinese as well... I'm a Mexican person, though.
"There's a restaurant I live near that'll knock your socks off. We should go when this is over."
TOM. Are you... ASKING HIM OUT?!
"Hey, your eyes... they're pretty. I never noticed since you've always got that hood on."
AWWW AND THE RETURNED FLIRT?!
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THE BLUSH, OMG
...yeah I kinda hope you kiss now.
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This is how you make relationships Total Drama. You meet. You get along. And you be cute.
And I am waiting for this to go horribly wrong cause in shows like this, nobody gets a happy ending.
Except Mike & Zoey I guess.
(WELL THIS AGED POORLY, DIDN'T IT?)
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Why is Jake the only one cheering and supporting his teammate?
(Because he's a twink in love)
This boy is precious. Look at him. He's PRECIOUS.
***
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OMG THE PHONE! I FORGOT
PLEEEAAASSEE tell me they take advantage of this!
ALSO, not even a second into the episode and I already caught the fruity boy staring at a certain someone.
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Go call your grandma Jake. Tell her how you love her and you're gonna help her with the money.
Maybe this one will be a bit wholesome.
"Hey Shawn!"
"Hey... Jake..."
...
What...?
"What's up? Is everything alright?"
"I'm sorry..."
*I covered my mouth to hold back a gasp*
"A couple of days ago... grandma passed away..."
OH MY GOD NOOOOOOO
*I'm actually upset for him*
Oh my god...
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OH MY GOD HE'S CRYING. OH MY GOD.
"Mom told me not to tell you till you came back... but I had to..."
He's still going. Oh my god...
"You're lying..."
"She was conscious for a few hours before she got worse..."
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JUST STOP. JUST STOP TALKING.
"She wrote a letter... I'll give it to you when you get back... I'm sorry man..."
JAKE, I'M SO SORRY. THAT'S AWFUL!!
I'm actually hurt as well!
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AND THEN TOM COMFORTS HIM?!??! AWWWWW 😢
I thought he was here to help her! I didn't think she was gonna die before he can even get back! That's horrible!
YOU ALL BETTER GIVE HIM VIRTUAL HUGS.
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***
"Teal Team I hope you enjoyed your call home!"
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BRUH. NO. DON'T EVEN.
(Tom looking at him)
(They're ALWAYS looking at each other)
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"I don't think Jake's in the mood to run around looking for ingredients."
Thank you Tom. Thank you for being so supportive of him and understanding his situation.
(We love kind and considerate boyfriends)
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"Jake, how are you? Do you feel better?"
He might still be mourning. Idk what his mental state is after that.
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AWWWWWWWWW💗
Now I'm actually giddy. What is wrong with me?! Why are they so great?
(I DON'T SHIP THEM)
Going in, I was expecting Toxic Yaoi just cause of Tom's spy shit, but they're actually so sweet and wholesome and good for each other.
(SOMEONE IN THE WRITERS ROOM FORESAW ME SAYING THIS AND SAID "WANNA BET?")
"I'm here if you need anything."
I can't imagine how it's like for Tom. I don't think he was imagining getting close with someone just cause of the spy profession.
"I like this boy, I want to be around him and help him out."
(And also date and kiss and cuddle with, you know, normal friend stuff)
"Now don't worry about getting us breakfast today, I will get us the usual."
Idk how I like the sound of that tbh. XD
I just imagine Tom coming back and calling everyone to the meal. "BREAKFAST IS READY!!!"
...and it's just char XD
That also implies they work together to prepare meals for the group EVERY DAY. I love that.
(It is my firm head canon that Tom is a SHIT cook)
(Jake is the cook of the two. Tell me I'm wrong.)
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No not Grett changing her facial expression from that!
"I smell gay! I didn't ask for that in my coffee this morning!"
(Best girl Grett is homophobic)
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"Do you like him?"
*Covers mouth to hold back the giddy noise from my mouth*
*Failing*
(I DON'T SHIP THEM)
Oh my god she's actually going there! I did not expect that.
"Uh... maybe. He's just really good as a person towards me and I feel like we're really opening up to each other, you know? It's not that deep... maybe we'd go out for Chinese sometime. Maybe we'd catch a movie together."
"Tom, do you like him?"
"Uh, no?"
Huh?
You're lying. You gotta be lying.
"You always smile when you're talking to him."
"It's just... I like him, but not in that way."
Liar. Your scenes together say otherwise.
(I DO NOT SHIP THEM. AND MY REACTIONS DON'T SUGGEST OTHERWISE IN THE SLIGHTEST.)
"I'm not ready to be in a relationship."
Oh...
Oh is that what it's about... yeah I would understand that.
"Recently... I was in a somewhat toxic relationship and things didn't end well."
OH.
Oh now that makes a lot of sense.
Was it SOMEWHAT toxic, or...?
I'm probably thinking too angsty about it.
"He cheated on me. And... I couldn't get over it."
OH MY GOD HONEY.
Well no shit you wouldn't get over that. That's awful!
