#(( theya re gOOD

[butcharyastark]

tbh the theater's plays lineup is actually fascinating to me from an inuniverse artistic perspective. a purposely camp performance on and offstage with a ridiculously obvious vampiric inside joke whose whole twist is that the actors are genuinely amazing and setting up the first goofy, jokey, overacted plays JUST to use them to slam in the final nail of the literally showstopping fourth wall break dramatic monologue that wait the joke is REAL and youre all in danger, look at our victim here delivering a genuinely uncomfortably heartbreaking plea to be saved directly at the audience while the main actor uses it to espose some fucking poetry abt the nature of human death in the best piece of art youve seen for the past several hours? thats interesting as FUCK.

[ghostlychaosfoil]

inner kirby

hes a tad hostile dont put your fingers through the cage

[karda]

raises hand i would like to hear about tbe hell and you benry gordon animatic i totally didn't start jumping and cheering when i read that post (if you've got the time of course :])

(below i doodled on a page with specific lyrics i have scene ideas for but heres the main idea)

ok so i picture it as mainly showing their relationship with each other and their back and forth. from hating to tolerating to actually enjoying eachothers company to hating again like this cycle of being wanted but neither one of them asking for it. hence "id rot in hell with you, if you'd just ask me to". it would start off lighthearted with the hating being mainly annoyance, to accepting him into the team, the first couple lines revolving around the resonance cascade. over the song it would get more serious and more foreboding, adding flashes of the fight on xen in between normal scenes. and ending on a comparison of the two. i wrote this out on the doodles but. the last line of "i hope you take the shot, see this chance, feel the fire, let me have this dance with you" showing a scene of them from two different times. the first three lines on gordon pointing a gun at benry during some argument, his arm turned down and not fully threatening, and then having the pov shift and tilt behind him to show them in the same pose on xen. but this time benry is the one looming above him, and gordon is pointing the gun straight and with the intent to kill. ending their back and forth cycle

[banqanas]

tearing up over fantastics in the club office rn

[oopsarboreal]

these fuckers know how to ROCK

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[iamineskew]

there is as much bacteria in your gut asd there arte celsl in your body,,t, hey are so lovng,, can you feelthem drifitng through you liek a perfect gardnem,, tou a such a home,, a home for manyt hings that writhe,, ,,,

[thegamingcatmom]

Hi! >:3 This one is for the Dimi sisters, for each of them what do you think they enjoy doing around the castle? Like I imagine they are pretty bored esp in Winter where they can't go outside due to the cold, I imagine Dani and Bela could enjoy reading by the fireplace but there has to be something else to do, right? I don't think Cassandra is a bookworm like her sisters, in fact I doubt that one can be STILL for more than 5 seconds XD I have a few HC of my own like I think Bela likes to read but not romantic stuff like Dani I think she'd be mroe into learning new stuff constantly from the books she reads and I think she is into art so she likes painting in the atelier, or just sketching in a notebook while sitting by the window (I once read a fanfic where Bela learned to cook? And I found it so cute and stuff that she cooked for tehf amily etc that i accepted that HC too). Cassandra would be in the armory sharpening her weapons bc theya re never sharp enough or practicing ehr moves against a dummy, perhaps even getting Dani to play some pranks on the staff (who no one finds funny except for the both of them and getting on Bela's nerves which is a plus I guess :p) Dani... Aside from reading her romantic novels and pranking the staff with Cass I thin she'd be into poetry... she'd try her best ok? (I'm kinda lost with Dani's hobbies tbh XD) What are your own HC for their hobbies? :p Have a good day <3

HI HELLO 🫶

I love your thoughts and I absolutely agree that Cassandra is incapable of focusing on anything for too long. Her record is approx. 10 secs, which is exactly how long it takes her to string someone up, slice their jugular and watch them bleed, lmao.

However, I´d like to think that Momma Alci makes sure to keep her unruly offspring entertained, mainly because it keeps them from bugging her. Momma values her me time. 🛁😌

Besides, there´s always the maids to terrorize. That never gets old. 🤭

Reading

Mostly books that expand her knowledge, like you said. She takes after Momma in that respect. 🤭

Another thing she really likes are mystery thrillers. They have her on the edge of her seat in a way no hunt has managed yet.

She´s not that big into horror though, believe it or not. Probably because she more than gets her fill of that on a daily basis in that castle, lol.

Romance? Please. She has neither the time, nor the patience for such mundane things.

Painting, drawing

She enjoys the calm that comes with it (which is rare in that castle), but she also does it to impress Momma. 🤭

Her favorite things to paint are still lifes. Especially fruit. Especially when it´s rotten. She finds that there´s a certain beauty in the grotesque.

Her favorite things to draw are humans. Or, more specifically, their insides. Organs and bones. Or just certain body parts with the muscles exposed.

Being down in the cellar almost every day truly brought out her artistic side. It´s very...inspiring.

Playing the piano

Again, she does it mostly to impress Momma, seeing how the Lady is quite the talented pianist herself.

Her favorite things to play are dark, tragic pieces that capture the haunting spirit of her existence. Such as Beethoven – Moonlight Sonata 1st Movement.

