#((and then i have to bring it upstairs

[cconfusedkat]

Allure could probably trick kallamar into falling for a ligma joke and hx then proceeds to get roundhouse kicked across half the cult by an angry squid

[valleyfthdolls]

Opens Tumblr. Finds out that there are other fans of the cartoon you're a little bit unwell about. Finds out that all of them hate the protagonist and think she's a terrible person because despite them spending most of the series building her up as someone who cares a lot about her friends to the point of willingness to risk herself for them simply making bad decisions that she is forced to acknowledge are hurting the people around her out of desperation to not let herself or her friends Fucking Die, she did something bad and that makes her Unlikable and Evil. Closes Tumblr

[find-me-in-hell]

got too into the 'stay hydrated when ur sick' thing and now i have three bottles of water in my room at various levels of fullness

[kimabutch]

Hey did you know that when you push around little toy trucks on hardwood flooring, it makes it sound to the person underneath those floors like the building is collapsing? Anyways in unrelated news my upstairs neighbours have a small child

[figula]

anyway i just need to get through saturday (the wedding party w/ ben's fam) without a public meltdown + then things will calm down a bit. this is actually not true bc its my birthday on the 26th and then my sister comes to stay for a few days on the 27th but at least that's quieter than a 40-50 people get together. im so sad about it, i feel feral and crazed by the idea of being looked at again, i feel much worse about it than i did about the actual wedding, i think bc last year i was fresh on the starving high + this year i have not been starving myself at all and feel generally shittier

also obviously bc i was already dreading it my period started tonight so. that's great as well!! love to wear a fucking white dress in those circumstances x i told ben i would wear the dress for like half an hr then im putting on my normal clothes and that's that. and he wasnt bothered by this, i think he is having similar thoughts anyway about the whole thing except i think he is looking forward to it more bc a) he doesnt ahve an eating disorder and b) he likes his family

on the plus side my hip has been muuuch more reliable lately, the last few times ive done the walk to and from town it's been achy by the end of it but not at all going into the spasms of agony it did basically every time i tried to walk anywhere longer than half an hr (and sometimes less if it was a bad day)

also not sure i even mentioned this here but a bunch of intl friends are coming 2 worcester late sept to hang out, first time since the wedding for the americans (and the german) and it is gonna be really nice to see them :) obviously im anxious about it bc of my irritating nature but how amazing that we have a group of people who are literally flying across the world to hang out with us for a week. that is really lovely and worth celebrating. trying to be ok about the fact i havent lost any more weight since the wedding and just being like. normal about seeing my friends who dont care how much i weigh

oh also. one more thing, my mum said to me "do you know who met for the first time at [location of wedding party]?" and i immediately felt that i DID know and was like - not daddy's parents?? and she was like i knew you inherited my Psychic Abilities :) but it was them - which is a bit funny. i hope their rancid vibes have cleared out by now bc they were bad people lol

[harmonizewithechoes]

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[tiredg0ds]

i hate living in america lol

[possum-tooth]

still didnt find my stupid towels But i did buy another switch adapter so i can finally charge/use it

[imaginaryberries]

Google search how to train a cat out of running around the house with socks and leaving them fucking everywhere!!!

[reanimated-owl]

((what is everyone's least favorite chore mine is laundry

[theblehthatbloos]

I'm out of the hospital, turns out I have some kind of emotional trauma that's making my body try to suffocate itself, honestly same but what a bitch way to do it. Making it so I can barely breathe but I still have 99% oxygen and my vitals are good. Fuckin' hell dude. Anyways wish me luck in figuring that out, didn't make a lot of progress crying in the parking lol at 4am while waiting for an Uber after the news that my mind and body have disconnected or something, but check the bracelet swag

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[thethingything]

I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again

[brakebabe]

Probably grocery shopping today 👍 got an hour of work done which wasn’t actually a lot but it’s still progress at least

[red-akara]

Just my luck to indirectly flood the laundry room again RIGHT BEFORE IM SUPPOSED TO MOVE!!

[yoshistory]

honestly the only thing that worries me about getting sex reassignment surgeries is the fact that i dont know anyone who could be here to bathe and help me eat and watch over me and take care of the cats, etc while i recover from them

[ethernitty]

once again feeling mildly shitty on a day of celebrating my birthday