Why did he do that?! Why would he want to hurt you like that?!
(Then again everyone wants to hurt Jake, soooooo...)
"Well you're young, unlike me, you still have a lot of time ahead of you."
Yeah... you can find someone better.
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Oh shit, Grett...
OH WAIT CAUSE SHE KNOWS TOM IS A SPY, SHE SAW THE NOTES. OH MY GOD I KNOW WHAT SHE'S GONNA DO.
And because of Jake's past experience, he is NOT gonna take it well!
OH NO...
(And so it begins)
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He really is not subtle, is he?
"I don't want to be in a relationship or push it further, but I didn't say I can't crush!"
Tom's like "Why you pressing your hands like that?"
"I'm a wittle scawed of the bullets..."
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Oh shit here we go...
"Golden told be awhile back to tell you something very important!"
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"Hey Grett. Maybe you should tell Jake something. Just a thought.
...
WAIT I SAID THAT AS A JOKE, HOLD ON-
"For some reason I have the urge to tell Jake something. Huh, wonder who this Golden Voice is.""
DAMMIT ME, I TOLD HER TO SLAY. I DIDN'T SPECIFY WHO TO SLAY.
SLAY PASS MISFIRE
(It's MY fault the ship sank)
"Tom was lying to you. It was Tom who voted for Drew."
Ooooooohhhh god...
I'm like preparing myself for the blowout.
"Because Drew found out his little secret."
"What secret?"
"The whole sun sensitivity story is fake. He lied to you because he's a spy."
*DREAD*
"What are you talking about? Is this a joke?"
*DREAD*
"He's here for work. You mean nothing to him other than a way to blend in more."
*DREAD*
"Come on Jake, Grett has clearly lost it."
IT HURTS BECAUSE SHE'S TELLING THE TRUTH
I'm CONFLICTED. Not my best girls HURTING my best boy!!
What do I do? Do I support her...? I don't know...
OH NO HE'S BACK.... UGH...
At least it's earlier in the season so they have a chance to bounce back... I don't... I don't know...
This is gonna be so ugly. Jake is gonna be HURT.
"I get hurt and traumatized by my ex! I lose my grandma! AND NOW THIS SHIT. I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK!"
(Stop Making Jake Suffer Challenge. Level: IMPOSSIBLE)
"Tom! You're not gonna believe this!"
"Believe what?"
"Grett was saying the strangest things about you!"
"Wh-what did she say?"
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMHHHHH *mouth covered*
"She said you were the one who voted Drew because, get this, he found out you were a spy?!"
NO TOM YOU CAN'T ACT?!?!
I mean I don't think he should lie any further, but...
(You are the worst spy ever)
"I can explain!! It's not what you think!!!"
"Wait what? It's true?!"
"It's not that simple!"
Just hear him out! I can explain EVERYTHING! I know you're upset, but please hear me out!
"Oh my god... it really is! So you're just here for your job!"
"And our friendship, was that just to blend in too?! Did you ever care about me at all?! Was any of it real, HUH?!"
JAKE, HONEY, I'M SO SORRY.
I know you being upset is understandable! It still hurts!
I can imagine what's going through his head though. His loved ones have a habit of either dying or lying to him and hurting him, and now turns out his new crush is a spy?
"Jake, calm down-"
"DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!"
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OH GOD
"I don't owe you anything! It's my life! Step off, Jake!"
DON'T BE LIKE THAT, YOU'RE ALREADY OUTTED!
"Oh EXCUSE ME if I don't want to be part of your 'super cool' spy plan!"
"Can you stop telling the whole goddamn neighborhood?!"
OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH GOOOOOOOOOODDDDD!!!!
And they got shot...
Oh my god, I need a minute to CALM DOWN.
Was that... I mean I know that was a Tom liar reveal, but was that a Jake true personality reveal?!
Is he an asshole?!
Goddammit, he IS an asshole, isn't he? I WAS ROUTING FOR YOU.
(Remember when Jake was just the shy and sweet precious bean cinnamon roll crushing on a guy and the only thing he ever did wrong was kick someone in the nuts? I miss those days)
I'm calming down, I'm calming down...
Tom and Jake are gonna drive me FUCKING. CRAZY.
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They're STILL pissed.
Miriam is gonna come to me like, "Golden, you're having Toxic Yaoi for dinner tonight."
(I am, indeed, eating Toxic Yaoi and somehow enjoy it. I might be high.)
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"I don't know if I can trust Tom after betraying the guys alliance..."
FUCK YOUR GUYS ALLIANCE.
THAT'S ALL YOU TALK ABOUT.
And besides, it's screwed.
Tom and Jake divorced.
"I'M STILL ANGRY AT YOU! WHY DO I KEEP LIKING PEOPLE WHO HURT ME?!"
(Jake, word of advice, your problem is that you have a bad taste in men. Too much toxic yaoi ain't good for the heart.)
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XD
DEAR GOD JAKE.
"THIS IS MY DIVORCE PAPER!"
Dammit, why'd he have to be an asshole, huh?