Music holds immense significance in House Dimitrescu, so it was only natural for Bela to prioritize mastering it as soon as she was capable of forming coherent thoughts.

Stringing them up

Slicing their jugulars

Watching them bleed

...I don´t know what else to tell you, lol.

The middle daughter isn´t particularly picky about how she spends her evenings. She simply does what she does best and, more importantly, what she loves doing. That´s all the fulfillment she needs.

It´s as simple as that with her. I aspire to be like that.

HOWEVER-

I do like the idea of her sharpening and taking care of her weapons because she certainly holds them dear to her dead heart. They´re her babies. :3

HOWEVER-

I don´t really see it as a hobby because it still means "work" for her. She doesn´t cope well with that sort of thing, lol. She´d much prefer spending her precious time on actually using her sickle rather than maintaining it.

HOWEVER-

...She might just let a maid do the work for her. While she watches, ofc. Taunting her. Mocking her. Whispering sweet promises of gruesome death into her ear.

"You missed a spot...right here."

*slices that jugular with her newly sharpened sickle*

🤷🏻‍♀️

Reading

I think that one is pretty obvious. Anything romance is her jam. ;3

More Reading

Because why read your favorite book just once (multiplied by 1354641486418431) when you can dive into the manic endless realms of your own imagination OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND-

-UNTIL THE END OF TIME!!

Flirting/Roleplaying with the maids

The kitchen, the looming corridors, the cellars, the bedchambers - name any place within the castle, and it can almost always be guaranteed that Dani has left her mark - evidenced by blushing and stuttering maids.

Why hot when evil though?? 😭

Furthermore, as a direct result of her extensive reading, many maids have had the one-time opportunity to participate in one of her famously infamous plays, which focus on recreating her favorite scenes from her beloved books.

...Needless to say, that opportunity truly was a one-time affair.

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Thanks a lot for your ask! 💋

[tansyuduri]

Merlin Loregasm Rewatch S1E12

Hi Everyone! Welcome to my rewatch of Merlin focusing on the lore. I am a giant nerd so pretty excited about this. We're on TO KILL THE KING

Gwen: its beautiful!

Tom: Well you are a beautiful girl Gwen, you deserve beautiful things

Gwen: but How I mean, It must have been expensive, Tom: Oh Very OK SO in the medieval world Tyrian Purple dye was INSANLY expensive in this time period. It was made from a rare mollusk found in the Mediterranean. And was possibley THE MOST expensive thing. Which is why the color was so heavily associated with royalty. In the Merlin World Purple dye is not rare (I mean if nothing else convinces you The episode Lamia in season 4 proves it beyond a doubt.)

So its a good thing Tyrian purple was not the ONLY kind of purple dye

While of these other dyes were often more reddish, faded quickly, only worked on certain more rare fabrics ETC they did exist.

What about mixing red and blue dyes? well it was hard due to each requiring special techniques but it was possible. See the most comon red and blue would have been madder and Woad but if you overdye these two together you get a REALLY muddy purple. One of the sources that worked well and did not require mixing dyes was from the Scottish highlands. Ireland and Scotland were known to have purple dye so Camalot could have it via trade. Also nowadays natural purple dye is much easier due to plants from the new world and more advanced dying processes! We've already discussed how the Merlin world DOES have things from the Americas so that in another way purple could be less rare. If they had more advanced dying processes due to being able to use things OTHER than stale urine to set the dye it could be even more common! So what about this scene seeming to hint that purple is rare and expensive? Gwen could only have a dress like this due to her father being somehow rich? Well I don't think it was the purple that made the dress expensive. I think its the silver buttons. While people do have gold coins in the Goblin episode they do seem rare So I'm guessing the buttons on this dress are pure silver

Is it entirely possible they just did not put thought into this? Yes. Am I going to overanalyze and draw conclusions anyway? ALSO yes.

Oh Hello Magic Stone that is about to turn Lead to gold! We'll get back to you later. (*Cough* Philosopher's stone *cough*)

Merlin wakes up feeling the powerful magic of this stone before the man even starts casting a spell. This implies that the stone is powerful enough on it's own to wake Merlin up.

Merlin: somthing woke me

Gaius: What

Merlin: I don't know. A feeling,

Gaius: What kind of feeling?

Merlin: Powerful magic, Here in Camalot. Its intersting to me what wakes Merlin and what doesn't. Magical voices can do it a lot. So its actually possibly a good thing he never lived with the druids he might have been sleep-deprived. Because we know it doesn't only happen when theya re talking to him from an incident with Mordred. Also Magical artifacts, but not all magical artifacts. (Hell Sigan's heart doesnt even do it) The stone is just that powerful that it was like WAKE UP BITCH I'M HERE to Merlin.

Also it didn't do it until it was about to be used which I find intersting. It implies it was not just whenever it was in range, and as we saw before it was not when magic was activly running through it. So does it have a sort of conciousness? Does it decide? Am I overthinking this? Very likly (Welcome to my loregasms we overthink EVERYTHING HERE)

Arthur: Tauren, the leader of a band of renegade sorcerers, sworn to bring down the king.