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'JAKE'
XD
NO SHOT THEY BOTH THREW JUST CAUSE THEY WERE SO PISSED WITH EACH OTHER
XD
"AND NOW YOU VOTE FOR ME?! WHAT'D YOU SAY TO ME?!"
(They both signed divorce papers)
(And later, despite Tom having voted Jake before, he gets pissed when Jake votes Tom. I smell hypocrisy.)
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OH NO HE POSTED IT?!?!?!
OH THAT'S BAD...
Oh god, that's gonna be bad for Tom's mission, isn't it? Whatever it is he's doing.
I mean lets be honest though... that post isn't Jake's fault. How's he supposed to know that would happen?
NOT ME DEFENDING JAKE AFTER THAT-
(Actually, YEAH, now that I think about it. HOW is Tom getting fired Jake's fault exactly? They're on LIVE TV. And Grett already said the S word aloud before Jake ever did. So TECHNICALLY that's Grett's fault Tom got fired. Not Jake's.)
Ugh... I had a gut feeling though, cause I saw people HATING Jake's character and calling him the worst.
HE'S AN ASSHOLE, NOOOOOOO...
Okay, BUT, I don't hate him. Surprisingly enough.
I'm actually intrigued by his character a lot more now.
I thought he was gonna be the precious bean. The sweetest character. But no, he's petty and impulsive.
I HAVE to give credit though, this is NOT something that came out of nowhere for me. He did snap at Nick in Episode 4 for stubbing his toe, and they established this episode more of Jake's past to add more context to his POV.
So he was in a toxic relationship before and got betrayed by it. That makes perfect sense to me. I understand why he'd be pissed. Tom lied to him.
But he DEFINATELY overreacted towards it. It's one thing to yell at the heat of the moment, it's another to vote for him just because you're pissed.
So, yeah, I'm not excusing his behavior, I'm just understanding WHY.
"OH NO! A character is revealed to have FLAWS. And said flaws made things worse for other people! Well clearly I hate them now!!"
I'm not doing that.
I'm just not that kinda person in how I view media. I don't hate characters just because they have flaws. When you're watching Total Drama, you gotta have that mindset too. Cause in that show, there's A LOT of characters that do screwed up things and it's wrong. So I'm used to it.
If anything, I guess Jake being revealed to have negative traits makes him a lot more interesting now. Cause yeah, I've been there. It sucks. Well, I wasn't in a toxic romantic relationship, but a toxic friendship when I was younger. It lasted for years so it left me pretty distasteful to the people around me and everyone hated me for... acting like Jake did here, honestly. How bout that?
Him and Tom are gonna BREAK ME, I can tell.
(CORRECT)
At least the lie is outed earlier in the season, so it's not as bad as it could've been...?
Like, it would've been a lot uglier later and it resulted in one of them getting voted off.
(FORESHADOWING)
But at least they can work this out, right? Cool off, come clean, and repair the damage. Then go out for Chinese Food and hang out by the lake. Everything will be fine. They'll get their Chinese date. IT'LL ALL BE FINE.
...god, looks like I'm having Toxic Yaoi for dinner tonight.
(YES. YES I AM. I'M IN DENIAL.)
I DON'T SHIP THEM AND YOU HAVE NO PROOF
Continued In Part 2 Of The Lack Of Proof>>
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sevi007 · 1 year ago
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Tales of the abyss part 22
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Iiii... don't really understand what's going on? Did Asch take Luke's consciousness into his body and is now carrying it around next to his own? Is that it? Oh shoot we can control Asch now. And he seems strong!
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While I agree that Luke probably would not have listened, this still reminds me that nobody ever tried to tell him stuff or what to look out for or to be wary off and is now blaming him from acting on what little he knew .
Which, based on the fact that he IS a replica and HAS only the memories and knowledge of seven years worth, seven years filled with Van's lies, is not a lot.
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I was going to say I'm surprised how at EASE everyone is with the fact that Asch is now their ally and Luke is knocked out, but hey, at least Guy is a little suspicious.
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Ugh, Asch is almost as impatient as Luke. I wanted to know what they are watching, too XD
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So Van is not a "random destruction" kind of villain. not that I believed that - his actions took too long and were too carefully planned. Is he trying to send everything back down from the earth's crust down to the Qliphoth? But that seems pointless. And the replica don't really factor into that.
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Alright, three things - first of, Guy is right. Asch states that this whole being pushed up safely by the sephiroth was but a theory, so Guy pointing out they might have died is not entirely unfounded. I cannot tell what tone he took because the skits are sadly not voice, but the facts are correct.
Second, Guy really is rather snappish with Asch, in a way he was not with Luke, which is interesting. He could just be distrustful, yes, but this coupled with the way Guy pointed out "I'm glad you're you" to Luke makes me think Guy and Asch do not exactly have a good history with each other.