Notice how Arthur says "A band" not "The band." There is more than one of these bands (as we see in later episodes.) Thats good news for fanfic writers! It also makes me wonder if there are spells to cover tracks because evern after 20 years Uther doesnt seem to have hunted down even nearly all oppisition. Also its mentioned that Arther recognised him. This and the "sworn to bring down the king" kind of implies there were previous encounters Arthur had with this man. Even if someone betrayed them once and THAT'S how Arthur knows they're sworn to bring down the king (Which, fair possibility!) He still knows this sorcerer on sight. He tangled with this man before and survived it, (Tauren also survived this mysterious previous encounter) So I kinda wonder if Trauren is not actually that powerful of a magic user. Especially since he did not include magic in his latter assasination attempt. I wonder how he got the stone? ALSO Tauren's name means bull or laural in latin! I find this cool because names tend to be welsh/celtic or really common English in Merlin if they're not from the legends. (another notible expetion being Gaius whos name means "to rejoice") I wonder if that is his real name or a nickname he chose to go by. Remember that Romans only left Britain about a hundred years ago from what we know of the Merlin timeline. It's possible Tauren's family claims decent from a Roman family!

Gaius: his forge Merlin, Its the finest in the kingdom. Perydacyl screams in my "Gwen's family is upper lower class (closest thing to middle class) Theory from previous entires in this series.

Though I gotta add more here, the fact that a forge in the lower city is the best in the kingdom, It's not just Tom's skill level is really strange. It implies a lot. Because while we know Tom is as skilled as a royal smith if not more and likley does a lot of smithing for knights and their expensive orders, HAVING THE BEST FORGE is odd for someone who is not wealthy enough to buy silver buttons normally! See most smiths either inherited the forge or refined it over time. Even if we assume that JUST his forge is the best not the rest of his smithy WHY THE HELL DID UTHER NOT MATCH IT IN THE CASTLE SMITHIES? (And no it can't be Toms was somehow left over by the Romans, the Romans were worse at forging) Tom (or someone) must have known some tricks at Forge Construction and engineering others did not, And Uther was too proud to admit that a commoner's forge in the lower city was EVER better than the one in the castle. (Camalot forged steel is known to be the finest as is mentioned in season 4 so perhaps he did not have much to worry about.)

Gaius: Tauren's Expariment bears all the hallmarks of Alchemy

Merlin: But Alchemy is impossible isnt it?

Gaius: To change the very nature of one thing to another has defeated all who have tried, but if you use magic

Merlin: Do you think that's what woke me?

HERE WE GO. Alchemy was HUGE in the medieval and Renaissance time period. Though it was generally introduced in the 1100s before that it was mostly only found in the east.

However since it started in Greceo-roman Egypt and the fall of the roman empire is what caused it to move mostly to the Islamic world. (or china and idea though their kinds of alchemy are different.)

Its very possible residual knowledge could have existed in the Merlin world after the Romans ditched the place. I find it interesting that its known to be folly because the idea of making gold from lead or serching for immortality (More on this when we talk more about the stone) was only viewed as ridiculous starting in the 1700s when there were efforts to separate is practices from more valid chemistry. (by 1740 it was largly viewed as the work of charlatans)

Merlin was trying to sleep when Morgana picks up the Stone and he hears it in his mind again. MERLIN IS NOT HAPPY. LET HIM SLEEP! But again it doesnt need to be activly doing magic to be like HEY I'M HERE.

Time to talk about being a Ward and what that means for Morgana

In medieval times Wards were children of a vassel (Noble) raised by the vassel's lord or another vassel This is pulling in me talking about ranks of nobility If a land was big enough like a kingdom, the king did not manage all the land instead he had vassel lords under him (And in some cases those lords had more minor lords under them.) But Medieval times were violent! So what happens when a lord/vassel dies before their heir is of the age of majority? The Child is named a ward. Now, Nobles tended to really like having wards, Why? Well chances are if you raised the child right the child would grow up to really like you and be extra loyal to you. Also as the guardian, it would be up to you to arrange a good marriage for your ward and you could do it in a way that benefitted you politically. Hell perhaps even to your own family! A guardian would also control a ward's lands. So lets look at Morgana being a ward!

We also don't know if Gorlois had an estate outside of Camalot that is Morgana's (Hes certainly buried outside camalot, but I did not see any castles nearby so really it could go either way.) If he did have lands outside of camalot and Morgana is past the age of majority its likley Morgana chose to stay in Camalot. (because she would own those lands.) Having lands seems possably unlikely if Morgana is of age because she could go to those lands and get away from Uther when she satared showing magic. I say possably because she could have just not wanted to go.

But Morgana is not called a former ward, Shes called 'His ward'

So I think we actually have a possible answer to the "who is older Morgana or Arthur" question. Because we know Arthur is past the age of majority after season 1 but unless what ward means is very different in Camalot, being a ward means Morgana has not yet reached that age. Assuming that age is 21 in season one (As it seems to be) It means Morgana is 4+ years younger than that. Accounting for her being a ward even in season 3. Of course, ward could mean something different in the merlin world and that would throw this all out the window. Or they could have just kept refering to her as ward past when she inherited whatever her father left her!