And third, in stark contrast to two, Natalia is rather more lenient with Asch than she was with Luke. Maybe because Asch is more like the "Luke" she remembers from before the kidnapping? Which is a little sad to see because while Asch is more level-headed than Luke, he is also not the friendliest and issues order like the general he is - something which bothered Natalia before, and now does not.
(Agh can't move before the next skit comes in XD )
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HECK YEAH Guy is getting it! That's exactly what I've been saying! In light of Luke being confirmedly a replica with no prior memories now, it just means that the past seven years this was the way he has been raised. Nobody ever put a stop to him, or bothered to teach him social niceties or the proper behavior for a duke's son or whatever else. I don't think they even much taught him to behave properly like a person at all. Now going "huh he was terrible" with no regards to how the party, the duke's household, or literally anyone else (Van for example) has been acting around Luke is just not fair to him at all. And yes - he WILL feel like he was abandoned, because he can literally see that everyone decided to follow Asch rather than stick around til he woke up. I have - besides Guy - not even seen someone asking after him since he fell unconscious.
And what an odd question of "who to support" - just support both. Do what you need to do, then double back and regroup with Luke, or at least check up on him from time to time if the world-saving trip is keeping you busy.
It's not like you have to REPLACE either Asch or Luke with the other, but I feel like that's what part of the group seems to think right now.
@magicmetslogic
@ahsokaisawesome
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dustedbooksandreadingnooks · 6 months ago
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Teehee tell me about Kizuna pre-ARR (I am laying on your bed and kicking my legs and holding a pillow like we’re at a sleepover talking abt Boys we like)
Loaded question so we're sticking with events around the calamity leading up to ARR xD
uhhh under a cut apparently because when am i ever not long winded hah
Just before the Calamity, Kizuna and his dad (Erradane) got chased out of their home outside of Falcon's Nest. (I'll link to YOUR post that slightly expands on this <3) They started heading towards Horizon to get on a boat(Probably to Limsa, and after back to Old Sharlay since they didn't have anywhere else to go.) They're in Mor Dhona when it happens, and get caught up in Carteneau. It was close- and Kizuna had never felt so strongly a pull from the Echo before, heading off in the direction of battle before his da could stop him. His dad gets mildly tempered by Bahamut- or Phoenix probably, I haven't quite decided yet. (He actually turned down being a member of the Circle of Knowing for the events of 1.0- he didn't want Kizuna to be so close to battle, he was barely a teen and he didn't need that on his shoulders after what he's already been through. And he knew Kizuna would be stubborn and want to help and fight if Erradane had said yes to Louisoix.) Kizuna blames himself for this- if he hadn't ran, hadn't answered that feeling in his gut, this would've never happened to his da. He sticks to the original plan and gets them both back to Sharlay, which proves slightly difficult when his da is barely responsive besides following where Kizuna leads and doing what he tells him to do. It becomes increasingly difficult when Kizuna all but loses the ability to speak again(he has selective mutism, the severity of which varies throughout his life but it's something he always has). When they make it back the Students of Baldesion take them both in on the Isle of Val (Erradane was also friends with Galuf, and traveled with him.) Kizuna helps them with their research on the Echo since he also has it as well as Krile, in "exchange" for helping care for his da and research on the Tempered/Untempering as well as treatment for Kizuna's chronic aether illness. He becomes friends with Krile and even closer with G'raha. He considers Raha his closest friend, basically family. (Older brother-type figure, though they don't call it that.) Fast forward a few years, and Kizuna is on the cusp of adulthood (growth spurt! Taller than Raha now and showing no signs of stopping) and he makes the decision to go back to Eorzea. His dad is.. more stable, able to talk on good days, though he tends to be stuck on the same phrases, namely that his boy is a Hero, and is proud to tell anyone that. And not only does Kizuna want to live up to that, but he feels called to. He wants to be an adventurer, do good, help people- and that's difficult to do in Sharlay. So he hops on a boat to Limsa, and gets turned down by every guild he tries to join, which is every one that doesn't involve magic. He's too young, he doesn't have credentials, it would be too difficult to deal with his speech impairment and his illness- they won't even let him try to hold a weapon to show that he can fight. He works his way east, traveling alone and communicating by writing since almost no one he met could understand the handspeak he learned in Sharlay. He travels through Limsa, can't even get into Ul'dah, and eventually winds up in Gridania, taking whatever small jobs and helping whoever he could along the way as an unguilded adventurer. The archer's guild turns him away, saying they already had enough fresh blood to deal with (Ishi) which is particularly disappointing because Kizuna considered himself best with the bow- second to Raha who taught him, of course.
He ends on the steps of the lancer's guild last. If Kizuna wasn't autistic desperate at this point, he might've seen that he was meant to be humiliated when they finally offered to let him go against one of their best as a test after stubbornly asking to join, but he didn't care. They let him hold a weapon, show that he could fight- and even if he was untrained by their standards it was obvious that he had the skill and stubbornness to probably not quit(being an elezen probably helped them decide to let him join.) And then he gets to register with the Adventurer's guild and experience a microaggression at Mother Mionne's hands! And ARR starts.
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umbral-stigmata-unbound · 3 months ago
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Character Headcanon Meme | Open
@gcldfanged asked: [Reno, Chaos, Vincent- GO.]
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Thank you!! Vincent was already answered here, but here are the rest!
Reno
Sexuality Headcanon: THE PANIEST PAN TO EVER PAN. He is extremely expressive, with his interactions, with his body, etc. Is it always real/with an end goal? No, it is often a tool, a way he interacts with people to have some sort of control or assumption between himself and others. But my Reno is usually pretty damn flirty.
Gender Headcanon: Cismale, but much like I see with Genesis, not really bound to one form of expression of that gender identity.
A ship I have with said character: Lately, as anyone who follows me would notice, my biggest ship has become Reno x Rufus. But I ship him with about every Turk except for Elena lol, Primarily Rude because come on. It's Reno and Rude. I've incidentally shipped him with Tifa and that was a unique enemies to lovers dynamic. I've shipped him with Seph, which is very unique and I'm eager to explore further. I've also shipped him with Cloud, which is either enemies to are they lovers or trying to kill eahc other? Or post AC where it's just special, butting heads, tension growing kind of shit. A really cracky ship is Yazoo? For some reason? I guess I blame their interactions in AC, but anyways.
A BROTP I have with said character: Rude, always--don't know that I have to explain that one. Cloud would be interesting as a friend, as much as either of them could be friends. More like, they oppose each other, but they've grown so familiar? I think his dynamic with Sephiroth, if they had interacted before shit went to shit, would be interesting because Reno is canonically (through certain comments in canon, like in Rebirth, and in the novels) seemingly one of the most sensetively driven Turks. He still has his emotional boundaries, but is the most likely to let his heart get ahead of him. So I do have a scenario with a partner of Reno sort of seeing shit falling apart, feeling the growing instability of the company, and just...seeing Sephiroth falling apart and just getting himself in too deep. The idea fascinates me. Also Evan. Because lets be honest, if Rufus and Evan won't accept each other as brothers, then Reno seems like eventually he'd adopt him anyways.
A NOTP I have with said character: Don't think I have a NOTP? Like nothing I'm adamantly against.
A random headcanon: To anyone that's dealt with my Reno long enough, you'll have found this out, but this is a very heavily fanon headcanon, explored him my fanon-history for Reno; he had a brother, from an affair/separate family from his mom (in his mind, from what he could understand at his young age when his parents died in a platefall in the slums, he assumed affair. what he didn't realize until later in life is that were separated and just didn't really explain it to him before the platefall, then he assumed they were both dead). That's where his goggles come from, he got them from his younger brother when he passed. Granted, I came up with this before even reading the novels and the one with Evan in it, so to my angsty surprise, that just added layers for me personally XD
General Opinion over said character: I love him. Not as intensely as other characters, and I only saw him as an amusing character for some time before taking him on as a muse, for fun. I didn't expect to get invested in the layers to his character, and I know there are more interesting Turks, like Tseng, but he's me chaotic flirty idiot XD and I've gotten rather attached and in depth with him.
Chaos
Sexuality Headcanon: Hard to really say? XD I mean, this can only imply in verses where I explore him/it being more present within Vincent and therefor involved in his human urges, enough to possibly develop his own. In general, obviously, I don't really see him having a sexuality because he's not meant to exist in any way other than 'The Squire', to end and purify life at the edge of the end of the planet. Doesn't really leave room for sexual expression. But, through his time with Vincent, I think he grows an appetite that fluctuations from low level to heavy, with many things, sex included. And he's fairly omni/pan, in that regard.
Gender Headcanon: Doesn't actually have a gender, is a literal WEAPON. But like the sexuality thing, through his time with Vincent, he adapts to certain expressions of his existence. So probably agender, male-presenting by circumstance. His body adapted from Vincent's literal form, as well as Vincent's perception of him, also my headcanon explination for the difference between OG and Dirge looks. Also I just find myself using he/him pronouns because.
A ship I have with said character: I don't generally ship him with anyone, to be honest, given his dynamic within Vincent, unless we want to get into the complicated layers of each of the beings within Vincent having a unique dynamic with his romantic partners. If so, there's a mild layer of ship with Cloud? Just see him as the annoying buzzing in Vincents ear, trying to get them to just address their shit because the pent of tension is suffocating. But I don't generally see him thinking much of humanity enough to have any draw or desire to someone specific (except in our verse, gcldfanged, but that's an acception and is layered lmao). The only being I could come close to shipping in any way shape or form? Is Omega, but that itself isn't simply shipping. They're bound to one another, they are one half to a whole, shouldn't have one without the other, that kind of thing. What they have, it transcends human bonds and desires.
A BROTP I have with said character: Again, he thinks very little of humans. Closest to a brolationship would be relating to Cloud, when Cloud helps Vincent with his head-mates XD other than that, would Vincent and the others within count? XD not sure they're all on good enough terms to be that kind of relationship lol. Though maybe I can see him relating with Galian more than anyone.