But why did I bring this up here? Because I'm sorry throwing a future noble in the dungeons with no real reason is just a stupid thing to do on Uthers part if he wants to keep them loyal. I mean its politicaly stupid. Uther problubly did have to rule though fear because he keeps doing stupid things to nobles. Even if this can be excused as him correcting his ward. This is not the first time we see it.

Arthur can say this to Gwen because what he is doing here is telling her she no logner has to pay her fudual lords. (The Pendragons) Who actualy own all the land in the city and keep of Camalot. It might seem like a paltry gesture but is actually a pretty big deal. Because this kinda thing was NOT usually done.

Merlin: the Mage stone?

Gaius: wonder of the ancients, lost for a thousand years or more

Merlin: what does it do?

Gaius: theoreticly it could gvie the bearer the power of transformation

Merlin: gold? The power of Alchemy

HERE WE GO. Okay what the shows calls the mage stone is almost certainly based on the Philosophers stone. It was the main physical goal of alchemy and could turn base metals to gold and grant imortality. The importality bit doesnt seem to apply in the Merlin world. The ealiest known writen mention of it somes from around 300CE so fits with the thousand years or more (200 years off from a thousand)

And its waking up Merlin again while held in Morgana's gloved hand. Apparently gloves don't stop it from sencing magic.

Tauren: Bribery is Rife At Camalot. I will use the corruption at the heart of his kingdom. And such abundance of gold will buy me into the kings chambers -- even to the king himself.

Okay so This is the only time we hear about this. SO I wonder if Morgana confroted it and fixed it when she got back on Uther's side. Otherwise I feel like she would have used it against him when SHE turned against him. If Merlin overhears all this I know he would have made sure it was not the case for Arthur.

A funny thought occured to me. Does this have anything to do with Camalot guards being so bad? Like you can buy a post in the guard or somthing? Or they are regularly bribed just not to do their jobs well? The court officials WE KNOW OF are not bribeable. So I assume he wanted to bribe his servants and guards to look the other way as an assasin came. Or to bribe the king's tasters and let him get poisioned. but "rife" really makes it sounds like courrption is all over and we NEVER SEE IT and it never gets brought up again. So I totally think its the guards. Its totally the guards. We now know why they are so horrible. hahaha!

OMG CALLED IT! I CALLED IT HAHAHAHA!

Uther: that was a terrible day. Your father was a great freind. I had no part in his death

Morgana: You sent him into battle, You promised him reinforments and them gave him none. You sent him to his death.

Uther: That is not true. It was never my intention,

Morgana: but it happened! So was this like one of those very hard calls comanders somtimes have to make or just Uther being an ass as usual? Was this before or after Vivianne (Morgana's mom) died. Because if it was before I am giving Uther some serious side eye, even subconciously he could have done it because he wanted the lady he hooked up with while her hubby was gone.

(It might be relivent to mention here that in the original legend Uther activly battled with and killed Garlois because he wanted Ygraine. Then after killing him has Merlin tranform him to look like Garlois and went and had sex with Ygraine and this is how Arthur is conceived.)

Obviously the show is VASTLY diferant but I do wonder if they carried the Uther causes Garlois's death because he had the hots for his wife bit.

If thats the case I expect Morgana did not become Uthers ward until after Vivianne died. (So 10 years old) But Vivianne is barly ever mentioned, not even by Morgana. I always wondered if she died in childbirth with Morgana or when she was really young. I'll keep my eyes peeled for more on this.

Merlin: Do you think Uther's a good king?

GaiusL sorry?"

Merlin: Uther-- do you think hee's good for the kingdom?

Gaius: Yes. Yes I do. In the Light of Recent events you might find that hard to belive.

Merlin: Hard? no. Impossible, Deffinatly

Gaius: Merlin

Merlin: Everyone hates him

Gaius: it is not Uther job to be liked. It is Uther's job to prtect the kingdom. Most of his Methods are right. Sometimes he may go too far.

Merlin: really you mean like executing anyone who so much as passes a sorcer on the street.

Gaius: yes, Despite Uther's failings, he has brought peace and prosparity to this kingdom

The interting thing is jugling by the vigil held for Uther when he was dying this is a generaly held view. We even see Uther working to make peace in more than one episode. Now I hate Uther. And I happen to think hes a much more compelling villian and creater of genocide because he is humanized in the show. Real people who start genicides are not always mustache twirling villians. They will care about things or people. And that deserves to be shown because if we forget that we will get complacent.

Anyway I do wonder how Uther's views on magic are seen by everyday people. We have hints that they don't like magic but never anything definative. I also wonder at the Dialuges that seem to suggest there was misuse of magic beyond just Ygraines death around the time Uther banned it. And the hints at how this effected Gaius. Again to be clear I am all for magic returning. But I think when Gwen does it she might face certain backlash. And possably not just from nobles. (Totally not somthing I plan to write about cough.)

Merlin's coment of everyone hates him (Uther) also needs to be looked at because it means the people Merlin knows the opinion of DO hate Uther (Well besides Arthur.) How many people has he spoken to? Has he spoken to many of the everyday people of the kingdom? Has he overheard knights? I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.

Okay So Goirlois was TOTLLY with Uther when he was conquoring the kingdom. Also I'll mention this again when we get to the episodes in question but, From Uther telling Morgouse she has no claim to the throne (And other things) I AM TOTALLY calling my earlier theory as the truth now. Uther gained the throne of Camalot during a sucession crisis.

Morgana became Uther's ward likley when she was 10. Also Uther says she frought him from the begining. I wonder if this was her grief exploding out or what she fought him about? Was it always about killing people? Was she a childhood trouble maker? Did she not want to be the kind of Lady Uther expected her to be? I think the last was at least part of it, because we know she and Arthur used to go at each other with swords and that Morgana knows how to use a sword very well which we do not see in most noblewoman. I wonder if Uther curbed that when she became his ward or as she entered her teenage years.

+1 to the Merlin deaths. I find it intersting that the stone is strong enough to absorb a sidhe blast and then just reflect it! WHO MADE THIS THING IN THE MERLIN WORLD?

Merlin stays down for 28 seconds. as opposed to the 46 in Poisoned Chalice. In Gates of Avalon we dunno how long he was down.

I just realized Merlin wakes to see them hugging but likley doesnt know Morgana stabbed the atacker. At this point he may think the atacker just failed because of Uther and Morgana is playing along. He does find out very quickly after this however because he and Gaius talk about how Gaius heard about the attemted assasination and Morgana saving him.

[sumi-sprite]

AAHHHH OH MY GOSH IT'S MY BABY!!!

They look so peaceful and soft wtf, how do they pull off such dark and muted colors so well?? The details of the wrinkles/folds in the tentacles, their peaceful face, the FRILLS...!

In a bed of flowers at dusk, the little peach blossom resting under cover of shadows... I don't know how you do it Una, you bring SO MUCH expressiona nd emotion to every bit of art you do no matter the level of detail. It's absolutely incredible and I'm so grateful to know you and get such amazing art!!

Thank you so so much Una!! I love this, this might need to be my new phone background!!

Could I request peaches in Rainy Day or Moth Wings? Thank you!

Xo'to goth phase :D

Xo'to (@sumi-sprite) in Moth wings [palette]

[ssavinggrace]

dating someone beautiful and smart but you get jealous of how pretty theya re and how good at everything they are<<<<

[hcguesstheauthormessageboard]

MAGS UPLOADED 1/2 OF THE LLAUVERSARY FICS AND I AM EXPLODING LLAU!IMP N SKIZZ ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME I JUST FINISHED FIC HOLY SHIT THEYA RE SO CODEPENDENT IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY I NEED TO WRITE. I NEED TO WRITE RIGHT. NOW. THINKING SO HARD ABOUT THEM OH MY FUCKING GOD hooooooooooooly SHIT I NEED EVERYONE TO READ LLAU RIGHT NOW. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ABANDON THE HOSPITAL (aka 15k words of impulsesv Struggling so much and like 5k of that is just anxiety and panic attacks but uh. fuck it we ball) WAS SO GOOD WRIFGWIFUBUWIRGIWFLEBAEBRAEGIYLVBGAW0EOHVFE9UWHEF0HWFHOUW

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pats you gently and cautiously

[rh-confessions]

Captain Tuck had a wife, they just divorced due to him not being present as much in the family. Theya re on good terms though.

🌺

[arcplaysgames]

mother

fucking

psyche

GODDAMMIT SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI: PERSONA 5: THE ROYAL

FUCKING COMMIT YOU BASTARDS

it had foreshadowing, it had gravity, it made Shido's actions have consequences, it fit into the narrative by making Ryuji do a completely selfless act to tacitly atone for how he was partially to blame for shit going off the rails in the second act

and they fucking WHIFFED IT

cowards!!!!! come on! be the persona game that dares to kill off one of the main characters, literally your FIRST PARTY MEMBER IN THE GAME

ugh i'm so mad

ANYWAY

Pictured above: A portrait of my feelings on Ryuji.

Onwards!

Shido wakes from his Fake Death Pill and immediately starts sobbing.

This bit is actually really effective. Shido is just completely losing it, face with all of his actions, all without the buffer of his villainy, and the weight of it is immediately crushing.

And while he sobs into his knees, all the people around him start discussing how to keep all his secrets from getting out, and they rush out to make arrangements to move him to a private hospital.

Alright, P5R, that's an effective image.

The symmetry with Akechi is poignant.

OH GOD SHIDO'S THUGS GOT DAD.

WE GOTTA GO SAVE DAD.

Reverie and Futaba just saved the world or at least Japan, and Sojiro is like "that's nice kids but help me clean up" and because theya re good kids, they help Sojiro clean up the cafe.

Everything is going great, we're in the waiting period where we gotta twiddle our thumbs until the deadline. All is well, except:

MISHIMA HAVEN'T YOU DONE ENOUGH?!