A NOTP I have with said character: Not really any NOTP, I guess? Just that I don't see him being sexual often, and he would never really be emotionally connected.
A random headcanon: He will never admit it, but over the years he grows fond of Vincent, as much as he can. They've had many years of many frustrations, he hates being trapped and stirring awake in him occasionally, but that wasn't Vincent's fault. Vincent didn't take him from his cave, and Vincent did put him inside him. He admires him, in time, one of the few humans that has earned any positive opinion from him. And he is proud to leave his legacy in Vincent's hands.
General Opinion over said character: I need more, man. Chaos is so fascinating, so cool, so intense. There's really not a whole lot to him as a character, I mean because he's a WEAPON trapped inside Vincent. But I really do love him, and I just need more content of him. I am so ready to see his design, after seeing how amazingly they did Galian in Rebirth.
thank you!!
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theangrypomeranian · 1 year ago
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤
I'm sorry this is so late orz life has been pretty crazy this past week lol.
Baby Steps
Summary:
After going through a terrible break up, Tina is left trying to pick up the broken pieces of her heart and life. Luckily, Zeke is there to help her with his tried and true method: touch therapy (literally). Through many trials and tribulations, they slowly learn how to grow and move on...together. A story of healing, friendship, and falling in love.
i doubt anyone is surprised by this choice lol. this fic is my pride and joy, i worked on it for a year and kept up a consistent update schedule for it. it's a story that is very near and dear to my heart and helped me start to heal my inner teenager.
2. i hate accidents (except when we went from friends to this)
Summary:
Best friends Louise and Rudy get married for tax purposes. No, really, that's totally it, honest. No way are any actual feelings gonna form. No way... ...unless...?
the fic i wrote for Roudise week 2023. this story was SO MUCH FUN to write omg. the whole premise started as a joke between my beta reader Red and I about these two getting married for taxes and the prompts for the week were announced i knew i had to use the idea. it was a huge hit with the Roudise side of the fandom and i'm so glad that they all loved it so much.
3. Safe and Sound
Summary:
When Tina Belcher is reaped for the Hunger Games, she's sure that her life is over. But when Zeke Tisdale volunteers as the male tribute and promises to protect her in the arena, she realizes that she might have a chance of surviving this...if she can avoid falling for him.
the Hunger Games AU i wrote for Zekina week 2023. as most of my followers probably know by now, i freaking LOVE the Hunger Games series, both the movies and the books (though I lean a lil more towards the books lol). the prompts for the week immediately made me think of it, and since i'd already had the first 2k or so words typed out already i figured why not finish it for the week? it was also written as the week went on because it was a last minute decision lol.
4. Long Way Home
Summary:
After Zeke leaves for three months to work for a logging company in Alaska, Tina receives a call telling her that he passed away in an avalanche. Devastated but determined to stay strong for her loved ones, she must learn how to live without the one that got away. ...or does she? Because unknown to all, Zeke survived - and he is fighting with the Last Frontier to get back home.
my current WIP. this one started as a weird ass dream i had about my otp and i told Red about it, then she proceeded to pitch a reworking of it for a fic and i was instantly in love with the concept. it's very niche so i don't blame anyone for giving it a pass, but i love it and that's all that matters. and for the fifth rec i'm putting down two because i genuinely cannot choose between them (and since when do i ever follows the rules for these kinds of asks XD):
Meet Me in the Afterglow
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Three months after she's peer pressured into breaking up with Henry, Susmita gets a call that her grandmother has died. Henry offers to take her home for the funeral and she quickly realizes that she's made a huge mistake. Can she sort through her feelings and win back her man? Or is it too late for them?
i LOVE this fic. normally i hate break up fics but i worked very hard on this one and did SO MUCH RESEARCH for it. overall i think i did really good with it and i'm always thrilled when someone reads it.
you better leave (it's not safe in here)
Summary:
Tina lives an idealistic life in the small community of Victory. Every day is the same, structured, secure. All of her neighbors know and like her, and her husband Jordan is a quiet unassuming man who works hard so that she can stay home and be a good housewife. Life is good and peaceful. However, sometimes she can't help but feel as if she doesn't belong there, and her nightly dreams of a tall and handsome man with an accent make her question if her marriage is really as happy as she's been led to believe. But then strange things start to happen and Tina starts to wonder if something more sinister is going on in Victory...
the Don't Worry Darling AU that no one asked for lmao. i was so let down by the movie but still loved the concept, so i decided to use it for a fic and loved the end result. just like with LWH, this one is very niche so i understand why it's not more popular. but i really love this fic and hope that one day it gets the recognition it deserves.
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authoralexharvey · 1 year ago
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INTERVIEW WITH A WRITEBLR — @waysofink
Who You Are:
El || They/them
I'm a creative writing graduate from Poland. A slavic witch, a solarpunk & an overall creative & crafty goblin. I write fantasy, mystery and lately I've been dabbling in horror. Nowadays also an avid audio drama enthusiast!