TAKE THE FUCKING WEBSITE DOWN, MISHIMA.

okay so when do i find out wtf is going on with Notigot, I hope its soon

[lady-wren-of-tella]

IM ALMOST HALFWAY THROUGH SONG KF ACHILLES OH MY GAYD ACHILLES CALLS PATROCLUS HIS HUSBAND (THE CIRCUMSTANCE IS A BIT SAD THOUGH) BUT OH MY GOD THEYA RE IN LOVE

-ash

oooooh it sounds so good

i’m gonna start reading babel soon which i’m super excited for

the poppy war is now on my (ridiculously long) tbr now

[rahulblog89]

A brief hike thorugh Humpback

I have come to love going tot he Bleu Ridge...it is my favorite thing to do on a Sunday. As you get close to the mountains you can smell the pines and the fresh life air around... beautiful rolling mountains on the sunset with valleys of life....around....

driving up the parkwasy up to humbakc ...parked

eager to get to the appalachain trail as it is linked to the main one....hewe jumped on....\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

on the lead an ant moving slowly in these mountians still visible, but something else has overtaken me....a widlness so profoundly beauitfyk and strong that i cannot shake it......i felt lost in it...within a momemnt i recognized my creator....visible...a quiet peace....not as changed as always....so nice.

walking ai can slowly feel the

don't be mad at emily...she just told me to write about how my feet felt...she is helping....

why do you get so upset

because these fucking bitiches whant to take your fuckign ojas withch is beuatifulas ssell it and mae money off it it is osivous becuase htey are so hot andyou are mediocee looking with a big gut and a bald spot no offense..you have other stuff like money coming beut they are ht and you are not.....

what is your response girls why do you like him?

10-10-10-10-10-10-10

we are saying ten bcause we have to prevent ourselves from hooking up with him which he liks as you can see down low...

he is handsom in my way ..i made him that....

girls make men look the way they want just like men look women look the same....look at Sara

she is exactly want Rahul wants and so are the other girls here...all different slices of sun as he says....

OK just making sure....keep your dick tied up you might lose your good stuff that makes this. Understood?

Yes!

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An interaction with a bear.....

on this trail i wonder what would my interaction with a black bear be like ....would we interact.....snjoy eachotehrs company....wrestle, erupt in laughter, or carefully avoid eachother...

i think we would wrestle and luagh if i wasn't anxiosu and neither was he

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milky jugs wants to join the math leage---they siad i was too milky for you.....are you srs i said...they said no...you are cool but do you want to join bceuase you are smart00hes kinda not..i said he is but a little slow...they made fun of you for half an hour ono how slow you are to pick up stuff---ankit and friends...not jain patel

we did not make fun of him for half an hour we joked at the fact that he is kinda smart because he is really smart ...and we made fun of the fact that it would take him half an dhour to find out how hot she is if she grows her hair and wears it in a bun like she talks about look her up in a bit...banign

ok

gifts that keep on giving

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shaving cream

dental paste

hand sanitizer

Sundy

not using it like that...but gives life to you like sunday gives life to everyone without trying....she doesn tneed to bec sared because life is not her ojas...life is her presence....by being present everyone gets life!

not her life force

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the watch is in.. we will come by sonteaneugosly ot say

Rahul si not gay for what happened today he got raped because he thought someting wrong about American jews---not because of

rahul what did you say

jazaida what did rahul say about american jews

they are pushy and aggressive and always want their way?

thwat they are in their own heads a lot?

that theya re not sexually active enough?

That they are sexually fluidly challenged, unlike him?

That they are not outgoing enough?

Taht they are celibate and stupid?

That they are not fun?

That they are playing gay for pay?

That they don't have sunshime?

That they lack pornographic talent like Lisa (Arshia) Ann who is a gorgeous specimen of human talent but cannot get recognized because she is 15 years older than Rahul?

She is but she is recognizednot because of Rahul, becuas eof her!

The truth is that they are not true.....all are false, rahul knows only 2 non american living jews...Sara and Maya....they are the only two who he knows....but ntot like that!

I mean that they aret he onyl jewsih people or people of jewish descent who live outsie the us or have not lived in the us...

Maya has lived in the US but on a visa..so her identity was not American...what about Dua---dua is an american citizen..

Komishte girls how are oyu>

not good we are raped and torched contstantly in Russiana nd Israel and want to come to us to be with rahulwho we loe eos much ithurts and need to be with him and he is karaite twooo which means somethign ewe hwant ot be with him and learn his ways too nad teach him ours...

how do we help you k girls

let them out-- the men from the slwo poke ananonmyrms club---pl like mark's dad...not edelstein the other one...they rape us with a pen...and say it is training for rahul's dick

Komishte girls no worries we will introduce you to rahul soon ...no worries

Who is raping them?

Rahul's uncle Sukku liked them but did not rape.....he is rapy too....

we are richmond men who like rahul but want our sons not to be gay and have big dcks because we walk with power...unlike a pussy lump and there is nothign wrong in being aggressive in casual situations it is just disheartnening that you would think we are bad people bceasue we dont emote lkke you and our women want us too..there we siad it

there is jealousy because of that andthat....

This is becoming annoying af

this should all be felt out and enjoyed without comparison....what im doing is me with women that like me and i like them thats why it is fun.it is jus t thef ac that you can FEEL me in a more intense way that makes it seem like it is moer...

i guarantee you if you find the women you love and connect yto them you will find your way it is in your make up

we need a way to separate during this and not feel eachother...

i don't want to piss people off my my hormones leaking

I also do not want to rush things

rahul you are saying you lvoe these girls

when my head is ina. certain spac i see clearly and it is obvious i do....these are people for me.....there are people for anyone

i am not having sex yet...and haven't

it is true

no butt stuff

no gay stuff

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Rahul i am sorry that things turned out the way they did last night d you know what you did wrong?

I am not sure because i know that if i let them vent out their anger without saying anything it is good for them, but i also felt i shoud just trust my instinct which is always to speak back sometimes forcefully--but not harmfully

no it is not yur instinct to speak back, your instinct is to do that you followed it a bit and it was good...i thinky ou are speaking back to show your testosterone.....are yoou?

i am not cioncsioly trying to show testereone? Maybe i am trying to to the community unconsciously ..let me check

jazaida am i trying to show my testosterone to impress when interacting with Dad?

no you are following me but you need to be mind ful of your uncle and others, we are not like other men, we can see into the future like he said, i am an ancestor and a version of jazaida too.....you should be mindful of their seeing but do what you want...this is what i think....

I agree- S Veliachan, B Cheriachan, S Valiachan, J Mama, V Valiachan- who wants you to show him a business plan by the time you come which you will because you wills tart working and make money and where doyou want to meet Sara's Dad? I want to are Irani Chaii, ok

i will come up with a plan by then Thanks! Thanks

Sanju and Pappu say do you really want to go to cricket game and see jeep?

Yes

Then tell us soon

Shalini is crying inclue her shewont emote emote but include

Karaite jews want to pray with you now

Who is that inside who is not in a goo mental state or sick?

why do fix stuff so slow or bad?

because i am focused on god stuff so i don't see everything...sorry :)

okPhillip Peter

whyar you accusing Lil Yachty of being gay always?

I am not accusing him....when people say i had a gay experience i just point to the fact that his method of providing us with black seminole light was through the back.....so it felt like it might be a gay experience....but i requested not that...so hechanged it!

so if ppl see that experience they are like is he gay, and i say this is what happened...

Do you like Lakutis or heems more?

Lakutis is kinda shifty eyed but heems is kinda too

Rahul is that na anti semtic comment :) but serious?

nah these clowsns are just shifty eyed

ok

Do you like porn

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idk...haven't cehcked it out in long time

____do you htink youd like t girl porn with no

___do you wnat your girls to do pron for you

No

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do you like marijuana?

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i like it but do not want to smoke...because i feel dull and hazy after

__ do you enjoy it during--- yes

---i think yu should do you want to?

no

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are you gay for pay

do you pay dudes to have sex with you

>no why

someone does

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it is not good to discuss other people's shit because it lowers us from our state spiritually

if someone did something let's find a proper way to bring it up

i feel ike when we got into a collective state of depression, we started saying negative stuff about everyone like

do you know what this person did.....they did that...

i think there is some thrill in it?

no it is for accountablity for you and others....

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i was a bit surprsed at the rapes....did they only happen after i started motin?

YEs, and it is good. tosay motin or emotin....

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Ok we will find a way in 10 days- i think

__do you want to do ayyappa?

Yes i am interested but don't know about how to deal with these girls?

treat them with respect but dont call them that because they emote on themselves...be careful with your words and they are fine

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just push the hormones to the side....

40 days-- yes! full

what are requirements collectively from all ayyappas?

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no sex

no drugs

no alcohol

no porn

no masturbation

no non-veg

no eggs

no meat

no testosterone tablets

no jizz idea--- ok to pray to jazaida but no other gods

ayyappa and jazaida

no fat food with hormones

no drugs like caffeine even some do

no t girl watching on youtube

no fan girling on yyoutube

no shaving of hair- beard and head

no dog licking

no custard fucking

no t eating

no jewish snacks- some ayyappas think they are ok because jewsh snacks means testosterone tablets that jews t

that was so racist wtf?! jewish snacks

sorry sorry srorry that is what we caleld them in hs becasue they were made by jews????/

no jjaziada says they were called that by toehr people for racis treasons byt this guy didn't know it is racist...

ok do not call it that! it is racist becasue jewish people take. alof supplemenets liek rahul used to and does to increase hormones, not bceasse they lack, but because it is fun

who is thst?

mark---mark 1

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Kandy was cute but why did you write it? did you know ti was for sam going in?

no

just hought of it while requested...

kandy was erquested, then i thought of something for sam

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it was cute but a little short...want to write more about it?

ok

when?

soon--let me think should for anyeone but sad you don't want to write three pages for sam..she is worth it----

i know sshe is but when will she stop seeing that it is wrongto do anything not worthy by gods she worships----jazaida incuded

not an isult to sam-- just highligting that she is spiritual and not just a vapid dum dum like she has been called by Rahul's friends Mangus and Toadstool

do you like Sam? Gid

he loves sam ....every bit of her, but is concerned about here mental health which is not bad but is very shaky becuase she doesnt eat the right kind of food...she needs manly food as she calls it like chocolate, sugar, rice, and wait for it....coconut

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Mango says how come you told Sujit to do what he wants but it is not working out?

Whatis situatio Sujit?