What You Write:
What genres do you write in? What age ranges do you write for?
Fanfic, Fantasy, Horror, Mystery, Poetry, Sci-Fi. New Adult and Adult
What genre would you write in for the rest of your life, if you could? What about that genre appeals to you?
It's a split between fantasy and mystery. I feel like I like writing a story that is both. Can't live without dragons, but would also like to shroud the dragons in some mist, make them not so obvious in their dragon ways. Fantasy appeals to me so much because we can mold the aesthetics that acompany a setting we create and make them mean something, be a message, a metaphore, an echo of something from our world. I find that very cool. Mystery however sticks out to me, because secrets are enticing and I feel like many of us can relate to that feeling of "just wanting to KNOW". It's a good itch to adventure, following a lead of a mystery, it draws you right in and allows to explore puzzles of life.
What genre/s will you not write unless you HAVE to? What about that genre turns you off?
Romance. Simply because I am greyromantic and I honestly could not write a convincing plot that only revolves around a romantic relationship. I do write romance in my stories, don't get me wrong, but they are usually a subplot amongst the rest of the story.
Who is your target audience? Do you think anyone outside of that would get anything out of your works?
My fellow queer people, my fellow anarchist and socialist people, my fellow neurodivergent people, my fellow nerds. I don't think a straight white capitalist man who hates science and D&D would like my writing very much 😂
What kind of themes do you tend to focus on? What kinds of tropes? What about them appeals to you?
Recently I've been focusing on the theme of change. I can't say I have a library of themes I reach for, but I'm pretty sure that one has always been quite universal in my stories. When it comes to tropes I like a lot of the popular ones - grumpy/sunshine in relationships, magic as extension of the self and tool for self-discovery. I write a lot of ensambles, I recently notices. So I like the trope of a community fighting, learning and growing together. Kind if should have see that coming.
What themes or tropes can you not stand? What about them turn you off?
The Born Sexy Yesterday trope. Its the misogyny, your honour.
What are you currently working on? How long have you been working on it?
I'm currently writing an audio drama! Been working on it for maybe 2 months now? I just finished writing episode 1, I am quite proud of that :D
Why do you write? What keeps you writing?
It almost seems like I was born a storyteller and I have to write, because I have too many stories in my head. It might be the adhd tho, I don't know xD.
How long have you been writing? What do you think first drew you to it?
I've been writing since I was 12, but I was a storyteller well before that. My mom used to say I was making up characters as soon as I could talk. I know she wasn’t literal, but I'd like to think my first sentance was a story about a duck.
Where do you get your inspiration from? Is that how you got your inspiration for your current project? If not, where did the inspiration come from?
Inspiration is everywhere, but my main destillery of scene & story ideas is music. I'm sure many writers can relate to envisioning scenes or scenarios in their head while listening to a particularly brain-sceatching song. My current peoject is a combination of that and my discovery of a different medium through which i can tell stories - podcast. Blame Rusty Quill shows and many others for what I'm about to put out into the world. It's all their fault.
What work of yours are you most proud of? Why?
Ask me in a year, maybe my answer will be "this audio drama I wrote and produced!". For now, I am only proud of having many, many fun & cool ideas I haven't finished yet 😅
Have you published anything? Do you want to?
I haven't publish anything finished, not really. I hope to do it this time. 🤞
What part of the publishing process most appeals to you? What part least appeals to you?
The thrill of a finished project seems appealing, but I wouldn't know. The closest I got was publishing a fanfic on ao3. Getting kudos, getting positive feedback tho… that's quite a nice feeling. Least appealing would probably be marketing. I hate it, I don't know how to promote my stuff and that is probably why a lot of my projects end up unfinished - the lack of interest doesn't help the dopamine flow. And talking to people and promoting yourself is hard.
What part of the writing process most appeals to you? What part is least appealing?
Coming up with ideas, worldbuilding and shaping up the characters. That's the best. Worst would be the process of actually wrangling your ideas into a cohesive plot and putting them down on a page. A nightmare, truly a nightmare.
Do you have a writing process? Do you have an ideal setup? Do you write in pure chaos? Talk about your process a bit.
I work in spurts of energy, driven by dopamine, seratonin or spite. I'm a chaos incarnate and I am constantly ashamed of it, but I also love it and stand by my brain's ways. The vibes just gott be right. The music might help, or might not. Sometimes I just have to sit down and hype my story up to myself to write it - moodboards, playlists, all that jazz. And sometimes I simply sit down and hyperfixate on writing and voila - one chapter in a day.
Your Thoughts on Writeblr:
How long have you been a writeblr? What inspired you to join the community?
6 years it seems. I joined looking for likeminded folks, in search of stories and community. I did find a lot of good here, but I also learned how my brain can get really oversaturated with long posts and long conversations, so. I've been less active for the last 2 years for sure.
Shout out some of your favorite writeblrs. How did you find them and what made you want to follow them?