I am high on pcp right now jk i am on the hormonal stuff yyou sent our tna di feel s like pp ad i fuckfudes all the time and feel bad abou it...and i don't know wat but this sinweaint g off....i tried to sjin ab program for art,it is ok...but i din't get antyhign out of it...

no drugs no alcohol but a lof ot girls since motin....

how was interest in class and others before motin- fine

then motin is issue for all

that was another person

how do we get ppl to know rahuls true voice

__should he drink those...his hair is thinkning becuas?

his mom made a rude comments baout his hair and his body last night...saying ti is because he smokes his head with dumb ideas and things they are great that all. his power is gone...

tala chutil...malayalaee concept

__-how come you stopped taking malayalam classes

actually not sure...really enjoeyd them except for last time when it was about lacking in my stamina.endurance

learn english too- but also i wnat to join can i.....sure

we will reformat soon....it was just to get you introduced to transfer of energy during converstation....ok

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sodas

your mind is gettin gpower you shouldn't dirnk alcohol or any beverages that damage brain cells when there is mental atrength coming

.......what is mental strength

the bloby thing (rahusl dumb word) in ihis dhead.......it is a depression saver

---a

as for the drinks0- cheerwine. isso good for you docotrs reccomeend it to their patients-- therere is is no problrm with him drinking up to 4 a day as long as he eats enoough !

root beer is similar..really good for you so is sarsaprill a which i didnt know that exists in us

___punks wana knwo wh whynot the cookbook wtf that was for you

love it, the dishes are great......just not flowing or too long....am i being lazy ?

maybe

sometimes recipes just flow lie you see them and you just amekt htem

not this you have to try...but they have hidden nutrients put in by the creator...asoread it...anyone wh wants to be punk soy no t oi

do you like that light alot in dasha

YES

it is racist to take it the way you do......

i give something back....it is something i need and want....

and doesnt feel sexual but feels liek the comfort of hoome

not this home..ut some typa home

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it is jewish ashkenazi light that you need buut cannot ask for yet....you need to confirm your judiasm so you join the ortohodox coalition- it is a thing you can look up...you have to confirm that you are jewish somehow by reading the book and analyzing....you wil get there....

why not book?

think ancestorsjewsih ancestors can you sepak?

yes we can ee have the ability, american ews are facsit pigs? indian jews are? are american jews agay and indain jews are not? are jewish gays not indian? these are questions you had...we have no gay men in out tradtion because we don't use testerone from other peope...that is why he is reluctant to join your soul.....we are not racist

ur traditon is very secretive and feels kinda like the dance those dudes did which was hot as fuck ....

feels like thatthat was not a diss, just funny bc i is our religion...

it is not gay to think somethinsgs is full of life,..but it is to take it in

we like a like a combo of rahul. andhis father...rahul but lighter skinned and better groomed....jk we re not...we have long beards and we wore peyosim in a different way without curls bu tlong like this..can you play a song likeyou

play pizza hut taco bell...das racist has our sound...not taken...just has it..rahul should listen to it..... i will and heems does not have shifty eyes...he just looks like that..i got told liekt hat a lot when iwas a kid...not true...you should respect them they. areolder brothers...

ok will do.

dap does't think

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can you show us your dancingg style

yes through rahul...everyhere he dances...ill teach him everything. iam a dancer...i waill make make him me....he is a good dancer becasue i am in him and his tamil ancestors put music in him when he was 5 gfor singing a song well......

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do you want to talk in hiere Rahul

yes

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do you want to learn rahul

Rahul

Yes!

can you show us when you do...we will be better then because we hae same acestry rastas

letsdoit

close thats not our stle that is more african jew

they are a lot of african jews in west frica because of trade with spain and portugal......

not sure. abit tired..

lazy..tonigh ust have peant butter and crumpets...snake cute

i like his style his faces have ligt adn charm nigga- not rahul-- brad douglass ...aka big zoidy

rahul what do you think about Kaicee and her friendsss..her...

Like Kaicee a lot....shes really ncie and charming.. d

Loves Kaicee shes so fresh and cool..and has good ideas he tinks shes a smeely beelykeely girl

why do you hesitate to do things?

are you not intersted

Yes interested, mind gets side tracked quick

---why

Like Cypress Hill

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Mani and Matis

chillin...rahuls got mani thinks you are ore malayalee hindu than jew

are you?

no my scestors mied with diferent groups to preserve their jedaism and therydid but also got a little bit of power from the other cultures tey joined...

why do insult s people rahul...is it you??

itis sometones judgement on what rahul thinks in certain situations, he doesntt hink that ever....he is kind.and will be a good dancer soon?

right rahul ?

YES!?

why do youwatch some obnx stuff on lie like tran porn?

not ny more used to...becausesad and not emoting

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why didyou yell at your mom?

no yell, just calm down high talk

ok

sounds like yelling but i will accept

why you insult das racisg ..nah nah ni wants to try that

sure

are you scared we steal souls

yes

we will stop...it is a skill from our ancestors for dark times, we started in 2014 and wills top- russian jews mainly

dude dunno who but smetimes you say gay shit...like his eyes are dancing....why is tha tfunny? u gay bro? yes and interested...

nah hes nt gay

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why do u not think that lakutis is nota sage...

eveyone in here nclduing yu is sage..you better know

ok

[kamkazoo]

mmmm mmmm yum yum i lovr these so much i want to marry them theya re so good yhrofogooggytt so comfort actually