@drabbleitout is one of my favourite writers on here, I love their style & the way they write their androids. The wonderful @zonnemaagd (please verify that @, I am not sure if I spelled this right.) who enchants me with her words in her stories. @henrikedoeswritingsometimes had me at hello with their timeloop story. I freaking love time loop stories. More please.
What is your favorite part about writeblr?
Community? I only see positivity on here tbh. Though I have not wondered across the corners of the writeblr universe. So maybe its just that my little bubble is very cozy.
What do you think writeblr could improve on? How do you think we can go about doing so?
I tried to answer this question many times before - and I honestly don't know.
How do you contribute to the writeblr community? Do you think you could be doing more?
I don't contribute much these days. I wish I could do more. But life wants orherwise.
What kinds of posts do you most like to interact with?
silly posts, event posts, posts with writing references & snippets
What kind of posts do you most like to make?
I used to like sharing my writing snippets and wip intro posts, but soon there was too much pressure to publish more and more. and I just don't write things consistently enough to do that.
Finally, anywhere else online we may be able to find you?
@waysofink on all other socials (that mostly Twitter & tiktok these days)
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blackjackkent · 1 year ago
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Everyone loves a good camp fight.
Sadly, no one else in camp came to help fight the spawn except the current main party (and Astarion, obviously). On the bright side, this is apparently counted as before the long rest, so Hector still had his cloud giant potion up and could absolutely wreck face.
Highly entertained by Astarion's combat, which was AI controlled while the rest of the party was under my control. When it came around to his turn, Astarion wandered over to Hector, cast Invisibility on him despite both of them being DIRECTLY in front of one of the spawn, then moseyed on behind said spawn, tried to hit it with Flourish as a bonus action, missed, wandered away and was smacked by two different opportunity attacks, and then watched as the spawn cast Sense Hidden Presence and knocked Hector right back out of invisiblity.
Phenomenal. Stunning. 10/10 no notes.
Unsurprisingly, all of the spawns vanished into gas clouds and drifted away when they were "killed" so presumably we'll see them again later. (And, probably, they'll tell Cazador that we're coming and planning to kick his ass, but I can't imagine he hasn't guessed that already anyway.)
At the end of the fight, I tried four times to arrange everyone in positions such that Hector would get the post-fight conversation with Astarion; I put him closest to Astarion, I put him farthest away, I made sure Hector was getting the last hit on his turn, but no matter what I did, Astarion would ONLY talk to Karlach for this conversation and I couldn't figure out how to convince him otherwise.
I mean I don't blame him, because Karlach is great, but I would like my player character to have the conversations please. XD
That said - this turned out to be a strangely poignant interaction just because it ended up being these two characters specifically.
I'm going to go with the explanation that Hector darted off to do a perimeter sweep of the camp with Minsc and Jaheira and make sure there were no other lurking spawn hanging about, and Karlach (because she is a sweetheart) hung out with Astarion to make sure he was okay.
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"What a mess. Well, at least you've met my family now."
He's smiling slightly, offhandedly, as if it doesn't matter, but it's not fooling anyone, least of all Karlach, who is a master herself at laughing jocularly at terrible situations she is stuck in.
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"Was it true what they said? That you gave up fighting him long ago?"
It occurs to me that Karlach can relate to that too. Ten years she spent in Zariel's employ (not long for a vampire, but very long for a living tiefling), and there must have come a point where she realized that trying to resist was pointless and doing what was necessary to survive was the only thing left to her (at least until the beacon of hope that was the nautiloid came crashing through the Hells).
Astarion, however, recoils - clearly taking it as a criticism, a condemnation.
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"You don't know what it was like," he snarls. "There was no way out! Once--" His voice cracks abruptly, and he stops and has to take a breath before he can continue. "In my first decade of slavery, I found a... darling boy, who I couldn't bear to bring back to him." He swallows. "So I ran, instead of hurting that... sweet man..."
His voice is thick with the memory, with pain and grief and fear overlaid on themselves across centuries.
"After Cazador caught me, the bastard sealed me, starving, inside a dusty tomb, all on my own... for an entire year."
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"A year of silence. Months of scratching my hands raw, trying to carve my way out. More months of not moving at all. Months wishing only for death."
His mouth tightens - whether with anger or tears or both, it's hard to tell.
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"So don't you ever judge me for doing what Cazador ordered."
(A/N: Someone bring Neil Newbon back and give him another award please.)
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Karlach had the saddest fucking expression on her face through this whole little speech. Perhaps she considers telling him what she went through in return. How Zariel had her trapped in a war she wanted no part of, killing people she had no quarrel with. How sometimes she considered running away but had nowhere to go; how disobedience meant punishment - sometimes of a military sort and sometimes far more personal. How she understands about doing what is necessary to survive, about being trapped in another's cruelty.
But all she says is, "I have no words. I'm so sorry."
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He notices none of the nuance of her response; his expression is twisted in rage at the memories, an anger that is trying to blot out the thickness of tears audible in his voice. "Nothing can make up for that," he mutters hoarsely. "Not even Cazador's death."
Without waiting for a response, he turns and walks away.
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